#im just so fucking tired of the disrespect

[miwtual]

im so fucking tired of the disrespect gifmakers get on the gifmaker website

[samsspambox]

update: i'm not dead

hello hello! idk if yall still remember this humble blog but tis I! the one and only sam in a spam can, samsspambox!

i realize i may have neglected this blog but i have come back from the trenches (going back to them tho) and have been quiet and i'm sorry but i'll probably be shifting back to posting again?? idk depends on how everything goes

tl;dr: i got hit by the ao3 author curse and had to take a step back

if you want the full woes keep reading, but otherwise,,, hello again! jkbzskjbzc

so much started going on around september 2023 and just now they started to calm down (or, i started to learn how to deal with it i guess)

here's a whole comprehensive list:

Sep 2023 - Complex where I lived for 16+ years got sold, had to start house hunting

Oct 2023 - idk if yall remember but i ended up dating that one guy i talked abt here (this came with consequences)

Nov 2023 - Family death, Mom got Sick

Dec 2023 - Mom had surgery, Another Family Death

Jan 2024 - internationally traveled to place where my parents are from (alone) to go to the funeral and pay respects to prior death, broke up with that one guy (which is a whole ordeal)

Feb 2024 - Moved out of childhood home

Mar 2024 - Interviews for jobs

It was just one thing after another after another and, well, i don't think that was an environment conducive to writing, even if i came up with cool concepts or rambles or stuff like that. i had no energy. and ik i had so many plans but life really said 'no, you stop right there' and essentially paused my fic writings which sucks but oh well. now ive got some stuff figured out and an extra day off so i might be able to pick up where i left off.

and ngl i miss all the tumblr homies *cries*

but yeah. slowly but steadily ill try to post again but no promises!

[hecksupremechips]

Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn

[marklikely]

like that l.a. times article is rightfully being dragged through the mud so maybe my complaining is redundant. but i think if you wrote "maybe barbie would get a nomination if she survived a mass murder plot" you should never be allowed to write again

[raviosprovidence]

"you don't use queer because you're so desperate to be normal!!!" if you had to partake in one conversation with me irl your bones would melt from how weird and cringe I am

[kn11ves]

emotional support group for autistics who got called condescending and rude as kids just for responding to things directly and still not knowing how they were being mean

[the-yearning-astronaut]

Someone should invent a brain with an accurate sense of time that doesn't make you late to every single appointment and behind on all your important paperwork

[turbo-enid]

Vent

When you planned on studying, but your mom shut the door on you while you were speaking so you feel triggered and on top of that your period pains began, so now you'd just rather fill your mind up with distractions.

[stargarland]

shoutout the football coach who sided with me absolutely two hand pushing one of his slacker ass players today ur such a real one

[queerlyhalloween]

It's always "lol! Genderqueer people have stupid names!!" And never "maybe we'd be more inclined to use NoRMaL names if you weren't so insistent on blatently ignoring our identities" 🤓

Fuck you, I cast spell of: explain to your mother why anyone would name their 'nice son/ daughter' lampost

[cerealandchoccymilk]

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[the-celestial-bitch]

one thing i absolutely hate in the paranormal investigator shows is how americans commodify the tragic sites. like you shouldnt go to salem trial site and do some bullshit like start ur spirit box or stuff, u should go there and see with ur own eyes what the puritan patriarchy will do to the minorities, but nooo lets act silly and talk to ghosts and name them without examining the horrors

[rottingcompost]

i need to start respecting my own boundaries more and make them more clear to people, especially family members, and start to assert said boundaries more so people dont just walk all over them.

[dearbraus]

btw saying that femme isn't a lesbian exclusive term contributes to the ongoing and decades-old plight of others trying to separate butch and femmes from one another because feminists (and others) thought that butch4femme relationships were inauthentic and were attempting to mimic heterosexual relationships. its usage by non-lesbians stemmed from this too.

[the-kipsabian]

i was gonna ask who would be the best one to tag together with alex to deal with bullshit club shenanigans

i’d normally say bailey but i feel like our new fighting champion has his hands full and honestly as much as i’d love to see him tag with alex i want him to have all the spotlight as the x-division champ right now

so i think

we should call for hiromu

[kirishwima]

im this 👌🏼 close to screaming my lungs out and punching the first wall in sight