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renguro · 5 months

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do you remember who you're reaching for?

#ok so this one i was just throwing shit at the wall and having fun #she deserves something a bit better #i wanted to do harsher shading but it just doesnt lend itself well to this rougher pencil brush #but ive been too tired and in pain #myart #fanart #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #dungeon meshi falin #falin dungeon meshi #falin touden #chimera falin #falin chimera

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obsob · 2 years

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big man...why is he so big...(hes full of love)

#mine #original #oug im tired!!! sleepy!!#what hve i done this week... i processes like 30 orders bc i had such a backlog OGUG. did 2 drawings for my portfolio. did this drawing #also did sm good planning! and sketching!#i was gna colour my portfolio drawings but im. pretty worn out so now maybe i will not #my lower back has been rlly sore also so . im gna try n avoid sitting at my desk heeh #its like half 12 whilst im queueing this....gna hve sm lunch soon. adn then read maybe. i finished my book this morn it was ver good #foxen bloom by. someone. cannae remember !!! very good nice an short #its a nice day..might go 4 walk #ive started on the sleeves for my jumper uehue !!!! am def gna run out of wool so annoying....will b short like. half a ball.#im gettin close 2 finishing my blanket....kinda...i ordered too much wool for that kjbsdkjbs #yes yes reading. i should do yoga maybe. world of pain #okay goodbye

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bistaxx · 6 months

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I"m not caught up yet at all but I'm gonna make a Bold claim...

... I could fix her...

#and by fix her i mean hold his hand- also multipronon madagio real to me #ive been gone for like 2 days and feel like i missed 500 million things????????????????????#too tired to vodwatch rn but this is the vibe so far- 'xe locked fitmc into a corpse hole!' we all cope in different ways okay-#qsmp #madagio #(but anyway they are a very interesting character to me so far esp. as a darker foil to fit + the others but not straight up antag either)#(excited to dig more into them when im not zonked out on pain and/or pain meds lmao)#(she reminds me of the rebels but more intense + more personal so far)

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marsixm · 2 months

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being the houston mutual means every couple years i just log on like 'hey whats up just experiencing a natural disaster down here. im fine tho'

#honestly this one probably hit me the hardest bc the lack of ac has been hard to deal with #and the lack of sleep and lack of proper diet has left me super brainfogged #plus my phone is broken #work has been overstimulating and tiring #and we have had to throw out massive massive amounts of food which is just sad #i was outside today in the heat and the rain getting melted ice cream on my pants #and a wasp flew in my room #bc the other night i was in a daze and left w my window open to crash out on my friends floor #bc i literally didnt think i could survive another night trying to sleep in the heat #its like almost 90 degrees in my apartment when the ac is off #i had such a bad migraine from caffeine withdrawal too #i woke up trying to drive anywhere to get something to eat #feeling like i was gonna puke for hours and hours #i got a coffee and some fries and pulled through (embarrassing....) kjhjdfgklfhdfgl #me: yeah ive been miserable and in massive amounts of distress and pain and everyone around me is miserable too. but im fine

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berryblu-soda · 3 months

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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:

fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure

ALSO-

*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!

#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but we´re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly #our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd #also oh goshhhh #so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway #my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car #but my mom (taking my dad to work) said she´d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me #last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my mom´s lap when they crashed #no seatbelt for her obviously #she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair #i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha #i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever #half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye #dammit im crying now hahaha #saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo #but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently #that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age #it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral #did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think #a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around #now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha #freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!

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s0fter-sin · 3 months

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it really is going to be like this forever isn’t it. i’m just going to be exhausted for the rest of my life

#im so tired #and im always tired #its almost lost meaning now #people ask how i am and i tell them im tired and it sounds so little #oh your main thing is that youre tired well thats not too bad #at least its not pain #at least people understand pain #they dont understand fatigue #dont understand that its a battle every time i have to make myself get out of bed #that im so exhausted it hurts #that my limbs are weak and my ribs ache and there is no end because i fall asleep just to wake up again #and i wake up tired #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #cfs #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #chronic illness #chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе

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pinkfey · 3 months

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is this a safe space

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chemblrish · 8 months

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#definitely not feeling my best lately #the end of the semester is always hard #bc understandably im tired #but have to study more than during the semester for the upcoming finals #but really it's more than that #ive been trying to make peace with who i am academically but it seems impossible #i can't fit in anywhere #not with the ~great~ students bc im not good enough #not with the indifferent students bc i study all the time #and there's this prof who thinks im deliberately downplaying my skills #which is both frustrating and painful bc im literally giving it my best already #im just not that smart!!#you know i was positively excellent back in school #and now im average #not bc im not trying #im doing my absolute best!#what else am i supposed to do?#so now it feels like befriending my lab partner was a mistake #i adore her but she's so brilliant and i feel like im dragging her down with me #it also feels like asking my favorite professor to be my thesis supervisor was a mistake too #bc i adore him as well and he thinks way too highly of me #and i am so going to let him down #oof #txt

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palms-upturned · 4 months

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#meg talks #feeling really down and frustrated #ever since i caught covid over the new year ive just been doing so badly #it’s now halfway through may and not only am i having all sorts of weird new pain problems #to the point where i dragged myself to the er yesterday bc my usual meds didn’t do shit for me and i spent seven hours writhing in pain #but also mentally im just. constantly tapped out #before covid i was able to keep up w news and work on research projects and write multiple image descriptions every day and read books #and keep up w friends all while working full time #like even if i was in bed p much whenever i wasn’t at work i could still read and write and carry conversations #now it’s like i can only handle all of these things in small doses before my brain just shuts off #im still keeping up w news and describing what i can and working on my research projects and trying to make connections #but i feel so slow abt everything i do #it’s driving me up the wall #ive been trying for days to get through this one academic paper that’s rlly not even that long #and i just can’t do it. not for long anyway i have to read in small bursts #and then having to take muscle relaxants for these fucking spasms that make me really drowsy and sleep the whole day away…#idk. it might not even be abt covid i might be reading too much into it but it’s just pissing me off. thinking abt how nobody masks anymore #and how every time there’s a covid outbreak i won’t be able to properly protect myself or my brothers from it #bc of this fuckass job #idk im just tired and upset

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c-kiddo · 1 year

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ive been super duper in oc (ùna and ava) mode for this whole month basically so im like this now thinking abt cad autism moment. oh i bet he walks so strangely, in such an autistic manner. babygirl i know ur your gait is so unusual

#its his autism but also chronic pain and especially his knee he says is messed up too #kiddo say #oc mode again: ava walks weirdly for sure #(i walk .weird . sometimes normal but also if im tired im walking weird. and walking into every corner ever)#ive been oc mode but also portfolio mode bc i submitted mine jus before march and then have been hardcore helpin ma sister with hers #bebebeebbboebobooeoeoeoeobboeoe goodnight

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#remember when i could draw? when i had time to draw and color?#bleh. im just sorta exhausted and dont feel good and starting to get overwhelmed by all that i need to get done #weirdest version of being sick ive had. i dont have a fever but i feel hot and my throat hurts and i have to take deep breaths but not #really coughing so im like??? am i sick???#ugh. i dunno ive been going to sleep at like 9pm and its only 7 and im so tired but i have a paper to read #maybe ill read it in the morning and not do pigment analysis tomorrow... but i wanna see those god damn pigment >:-(#i dunno. im also just kinda frustrated bc im running into things that my mum was in control of the info on #so its like: well i cant access my fasfa account. i dont kno where my vaccine info is. i dont kno if my mum had uterine fibroids before it #all turned to cancer. i dunno. im just tired #also i bitched out on a pap smear bc it hurt too bad. so ive had a day.#but ive got a birth control perception again. i dont wanna take it but like i cant really aford to go out of focus and go out of commission #via pain. so like i guess i gotta. ugh. it better not fuck with my medication #hopefully ill wake up tomorrow and all will be well in the world #unrelated

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hecksupremechips · 6 months

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Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn