day 3: I got my own Ao3 account, hurrah! I also posted my first story
day 4: I did not do much today but I did play get a snack at 4am to get a feel for the characters personality, maybe to write a fic. I’m also going to play gasa4 snackcore tomorrow
The only one aspect of my life which doesn't belong in my present life anymore and which I absolutely miss is talking sarcastically and having someone to behold that sarcasm and respond likewise! Huh!
I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.
It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.
I thought reading a book would help out but yk the feeling when you're either ready to read 500 pages or not even willing to read one.
I have many pending assignments.. i thought of doing it today but my laziness nevermind.
Sometimes I feel like I'm literally useless but at least I breathe out CO2 for plants. (The only thing I solace myself with)
A lonely day..on top of that I broke up with my bff or in other words I gave space to myself. I think I am the only one who's making an effort. In any relationship mutual understanding is a must.
On my way to make an imaginary friend. Delusional..
I just don't blame anyone rn. To be very honest I need someone to talk to.