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iwtv_updates: Jacob felt pressure adding lines to the Reunion scene, as Sam told him these would become canon for his Lestat. Rolin approached Jacob with the idea first, knowing Sam would dislike it. Jacob agreed, enjoying the opportunity to wind Sam up.
Video: INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE star Jacob Anderson unpacks the gothic horror of Season 2 | TV Insider
#jam reiderson#jacob anderson#sam reid#season 2 press#S: āwhat you say to me is gonna be a part of lestat nowā#remember when sam said at SDCC that he didn't remember anymore what was said?#well now we know for sure he lied so that people would stop questioning him what it was#However i wonder how Sam treating it as canon would work giving only him and Jacob knows what was said š¤#It's not like the writers can write it in so it's hard to say how it would actually carry over.#quoting tweets i found#Sam hating it bc he wants everything true to the books#āsam's gonna hate it so we have to do it... i donāt know why i wanna wind him up all the timeā idk man probably bc you're in love with him#Giggling like a high school girl with a crush talking about sam#and then proceeding to space out endearingly to the thought of sam. is fucking insane btw.#agreeing to implement a significant part into a scene that you know your costar will hate because you enjoy winding him upā¦.#is this the new way to flirt nowadays?#weāre not talking about how he stumbled over his words bc at first he said ācan you...ā (like convince sam or smth)#and then he corrected himself to ālike what do you thinkā!#something so special about rolin going to jacob with the pitch first so he#could then respond to sam's possible objections with well jacob wants to do it :) which apparently is a guaranteed way to get him on board#sam when rolin with an idea: š¤Øšš#sam when jacob with the same idea: šāŗļøš¤©#Rolin weaponizing Jacob's power over Sam bc who will say no to this face⦠Diabolical š#We basically got confirmation that Jacob's cuteness is used to get Sam to do things and you want us to stop engaging in rpf???#Is this Jacob talking about Sam or Louis talking about Lestat and is there even a difference at this point#Sam gives the āi do everything for Louisā and āhow can i say no to you?ā Lestat vibes when is related to jacob asking him to do things.#In some ways jam is so loustat coded š¤
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there is a difference between being born to a throne, maliciously vying for a throne, stealing a throne, and having a throne thrust upon you when you are already in the midst of an identity crisis. And I fear Loki's place in the line of succession has people unable to differentiate between any of these
#you can't really argue he planned the extent of Thor's downfall#that was all Odin#Loki didn't force Thor to invade Jotunheim he isn't even the one who gave Thor the idea -- Thor did that all on his own!#that he was doing waswasa @ thor didn't help but wasn't really crime worthy on its own#Thor himself took time convincing the other warriors to be okay with the trip despite the treason and danger involved#like. what. Thor can't differentiate good advice from bad and is emotionally volatile and reckless and that's Loki's fault?#THOR was the one who got them past Heimdall too#the entire ordeal inadvertently showed off the favouritism Thor was receiving in comparison to Loki#even though Loki was the one supposedly so easily influencing Thor to such an extent#call Thor a puppet the way he--wait. no. that sounds weird. uhhhhh#you get the point#people will claim Loki was all up in there rearranging Thor's mental processes to cause his downfall#when really it was Loki doing the bare minimum instigation and watching things only devolve from there#because Thor WAS reckless and immature ?? and he WAS quick to anger and enjoyed exerting his power with violence ??#Loki didn't STEAL THE THRONE FROM THOR he literally just is implied to undermine the coronation#that's not even confirmed but we assume it's true that he let the frost giants in near the casket etc.#Loki has his own actual crimes that he did against Thor and hugging his bro's arm and saying 'you're soooooo strong and correct' was not on#even if you manage to argue Loki was cheering Thor on for the invasion (he wasn't) it was clearly to dob Thor in with Odin#which he did when he had some guard inform Odin#that Odin's chosen punishment was for Thor's disobedience aside stop blaming Loki for the damage ODIN inflicted on him#focus on Loki making up lies to Thor about how Odin died instead like at least Loki DID SOMETHING for that#you can even ascribe as evil a motive as you want there bc Loki was slipping fr#twirling his hair and telling Thor he's smarter about the realm's safety than the king was on the normal scale#you want to talk morals go look at how eager Thor was to invade mass destroy and massacre in the other realm#and expected Odin to 'finish them off! together!' bc he was power high on whatever bloodlust pheromones battle apparently imitates for him#sigh. this is why you can't have nice things Thor. no Loki you're barely any better. sit down. have a cookie.
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I fully understand the pain you feel with TLOZ now. I mean, I understood it before, but after Arcane becoming League's canon, after watching the second season, I feel so broken and conflicted and like I spent time loving something just for it to amount to nothing.

reliving my totk nightmares just a few months after finally being able to cope with that
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#.... it might actually get even worse with arcane#similar how totks stupid book fucked it over EVEN MORE than the game itself#i made a post about it but the tweets in which the info was written were deleted and i dont have reddit so i saved it as a draft#if it does end up being true and more confirmed than a reddit post#if you want to know#someone (was it necrit?) did an interview with linke (one of the main guys of making arcane) and summarized some info#though some wasnt quite correct so thats probably why the op of the tweets deleted them#anyway- in those screenshots they said alot of shit#my favorites- heimer is alive and characters that died can come back to life (????)#'the arcane' is just another version of magic and the whole weird hexcore bs was just bc it was corrupted- hextech is still real#viktor will come back but he is āsomething specialā (my cursed thought .. varrus retcon- its jayce and viktor now lol)#they indeed planned the last episode to change runeterra and also lead into MULTIPLE SHOWS ALREADY BEING WORKED ON#yep that raven was swain/his raven/raum#they are aiming higher thaN GAME OF THRONES UH OH#they are not done with piltover and zaun characters either- urgot will show up#and my favorite .... VANDERWICK IS ALIVE and STILL split between vander and beast (???literally how????) and he will end up with one#again i dont know if anythign of that will hold up but uuuuh even if half of all they wrote there is halftrue .... pls no#i swear if they fuck up aatrox and mordekaiser im might just stop believing in anything ever again and lock myself in a box
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Well they caught him. If he wasn't the exact kind of person tumblr loves, the conspiracy theories about this being a random person being framed would have continued to spread. But he's an attractive 26 year old white man who was caught carrying a manifesto about corporate America and has an internet history that matches up with tumblr's general politics. So everyone is going to get excited about how he's a martyr and go back to acknowledging reality in that there isn't a conspiracy to frame the wrong guy.
The discussions over whether or not this man should be lionized as a hero are honestly not as relevant as the comfort with which people are going to drop the conspiracy theory they would have been fully committed to if this man's politics turned out to be nuts. The ease with which the userbase of this website switches between realities based on whether or not they confirm their biases is really alarming. I just hope people understand how weird it is to claim a random person is 100% going to be framed by the FBI on one day, and then drop that by the next day when it becomes clear that the person being "framed" is the exact kind of communist you had hoped.
#gingerswagfreckles#i feel like this comes off as waaah the ceo got shot and i really dont feel that way#i dont care he had it coming#and also. i cannot say yet bc not much info has come out but so far the shooter doesnt seem like someone i dont generally agree with#(preliminarily. maybe the manifesfo is super nuts idk)#but i really think that everyone's excitement to celebrate this guy as a hero is going to#distract from the fact that leftists have like decided conspiracies theories are completely acceptable#and not only that they're fun and true based on nothing but also that they stop being true#when theyre no longer politically beneficial#which just like. do you guys even understand how bad that is. not just that ppl are all gung ho about conspiracies now#but that theyre not dropping them in response to new information that disproves them#but in response to new information that makes them politically inconvenienient to continue to believe#it implies that a huge chunk of leftists are not basing their opinions on reality and facts but whatever makes them feel good and confirms#their identity within their social group. which has been true to some extent for a while#but we are getting to the point where people arent uncomfortable with the cognitive dissonance#that comes with believing in different versions of reality from one moment to the next based on what feels like it would be cool#in that moment#idk we are all doomed i think#i saw this coming back in 2017 and no one listened to me :/ people dont believe in objective truth anymore#they believe truth is something malleable that can be changed to confirm their beliefs#rather than something objective that they should change their beliefs in response to#like why are you all dropping the whole this is a random person being framed thing if you believed that yesterday#like oh ok NOW the police are a reliable source for identifying who the perpetrator is?? bc the perpetrator turned out to be someone you#think is cool?? i do not believe you guys would be believing these same souces arent in on a conspiracy against leftists if this guy#had turned out to be someone you dont like and agree with#luigi mangione#united healthcare#united healthcare ceo#united healthcare ceo assassination
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so your telling me Sukuna is bisexual?
#Why am I not surprised#all villains in jjk are gay in some way ig#Yes Uraume is confirmed to be a man and lowkey I can see it#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna ryomen#jjk sukuna#sukuna jujutsu kaisen#heian era sukuna#heian sukuna#sukuna true form#true form sukuna#uraume jjk#jjk uraume#uraume#sukume
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#persona 4#p4#persona 4 arena ultimax#p4au#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#satonaka chie#amagi yukiko#hello i have spoken recently about how yosuke functions as the team's morale backbone#even when hes not around chie and yukiko think of him when they're frustrated or worried#consciously or otherwise they know they can turn to yosuke to cheer them up or at least alleviate some of their anxieties#chie calls yosuke because she needs to rant - even though she complains about how unserious he is she knows he can be relied on to listen#yukiko calls yosuke because she thinks he'll know whats going on with their friend - she sees HIM as the connected person in the group#i think its part yukiko seeing yosuke as yu's substitute and also part just... a general recognition that he's the most on the ball#and even when he doesnt know the answer#yukiko still finds comfort in hearing him talk#however yosuke sees himself i think its nonetheless true that his friends love him and depend on him!!!#and i love that so much guys#yosuke team wrangler but also team emotional support and just all around good friend confirmed!!!!#he's good with his queue
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#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#onk 161#oshi no ko 161#hikaru kamiki#kamiki hikaru#crow girl#maaaaaan i hoped sooo much.... or maybe i had too much hopes from this stupid manga#in the end we receive the Word of God that Hikaru was the Ultimate Serial Killer God's Eye Mastermind after all#every expectation could have been subverted :(( the whole motto of the manga we lie to protect the ones we love could have been#made true#if only hikaru was truly innocent but lying and making himself the villain in his son's eye just to protect him and ruby#and and and#ghjskjgk i am so mad rn sorry i have so many more words#but#rn i just wanna eat that crow and that whole stupid page confirming hikaru has been KillingTM ppl all along#for.... god knows what?#in the current era in onk people don't even remember ai that well so what exactly he protects by killing actors? what is the whole point#and hikaru never idolized ai#so why is hikaru killing rising female stars#if he never saw ai as anything but an ordinary girl you can find anywhere what's there to surpass her?#i don't understand crow girl#i just don't understand#i will close my eyes to this and return to yuseirra's hikaai comics *sobbing in copium*
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I used the Wayback Machine to see what the Far Cry 5 official websites looked like from 2017 to 2020 and find out if thatās where the character information sheets posted on the Playasia Blog (here) were from. Iām talking about these:
So I can confirm the images above do NOT come from the official websites. Although they look like they were made by Ubisoft, it seems they werenāt.
But during my research, I did find official character descriptions! There are several versions depending on which page/article you are reading, which website (Far Cry or Far Cry 5) you are on, and which region (America or Europe, basically) you select. Some of the descriptions have even changed over time!
Since the old websites donāt exist anymore and most of that content was deleted (but not really, thanks to the Internet Archive), Iām going to post what Iāve gathered here :)
I just need to save/screenshot/crop/organize/copy-paste/transcribe everything first...
#I made a big image with all the information sheets because it was more convenient for this post#but if you want to read what they say and canāt because itās too small just click the link to go to the playasia blog#itās very probably just fan content anyway...#far cry 5#joseph seed#jacob seed#john seed#faith seed#the deputy#the junior deputy#mary may fairgrave#grace armstrong#hurk drubman jr#the wiki says the pictures are from a āubisoft webpageā#which I can now confirm is not true#am I surprised? no#am I disappointed? always#dear wiki contributors please check your sources before writing anything Iām begging you
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imo the thing about ascended astarion is that he does love his LI, but he no longer shows it in any meaningful way. everything he does is out of fear and he thinks he's performing a show of love, but has his vulnerability locked behind so many layers of a role he's playing. He's using this role as a layer of separation to prevent him from feeling weak and vulnerable in the way love makes him feel while also manipulating the LI into complacency so they don't leave him before the tadpoles are dealt with.
he can feel that flicker of what once was, but it's accompanied by feeling small and weak. the ways he doles out affection affirms that he is none of those things. so, no. not showing love, but showing how he's the one in control. like he tells araj, he needs people to know who owns who, now.
it comes back to "I can be yours, and you can be all mine. If only for the night," but instead of the the equal partnership that springs from the Graveyard Scene where they vow to be each other's for as long as the other will love them, accepting the uncertainty of that future because of the abundance of joy living a life worth living can bring when lived together, Astarion has to establish ownership over his LI.
He owns them, body, heart, and soul, but the only piece of him his LI has is the piece that no longer exists. the piece of him that was the sweet, vulnerable Spawn who was starting to see kindness in the world where it once was cold and unwelcoming.
he loves them, but it's locked up so deep, all he can feel is a flicker of remembrance, like he lost something.
#bat rambles#like he loved LI it's what motivated so much of his fear and just#confirming he ISN'T strong enough as is#he's gotta make sure he never shows weakness in the way LI made him feel through acts 1 & 2#bc he feels SO weak compared to them especially relying on them to keep him safe#it's a flipping of that dynamic#rather than equally protecting each other and letting life happen#it traps his LI in a stasis and forces them to rely on him in ways he had to rely on them#also there's only so much they can do in a game where players have to make all the choices#so player has to consent to the relationship but it doesn't mean the relationship itself is consenting. especially since he promises#to eventually turn them into a true vampire but it's clearly not going to happen
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jay and morro will always be brothers to me i do not give a fuck if there's more canon evidence to disprove this theory at this point than prove it i do not fucking care they are brothers no one can take this from me this has been my canon since the theory first hit the fandom and i will not let go of it thanks for understanding
#ninjago#jay walker#morro#toonz talks#im also morro irl and can confirmed its all true so jot that shit down
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Good day everyone we're ranting about Cinderella's stepsisters today because I have been angry about this for well over a decade and I simply have to yell about it
(This post will be mostly bringing up details from the Disney version but I am a fairytale nerd, I am aware of other versions and I demand justice for them as well)
Just to be on the same page, we all remember the 1950 Disney's Cinderella movie, yes? We also all remember this got two sequels, yes? Cinderella II, which contains vignettes from after the end of the first movie, and Cinderella III, in which stepmother and stepsisters travel back in time and enchant the prince to pick Anastasia instead. Same page? Okay.
My main issue here is this: Anastasia got a redemption arc. And I love it thoroughly. It subtly explores the way her mother's expectations have weighed on her and how she doesn't even really enjoy the cruelty her mother encouraged in her, and as soon as someone shows her genuine kindness she realises that she wants to be better and get away from her stepmother's abusive methods.
Drizella, however, does not. Drizella, in fact, never gets the chance. At the end of the third movie, after Anastasia bravely stands up against her mother to defend and help Cinderella, stepmother and Drizella are both magically transformed into toads, which they will have to live out the rest of their miserable lives as, in a true Grimm fashion fairytale punishment (even though the Disney story is modelled after Perrault's earlier and much less cruel version of the story, but I digress). Drizella, who never got that kind look from the prince or that heartfelt advice from the king, who never got a solid moment or two away from the constant control of their mother, who never got a chance to see a life outside of her mother's cruelty. She gets turned into a toad just as well as her mother, who was a full-grown, independent adult when she made her evil choices.
The simple fact is that I have deep sympathy for the stepsisters despite their cruel behaviour, because all things considered they were children, dependent on their mother's approval because they could see exactly what would happen if they didn't measure up (hello golden child/scapegoat dynamic). Their mother actively encouraged selfish and cruel behaviour in them all their lives because they were a tool to keep Cinderella in line and bump up stepmother's own status (often through that of her daughters, i.e. through marriage to a rich man like the crown prince), and even THEN if given just a moment outside of her mother's brainwashing and given a crumb of kindness, Anastasia was able to develop an identity of her own and do right by her stepsister. Watching that development in her go down throughout the entire third Cinderella movie only to then watch Drizella get the same punishment as their mother has never sat right with me. Anastasia got her shit together in TWO timelines and each time all it took was one or two conversations where someone treated her with kindness and respect. Drisella deserved the same.
And again the stepsisters' cruelty towards Cinderella was unforgivable but their mother literally ALWAYS looks disappointed in them except when they're bullying Cinderella and I cannot imagine they never noticed. They suck at everything their mother values and Anastasia is so well aware of that in the second movie she must have known it deep in her heart the whole time. The only thing that keeps them in their mother's graces is their cruelty and willingness to marry rich so their mother could keep up the lavish lifestyle after running Cinderella's family fortune into the ground buying gifts for the girls (do they ever feel responsible for their inability to afford maids? Are they given the resources for that awareness to begin with?). As long as they aren't married they are dependent on their mother for everything because they are completely isolated in that decrepit mansion that only owns a single old horse! And they are so young!! Without that shot at a rich marriage they have nothing, no money, no independence, no way to interact with the outside world without their mother's approval.
Tl;dr: justice for Drizella, if Anastasia could grow when given the chance it's not fair that Drizella never got that chance to begin with and still got punished
#I will always stand up for kids#even if they're horrible#truly genuinely no kid is ever fully at fault for what they do#I will always look to the environment to see why they sank as low as they did#and it's so clear that these girls were isolated golden children whose mother only treats them right when they're punching down#they were what 16? 17?#you never see them talking to anyone else#they're just as isolated from the world as Cinderella is with the exception of men their mother wants them to marry#justice for the stepsisters#if Anastasia can do it Drizella deserves a chance too#cinderella#disney cinderella#disney#cinderella ii: dreams come true#cinderella iii#drizella tremaine#anastasia tremaine#anyway I thought about this again because of Dizzy in Descendents#and the fact that they never confirm or deny whether Anastasia got that chance to better herself in that world#before all the villains were shipped off to prison island#lady tremaine
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whatever afterlife exists in SGE must be the funniest shit ever imagine being some Jaunt Jolie peasant who gets a little too in the way of the Snake and dying only to see The Literal School Master cheering the Snake on. Imagine dying of like cholera or something and taking a little Ghost Vacation to Camelot and seeing the King of Camelot - who's dead, apparently - beating the shit out of some random other boy with weird eyes. imagine how flesh and blood went down. Do you think they all had popcorn for that
#I've noticed I have a pattern of putting a vast majority of what I have to say in the tags. and im doing it again#first of all I'm pretty sure there's confirmation that there is some sort of afterlife in SGE#in the chapter Dovey dies there's a brief appearance from ghost lady lesso#and in F+B there's a tedros line āthe only place scum like that can be king is in hell���#which is immediately followed by the coldest japeth line I can remember but this aint about him#second of all this is largely an assumption but there's reasonable evidence to support the fact that Rafal was actually on Japeth's side#given that he wanted him to kill Sophie (I think) or just punish her a bit for killing him#it's actually left intentionally vague as to whether or not ARIC was on Japeth's side#in F+B tedros' version of Aric isn't and says that he a) wants nothing to do with Camelot (or Rhian)#and b) didn't want japeth to kill like thousands of people for him#so we really just. don't know#what I would also say is the fact that the prequels characters and the main series characters probably had some DEEP conversations#do you think the old Saders and the new Saders argued about who saw it coming first#or vulcan and Aric were besties (many areas of common interest. violence comes to mind)#I would kill for a version of one true king where there's just annotations from the ghosts#someone should write a fic or something#god that's a lot of tags#sge#tsfgae#school for good and evil#the school for good and evil#japethposting#sfgae#this was a draft if you couldn't tell
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mdarc chapter 4 spoilers (tw negative)
i'm a couple of doors into the mystery labyrinth, and it's getting a little annoying having shinigami and yuma go "but how could this have happened? who could have done this?" when i literally knew it was yakou as soon as the game told me that the poison had a delay. this is so silly like "how could anyone have got past this, they would have died in thirty minutes!" ok! narrow your suspect pool to people who die in the next thirty minutes then! damn!!!
#mdarc#rain code#little ranty#also i have only just started so if [redacted] isn't the killer then so be it#but i know they are there's no way it's anyone else#vivia having that quiet (more than usual) moment when yuma said the lab is hooked up to a secondary power source that never went down#is so good#i think [redacted] required an accomplice for [last part of their plan] but from that reaction i don't think it's vivia#i think it just got more or less confirmed for him who the killer was#also viv is so interesting to me!!! i was right that he was going to be my favourite#the bold experience machine enjoyer#i find it kind of funny when halara says that he'd be a great detective if he just put in more effort#this isn't some problem of viv not reaching his goals or anything#he is very good at the things he actually likes doing and wants to do#he wants to come up with theories as to how a crime could have been committed#he doesn't particularly care about which one is right#just finding ways around logical constraints#that being said he very much understands that choosing one of those and expressing it will influence the world#which is why he doesn't tend to communicate when he's figured something out#he's more interested in observing what other people do unrestricted by his influence#this is why i think it's really sweet when he threatens to kill yuma (insane sentence)#i have such a soft spot for characters who break their own rules and principle for someone they really care about#and seeing vivia put [redacted] in front of his own happiness and ingrained way of doing things is so humanising#i don't think viv is particularly complex as a character#once you grasp that he genuinely has no regard for what's true and enjoys ambiguity you've can understand him from there#there's this one line where he says 'after all...i'm more interested in the story than the truth...'#but he is my favourite by far#i love how he's straddling the line of philosophical postmodernism and actual psychosis#he's so interesting to me#tw negative
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@raccoons-garbage-can is the realest because I can just send him something insane about how I think medicine in the island lab looks like heartburn medicine and then an even more insane explanation of why I think it makes complete sense for Los Illuminados to stock up on heartburn medicine and he just accepts it š«¶ ily
#someday AT LEAST SOME of my insane rambles to you will be vindicated in some re4r behind the scenes official content i swear. i can feel it#all im saying is that it wouldn't even be the first time something insane i came up with was actually true#years ago i was looking at 70s pics of my wife and my wife's boyfriend (geddy lee and alex lifeson) and noticed they both had music note#necklaces on in some pics and while it was logical to assume it was 1 necklace they shared i had a gut feeling and dug until i found a pic#where they both had necklaces that seemed to maybe be the music note meaning they had 2 matching necklaces and not 1 shared. however it was#too blurry to 100% confirm my theory. then last year geddy lees memoir came out and CONFIRMED MY INSANITY. those bitches DID have matching#necklaces!! and they werent just necklaces they were COKE SPOONS!!! so the truth was actually even more insane than my insanity#i can only assume if any of my luis conspiracies are vindicated history will repeat and along w the conspiracy confirmation there will be#smth extra included that is somehow more insane than anything ive imagined#rush info dumping/bragging hour is over thanks for coming to my ted talk
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would it be too far of a reach to say something along the lines of like, tsp is about consequence of choices (even if those actions are predetermined, you are still choosing to go through with those choices to see it to the end) while tspud is about how choices have consequences but it's the only way new doors will open. or something. does that make sense.
#tsp analysis tag#sorry Iāve been thinking bout this all day#and like. I have thoughts about it. I have small stuff that goes with it#but also I need to double check it still to make sure what Iām spouting is true and real lmaooo#but yeah. tsp has all its choices open to you off the bat#-you just have to find them and choose to play them#meanwhile tspud has endings you cannot reach until you do xyz#-thus saying that yeah there are going to be choices you make that will have effects#but itās also the only way new doors will open for you#<- however this only works if this bit is true. Iām pretty sure it is right?#like you cannot get to the extra content until you go through with the skip button ending if I remember correctly#sorry I havenāt played through the entire game in a while maybe you can like. restart and skip that ending entirely#but Iām pretty sure you canāt. like you have to play it all the way through yeah?#<- very open to corrections on this case :-) I donāt have the time to play through the game myself to confirm or deny it lolol
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If it's just one person calling you stupid then sure enough theyre saying it because they need you to seem worse standing next to them so they feel better about themselves in comparison. Even if they have to manipulate reality itself to make it true. And do you know who would do such a thing. A stupid person
#It takes a certain kind of rigidity and unwillingness to view life in a flexible manner.#I want something to be true. So im going to deny everything that disproves it. And i cant handle the alternative.#So im just gonna change how this person feels about themselves and make it true.#Just because thats the only version of the world i can really digest.#Thats pretty dumb.#Like everything else seems to confirm that i must be pretty bright. Im no genius but#I always got good grades without very much studying and ive had lots of different people say im smart in different contexts.#And I know im real good at thinking outside the box and thinking about problems in a creative and flexible way#And im real good at critical thinking. If im not throwing caution to the wind and ignoring myself#I just suffer from all the ailments of adhd and trauma#Like im constantly dissociating to some degree so my brain is really foggy. I feel dumb#And i cant pay attention to things for very long and when I read it hurts. My feelings.#And Sometimes when I have to use logic really hard. I get a headache.#I know i can do it because i can play fire emblem on lunatic classic. But. It. Hurts. My. Forehead.#Anyway#When i think about the ppl who have called me stupid its like 2 people.#And those people were like a gordian knot of pure delusion. The most fucked up people Ive ever seen.#Like. Not reliable sources#And so what if i am stupid. What is stupidity anyway. Thats a different conversation
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