#cant listen to song rn </3333

[navysealt4t]

HI BLUE! :D

deposits a snip of wtds in your inbox for the first time in probably months bc its actually been months since ive touched this fic

[...] It doesn't make any sense. But then again, when has anything here ever made sense. It's just the way it is. He has to keep moving, even if he's just meandering. Moonlight is cold, so unlike the warmth of the sun that he's really started to miss. But, it's safer this way. He has to be awake at night. He doesn't have a choice— well. He does have a choice. And it's one he already made, one he made when he decided to set foot out in the maze in the first place. When he sacrificed himself for them. He's alone. Pandora is alone, and he has to live with that. A fighting spirit and a weak body don't mix very well; one will always give before the other, and he can only hope for the best. "It's been quiet," he tries, but it comes out wrong. The sound echoes and bounces off the stone walls surrounding him, practically a taunt that he's playing with fate. Instead, he affirms it, "it's been quiet," shaking off the lingering threads of fear winding in his chest. "The creature's missing again. Which isn't exactly a good sign, but it does grant me a little bit of time. At least until it comes back. I have time enough to explore without too much worry, even if… I'd rather not leave the sectors I've already checked. It's too risky. There's too many traps I won't be able to get out of on my own." Heading down a path he normally would avoid, it takes him away from the clearing. Even though tonight it sounds like nobody's waiting for him, he'd much rather not push his luck. Almost getting caught multiple times because he didn't take enough precautions wasn't going to help. No matter how much he wants to go back. It's for the greater good. It's the right thing to do. He'll only hurt them. He can't hurt them. [...]

what if i said this is the fluff chapter. like. it genuinely is PDDNJK the angst is just seeping through the cracks

aaaaand! song! bonus!

(song: anachronism by crywolf)

ooooo :0 i fucking. i love the eeriness of this whole scene. the "its been quiet" and talking to himself and descriptioon is just soo fitting. also!!! reads very 'calm between the huge ass storm' lmao

also totally get the angst seeping through. so many of my fluff fics have ended up as hurt/comfort bc i forgot to dial back the angst lmao

[whyse7vn]

MIDLIFE CRISIS -

[ ot7 x reader ]

JIMIN OLD ERA

8 participants - 8 online

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namjoon: why are you guys so quiet today

what did you do??

just tell me so i can fix it pls and thx

hobi: idk I’m at the studio

y/n: omw to the studio so idk x2

jk: i am at home

tae: i am also at jungkooks home (and y/ns i would never forget u my queen i love ur house) maybe yoongi got into a fight again idk

yoongi: i am watching tv

not fighting

that was one time

hobi: didn’t you break woozi’s nose literally last week and harassed scoups a week before that?

jin: he also did knock out that one staff guy last month

namjoon: he did

and luckily when the guy woke up he couldn’t remember anything and didn’t sue

yoongi: you know about all that?

stop stalking me

freaks.

hobi: people talk yoongi!!!

tae: AND HE PUNCHED ME YESTERDAY

y/n: YOU BROKE WOOZI’S NOSE??????

tae: ok but yoongi also punched ME like who even is woozi when he’s at home????

yoongi: me but if i was ugly homeless untalented and had a broken nose

jin: yoongi is woozi’s evil twin

y/n: WHAT DID WOOZI EVER DO TO YOU??

yoongi: idk a woozi

namjoon: we are getting off track

jimin jin what did you do??

jimin: NOTHING I SWEAR IT WASN’T ME LITERALLY MAKING A SANDWICH RN

jin: i was cleaning haven’t done anything promise

namjoon: who is lying to me

pls tell me i really don’t have time for this rn

y/n: i vote jimin why is he shouting never trust a man that shouts

also tae get the fuck out my house rn

and can i get a little context about this woozi situation….

tae: cant wait for u to come home #sleepover

jimin: ITS NOT ME I SWEAR ALSO I THINK I BROKE MY PHONE I CANT TAKE CAPSLOCK OFF HELP

I VOTE JIN CUZ FYM UR CLEANING

jin: it means i me cleaning?

is he stupid? anyways i vote y/n cuz she’s a sick little liar and is probably causing problems

y/n: i’m literally in a car rn i’m not doing anything

YOONGI ANSWER UR PHONE RN

yoongi: read my message i sent you :3

hobi: i vote tae

jk: same

tae: wtf jungkook

jk: sorry u are taking real long in the toilet for all i know you could of jumped out the window and stabbed 46 people

tae: no cuz ur so right

but i haven’t btw namjoon if ur wondering

namjoon: ur all stressing me out

stop arguing

and NO sex talk please

jimin: ??????

yoongi: who is arguing?

jin: and who is talking about sex?

namjoon: oh

um okay

cool

good

yoongi: freak

hobi: yoongi about to send u this song listen to it pretty pls with a cherry on top >.<

yoongi: k

jk: guys pls someone bring me bread

i ate all my bread

y/n: will get some on my way home

yoongi i stg answer ur phone

jk: blushing

yoongi: :3333

jimin: PLS SOMONE HELP ME HOW DO I FIX THIS

jin: it’s probably a issue in ur settings

maybe idk

have you checked?

jimin: WILL DO THAT

namjoon: this feel extremely wrong

is everyone ok?

hobi: yes yes

yoongi: 👍🏻

jimin: YEAH

tae: yh

jin: yup

jk: yes mr namjoon

y/n: ofc !!

but woozi is not can we pls address the woozi situation yoongi did NOT answer me

namjoon: okay

why do i feel like something is wrong then

everything is wayyyyy to calm

it’s like

domestic almost

in a strange way

its unsettling

jin: then settle? idk what to tell you

jk: domestic malewife 🥺

my dream

y/n: ????

namjoon: no one is threatening to kill anyone

ur not taking about sex

nothing about feminism

or tae being broke

no jk vs yoongi

jin vs jimin????

hobi isn’t singing

no drug talk

and not one of you is on drugs right now??

guys be fr

what’s wrong?

jk: do you want me to get high rn??????

i can do it

if you want

i can

just say the word

namjoon: no wtf???

i would LIKE if you guys told me what the fuck you’re hiding from me

jin: let’s talk about what UR hiding joon

y/n: OMG WHY ARE WE NOT CONCERNED THAT YOONGI BROKE WOOZIS NOSE LIKE HELLO?????

namjoon: what i’m hiding????

i’m not hiding anything

jimin: IS IT FIXED NOW GUYS?

tae: when life gets tough you need to fix yourself

or you won’t be fixed

jk: woah

yoongi: what?

hobi: it’s cold as fuck toady

y/n: HIS NOSE HELLO??? ITS BROKEN

jk: tell him to fix it

because if he doesn’t fix himself he won’t be fixed

tae: the way jungkook just gets it 🥺

jin: don’t lie kim namjoon

namjoon: i really don’t know what ur talking about but ok??

anyways u guys are still bothering me but not in a i want to bash my head against a wall sense like normal

but in a are they being held at gun point sense

can you all snap out of it??

jk: don’t bash ur head joon

namjoon: im not

that is my problem

yoongi: sounds like you are

namjoon: you guys did something real fucked up didnt you that’s why ur acting like this

you can tell me

i wont get mad

hobi: ok can you shut up ohmygod

jimin: LITERALLY JOON UR GREAT AND ALL BUT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT PLS SHUT THE HELL UP

jk: can you not shout pls ur scaring people

jimin: I CANT HELP IT

jk: sorry i’m just a ugly pig then

yoongi: ur so dramatic

tae: don’t worry kookie small men often carry a large amount of rage that’s why jimin is shouting

don’t take it personal

jimin: ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME??

y/n: ok so you guys really don’t gaf about woozi???

jk: what is that???

yoongi: literally

tae: y/n can you also buy cheese for us when you come back

jk: cheese 🤤

y/n: whatever….

namjoon: wow ok

so

i’ll just go then?

jk: baiiii ^^ 💞✨

namjoon: no this feels so wrong

y/n: go take a nap joon

hobi: bros just yapping away like 💀

tae: GO

namjoon: did you guys kill someone?

be honest with me im begging

jin: maybe if we ignore him he’ll go away

jimin: fixed my keyboard

thank god amen #lifeisgood

namjoon: guys

jk: i’m a man not a guy

yoongi: what

hobi: do you think maybe this is his midlife crisis?

jin: i thought the whole rap monster thing was his midlife crisis

y/n: he was like 18 then?

jin: i didn’t expect him to live long

jimin: start of life crisis

tae: maybe namjoon himself is the crisis

namjoon: you guys are my crisis

y/n: we haven’t even done anything

namjoon: can you guys do something

hobi: ur really loosing it

namjoon: don’t make ME do something

hobi: wtf is namjoon threatening me rn?

jimin: what is the worst namjoon can do be fr

namjoon: i have like 127 snipers on ur house rn shut the fuck up

jimin: wtf???????

y/n: nct core

namjoon: me y/n and tae had a threesome

jk: WHAT??????????????

jin: I KNEW IT I KNEW IT

jimin: oh my actual god

tae: I HIT I HIT GUYS I DID IT ALL OF YOU THAT PRAYED ON MY DOWNFALL LOOK AT ME NOW LOOK AT ME

namjoon: but that’s not the first time we fucked

minus tae ofc

tae: wait what

hobi: oh wow

namjoon: on jungkooks birthday last year

yoongi: laughed

namjoon: and at a sleepover we all had at yoongi’s house

yoongi: oh

jk: WHAT THE FUCK

y/n: i am going to kill you

namjoon: i have almost asked her to be my girlfriend

y/n: what

namjoon: on multiple occasions

jk: THIS HAS TO BE FAKE OMGSHH2£:£!£3:;&;’cmnfkknfmfnc

y/n: namjoon

namjoon: i’ve tried to get taehyung kicked out of the group a total of 29 times

tae: WHY WTF

????

OMG

BETRAYAL OF THE CENTURY

WHAT THE HELL

jin: LMAO that’s crazy as hell

namjoon: i have never eaten a single dish jin has ever cooked for me

jin: ARE YOU SICK?????????

I SLAVE AWAY IN THE KITCHEN

AND FOR WHAT???

FUCKING UNGRATEFUL PIECE OF SHIT

NEVER COOKING FOR U AGAIN

WOW IM SO PISSED

FUCK YOU

UGLY FUCK

namjoon: when we debuted i believed jimin was the ugliest man i had ever seen and felt physically ill when people would flirt with him because wtf were they seeing??

jimin: WOW

WOOOOOW

wow

that’s crazy actually

do u even fw us be honest

hobi: definitely fw y/n that’s for sure!!!

ok i’m sorry i didn’t mean it i don’t want to know what you have to say im sorry i just saw the opportunity PLS IM SORRY IM SORRY

namjoon: ur mother used to send me money so i would hang with you

hobi: ur telling me our sunday bonding days weren’t actually sunday bonding days 🥲

namjoon: i wanted to shoot myself in the head

jimin: what the actual fuck is happening

jk: HES LYING HES LYING THERE IS NO WUAYS HES LYINGGGGGGG

namjoon: why would i be lying?

y/n: namjoon you need stop talking

yoongi: namjoon kill yourself

jk: YEAH KILL YOURSELF

namjoon: thank you

jimin: this is by far the craziest degradation kink i’ve ever seen

namjoon: argue

yoongi: you want us to argue?

are you high?

jk: HES HIGH HE IS I KNOW IT

HE WOULDNT SAY ALL OF THAT SOBER

tae: waittt namjoons first high 💞💞💞💞

jimin: that makes sense

he don’t even know what he’s talking about rn lmao

not even mad anymore

i’m happy for u bro

namjoon: no i definitely do know what i’m talking about

i just want you guys to act normal

tae: it’s okay ur doing great joonie

namjoon: I AM NOT HIGH STOP

y/n: you have to be cuz wtf

jk: im confused

namjoon: shut up

jk: why is namjoon fighting me

namjoon: i literally slept with y/n

jk: STOP IT MAKE HIM GO AWAY

PLEASE

jin: IDC IF HES OFF FUCKING COKE RN

he’s actually so fucked up and insane for saying that TO ME LIKE TO ME MY COOKING ARE YOU INSANE??????

what a SHIT leader…

hobi: i think maybe he needs to hug a tree rn

stay grounded or smth

yoongi: bro is off the trees rn wydm

namjoon: i am “off” absolutely nothing rn maybe i’m just really concerned for you all

and maybe just maybe it’s you guys’ fault for making me have to act and talk insane so YOU GUYS can act and talk insane and make me feel at peace in life

you made me like this

all you do is cause me stress

this is ALL UR OWN FAULT

tae: i am NOT reading that essay 😭

jimin: omg we are all literally being gaslit by kim namjoon rn what the actual fuck is life

namjoon: im sick of you all

ur ageing me

y/n: i think ur ageing urself tbh

hobi: life goes on man…

tae: tbh i think namjoon is going through a bad trip rn

like tell me he doesn’t sound high as hell

jimin: you’ve actually lost it namjoon

hobi: it was bound to happen

tae: it’s okay just hold ur breath until you pass out and when u wake up you’ll be fine

that’s how i stop a bad trip

namjoon: I AM NOT HIGH FOR THE LAST TIME

jk: that’s what i say when i’m high

just saying

yoongi: this is definitely that midlife crisis

namjoon: why are you not freaking out about me literally having sex with the girl your in love with

yoongi: ur high and idc

jk: I CARE

i don’t believe you joon 😡

y/n: this is not life rn…..

hobi: are all four of you not in love with her wow thats kinda insane

y/n rizz go crazy

jimin: why don’t you all just like idk

date????

hobi: omg wait i wanna date too don’t leave me out this time 🥺🫰🏼

yoongi: i’ll pass

MY girl idk if you get that or not

jimin: but she’s-

ok

whatever

ur all fucked up idc

might as well all fuck but fuck me right???

ur girl no ur so right i need to just shut my mouth

sighs looks left looks right

idiot

namjoon: you all make me sick

jimin: literally do not care

jk: do you need a hug namjoon?

namjoon: absolutely not shut the fuck up

jk: oh 🥲

yoongi: so ur just really fucking mean high?

sucks

namjoon: IS HELL FROZEN OVER YOONGI BASICALLY JUST DEFENDED JUNGKOOK LIKE WHAT????? GUYS ARE YOU SEEING THIS???

hobi: who sold you this weed man..

we need to get them

jimin: he probably got sold cocaine got told it was weed and took it all

jin: yikes

sleep it off joon!!

namjoon: I HATE YOU ALL

omg

guys

i’m going to kill myself

….

now you say good or like do it or we won’t miss you

jin: who hurt you??

namjoon: YOU GUYS DID

YOU GUYS DO

ALL THE TIME ACTUALLY

WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING THAT NOW

jk: he wants us to tell him to kill himself?

namjoon: YES

y/n: he’s actually loosing his mind wow

hobi: he’s literally on another universe rn

jin: i’ll actually kill you instead of telling you to kill urself how about that!

namjoon: SHUT THE HELL UP

yoongi: does he want us to argue or stfu??? i don’t get it anymore

y/n: ur really like being insane rn joon

jimin: this a high that NEEDS to be slept off…

namjoon: there is no way u guys are being fr rn…

you guys are fucking with me

WHY IS IT AN ISSUE WHEN I SAY SOMETHING OUT OF LINE

hobi: you said MANY things out of line

namjoon: BUT YOU GUYS CAN TALK ABOUT HOW TAE HAD SEX WITH A RANDOM GIRL IN ALLEY FOR FREE FOOD AND NO ONE SAYS SHIT?????

tae: THAT IS NOT TRUE BTW

NAMJOON TELL THEM ITS NOT TRUE

namjoon: YOU GUYS ARE LITERALLY AT EACH OTHERS THROATS EVERY DAY AND WHEN I QUESTION WHY UR ALL BEING NORMAL I GET LOOKED AT FUNNY???

y/n: this is us normal?

I WAS LITERALLY TALKING ABOUT HOW YOONGI BROKE MY FRIENDS NOSE IS THAT NORMAL TO YOU???

tae: namjoon just used that fake scenario as an example IT IS NOT TRUE

namjoon: everyday you all push me closer to suicide

yoongi: ok?

idk what you want us to do at this point

namjoon: i don’t know either

yoongi: ok??

namjoon: ok

jk: OK 😋

namjoon: i think i’m gonna go now

namjoon left “JIMIN OLD ERA”

jimin: lmao i NEED to find out what he’s smoking that was crazy

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i hate this actually.

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[kxmikomrade]

for the ask game - 1, 12, 22 & 34!

₍^..^₎~ yuzu

YUZU HIHI!! :DDD <3333

1.) who is/are your comfort character(s)?: it never sticks to one, AT ALL. it depends which fandom/s im currently on or hyperfixtations so lemme list sum of da recent ones

Star rail: YANQING. Bsd: Ranpoe <33 Ocs: Persona shenanigans with @astrililu's persona, theyre just so goofy Vtubers: Illuna//Luxiem (silly lil guys)

12.) what kind of day is it?: its alr ig, just the norm but its not bad so dat makes it great :D

22.) what type of person are you?: no idea tbh, i cant describe myself as a person since i literally know and dont know myself lol, ppl NEED to ask me a VERY specific question for me to answer it then get to another thing abt me and so on yk?? :>

34.) is there a song you know every word to by heart?: QUITE A LOT ACTUALLY SINCE IF I LIKE A SONG, I USUALLY LISTEN TO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND YK prob from oldest to most recent: sofia the first's opening song, let it go, symphony, stronger than you (frisk ver), happier by marshmallow, an art gallery could never be as unique as you, Namae wo yobuyo, lets get it started, hope in the dark, etc. idk dats all i can recall rn

YEAH DATS IT, IK SOME SONGS R CRINGE BUT MOST OF THEM WERE LITERALLY FROM BEFORE I MOVED SO LIKE 5 YEARS AGO AHAHAHHA

[sleepingstates]

tagged by @sent2heaven tysm for the tag! 💗⭐️

answer these questions and tag 9 people you want to get to know better--

last song i listened to: wild horses by the sundays! one of my top 5 and probably even 3 songs of all time. grew up listening to it so have loved it since elementary school. i actually like it better than the rolling stones ver 🥸

three ships: okkk i dont really know if i can answer this q because i don't really consume a lot of movies or shows which is weird ik BUT. if i had to pick.. kelso and jackie from that 70's show half because of the happiness it gives me and half because of mila kunis and ashton kutchers real relationship from that is so.. <3333 my second pick would be utena and anthy from rgu because how could you not and also childhood memories and i honestly cant really think of a third one im sorry 😭😭

currently reading: i've been stuck on heaven by mieko kawakami for a while- not because it's bad or long but because i'm just REALLY bad at reading consistently if its not divided into very consecutive chapters, but i actually plan to finish it tonight and after that I'm going to start on pachinko by min jin lee !

last movie i watched: equilibrium! it was pretty good had a hot christian bale in it so.... just basic dystopian sci-fi stuff, still pretty interesting though and good music! like a 3.5/5 ? 4/5? i'm so bad at rating movies

craving: a couple days ago i bit the inside of my cheek and its been annoying to eat/chew food since.. -_- but if i could have ANYTHING rn..? i'd have some cold spongecake with fluffy frosting and a foamy latte~

tagging!: i fr cant think of 9 people to tag but! @hxh @rocket2017 @sticky-pearls @poppies @garlicfry and anyone else who wants to do this!

[gazeboarcade]

5, 16, 19 for the asks!! <3

bro u know what thank you SO much for sending this <3333

5.) do you have any piercings or tattoos? do you want any?

yes!! my ears have the normal 1 hole each and i have a cartilage too. i also have a triangle tattoo... i would get another tattoo in the future i think!! if i had a good enough idea

16.) what's your favourite book? when did you first read it? what made you read it?

i hate to be dull and boring but i honestly cant recall what my favorite book is rn!! it's between too many, like cleve jones' memoir, IT (of course) and a couple others. I usually read books bc of the recommendations others make abt them but i found the cleve jones memoir on my own : )) lately all i get to read is for school tho : (

19. what's the last song you listened to or song currently stuck in your head?

uhhh the last song was Just the Two of Us but!!! I have been having Tra Le La Le La Triangle by Patsy Cline stuck in my head all day ughhh ear worm!!!

[zoppzoop]

hello lish tis the monthly council who hopes ur doing some variant/s of good, well, wonderful, fine, dandy, rested, reposed, lavished and leisurely in these hours, and if not, will be doing soon. hello!! hope ur good, how u doing?? just wanted to let yk ur art is like a cookie to me i see it everytime and i want to eat it while flaking crumbs all over me and assembling them afterwards so that i can have more of it. ur animatics!!!!! im too speechless to say in tags but know that they blow my mind always!!!!! hope ur good and having a fun time!! do tell me 5 songs u love listening to rn or anything u want to talk abt!!! have a good day!! (solar)

also ps im not sure if tumblr is eating my asks?? but i did try to send u valentine cards and if they reached, yay<3 and if not, happy (belated) valentine's day to this site's belovedest user<3

hello solar my beloved i love and adore you and your regular check ins so much <3 not doing too great at the moment but hopefully things turn up for the better <333 also 🥺 thank you so much i love seeing the tags you leave on my art and i regularly keep going back to them <3333333

the 5 songs! oh um!!! pacific by chase petra, from the start by good kid, smoke with the devil by kian stone <3, allies or enemies by the crane wives and the sureshot by nathan hanover <33 ive been so deep into the jrwi podcast lately, i'm like almost done with my second listen-through for the whole riptide campaign and yeah <33 i cant wait for this semester to end so that i can go back home and be less burdened with managing my finances so that i can get the patreon content and listen to the rest of the campaigns theyve got <3

also ps, i did your valentines ask! and i replied to it with an ask of my own saying that i wanted to keep it in my inbox forever because yeah <3 hoarding it <33 but it seems maybe tumblr ate that ask?? because i do remember sending it that day itself-

anyways! happy (belated) valentines day to you as well <333333333 and thank you so much for that ask i appreciated it a LOT and it made me very happy <3333

[burntblueberrywaffles]

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii <333 its your amazing (/j) secret santa

soooo, i think i have an idea for your gift but a few more questions obviously will not hurt

(also its taytay's birthday today!! kajjedjkarrjk)

anywaysss, YOUVE NEVER HAD FRUITCAKE WHATTTT its like the best thing in the entire world im offended /lh oh and celebrating wiht family is like the best tradition everrr <33 my favourite movies are horrors and stuff and i absolutely love thriller! my favourite movie is a dead giveaway if youve been on my blog for like 5 seconds lmao so i will not mention it (plus i cant pick one lmao adkfjsdjkfh)

so another question time!! ik youve mentioned you like gracie abrams !! i do too shes like one of my favourite singer ashdjkash soo what is your favourite gracie song?? and i love liv too!! so your favourite liv song?? (and ofc our queen taylor) favourite taylor song?? (idk if ive already asked you taylors fav song ignore it if i have) ik it can be like soooo harddd to chooseee akjdjhhkajdhff so like a song thats been stuck in your head or you have listened to the most for that artist will work too haha

(wow i never shut up lmao)

okay byee <3333

Hellooooo 🥰

For Gracie, my favourite is Difficult!!! Obsessed with it (also I relate a lil too hard RIP 😭) for Olivia rn I’d definitely say Love is embarrassing it’s so good!!

For Taylor I don’t have a single favourite, but like i mentioned the other time I absolutely adore YOYOK, Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve and Wonderland. Others favourite are The last time and Holy Ground. (Rn I absolutely love the 1989 vault tracks as well, but I’m gonna wait until the novelty wears off before I decide if they belong on my list of faves of all time haha) …and I’m gonna shut up now or this is gonna turn into listing way too many Taylor Songs I love LOL

[bondilluns]

haiii I meant to send this when I rbed the post earlier but 1, 2, 7, 13, and 18 for the ask game? :D

hi eve!!!! ^_^ i got carried away talking about food and this ended up being a bit of a long post 0_0 so i'll put the answers under the cut!!

1. fav song: god... well my top1 in spotify was River is a Vampire ^^

2. fav album: definetly three cheers for sweet revenge <3333 she's aleays there when i need her and i just fucking love to listen to her start to finish

7. fav actor: hmm since i've finished watching hannibal very recently im very into Hugh Dancy and Mads Mikkelsen rn but i'm still not over Sam Reid as Lestat <333

13. how was my birthday: Great!!! i wore my favourite dress, got awesome hand-made gifts from my friends Q_Q <3 and got a matching tattoo with my mom!! so yeah, rad as hell B)) oh! and i got tickets for my gf and my bestfriend to go see Rocky Horror live on halloween!!!!!! it really was perfect, im so grateful T_T <33333

18. best meal: memorable meal: it has to be the first meal i had in munich, it was a plate with many different types of sausages, they were delicious and i was incredibly hungry after travelling there. the beer was incredible (i think i got drunk every single time we sat down to eat), but the best part was dessert. i cant remember its name, but it was a huge plate of something similar to tiny pancakes and you had to dip them in apple sauce i think? incredible.

of course, everything i had in Venice was delicious too (the gnoquis and the ice cream... sweet jesus..), but my mediterranean ass is more used to Italian cooking. i knew nothing about german cuisine and it surpassed all my expectations, now im dying to go back <333

[maiverie]

oh my gosh mai I NOW UNDERSTAND YOUR OBSESSION W CHANGING YOUR THEME EVERY 2 SECS OML DEWHBE

i literally want to change my theme all the time now omg

ALSO i've been listening to ed sheerans new album and ITS ACTUALLY SO GOOD ?!?!?!? i mean his songs are always good anyway but THIS ALBUM THO ?!?!

eyes closed and curtains are by far my favourites from the album

HONESTLY I STILL CANT GET OVER DARK BLOOD LIKE BITE ME IS JUST SO GOOD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNYYYY

ALSO IM EXCITED FOR THE NEW TRIAGE UPDATE ?!?!!? I HAVE TO REREAD THE LAST CHAPTER OR THE WHOLE THING TO REMEMBER WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED (i promise i loved it its just i have a dory memory)

HAVE FUN EDITING AND GIVING US AN (obviously) AMAZING TRIAGE UPDATE !! <333 LITERALLY CANT WAIT

help HELENA THE WAY IM AB TO CHANGE MY WHOLE THEME AND USERNAME SOON 😭🙏 also pLEASE UR THEME IS SOOOO NICE RN LIKE IM ON DESKTOP RN AND EVERYTHING IS SOO PURPLE??? SUCH A SUPERIOR COLOUR DUH???

OK OOF I have not listened to his album yet but if u rec THEN I RLLY GOTTA ‼️ILL LET U KNOW WHAT I THINK OF THEM HEHE THANK U SO MUCH FOR SHARING <3333

dark blood.... aoty.... so so so good BITE ME LITEARLLY MAKES ME STOMACH MANGLE LIKE UGHHH THEIR VOCALS ARE TOO GOOD😭

I FINALLY UPDATED TRIAGE ‼️ girl when I tell u I had a mental Breakdown over this stupid fic like MY GOD ik it's not that deep but the amt of time I went back and forth on the finale was DRIVING ME CRAZYYYY😭😭 BUT ANYWAY YES ITS FINALLY DONE AND DONT WORRY AB READING IT OMG NO WORRIES BESTIE T-T <333

[carcinized]

TOBIN TOBIN TOBIN ERASURE MY BELOVED !!!!

oh l'amour gets stuck in my head so much i cant listen to it unless i want to hear it in my brain for the rest of the day lol

and! i really love hideaway :) good song

cannot think of others rn also i mix up them and depeche mode a little too much (its just ah yes its a song my mom likes thats in english. gotta be depeche mode or erasure) but! yes erasure the beloved

YEAHHHHHH <3 ERASURE THE BELOVED <3333 my favourite is forever imagination but those two are so good too asgjrhwgdhd

[timextoxhajima]

im not really going thru sumn bad perse but ive just been, not too great? recently? especially today, but its ok ..! and i agree w u, idols put in so much effort to keep improving themselves and to make other people happy, their hard work should be recognised! do you do some kind of dance / performance stuff ? im sorry to hear that it gets really tiring, im rooting for you in whatever you’re involved in ! 🫂

oh no my bby :< im so sorry you had a hard time,,, i'm not one to tell you that everything's gonna be okay because that's really subjective to everybody but i just want you to know that you'll get through it, i promise. maybe bruised and tired but you will get through it.

i know you didnt ask but i've also been gg thru a shit time w my mom especially, and my clique's falling apart for reasons i think are my fault and yet i can't do anything about it because feelings were involved and there was no other way i could've prevented it so- it just makes me feel extra shitty :")

anyway, point is- you'll get through it. im always here for you to rant to and leave asks in my askbox (you can also dm me if you want to but that's completely up to your own comfort, no worries yeah?)

and yes i am part of a kpop dance cover group in sch rn actually, i have my own dance cover account on ig too and i'm actually on youtube somewhere bec of the dance cover grp (doubt you'll find it tho, it's not a popular channel). i was involved in a concert earlier this year in march (made the final line up for exo's history) and i also did somi's wywf last year so i did have a good amount of time spent in the studio.

i grew so sick of the songs so fast that neither of the songs are in my playlists anymore. if anything, all the songs ive learnt some bit too (bec i learn on my own as well) are in a separate playlist and i know never to listen to them on my own accord LMAOOOO about 2 months back i was involved in a dance chain challenge organised by the team and it features about 20+ songs? i was in about 4 or 5 but my screentime was so little (alot off the screentime went to the members who were more 'exclusive' and chummy with the editor)

i got kinda mad because it made me feel like i practised so much at home for nothing and it kind of made me feel bad too because- yknow idol groups have such a huge disparity- i cant imagine how it must feel for some members to receive lesser attention despite putting in a comparable amount of effort? dont get me wrong, i bias the members of most groups who had a solid fanbase (juyeon, seonghwa, baekhyun for ex are all high fliers) but my heart hurts when i remember how much effort they put in as well only to get a significantly lesser amount of attention.

i definitely talked more than i expected to, i hope you don't mind, and i hope you hang in there alright! my motto for this semester's 'no lows, no highs' and i hope that does help you with sticking to your resilience and making it through!! <3333

[shyung-shoes]

tagged by the absolutely wonderful @kyunsies <3333 (i didnt know u changed ur url till this post!! its v cute!!)

20 questions!!

1. what do you prefer to be called name wise?

my full name is jillian but everyone calls me jill (except my family, especially my mom) i love nicknames tho but have never really had one beyond jill so if u give me a nickname ill die

2. when is your birthday?

aug 28

3. where do you live

east coast babyyyy

4. three things u are doing right now?

procrastinating on an assignment, watching a drama (while you were sleeping), and ignoring the basket of laundry i need to put away

5. four fandoms that have piqued your interest right now?

apink, gwsn, astro, april!! im still very new to all these groups tho so if anyone has any content/music recs, please lemme know :D

6. how's this pandemic been treating you?

it was a lot harder at first w/ the sudden transition from college to home. i was super happy at school and it was rough on my brain to be back home. but now ive adapted more and am doing better! i cant wait to go back to school though god

7. a song u cant stop listening to right now?

gonna reveal the extremes of my music taste but uh after the bloom (alone) by gwsn and bonfire by childish gambino. also without me by eminem. idk i think ive been feeling very angry/annoyed so rap is just a good way to get it out. and ive been fuckin so hard w/ gwsn’s discography that i had to put them on here

8. recommend a movie

tune in for love! truthfully, i prefer watching tv to movies but i watched this the other day and really enjoyed it! very cute and the ending was an actually satisfying ambiguous ending which is rare i think. its on netflix :P

9. how old are u?

18- im almost always the baby among my friends :// and i think im the baby on here a lot too

10. school, university, occupation, other?

im a rising sophomore in college and currently working as a dance teacher and waiting to hear back about an internship that’s actually in my field (event managment)

11. do u prefer heat or cold?

cold! i run hot naturally so i overheat super easily and i hate that feeling of sweating and being lightheaded. winter fashion also is much more my speed with boots and big jackets and darker lip colors

12. name one fact others may not know about u

im in a sorority! i think one or two people may know on here but i dont talk a lot about it. gamma phi baby (also @kyunsies youre only 4′11?? a baby!!)

13. are u shy?

i wouldnt call myself shy, im just anxious so im much more quiet when i meet someone for the first couple times. once im comfy w/ someone, my personality really comes out for all its dramatic glory

14. do u have preferred pronouns?

she/her

15. biggest pet peeve?

almost all my pet peeves have to do w/ eating lolol cause i get really bad anxiety and sensory overload from things like chewing sounds. so when people eat with their mouths open or let their silverware scrape across their teeth frustrates the hell out of me. the last one feels very specific but it irritates me yeet

16. what is your favorite ‘dere’ type?

tsundere or dandere i guess?? when a character starts to open bc of their love interest... i love it. ESPECIALLY when that character then becomes more open w/ other people because of their love. this also probably explains my natural tendency to love scorpios i think

17. rate your life 1-10, 1 being rlly crappy and 10 being the best it could ever be

i think im a solid 7 rn! which is honestly a lot better than i wouldve given it a month ago so thats a plus. im struggling w/ some mental health things rn but honestly, im pretty content with the way things seem to be unfolding for me

18. what’s your main blog?

this one! its not my actual main blog but this is the only one i use, tumblr just wont let me make this my main bc its dumb

19. list your side blogs and wha they’re used for?

i had a voltron side blog back in 2017? i think? but i havent watched the show in years bc its problematic as fuck i just didnt realize it back then

20. is there anything u think people need to know about u before becoming friends with u?

i am an extremely inconsistent responder- i am the epitome of the will respond in 2 seconds or 2 days thing but i will always respond to your message at some point. if this is about friends irl, its that i always have an earbud in and thats not an exaggeration- listening to music always makes me less anxious so i constantly just have an earbud in in case i feel myself get jittery. so i promise i am paying attention even if it doesnt look like it- im top tier at being able to pay attention to a song and a conversation

ill tag... @wennjunhui @leexchan @iiasha @lovechwe @1of1orbit @agemnor(theres ofc no pressure!!! <33)

[smellycinnamonthundahfudge]

awww thanks for the tag @tare8chan :’D)) <333

(i yet again changed the format cus im just so effing chatty it was such an eye sore hahahaha im sorrrsss)

stars or clouds (universe, right??)

tony stark or steve rogers (I WILL NEVER CHOOSE. NO ONE CAN MAKE ME. ALSO, NAT IS THE CLEAR CHOICE)

buzzfeed unsolved or buzzfeed worth it (i’ve only seen unsolved so kinda wins by default haha)

lavender or rose (haven’t really seen lavender irl, cant recall much bout it, roses are nice enough, famous at least, plus a cool plot thing in beauty & the beast haha)

chocolate or vanilla (my sis says vanilla’s barely a flavor n i kinda agree haha)

latte or americano (if americano’s just a shot of pure coffee then yeah the one that’s sweeter please haha)

police procedural shows or hospital shows (this is tough since i watch both but i think im more partial to hospital cus grey’s anatomy owns me hahaha)

fast zombies or slow zombies (they’re more exciting, aren’t they?)

modern films or classic films (more accessible, relatable, and DIVERSE WHOO BB wanna see em asians yalls)

musicals or plays (havent seen a play but even then, i think musicals would still win. music’s my soft spot haha)

hamilton or in the heights (I HAVENT LISTENED/SEEN IN THE HEIGHTS YET EVEN THO I RLLY WANT TO, PLS DONT JUDGE ME HAHA. but tbh i havent completely seen hamilton either, just repeatedly listened to my shot and watched a medley performance tbh so hamilton just wins by default cus i dont know anything bout ith aside from general theme/setting, lin manuel miranda’s involvement in it, and the trailer for the film)

blue lightsaber or green lightsaber (oof tough choice, but as much as i love yoda and his iconically green lightsaber, i gotta go w/ our protagonists’ light saber color, luke and leia’s blue :’’’))

hats or headbands (HATS ARE SO HOT ON UR HEAD AND I ALREADY HAVE THICK HAIR IN A TROPICAL COUNTRY)

queen or elton john (this hurt me sm. elton, i love ur song, the lion king, u in general, and ur biopic film... but queen is too damn powerful and catchy, im so sorry)

multicolored lights or white lights (just funner)

pastels or neons (if it isnt obvious, kinda got this messy chaotic vibe going with me, sooo yeaahh light it up bb hahaha)

flowers or succulents (im sorry cacti, flowers just so prettyyy thoo, im only human :’>>)

log cabin or hotel (they’re nice n clean n air conditioned and all but if imma travel, why not go straight to nature and feel the ambience of it all yknow? kinda missing nature rn. plus havent been to a log cabin yet so here’s hopin heh)

sprinkles or cookie crumbs (i used to like sprinkles till i realized they were basically just colored sugar. COOKIES ALL THE WAY BB)

ghosts or aliens (space n universe exploration yaalllss, righhtt??)

single book or book series (oof this is kinda tough, kinda like the one shot/multi chapter choice haha. a series is more fulfilling but a single’s easier and unfortunately i havent actually finished a series yet so yeah let’s go single. they’ve still made me cry so i cant complain haha)

library or bookstore (yes, you can actually sit in a library all cold n cozy in beautiful silence buuttt the bookstore has a better, more recent selection so it’s joyfully reading with aching legs for this gall whooo)

brunch or dinner (my fam n i are night owls. who even keeps track of time? if bfast is ur first meal of the day, i’ve eaten it at literally everytime. night time is the one consistent time of the day we’ve all eaten something)

snow or leaves (aawww saammeee ughh the the asians who dont have snow, i cryy :’<<)

jean jacket or leather jacket (altho i kinda feel like jean jackets are comfier (leather in a tropical country, hoowww would i even??), since i dont have an actually wearable leather jacket and the AESTHETIC of it has just been forever ingrained in me, i am just dyyinngg to be able to wear one)

tea cup or mug (isn’t cupping ur hands around it all warm n cozys as u take a nice hot sip and blow on it just so nice??)

galaxies or constellations (UNIVERSE, RIGHTT?? also, constellations are just more stuff i dont have energy to learn hahaha)

yaaaayyy im tagging @fangirltrash1312, @justaleapoffaith, @secretlifeofacloud, @kjwolf31, @nicehandsfeet, and @parallelmarvel since i appreciate ya taggin me, thought id return the favor heh :’> stay safe yallsss peacceee <3333

[missmorosis]

AHH bby same here 😤 ilysmmm

ok alright i got this!!! ok let's do this (i hope this isn't overwhelming there's a lot ;-; but! if you want more just lmk!!)

soft/chill vibes: stay here by gaho (anything by gaho astral projects me to a past life of mine istg); gravity by ong seong wu; yellow by emmit fenn; won't remember (acoustic) by tors; the way you felt by alec benjamin

upbeat: oh, death by sugr?; figure you out by voilà; avalanche by christian french; love me like a friend by fly by midnight; blueberry eyes by max ft suga; changer by a.c.e

BABE CRUSH??!! i love his smmm he's amazing T^T also i listened to the other two songs and they're great!! i especially like telepath :)

plsss come enjoy milk and cookies w me!! how about you do the milk and i'll make cookie? that's more fair ;) but PLSS that'd be so fun ilysmmm <333

babe you deserve so much happiness too!! drink all the stawberry milk you can make live your best life!!! but ahha yeahhh as soon as i catch up on stuff i procrastinate and get behind again :') but! it's a new week maybe this time i'll lean my lesson! (who am i kidding that's not going to happen haha)

OKOK playlists!! soo the most recent one i've revamped was my dark academia vibe one :D i've got a few other playlists but tbh i haven't really done much to update them.. i've chaged pics / descriptions but music wise everything is kinda old so i'll probably work on adding some new songs into them soon! but if you do want to look at them you can check my spotify? :)

aw noo bby that's not good :( have you been drinking water? and getting enough sleep? bc it's vv important that you take care of yourself >:(

ooh nice! i've never seen gilmore girls but it has high ratings from some of my friends haha. but it's always fun to watch something w chaarters that remind you of ppl you know :D

hmm what have i been doing? i think just schoolwork, workwork, and playling around w playlists haha. i've been watching sisyphus on netflix tho!! it's really good i love sci-fi / action shows!! tbh i found it bc the lead actor is also the lead in stranger which i binged and now miss v much :') crime shows are some of my faves :D

i think that's about it for me! but i missed you too!! i hope you're still doing well, making strawberry milk, and that your dizziness fades!! love you babes <3333

FIRST OF ALL i am so sorry this took ages to respond to IM SO SORRY 😭😭 this has been in my inbox for so long AAAHHH

BUT ANYWAY

MY LOVE COMING IN WITH THE BEST MUSIC TASTE??? immediately opening my spotify rn to listen to all these thank you i am eternally in your debt (NOT OVERWHELMING THANK YOU SO MUCHH)

CRUSH IS SO GOOD every day is a crush day i love his music AND TELEPATH- conan gray is so musically talented it always hits just right

and yes im so so down i love cookies THAT SOUNDS HEAVENLY just spending time w u ☹️☹️ i love u i love u i cant wait to drink strawberry milk w cookies w u

PLAYLIST WAIT YES PLAYLIST will follow your spotify as soon as i answer this ask for sure AAHHHNFMFM

YES I DONT KNOW IT JUST HAPPENS OCCASIONALLY 😭😭 it comes and goes tho ITS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT THANK U LOVE <3333

YES GILMORE GIRLS its such a comfortable show and it has really wholesome moments i would say ITS SO EASY TO BINGE DHAHHAHA

OH SHOULD I CHECK THAT OUT?? after i finish the things im watching rn (which is a very short list 😭) im gna need more things to watch SO WOULD U RECOMMEND IT???

CRIME SHOWS- theyre so interesting and so attention grabbing- i havent really seen any good crime shows: which ones ur favorite???

AWH NOW IM TEARING UP I LOVE YOU <33 GOOD LUCK WITH SCHOOL AND JUST EVERYTHING- IM GIVING U THE BIGGEST HIG EVER I LOVE YOUUU

[pigstepmp3-moved]

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better. 

tagged by @yawnralphio​ thank u for tagging me, kisses ur cheek <3

1. name/nickname: fundy, eden, dream, and wilbur! only nickname rn is wilby, but feel free to gimme nicknames :)

2. gender: none gender, left boy. diet boy

3. star sign: scorpio

4. height: 5′3″

5. time: 8:39pm as im typing this

6. birthday: november 2nd

7. favorite bands: ten foot pole, nofx, the dead milkmen, the front bottoms, ajj, simple plan, mom jeans, wallows, the regrettes, etc etc, theres probably more im forgetting

8. favorite solo artists: wilbur soot, sabrina carpenter, again, probably more im forgetting. i suppose i listen to more bands than i do solo artists

9. song stuck in my head: losing face by wilbur soot <333 specifically the  “is he better than me? / has he seen more to this life? / can he smoke more? / can he fuck more?” lines

10. last movie: i cannot for the life of me remember. i think probably the og grinch movie about a month ago?

11. last show: i think 911? im not sure, its been a long time since ive watched tv jdhfajkfh

12. when did i create this blog: i made this particular blog in december of 2018, but i joined tumblr originally in july of 2014 (my first blog is still Out There but i refuse to share it ajfhadskjfh)

13. what do i post: ive been mainly mcyt centric lately as thats my current hyperfixation, but i do post aesthetic posts and shitposts and stuff from my other interests when they pop onto my dash :)

14. last thing googled: eye emoji

15. other blogs: i run @incorrect911quotes​ and @buddieweek​ in the sense that i Own the blogs, though i havent had the energy to actually Actively run them in. a long ass time (mutuals feel free to hmu if youd like to be added as a co owner to either of those blogs so that u may take over for me until i get the energy to work on them again). i also have a handful of saved urls as sideblogs too!

16. do i get asks: every once in a while! i usually get maybe like. one or two per ask game i reblog, and every once in a while ill get random asks from friends and anons alike

17. why i chose my url: i like ghostbur a lot :) n “ghostbur” was taken so i added an s to it!

18. following: 194! i dont like having a super poppin dash, it gets stressful for me at times

19. followers: as of right now, i have 1016 :) 

20. average hours of sleep: around 6 to 7 on a good night

21. lucky number: 2!!

22. instruments: i used to know how to play guitar, but its been like. almost a decade since ive gotten my hands on a guitar, so id have to relearn from scratch. i play a mean recorder thanks to my third grade class tho. and i have a kazoo that i like playin!

23. what am i wearing: my big pink georgenotfound hoodie, pink sweatpants, n slightly mismatched socks (neither of them are pink tho :pensive:)

24. dream job: i know its very cliche but i would really like to make youtube an actual job someday. id also like to be able to data entry :)

25. dream trip: if i had to pick, probably holland. and new york!

26. favorite food: pasta!

27. nationality: im technically american, but i prefer to just say that im canadian (my dad is From canada And im moving in with him in canada after high school)

28. favorite song: my current number one fav is im sorry boris by wilbur soot <3333 obsessed with it

29. last book read: uh. um. i dont know. ill tentatively say all the bright places by jennifer niven bc thats the last one i remember reading

30. top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: mmmm. dsmp would be pretty fun! bein in homestuck could be pretty cool too. ummm. thats it, i cant think of anywhere else :) (id say the borderlands universe but id die so much)

tagging: nobody :) fuck da rules :) feel free to steal this and say i tagged you tho :)

[sunnysidewrites]

Husband!Seokmin

Requested by anon: Can you do a married!au with Seokmin where he asks you to dance with him after a long day? Like super romantic and stuff? Thank you! 

AAAAAA HERE IT IS MY LIL BBY!!! I CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE REQUESTED THIS IM 100% CONVINCED YOU WERE PERSONALLY OUT TO GET ME!!!! JUST LIKE FOR WONWOO, I CANT CONTAIN MY FEELS FOR SEOKMIN EITHER LJSFDLJ THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U DOUBLE BIAS AAA also im sorry its been sO long since i did a request!! HAPPY READING MY CHILDREN!!!! <3333

warnings: super romantic, super cheesy, super fLUFF THAT I ACTUALLY HAD TO TAKE A BREAK FROM WRITING BC IT WAS SUPER SWEET!!!!

CAN WE JUST APPRECIATE THIS CONCEPT

MY SUNSHINE, A HUSBAND

I CAN TBEL IE V E

I LUV SEOKMIN SO MUCH AND IM SAD HES SO OVERLOOKED :((((

i hope yall enjoy this piece as much as i loved writing it <33333333

The sizzling of the stove and soft BTOB melodies crackled from your speakers, the only sounds that drifted from the kitchen

You were humming along to the harmonies, the cute pastel pink apron Seokmin bought for you last month wrapped securely around your waist as you twirled with a spatula in one hand but u didnt twirl that much ok pls dont burn the house down

You were about to reach the peak of the song when the familiar bell rang

You glanced at the clock and smiled to yourself

“7, just as expected”

You quickly wiped your hands on a nearby towel and scurried off to the front door

“Welcome home, honey!!!” you chirped

He had a slightly worn out smile but the second he laid eyes on you, his eyes lit up and the tired grin became the embodiment of the sun and blinded you lmao i luv death!!!

“AaAhHhHhHH, who’s this cutie pie??!!??!” he says with his pearly whites displaying and bear hugs you, rocking you back and forth can he just be a model for all toothpaste commercials

Im dead do u hEAR ME IM DEAD

Your face is squished into his chest and he keeps cooing at you like

“SEOKMIN P L S WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR YEARS ALREADY!!!!” you laugh, wrapping your arms around him awwwwwww :’)))))))))))))))))))))))

“YOU’RE JUST TOO CUTE <333333333333”

Gives you quick but a lOT of pecks on the head, cheeks, literally scattered every inch of your face

“Omg seokmin,,,, pls you are too much!!! But i like it” you say but you’re also pouting bc he kissed everywhere but your lips

He’s more than aware of that

“Oh? You want me to stop though?” he cheekily grins at your frown

You’re about to lean in when you smell something a little burnt

“oH CRAP MY BURGERS!!!!” gotta go fast

As you’re running towards the stove he follows shortly and he’s like oooo burgers omg????

And you’re like o ok its just slightly burnt nothing too serious phew

You’re in front of the pan doing your thing when he comes fROM BEHIND AND BACK HUGS YOU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

“You cooked burgers today??? What’s the special occasion?” you feel his chest vibrating as he gently rests his chin on your shoulder

Ok im sorry i need a breather wow ok im crying omg this is real husband material pls someone hOLD ME

He turns his neck to the left and gives you another cheek kiss and you’re trying to decipher whether your cheeks are flaming from him or the proximity between you and the heat emitting from the stove

Maybe its both maybe its maybelline im sorry i rlly gotta stop bUT I LOVE THAT JOKE LOL

He giggles at the wide grin on your face and he just gives you aNOTHER ONE :’)))) PLS DATE OR MARRY ME SEOK

“Omg ok seokmin i love you but pls im about to finish w these burgers!!! Have a seat!! It should be ready in a few more minutes”

He pouts and puLLS YOUR WAIST CLOSER TO HIM LSJDFDLJFSDJSFDFJS

“:(((( but i missed you aaaallll daayyyyyy”

“We’ll have more time to ourselves after dinner hun!!!” you briefly kiss him on the cheek and turn back to the pan

Error: Lee Seokmin has combusted

He’s sitting back at the dinner table while admiring your back view and he’s literally the heart eyes emoji

The look on his face with the soft stare and the corners of his lips slightly lifted upwards aaaAAAWWWW

You present him with the final product on a plate, one in each hand of yours for the both of you

“Bon appetite!!!” you say as you place it front of him and place his utensils with it

His heart eyes are almost as intense as they were when he looked at you but he’s stuffing his face so it’s kinda hard to tell LOL

“Mmghglg so good!!!” he says in between huge mouthfuls

And you’re like :’))))) i luv my hubby also u have something on your face lmao

He starts venting about his day at work and how rehearsal was just insANE

“We practiced for 5 hours without a break,,, and then we took half an hour ish break,,, and went back to dancing for 4 more and repeated this cycle since 7am”

“Soonyoung told me this really lame joke”

“Why do you always laugh tho”

“That’s what friends do!!! Laugh at your bad jokes bc of how bad they are!!!”

“We also went in the studio to record more of the new songs”

“Jihoon kept wanting me to redo it,,,, i think we all did at least 15 takes. Individually.”

And his lil chatter mouth kept going on and on but you’re just happy listening to his voice

In the midst of ranting about how complicated the footwork is, he notices you just sitting there and staring at him

“You’re not gonna finish your burger?”

And you’re like oH RIGHT LOL

“I just always get so captivated when you talk,,,, it’s so soothing”

And at first he’s like “huh?” with a little confused look and then when he finally registers he breaks out into the bIGGEST SMILE EVER AND HE’S EMBARRASSED

“aaAAAHHH YOU’RE SO CHEESY HONEY”

“UM DID YOU NOT PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU WERE DOING HALF AN HOUR AGO”

As you and seokmin are finishing up your meal, he’s like aaa that was the best meal ever bless ur soul

You’re like alright time to clear the table and you get up and start gathering the dishes when he’s like wait!! and grabs your wrist

“Let’s dance” he says with a gleam in his eyes

“Seokmin we gotta do the dishes first ok? And aren’t you tired of doing your choreo for practically the entire day??”

“I’ll never get tired of you though :))” uM MY HEART I HAVE CHEST PAINS

“Ok,,, since you asked so nicely,,,,,,,,,” you reluctantly agree while you place the dishes in the sink

When you meet him in the living room he’s already at the speakers and scrolling through his phone to find a song

“Ah perfect!” he taps on the song and turns back to you

You’re both getting in position to slow dance and you’re just like

“This is the cheesiest you have ever been today,,,, are you sick?”

The familiar first guitar strings of “Photograph” start playing and he softly smiles at you

Wait can u guys actually play it rn

Like. right now. Now. at this instance.

Just pause reading and play it

You can continue now

“No,,, i just need you to know i appreciate you,,, whether you’re doing chores that i can’t do at the moment or just plainly lending me an ear,,,,, I love everything you do”

You’re so mesmerized by him that you can only gape back with your mouth slightly parted open

“Seokmin…”

He shakes his head and chuckles, “you don’t have to say anything. Just relax”

As the song progresses you rest your head on his chest, your bodies comfortably pressed against each other as you slowly sway

He gives you another kiss on the top of your head and murmurs, “i’m so lucky to have someone like you” lsjddfsjdfjl my HEART MY H E AR T

“The person who has the luck is me, being able to find a catch like you” you respond, a small smile creeping on your face

He twirls you around, the both of you laughing without a care in the world

The song is about to come to an end when he dips you low and stares into your eyes LJSFDJDFJDFDF IM EMBARRASED AND THIS ISNT EVEN HAPPENING TO ME BYE

You’re both looking at each other so fondly and you barely notice how he lifts you back up bc you’re both leaning in

One arm is holding your waist up, and the other is caressing your cheek as your lips meet

His soft kiss has you weak in the knees despite how you should be used to them by now but he always takes away your breath every time

You break away, your foreheads touching

“,,,,,,,oH RIGHT THE DISHES you’re helping me wash” you say and drag him to the sink

All he can do is laugh and silently pray that he will always come home to this :’))))))))))))))))