#but oh well.

[wistfulenchantress]

completed.

EDIT: this has now, as of this edit, reached over 2,000 notes. And I have started doing the things. My life is still far from perfect, but I genuinely do scroll through all the replies and reblogs and watch people get other people to help and reassure me and check on me and it makes me feel so much more loved than i normally do. i'm even going to bed earlier because you said i should. i love all of you so much, and i owe you 2,053 times. all my love, witch.

ORIGINAL POST:

ok here goes. i haven't taken enough care of myself recently. so here we go

if this reaches 100 notes i will start doing yoga again, to help with my anxiety COMPLETE (how you guys are insane)

if this reaches 200 notes i'll start studying more and putting in more effort COMPLETE (o my gosh)

if it reaches 500 i will actually try my best to exercise for the right reasons, instead of random bursts of self-hatred/body hatred COMPLETE (i posted this yesterday evening)

if this reaches 700 notes i will try my absolute best to fix my sleep schedule COMPLETE (ok this is insane)

if this reaches 1000 notes i will be more honest with my therapist COMPLETE (dammit you guys ilysm but this is gonna be hard)

if this reaches 2300 notes i will be more honest with myself about why i am turning to tumblr for this kind of thing and write a poem about it. (this one is a joke since i think 5000 is impossible, and i will write a poem for you guys anyway. i love you) (i’ve now changed this to a more reasonable goal - one really close to what i have now - because honestly i want you guys to succeed because the fact that people are still on this post is insane and it makes me smile.) AND COMPLETE! (i love every person who interacted with this post so much it isn’t even funny. all my gratitude and adoration, witch)

this ends at the beginning of may. you can spam i guess i have 35 followers it prob wont even reach 100. but go ahead, tumblr, do your thing. lol

[kibutsulove]

i rlly want to compact her into a ball and hit her with a tennis racket . Do you understand

(Fanart of @mugentakeda’s oc Fuhua) paragraph in tags sorry

[girlcatullus]

psychosexual poetry tuesday

[wurm-food]

One Piece -#1005 | Demon Child

This one's really cute, I adore him. I definitely think Kata would be really sweet with animals too.

[casmick-consequences]

Hot take: I'd rather Lucius stay dead than have there be OOC fan-service in the form of Lucius/Izzy. 🥲

[autumnhobbit]

prayers for my family would be appreciated. my dad apparently got fired.

[forecast-rain]

Oh hey what's this? More wh conversations? This time a Rouge & Claire conversation in oopsie au!

"U-Um... miss Rouge?"

"Ugh, not you. I don't want to deal with you. Go away."

"I- I-I will!"

"But- But I need to know... Are Noel, granny, and Sirius... alive?"

"Why should I know? Go ask Charlie. I know that's what you usually do."

"A-And I would! But..."

"Oh? Was Fiona's heart finally used? Good, good... Took her long enough."

"..."

"What are you still here for?"

"Oh, right, that. They're dead and gone."

"Wh- You didn't even look!"

"And I'm not some messenger pidgeon. Now scram."

"..."

"O-Okay..."

[thecptn-arch]

thinking of setting out my verses kinda like ...

childhood ww1 ww2 death death v2 (au where he's not tied to button house, but actually tied to some personal item or smth - meaning there's more scope for crossovers and stuff without having to shoe-horn other characters into coming to the house) modern au.

[spookiserenity]

one thing nobody fucking told me about recovering from depression is when your appetite comes back IT FUCKING COMES BACK. i've been so used to eating only once or twice a day back when i was unwell that when i do that now i feel like i'm going to faint

[charlescherie]

do not be alarmed, it is i.

[meili-sheep]

Diluc: I call dibs

Crepus: You can't call dibs on this random traumatised child we just found outside

Diluc: Watch me

.

I really like the idea that immediately after meeting Kaeya, Diluc was just like okay that's my brother now you'll have to fight me if you want him. If anyone tried to take him away they'd have to fistfight this 10 year old first

So it's always been my theory that Diluc's always sort of been a naturally lonely person. And the excitement and energy in his youth was him looking for all the momentary flashes where he didn't feel so alone. And Kaeya was a stable source of those moments.

The feeling never went entirely away. But at least it felt like Diluc could step out from under that cloud.

And So yes. Diluc would do nearly anything for Kaeya because it's the one person in this world who make him feel less lonely. The person where he can just be Diluc and have fun.

Now I'm not tieing that loneliness to anything Crepus might or might not have done. Because there are people in the world who've had a great childhood but still are lonely, you know that's a valid feeling. Sometimes. Your just that way. It's what you do about it that counts.

[vampyresonata]

"Is this a cruel joke from the creator? Or the inconvenient truth of evolution?"

Unfinished Redraw from Professor's Backstory Trailer.

[castshed]

this is my set up. :).

[pretentiouswreckingball]

i have. a snippet.

[katierosefun]

oh man nothing really hits harder than your 3 hour nap after taking a final that felt a little too personal

[cake-bread]

Hey there, this is a question for Coda. How did you feel about this whole situation with Davey? Like all forgiven and forgotten or there is still a little crack in your relationship?

I'll let Coda take the microphone.

Coda's answer:

I try not to think about it too much. I don't think anyone would be able to forget something like that. Forgive? Not everything. But I'm glad we got together again. Seems better for both of us. I still am not happy the whole thing happened. I don't know if it made our lives intertwined even more. Or if it separated us.