#becauze im autistic

[adhderall]

engraving is fun... I did a vase with like a cool serpent dragon relief. no I don't have it I gave it to some girl I liked (im extremely retarded) (she didn't like me)

[wolvierinez]

whenever i go on tiktok im viciously assaulted by people (knowingly or unknowingly) making fun of autistic people.

that "weird speech mannerism" youre making fun of is an autistic trait

"speaking with your hands too much" is an autistic trait

"exaggerated facial expressions" is an autistic trait

that "weird" person you're thinking of when you make videos like that is probably autistic.

[phinjeet]

* huge day for autistic ppl waz when i found out one of my favorite dollyrotz songz (rollercoaster (becauze im a phineas and ferb freak)) got covered by fucking BOWLING FOR SOUP . the phineas and ferb themesong ppl …… covered ROLLERCOASTER ……….. startz crying so loudly

[thermodynamiclawyer]

HAIII👋👋👋FELLOW PV ENJOYER I just wanna say I LOVE UR ART SM🥺🥺the way u draw pv is SOSOSOSOSO COOL N FUNKY I LOVE IT SMMM I usually don’t follow accounts that post purecacao not becauz i hate the ship it’s just not really my thing (also becauz my besties fav ancient is lily and we like making aus together a lot so it’s just easier 2 slam our faves together HSHSHD) but but BUT!! u are the EXEPCTION i just cannot resist ur pv art swagger. it is too pretty it is TOO MUCH OF. A LOT OF GOOD THINGS I DON’T WANNA MAKE A HUGE LIST RN BUTBUT ur gonna get spammed with notifs from me in a second becauz im going through ur pv tag and reblogging ur art of him. I actually saw ur art a lot earlier but. i didnt interact with it idk why I just didn’t feel like writing out a ton of tag compliment essays that day and then I just continued to put it off,, the wonders of having the disorder(s? I just recently got on meds for add but I’m not actually properly diagnosed yet) (also I’m autistic so disorders plural I think) I literallt have no other excuse for not interacting with ur art sooner other than. executive dysfunction sucks and also becauz I wasn’t sure if u were the type of real and TRUE!! purecacao shipper 2 still think lily is shippable or were one of the kinds of people to demonize lily insanely a lot. I had 2 unfollow some1 before becauz they made an extremely negative post about lily that made me kindof uncomfy but. seeing as u also ship hollylily(valid btw) I think it’s time I finally follow u becauz. I love ALL UR ART SM!!!! and I wanna eat it stuff it into my mouth like a chipmunk and run away with it forever it is so. ur style is soooososo unique but in such a visibly appealing way it boggles my MIND when people manage 2 make such unique art styles look SOSO GOOD especially since the only way I was able 2 make my art look okay was 2 make it look. less unique idk. no clue what spawned me 2 ramble on for this long idk I just. think ur art is cool okay. I see ur pv art and my eyes light up n go shiny like big sparkly anime eyes the way u draw is just so. sosososoososo. so. insert every compliment physically possible here I can’t possibly stress this enough just. art. pretty. and I’m envious that ur not even that much older than me I hope that. my improvement speeds up in the next 2-3 years it would b really cool if my art was just as cool as urs when I’m 19. idk. end of ask I’ve gone on for too long I’m sorry I hope u don’t mind. whatever this is ig

this means so much to me holy shit i’m so happy you like my art. and i’m very happy ur a lily enjoyer too!!! i totally agree with you, people demonize her way too much (probably because she “gets in the way” of ppls “gay ships” WHICH I HATE THAT EXCUSE). i still ship purelily, i like to imagine it as a relationship they had in the past. i’m not gonna ignore what they have in canon cuz it’s obvious they loved each other!!! (i’m not gonna freak out when i see other ships with the characters i like LOL). i still love lily and i want her to be happy, she has an incredible amount of depth to her character. she’s not heartless, but she’s not a shy damsel in distress like how other people depict her as well. she’s flawed and incredibly multidimensional, and i hope i have the opportunity to show that more often :D that makes me happy to hear you’re still open to other artists that ship different (normal) things, i hope you enjoy what i draw in the future as well!! i love the ancients a lot and i love other ancients-fans as well!!!

[purevanillablender]

w im sorry of what's happening rn :(

a hug and food to make you feel better :) *gives donut and hug*

ITS OKAY JUST. family came over for late Christmas dinner and I had a meltdown becauz it was loud and I was getting frustrated becauz I was continuously trying to join the group discussion and Failing terribly. trials and tribulations of being autistic

[goatboard]

Good morning I'm just walking through my lovely dashboard and BANG BANG BIG EXPLOSIVE CRABS ATTACK!!!!!!! TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU KNOW ABOUT MOCACHINA OR I WILL DETONATE THE CRAB BOMBS

AUGH NOT THE CRAB ATTACK PLEASE ARENT WE FRIENDS KIAAN

okok im gonna repeat myself but FUCK i want to ramble about them so, good luck, you unleashed this on yourself

i think i talked about Hina calling out to Moca during like morning announcements or other official stuff 2 years ago but honestly??? thats such a great idea, Kit youre so so smart. yeah the whole school knows that they're dating, just in general Hina tends to call out to Moca on corridors and glomps her Hina style and she's the kind of person to think nothing of kissing in the corridors, they actually get scolded for that last one once

this one has since been confirmed but in 2020 it was still an idea bonking around my head but!!! Moca being a stuco helper!!! tbh what if Moca helping with stuco work to hang out with Hina, she won't admit it but everyone knows

ok moving on to new thoughts being thought

Moca is an enabler and helper, like in that one comic where Hina Kaoru and Lisa burn leaves on the rooftop but she knows it's wrong she just likes to instigate shit. this also somehow means she's very good at handling Hina if she's planning on doing something especially dangerous, she can just divert her attention to another option

Moca tends not to show her feelings while Hina is already very bad at reading them, this leads to some conflict at first but Moca learns to work it out. imo Hina does wonders for Moca opening herself up about her feelings and needs, considering Hina is autistic af and needs to be told that she's down and then why she's down

also Hina's comforting methods are pretty unorthodox, Moca really appreciates it tho

Moca gets Hina into manga and everybody hates her for it becauze Hina cannot shut up about her anime characters

tbh they'd accidentally create a scandal because somebody saw them on a date in public, Hina doesn't understand why ecerybody is trying to cover up that she WAS on a DATE with her GIRLFRIEND and just really wants to brag

Hina gives Moca her tie/button at graduation because she saw it in a manga and thought Moca will find it boppin'

pasupare staff were originally kinda against Moca because dating ban and Hina will be distracted ect. ect. but like I said Moca would be insanely good at handling her gf that the staff is glad the typical pasupare shenanigans go down by 20% with her around

that is to say that she doesn't cause any trouble at all, their relationship still needs to be kept under wraps and at the end of a concert Hina is practically buzzing with the need to get a kiss

Hina helping Moca with writing Afterglow's guitar, that's it

are the crabs off now? am i safe?????

[fourthwingingit]

hey you understand that post you still keep up abt arguments being like catnip to jews and thats its just soo cute and funny that jumblr sounds like jeans to you is like. wildly antisemitic right. i know you already dismissed someone by saying it was meant to be lighthearted but infantilizing a term we use to find others and literally boiling down so much history into Arguing Is Catnip For Jews! is pretty messed up. i dont want to like cancel you or anything, i believe you saying it wasnt meant as harmful, but could you maybe just at least acknowledge it was and that you could try to be more wary of what you say in regards to minorities in the future?

Thank you for this i really appreciate that someone sat down and laied it all out for me. Im autistic and genuinely didnt know what i did was wrong at the time. If youre willing i have a two part explanation

First of all, when i dismissed the person before it was because i was in denial that what was being said was even infantalizing becauze its how i, an autistic person, routinely am talked to by almost everyone in my life and i was trying to make it stay okay in my head. Doesnt excuse it but i hope it explained some of my actions

Second of all, i have removed the comments from that post and i am trying to do better in the future. I genuinely do not know the protocol here because ive never had this many people so angry at me (let alone rightfully angry at me). All i can say is my intention was to be playful and i failed and i am sorry for hurting anyone

If you know what im supposed to do to make peopld stop yelling at me for something i have genuinely tried to make right than please tell me

[corinthian-og-begay-docrime]

My Sandman headcanons

Morpheus is autistic and has RSD

Morpheus is demisexual

The Corinthian is aromantic

Lucienne is asexual

Lucienne is also autistic

Jed walker is adhd

Hob and Morpheus have a soft QPR going on :)

Lucienne is a she/they

Corinthian is a he/they

Morpheus is a whatever he don’t care

Most denizens of the Dreaming that left left to go look for Dream and got lost

Edit:

Corinthian is autistic

Matthew is the baby

Gault is trans

[shatteredfears-arch]

me, singing from the rooftops. DONNA. B/ENEVIENTO. BEING. NONVERBAL. AND PROBABLY AUTISTIC. DOES NOT. MAKE HER. ‘TOO CHILDISH’. AND THE ABLEIST WAY SHES DESCRIBED IN MIRANDAS NOTES CAN SUCK IT

[mxflintoldblog]

The absolute terror of sending one (1) message to ask about something. The autism sure doesen't make things easy. And mixed with the anxiety it a treat, really. I love not being able to function properly.

[corinthian-og-begay-docrime]

Beibg austic and adhd while getting a tattoo be like

Pain

No pain

Some pain

Lotta pain

No thoughts head empty

All thoughts head full

Internally crying

Dead pan expression

Screaming in your head

Distracting yourself with hyperfixation and/or special interest

Info dumping to tattoo artist youre stuck with lol

Adhd says cannot ignore pain