tagged by @wldestluv-rs and @rottengurlz <3
OCS as OBSCURE ASSOCIATIONS with Matthias
ANIMAL: wolves / cougars / birds of prey
COLORS: silver / ice blue
MONTH: april… it’s his birth month
SONGS: he has a playlist, but some personal favorites for him are temptation by michelle gurevich, bring me back a dog by iamx, and total depravity by the veils
NUMBER: 9
PLANTS: aconite / thistle / dogwood
SMELLS: saffron / amber / wood / leather / powder (et cetera, et cetera... matthias wears strong cologne so i could go on and on for this one)
GEMSTONE: apatite / hematite / snowflake obsidian
TIME OF DAY: 5-7 am
SEASON: winter
WEATHER: a hail storm—freezing rain that stings the skin and hail that cuts it open
SKY: dawn
PLACES: drowning under the bloodied ice of a frozen lake / walking through a garden atrium with humidity that plasters his clothes to his skin
FOOD: ciasto ze śliwkami
DRINKS: red wine
SEASONINGS: pepper
ELEMENT: water
ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: aries
MAGICAL POWER: resurrection
WEAPONS: torn knuckles / belt / wire
SOCIAL MEDIA: this is the doesn’t-like-technology guy… there’s seriously zero associations i can come up with here. he’s meant for sending heated love letters and waiting an unbearable fortnight for a response.
MAKEUP PRODUCT: lip stain
CANDY: jawbreaker
METHOD OF LONG DISTANCE TRAVEL: trapped in a casket in a dark hearse / kidnapped and thrown in the back of a trunk
ART STYLE: classical realism / baroque
FEAR: drowning / sleep
MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: hellhound
PIECE OF STATIONERY: a heavy paperweight that’s just a chunk of raw stone
THREE EMOJIS: 🐺🩻🩸⏳🍷📖♟️
CELESTIAL BODY: eris
tagging @birdietrait, @hell-dusk, @stinkrascal, @veone, @void-imp, @zohrou, and @rainymoodlet
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i need c!scott and c!grian to fucking. like. ok. yknow how fanon is lile "scott is the god of mcc heheidjend!!!1!!" and fanon is also like "grian is/was a watcher!!1!!!1!" yeah. take that and shove it into the prompt "grian and scott go god mode and duke it out and they kill each other except it doesnt actually matter if they die or not they just need to fight like it is a fight to the death for no good reason." i dont care about trafficseries. i dont care about empires hermitcraft crossover. this can take place in a fucking void for all i care. they exist in my mind just to smack each other around. settings dont matter anymore. i need them to explode
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Good morning :( I think I got food poisoning or something last night cuz I had stomach pain in the WORST way, I had to go to bed early and didn't even end up watching Expiration Date like I wanted to 😭😭😭
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shame memories are the worst. sometimes they’re probably worse than my trauma flashbacks. trauma flashbacks may make me cry, but shame memories make me feel like I’m made of hot disgusting gloop and like I need to bury my head in the floor
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I'm in the hospital because my dad got mad at me after he found out I was the one who could see his messages and not my mom and he threatened to call the cops saying he could "easily put me in a nuthouse" and when I tried going back to my room to get my backpack since he wanted me to go to my mom's house or he was gonna call the cops, he blocked my way and he ans my brother wouldn't let me leave so I grabbed a random pill bottle and then my brother tackled me to the ground and choked me and wouldn't get off of me for so long until the cops came and now my throat hurts and my dad told the cops I hate cops for some reason I guess he wanted to influence their opinion of me lol I'm going to die. yes childish but I cut my wrists last night after an argument because he kept calling me an ugly cow and now i look like the crazy suicidal one when really I got choked while they recorded me and my dad lied tk the cops sayinf i was choking mtself
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Seven Sentence Sunday
tagged by the lovely @mihrsuri you are always so wonderful ❤️
tagging: @meerawrites @galacticwildfire @theladyelizabeth @tenderbittersweet and anyone else who wants to do this
Six 7 Sentence Sunday is a writing thing where, on Sunday, you post six 7 sentences from an unfinished work. It can be a new fic, a new chapter of a WIP, or even something you’re not sure you’ll ever post.
Choose an excerpt from any section (and it doesn’t have to be six sentences) and post it, letting people know what it belongs to or indicating that it’s something you’re working on.
People get a preview of what’s coming. You get some feedback on what’s there. If they like it, you might get some reblogs that will generate more interest in your story or you as a writer.
These are gonna be from two different things, i haven't really been writing much in terms of full on stories or longfics but moreso coming from just splurging out anything that shoots right up in my mind.
she comes to him in sleep, drifting away like the wind, vastly in a breeze but can still quickly be seen. the faint smile on her face reminds him of the first time he made her laugh—a memory so simple, yet so preserved, like a photograph sealed inside a locket.
he loved telling her he loved her. after all, he believed love was the most conquering thing of every aspect in life, and the best part of every i love you he’d utter, be it on his bedside, atop the roof of his apartment, or by the corners of the stage, was her saying them back, as if it were a prayer engulfed in a promise, almost in vein of a wedding vow. i love you until my dying day.
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She rides through the night with her foot held tight,
the blue in her eyes glowing ever so bright.
He rests by the door,
though as if his heart would drop to the floor.
The speed comes with anguish
Her heart racing in an emotion that can’t be distinguished
His thoughts soar through his skin, with a longing for her touch
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