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ursae-miinoris · 4 months

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@ninjasmudge @nanash1s4n @lambment @bovinaeblogs @dogiperson

doing what i do best . drawing other people’s designs because im not sure what to do with my own !!

all ur designs and styles were very fun to draw/replicate <3 individuals + template under the cut (made by me, credit not required since its so basic lol)

#art #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #aaa im kinda scared to post this for some reason #i guess im not used to drawing for so many people at once #my own lamb design isnt final btw #hopefully ill get a ref out for them and nari soon #maybe i should draw peoples narinders next #also sorry if i butchered any of your lambs

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miwtual · 1 year

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im so fucking tired of the disrespect gifmakers get on the gifmaker website

#kai.txt #negativity tw #(sorry these are gonna be a lot of tags. i have a lot of feelings and i dont know where else to put them)#we make gifs and nobody reblogs them #when they do get reblogged all people want to tell you is that your gifs arent good enough to them and rip it to shreds #'you're missing x' 'why didnt you do y' 'if i made this i would have abc' 'hey op ur wrong and this is why' 'i dont like this op'#reposters dont even reblog your fucking gifset but they'll save your gifs to repost later asking for how to do something #that they could have asked you how to do in the fucking first place #we reblog ourselves constantly because nobody else will and maybe to make our work look like it has more notes than it does #to make ourselves feel better about the lack of interaction we're getting #and then when we TALK about this frustration we have. people who are too afraid to say it to our faces #go on anon in our askboxes and tell us how we're somehow selfish for wanting people to interact with the sets #that we spent time on. hours. days. WEEKS in some cases #or we get anons who tell us the reason we dont have notes are because we arent good at gifmaking in the first place #but this is all on anon. because they're too scared to tell it to our faces #they're too scared for us to see that they ARENT a gifmaker and that they dont know how to do it any better either #they dont see us as people doing something we love as a hobby. they see us as content machines that dance like court jesters #im just so fucking tired of the disrespect #and this sentiment goes for more than just gifmakers. graphicmakers. artists. literally any creative hobby shared on this site #we get treated like shit and for what? literally for fucking what.

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vehemourn · 11 days

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enjoying the breeze...

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fruixtii · 5 days

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ok you can all talk to me about the update now

#i was so excited in the morning but that excitement is gone for some reason #idk i feel like people really weren’t hyped #im scared that’s going to happen in part 6 because part 6 changed me forever and ruined my life and all that jazz #i also feel like i don’t express how much i care about it enough #and book 7 as a whole #it means so much to me :( did u know :(#probably not because no one really interacts with me about it or my posts about it #i want book 7 to update in jp but skip savanaclaw and heartslabyul arcs so we can go to back to diasomnia #i miss them #i don’t know how to explain how i feel right now #twst posting

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thepromisedbride · 4 months

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i don’t talk about bridgerton on here but just to clarify. i will not be having ANY eloise hate on this account. i will bite.

#eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you!!#addressing the normal talking points one by one to get them sorted:#- no i don’t care that eloise called pen some names after the discovery. she was devastated and furious.#she can apologise in the future but in the moment of course she said it #- yes pen did write about eloise as a way to save her but that doesn’t mean it hasn’t possibly ruined eloise’s life #- similarly: eloise isn’t (just) angry that she was written about. daphne also went through whistledown and it very much terrified her #so have many other women including marina #- eloise is betrayed because she told pen everything and is realising pen told her nothing #(and she’s probably thinking about any secrets she might have said to her best friend that could now be used against the ton and her family)#- as claudio said: being regency gossip girl isnt a moral girlboss thing its deeply harmful tbh #- pen did have reasons to become whistledown! that doesn’t mean that she’s innocent or right!#- eloise isnt now friends with cressida to spite pen lmao she’s alone and scared and cressida was the last person who offered her friendship #she has no idea how to manage society by herself #(and she needs someone to improve the reputation of her and her family)#- im also convinced she has other ulterior motives for befriending cressida. like she’s keeping an eye on her or smth #- eloise didn’t just ignore anything pen said and that’s why she only just figured it out. pen deliberately didn’t speak like lw to hide it #the moment she did eloise was like huh that’s weird she doesn’t normally talk like that. and THATS when she figured it out #- eloise just found out her best friend has betrayed her and been hiding this massive secret #but she hasn’t told anyone. not even her own family. im not hearing out any accusations of HER of being disloyal #- also pen clearly wasn’t that upset at writing about eloise bc the moment eloise and colin upset her she went straight back to it lmao #side note but no i don’t think the queen is going to name her the ‘emerald’ or anything because she’s suddenly in the spotlight #eloise is tbh the only debutante she actually consistently recognised (for good or bad)#a new dress is not going to be interesting for charlotte to change her whole tradition #tl;dr i love eloise and i will die on this hill #eloise bridgerton #bridgerton

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marcelineuntitled · 3 months

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i like this one a lot :)))

#my art #i'm sort of getting the hang of backgrounds now????#okay okay #now i'm about to post this i'm thinking of more i want to go back and add #but i am tired #this turned out really close to how i pictured which is really really cool!#the stairs are a little different but they were difficult so im just glad i got them looking stair-like #i also didn't draw in puddles or tsukishima's bag that i meant to draw in #but that's okay #i might redraw this someday when i've learned epic perspective skills and make it look Even Cooler #but also i likely won't #this was inspired by a scene from 'tsukishima kei hates valentine's day' by JEM97 on ao3 but i'm too scared to tag because once i got the -#-idea in my head i didn't really reference back at all #so it isn't exactly like it #ohh i haven't even done all the others tags uhh #haikyuu #haikyuu fanart #tsukishima kei #tsukishima kei fanart #haikyu!!#haikyu!! fanart #alrighty #hinata and kageyama are there too but only barely so they don't get a tag #for some reason i drew 6 shoes And a background for this one?? even though they're two of my least favourite things to draw??#but it wasn't so bad actually #was rewatching haikyuu while drawing this and got to my favourite part (the training camp :3 )#byeloveyou

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tyranitarkisser · 2 months

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Hi

#i feel like i suck at drawing anime characters :(#i want to draw hajime so bad but i just feel like i cant get him right. everyone else draws him so cute #well i have drawn him like a BUNCH i just dont like how any of them turn out #its shown me like a real blind spot i have art wise because he is quite simple but getting that simplicity right consistently is hard for m #tricky tricky...#i like giving him round and open eyes kind of like how i draw komaedas except his eyebrows are usually angry #hm idk i really want to lean into the childrens storybook feel of my art #but not necessarily going into like “cartoony” territory if that makes any sense #no this probably doesnt make any sense without pictures im just rambling to myself. whatever #i just get scared to stray too much from canon designs for some reason...#i always appreciate compliments but whenever someone says wow your style is so cartoony! so shaped! im like rrgh i need to try harder.....#thats not quite what im going for.....

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justablah56 · 1 month

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they should invent a job that I can do and I don't have to drive super far to get to

#just blahs #i am going to cry ok guys #im trying to decide if this is better or worse than being in highschool and idk guys #why is everything hard and why is it so hard for me in particular for some reason bcs I know the majority of people deal w this just fine #why does driving have to scare me so fucking bad and every job is like 30 minutes away #and none of the places here in town are hiring and if they are they require previous experience or whatever and I don't have any #ive never had a job and its so hard to find applications anywhere bcs none of the small places here are on job listing websites #and i dont have every little shop here memorized to look them up #and it doesnt help that just the idea of going in for an interview makes me want to cry out of anxiety #and i was trying to get a babysitting job at the least #but the lady i was gonna babysit for wanted me to do it for like 6.25 an hour for both a 7 and a 1 year old ..#like maam .... i am not going to watch a young child and a literal infant for that much ...#and then when i said hey uhhh could you do more than that maybe ? she was like oh no i cant do that at all #and im sitting here like :|#im going to cry

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purpurussy · 2 months

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#tw suicide #idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT #i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone #and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess #but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm #but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing #hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse #to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house #and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like #to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age #but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me #also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently #tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me #i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship #but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation #i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself #and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons #most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks #idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear #this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly #sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point #and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have #the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona #so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem #anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope

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guinevereslancelot · 19 days

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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy

#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her #she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy #and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general #HOWEVER #i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids #one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids #and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere #like im actually worried about it #i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly #and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on #so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention #anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho #and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job #but im so sadddd #also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group #its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff #and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly #literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving #things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much #but i literally can't see a future here #and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired #she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks #anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids #its just really hard #which is why i've stayed this long #i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss

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p1harmonie · 22 days

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I JUST REWATCHED PIWON MOVIE AND I HAVE THINGS TO SAY

#okay first of all THEY DEBUTED WITH A MOVIE !!!! that's so crazy every time i think about it im like woooow #jongseob and intak acting debut when ???? they were sooo good omg unlike kyo i didn't remember how bad he was 😭😭 but his #character is hilarious so it's fine <3 ALSO i completely forgot yoo jaesuk and jung haein are in it like guysss what are u doing here hihi #anyways absolutely oscar worthy real cinema if u ask me #now after taking notes and watching the new trailer a few times i think that p1epi is actually chaeyoons weird talking plushie #but since it's away from her it can't talk so that's why jongseob create that thingy to translate from #dog language to human language and i think it's there because maybe the members got like lost in time and #it wants to remind them that they have to save the entire world from the apocalypse #also p1epi came down from the sky just like the alcot meteor like ummm yes we love symbolism 🙂‍↕️#i saw someone saying the dog it's actually intak because the dog came through the window and intak wakes up next to one but it doesn't make #any sense to me so we're throwing that idea in the trash can #talking about intak hes now has blue eyes so that means he got infected but honestly when did that happen while he was fighting #some zombie? idk i think i have to watch all their mvs again for clues but what that means he's one of the bad guy now??#also i may be insane but what if the shop represents the world and seeing it in flames means the members couldn't save it and their lore #ends with the saddest ending ever like yeah sorry the apocalypse won #OR WHAT IF !!!!! they aren't the ones who can save the world they actually are the reason why it's ending like the masked ghost #actually created them to spread the virus and that would also explain them at the end of the trailer looking #at the burning shop without doing anything like they ARE alcot the meteor thats gonna destroy the world #but that would be too dark i know they're the heroes so it will have a happy ending #i have many theories but im starting to scare myself so ill shut up #pt

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n0bluev · 2 months

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@fushiglow hmm….wonder who i’d draw this for all of a sudden and why… 🤔🤔

#your reblog surprised me #THREE BUNS SUGURU (STAR WARS ER JUST FOR YOU!)#theyre covering riko or smt and smuggling her places (??)#drawing this i was like ‘oh suguru’s curses in a star wars environment should be robots and stuff #so this suguru is a mecanic (he makes them from scrappy parts people have thrown out #and trash materials (and hard work 😎)#diy pokemon #because what is the cursed energy people are letting out if not junk theyre letting go of #so yeah ; basic geto takes shit and turns it useful #i do realise thats already very generic for star wars (junk robots junk robots!) but like. yknow. this guy takes shit people wouldnt bother #trying to sell. miam. junk of the junk. geto my favourite recycling bin you were designed for a luxurious lifestyle clearly (gege not me!)#(and stuff…………. but im lazy to put my vision in words rn hah..)#gojo’s probably a princess #(let’s not lie. hes basically a prince already (clan heir is a different look on him))#this made me want to write ?.??#problem is i dont remember much about star wars (watched it as a kid (we have the cds) appart from the very basic storyline… i forgot 😔#then theres the jawa’s first appearance cuz for some reason they scared me and i am marked for life (THEYRE JUST SILLY LITTLE GUYS 😭😭))#thankfully i lowkey want to rewatch everything so these issues can be fixed #(unthankfully either way the chance of me writing anything is very slim BUT WE NEVER KNOW RIGHT)#(hashtag diverging your attention from that other older post is it working /j/j)#omg glo i still didnt read balance (i think of it from time to time but im intimidated to read it because i know its right up my alley and #that i will love it and lately idk why but i need to ready myself emotionally to read peak fiction (this is so dumb but its true 😭😭))#my bad im rambling lol #WAIT FUCK SAME THING FOR BUNNY’S RECENT THINGY THAT GOT IN MY AO3 UPDATE MAIL #A LOVE STORY TOLD THROUGH THE LENS OF A THIRD PARTY MY BELOVED #(itsg ive searchef for these types of stories in advanced search before #AND NOW THAT I HAVE SOME BY AUTHORS I ALREADY ADORE .. IM- I SEE THEM BUT. THEIR CONTENTS STAY A MYSTERY. IS THIS MY BODY SUBCONSCIOUSLY FI #FIGHTING THE TEAR LOSS I WOULD GET??? IS THIS MFING [BALLING-MY-EYES-OUT] PREVENTION !? WITHOUT MY PERMISSION..!? TCH!)#my bad. ramble again o7 — see ya glo !#wip

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todayisafridaynight · 3 months

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THIS IS GONNA SOUND SO MEAN BUT WHY DO U LIKE RYO AOKI/MASATO

masato hot

#snap chats #just like me... heh ... my ac has been broken all month im melting for the love of god send an iceberg im begging you #him turning into aoki is incredibly funny to me like jesus christ. what a lack of self love does to a mfer #but anyway 1.) please do not yell i scare easy 2.) meaner has been said its ok 3.) very reasonable to ask why anyone would like aoki #and 4.) to be Cereal he's inch resting to me. also his speech to ichi at the end hit a lil close and i was reminded of high school #5.) i really like his eng dub voice sorry im american. BUT HIS JP VOICE IS EXCELLENT TOO IM JUST SAYIN #rgg doesnt give an Exact on his disability so looking into lung diseases/conditions has also been interesting #esp post-lung surgery cases and care too so i thank rgg for the opportunity to do some reading #i also do In General just like cases of someone wanting to be loved and changing drastically to get it only to still be unhappy #granted. he sucks so LMAO can only have so much sympathy but it's still interesting to watch #the arakawas is also a part of why i like him because they all work as a big machine. if that makes sense #like the arakawas in general are such an interesting bundle i love all of them a lot because of what they mean to each other #in the case of aoki none of them mean anything to him at most resenting arakawa and despising ichi #meanwhile sawashiro's just. There LOL im so sorry king thats the truth of it all ... i love you tho ...#oh but back to aoki. i also really like politican characters- or at least characters who can have a 'public' persona #its fun thinking about what they have to do mentally to present themselves in public versus when they can 'be themselves'#like aoki's 'intro' scene where he's pleasant to his secretary and then a second later is conniving with ogasawara... peak i fear #OR THEEEE CAR PARK ONE i love that scene so much ...#very fun.. aoki being a politician just makes it infinitely funnier like guys we gotta bully the governor #plus i live and breathe by a glass analysis/comparison a twitter mutual of mine did ... i love glass imagery .......#uhhhh is that all ... idk prob im literally sweating my skin off i cant think right. my clothes are sticking to my skin i hate summer #i dont hate summer im so sorry i didnt mean it .... summer is beautiful .. i just wish this heat wasnt murdering me

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eddie-rifff · 3 months

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lol. im gonna be ruminating about my interaction w bill bruford in the hotel for the rest of my life. he was clearly like not expecting a fan to approach him then and there but he was also trying to be cordial and normal despite me probably looking like i had just witnessed a tragic event or something. we exchanged a few words n then he was like "ya so we're heading up to manhattan now" just like making small talk and i was so intimidated and starstruck i dont even remember what i said LOL i think it was pretty normal but i wanted to ask him something (if the weird modulated voice on back to the beginning is him tho im pretty sure it is but id like confirmation) and get a pic but. i was unable to do so on account of the being absolutely petrified. anyway props to bill for trying to be normal to me when i was probably visibly trembling

#hes very physically imposing. and im not just saying that because i think hes insanely hot #hes tall and has a deep voice and unless hes smiling his face is kind of severe #like chris was taller than bill and obviously more. portly. but i had my dad to back me up then #shelby was waiting on a couch but i had no one to be like 'this is my kid and they like u' you know lol #and when i met russell mael i was also VERY scared but hes like. tiny #idk. it seemed different and harder to interact with bill for some reason.#probably because neither of us were prepared?#idk. still feel like i failed somehow. ugh #i sound so ungrateful lol IM SORRY i just idk im supposed to be better at this i feel #i hang out with the current yes lineup after shows but i guess theyre like nobodies relative to bill #and its mostly just jay and jon d i talk to. and no offense to either of them. but theyre not bill bruford #idk maybe i should give myself some grace #its bill fucking bruford of course id be scared shitless #IS ANYONE STILL READING THIS #a beast that can talk

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ethanharmonia · 9 months

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Volo Arceno

GOD I HAVENT DRAWN HIM FOR OVER A MONTH. I MISSED THIS MF SO MUCH

HIS TIE. IS NOT. GREEN. ITS. YELLOW. JUST DARK. RRAHAHHAHRHHAHHEHHRHRHEHARHHAHRHHRAHARHHH

Gave him 2 Mudkips and they kick buttlercheeks hard enough to break you apart🥰🥰🥰

goofy ahh version cuz my humor is broken + more lit up version cuz he is barely seen

Live Laugh Love Volo🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🏌🏻🏌🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🕺🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🏃🏻🏌🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻

#pokemon #pokemon au #art #wielder volo #pokemon wielder volo #pokemon volo #pla volo #mudkip #had like scenarios of him hanging out with mudkips for some reason and just took them in like nothing #definetly will beat yo a-#na cuz what the hell was i cooking with his old art😭😭😭#decided to go with his actual hairstyle instead of just. an entire goofy ahh hair that makes no sense how it works or how its set #arceus is scared of this man #IM GONNA CRY SO HARD WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF #he is so homosese to my pepela #gay gay homosexual gay man emo creature with his 2 axolotls #if anyone sees him then run for yo damn life HAHAHAHHAHAHA #drawing #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon legends volo #pokemon legends fanart #my art definetly turned the tables 360° and flipped out a uno card #why do i draw late at night am i okay🥰🥰🥰#live laugh love volo *proceeds to faint* /j #pokemon trainer #i swear to god he is barely visible on the clothes i swear i did not mean to do that

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chain-peoplebreaker · 1 year

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pride month ended but its ok chiamido art dump

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