Hi!!! I just wanted to say i saw your tags about staying home for Christmas and wanted to say i absolutely 10000% support that!!! You should stay home and make your most favorite foods! And watch adorable sappy or scary Christmas movies alllll day! Maybe make cookies!!!!
I dunno. Just wanted to say i support you staying home and doing things that make you happy instead of going through that again!!! 💚💙💚
i really appreciate this support so so much. i love christmas a lot and i knew this holiday season would be weird but I didn't anticipate just how weird until being faced with it last week during Thanksgiving.
But yeah I'll probably stay home, bake enough cookies to fill up my giant cookie tin, order Chinese takeout, and binge all my favorite Christmas movies like I used to back when I worked all holiday season! It's much more relaxing anyway to ship gifts to family and not perform when I don't have to, y'know?
my therapist will probably tell me this is just my PDA and that once i get past that demand avoidance i'll "realize how much i actually want to be there" but she and i will just have to agree to disagree on this one lmao
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I had been weirded out by the way DogBlud has talked about our ADHD with us, but like..god, man.
Why would you tell someone "I need to act as your brain, otherwise you'll forget things"? Specifically because of their ADHD? I never signed up for that.
She got mad when we couldn't make it to work days days during the holidays. During Christmas. On Christmas. During Birthdays. I had hoped it was distress from a changed schedule, but, even she acknowledged that the holidays would be a huge off time...so...mm...
"I don't trust you to do certain things because of your ADHD." I...
"Our ADHD is gonna ruin everything." Wh...
I look back now and see an example of how to Not talk to people. Anyone. At best, she was trying to accommodate for everybody's needs by putting our disabilities into the conversation and raising concerns. But. Only verbally. The moment someone missed a deadline, we'd receive angry DMs. Even though we had all agreed at the start to test out schedules and not follow hard ones just yet. That it would ve at least taken 6 months to a year before we'd see traction on our site.
Im treating this like a workplace. I'm saying what I did and didn't like. The personal stuff I don't have anything for just yet other than my word and my feelings.
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I'm a bit late in talking about the update!
But!
Oh this is so interesting!!
Firstly, the effect of it all was so good! I feel like the previous update had everyone SO confused and then this one drops and it just CLICKS.
So the WHRP.. the Question-Answerer. They finally decided to try and talk to Wally! And they don't even care about explaining it or hiding it! They no longer care if We know. They might even know we know!
Anyways, they knocked on his door, gave him a call and BOY did he answer! Not only did he answer, but he sorta showed off!!
Some of them he did simply, such as writing Hello! And moving Barnaby!
But then he does this
And he even says "I didn't write it, I did something else"
The "Not only can I do this, but I can do more!" He is thinking creatively!
Wally is putting in the extra effort. Really not being subtle. He is so LOUD, basically screaming "Yes, this is me! I am here! I am the one doing this! Talk to me!"
But the instruction that makes me think the most is the SALLY one
I thought it meant to just flip the image! From left to right!
But! Wally has somehow conjured up an entirely NEW image! When you think about it, someone on the team drew or restored that image of Sally. Most likely, there was not a backside at all! Why would there need to be an illustration of that! Wally somehow made it happen! Very very interesting!
And then there is this, a little bonus, a little extra
Wally and Home. Sitting nicely together in the same... House?
I think most of us already think that there is a connection between the two of them. A deep connection.
Personally, I see the concept of Home as more of a general idea. Your Home, your upbringing, your family, your life! And what are you without these things? They made you who you are! If you were to separate yourself from the idea of Home, would you even know who you are?
And then there is the Eye. And it is under the same House. Wondering if this is saying "This and This are the same" "Wally and Home are both the Eyes" which feels like the more obvious statement.
But for me I see another connection. A Third. And it's You. The collective You. We are the audience, We are the Watchers and We have a connection to Wally through his eyes.
That connection is different and separated from the one between Wally and Home, but it is there! Under the same roof!
Wally, Home and You
Ooh I honestly am so excited to see the WHRP's response to all of this! They have been answered! And so very obviously too!
Anyways! As usual, I pop in with my little thoughts! Clown and his team are always full of delightful surprises! I hope they get some well deserved rest and good treats!
And all of you guys too!
Have fun out there!
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💤💤...
Oh to fall asleep on his shoulder...
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had to go home on saturday for a sec for the first time since coming out to get some mail and it was so weird. idk if its the transness or my buzzcut by my mom is clearly furious. she wouldnt even look at me and barely said a word, just sat on the couch staring at the tv while i talked to my dad. then i asked abt thanksgiving and they were like oh we assumed u weren't coming home so we already made plans without u. i know thats total bullshit and that they just didnt want the family to see their freaky tranny kid. its not that i wanted to go to thanksgiving im just having a hard time handling how disgusting they think i am.
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