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tamagotchikgs · 25 days

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i need 2 clean my room but instead i just lay here everyday like this

#aa..g #it would b so easy i have nothing in it #only my bed and cat tree and elliptical #except for some garbage on the floor #the only problem is if i pick it up n put it (back) into a bag then i have to get rid of the bag before my cats can rip it apart again #but if i take it downstairs my mom will get mad at me for having had garbage in my room #so instead everyday i just look at it n get filled w dread #my room is almost always clean the rest of the time #which makes it feel like it's just an extension of how much worse my mental state n anxiety has gotten LMAO..#worried itll get bad again like my old room i had when i was 15 #full of rot both me n everything in it #& i am so scared of that #even worse i have a migraine right now and i cant move #so i cant do anything about it #im just stuck here thinking of it n staring at it

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grief-worn · 2 months

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activity may or may not get a little wacky silly here for a bit. vending at conventions is a lot of pressure and i've been putting in a bit of overtime to make sure i'm all prepped and ready :) so i might swing between a bunch of drafts to very little randomly haha. keeping a photo card of shadowheart on my desk to remember i'm doing it for her <3

#OOC.#i'm VERY unlikely to go on like. a legit hiatus. but just giving a courtesy heads up :)#y'all cant get rid of me that easy nyehehe

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brasiliangp · 1 year

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#me: gif spammm #*posts one and disappears*#i was with friends and unfortunately it's late now #but yall cant get rid of me this easy!!! i wil be giffing every sec of this video!! i will be back tomorrow #britcedes #george russell #lewis hamilton #*gifs

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neonhellscape · 2 months

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Im not kidding, your magos biologis is the (catalyst) reason i am deciding to go on t and get top surgery

god im so with you on this one. good luck on your mission boss

#using tags to ramble a moment #i like tech priests for being so hard to define in gender while still being incredibly made in own image kinda deal #like. frankly put my gender is robotthing with masculine programming. so you can see how id end up here.#theyre so easy to play with. like i made that biologis a she/her but shes not A Woman. she's a biologis who wants to look like a wrack whil #also not being declared A Man tm for what is a very typically Manly Man build. and thought the corset and skirt wasnt enough #enough that even though she could 100% get rid of her top surgery scars she chooses to keep them and has made them more noticable/visible #by extending that scarring upward and framing the center of her chest in a way that reaches out to it #her gender is a biologis that looks like a wrack. a physicality and realisation of concept rather than a societal construct. her pronouns #serve to prove a point and to keep the average human from presuming/insisting they know what she is on sight yknow?#like. by contrast. pasqal to me is a piece of specialised machinery that makes whirring and clicking noises you cant see the source of #he's a man and comfortably so but that is secondary to him being that specialised piece of machinery #in mechanicus. to me rho's gender is the caestus metallican. you cannot define rho without simultaneously defining/including the ship #faustinius is a male human who prides himself in having taken a step further without forgetting his origins #meanwhile scaevola is a database who opts to be a woman. shes deemed unrecognisable as human even yet maintains that stance #captrix is a hunter. her pronouns are secondary to her existence [the hunt [has she told you about the hunt [shes hunting rn]]]#meanwhile epsilus is a machine that wants to learn and create. that is all they desire to be #does this all make sense or do i sound insane #point being. tech priest. made in own image. yes. thrive and follow in their footsteps ill join you #i need to make more tech priests especially ones emulating other factions i like playing with this so much

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angelstrawbabie420 · 11 days

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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.

#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions #and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself #so i probably deserve it #but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant #it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it #and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad #i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain #and the worst part is it always works #realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade #i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16 #my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am #and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores #it went on for months one summer #then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22 #only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died #i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief #the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible #once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho #it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade #and my parents fueled so much of it #‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED #crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up #idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.

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gayestcowboy · 1 year

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hey this may be a weird question so feel free to never answer but how did you go about gaining weight? you're so happy with it and i think it may be for me too but i wouldn't know the first step towards that happiness so,,

i’m gonna be so honest it just happened naturally when i went on testosterone. i didn’t drastically change my diet or exercise, if anything i ended up getting more exercise from walking all over my campus (i started t before i started college), and i definitely need to eat more than i used to, but nothing drastic. it’s just how my body reacted to having more testosterone. i didn’t expect it at all going into it, although i’m very glad it happened, but some people lose weight on hrt and some people dont have a weight change ag all, it just depends on the person. since i did literally nothing to gain weight other than hrt, and obviously i have no idea whether hrt is something you even remotely want to do, and hrt isn’t even a guarantee your weight will change at all, i cant do much other than share my own experience 😭 but i wish you luck in whatever you end up doing, and i hope you enjoy your body!

and this might be a weird answer, but if you feel comfortable, you could always try poking around in a weight gain fetish community somewhere online. it’s not really something i’m into so i can’t say whether or not anything will come from it, but i know it exists and it’s a group of people who know how to gain weight, and i’m sure some of them post about how they do it. i won’t give out any more medical advice on tumblr, and i hesitate to ask if anyone else has any advice, but i’m sure the very best thing you could do is talk to a medical professional about it, and just make sure to take good care of your body no matter how much you weigh. weight and health will never measure your worth as a person, but you should always try and take care of your body as best you can. and eat your veggies 👍

#inbox #anon #just make sure your body is healthy and you can do whatever with it #i just let my body do what it wanted to do and i’m still perfectly healthy #but please do make sure you’re taking care of your body because it’s not fun to have any sort of chronic physical health issues no matter #what the source is #go walk around a lot it’s really good exercise and very easy to do if you’re physically able and have a space to walk in #also im not a doctor don’t listen to everything i say im just some guy. fyi #i really truly do wish we couoh completely get rid of the stigma that fat=unhealthy forever and ever #i am just as healthy if not more healthy 50+lb heavier than i was before i went on t #sorry for the ramble lol again i cant do much other than share my own experience #also i do really want to stress that unhealthy fat people will always exist and still deserve love and respect and society treats them badly #and i bring this up because i’ve seen a lot of ppl who correctly argue that fat people can be just as healthy still look upon unhealthy fat #people with scorn #and that shit makes me so mad #sorry for the tangent but i think it’s important #i love you fat people

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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AAAANYways. look at the map ive been working on :]

#its actually rlyyy unfortunate bc ive been spending all day sprucing it up it ws originally just generated by the globe making site i like #and then i realized that i dont quitee know how to make the height map.. the original generation it ws rly easy i just made the map #grayscale and then futzed with it a little bit and i got it looking rly good..but im the process of lining everything to make it easier to #comprehend they got too seperate from eachother sighs. so i might have to go in and manually add more transitional colors #but the trouble is id have to do that for the height map AND the normal map which is also a geographical map..#also its rly weird. on da site i rly prefer the look of the 3d heightmap #rather than 2d just adding like shadows your know #but when i do the 3d it gets this huge black blotch that i cant for the life of me get rid of #and it rly sucks. bc i think its sooo cute when i have the height map intensity set pretty high #bc it makes da planet look small..#but yas. and i cant just use the uhmm original height map #bc i made some pretttyy extensive edits #not rly. mainly i #well its hard t talk abt bc its all technically one continent but that ties into what i changed #bc i didnt realize it was all one continent bc on the original map it generated it was cut up rly weird #and i couldnt get it to fit as one thing. so i went in and smushed some aprts closer together #the biggest is umm the bottom right corner #the top part of that mass USED to hang down below and to the rifht #and bled over to the other side of the image #i moved that and the top left land mass to be closer to the top right #so i could fit it all together...#and the hright map thing wouldnt be an issue if the 3d height map thing was working. it just looks sliiiightly wonky with the 2d height map #i also need to smooth out the whole thing bc i used a digital brush like an IDIOT and i dont like how that looks when its on the sphere #oh also do u guys wanna see the globe of it.. grins #ik i was already doing this awhile ago but ohwell.#once i get it wayyy more finalized like. once ive added in major settlements and the like. id love to try to make an actual globe of it..#i wanna get it to a point im rly happy with FIRST bc otherwise ill change things on the globe #and then ill get annoyed bc i wont be able to transfer the irl globe into a digital one #bc thats what happened last time when i sketched a world on a ball. grins.#hopefully i dont drop this one like i did with that one.. idt i will since i have an accurate flat map thats literally made to be a globe

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austinbutlermischief · 2 years

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If you or ash ever leave this fandom I might die. Keep being awesome!!

Yeah you can't get rid of me that easily. I've gone too far down the rabbit hole to want to leave lol. I'm here to stay!

#austin butler #cant get rid of me that easy #josaustingifs #austin butler elvis fandom #elvis fandom

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queerestqueertoeverqueer · 1 year

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anyone who uses open dyslexic, when you download it, does it apply to your entire device or just the browser? and if it's for the whole device, is there an easy way to turn it on/off once downloaded? :))

#for context im wanting to get it on my laptop but wondering if there's an option to disable/switch it off quickly if i need to lend it to my #parents etc so that they dont see it #if its just on the browser that's fine but if not i cant get it unless it's easy to get rid of lol #open dyslexic #dyslexia #neurodivergence #dyslexic #(<- i don't know if i'm dyslexic or not however i think using that tag will be most likely to get me to people who use this font lol)#<3

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snekdood · 1 year

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You fucking idiots dont fucking get it. ive been taking care of plants since i was 14. Ive tried FUCKING EVERYTHING. Fungus gnats are just apparently gonna exist around me no matter what i do or try, apparently just like these yerfs who also seem to be breeding like maggots.

#please! non plant experts stfu forever.#please! if you dont take care of a grden or live by a heavily wooded areas and dont have any plants inside too that arent succs-#shut the fuck up forever!!#whatever you're about to suggest! ive fucking tried it!!!#but of course. like the yerfs you are you cant ever take me at my word for my own experiences. its always that yall know whats right always #and never that im actually fucking correct about the shit i talk about. like maybe its just really fucking hard to control their population #did you ever consider that sometimes you have to make sacrifices if you want to take care of something like plants? i have to wake up at 6 #in the morning now JUST to keep the squirrels scared away from my planters. bc if i sleep in at all i risk letting my plants die bc of #their bs. unfortunately theres just shit that comes with plants that you have to decide whether or not your love for plants is greater than #whatever bs you might encounter while you take care of them. and unfortunately one of those sacrifices is having to deal with fungus gnats #and bugs in general. yall think its so easy to control bugs in my apartment. im poor. nothing is sealed here.#i had a fucking mosquito infestation. how does that even happen? i dont fucking know! but it did.#ive had a meal moth infestation. how did they get in? they were breeding in a little bag of old food i had for my hermit crabs.#how did they get in and somehow get to that bag all the way in my room? WHO FUCKIN KNOWS! I SUSPECT THOUGH ITS BC IM FUCKIN POOR #AND THIS SHIT AINT SEALED IN HERE WELL ENOUGH. i have bug problems all the time.#and you're gonna tell me its just suddenly so easy to get rid of gnats.#this is why ik none of yall *actually* take care of plants. like actually truly. outside of what. your succulents and the one palm you have #im really happy that you have plants you can deprive of water for a few days but i have marsh plants! i have swamp plants! I CANT deprive #them of moisture acrually! so its really not that fucking easy to get eid of the fucking gnats! i feel like i should have to fucking #explain this. if you actually took care of plants forreal forreal you would know they are just not fucking easy to get rid of.#but naw. im trans. so that means i never know what im talking about about anything or whatever and yall gotta act paternalistic about #everything i do. meanwhile im sitting over here ripping out my hair about how dumb and juvenile YALL are bc ik for a gotdamn fact if any of #yall ugly fucks ACTUALLY took care of plants outside of the ornamental ones you have this wouldnt be a discussion.#but naw ya saw a jokey post of mine about how i felt defeated in my ability to get rid of the gnats and decided i wasnt actually trying #bc for some reason yall gotta assume that no trans person actually just knows wtf theyre talking about literally on anything.#anyways i hope yall get plagued by gnats forever and all your planrs die from them devouring the roots.#its like yall are new souls coming in acting like you're an old soul and im the actual old soul tryna tell you what it is but yall are just #*so convinced* you're right because everyone says im the crazy old man on the corner so that means i dont know anything or some #dumb reasoning like that. like idk maybe this old man has seen some shit and knows some shit but sure im sure yall little asses know wrf #ur talking about. totally.

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thatboxylady · 2 years

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my own reasoning for why weed lady and rattrap kissed in beast mode?

THE ANIMATORS KNEW IT'D BE WEIRD IN ROBOT MODE SO THEY WENT WITH THE BEAST MODE IDEA.

Honestly, as much as I complain about the beast-mode kiss. You're right. It would have been weird regardless, because Beast Machines is a hell nightmare and I want off Mr. Megatron's Wild Ride, Optimus Primal senpai

#haha jk you cant get rid of me that easy #beast machines #i willingly got on this ride and I'm staying on until my brain explodes #or until i end up like jetstorm TO BE FRANK it's a tossup at this point

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aidenwaites · 12 days

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I need to work Writing At Home into my daily routine so I can make progress on typing up the Jack Rabbit script but it's,,, not easy

#i need somewhere that its easy to just sit down start up a computer and write #honestly what i really need to do is get a desk that actually suits me #my current 'desk' is a small dining table someone offloaded onto me and its too tall + it cant stay clean #it always feels gross and dusty or all smudgy bc its like. got glass on the top of it #because its a small dining table and not a desk #and man. a real desk would have drawers. and i could get rid of some of the clutter in there #I'm gonna have to start going to goodwill

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on1tea · 1 month

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FINALLY I CAN POST

AaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hi cookie <33 I love you stillll