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serendipetite · 4 years

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#my anxiety has been so so bad lately #nothing seems or feels right at all #and obviously nothing is because of the current situation #but even beyond that #like this has been our situation here since march #but something about this week just has me feeling so 'wrong' and 'off'#mentally and emotionally #it's just really really getting to me #and i don't know how to pull myself out from this #like if it's a one time thing i can do it easier #i can watch something on youtube #and talk myself back to 'normal'#but this has been every. single. night.#and i just don't know what to do

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velvetwastaken · 2 years

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I’m so tired of the “new” culture that’s so pervasive in society. Why can’t I keep Enjoying the old things that still work? Why are we so obsessed with progress and the next new thing??

I want to sit still and be happy with what I have.

#this is me being upset that my old iPod which still works perfectly fine isn’t compatible with the apple music app #and finding out they discontinued itunes years ago #but even beyond that #I always feel like I’m two steps behind #like I never know what anyone is talking about #I dunno I’m just feeling a lil blue I suppose #my new laptop is very nice but I’d have rathered keep using my old one

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jckofallnames · 2 years

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Its wild how you cant know something about yourself before you're ready. Like I've been wondering whether I might be ftm for years but never had real confirmation, but this past month or so I'm suddenly aware that I am. I've identified as trans for YEARS but it took me until now to realise that I want to be a guy.

#i mean part of it was definitely my interalised transphobia about being a feminine guy #but even beyond that #like i just couldnt think of myself as a guy until now #and now im fully certain that this is what i want.

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drbtinglecannon · 2 years

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What was that about "just the small ones" dying and it not being a big deal in the grand scheme, Darius?

But legit we know next to nothing about Eber and even less about how these two became so close, yet even in the face of the world ending, not only do they look to each other triumphantly when things are going well

But Darius immediately stopped fighting if it meant Eber would die, even if they were all going to die anyway watching them die now was not an option

Even worse, the second Eber was released from the Oracle Coven Head's power, they got up and were absolutely going to rush to Darius before succumbing to the draining spell

Even having no explanation for their dynamic it's painfully clear how significant they are to each other, and goddamn if I'm not invested in Darius & Eber besties for life

#toh spoilers #toh darius #toh eber #toh eberwolf #king's tide #toh #the owl house #we dont even need to know the backstory to understand how important they are to each other & i think its a testament to how good the #writing is that even knowing almost nothing its still so clear & in a big pivotal moment that parallels raeda we see these two look #to each other. im so fucking invested in their dynamic its beyond just a hilarious juxtaposition now its so fucking sentimental to me #tc posts

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dykekeit · 6 years

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I dunno, every time they bring up the whole idea of Philippa being Michael's mother it just falls so flat to me because Amanda exists, and her birth mother exists and why does Michael need Philippa to be her mother again?

#listen i'm not going to lie to you and say that me shipping milippa has nothing to do with it #it absolutely does #but even beyond that #it feels unnecessary to define their relationship at all #michael burnham #philippa georgiou #amanda grayson #disco spoilers #disco meta #star trek discovery

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countesssrostova · 2 years

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you're laughing. lin manuel miranda and the cast of hamilton perform dear theodosia as a commemoration of the january 6th insurrection and you're laughing.

#i cant believe im not even joking #nor can i believe i am inviting yet again more insane people to my page on january 6th #but this is simply a level of derealization i cannot move beyond without coping #insurrection #january 6th

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pharawee · 2 years

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Tan & Bunn in Triage Episode 4

#triage #triage the series #max nattapol #tul pakorn #tae darvid #maxtul #triageedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #my edits.#there they are!#and bunn is now a professor!#i only read manner of death and spare me your mercy #but i absolutely love the ongoing theme of bunn not wanting to get involved in stuff ever again #oh tin you look like you got problems haha actually don't tell me about it #and tin is so sleep-deprived he can't even muster up the energy to care #well beyond being like #right in front of my time loop 🥴

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yesokayiknow · 2 years

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everyone’s always like aw man sorry that you brought your friend back to life and she came back wrong and twelve’s like >:| bc clara’s exactly the same as she always was

#doctor who #the doctor #twelve #clara oswald #tho i do think it'd be super cool if she did in fact Come Back Wrong #like beyond the obvious fucked up mental trauma n shit #imagine like. like being so Wrong that even normal humans call tell #like if you look at her too long you might start to notice that her chest isn't rising and falling. that she doesn't blink #her pupils don't react to light #when she smiles her mouth is just a little too wide. teeth just a little too sharp #there is a reason the time lords didn't just do this with all their dead and it didn't have anything to do with the harm it caused to time #but because in doing this you create something. something Not Right. something Not Meant To Be Seen #(the worst part of course is that it is still very much that person. they're very much still themselves #very much aware of how Wrong They Are)#not to eldritch post on a shitpost again 😔

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petekaos · 2 years

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Let me do it. I will arrest him.

BEYOND EVIL (괴물) 2021, dir. Shim Na Yeon

#beyond evil #beyondeviledit #dailynetflix #kdramadaily #kdramaedit #kdrama #shin ha kyun #yeo jin goo #jwds #THE MOST SCENE TO EVER SCENE IN ALL OF HISTORY!!!#god this scene and the scene where jw arrests ds ... revolutionary life-changing iconic never been done before #19 gifs of this marvellous scene ... wow.#no but genuinely i love the way that water plays a central part in their relationship and the rebirth of jw as he atones #like truly he is 'baptised' in a sense during the rain scene in ep 2 where he sees ds smiling barefoot and gains #the first inkling that a man so genuine and caring could never kill his sister or any of the other women #and then the scene where nsb dies and they're both drenched in water as jw holds ds close #and then THIS SCENE! jw said he was reborn before that but this is when his rebirth actually happens ...#the way he says HE (!!!) will go to hell! he stresses and pauses after the 'naega' like ... i will go to hell instead of you #god. god. no show has ever done anything that could even come CLOSE to this show.#i used the netflix subtitles btw i just like them a little better #rahul.gif #*be #q #(scheduled!)

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happyheidi · 2 years

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cats in art. x

i. julius adam the younger, ii. detail from “the witches’ cove” by a follower of jan mandijn, iii. thomas’s orchestra - from the new york public print collection, iv. arthur heyer.

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juwon-ah-moved · 2 years

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If you’d gone in there, you would’ve been framed. So you sacrificed yourself for me, is that it? My, that’s a true friendship right there. I’m sorry if I offended you. Yes, I feel very offended.

BEYOND EVIL (2021) EP 16

#beyond evil #kdramaedit #kdramadaily #dailyasiandramas #jwds #beyondeviledit #shin ha kyun #yeo jin goo #kdrama #**#man i love this scene #i feel like it says a lot about how their relationship has evolved #the way they want to save each other don't want each other to be broken #(you can't..... no more.......)#i have no energies to explain my feelings rn but maybe later i'll srb with more tags #anyway enjoy i don't even know what this coloring is <3

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bigshotautos · 2 years

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