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[fruitmans]

Happy halloween besties!👻

[strongheartneteyam]

Realize where you belong.

Pairing: neteyam sully x female!dreamwalker!reader/female!human!reader

Chapter 5

CW: dubious consent, mentions of NON CON, neteyam yearning for reader, angst all over, you can see the sexual tension with your naked eyes, possessive neteyam, feelings of general and sexual confusion, mentions of sexual fluids, talks of being sexually aroused, sexual content, tsaheylu is mentioned, reader is still scared of Neteyam but she longs for him too, fear kink (if you squint), mentions of blood, size kink (if you really squint), primal [hunter/prey] kink (if you squint HARD), crying, strong language, the word "harassment" is mentioned, MAY BE TRIGGERING to some people, mentions of exophilia, indecisive reader, heartbroken Neteyam, heartbroken reader. Please, tell me if I missed anything important!

I slept a lot during the day yesterday and was up until late with my bf having dinner, watching YouTube etc and, when he went to sleep, I was restless, still didn't feel like sleeping so, I decided to edit and finish this chapter that was being kept in my Docs for way too long, it was getting dusty 😂 So, I might have stayed up until morning in the zone editing and finishing this 👀 I'm REALLY sleepy and exhausted rn, so, if some parts of this chapter don't really make sense, try to have empathy for my poor tired being and forgive me <3 I'm aware that I'm a hot mess who has insomnia and needs to get a grip and not put her art above healthy sleeping habits but what can I do? I'm one of those chaotic artists who have a hectic, unstable life and feel the most alive when they're immersed in their craft, running away from their problems, pouring their whole soul into their works 🤷🏻‍♀️

Not proofread. Me. too. tired. 💤  I'll do it ASAP! hope you guys like this. 🤍😘 comments will ALWAYS be incredibly appreciated.

Chapter 4

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From lashes to ashes and from lust to dust

In your sweetest torment I am lost

And we sense the danger but don't want to give up

It's heartache every moment, from the start 'til the end

It's heartache every moment with you

Heartache Every Moment (HIM)

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You stared at Neteyam, at his big face, covered with stripes and fascinating bioluminescent freckles, leaving unique patterns all over his blue skin.

Even though he was kneeling down, doing everything he could to seem smaller and not so scary, to make you feel less intimidated by his size, his face was still way above your eyes, you still felt your neck hurt a little when you had to look up - straining your muscles, already sore from working too much - to gaze at his eyes.

"Oh, paskalin" (honey) "I could make you feel so good, you don't even know..." he was now even closer to you - you didn't even think it was possible but there he was, his massive frame making you feel smaller than ever. Fear of him snapping at you, in case you did something that didn't please, and hurting you was taking over your mind. You didn't know that Omatikaya boy, how could you trust him? "Give me a chance, be my mate and lemme show you how much pleasure I can give you, how I can make you feel safe and fulfilled in my arms after we make love. Like no fucking human male could ever do. Not like I would." Neteyam's fangs got prominent at that moment, and you could tell he was restraining himself from hissing at the thought of a human man having you in his arms. God, that had a name...

"Obsession." you thought

Despite those horrible feelings you were experiencing, his foreign accent still sounded weird but strangely fascinating to your ears, simultaneously. You hated yourself for feeling drawn to Neteyam, even though he was clearly stepping over your limits. You didn't know if maybe it was a na'vi courtship behavior for the male to get this close to the female, even if she hadn't shown any signs of wanting him to. But Neteyam wasn't exactly courting you, you thought. It was more like... straight up harassment, at least in human culture.

Your breath became heavier inside your oxygen mask when you thought about him using his fangs to draw blood from your skin in case you were able to be fast enough to go past where he was kneeling down next to you, and, tried to run away. With his incredibly slender, toned legs he could easily catch up with you in a millisecond and grab you, being free to do whatever he wanted to your small, defenseless human body. That thought made you feel like someone was knotting your intestines tight.

"Eywa... You're just so fucking pretty, even in this demon form, that I... I wanna do to you, right now, all I've been dreaming about, since I first saw you and you made my blood run hotter through my veins, such a fire you ignited inside me, syulang..." (flower)

Neteyam's breath was so heavy once out of his nostrils, clouding your mask, like he's controlling his urges, trying to hold back from touching you. You felt your knees weaken, fear and tension being the reasons why.

"Y-you don't want me, Neteyam. Not really. You just think you do. You're only intrigued by me because I look different from the girls you're used to. The na'vi girls." You didn't know how but you dug deep inside your chest and found the courage there to say that, looking into the alien's eyes.

Neteyam chuckled faintly, air coming out of his nose, in disbelief

"How can you say such thing, hì’i?"

"Hì..hì?" You tried to pronounce what you had just heard, in vain. You had no idea what that na'vi word meant. It's not like you knew that much of the na'vi language, anyway. You only knew the basic stuff that you had to study and learn to be able pass one of the tests that would determine if you were ready to get an Avatar body from the lab

"Hì'i." He corrected you, smiling wide and laughing quite a bit. "You're so silly and cute. Hì'i means "small in size" in my people's language. You are small, in this current physical form. But, let's talk about what's most important: what makes you think I don't really want you?"

"Because I am a demon to you, as you said. I am a human girl, not a na'vi girl." you said, rage slipping through your eyes. Why the hell was that crazy na'vi guy calling you a "demon", saying that he wants you sexually and calling you pet names, all at once?

"But you have an Avatar body. Nothing is preventing you from having your consciousness transferred for good to that body. If my father did it, so can you." The alien said, full of confidence. You wondered if he was going insane.

"And what makes you think I wanna do it?"

“My tawtute," (human) "I can smell you. I know you want me too. You're wet for me. Don't forget my senses are way sharper than what you're used to" Neteyam smiles calmly while enjoying the way your scent hit his nostrils. You felt your face flood with color, so much blood going directly to that part of your body as you felt incredibly embarassed when you heard those words. You had just realized your panties were soaked. "And, I'm sorry, but I have to tell you… Your juices smell so fucking delicious. You're driving me insane right now, yawne. I think that, at the end of the day, becoming my mate and making tsaheylu with me wouldn't be such a horrible experience for you."

Your thoughts cursed at you like crazy: "Damn it!! I must be kidding my own self!! Having a slight crush on him is one thing, getting fucking wet for him is something totally different! Do I have a fear kink, a rape kink or am I just into freaking exophilia?! For real, girl... There's gotta be something extremely wrong with you for you to be this turned on by the thought of this alien guy taking you by force."

"You're crazy! I'm not gonna be your mate! Just fucking let me go!" You wondered if you had just lost your mind to say and do that to Neteyam, being currently in your human body (if you were Dreamwalking it would obviously be safer) but you couldn't take all that was happening at that moment anymore. Your heart was beating too fast, like you were about to have a cardiac arrest. It was too much. You were overwhelmed.

You caught Neteyam off guard, the words you shouted stinged him so hard it left his very heart wounded, the muscles throbbing in pain. You noticed he seemed hurt, the sides of his mouth curled down faintly and his cat like ears were pointing towards the ground.

You felt bad for hurting his feelings. Even though he was disrespecting you, there was still enough empathy inside you to make you feel bad for making him suffer. You did not enjoy hurting people.

You inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm your nerves and, finally, you said:

"Look, I don't mean to be rude, even though you honestly deserve it. There's no excuse for what you're doing. You can't force me to be your mate. I'm not even na'vi! And don't start with that "You have an Avatar body" thing, please!" You breathe in deeply and let the air out slowly "I'm not your dad and I don't intend to follow his steps. I know very well I could die if I tried to go past Eywa's eye. Even if I wanted to get my consciousness transferred forever to my Avatar form, it's too damn risky. Plus, what makes you think I'd ever do it for you? I barely know you." You sighed, exhausted from it all. "Let me go back to my room. Please…?"

Neteyam looked tired and he was starting to feel defeated, like a soldier fighting in the front lines of a war who was losing his stamina after shooting way too many enemies in a very short period of time.

"I just wish you could…" it's like the words felt too rough against his throat, like it was too hard to talk at that moment "... could see that I won't hurt you." He sighed again "I know it feels weird and I'm big and scary, like you say…" His heart hurt at the reminder of your tough words "But I promise you - and I take promises very seriously. My parents taught me to do so, ever since I was old enough to understand their words - I would never lay a finger you." The expression on his face looked utterly serious, like he truly meant it. "Ever."

"You're hurting me with your actions, your words... the way you talk about me, about my body. I don't know about your culture, but it's pretty disrespectful in mine. I feel violated. I do think most of what the human race considers right or wrong is just bullshit, dumb society rules made up by even dumber people. But I have to agree with them on this one." You said

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry, hì’i tawtute." (small human) Neteyam looked down at the floor and there was shame all over his face

"Opening my window for you was a mistake."

Neteyam looked at you with eyes filled with sadness

He got back on his feet and stepped away from you, staying now arguably a good amount of steps away from where you were standing.

"Please, don't say that…" Neteyam pleaded with tears in his eyes

"I'm sorry. I have to go."

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Once you got back to your room, took your oxygen mask out of your face on autopilot and closed the window, you stared for a while at Neteyam's oddly tall figure, still standing in front of your room.

You looked at him and your heart broke. He looked so hurt. His big yellow irises shone insanely in the dark of the eclipse. But his eyes were tainted with tears. His dark braids fell onto his shoulders perfectly. He was incredibly beautiful. But why could you only let your guard down when he was away from you? When you were behind a glass and he was standing on the other side? It broke your heart to do that. But you also knew he was being too much. Too eager. Stepping over your limits and making you uncomfortable. But what if that was just his na'vi nature? You had heard before that the na'vi were humanoid but still animalistic. Maybe it was just… his primal instincts to find a mate. You wondered if maybe you were being too harsh on him. But you still felt like you could not and should not trust him. Even though you wanted to. 

You watched him walk away, his shoulders pointing downwards, his posture showing he knew he had lost that battle.

You wondered if he would come back or if he would give up on you. You felt so idiotic. Why did you want him to come back? He was not treating you the way he should be, with respect for your boundaries.

You felt so confused. There was a lump in your throat. You felt like you were about to cry too.

Your hands were cold and you were feeling anxious and your chest was filled with angst. You wanted to scream Neteyam's name and ask him to come back.  But you did not. You knew you shouldn't. It could awake someone. It could be dangerous. You should not trust Neteyam, you kept repeating in your mind.

Your feet started to move, almost as if they did it on their own, because it felt like your mind was somewhere else, like your brain was occupied with something else other than sending a message to your feet and tell them to take you back to your bed. You were lost in your thoughts. Dazed as hell. 

Once you laid on your bed and covered your body with the warm sheets, you felt a sinking feeling of sadness and guilt bruising your chest. Hot, painful tears streamed down your face and the lump in your throat intensified. Why were you crying? And why were you thinking about Neteyam Suli while you cried?

You wondered if he could imagine that you were now crying, just like he was when he left.

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[nattinatalia]

Urban Wyatt x Reader Instagram AU

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[loustat-0]

Hi Sima , I remember you said you didn't like book Armand . You also mentioned you didn't like Louis and Armand's relationship in the books either .

What about the show version ? Do you like them ? I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't like them even on the show . But that's probably because I'm biased on loustat 😢

Hello . Okay let me answer your second question first . Yes I didn't like book Armand especially that fact that he told both Louis & Lestat they were both dead to each other. I understand why he would do this to Lestat because he felt betrayed by him but I don't see why he didn't tell Louis for years other than the fact that he was selfish and he wanted Louis all to himself even though they weren't really functioning as lovers anymore . BUT I THINK I AM STARTING TO LOVE ASSAD'S ARMAND HE'S SO ANGELIC AND IT SEEMS LIKE HE HAS SO MANY LAYERS AND HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S TRYING TO KEEP EVERYTHING STABLE FOR LOUIS AND DANIEL . BUT he still looks like he's pretending and he's hiding many things .

2. The answer to your first question is NO I DON'T LIKE BOOK LOUMAND AND I DON'T LIKE AMC LOUMAND EITHER . At least not yet . 🤷🏻‍♀️ but that's probably because I am biased on loustat too I am biased on Armandaniel too . But also not at the same time because in my opinion Louis is trying soooo hard to not be what he was with Lestat with Armand " completely a different dynamic " yes that's true but that's also because he's escaping his ex lover memories and he wants something very new , he's also getting along with everything Louis seems like he has changed too much with Armand he's totally different person when he even thinks about Lestat but with Armand it feels different and dare I say " as if he's forcing himself to put everything behind while he actually can't " . And as for Armand well he can also be biased because LOUIS WAS LESTAT'S lover , HELLO ??? DID WE HEAR HIS PROUD TONE WHEN HE COMPARED LESTAT'S TIME WITH LOUIS TO HIMSELF ? 😂 AND WHEN HE SAID LESTAT ISN'T THAT IMPORTANT IN THEIR DYNAMIC WHILE THE TRUTH IS LESTAT IS IMPORTANT IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND NONE OF THEM WILL ADMIT THIS TRUTH IN DUBAI YET OR PARIS BUT MAYBE IN SAN FRANCISCO THEY DID . 😬

3. And no you and me aren't the only ones who don't like show Loumand there are other TVC fans and none TVC fans who doesn't like them on the show but did like them in the books or the opposite they didn't like them in the books but love them on the show . And some people like myself don't like them both in the book or in the show . BUT I DO LIKE THE ERA IN THEIR LIFE WHERE THEY'RE JUST GOOD FRIENDS AND NOT LOVERS . ARMAND IS A CALM CHARACTER FOR LOUIS THAT LOUIS CAN ESCAPE TO WHEN HE'S TOO OVERWHELMED BY SOMETHING OR BY LESTAT . AND WHEN HE NEEDS ANYONE ELSE COMPANY EXCEPT LESTAT'S . It's interesting because in the books the three of them Louis/Armand/Lestat never actually spend time together with only the three of them not at all but they do love each other at the end they all love each other .

[georgeweasleyslostearhq]

Can you make a story about Eddie working with Robin and Steve at the family video store, and like having his crush walk in and Steve (being Steve) leaves Eddie alone to help the person Eddie likes, and Eddie is like a stuttering mess? Idk if that makes any since 😂 if not I apologize, I can't really explain it. I just feel like that would be cute 🤷🏻‍♀️

I love that idea!

HELPING HAND

Pairings: Eddie munson x Fem!reader

Summary:^^^^

Warnings: none

EDDIE'S POV

"I just don't think that's she's the one for you" Robin shrugs to Steve, Putting a VHS back on a shelf.

"Ok bu-" Steve starts but was cut off by Robin again.

"We'll talk about this after my lunch break. I'll see you guys in 20" she waves before heading out to the back room.

"Jesus" I hear Steve mutter under his breath.

"Hey man. We got another one" steve points to the door, seeing a girl heading towards the store through the glass.

Today wasn't a busy day. It was one of their quietest actually, seen as it was a Tuesday afternoon.

The girl opens the door and I act as if I was on the computer as soon as I realise who it was.

The prettiest girl in Hawkins. Y/n. I'm not sure if others thought the same, I'm sure Steve would say someone else is, like Nancy. But she is to me. She's beautiful, smart, funny. Everything I could want in a girl.

She wasn't a metalhead like me but I've heard her listen to a few Dio and Metallica on the odd occasion, and she seemed to like it. But I already knew she loved Cyndi Lauper and the Beatles.

I watch her as she walked around. Looking a bit lost. My gaze following her every move. Even as she walked from one side of the store to the other, scanning every shelf, my stare luckily going unnoticed by her, but not by Steve.

As I snap out of my thoughts I turn to see him looking at me with his eyebrows raised and a slight smirk on his face

"You like this one, don't you?" He asks me quite loudly

"Shh, she's gonna hear you" I say in a hushed tone.

"She looks lost" I turn around and look at her again. Her brows furrowed as if she was confused.

"Probably because Robin didn't put the new genre signs up yet. She was supposed to. I'll go get them while you help her" Steve shrugs and walks away to the back

"Wait no-"

"Uh, excuse me?" I was cut off my the angelic voice of the one and only

"Y/n! Hi. H-how can I help me- I mean you, how can I help you?" I stutter like an idiot. But seeing the slight smile form on her perfect lips is what makes me feel better

"I don't know where anything is. My friend and I really wanted to watch this movie but I just can't find any of the genre's" she states.

"Oh. Yeah, do you want help?" I question and look down, fiddling with some of my rings, my hair falling into my face

"Well that's what I was coming over to you for so yeah" she giggles

"Oh, right yeah, sorry" I shake my head in stupidity and walk around the counter, going to her to help

"So what were you looking for?" I ask keeping my distance, if she has a boyfriend, the last thing I want is to be beaten up by him for being a bit too close to her.

"The romance section. I really wanted to watch sixteen candles" she jumps at the thought of it with a big smile on her face.

Y/N'S POV

I follow him as he directs me towards the corner of the store.

"H-here. I can look for it with you- if you want, although it could be in the return box, it's a popular movie at the moment" Eddie let out an awkward chuckle

"Yeah, I wouldn't doubt that, you know, cause we enjoy a good love story. Especially in real life... but we just might not be able to get that" I speak a bit boldly while staring at him, his curly hair adorned his shoulders, just long enough to fall off.

"Y-yeah. Love" he smiles

"Can you help me" I point to the shelves around us.

"Yeah ofcourse, I'll look for love with you, I mean- you know what I mean" he looks a bit ashamed of himself for 'messing up'

"Ok then, let's look for love" I say, hoping to cheer him up. I think it did, seeing as though his face lit up when I said it.

"A-alright" he beams and quickly turns around, looking for sixteen candles with me

"So... Who's the friend you're watching it with?" He asks, trying to make conversation

"To be honest, there is no friend, I only said that so it sounded less sad, I'll be watching it alone" I laugh

"Oh, so no friend? Boyfriend? Even?" He seems to not like when he said, cause he subtly smacks his head and mutters something

"Nope, I mean I have friends, no boyfriend though, all the guys around here are dicks or already taken" I say and move around to the other side of him, searching for the VHS I was desperate for

"Have you seen it before?" I question him

"Sorry? What"

"Sixteen candles, have you seen it before?" I smile at him

"Oh, uh, no. I haven't" he shakes his head, turning around to the other side.

"You should, it's a really good movie, one of my favorites, actually" I announce

"Oh? Y-yeah, I'll check you out- IT! I'll check IT out" he curses himself under the breath

"Are you ok, Eddie? You look really pale, are you sick?" I look away from the shelf and to him. Small beads of sweat adorn his forehead as his skin grew more pale by the second.

"I'm ok. Just a bit cold. I should put the heater on soon" he pretends to shiver

EDDIE'S POV

"It's thirty degrees outside, it boiling" she says and it was just now that I realised the small shorts and top that she was wearing. Her hair was tied up in a ponytail with her big earrings hanging low to her mid neck.

She looks gorgeous.

"Right. Yeah. I guess I'm just nervous" I confess bluntly

"Why would you be nervous?" She giggles

"I don't know. This is my first week" I lie. I don't know why though. It was a pretty stupid lie because she's came I when I'm on my shifts for months. But even though it was a pretty obvious non-truth, she didn't call me out for it, which I was thankful for.

"Oh. Alright, that makes sense" she nods her head

"Is this it" I pick it up from the stack of tapes and hold it out in front of me, for her to look

"Oh, yes! thank you so much for helping me find it" she jumps up and down with a wide grin on her face as she gently took it from my hands.

"It's ok. That's my job" I say "I'll get that checked out for you"

She follows me as I strolled to the counter. She stays at the customer side as I went and scanned it out, waiting for her to pay for it and handed it back to her.

"Thank you!" She spoke enthusiastically.

"Yeah- enjoy me- the movie, enjoy the movie! Not me" I mess up, I rub my forehead in embarrassment and looked down as she laughed at my 100th mistake.

"Dont worry, I will. Have a good day" she waves and walks away from the counter.

As she turns away, I slap and hit my face, why did Steve have to leave.

I pull at my hair as I spin around, trying to make myself forget this interaction, but she interrupts me at my self beating.

"Eddie?" Her angelic voice rings from the door

I stop spinning and trip over at the dizziness. Making me fall face first on the floor.

"Eddie?!" Her voice sounds panicked. I quickly get up from the floor and act it off. Leaning on my hand which I placed on the edge of the counter

"Yes? Y/n" I play it cool

"I was just going to ask if you wanted to maybe, watch it with me? Tonight? My place, I could order us pizza, my parents are out of town to visit some friends so it'll be just us" she questions. My mind goes blank and fog fills my brain.

I couldn't process what she asked in my head, so I just stared at her blankly for an excruciating long moment

"You don't have to go-"

"I will- my shift finishes at four thirty!" I cut her off by almost shouting at her, which she flinched at

"Great, is five good?" She asks

"Five sounds great, I'll be there!" I grinned at her. But I stopped suddenly, what if she thinks I'm creepy for smiling at her like that

"Alright then" she says, stepping closer. Pulling a sticky note from beside the counter and writing her address down neatly, the small heart next to her name didn't go unnoticed by me, and I smiled at it as she gave it to me.

"The doorbell doesn't work, my dad is going to fix it soon so you'll have to just knock" she states and walks away from the counter

"See you soon!" She calls out to me

"See- you" I whisper as the door shut behind her, the bell ringing with it.

I stare at the door in astonishment

"Well...that was...something?" I hear Steve come up from behind me and pat my shoulder

"I'm going to her house, to watch a movie with her. That's not something, that's everything!" I cheer

"I'm happy for you?" It sounded like more of a question but I took at as he was proud, but I didn't care either way, because she asked me over him, me, Eddie munson over Steve 'the hair' Harrington. That's a damn miracle.

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I hoped that was what you wanted🤣 I don't hate it actually so.

[alyjojo]

Next Major Life Change 🏃🏻‍♀️ - April 2024 - Virgo

Meditation: Random garbled messages, nothing in particular, but you were confident in saying these things, and when others would respond, you’d shrug your shoulders and say “I’m just saying.” 18+ reading, if you’re not 18+ gtfo for this one please.

What It Is: Mystic Healer 🏥, First Light 🌅 (bottom), Perfectionism, 8 Swords, Queen of Wands, 2 Swords, The Hanged Man

“Healing energy flows through you.”

“Beginning a new cycle.”

Be content to know perfection as a distant utopian goal to which we journey but never arrive.”

Your message is kinda cracking me up, very straight and to the point. Your next major life change is your HOE PHASE 😂 It’s time. You’ve kept yourself trapped behind a bunch of rules, standards, beliefs, lists, whatever else you pick and choose from, and Spirit is saying enough is enough. Quit waiting for someone that checks all 500 boxes and allow yourself to have fun with someone you have no intention of actually being with that long, yanno? Date. Have fun. It can be nothing, it was fun for a bit. Your inner hoe is trapped with 8 Swords, it’s definitely in there but it’s like you feel that it can’t escape, you’re the one keeping yourself locked up. Why tho? Even if you’re not single, what partner would complain by you looking hot and wanting to be more passionate?

Now for some there may be an issue with insecurity, about your looks superficially. You need to see things from a different perspective. What celebrities exist that you find attractive that maybe aren’t conventionally “attractive” and still you find them to be the cat’s meow? 😻 We all have one. You’re coming up as Queen of Wands so Spirit is flat out calling you very attractive - but the example is more like of course you’re not *everyone’s* cup of tea, how many people have you been ick about, that maybe ARE attractive? It’s energy 💯 You don’t seem to notice how appealing you are to others, or you feel this way inside and just cover it up. Like a nun. That’s hot I’m sorry, please let it out 😆 It’s possible for someone that there is a particular person you’re really into and intimidated by, because *they’re* very attractive, confident, passionate, and they scare you - or approaching them does. You could feel ignored, maybe you are ignored, maybe you’ve never even talked to them. So talk! Queen of Wands loves to be social, she’s usually pretty easy to talk to, eager even, because she loves the attention too. Compliment her and make her day (whichever gender w/e).

Why It’s Happening: The Tower, Ace of Cups, 5 Pentacles rev, Growth

“Feel open, willing, and proud of your desire to explore new opportunities for self-development.”

Either the last time you tried, it failed miserably and it’s taken forever to pick yourself back up from a perceived “failure” - which I don’t see. Growth is here, lessons learned, time has passed, you’re not the same person as whoever went through this rough time anyway, because you went through rejection. You fear that, but at the same time, it’s the worst that could happen. And you move on 🤷🏻‍♀️ Rejection is redirection, you don’t know what Spirit is saving you from - look at it that way. If you like someone, they could’ve entered a room one day and birds started singing, love at first sight energy coming through with The Tower & Ace of Cups. Was there a wind machine or are you imagining it? It’s probably lust but THAT’S OK - you’re human, congratulations. You want to feel swept away with passion, and I see that be possible for you, but you kinda have to open the door or even make a move - this person could be oblivious with 2 Swords. Especially if you go from never talking to always around. Something about this person makes you feel alive again, and heals something in you, which is the point.

If not a person, you could start working on your physical fitness, health, hair, makeup, a handlebar mustache idk what men do, get some joggers 😁, and open yourself up to positive attention from others. It will heal you to be flirted with, looked at, whatever the thing. Get yourself out of the house and among the people - feeling your best, whatever that is.

Advice: The Devil, 8 Wands, Knight of Wands rev with Dolphins 🐬, Affair (Venus Leo), Protection rev (Moon Aries), The High Priestess rev with Fish 🐠 rev and The Chariot

Oh man ok so, I don’t normally give this advice and wouldn’t except to very close friends, so use your discernment here. You need to have some hot & dirty nights with someone - that’s what I’m seeing 🥳. Messy, passionate, obsessive, chained to your soul, gonna fkn devour you - kind of nights. IF that’s something you’re wanting. Could just be talking about p0rn here and needing to get obsessive with that. Or take part in it even, idk. Explore yourself in new ways yanno. Your call. #justdoit so long as you feel into someone, attracted to them, they’re not a psychopath, I don’t see anything worrying it’s just the mom in me you know. There is something here about not wearing protection and that being reckless - don’t do that. Stock up 💯 If not that, this is saying let your guard down a little for people to show you something you wouldn’t let in otherwise. Maybe a reformed player is your future person. Maybe you’ll date around for awhile and realize you prefer this more than some committed long term thing. The High Priestess rev with The Chariot shows to be crystal clear with your plans. Don’t trick people, be honest. Fish rev, you’re not looking for a soulmate, you’re looking for a good time - not a long time. If that changes down the road…you’ll see, but for now it’s about fun. Or at least keep your expectations at that level and let Spirit surprise you if that’s their intention. The goal is to get in touch with a fiery, fun, and passionate person (you) that’s been caged up for too long, and it could’ve been you doing it to yourself! If it’s someone else you’re after, go get them! You could meet someone that checks all 500 boxes and still be bored or not even into them, just keep that in mind. Take healthy risks & feel good about it, that is what life is for ❤️ If going to the gym is your goal, be open about your journey, obsessive even, cutting out things that aren’t healthy for you anymore and enjoy this healing journey - which seems more literal than spiritual in your case. Spiritual too, quietly. As you build your confidence, you heal any past insecurities or abandonment issues, feelings of lack or wanting, there are lots of appealing fish, you don’t even have to be stuck with one, play the field. Someone here could meet someone they’re really into at the gym. If already coupled up, then you’re bringing the heat, or need to, bring some spice back into this connection 🌶️

[cynfulworld]

Happy Friday beautiful!

So personally with this season of F1 I’ve been kind of hoping for Max to have a DNF or some failure so we could see who else would come out on top! If I’m being honest I was rooting for lando or Carlos to get P1 in Melbourne so I was pretty excited to see Carlos walk away with it, especially after being cut by ferrari without a deal lined up. I think he’s been pretty consistent and seems even quicker now that he knows Ferrari is gonna give him up at the end of the year for Hamilton. Now I do think checo has more pace in the car and he seems to be warming up to it a little more, especially after watching FP1 in Suzuka yesterday but if I was Red Bull I’d be looking at replacing him with Carlos but that’s just me. It’s really exciting to see all the new talent coming up and I’m curious who’s gonna replace Hamilton at Mercedes. I’ve heard some rumors about Sebastian and Toto talking 👀

Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten to show you the cum pic yet either 😉

😂 everyone wants to see Seb come back. I don’t think it will happen though. I was talking to my husband the other day and he pointed out that we haven’t really seen such an incestuous driver pool before. So maybe they’ll start bringing in some young blood again. We saw a few youngsters filling that did pretty well. We’ll see 🤷🏻‍♀️ Checo is always strong on street circuits so, sadly for me, I’m sure we’ll see some change ups with him as the season progresses. 😔 I wouldn’t be surprised if Redbull tries for Sainz. My husband thinks they won’t because he’s too expensive, but I think that’s a silly argument. They want to win. I haven’t watched the practices but I heard about Sargeant. Lol I can’t imagine that guy will be back next season.

[hacked-by-jake]

Howdy hbj :)

So do you think Jake's last name would be Donfort? Because I think that's less likely. Because from what we've understood from the game is that lily and Hannah were completely unaware of the fact that they had a half sibling. Hannah and Jake were in touch when they were younger, so Hannah would've found that weird. Also the relationship between Jake's mom and dAD seemed not-so-stable. And Jake's dAD never tried to get in touch with him (not that we know of). Chances are he himself might not have known about Jake. Or maybe he does but doesn't want to acknowledge Jake.

But there is also a possibility that maybe his last name is Donfort and he just keeps it hidden or uses another name in order to avoid this situation.

What are your thoughts? :D

Ps: you should totally start a kidnapping service for students. You know, just so they can bunk classes and play duskwood. XD

Hey Ho, DiscoD :P

Well, I definitely understand why people call Jake 'Donfort'. Of course it makes sense, it is the last name of his father and his sisters. And since we don’t know Jake’s real last name, Donfort makes the most sense.

And yep, there I already said my opinion, because no, I don’t think Donfort is Jake’s official surname. For the reasons you mentioned. I doubt Jake’s mom and his dad were married. I also doubt that Mr Donfort knows about Jake’s existence. I think his mom and dad might have had a short-term relationship, maybe an affair or even just one night. So Jake’s last name was his mother’s. Of course there is a small chance that Jake is named donfort, but I personally don’t think so. The drama is as it is now much nicer. XD

Besides, I think it’s okay that Jake is the half-brother of Hannah and Lilly, but I don’t want too much connection. Half brother okay, the rest but separated from each other. 😂

Okay, long story short, no I don’t think so. I think Jake’s last name is either a secret, or maybe he changed his name when he had to flee. Maybe even several time, who knows. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤭

What are your thoughts?? :D

And well, kidnapping service sounds good to me. Some things I love the most duskwood and kidnapp- uhh, helping others. Okay so... If you need me to kidnap you, just send me a message and I will be your mwaf. 🥷 xD

Thanks a lot for asking. I hope you're doing good. Take care of yourself and stay healthy and safe! <3

[maxverstepponme]

Steppy...Are we entering our Logan era because BABE I AM ON BOARD 😍💃🏻 He looks so adorable, confused and a little shy all at the same time 😅🤩 I think he is the best rookie of this season in my opinion becasue I am a total DR3 fan so I can't even look at Oscar. I get fucking triggered 😂 🤷🏻‍♀️ Plus Oscar looks very dead inside and Logan gives off the vibe that he is a good person. I hope he doesn't get involved in any negative stuff or drama. I wish the best for him. He almost makes us forget his family is a little sketchy 👀 //

Idk bro that sketchy family shit got me fucked up. Otherwise, he’s seems like a humble person, although you can’t trust shit with how formula 1 pr works. Half of these clowns are fake af.

BUT OSCAR. WHAT DID MY BOY OSCAR DO TO YOU. Okay maybe he took Danny’s seat but Daniel legit looked sick driving for McLaren. Like it physically and mentally draining him. He lost hair and weight. Personally, I’m happy he left. He needs to heal and find his own way. Plus he lowkey brought it upon himself. He has a tendency to be indecisive about his career and I hope he works on that.

As for who is the best rookie. Skills wise : it has to be Oscar piastri. Logan starting off good in Bahrain but Jeddah and Melbourne were not good and he’s massively being outperformed by Alex (even if he’s just a rookie). Nyck is also doing shit but he’s at the same level as Logan. I think Oscar definitely got points from the red flag shitshow so we do have to keep that in mind but he is closer to lando then other rookies are to their respective teammates, so I’ll let it slide.

But with personality, it’s hard to tell. They all weird but I would say Logan and Oscar seem more layback. I still have a soft spot for Oscar even though I’m American. We will have to see more 2023 Logan content before I change my mind. 😗

LISTEN 😭

I have nothing against Oscar and I’m also glad Danny left -he dodged a bullet LMFAO-, but he’s just too bland for me. Like, I would re watch prema videos to see Mick and Logan and Oscar where on a lot of them. Logan was fucking confused the whole time it was cute, meanwhile Oscar was like “hahaha 🧍🏼‍♂️”

Logan keeps being bullied for being American -read it with Mick’s American accent- and I 😭😭😭

[charleslebatman]

If i were to date a f1 driver or a footballer i would definitely not play it private

And that's understandable too. 😂

But this very vague thing just gives the impression that Charles has stumbled upon a girl who’s only after fame, and seems deceitful. I'm not saying that's the case. I'm saying it gives the impression.

Plus, this thing about changing girls as fast as changing tshirts doesn't help. It just gives the impression that he chooses them almost at random, without questioning the impact on his image, even though he's very careful about it. If he didn't care about his image like Max, I wouldn't have anything to say about it. But here, it's the opposite of what I think he'd like. People are speculating even more, because it's not clear what visibility they want to give to their relationship.

That's why I said Pierre and Kika seem to have a healthy relationship. Because they've been clear about what they want from the start, and that doesn't encourage people to look. If she really wanted to be private, I'm pretty sure we wouldn't have anything to say if the messages she sent were clear.

If she wants to be known and let people know she's there, fine, I'm not criticizing. We've seen a lot of Kika on the networks since Pierre, and as I said, she's taking advantage of it (no offense intended). But you can feel that there are feelings behind it. She's there, she wants to show off and that's clear. You don't have to have it both ways. I have no problem with wags showing off. Even if it's not what I'd choose. 😭

I don't have a problem with it, everyone does what they want. But it's that sneaky thing that nobody can figure out that makes it a bit bitter. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[eureka-its-zico]

Hiiiii, I’m 🧀 baaack. I felt an energy disturbance in the Force and turns out there is a sneak peek for the next chapter and oh my God… I choked on my tea 🫠😂

I was HOPING for a conversation like that. And I did think Nami would be the one who would point something like that out to Zoro too. Idk, Nami just seems like the person who’d give the best advise 🤷🏻‍♀️

And honestly, something about dancing in fics whilst the guy watches just hits different for me. I am sappy and just melt at parts where the the guy’s interest makes an absolute fool of themselves on the dancefloor (think it’s because I dance like an absolute fool too 🤷🏻‍♀️😂 It’s all about having fun!!!).

I am so looking forward for the next part and it’s so hard with this Zoro brain rot that I’ve been having 🫠😂 I have a course assignment to submit before end of Thursday and then I have a midterm that I can take whenever from Friday until Tuesday and just… I have to admit, I even started writing again to deal with this obssession that I have been having 🤦‍♀️ I cannot say I’ve been productive when it comes to a lot of my adult responsibilities…

As for Tumblr in 2009 - I have to admit, I was a teenager then and didn’t care too much about Tumblr then 😂 I was active between 2011-2012 and going crazy for a lot of bands so my dash before the purge was… a lot of bands that I am not really listening to anymore, BUT it was a lovely trip down the memory lane. It wasn’t fun to remember how cringe of a teenager I was tho 😂 I’ve been on and off Tumblr for years, I have to admit. And I keep coming back to it at times where life gets a bit too hard.

Last time I sent in the ask, I wasn’t doing well and I still am not the best mentally though I’ll get there. Thank you for your kind words, they meant a lot to me over the weekend ❤️

The cherry on top, and this is funny to me because life sometimes gets ridiculous, was last night when my keyboard and mouse put up their middle fingers and stopped working at the same time whilst I was in the middle of something 😂 And not to the point that I need to replace batteries or charge them, but actually replace them 🤣 It’s alright though, I work in tech and I have learned that technology does this to me out of sheer spite 🤷🏻‍♀️

This sneak peek has brought me such joy and I am smiling like a fool and I don’t think I’ll be able to fall asleep again tonight 😂

Thank you for sharing this with us! And I hope you are having a lovely start to your week! ❤️

Osiyo oginalii,

How wonderful it is to hear from you!!! I love that you used a Star Wars reference in relation to knowing I had posted something 🤣 but I am sorry it made you choke on your tea (this also feels like a low key st reference).

Nami really is the best person to bring that kind of stuff up. She’s the most observant of the crew, because she has so much to lose in her mind. So, it’s made her hyper aware of everything around her. Luffy was just a wildcard she never saw coming. I feel like she’s always trying to get a read on everybody, and because of that she just notices what others might be trying to hide. Like feelings 😬

I am like you! I have been struggling to complete all my uni work because I’m having my first lung procedure this Friday. So, I’ve been struggling to do all my homework before then and also work on publishing this week before I’m out for the weekend. IF you do write something, please let me know. I would absolutely love to read whatever you create 🖤

It makes me sad you are still having a hard time, but just know I am here for you. I know it isn’t much, but if there is anything I can do to help keep your mind off it or make you feel a tad better I will always do my best. I sincerely hope this week is kinder to you in some regard.

If my keyboard or anything went out on my computer I would DIE. I spent 2k+ plus on that thing to play games, and I would cry tears of pure agony. Tell your mouse and keyboard we have absolutely no time for this foolishness and that they need to get it together ASAP.

I hope you got some sleep these past few days! Your health is so important! Again, I am sending you all the hugs. Much love 🖤

[the-cloudy-dreamer]

About me (II) @mathomhouse-e tagged me and since we all at the Dreamling Nation server are getting to know each other I’m happy to share over here 🖤

Nickname: My name doesn’t lend itself for nicknaming BUT I use Meiga as my artist/illustrator name and Cloudy is more than fine too specially in fandom/tumblr context.

Sign: Capricorn ☀️ Gemini 🌙 Aquarius ⬆️

Height: 1.60 cm

Last thing I googled: Ferdinand Kingsley + Tudors ( since me and @quillingwords were having a conversation about historical dramas it seemed pertinent!)

Song stuck in my head: Ziggy Stardust- David Bowie and Frankenstein- Rina Sawayana ( I have @virgo-dream to thank for the last one 😂)

Number of followers: Somehow 247 —I’ve gotten some followers after all my silly Sandman posts

Amount of sleep: 4 or 5 hours? chronic back pain is the worst specially now that is winter and it’s cold—it’s hard to sleep right now for me.

Dream job: I’m an illustrator and my dream job would be doing editorial work specially if it was for publications and authors that I admire.

Wearing: Right now—dark grey baggy sweat pants, an attack on Titan graphic t-shirt and a loose fluffy black sweater.

Movies/books that summarize you: Too many to name! but my favorite genre is fantasy and horror so you get the idea.

Favorite song: Too many to name again! But I’ll go with Rock&Roll Suicide-David Bowie because I was just hearing The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the spiders from Mars.

Favorite instrument: Probably plain old human voice —perhaps piano and violin?

Aesthetic: My general aesthetic is black on black on black—some people find it depressing I find that black is my happy colour I always feel comfy wearing it.

Favorite authors: Too many to name again! I’ll mention Alejandra Pizarnik because I was just revising her diaries and I’m always reading her poetry. Sylvia Plath, Mariana Enriquez, Banana Yoshimoto are some amazing woman authors that I love.

And of course I have to mention Neil Gaiman here because I just adore his books 🖤

Random fun fact: Years and years ago before there was an actual Coraline movie I worked for months in a small Mexican animation studio doing some character design for a Coraline 2D project—but LAIKA studios started working on the movie that we all know and love and the project I was working on got shut down 🤷🏻‍♀️ which was a pity because we were doing some amazing work! ( an as a side note I never got paid for the work I did on that 😂)

I think just about everyone was tagged for this but I’ll tag some of you guys again @sonata-ix @littledreamling @wintersmitth @firemandeanbuck @ghostboyjules @runningheadless @hopefulpenance @aquilathefighter

[dearweirdme]

https://www.tumblr.com/dearweirdme/723465543110344704/im-leaning-towards-her-being-in-the-loop-because

Yeah they definitely are supposedly friends, Jennie is close with his girlfriend too (her and her sister were with Jennie at the Calvin Klein launch for her collection in Seoul). But it would seem super weird to write that about your friend who is also apparently in a relationship. But I agree with what other people have said, whether what Abel said is true or not, he was definitely well aware of how people would interpret the lyrics 🤷🏻‍♀️ it's not like you have to reach much to connect the two of them either...

Hi anon!

So let’s consider everything to be true for a minute. Tae and Jennie soft launch their relationship in Paris, only for Jennie to then cheat on Tae a few days later. Jennie and Abel release a song together after. Jennie again outs Taennie on her instagram by posting those clothes… Tae blocks Taennie accounts.. and is adorable while working out. Then a song comes out on which Abel collabs with Travis Scott which outs his affair/one night stand with Jennie. All the while Tae has been.. unaffected it seems. They should’ve canceled The Idol and gone with this!

Now let’s assume Taennie is real, but the song is based on lies. Holy wow, what a shit person is Abel. For someone who has been friendly with Jennie, who released a song with her, who worked with her, who’s girlfriend is friends with Jennie… 😬.

Now.. let’s assume Taennie isn’t real and the song is based on truth. Well.. I can understand why Tae would get the hell out of there and start separating him from the situation. Maybe a denial will come eventually 😂.

Now.. let’s assume it’s all fake. Jennie and Tae met in Paris to get rumors started again in time for The Idol premiere in Cannes. While in Cannes, Jennie got along fine with Abel and his girlfriend. Taennie rumors go wild for a while, yet nothing really new happens. Tae and Jennie are not interacting at the Bruno Mars show. Jennie and Abel release a song together. The Travis Scott song is released and what is Jennie’s role in it?

The interesting thing is.. this song has probably been done for a while. Cannes was the end of May.. and it’s the end of July now. That’s not a lot of time. So at which point was this song recorded? Did Abel actually go to Travis Scott this soon after the actual affair and say: “wait.. I have this story we can use!”. Or did they go: “we need something good, what can we come up with?”. It’s an odd situation. I can’t yet pinpoint everything and there’s probably stuff I’ve overlooked.

[borathae]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WITH TWO MONTHS??!!!! ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS AND YOONGI IS IN A FUCKING COMA OR WORSE DEAD?! I- I can’t Sibi I just 😭😭😭😭😭😭 this chapter was even more painful, like WAY WORSE?!😭😭😭 I cried through the whole thing, at first a swear to god I was like so she IS a witch after all!!! Her magic awakening got triggered by extremely traumatic emotions and events, but we were right!!! She’s a witch! And then shit started to go south with how she was experimenting on the other vampires and and i was like 👁️👄👁️… ok… questionable methods… BUT who can blame her HER FUCKING YOONGI BOONGIE IS GONE so I don’t blame her, on the contrary I support my unhinged queen in whatever she decides to do to bring her Boongie back 😤 WE LOVE AN UNHINGED QUEEN IN THIS HOUSEHOLD, if a was her I would have probably gone crazy too so 🤷🏻‍♀️ you go oc you’ll bring your love back 😭😭😭😭 also… how HOT of her to be the boss now, and giving orders??? jsksksksk LOVE THAT, Fringella having to call her boss having to do what she says after everything?! GOLD, absolute GOLD jskskksksks in your face you bitch jsksksksk *sigh*… love that plot twist… 😌

Oh and I couldn’t help but to think back at how Yoongi acted in SA and how similar oc’s behaviour is now in a way, seeming cold and angry even with the people she loves and only focused on fixing this one thing no matter what, almost as if she turned off her own emotions without knowing, except when she’s with Yoongi, the only place when she can let down her walls and show her true emotions 😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I’m just so sad that the others are trying to be supportive and only get her wrath and coldness but it will pass! It has to like please let all my babies be happy again 😭 THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY ALL OF THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sibi this was so painful and not YOU being like “oops! I lied! 🤪” your are so meannnnnnn 😭😭😭😭😭

-Shy anon

Answers under the cut

BUT who can blame her HER FUCKING YOONGI BOONGIE IS GONE so I don’t blame her, on the contrary I support my unhinged queen in whatever she decides to do to bring her Boongie back 😤 WE LOVE AN UNHINGED QUEEN IN THIS HOUSEHOLD, if a was her I would have probably gone crazy too so 🤷🏻‍♀️ you go oc you’ll bring your love back

I SUPPORT HER EVERY ACTION! I STAND BEHIND THEM! SHE DID NOTHING WRONG!! SHE IS JUST AN INNOCENT BEAN jfjadjfja 😂

how HOT of her to be the boss now, and giving orders??? jsksksksk LOVE THAT, Fringella having to call her boss having to do what she says after everything?! GOLD, absolute GOLD

I LOVE THAT FOR HER LIKE YES GO OFF QUEEN YOU'RE THE FUCKING BOSS OF THE PLACE also ????? can we ??? talk about the fact how it is just an unspoken rule that the chain of command will naturally fall to OC (aka Yoongi's mate) shall something happen to him? Like, Fredrick and Fringella are literally as old as Yoongi and there are many other vampires who have been on this earth a multiple thousand years longer than OC and yet it was just a rule in the entire community that OC will be the new boss now that Yoongi is mia 😩😩😩

Oh and I couldn’t help but to think back at how Yoongi acted in SA and how similar oc’s behaviour is now in a way, seeming cold and angry even with the people she loves and only focused on fixing this one thing no matter what, almost as if she turned off her own emotions without knowing, except when she’s with Yoongi, the only place when she can let down her walls and show her true emotions 😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

WHY DO YOU WANT TO FUCKING BREAK ME?? DON'T GIVE ME THIS COMPARISON OMFG THIS IS SO TRUE TOO LIKE PLEASE NOOO 😭😭😭

Sibi this was so painful and not YOU being like “oops! I lied! 🤪” your are so meannnnnnn 😭😭😭😭😭

HAHAHHA OOPSIE DAISY 🤪🤪🤪

THANK YOU FOR READING MY LOVE HEHE I WUV UU 💜

[many-but-one]

question, do you believe traumagenic systems can intentionally create alters/headmates? (more just thought provoking you to help you wonder more about your ideas on plurality but also curious)

I might not be the best part to answer this question but I’m here so 👋🏻

Honestly, I’m not really sure. I think we know a system in our server who is traumagenic who can do that but I might be wrong. We really can’t know for certain or even give a good theory because we’ve never experienced that ourselves.

What we have experienced however, which could seem like creating an alter, is fragment parts coming together to fuse into a more “full” alter and happened to introject our current favorite character. He’s one of our most frequent fronters. (Foster.) We have also experienced alters changing their appearance at will or changing their name which then, in turn, changes their appearance. They’re not technically a “new” or “purposely created” alter, but they decided to change due to either processing trauma, becoming retraumatized later in life, or just simply needing to be different to carry out a certain role in the system. People think alters appearances must always be static and can never change, but that’s not been our experience. I change from a child to an adult all the time and my appearance changes phenomenally with that change. That’s just how I cope with the anger I hold in the system. But parts like April didn’t always used to look like Samara from The Ring, and she didn’t even have a name until Jules helped her pick it out. She didn’t look like The Ring girl until she was retraumatized when we were teens, and she also aged up at the same time. Jules didn’t even know she had been a child alter from childhood trauma time for a long time, they had just assumed she split in our teens like Alice did. When in actuality Alice split off from April and holds a lot of April’s anger that she could never express. I like Alice. >:) Another example is that Valentine used to be called Pain and look very beastly (he’s a demon alter) but now he’s starting to look more human every day. (Still very demon-like. Red skin and horns and all that, but he used to be like a fully inhuman looking demon and now he’s more uhh I think the dnd version is Tefling? I’m not sure if that’s right and I’m too tired to look it up. It’s 4AM here.)

So in traumagenic systems, I’m just gonna answer “I don’t know” because I don’t have relevant experiences in our system. There are things that could mimic a new alter being formed which I listed above. But I wouldn’t fake claim a traumagenic system that claims to be able to create alters. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I don’t have all the answers. Nobody really does. Which is why I’m guessing our views have shifted. I’m going to be honest, I didn’t even know that post that you’re referencing got written until you sent in this ask. I don’t give much thought on syscourse. I’ve got way too much trauma to fucking worry about to give two shits about it. Let people cope how they want, I don’t care. If people get mad, fuck em.

That’s it. Thanks for asking. An alter that fronts more often might add to this in the morning. They’re probably going to shit their pants when they see I answered an ask on here😂

-Dinah🐸

[ezamevolni]

Thanks for the quick take on their living situation. Love the fact that you have multiple drafts that you can prolong until 2025 ( but please don't, lol. Dying to read more about them, so don't make us suffer to wait that long. 😃)

Speaking of their living situation a bit more, I agree that there are far more risks for them, so I am kind of curious how they approach that if they are together, together in the future after military.

Hope you get the chance to discuss about the infamous vlives for JK, one where Jin hinted at sleeping and resulting JK to end recording right after, and the recent one, where drunk, chaotic Jin appeared before his enlistment. Question, did Jin stay? ( I want to say yes, but there was an indication by JK that staff was waiting for Jin).

On the note with Jin's bday live, I know some jinkookers assume that JK was there. However, I disagree. Jin wouldn't lie, and there's no reason to lie about something like that. Some also assumed that Yoongi was there because of the cat noise, but I wanted to note that Jin's friend Hyunbin has a cat, too. (So, if you want to write about Jin's bday live, please look into his gaming friend circle, who he was close with who could have also been there, cos not everyone talked about it)

Hello again! Replied a lot slower because I was struggling to push out that really long post... I told myself I'm not allowed to post anything until I get that one done. And it worked!

Not making excuses🫣 when I say I'm not prolonging anything but just have a lot of ideas for posts. I also would like to tackle the housing topic when I've got some dots connected and some substance to my opinions ;) So I have some earlier ideas I would be working on first, hope you'll stick around and have fun reading those.

The infamous vlives you're referring to are Jk's birthday vlive in 2021 and 2022 I believe.

Jk's birthday vlive 2022 with drunk Jin: I did a bit of a rambling analysis on Jin being there, here's the post if you're interested in checking it out :) Feel free to dm if you want to discuss more.

Jk's birthday vlive 2021 when Jin posted right before Jk signed off: I found it to be semi-sweet and semi-funny. Jin really told everyone he was waiting for Jk to come back to bed but since he was taking so long, Jin's sleeping first. Hmph. Meanwhile Jk had already stated 5 minutes earlier that it's going to be his 'last last last song', although he said that a couple songs ago too. Eventually their timing matched in a weird way, Jin posted the birthday message thinking Jk was going to keep going, and Jk signed off just as Jin posted 😂

What happens after the live ended is up to you to decide. Not baiting you to go delulu but really, we don't know 🤷🏻‍♀️

Regarding Jin's birthday vlives, I have no idea whether for the duration of the lives if Jk was there or not, because there aren't any clear indicators saying that he was. He could have been, he also could have not been. But since his presence was not felt and Jin jokingly complained about Jk being 'ungrateful' for not going over, it's fine to take Jin's word as it is. Not a big deal. The lives were like less than 25 minutes in total and Jin didn't seem super interested in staying on camera anyway. If Jk wasn't at Jin's place for those 25 minutes, I think it's fine. I wonder why some fans need Jk and Jin to be stuck together 24/7 every waking moment for the ship to be valid. Take a breather, if needed, just imagine that Jin kicked Jk out before starting the live and only let him back inside once he was done. There. Jinkook were together on Jin's birthday aside for 25 minutes that day.

Instead of the negatives or the unseen, I like to focus on the subtle and sweet. Like that heart-shaped chocolate cake front and center, which Jin 'disregarded' entirely. btw chocolate is their thing.

Besides it's not like he wasn't aware of it...he had to pull the hamster cake closer to him to light the candles then push it back to the side to show to the camera, all the while refusing to move the chocolate heart in the way. Wouldn't it be easier to light and cut the hamster cake Jinnie, if it was right in front of you the entire time? Why leave that chocolate obstacle in your way YOU CAN CLEARLY MOVE IT OR NOT EVEN SHOW IT SINCE YOU PRETENDED IT DIDN"T EXIST ANYWAY. (I actually do get worked up at times when I think about the games they're playing right in front of us. I'm lucky I actually support them. Those rascals.)

The intent to disregard the chocolate heart is further highlighted by his mention of another cake that didn't even make it to the big screen. Jin lit and hand-sliced the hamster cake prepped by the company, then verbally brought up a princess cake his neighborhood friends had brought over (no visuals), however the sizable Maraschino cherry topped, dripped with chocolate, bouncy and moist special heart-shaped bundt cake didn't even get an honorable mention. That's what makes this one special special.

And why would this cake without a name be from Jk? Watch their MAMA 2020 Bangtan Bombs✨ As always, the answers are already given.

As for the mystery cat, maybe it's a cute lil phantom haunting the members' houses. Idk if it's even real. Or maybe it's one of the staff's. I'm not that interested in following the trail of the cat noises. And if Yoongi was there, he would be on camera. Jin will make him.

Idk, not every trail is worth following if you dig. I've learnt that it's best to recognize the ship's main gives and hone in on those. Can't go after every will-o-the-wisp we see. 😉