#buried alive (inside my dreams)

[cuppaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh]

BPD is like having the worst best friend in the world.

They'll promise to help and protect you from getting hurt, but they'll tell you things regardless of the truth, only from a flawed perception. They'll lie to you, even, warp your reality, gaslight you into believing something false. They'll let you know that it's better to just prevent people from hurting you before they even get the chance to, and that you're better off alone because no one can hurt you, no one can break your heart if you don't give them the opportunity to. And eventually you'll believe them, you genuinely think that it's not worth having anyone around, being vulnerable. You've been hurt before, you know what that's like, you don't want that to happen again, so sometimes you'll listen.

BPD is your closest friend and your worst enemy, they only want what's best for you, but counterintuitively want you in a permanent state of loneliness and pain, believing you can't be loved or cared for properly.

You become a porcupine, curled up, isolated from the world, sticking out spines that'll hurt everyone that tries to get close to you. You don't want to hurt them, you just want to protect yourself. But you just keep pushing them away. BPD wants you to be a porcupine.

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

the social anxiouser when it's time to be upfront with his emotions because he's being confronted about how he wrote a detached dissertation to avoid admitting in the first place that he was being genuine, earnest, and heartfelt for five moments.

[hum--hallelujah]

I love when Patrick Stump does that thing where he pops his voice up and does a high falsetto just for like, a single note out of the middle of nowhere. like genuinely it's one of my favorite things not only does it sound really good but it's such a distinct personal quirk that it stands out as just something very very Patrick and I love that

[septembersghost]

when i look through photos saved on my camera roll

[skullboiz]

medley time soon time for my heart to drop to my ass again 💖

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

can't believe that FOB wrote a song that's literally about me, specifically

[rotisseries]

do you laugh about meeeee whenever i leaveeee? or do i just neeeed MORE THERAPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[seaswalllow]

not maintagging this bc it's a WIP but followers u get a lil look at the finished sketch of a painting idea i have. has to be edited and digitalized now but i have faith that soon it will be finished

ignore the 50 ideas for a halo i was trying to figure out

[spiderispunk]

There is a reason Fake Out is my favorite song on this album

[crunchycrystals]

every time i listen to fake out it’s like how did you know that . pete wentz how did you know that

[stonequill]

Excited to see all the new fic titles sparked by the new fob songs

[acheittilyoumakeit]

Hello I still haven't posted anything but I'm here to say Fake Out is about me bye

[hum--hallelujah]

"I just gotta figure out a window to break out" heard that line and was liek THAT'S THE LINE LU LIKES

YES!!!!

[robertsbarbie]

also fake out like 😭 ‘my mood board is just pictures of you but i swear i’m not sad anymore’

[sunchases]

tag drop : harper stuff

[atticofbogsandbugs]

I think fob secretly wrote fake out to call me out to myself and I feel affronted every time