#but i know i am not alone 🤷 God is here with me even when everyone likes me and no one loves me or whatever it is

[love-islike-abomb]

War pigs

Roman reigns x Y/N

"Generals gathered in their masses!!

Just like witches at black masses!!

Evil minds that plot destruction!!

Sorcerer of deaths construction!

In the fields the body's burning!!

As the war machine keeps turning!!"

Why not use the war games theme song for inspiration?! I think it's fitting!!🤷

Warnings: SMUT!! Entirely based on my own dirty ass thoughts about him in that cage!!!😩 Errors I may have missed. My war games fic!!

Tag list: @angelreigns444 @acknowledge-reigns @helensanders92 @heerah34 @lilucey @mindfulofmani @mandeelemons @niknakbucks92 @queengreenarrowmia89 @windhamsrotunda

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I stood backstage watching them walk out to where the cages were in the screen. Jey was supposed to start the match but him and Roman had a hug in the middle of the walk way before he walked into the cage. The moment i saw him sit in there nothing else mattered. I didn't care about anything else just watching my man in that cage. The other team having someone go out next made me worry for jey but I knew Jimmy would probably go out next to help his brother.

The buzzer rag and the cage door opened and Jimmy went to go out but Roman grabbed his shirt, stopping him in his tracks and shook his head. He looked at Sami and pointed for Sami to go out, then looked back at Jimmy and used his hand to point to the floor of the cage for jimmy to come back in.

I bit my lip, thinking about when he did that to me ordering me on my knees. I clenched my thighs together "fuck" I mumbled to myself. "Girl are you ok?" Bianca asked me. "Huh? Oh... Yeah I'm fine!" She looked at the screen and saw Roman sitting the chair "girl if that was montez I'd be in the same boat as you!" She said as we both giggled!

"I don't know why that's so hot but it's one of the sexiest things I've ever seen!" I said my eyes moving between her and the screen. "Like I want to run out there and into that cage and let him have his way with me!" Just then I looked at the screen and he was the only one left in the cage. "Fuck me!!" I yelled at the tv! "Oh my gods that's fucking hot!!"

"hurry up with this damn match so I can jump my husbands bones dammit!!" I yelled not realizing the whole locker room could hear me.

"you kink fuck!" I heard shotzi yell.

"shut up that's hot as fuck!!" I yelled back.

"whats hot as fuck?" I heard a deep voice behind me say. I turned around and saw the very person i desired. Bianca looked at me "call me later!" She winked at me before walking away, leaving me and him alone. "You in that cage was hot as fuck!!" I smiled.

"you liked that huh?" He smirked. He snaked his hands through my hair before pulling it and yanking my head back "what if told you to get in your knees right here?!" He growled, a small whimper escaping my lips. "as horny as I am right now I probably would!" I smiled.

"dirty girl!" He smiled. "How about we finish this in the locker room?"

"I thought you'd never ask!!" I said as he grabbed my hand, interlacing our fingers as well walked down the hallway. Walking through the door he checked to make sure no one else was inside before he pulled me in and locked the door. "they can wait! I want my wife!" He growled pinning me to the wall before connecting his lips to my neck, gently nibbling on the sensitive skin. Lifting my shirt over my head, he tossed it to the floor before taking his boots off and pushing them aside. I took my shorts and panties off, throwing them across the room.

"jump baby girl!" He commanded.

I jumped into his arms and wrapped my legs Around his waist as he pinned me to the cold wall again. "you're so fucking beautiful!" He praised as he slid inside me making us both groan out in pleasure. "I love you so fucking much baby girl!" He groaned "I love you to!" I said digging my nails into his shoulders. The sounds of our skin slapping together echoed off the walls along with our moans. I didn't even care in this moment if one of the others walked in.

"who's pussy is this?!" He growled "yours daddy!" I moaned out. "does Daddy fuck this pussy good?" He said, pounding into me harder making my eyes roll back in my head "huh? Tell me who fucks this pussy good baby!" He groaned.

"you daddy!" I moaned out, my head falling against the wall. Feeling the knot in my stomach tense even more and finally burst as an earth shattering orgasm rocked my body "oh fuck yes baby girl!! Milk my cock you whore! Uhh fuck I'm gonna fill this pussy full! Uhh fuck yes!!" He groaned before I felt his cock twitch inside me and his thrusts became sloppy before he finally stilled inside me as we both tried to catch our breath "fu- fuck!" He said in between breaths "I need to be in a cage more often!!"

[eldritch-spouse]

Hello. I am here to hurt Breg. And not in a sexy times way.

Okay i wanna set the scene. The meeting happens, Breg being a weirdo, Reader and breg finally start dating and being in a relationship, Shenanigans starts and happens, Maybe a year passes but oh what the hell is this? Reader’s slowly falling out of love.

Of course the first idea is “Don’t tell breg this cause he’ll freak out”. But then again, are we really gonna just keep up in a relationship with someone we dont really love anymore? Basically reader’s kinda in a dead end here tryna think of what to do. Might as well be honest am i right?

So reader tells Breg, Tryna explain it real gently to the poor guy. What’s Bregs next move? Kidnapping? Tell them “haha no your not wdym you dont love me anymore”. Like is the dude really gonna try and keep reader, Hoping they can fall in love with him again? Tryna still be in a relationship where Reader doesn’t really love him anymore? Or idk this just gets us killed 🤷

Anyways thats all, Feel free to ignore this. Also fun fact i was typing this while listening to Fantasy by Mariah Carey. Yeah don’t question me. But i do recommend it.

Oh no. Oh no no.

What do you mean falling out of love with him? No. Not even close. Get real.

He didn't go through all this effort just for you to fall out of love, to get bored of him. That's... That's just wrong. How could you? How fucking selfish do you have to be?! "I don't love you anymore."... Just like that. Breg can't understand, he can't- That's not a thing. That's an excuse, and a cruel, pointless, disgusting one at that. Just tell him, okay? If he did something wrong, tell him.

Don't play around like that. Breg really doesn't like that joke, angel. It's not funny. You might not want to say that again.

Breg's first strategy is denial. Denial all the way. In fact, one of the first things he does is leave the conversation, mostly not to hurt you or himself during the initial shock of it. He'll return some time later, pretending the exchange didn't happen, and everytime you try to start the same topic, he'll loudly interrupt, or desperately seek for a distraction. This may lead him to grabbing you too hard in an effort to get to you divert your attention to something else, but the breeder express clear regret when you cry out.

Then comes the silence.

And if you've been around Breg enough (a year will do), then you know this is around the time where you either drop a subject completely or deal with the consequences of pressing on. Breg won't reply to you when you start conversations about falling out of love, and he will oftentimes try to remove himself from the situation or do something to keep himself occupied and to prevent his mind from wondering.

Persist and Breg will take drastic measures.

You get an explosive reaction. Breg will reveal to you how deeply this is affecting him, breaking down into a crying, screaming, snarling mess about how none of it is fair, about how he only wanted to love you, how he's been behaving so well and doing everything right and you don't get to take his happiness away- You just don't. He's furious, he's broken. He can't function without you, he only bothered to integrate into society fully because of you, so you'd love him, see him as a proper mate. By some miracle of God, Breg actually succeeded, everything was so fucking perfect, and now you just had to ruin it, didn't you?

Well no. That's not how this is going to end at all. You don't get to decide.

Maybe it's time you take a break, stay home, and let Breg handle the bigger things, yes? Don't worry about anything, he'll take care of it. Because clearly, the two of you need some alone time. This is the initial stage of the kidnapping phase, and while there is room to salvage your current situation, you're on thin fucking ice, angel.

It's only a matter of time until Fasma stumbles onto this sad scene and advises Breg on how to properly keep someone captive.

[chaosfantasmic]

LINKS FANFIC INTRODUCTION IS HERE!!!😲😲😲😲😲👉*your gay*

well y'all polled it out, and here you. (Also if this is bad I'm sorry I'd pay for your therapy but I'm broke so🤷)

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Oh of all times to get dumped into a new hyrule THIS was it? They had just been in the captains era and there were hoards of monsters as usual, what was up with that why the hell did he need so many? But point is, at the end of the fight wind had a VERY FUCKING BAD concussion, some bitchey bokoblin socked him the head, yknow but Hyrule would just give him a little red potion and he'd be alright the next morning. But NOOOOOO hylia had to be a fat fucking bitch and open a portal FROM UNDER THEM!? Ok that's inconvenient but at least they were all together, wrong, very shitting wrong, it just so happens that the very badly injured one (im talking about wind) did not come with them, so now they were in god knows what era, with no idea where wind is or weather or not he's still ALIVE, and worse of all it was NIGHTIME, so they couldn't go looking for him, which meant they were forced to set up camp while there injured brother was off somewhere in this place (cause god this hyrule was HUGE, like even wild agreed it was BIG), so yea, it wasn't looking to great.

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(WIND POV CHANGE WOOSH WOOSH TRANSITION TRANSITION😲🖕)

Where am I? Why is it....so..dark? Oh, it's nightime. What happened why-, oh yea, I remember now we were in wars hyrule fighting all the damn monsters there, and I got...hit..in the head with a bat..and I got a concussion and then a portal opened up and I'm here.

When the sailor sat upright his head immediately started throbbing like crazy, he clutched his head and groaned

"Annnd there's the concussion." Wind cursed

He grumbled, did he really have to get dropped all alone in the woods of god knows where at night, with a concussion might he add.

The forest was pitch black, either that or he was starting to hallucinate, the only sound was the hum of the crickets and the calm flow of a nearby river

But wind was anything but calm. His head was bleeding like a river and orange and purple spots started to cloud his vision.

Should he at least try to stand up? No no that's not a good idea, he could barley lift up his arm without nearly being exhausted.

"ok calm down wind, calm down, your brothers are here...somewhere, they'll Probobly find you....eventually...maybe....hopefully."

"They're not coming."

And that was when wind realised just how shitty his current situation was.

He could very well die if he didn't do something, which you really can't when your on the verge of passing out. Was he really going to die, no no he couldn't die, what about granny and aryll and the rest of his brothers, what would they think?

The sailor knew that there wasn't much time left before he lost consciousness, so he did the last thing he could think of, with the last of his strength, he shakily mouthed out

"Help."

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(HEY! TRANSITION!, POV SWITCH BITCHES RAAAAA)

Well help did come

Out of the corner of Winds eye, he saw a small figure, standing amongst the trees, holding a....racoon? Ok he was definitely hallucinating now.

"Ok buddy, It looks like I have some business to attend to, you promise to visit me tomorrow ya?" The mysterious person spoke as they let the racoon jump out of there hands, letting it run off into the woods.

Wind couldn't make out there face, it was covered by a thick green hood.

The person walked up and crouched down beside him, eyeing his head, they grimaced

"Eesh, what creature did this to you?" They said

They shuffled around in there pocket before pulling out a wad of bandages and a thick rag, they set the rag on the spot where winds head was bleeding

"There that should soak up most of the blood-ICK! Gee when did i last wash this thing?"

The rest was a blur to wind, his vision had started to fail him, his ears started ringing, and everything was blurry. All he remembered was a bandage over his head, and the warm orange glow of a fire

"Don't worry, your ok." The person said softly as he drifted off into unconsciousnes

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Heeeey you finished it, oh Majesty has something to tell you!

[jackienautism]

Now I’m really curious about your thoughts on the other counselors. I don’t really have any strong opinions on them much tbh idk why. Maybe it’s the whole “horny teenager” trope or something

(finally getting around to this. sorry for taking so long dfkldg)

yeaaaah fair enough dfgjndg thats exactly why i get pissed off playing the game tbh. it just becomes so convoluted with this romantic whatever bullshit that it gets SUPER TIRING...... but that's ok though bc silas kaylee and caleb need someone to love them unconditionally right?

anywho! i appreciate you wanting to see my other unfiltered opinions on the characters kdfgdfjg bc gosh do i have a lot. especcially for TQ bitches. as i just ssaid,

i AM going to get unfiltered and potentially brutal so if anyone is your ultimate bestie i recommend not reading (abi and laura are safe though of course<3) (mainly because nothing about either of them necessarily irritated me LOL and im easy to irritate)

im going to reference my thoughts on the characters from a note i wrote after playing through like ? chapter 4 for the first time. but honestly not miuch has changed. and just to preface this a good portion of my negative opinions come from the campfire scene in chapter 2 LOL like. when i first played the game i began disliking like more than half the characters here alone

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dylan: talked about him here (its not positive)

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nick: i just think hes a prick who doesn't deserve abi 🤷 of course he was given the short end of the stick in terms of screentime, but its kind of funny bc kaitlyn has a similar amount of Actual walk around time and she's there like. the entire game LMAO so yeah that pisses me off. nick has 3 moments where you play as him, and kaitlyn has 5/6, depending on how you separate her section in chapter 10. they both have the same amount of Get To Explore And Walk Around time though, which is a whopping total of one thanks guys. anywho. even before he began acting like a creep i didnt like him lol... and no surprise but it all stems from chapter 2...

long story short, i dont doubt that nick actually cares for abi and likes her but i think in the grand scheme of things it mostly has to do w/ him wanting tits and ass... sort of similar to mike's whole deal... and i believe this based on the bullshit he pulls w/ emma. yeah he says that "tHiS mIgHt NoT bE a GoOd IdEa" and yet he still plays along despite dylan saying that 2 people can kiss AS LONG AS everyone consents. he could've gotten out of the situation. and yet he fucking didnt. i dont care if he didnt realize the consequences of his actions, if he TRULY liked abi he wouldnt have done this shit in the first place. "ive had my moments, im not proud of some of the stuff ive done" DOG YOU JUST HAD A MOMENT AND YOURE NOT EVEN FUCKING APOLOGIZING TO THE PERSON YOU HURT!!!!!! idc if it technically wasnt totally his fault. he still was involved in humiliating and upsetting abi. all he blames it on is playing alonog with emma's plan to make jacob jealous and aside from that just being such a shitty anf fucked up excuse in general, its not even ???? true?????????? GOD. IM SORRY. THE WHOLE SITUATION MAKES ME SO UPSET

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jacob: as said in my previous TQ / UD rankings... i really flip flop w/ him alot. however im def leaning towards neutral to dislike NGL. i HAAATED his whole thing w/ emma like incredibly so. however. i did feell real bad for him during chapter 1, despite already knowing that he was the one to bust the truck up and keep everyone there another night. i felt bad despite already having a reason TO dislike him. kaitlyn was being mean for no reason. nick and dylan were being mean for no reason. it's just... it's almost like he was being used as the group's laughing stock. but as time went on i just continually became less and less willing to sympathize . hell, he's just a INFINITELY less sympathetic josh... of course seeing him crying and upset in ch 3 was sad, but at this point i don't really know what he expected im sorry. he really dragged all these other people into his bullshit with emma. and it's more than clear how emma feels about their relationship, of course emma wasn't great either with him, but jacob isn't an angel ... EITHER in this situation. of COURSE he couldn’t have known that the night would go the way it does, but it doesn’t negate the fact that fucking up the truck was a shitty move regardless LMAO as said previously, i HAAATe how fucking possessive he is of her. like when nick tells jacob that he could see what emma wantss? and jacob just laughs it off? it's so fucking stupid dog. character wise though, he of course has a lot going for him and i can see why people find appeal in him. especially seeing hwo many stereotypes theyre subverting, in terms of jacob showing emotions and shit. but for me personally, it's a no

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ryan: my man🤝 even after all this time.... i find him very respectable and i very much appreciate him. similar to my deal w/ abi, even his more "asshole-ish" moments / dialogue choices (aside from a few off the top of my head LOL) are like. justified... and in character... like. him being so pissed off at and wary of laura? like????? laura is my beloved but this random girl just popped out of nowhere, killed one of his closest friends, and now wants to kill what he has of a father figure? like yeah id be acting like ryan too if i were put into his situation LMAO yeah you can be annoyed w/ his actions and behavior, but in context? the way he's acting is understandable and justified. it doesnt DESERVE criticism, because there's nothing to criticize! he's acting as any normal person would! of COURSE it's annoying how he doesn't BELIEVE laura, that's a whole other can of worms, but overall he's allowed to be a pissed off little bitch. and him potentially going against the whole party idea? that line of dialogue is just more in character for him i will not accept any other answer. it makes no sense that he'd suddenly go against chris' word. and it PISSES ME OOOOFF seeing how the game still like ? has ryan show up to the party despite being adamant against it.

ANYWAY.... ppl don't appreciate his autistic swag like i do. "he has no character" "he's boring" TO YOU. y'all rly see a character mainly speak in a monotone voice and rarely smile / show expression and go. yeah he's boring . do you not see the like . connotations of that. like be for real. he’s like. one of the only few genuinely good ppl here lmao and seeing how chris says that ryan is one of his fave counselors and how he TRUSTS him enough to hold all this responsibility + have all these in depth talks w him it’s just. you see what kind of person ryan is just from that. and how so far ryan is the only character (while you’re in control) who’s able to interject whatever bullshit is being said at the moment it just. i’m sorry. he’s just a good guy. i respect how he’s willing to go against the bulk of the group during the whole party or lodge thing. i also respect that he’s willing to put a fucking end to dylan’s invasive fucked up truth question. i KNOW that it all depends on the Player to choose these specific options BUT. they just fit ryan’s character more so🤷 what can i say. fuck everyone else

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max: my bf (real)

laura: my gf (real)

abi: me (irl)

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emma: in my original note i said that i was leaning torwards neutral to dislike lmao....... oh have the turns havbe tabled. anywho. i think shes such a stupid dumbass bitch. she's so funny for no goddamn reason. i am shoving her down a flight of stairs. i love her character sooo much. i hate how she acted with jacob (despite most of it being her people pleaser side Showing but, that's a whole different conversation i am willing to have). she's suuuuch a beloved but gooooooood god i draw the line at being such a shitty friend to abi. that's my biggest complaint when it comes to emma and her actions. i understand that she has a moment where she's like "you're my best friend, i need you" and i fucking eat that shit up but almost everything else that happens and happens prior..... just goddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

to get started. most of this is gonna be nitpicky and personal shit, so if you think it's small and shouldn't be addressed, then you're probably right LOL im just ultra sensitive to this sort of stuff due to past personal experiences. ANYWAY!!!!!! you know the little teasy comment emma makes towards abi after you avoid hitting the squirrel? how she's like, "this is her first time asking a guy out like EVER"? it makes me wanna beat her up fr kldfggnfg bc it's like... it's not a thing to joke about... i see sooo much of myself in abi meaning i see her as autistic and that's just. you know how much being autistic hinders those sort of abilities? i obviously can't say for sure but, seeing how abi later talks about people wantingher to interact w/ others better? hence why she went to summer camp in the first place? i'd say that probably isn't too outrageous to think...

and sort of continuing off that same topic, when abi is having trouble choosing someone for truth or dare, how emma is just like. "ding ding ding, my turn!" LIKE. AS HER FRIEND. WHO PROBABLY KNOWS ABOUT HOW MUCH ABI STRUGGLES SOCIALLY. DON'T YOU THINK SHE'D BE LIKE? "OHH ABI JUST PICKK ME" INSTEAD OF HUMILIATING HER? LIKE. BC THERES SOOO MANY DIFF WAYS OF MOVING ON AND HELPING ABI OUT....... GOING ABOUT IT THW WAY EMMA DID ISN'T THE WAY TO GO......... ESPECIALLY KNNOWING HOW SOCIALLY ANXIOUS ABI IS.... anyway. while we're on the campfire scene, it's so fucked why she chooses to kiss nick lmao like ok yeah it may work in the end (potentially) but its still ?????????????? girl you know how much abi likes nick (SUPPOSEDLY) why go about this shit in the most destructive way possible? and what makes me even MORe mad is that. they dont even ever address this scene ever again???? despite it being such a huge and humiliating and probably traumatizing moment for abi??????????? YES they're able to have a more in depth andf heart to heart conversation about their relationship. but its not fucking enough! bc that fucking stupid ass dare and its outcome was the catalyst for the rest of the night's events lmao! imagine beign brushed aside and seen as a social fucking experiment for your entire life. which is something im SURE abi has felt and experienced. and emma, her best friend, LITERALLY CONTRIBUTES TO THAT!!!!!! ITS SO FUCKED AND IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY. i could probably go on about this topic but ill leabe it for a separate post i guess anyway if i were abi id be fucking pissed off and upset

her character means so very much to be like her whole people pleaser and "curate myself to each individual person ive ever met to keep them fromn leaving me" resonates so so much with me and i love it so much. ive talked about this b4 in a previous post but i can only imagine how lonely she feels, acting the way she acts. no one will ever truly know who she is. shes in a constant state of performance. every single person she's ever met has a different perception of her in their head. and, in one way or another, it's all wrong!!!! i love you emma mountebank i love you abigail blyg

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kaitlyn: i wont even lie i instantly fell in love w her after hearing the INSANE shit she says fnsjfjsnf esp felt it after the “jacob go upstairs. jacob get bag. kaitlyn moves on with her goddamn life” fell in love fr. and her whole stupid monologue after jacob was like "yeah i mean, what did i expect would happen?" SHES LITERALLY INSANE. but. like. i was not and still Am not happy w how she treated abi during the campfire scene though. due to 1. her telling abi to basically hurry the fuck up despite seeing how much she was GENUINELY struggling, and also potentially knowing about her social struggles prior. bc they're friends. right? and 2. just coming up wiht the dare in general lol it was such a fucked up thing to do and as ive said w/ emma, the fact theyre unable to actually jhave a convo abt it later is suuuuper dumb and shitty imo. esp seeing just how upset abi got, and the most fucked up thing is, neither kaitlyn NOR emma seem to show any remorse for it!!!!! that's just so fucked up

anywho. hate how both of their asian girls (emily in until dawn) are characterized as bossy and very. my way or the highway. it’s actually real fucked up in that light. fuck you supermassive. y’all are lucky that these 2 characters are their respective games’ baddest bitches . i SUPPOSE it isn’t THAT as big of a deal in this game bc. there are like. objectively more unlikable characters (in the guys AND girls) so kaitlyn doesn’t stand out as much (as emily did. she was practically written to be hated. bc NO ONE ELSE was as strong personality wise as her. i suppose jess comes close but 1. i think ppl shit on her for other stupid shit anyway SO and 2. she effs off for more than half the game) but it still doesn’t make it ok lmao. bc it’s a trend that is very :/ mmmmmmm. even if it’s not that much of a cliche stereotype for asian women, seeing them write both of their asian girls ALMOST THE EXACT SAME WAY is a bit sussy goddamn baka. went off a bit there lmao. anyway. i’m a weak pussy bitch and after she softened after abi returned freaked out i 😭 i love you. more positive (and NON GUY related) interactions between the girlies please. i literally love her relationship w/ abi so much it's so interesting to me.

and just... to talk about her character real quick, i mmentioned in my tier list that her character frustrates me. and you wanna know why? ive talked abt this b4 but her character is basically a watered down emily davis. and i say this bc. they both overall are the same archetype. except. in kaitlyn's case. there's really no reason for me to like ???? feel bad for her? djjfggkj LIKE. THERE'S LITTLE TO NO SUBSTANCE TO HER CHARACTER.... AND THERE CERTAINLY ISNT MUCH TO FEEL SYMPATHETIC FOR..... i say this bc. almost all the other TQ characters have this moment of ): aw, here's why i should care about and feel bad for you. BUT KAITLYN????? NEVER REALLY OUTRIGHT HAS THAT MOMENT,..... it's almsot like they threw her in there and threw in her characteristics last second.... nothing's really established w/ her. you just. you just keeo finding new stuff about her as the game goes on. like. oh. shes a good shot. oh. she cares about abi. and shit like that. im probably explaining this so terribly rn but hopefully some sense can be made from this scramble. it's just.... thye toook away the interesting aspect(s) of emily'scharacter (her anxiety, her fear of death, her complex to be protected while being fully capable of protecting herslef in times of danger etc etc) and thus gave us kaitlyn. to me she just. she isnt that interesting character wise! there isnt much there for me to grow attached to! people only like her bc shes associated w/ dylan! like shes one of those characters where you sort of HAVE to mold and shape into something that's familiar and Good

re reading htis it really sounds like i don't like her fdjkdg BUT I DO I PROMISE.... i gotta stick w/ my asian girls

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abi but for real: 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 do i even need to say anything? its like supermassive made a character purposely JessCore or something like that. i like. haven’t gone In Depth abt why i got so fucked up over what everyone else did to her during the camp fire scene but. know that it hit a little toooooo fucking close to home. like. I Could See Me Sitting There In Abi’s Spot and it HUUUUUUURT!!!!!!!!!!!! like ): seeing her avert her gaze and how she was fumbling over her words i ))): LIKE. AUGHH. esp after being asked THAT question? since not sleeping w/ anyone by this age is seen as “abnormal”? i could feel that so bad man ): no one deserves to be singled out like that. esp not a VERY much autistic girl who is pretty clear to be on the “outside” of the group. bc she’s not “normal” or not “like everyone else here” and it’s just. fuck you all fr choke. enough of that. i just. she’s so fucking cute too? like girl i love you so MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her lil like. expressive noises and shit are so awesome and make me happy fnsjfjsf you only see them like twice BUT. you don’t really see that from the other characters. so basically: stims. autism. yeah. they rly made abi a little TOO realistic nd relatable fnsjfnnsf but ohhhh man do i love her oh so much. after the camp fire scene i was just. she’s my friend now fuck all of you

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laura but for real: I MISSED HER AND MAX SOOOOO BAD WHILE PLAYING THROUGH CHAPTERS 1 - 6 SKLDDFJDF i was literally so upset and sad seeing that they werent at camp after the prologue. du eto like literallty all of the characters getting on my nerves I WANTED THEM TO COME HOME SOOOO BAD.... AFTER THE CAMP FIRE SCENE EVERYTHING WENT DOWNHILL AND I MIIISSSEED THEM SOO MUCH i needed them back for real. other than that though, i dont have much to say about laura. i mean of course she's my BELOVED i mean look at my user but. yeah! i think about her often and project some anger shit onto her<3 specifically towards travis for specific and personal reasons<3 even if it's not like character stuff or w/e i think about, i often just rotate herin my mind. i love her so much. plus she's literally a combo of emily and sam aka my 2 fave UD characters how could i not love her?

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max but for real: i honestly dont have much to say abt him? and i suppose he and laura arent /technically/ a part of the other counselors since they never, yk, showed up. but w/e fdfjgndg i think he's neat. i honestly thought he was like one of the only Good Guys of the game when first playing through,. and that still holds true! i still see ryan as a great guy too though. max just seems like such a good partner and guy in general and i love him. don't necessarily think about him much but as i said before, he's my bf (real)

[bigolgay]

no because that’s so scary! like i’ve had things i’ve dreamed about come true before and i felt so uncomfortable…but i’m sure your roof will stay put! you made it a lot better actually, interacting with lovely human beings like you improves my day immensely! maybe tomorrow will be better?

well, i guess i would’ve stopped replying if i hated your messages haha :) no you’re totally right, trust is super important in friendships! i guess then we’d have to talk in private, like just the two of us…i hate that feeling of having multiple pairs of eyes on me when i talk in group settings you know? and also: when i’m really comfortable with someone they have to work hard to get me to shut up sometimes haha, but in general i’m just content being quiet i guess :))

hehe, wonderful ;) i’m trusting you with my life here, you know? ;)) hmm i don’t think so, and you can’t say or do anything to convince me otherwise! ahhh okay!! i mean i know that you know my blog so that makes me super scared, but maybe i’ll get over it?? stop ittt you’re so sweet omg!!!

i’m sorry!! i didn’t want to feed your brain with more nightmare material, i’ll stop now. oh god, of course your traumatised, this is horrible! i would feel the same way about wasps if that happened to me! now, i think all the talking about dreams made me kinda tired so i’m gonna try to sleep now, i have a long day ahead of me tomorrow…sleep well my dear, and sweet and wasp-free dreams for you! <3

I’ve had dreams that are coincidentally similar to something irl a couple times. But never anything that I’ve dreamed of which then goes on to actually happen?? That’s so scary but also kind of cool? Like… your own little psychic ability hehe. Stop it, you little sweetie🥹I’m very glad then. And I’m also very honoured that I was able to make a positive impact on your day. Yes! Tomorrow will be better! And if it’s not, I shall have a harsh word with the universe and I’ll be here for you to rant about it to if you wish😌

I suppose, very glad you haven’t stopped then! Oh I totally get you… okay maybe not totally because I’m a bit of an attention whore, but I understand how uncomfortable people can find having an “audience” is. And I mean, it feels awkward and unnatural even to me at times so🤷. Awwww that’s so adorable😭but who the hell would ever want you to shut up?? I sincerely hope the answer to that is no one😑.

What an honour… I will take very good care of you darling, not to worry😉. Well… I uh, okay I can’t think of a rebuttal to that🤣I’ll just say thank you instead🫶🏼. Oh sweetheart, please don’t be scared. What is it that you’re scared of? Maybe I can help soothe them a bit? There’s seriously no rush though, there’s zero pressure. I’m lucky to even have you in my inbox at all, so I am counting my lucky stars about that alone. So please don’t feel pressured my love😭

Don’t be sorry! You’re so fine. I swear you didn’t do anything wrong at all. I like talking about this sort of thing, dreams are weird and intriguing. So if you wanna keep talking about it or another time in the future, by all means! You’re so freaking sweet and lovely darling😭withdraw your apology rn please😘. Yeah, I have a personal vendetta against wasps🤣okay my sweet, goodnight and sleep well❤️

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Happy Valentine's Day to my bestest Fbook friends, fam who love me, new friends, old friends I ain't seen in years, who I never get to see.. my dogs, my bubbieis🐺🐶, my kids, my grandkids I never see or get to hear from..😭💯💔 my best cousin who starts w a T.., 💖the people I love who actually Wana see me succeed and overcome this hate, jealousy, greed and malice..always gettin my back. 😰🥰

My best friend MRJB & assistant who keeps putting up w my coaching my guidance and helps even when we are so fucking exhausted our backs, knees and legs ache😖. Who knows that I'm a good friend, who wants the best for all loving kind a human beings..that I might not be perfect 😟 but I am a great kind hardworking Compassionate person, 💯💥❤️‍🔥a real balanced serious Coach💪, always looking out for the TEAM. The kids who have no good parents around and think I forgot them but I never will. The Old Granny's who nobody ever calls or celebrate s their birthdays or holiday. My Granny who passed away when I moved away and never got to see again who rests in Heaven by God side speaking to me thru all she was in my life when she was here..🙏🧝❣️ who loved me so much Lyk a mother. To all the sad people who NOone ever looks out for checks on and have NOone to help them.. to the Cancer patients who never get to leave hospitals and tormented with people poking them prodding them ignoring them.. to all the Police men who are actually good that have to deal w fuckin hooligans on the street.. to all the FIREMEN who stand in the face of flames to protect our homes, families, our pets(bubbies)

To the Military who are actually often times fucked in the head bc of serious abusive training and battle, yet do it bc theirs usually no other choice with limited cooperation and DYSFUNCTIONAl Combative mindsets, to the Homeless people or displaced people Lyk me who are in the cold, the heat, bc of downtroddin circumstances, some bc of bad people🥺, sometimes not.😕. sometimes bc they couldn't bare a shit job where people abuse them.🤕. some bc they couldn't find one, some bc their own family don't appr😮‍💨eciate their personal standards or work.. some bc their husbands or family members thru them to the street.. and may other possible scenarios. For all the people outa country bc they are in jobs or military.. to the nurses, doctors and people in high stress jobs..

To artists and Entertainers and people Lyk me who are always hated on, bullied and misunderstood. And to anyone I may of forgot. Just not the white trash who got no decency or respect for themselves or other people in work I do.. they are screwed.. karma's really bitchy boo

Happy Valentines to everyone who cares about music, family, loyalty & food. To all the mother's, grammas, aunties and Uncles and women, men, Grandpappys.. who never get visits from their own family and feel sad and alone. I know me too. ☹️

Not you Hatin bitches who are always rude and crude.🤮😡

To my ex's that never could get it right.. but some tried so much at times, & just gave up on themselves or me.. 💔🤷❤️‍🔥

& Of course the REAL GEAZY the hiphopartist I hava ❣️crush on who's always got other thingz goin on.

Everyone who really lost love, wants love, shows love & deserves it. To all of you. Roses are red, Violets are blue... Let your hearts be well, stay true.💓🌹💯💃💫