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blatantlyhidden · 6 months

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#tw trauma #venting #i know it's been over two years now and i should probably stop thinking/talking about this #but i can't get over how my ex behaved towards me despite knowing my past and trauma #how he kept pushing my boundaries and making me feel bad for even setting them despite very well KNOWING my reasons #like this dude KNEW about my past and STILL behaved this way #how he wanted me to “get help for my issues” but only as a disguise to get what HE wants #telling me that if i didn't get a therapist within the next year he'd break up #i forced myself to do things i never wanted and now deeply regret #i set a boundary and could watch it being ignored weeks later #when i broke up with him he wished terrible things for me and told me to fuck myself #and even after that he kept on trykng to contact me on every possiblr social media months after #last time he contacted me was in july this year.....we broke up OVER 2 YEARS AGO #i'm glad i left but i have so much unresolved shit that i just cannot let it go #like that shit sits deep #this is so much oversharing i'm so sorry #will probably regret posting this and delete but i had to get it out #can't keep annoying my friends with this #again sorry

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batsmakemehappy · 3 months

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hapy piza twer birth hapy take them because no reason

birthday happy

#pepstavo?#I mean....i guess so #pepstavo #yeah cuz they're cool #if anyone doesn't like this #guess what #OOPS 💀#if you recognize my art style from a different account KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT SHHHH SHUT YOUR MOUTH SHHHHHHHH 🤫🤫🤫🤫#don't TELL ANYONE #happy birthday to the game that..lead me to having online friends :D #can you tell that I can't fucking draw stupid hands #I swear I'm going to rip them off of their arms #if you find celebrating fictional characters bdays are annoying let me enjoy things please and thank you

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zevlor · 3 months

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druid.

#oc: Sosri Ashenwood #idk man names are hard #anyways this is for mine and my friends incredibly fun playthrough we will have tonight #my friend hates the hair so im keeping it to annoy him #shes so cute she can't wait to kill - i mean save the world #bg3 tav #she has earrings but i forgot about them when i recorded this lmao

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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year

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Why is B’Elanna Torres the cutest girl in the world?

#she's adorable....IMMEDIATELY she's like 'THIS ROBOT'S GONNA DIE IF I CAN'T HELP IT!!!!' and everyone around her's like B'Elanna....whocares #Hehehehhe nooo they're being sweeter than that #Harry-B'Elanna and Neelix-B'Elanna moments at the start were V sweet <3 #Harry being annoyed and tired but still willing to stay there and work with her if she wanted him to #Also Harry/B'Elanna should have been a thing. Harry says in season 2 what Tom didn't know until B'Elanna was LITERALLY breaking up with him #when she got so excited she just ran out of the medbay while still theorizing <3<3 #when she smiledsobig and shyly at being complimented by the robot <3<3 #Also LOVE Chakotay saying 'Tom!!!! Don't go alone it'll be dangerous.....for the shuttle :)'#I fucking love how everyone on Voyager's trying desperately to save B'Elanna and the robots are threatening to kill her and the crew #but B'Elanna and this robot are kinda just chilling and being cute friends together...god I hope they don't die #'I believe you can do it B'Elanna Torres.' / 'Hey! Don't send me flowers just yet >)'#'we did it!!! We actually DID IT~!!!!!' / 'YOU did it B'Elanna Torres.'#This robot is B'Elanna's biggest hypeman get him on the ship #OOOOHHHH I LOVE THAT LAST SECOND PLOT TWIST~!!!!!!#YEEEAAAH B'ELANNA MAD SCIENTIST EPISODE~!!!!!#'My GOD what have I done????' <- sexiest thing a woman can say v_v #I love no harm no foul episodes where it's just like 'hmmm WELL!'#episodes where something weird happens and will probably just keep on happening somewhere in space #B'Elanna Torres

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moregraceful · 1 day

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someone cold emailed me to ask if i was going to a writer's conference in los angeles and was putting together a panel or caucus for queer poets or if i knew anyone who was...buddy you are severely overestimating how much i network with other poets (i don't) and how often i attend writer's conferences (never) 😭

#''do you know of any other poets going'' no?? bc i hate networking with other poets????#LIKE ARE THEY LESS ANNOYING THAN WHEN I WAS 23? IDK? MAYBE?#i feel like most things these days are less annoying than when i was 23 #or maybe i'm just better equipped to deal with annoying things than when i was 23 #yesterday i was talking to someone about my ethos wrt a class i ran last fall and he stopped me in the middle and was like #you're amazing. that class was a hot mess and you still had fun and found the good in it #like no i'm not amazing. i'm just in my thirties and it takes a lot more than other people's mental health crises to throw me off my game #he was pretty ticked off in the fall when i told him the like depth of crisis multiple students were in bc he thought i should have told hi #i was like idk it did not occur to me to ask for help. he was like you're doing daily check ins to make sure your students are eating??#idk!! it didn't bother ME my job was just to make sure they were still alive! i mean my job was actually to teach liberation theology but #like i was not good at that. but i DO know how to be annoying until people feel less like killing themselves and more like killing me #anyway all that to say i can't wait to see how much less bothered i am in my 40s #i hope i have reached such a state of zen by age 50 that my spirit is unruffled by anything and anyone #i hope i float through life in a fine mist of okayness #someone says ''oh my god kasper my life is falling to pieces'' and i say ok 👍 we can get through this together👍#what was this post about??? oh right networking #good networking: librarians bc you just go ''is your manager batshit insane'' and they go THIS PLACE MAKES ME SUICIDAL #and then you're friends for life #bad networking: poets (when i was 23) because all they do is name drop (when i was 23) and expect you to have opinions (i don't)#this post is wildly overconfident in my zen considering i'm so bored of being unemployed that i keep looking at teamworkonline #bhawks are hiring for a social media manager btw. imagine having that kind of access to mr 🥺. i'd literally only do paid advertising #to gay men #i'm not applying bc social media management would actually break my sobriety i am pretty sure #but imagine having connor bedard at your disposal and being like ok kid. we r gonna catfish some gays into caring about the bhawks #basically what i do with the cuda blog lol #ok ok ok i'm done. posting. goodbye. livejournal mode de-activate #fresno oilers.txt

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jasontoddssuper · 9 months

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I know what situations Jason Todd should be put in.Dc does NOT

#why's he hanging out with his near decade older brother's best friend who has a whole ass daughter and being queerbaited with him like ewww #don't even get me started on how brushed off his mother-son relathionship is by them too and not letting him and duke keep being best bros #no rivalry with cass either???him and kyle's interactions got taken over by cishet bullshit him and eddie don't even know eachother anymore #him and rose aren't properly important to eachother!!!he has a super in bizzaro but they don't feel as genuine as the other super/bat bonds #never even gave him the 'older brother annoys his younger brother and his gf but then they become a trio' dynamic with tim and steph :(#fuck all that shit!!!MY CITY NOW #talia is his legal adoptive mom duke and him are eachother's favorite sibling him and cass can't stand eachother's asses #the outlaws are jason eddie rose summer(my s/i) kyle artemis and thaddeus and him tim and steph are best friends who'd never admit it!!!#also gonna give him some kids he's dad-coded and shoot him with the blackification and autism beams while i'm at it.trans his gender too #OKAY i'm finished thanks for reading my unhinged infodumping #jason todd #robin #red hood #batfam #teen titans #ditf #lost days #utrh #rhato #the outlaws #wfa #teen titans:damian edition #dead sidekicks force #team dual #the anomalies #dc critical #real self shipping hours #jaysumm #letters from summer

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revivisection · 11 months

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@illmetkismet so i know you already got some long haired outsiders however you could always have more, and he has a ponytail

#my art #dishonored #the outsider #i think he should keep the fringe but like. a little longer #i also tried to draw him with his hair down but that was Not working so you get just one image #he needs his jaw exposed for it to properly read like the outsider to me... like how sometimes my friends tell me that they can't possibly #imagine me with long hair. i'm having that with this guy #also i think his hair would irritate the back of his neck and he'd get annoyed. just because that happened to me constantly when my hair #was long and i could not stand it #i need to put him through mundane everyday life experiences

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manyblinkinglights · 4 months

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I still can't get over those public worlds having people playing bouncer. Sagely teaching the next generation the importance of moderation and curating their social experiences n then it's like Noooooooooo not like thaaaaaat

#Not in a way that annoys ME!!!!#all of my objections are 'NOT like THAT'#like this is clearly effective. the load-in regions were full of shrill children.#I have no idea what the areas past the door prefab were like. but presumably children at least aping deeper voices #and like the gatecrashing toddlers ARE a problem #and the previous insular more intimate ways people socialized to keep kids out #were bad for public world type socializing! friends lists and private worlds and stuff #this WAS clearly a good balance between public (daycare) where it's on you to block kids continually #and high-octane interpersonal drama of maintaining private spaces #But I CAN'T with someone CARDING ME in and I cannot stress this enough VIRTUAL REALITY #GET FUCKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD SORRYYYYYYYYYYYY

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unstablerk800 · 10 months

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|| Why you should never befriend me part one:

I'm going to spam you. A lot.

#out of thirium [ooc]#|| I'm fucking annoying I know. 🤣🤣🤣 My friend is so cute though because she keeps sending emoticons on the gifs!!!!!#|| I love her. She can't play the game but she supports and understands me. 💙💙💙

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mybrainproblems · 4 months

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sometimes you miss your ex bestie and then you remember they hetsplained your queerness to you and then friend-dumped you almost as soon as they got a serious partner and it's like.

yeah nah. missing them? wanting to try and patch things up? that's the devil talking.

#tbh my only *real* regret at this point is not calling them the fuck out for the hetsplaining bullshit #i was planning to and then as we were talking i realized i had zero investment in the friendship anymore and it wasn't worth the argument #i can't remember the convo that well bc i was so thrown but they made a comment about me being asexual and uh. buddy i'm not?#you were literally there for me going through five different labels in two years? we've had multiple conversations about this??#in retrospect we were just absolutely talking past each other for a while before the formal friend breakup #i do not know why ppl get so combative about when you're saying literally the same thing but diff wording but only THEIR wording is right #also: main character energy so off the charts that idk how they get through life like that #not everything has to be Something. things can just be.#feels weird to keep getting annoyed about this bc i don't miss *them* but i do miss having a best friend #i do feel pretty fucking betrayed by getting told that they thought of me as a pseudo romantic partner even if unintentional #to claim the friend breakup had nothing to do with their new partner and then say THAT? oh fuck all the way right off.

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hiimawarish · 6 months

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It's been now 12 hours? And I'm still here, numb. I physically cannot feel anything because, if I do, I'm gonna end up bawling and you know what? I have too many adult things to do to spend the whole night crying because Nanami is definitely dying next week.

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk spoilers #jjk #jjk nanami #nanami kento #natsu.txt #i'm sorry if i'm annoying you but #i need to get it out somewhere #i can't keep bothering my friends #they have actual real problems #god i really just want to cry for a few hours but i can't

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chicago-geniza · 7 months

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Applied Salonpas patches--regular NSAID/menthol and lidocaine--to my neck and shoulders and then my friend called and my affect was almost manic because it was the first time for days my neck and shoulders weren't in excruciating pain

#People keep armchair diagnosing me with EDS and I keep getting annoyed but #My shoulders and hips and wrists and knees and neck and ribs hurt so bad #My friend has a hypermobile spine and the only reason I can't bend like he does #Is because I'm overweight and my fat gets in the way lol

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tardis--dreams · 8 months

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Me when i cannot cut ties with a person completely but have mentally ended the friendship: *changes name of the person to their actual full first and last name instead of keeping them saved under their nickname*

#stupid #but i can't block them or delete them completely #so i needed to do something that makes me feel like i actually put an end to it #like you're no longer close to me i don't want to think of you by the name your friends call you #you're merely an acquaintance #(very adult of me #really #considering my first impulse was to change the name to 'little nasty bitch'#i think this solution is indeed quite adult)#sorry #I'm so annoyed i have no words #just passive aggressive thoughts i keep to myself because i don't wanna be a nasty little bitch myself lmao #(also these adjectives got mixed up earlier- i think nasty should come before little but I'm on mobile #so i can't edit the tags)#void screams

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you-will-return · 4 months

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#sorry for being so afk recently #it probably won't change #i haven't had a calm moment since mid-December and it's starting to gnaw at my brain #and now the only irl place where I felt somewhat happy is falling apart bc of in-group-politics #it's so annoying #can't we just all breathe for a second?#can't everyone stop being passive aggressive assholes to each other for FIVE FUCKING MINUTES?#i don't want to pick sides #i don't want this stupid group to break apart #something has been feeling off since October and last week my friend and I finally put our finger on it #and BOY figuring it out has.not.helped.#meanwhile all I've been doing has been watching old races from the 90s #bc the only thing that makes my brain shut up at the moment is cars going vroom in a circle for 1.5hrs apparently #every irl interaction atm feels like walking on egg shells #and the only thing that's stopping me from crying every time i get home is just keeping myself busy and not thinking abt my life ever #anyway my insurance has blocked me from therapy for the next 3 years so that's great #.....i don't want to come on here and just complain but nothing has been going right recently.#maybe i'll be back to normal eventually but not at the moment #not for a while

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mrpinchy · 1 year

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jimmy fallon

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months

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Wanna put your friend in a lil terrarium just to see what wacky things she does stg 😂

i actually Cannot Stress the migraine she gives me every time we hang out. like without fail she'll always say or do something that ranges from mildly questionable or irritating but relatively Whatever to How Have You Survived This Long Without Burning Your House Down Boiling An Egg

#snap chats #and then there's her just forgetting things or being late despite the amount of times ill remind her #and i keep stressing to her i cannot stand it when people are late. and then she shows up to things an hour late anyway #or 'when shes late' by fifteen minutes because she didnt think to text me she's there. and im already stressed and annoyed I. UGH i swear.#LIKE. i have only really had two irl friends and both of them i lowkey had to parent in some way #at least my childhood bestie she's like. she's grown a lot and even if i havent spoken to her in a while im real proud of her right #THIS MOTHERFUCKER THO. OUUUUUGGGH.... youre not supposed to say anythin if you dont got nothin nice to say #which is contradictory to the main body text but point is let me Not be any more mean than how ive been already LMAO #even funnier about her looking at that comic is that LITERALLY masumi says he's talking to jo ☠️☠️☠️☠️#did i already say i have to remind her who jo is every three seconds #like the entirety of chap 2 when ichi's out of jail she was all 'why doesnt he just say who ACTUALLY killed the guy'#and then when we finally run into the fuckass who 'actually killed the guy' she's just 'wait who's that'#then i tell her and shes like 'oh my god he's so old now' IT'S BEEN 18 YEARS DUMBASS #ngl did wanna make a comic based off that LMAO BUT POINT IS she tests my patience every day and i think its good practice #if im going to work with people in the future like ohh.. my god....#she told me once she's never been on a date and its like. yeah i wonder why you can't even be assed to show up on time to hangouts ☠️#like ive never had friends so maybe im just insane.. im not insane for wanting people to be on time tho....#OK IM BEING TOO MEAN LET ME CAP IT THERE

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