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#but at the same time if there was a reason that it came up again and forced her to recon with it
star-scrambled · 2 years
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just got back from a shutdown over mario movie april 7th how we doing everybody
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the-random-phan · 4 years
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Great selfie opportunity! Even if his phone broke right after he got the picture.
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Aside from all the other missed emotional beats, I am flat out amazed that this season had three parallel soulmate setups with three human friends, and this show managed to do precisely nothing with it. Not one conversation in sight. Kyle's conversation would have worked with either Alex or Liz, or even Rosa, who spent the most quality time with Kyle and Isobel this season and cares about them both. But suddenly having a heart to heart M*ria who's main contribution to their dynamic this season was jeopardizing Kyle's job and berating him after his near death experience??? Jesus.
Oh for sure. Where is my Liz/Kyle/Alex Team Human interactions? That scene absolutely should have been with Alex, though I would have accepted Liz or Rosa having it instead, but m*ria of all people?! The same m*ria who invited Kyle along to watch as she threw herself off a roof and jeopardized Max's life (STILL waiting on Liz and Isobel's reaction to that news. "Sisters" my ass...) then threated continued self harm until Kyle risked his career and medical license to help her induce visions that he knows are actively damaging her brain (supposedly, though we've seen zero evidence of ill effects) when she could have just been mildly startled by a bug? That m*ria?
And then, THEN, she fucking tells him to stay out of the way of Isobel's happiness?! The woman who looked Alex in the eyes and said she knew he was feeling hopeful again, found out it was about Michael, and then said, "fuck it, people are selfish sometimes and I want someone I can tell with my powers is in a bad emotional place and has with low enough self-esteem they'll do whatever I want" is trying to tell Kyle that it's wrong to get into the middle of someone else's relationship? She is the LAST person who should have been giving anyone advice, especially since she told Isobel the exact opposite of what she needed to hear, TWICE.
They literally could not have picked a WORSE person to have that talk with Kyle. I would rather have seen him have that moment with Heath. Or even Anatsa. It literally would have made more sense for Anatsa realize Kyle has a thing for Isobel than for m*ria to be present for this conversation.
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deadrlngers · 2 years
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i've been loving playing the prologue with fenix bc every time there's an interaction with jackie all i can think about is "you two would hate each other so much"
#rena.txt#actually confirmed by yours truly that they hate each other bc fenix hated hearing about him from vesper every single time and if they#happened to be in the same room fenix wouldn't pass the chance to start a fight. he's just like that he's an asshole we can't stop him <3#actually double confirmed by yours truly bc i have a fic where after the heist and shit and stuff fenix shows up to ves after hearing about#well everything. that she's dying and so on. he showed up to?? show support?? in his way or more like he just wanted to hear everything#from ves bc he was too shocked and couldn't read his own emotions about it. but i'm digressing. he showed up said a really mean thing about#jackie's death and went anyways... see ya. AKCJSKCDNLD#and he was just plain lucky vesper was beaten up or she would've beaten him herself. they had a fight ofc <3 he came back 3 days after and#had another fight but in the end they kinda fixed it more like ves was too tired of him she went u know what i shouldn't expect anything#else from u fuck off and go away. and he sure went and then after other 4 days of pain they fixed it completely i say fixed bc the only way#to deal with fenix is accepting that he will never change. it's a take it or leave it so it's not exactly fixed more like i'm ignoring it#anyways having fun :)) don't ask me about the way i've restarted the game without finishing it. i'll get to it when i'm normal again :))#ACTUALLY let me specify that fenix usually loves to piss off a lot of ppl but with jackie is like pure hostility this man really hates him#and i have the reasons but this post already got too long
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lo-sulci · 2 years
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you know, if absolutely nothing else, p5r is absolutely the game that i have the strongest feelings about
#the parts that are good i love so so so fucking much#but that just makes me hate the fucking gross shitty parts that much more lmao#playing through it the first time was probably one of the most memorable experiences that ive had in a videogame#but boy howdy are there some parts that i would like to forget!!!!!#probably doesn't help that it's also weirdly tied into a lot of really emotional life stuff for me#for whatever reason i latched onto looking forward to it during a really rough time#i started playing it the summer i started transitioning#put it down for a while. came back to it at a. well it was the best of times it was the worst of times#i'd stayed at school over the summer to work and was enjoying the freedom of it#but also due to unrelated stuff my mental health was uh!! absolutley tanking and probably one of the worst points its been at#related this was also the leadup to. let's say impactful (for better and for worse) relationship for me#and then summer ended and i put it down again#and finally picked it back up the summer/fall after covid started#and i was working through. a lot of stuff then (including my ending of that same relationship)#and that was when i finally finished it#up until then i hadnt gotten past futabas palace and. ifk#idk*#finally seeing the end of the game was just. weirdly emotional for me#throw in the sumire stuff which just. hit really fucking hard for me then#and just. yeah#i believe still makes me tear up whenever i listen to it lmao#i hate this stupid game so fucking much but also. it holds a very special place in my heart#idk. weird rant over!#this post brought to you by me just now finding out that p5r's ost is on spotify now as well
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blessthishouse · 3 years
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i love that obc loser geek whatever has "instead / i’ve” Yell, i also am always arrested by the “i’m frickin done with being the weirdo, the wuss, the underdog” et al by which i mean i’m reliably immediately like halfway moved to tears. i also love the rest of it b/c i just listened to it Accidentally b/c it fired up midway through a kitchen karaoke sesh, during which i usually don’t really partake of lgw b/c rather than singing along i just want to attentively listen
#oof aughh as listening to that [i'm frickin Done] section multiple times has me moved all the way to [oof aughhh getting teared up]#prior to Spontaneous Lgw while washing dishes i was just musing like. hmm could stand to rewatch bmc at some point b/c it is enjoyable...#not that firing up Obc More Than Survive hasn't been Thee kitchen karaoke staple since said obc was released#i Love to get to sing that first ''- chill / [stomp] / i don't wanna be a her O'' section so much lmao that's what it's all about babeyyyy#hadn't gotten to do that full out karaoke often i was a bit thrown by the sound of my own voice that fairly loud. it is a physical exercise#as well as a ''i just like to sing aloud and stuff'' fun exercise....listening to lgw is a journey and i'm more inclined to just soak it in#been out here knocking back the Winston Billions juice for over 2 yrs constantly and fun to be punched in the face by another wrole#which was the reasoning behind showing up and ordering that winston billions juice in the first place lol#same for david levien and co......#some of his most potent Attack Moves are [i have burst into tears over the Sadness performance] & varying [openly smitten] approaches#the latter may not be open to characters but it can be to the audience lol#remembering the first time outside of [being at the lyceum] the Instead I've Yell Riff became known to us all in general (build interview)#remembering when i came running over in between 2.0 & just before 3.0 & dropping the 2.0 lgw recordings happened like Just after that#looping that gift of acoustic lgw in particular those a.m. hrs & @ing william r. abt my death at the hands of his holding Again like that#which he did see lmao gave it a Like in turn. good!!! cannot believe he did that (acoustic lgw)#that down the line we got the video to go with acoustic lgw and there was a corresponding article wherein there were the answers given about#like ''yeah s/o to interpreting jeremy's story through a trans &/or nd lens'' like the power that this one song has lmfao#i am simply lying completely dead on the asphalt. in the good way#bmc
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babe you should definitely ask him just like ‘maybe we’ll see each other there’ or something like that
i know i should have😭😭 but just while we were talking about it the lecturer came in to see what we were doing so we had to pretend that we were doing the work😭💀
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oflgtfol · 4 years
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i get that writing-wise, the mandalorian has some weak points and like i get being able to critique them but like. idk
my last big fandom experience was voltron so like. my expectation of “the writing is bad” is literally Voltron. so. a few weak points here and there i just cannot find it in myself to be too mad about. the most i’ll be like is “oh i wish x had happened instead of y” or whatever but i just, can’t bring myself to be too mad about it anymore. idk LOL
like voltron was terrible for many reasons, many of them actual bad things, but i think it’s also kinda overlooked how bad it was just like. objectively. like the writing was just so fucking bad in general the plots were all over the place you literally never knew what the fuck was happening, the characterization was wack, literally. i just cannot explain it it was just fucking incomprehensible. absolutely no regard to season structure, or even episode structure, or consistent characterization or plot points or anything coherent at all
so like idk. was the mando s2 finale kinda bad? sure. but even at its worse, this show is still 10000x better than what i consider to be Actually Bad Writing, so it’s just like. i literally cannot bring myself to feel strongly about it
#if you never watched voltron...#well 1. good . dont change that#and 2. if you never watched it then i dont think you can really understand just how much of a clusterfuck it was#i dont understand why the ratings were so high and only started tanking around s7-8 like literally it was fucking incomprehensible post s2#i cant remember the plot of season 1 but i dont think it was too bad#season 2 was kinda eh but it had a consistent overarching plot!!! they had plans to take down zarkon!! it was all building to that!#every other season after s2 it was just like what the fuck is going on!! whats the point in breaking up the season this way!!#if there is no overarching season narrative then what is the fucking point! its entirely arbitrary!#and same thing with the episodes like they literally just broke the episodes up into 20 min intervals bc thats what netflix said to do#not bc the episodes had actual plots or anything .#and so many storylines were abruptly introduced and then never touched again?#lance fucking died in one season and then came back to life and IT WAS NEVER DISCUSSED?!?!?!?!?!#the whole clone shiro nonsense was so jumbled and stupid as fuck#THAT TIME WHEN KEITH AND HIS MOM GOT TRAPPED SOMEHWERE AND AGED LIKE 2 YEARS??#AND IT WAS NEVER DISCUSSED AGAIN?#he just fucking sat on a space whale for 2 years with nothing to do but camp with his mom and dog and THATS NOT EVER DISUCSSED!?!?!?#LIKE WHAT IS THE POINT?!?! WHAT#like this show was just VOLTRON: THINGS ARE HAPPENING FOR NO REASON!#the only way to enjoy this show was to shut ur brain off and literally never think about it#you watch the bright colors on the screen and thats it . dont think about it#and it was especially frustrating bc the writers made it sound like the show was so profound#uwu this season is about WAR and PAIN!#but then they have 3 straight episodes of nothing but battle scenes. an entire hour of watchtime just having fucking explosions#and the VAs doing weird pained grunts into the microphone and then oh robot lasers LIKE#AN HOUR OF THAT. AN HOUR! NOTHING ELSE! LIKE#so yeah what the fuck ever#luke skywalker shows up out of fucking nowhere with the weird cgi face for cash grab OK!#like yeah im a little :/ about it but WHATEVER . my standards are so low#brot posts
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All the math I gotta do to figure out some new markups for one of my prints on fineartamerica to make up for the fact that they’re aLWAYS DOING 20% OFF SALES 😅😅😅
#end result... how much I'd make on sales of prints of every size after changing the markups of the first three... comes out literally perf..#btw when i say sales there i mean both meanings of da word... sales during literal 20% off sales#what I have screenshot in snipping tool are all the original/current markups (how much I make)#and when there's a 20% off sale WHICH I SWEAR TO GOD THEY DO LIKE EVERY SINGLE DAY i also lose 20% of those intended profits!!!#so I like...#wanted to see about coming up with new markups so that I would make THOSE ORIGINAL AMOUNTS I WANNA MAKE during them damnb sales#but not for all sizes bc 12.5 x 16 in prints cost about the same amount as they do on redbubble during these sales#(w/ shipping included they cost a lot less actually!!! haha oop) and I didn't wanna mess with that#hence me only coming up with new markups for all sizes below that! which is what all that math on the sticky notes is#and on my computer calculator to compare everything (and also - yanno - do the math itself bc that's what computers fOR)#SO YEAH I CAME UP WITH NEW MARKUPS & WHEN CHECKING HOW THE NEW & UNCHANGED PRICE TOTALS ALL COMPARE DURING SALES... IT'S LITERALLY PERF AAAA#THAT!!! FUCKS!!!#takeaway here (besides that u really do need to know the bare basics of algebra & percentages) IS GOD BLESS PAST!ME.........#SHE SAT ON ALL THESE FOR DAYS STRAIGHT COMING UP WITH PRINT SIZE MARKUPS CALCULATING WHAT TOTALS ON EVERYTHING WOULD BE..#FUCKIMNG FIGURING OUT THE DAMNB BASE PRICES FOR ALL THE DIFF PRINT SIZES BC FOR W/E REASON THIS SITE DOESN'T TELL U...#COMING UP WITH LIKE PATTERNS OR SOMETHING FOR HOW DIFFERENT SHE WANTED THE PRICE INCREASES ACROSS THEM TO BE OR W/E IDK#LITERALLY I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT EXACTLY I DID BACK THEN OTHER THAN GOING BACK & FORTH ON THINGS SO MANY TIMES. DOING SM ON THE CALCULATOR...#\WHATEVER THAT HYPERFOCUSED PATTERN-SEEKING OVERLY PERFECTIONISTIC LITLE WEIRDO FUCKIMNG DID IT ENABLED ME TO GET TO HERE AND!!! OGUGH!!!!#MY GOD THAT'S AWESOME IDK WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID PAST!ME BUT YOOOOOOO#and now to never lose this sticky note bc god knows if i'll ever need to come back to tweaking any of these again aAA
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So I just finished a reread of Pratchett’s Nightwatch (because it was just the 25th of May)... and it is intensely relevant to today.
While Pratchett has a few things I think he was overfond of (benevolent dictatorship and allowing his protagonists to use some questionable tactics because they are doing so with good intentions - particularly relevant to Vimes) he is quintessentially humanist and optimistic under the cynicism and there is a LOT in this book about what would make a cop a decent rather than bad cop. 
And guess what, NONE of our real ass cops in our real ass lives, live up to even near HALF of what they would need to to qualify. 
The premise of Nightwatch is it takes place during a period of unrest in Ankh Morpork due to corruption and abuses from those in charge and by the police (particularly the division known as the unmentionables). A series of protests become riots as people are killed.
Vimes takes control of one small precinct and takes a series of actions that I would be flabbergasted to see any cop actually take:
He repeatedly insists that police are civilians and that when they start thinking that they aren’t it means bad news because they only thing they can be then is soldiers. And if they’re soldiers they are likely to start treating the public as the enemy rather than the people they are meant to protect and he refuses to let that be the way he will treat it.
During some of the first riots:
Orders all those under his command to go unarmed and to in no uncertain terms NOT even slightly threaten the protesters or they’ll answer to him. 
Arrests 3 members of the unmentionables who were lurking ready to cause trouble (armed with none of their IDs, uniforms etc of course because they weren’t meant to be easily IDd)
When one of the protesters is injured (though there’s some underhandedness involved in that in a way I don’t actually agree with) Vimes makes sure he gets prompt medical attention and that several others come in with the injured man to see that he is treated well so that everything happening is completely transparent
Invites anyone else who wants to come in, in for a cup of cocoa
When people start building barricades as things start escalating all over the city with the military called in etc.
Vime’s captain orders them to dismantle the barricades and shoot at the people making them. Vimes refuses the order and then when it’s clear the Captain will make sure something bad happens even if he has to do it himself actually knocks him out and puts him under lock and key. “We didn’t swear to obey orders.”
Instead of dismantling the barricade he asks the people if they would be willing to move the barricade to a different place that is more easily defendable as a bottleneck as well as building some in several other locations and then he has his watchmen help do so AND stand with them at the barricades (inside these barricades basically becomes the safest place in the city and they allow anyone through to join them
TL;DR: 
Nightwatch is a work of fiction that shows exactly what a decent cop would look like in this situation. And we DON’T see any decent (let alone good) cops. A decent cop, a decent person would:
refuse orders to attack citizens or break up protests. 
Would never lurk in crowds trying to incite anything or catch people out.
Wouldn’t be arresting people for being upset or present at a protest
Would not use/threaten force against protesters even those that are riled up and angry enough to use force (and they certainly wouldn’t escalate)
Basically they wouldn’t be doing ANY of the things we are seeing them doing
But most importantly:
They would be standing WITH people against those trying to do them harm (i.e. BAD cops... honestly Vimes and the Watch manning the barricades WITH the people to protect them from the military/ militarized police is particularly poignant and important in this context)
They would be recognizing the right of the people to protest and that they have real and important grievances and fears that have led them to protest
they would be PROTECTING people and trying to MINIMIZE danger to any citizen present including (and particularly) those protesting (and therefore those least able/equipped to protect themselves)
They would be blowing the whistle repeatedly and documenting any underhanded or illegal actions by elements within their own organisations (and arresting those who are breaking the law to gain the upper hand)
They would ACTIVELY work to protect all people before property
They would ACTIVELY show they care more about and are more committed to protecting people than order, orders and authority
When people say there are no good cops it’s because basically none do the first list and NONE of them do those last things. And those that might try basically get pushed out of the system.  
“I was following orders” is NOT a defense. 
“I thought I could be threatened so I used brutal methods” is NOT a defense. 
“They were saying things I didn’t like, so I arrested them”, is AN INDICTMENT. 
“I thought they might damage some inanimate objects/buildings so I damaged some human beings instead!” is also AN INDICTMENT
Any cop who doesn’t protect protestors is NOT a good cop
Any cop who actively harms protestors is AN AWFUL person
If we had a Vimes type doing all the above maybe we could say they were okay (and even then I don’t think the Vimes of fiction would translate to reality in a way that he could be considered actually good) but in reality cops don’t even live up to okay/ halfway decent when faced with this sort of situation that really shows their true colours.
Edit to add: To be clear a lot of my feelings about this are about how different fiction and reality are... and how much I wish reality could live up to fiction sometimes. I think the fact that we don’t see any of the above points in reality actually tell us how useless and awful the whole policing system ACTUALLY is. It ISN’T about what it pretends to be and about what it should be. We often see reflections of what it claims to be or should be in fiction that sometimes blind us to how it actually is.  I just feel like Pratchett was particularly skilled at showing how it should be while calling attention to how it actually is at the same time.
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galacticchaosminion · 5 years
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So.. I woke up to everybody screaming at each other at the top of their lungs and threatening to beat each other and telling the other to hang themselves and one being held off of the other so they don't start fighting and it was very loud and scary. Maybe coming here to live with them wasn't such a good idea..
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notapineapple1 · 5 years
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Me, excited for Steve and Nancy in dbd: :D
Me, realising that this means there probably both going to die in the show: D:
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#vent#brain and heart can decide between extreme platonic feelings and romanticism again#ffs#it just#i know the differnce. and the fact that i feel romantic feelings at all towards someone means that i do indeed love them in that way too#like#thats only happened... three times before? two i never said anything about and one i had a great partner and i knew i loved them.#the hurt and depression that came from breaking up with them helped me realize that#but like#sometimes i just have to curse my aromanticism and asexuality#cause sometimes those romantic feelings get turned off for a bit and while i know theyre still there- and that i still definitly have them#its... annoying. and frustrating. like- i just want the person i like to know i truly do love them#but how the fuck do you do that when your mind automatically starts acting like theyre just your good friend that you wanna kiss#just#bahhhhh...#and im still. constantly worried about relationships haha... gotta love that barely there self confidence and extreme self awareness#that was the same reason i didnt say anything those two times before. cause like- i just want them to be happy as they could possibly be#but my brain always told me that i definitly wouldnt give them any of that happiness. that i would just be hinderence to it or something#and it sucks. it fucking sucked to watch them be so happy with their partners because it was like i was told my worries and fears were right#but at the same time it made me a little happy cause i knew they had someone who *was* making them happy. but it hurt.#i just. i love- a lot. but i know what having a romantic love for someone feels like and it both terrifies me and makes me happy#having a often changing heart and mind sucks. having a intricate and internal fear of relationships at all sucks. and im so self aware of it#blaaaaaaaaaah... its like 2 am for me and i just wanna snuggle and cry#maybe ill eat something and then try to sleep for a couple more hours. that might help#yeah i think ill do that.. sleep away the pain and all that
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