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paupelou · 1 year

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#omg cant go out of this rut #i hate being unemployed and this weather is killing me #its been grey and rainning the whole month #im going in france to see friends and family next week #cant wait to go out of this country

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thebirdandhersong · 14 days

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the miserable angry person I become when I haven't eaten is, in a word, atrocious. it is 9pm I have not had my dinner murder is about to be on the menu if I don't fix this soon

#i spent. SO LONG (5min) trying to iron a shirt that would NOT be ironed #and then SO LONG (60 seconds) futilely trying to shove the ironing board closed (gave up and left)#and now i want to CRY because i CANT STAND INDECISIVE YOUNG MEN #what is going ON in your BRAIN if you would COMMUNICATE i might UNDERSTAND!!!!! WHAT is the struggle WHAT is going on #if you were INTERESTED as so many people have CLAIMED YOU WERE why didn't you SAY anything why didn't you DO anything!!!!!!!!!!#LIFE IS LITERALLY SO SHORT WHAT IS GOING ONNNN I CANNOT SIT HERE WAITING FOR YOU FOREVER I CANNOT !!!!!#they said it might be because you had qualms about long distance. BOY I WOULD'VE GIVEN LONG DISTANCE AN ENTHUSIASTIC SHOT #not to be like. once again i am the one more interested i am the one so ready to open my heart i am the one more invested #but like. dude. we live in an age of technology. if you want to get to know me. TEXT ME I'M LITERALLY IN THE SAME COUNTRY!!!!!!!#also what a day this has been. i agreed to teach sunday school (i am burned out and felt dread the whole time and then after i said yes)#and then socialized with too many people and then spent about 2 hours commuting and then came home and watched a romcom #that was happy that made me sad because it was happy. i too would like to be treated tenderly and pursued intentionally for once. anyways #in the same day one friend got engaged to her best friend and one friend got involved with a horrible boy and the whiplash was Horrendous #also if you cant tell i am indeed on my period and feel like too much and not enough lol i need to be alone for a little while

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hella1975 · 1 year

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my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

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moonstandardtime · 3 months

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i like to imagine that all my chatfics are in the same extended universe. what this implies im not sure

#my post #given that theyre all. in different versions of ''earth''#but ig hyrule is one continent. and its not like anything thats not directly adjacent to vaugarde besides ka bue is particularly important #to the story i mean. itd be interesting to worldbuild the rest of the isat world but im not doing that for a chatfic. i will go pretty damn #far for my chatfics but i cut myself off at non-adjacent countries #anyways.#wait i just remembered tgp is in an alternate reality where california is an island that (iirc) japan gave to the us after ww2. lmao #or the other way around but given. kurain. id say japan probably had it first #which implies that either the pacific ocean is smaller and japan has reason to go out that way. or something else equally strange #or that either japan or california is in a completely different spot?#but this whole bit of lore is inspired by old maps made by guys exploring america where california is an island #for mistake reasons and scamming reasons i think #i dont think this is ever explicitly explained in the fic either. just implied at most #it does say theyre 'right next to america' tho so. cant move california too much #moving japan closer is weird bc of its geographical culture. making the ocean smaller is weird bc of polynesia. lemme open up google earth #mkay its probably not too much of a stretch to say japan went around on the ring of fire and found calisland #idk WHY theyd do that bc my miniscule knowledge of japanese history says theres little chance of them being injected with the same explorat #on craze as europe. or why theyd only settle on calisland #but theres a reason tgp has much less thorough lore than witgt. its part of the gimmick #if you try deconstructing things itll fall apart #so. back to the original idea. of combining all three of these worlds #im not going to try and situate things. i just want to think about the concept #<- i opened up my ref maps and decided thats too much work. theyre too thorough already

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saturnniidae · 4 months

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I think American folklore is mad underrated when it comes to fantasy and horror

#fantasy #cryptids #*waggles finger at the whites* Not w*ndigos.#i mean like. i was thinking abt thr hidebehind and i fucking HATE it #something watching and waiting perfectly concealing itself when you look and it slowly creeps closer when yoh turn back around #maybe a sensation of something grabbing at you or breathing down your neck but when you look its gone #and you run and run but cant shake it no matter what and you Know its getting closer but can never see it #and your only chance is to break past the treeline and out of the woods where it cant go #and once youre safe you look back one last time and see the reflection of beady eyes looking at you but you blink and its gone #horror #hidebehind #why does every fantasy story have to be so eurocentric 💔#not that i dont love the mythology and folklore of some European countries #but despite what white Europeans say america DOES have culture. you just ignore it #i hate america as a country but love the culture its developed (not counting the american flavor of white supremacy)#and i become a patriot when i see (white) Europeans shittinf on it #ramble #moth.txt

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kimmkitsuragi · 5 months

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just learned 2 of my classmates are getting married (to clarify,,, not with each other, with different people lmao) and it's crazy like whattttt do you meannnnn we just graduated . yesterday

#im out here rotting and waiting for a scholarship and people are getting MARRIED.......... how can this be #btw yeah can i get a result of ANY of these scholarships already like 🔫🔫🔫#i already started the process and all haha like can you imagine if i didnt get any scholarship at this point. i would literally kms #the deadlines on these stuff are so........... anxiety inducing like i had to apply for ACCOMMODATION #and i still dont feel like i know for sure that i will be going 😭#but can u imagine me in a different country in 4 months....... wrow #baby's first life experience ever UwU #and i cant stress this enough people are getting MARRIED at this time . crazy stuff #🗒

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

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mortemshipping · 2 years

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I promised more vaguely The Collapse of Nature related art, and so I deliver! Au and fanfic by @whump-queen92

Explanations of each drawings by number

1. My dad used to pick me up by the back of my shirt like a kitten when I was a toddler, I feel like Ed would do that to their daughter. They’re in their backyard :D

2. Dad Roy gives me big ‘forgets all but one thing on the shopping list’ vibes, I also feel he’d utilize a baby sling so he could use his arms

3. Riza and Olivier Armstrong in Drachman military uniforms, since Havoc’s in the military I used Riza would be as well

4,5,6. Originally these were all one canvas but I split them up so it looked better. Riza, Winry, and Al all interacting with Roy and Eds daughter. I have a feeling that she spends a lot of time with her dad’s friends throughout her childhood. Also I hope you don’t mind that I gave Al a cat.

5. Their Daughter found the Chang Clan’s prince lost from his mom and is now asking Ed for help

Bonus I don’t think Al would go to war but if he did I think it’d be cool if he was a field medic

Rick and Rio! then Rick dragging a giver out of the river, since I feel like falling into and then drifting down Centrals River isn’t too uncommon, it happened to Scar.

#eds questionable fashion sense continues into fatherhood #I NEED Ed replacing the earing tag with the gaudiest fucking earrings he can find #I know ling probably wont have anything to do with this fic but ed deserves to meet his old friends again and that includes xings emperor #i feel like hed climb through their window and nearly give roy a heart attack #I cant wait for when their daughter is born so those of us who read the fic know what her name is #Anyway! Enjoy!#fucked nerds drawings #fma #royed #oh!!! I'm also going to be drawing the scene where Ed beats the shit out of Aunt Lydia with a cattle prod #but since I'm gonna be cross country at my friends place for a week it'll probably take me a bit to post it even if I finish it

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b0obs · 1 year

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tomorrow this becomes an eurovsion blog im so excited!!!!!!!!!

#as a croat i cant wait to see what other countries think of let 3 #these guys shoot bottlecaps out of their asses on national tv #and the song is catchy #LETS GO

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visgae · 2 years

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oof that was heavy. anyways

#if i cant post this kind of oversharing here i have no idea where else i would do it #apolgies i dont have a therapist #im in a constant state of burnt out #i need to go on adhd medication as well but im still waiting on my first appointment its been over a year #its a real shame the only thing that actually helps me is illegal in this godforsaken country

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lycanthian · 2 years

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they should invent a world that doesnt make getting out of high school and being on your own absolutely terrifying

#feeling the stress from the fact that i have just about 6 months left before im out of high school #and thats horrifying to me. as much as i want to be out i have no idea where to even start with my life #i mean like college is normal and my next step definitely bc i cant afford to really take a gap year i think #and i have a bunch of good options that im applying to/have applied to #i just feel like even after my 13(+) years of schooling im still underprepared for whats ahead #but yeah sure. take up my time by making sure i know how to find the solutions to a quadratic #make sure i know how to calculate my country's real gdp as if those are numbers im ever going to / wanting to work with #ill be here waiting. knowing that this countrys school system is failing me and everyone i love #sorry this got so frustrating and borderline venty im just stressed. twas supposed to be a simple joke at first i prommy #gamey rambles

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bongjuiceconcentrate · 2 months

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sincerely wish i was dead

#i hate america i hate the medical system i hate living here i hate insurance companies i hate politicians and the governement i can not wait #to leave this god awful place #im only allowed to go to phsycial and speech therapy 11 more times and i already habe 5 appointments on the books. SIX. AND I CANT FUCKING #SPEAK OR SHIT OR EXIST WITH OUT PAIN #literally tje worst most evil country on the planet i hate this place

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cinnamon-stccs · 2 months

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Only nine more days till IRELAND

#I CANT FUCKING WAIT WOOOO #I GET TO SEE THE BRU NA BOINN!#there is NOTHING better than Archeology baby #Those dirty dirty European rivers mm mm mm #look out river liffey Im coming for ur ass #Oh my GOD and I get to go to Galway too Im so hyped bro #Waugh!#Cant wait to see those tiny tiny european highways again too #European highways are so itty bitty any time you come across another car you have to measure cock sizes #and whoever's dick is bigger doesnt have to pull over to let the other guy pass #if only Christos were here he would win every dick sizing #Christos is the Grecian chauffer that took us around athens for a few days <33 my beloved #Cant wait to see the book of Kells too fuck yeah #and I can have my slutty mimosas #cant drink in america fuck this baka country

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butchlifeguard · 6 months

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interacting with my mom when shes drunk is like being stabbed to death with a paperclip

#not even. i think its worse #victim of the self harm to weird masochism tendency pipeline here. its like being stabbed with a paperclip once #and then no other stimulation for the next 5 hours #anyway she keeps making EVERY FUCKING THING about how its so hard to be white in todays society #ok girl :) ill make sure yr nursing home doesnt have any brown pwople in it good to know #today we were at a shopping center in the middle of the day because me and mj were checked out from school for something #lets play a fun guessing game. did my mom a) get food and drive out like a normal human being #b) get pissed off because they didnt get her order right. or c) bitch about how theres too many nonwhite people shopping during the day #if you guessed c after asking yrself 'wait what the fuck lmfao' congratulations! you win a fraction of the pain im feeling #'they dont have jobs 😡😡' ok! religiously i cant tell you to kill yrself but i think you should take some time away from society #i was filling out a form to try to get hired at this place soon #i started counting how many times she was mad that it was hard for me and soooo easy for illegal immigrants. it was 5 btw #'this must be wjy i go to any place in the 3 towns near us and no one speaks english 😡😡'#< poor baby had a spanish speaking cashier at wingstop a week ago ☹️🥱#ALSO ITS FUCKING TEXAS. YEAH THERES SPANISH SPEAKERS..#ITS NOT EVEN THAT the person shes thinking of also spoke english just seemed mad at her #it takes concentration to speak a language that isnt yr own! could you imagine if anyone else had this attitude #i walk into my 3rd year of asl class and the teacher is like USE BETTER FACIAL EXPRESSION.#can you even SPEAK asl what has this country COME TO. like im not speaking a new langauge with a slightly bad attitude #anyway. not necessarily praying on her downfall but praying on my ascendance #ill get a good offer from a college 500 miles away. minimum

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jotarrokujo · 10 months

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immigrants being compared to i quote "a cancer in germany that must be eradicated"

#cool cool cool cool cool love where this country is going fucking fascist racist shithole #from a politician of the leading party in germany as well who is know to be a rightwing fascist and antisemite but who cares right #not germany thats for sure #cant wait for this to be relativized in the media again like always while still arresting people for daring to speak out for palestine #god i feel sick

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cinnamon-grump · 1 year

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how to clear ear infection; go to the doctor? antibiotics? literally either of those might work

So, the fact I’m percieving this as straight sass aside….

Yes. I know a doctor is a better option. Howver, I have barely $20 to my name and no insurance. With that said, the best I can personally do rn is take ibuprofen and hope that it will pass with time 🤗

#anyway yeah I’m gonna have to suck it up and go DESPITE no insurance in this hellhole country hhah im just whining in the meantime #because its fucking painful and im overstimulated by the impact on my hearingn #i just genuinely can’t afford to go and have someone possibly give me NOTHING to fix it because if its not bacterial they say ‘wait it out’#also i cant really get antibiotics without a doc but again if its a VIRAL infection (which seems more likely) that wouldn’t even matter #so sorry if my wording is weird im a little out of it 😬#asks #anon

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