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spookyji · 9 months

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mille 0.0 u doing okie? should i call jjuni up and tell him to calm down ???

OH NO

#oh my fucking god i am literally IM LITERALLT GOING TO JAIL #FOR THIS MAN LJTERALTBEJJSHSHDNE #he needs #HE DID IT FOR ME #no no no HE DID IT FOR ME #oh my god #this man #god i NEED HIM LIKE #HIM DOING THIS #but likegehensns tied up but still teasing Ggshdnsbsna #SHIT IM LITERALLYGOIMG TO #i need like someone to knock me out rn #i am I AM GOJNG TO #can’t even bREATHE ANYMORE #no he had to have done it for me #shdjwmamsheiak

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virgothozul · 1 year

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Ok. I have listened to the people. I have watched the thing. It is very wholesome.

Kazu comes home. He is hopeless and tipsy. And he swings between excited and wasted.

#I am SICK of Miri’s voice ngl #I know kids are loud. And make a mess of EVERYthing. That’s why i stay away.#But for Kazurei ; I made it to the end #They are precious #Rei is so cute I love this guy #He has 0 human skill and still is effortlessly hilarious and a little cutie 👏💖#i wish we had more of their relationship bc they have sth really special #They never question their trust in each other like it never crosses their mind. They disagree almost all the time but they never part #It’s more natural than breathing. They’re always saying stuff like « it’s not fit to involve other people in our way of life »#it’s not even an option to live apart. They clearly will spend all their lives together #Except that scene it’s so weird when Kazu says « hum with Miri gone we don’t have a reason to live together anymore » lol man #Not as if you guys were already joined at the hip before meeting her. But I get the «the family life changed us now sth’s missing #and it feels incomplete ». But still guys. You are soul mates.#Also the « of course he comes with me. He’s my partner. » line 💕💍#even if at some point they meant to part ways ; really they can’t be separated.#kazurei #No homo daddies #Buddy daddies #kazuki x rei #Domestic gays

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goldkirk · 1 month

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hey this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular but I’m saying it for the record here: if I tell you no, please stop messaging me about fundraisers and mutual aid.

I get enough messages that it’s impossible for me to keep up without devoting at least half an hour each day, when I’m not even on tumblr that long most days. Me having a boundary about this isn’t a moral failing, it’s a lifeboat for me on my own blog.

In my personal life I’m already advocating and donating literally as much as I can spare. This is not me not caring, it’s just me not willing to interact with that on the one place I go online to not interact with irl news and world events for the most part.

I cannot be upset all the time. I cannot be upset everywhere. I cannot use all my emotional and mental energy fielding my own upset from ongoing events. My options are to hold boundaries about this or stop coming online at all.

I’m all for sharing information and signal boosting to reasonable extents, but the scale of it this year is so large and so enduring that it is literally not possible to for me to participate on every account I have. I’ve previously shared links to Gaza eSIM donations and a major hub of verified Go Fund Mes here and elsewhere online. We, the online humans, know how to look those things up ourselves by now. There are many, many people choosing to do advocacy work, and right now, I can’t be one of them.

If you’re extremely upset when I tell you I can’t share/donate right now about a Gaza family or personal fundraiser you ask me to share here, just unfollow and block me. That’s what those buttons are for. Protect your own emotions and energy and get me off your feed instead of staying upset and continuing to engage with online people or content that upsets you.

Please don’t send repeated angry messages based on manufactured purity politics and moral outrage into my messages and inbox when I exercise the right to run my own blog.

#and on that note #I also think some people need to sit down and ask themselves #if their old end times anxieties and fears and preparations and word spreading #haven’t filtered straight into a new non religious end of society and end of modern world order anxiety that they’re pushing on other peopl #even if it is the end times #you cannot change that by beating your own anxieties into other people’s heads #people can care MORE when they are GIVEN ROOM TO BREATHE #first rule of sustainable activism is you can’t do it constantly and you can’t push it on people constantly #you have to pace it and you have have have have HAVE to play long games #short term activism burns you out and if it leads to full despair from burnout it can get you killed via depression #it’s not a joke #there’s a reason your elders have books and community lore about healthy activism even in times of crisis #they lived it. they learned from it. learn from them.#spend your time doing things that can make real impacts.#do little things online but unless you’re an actual information hub you shouldn’t be posting constantly about it #people won’t even want to follow you anymore eventually because that’s not why they followed you #and then you have no audience for your important message anyway.#I know this. I learned it myself on other accounts.#please. stop. harassing me.#how is harassing me going to make me MORE willing to change my mind and post? just because you demanded it?#I am an autonomous person #this is my ONE curated space on the website #you have a multitude of tags and other users #don’t waste energy on a person who already told you no. let’s call that activism rule number two #spend your energy where it’s not likely to be wasted #you’re needed for a long haul #act like it 😭#and stop spamming me 😭#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?

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foxgloveinspace · 9 months

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People jumping ship cause of the new masks is very ahhhh. Telling. Tbh.

#very much so #tell me you where only here cause of the looks without telling me your only here cause of the looks #listen. I miss the old masks already too. that’s not the point.#you can mourn for something without that taking away your joy for it.#‘it’s all moving so fast’ iii has been turning red since July.#‘they’re evolving too fast’ or we just got here later then others.#‘I can’t even listen anymore’ sucks to be you. the music that has been put out hasn’t changed so I don’t understand this one #‘they’re gonna get cancelled over this’ ok. I guess this is just thinning out the people who were real fans and who where fake fans #I’m gonna be a sleep token fan til the end. if this is the way they want their image to go? I’ll follow. if we get heavier music next?#sounds fucking amazing to me. (I listen to heavier stuff anyway).#idk I just think it’s so so so fucking telling. that if your jumping ship cause their Live Performance Aesthetic has changed… you didn’t #mean it when you said sleep token was important to you.#like I’m 100% MOURNING the old masks. I am BMO with Finn’s old hair sobbing about the old masks.#but I know this too shall pass #this is how I fucking felt about Vessel’s mask change #and to everyone going ‘what about Vessel and the Chior!’#1). VESSEL HAD A MASK CHANGE EARLIER THIS YEAR!!! he isn’t gonna change masks again so fast those fuckers r expensive!#2). the choir did have a change?? they wherent wearing robes at all and where in body chains they looked amazing #I get we are all neurodiverse and hate change but take a deep breath before you renounce all your sleep token love #I’m guessing Vessel will get a new mask in April again. for the kick off show.#tonight was a closing show. and he didn’t FEEL GOOD. I wouldn’t be surprised that if he was gonna do something with a new mask #if he pushed it back because he didn’t feel good.#he performed a whole show while we could TELL his throat was hurting. fuck.#I want to wrap him up in a warm hug and give him hot water with honey in it.#idk I’m rambling. it’s just telling.

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coldwateronly · 1 month

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gyu-vinnie · 2 months

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i’m saying this in the most respectful way possible. i need gyuvin to choke me while blowing my back out and whispers degrading things in my ear because im literally just a slut for this man 🙏🏾

#skai yaps #no because actually #his hands?!??#i need him #losing oxygen #can’t breathe #need him so bad it’s not even funny anymore #zb1 hard hours #zb1 hard thoughts #zerobaseone hard hours #kim gyuvin #zb1 gyuvin

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danothan · 5 months

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i open youtube and watch a video and seethe to myself abt how i would be such a good subtitler and then not do anything abt it

#danbles #i completely understand the (justified) complaint of ppl using subtitles as a way to add jokes and make it completely inaccessible #but then there’s the other side of it when there is zero humor in the subtitles for an intentionally comedic video #spell out the puns if the speaker is putting emphasis!#write out the onomatopoeia if there are sound effects that are reacted to but not addressed!#sometimes they even skip out on lines entirely #just bc someone says smth under their breath does not mean it was Actually not for the audience to hear #that being said. i will always appreciate creators that hire real ppl to subtitle their vids #instead of relying on the auto-generated captions to butcher and detract from the video #autogen captions are a fucking joke #did i ever tell you guys abt how my HoH friend was hired to draw one of their fav youtuber’s thumbnails #and when they asked the ytber if they would add captions sometime (bc the ytber already uses scripts for their vids)#the ytber just told them youtube already has captions. 😐#you can hire an artist but you can’t hire someone to add words to a screen…#needless to say my friend does not freelance for them anymore

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goldensunset · 9 days

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i gotta say. i didn’t like it but in hindsight pokémon black and white 2 having a small handful of trainers that want to re-battle you every time you re-enter an area is actually so nice. trainer battles make you lots of money, they provide much more exp than wild encounters, and they’re infinitely more consistent than wild encounters anyway. it makes grinding verrrrrry easy. thank you pokémon breeder magnolia on route 11 i have killed your emolga and altaria more times than i can count and my little fraxure is almost ready to commit a massive chain of first degree homicides in the opelucid city gym

#soon but not yet #goldie plays pokémon black… 2!!!#it isn’t perfectly consistent yet #at least now she’s strong enough to kill both with a single dragon claw and i don’t even need to dragon dance first #but sometimes static kicks in on the emolga #and no matter what i do the altaria is always gonna go first #but at least its moves can’t one-hit my fraxure anymore. not even dragon breath #i’m so proud of my girl

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apathyfairy · 27 days

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if i read through my old notes or my old posts from like 3 years ago i’m like. who is that like that person is dead. who even am i anymore like i have lost all sense of self at this point

#honest to god too many pieces of me have died i don’t know who or what i am anymore.#like i can look back on it and be like oh i remember that but i can’t imagine being that person does that make sense #like my current living situation has taken too much from me i’ve had to just dissociate and be a shell of myself just to protect myself #and i think that even if i ever get out of here idk if i can get those parts of me back and that scares me so much like #i don’t want to be stuck like this forever even though i know j most likely will #like i’ve lost every last ounce of hope i ever had by living here i’ve lost everything i’m so jaded now there’s just #nothing anyone can say to me anymore like there’s no amount of inspirational or hopeful like idk messages or meditations or #whatever literally anything i see shit like that and i’m like hm that’s nice but not for me. like i’m just dead set on things never getting #better ever again and i truly believe they wont and i know it’s a protection method like i know i’m just saving myself from getting my #hopes up and crushed and up and down and it’s just happened too many times that i’ve truly in every sense given up #like i’m just resigned to it all bc there’s nothing i can do about anything anyway and i’m not trying to be like oh poor me #like there just truly is nothing i can do my entire life is a rock and a hard place and it just fucking sucks that’s it #i just feel like i’m drowning all the time and just constantly treading water but i can’t ever breathe if u know what i mean

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flowercrowngods · 1 year

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Oh, I see. Crying throwing up. Crying throwing up while it's hot. Hot on my floor and time travel steve hurts. Hurts in the best way where you understand. Thank you for sharing him.

*screeching goblin noises*

#hhhhh he!!! he the boy!!! lost and alone and grieving and mourning and traumatised #barely able to breathe. barely able to see to hear to speak to be aware of his surroundings #because the human brain is not build to withstand this much pain without a break. the human brain is not made for time travel #it cannot even imagine death and the end of all things. how is it supposed to live through the end of all things twice??#how is it supposed to prevent them?? he’s just a child. a boy. one look at him and maternal & paternal instincts go ham #we see it with joyce in chapter three we see it in hopper again and again.#the boy is so messed up the narrator needs to be unreliable #he’s. he can’t. he can’t look in the mirror anymore. he can’t talk anymore. he #god. yeah. uh. you’re welcome nonnie? 😂😭 i’m right there with you tho #not to be that person but like. i wrote this? these are my words?? damn 😭 etc etc #time travel au

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sockdooe · 4 months

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If anyone would like to send some good vibes my way I would be so grateful

#I wake up like not being able to breathe this morning #and ofc no one wants to take my shift #I can’t do anything at home because I feel so out of it and hot and sick and just augh #and now I’m pissed at my job cause I fucking hate it #I don’t get payed enough at all #I’m not even at $10/hr and it’s biweekly #im only here because I can walk there and I don’t own a car #I’m helping my mother on bills and it’s just #I can’t do it anymore #I hate my job #I hate this life #I just want to get out #but no I can’t #not until late June to July #I have to wait #I’m sorry it’s a lot but fuck man I’m tired #I’m dreading going to work

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klance-daydreams · 1 year

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i hate taking tests so much omggg

#it doesn’t even matter how well i prepare or know the material #come test taking time i forget everything and freeze up #and overthink and can’t breathe #I OVERTHINK AND CHANGE MY ANSWERS LAST MIN EVEN THO MY FIRST ANSWER WAS RIGHT AND I KNEW IT #omg and the time given is never enough even tho it’s more than enough????#grrr i can’t do this anymore guyss #klancedaytalks

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lilioopdf · 4 months

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pepe?? fuck im so fucking heartbroken rn

#i hope i die #i can’t even breathe rn im so mad #and so upset #not even gonna bother watching the gp anymore #formula 2 #pepe marti

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chemicahs · 4 months

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having sensorimotor ocd makes me want to punch the drywall until it bleeds

#shut the fuck up about intrusive thoughts nothing is as bad as this #fuck offffff #fuck off #try having to breathe manually for days on end that your chest hurts and you don’t sleep anymore #I can’t even count the amount of times ive had a full nights rest recently #thinking I will die or my loved ones will die from making a wrong decision is bliss compared to this #lucky ass hell if your only problems are thoughts

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teardropsonsmyguitar · 5 months

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#feeling incredibly lost and full of grief #I feel so deeply sad over the people I’ve lost #even the people that didn’t physically die but chose to leave my life #lost mother figures and best friends back to back #can’t catch my breath anymore #I choose to ignore it because the worst of all this is losing my sister and foster mom #I can’t speak aloud about it without uncontrollably sobbing #because if I speak on it that makes it real #someday I’ll have to talk about it and face it #I’m about to cry just from writing about it #it comes in waves and intervals #I’m so stuck in a vicious loop of self destruction and resentment #I’m surprised I’m still here #personal

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annatartastic · 2 years

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Seriously people learn to post your fics under a read more or something. When I go to Ewan’s tag I want to see posts about him and not scroll past billion of fics that aren’t under a read more. Also people thirsting on him from his disturbing movie where he plays a literal r*pist by posting gifs of his scenes DONT DO IT???

#ewan mitchell #that movie was so disturbing why are y’all posting gifs and thirsting over him in that movie #its fucking triggering for people and creepy #also can’t even go to his tag anymore without seeing lots of aemond fics #like if i want to read aemond fics or other characters he plays i go to that tag instead #why post it in ewan’s tag when he’s the actor #a real life breathing person #i am so annoyed by this #i just had to rant about it #idc

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