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Possessive Castiel with a marking kink makes me feral
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astudyinfreewill · 3 years
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“look what you made me do” 2/? | masterpost
aka: me making taylor swift songs about dean winchester and/or deancas bc it’s what dean himself would want
second song on deck, as promised; this one actually has quite a few cas beats in it, especially at the start, despite it having a dean vibe overall, so it should be interesting. again, bonus fanvid link at the end <3
this is me trying
i've been having a hard time adjusting i had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
ok, we start off strong with a couplet that could suit either dean or cas. “the shiniest wheels” is actually a perfectly fitting metaphor for a show that treats cars like emotional avatars of the people who drive them (i could so easily go into a digression about how the same thing happens in trc but this is the wrong post for that... how do i keep finding myself emotionally invested in car-fetishizing media while barely being a can-drive gay myself). ANYWAY, the first thing that comes to mind is the impala and how it’s pretty much synonymous with dean’s sense of self, how it gets wrecked and rebuilt over the course of the show, often tied in to his emotional state. and dean, well. he’s built up a lot of trauma over the years, but he’s also just getting older, as humans do.
on the other hand, we could also see it as a cas line - he’s not as much of a carfucker car aficionado as dean but he’s an adoptive winchester so hey, it still kinda works (rip to the pimpmobile, gone but not forgotten). what i MEAN is -- cas has been slowly falling from grace ever since season 4. he was becoming more human in season 5 already, with a grim prediction of his human future in 5x04; then lived as human for a while in season 7; then became completely human in season 9 before regaining his grace. but in season 15, again, his grace was apparently failing (boy it would be SUCH a shame if that plot point just, like... got dropped... 😐). substitute “wings” for “wheels” and you get a picture of someone who used to be this unstoppable, super-powered angel soldier that demons cowered in fear of, but has slowly become more human over time. as for “a hard time adjusting”... well, cas’ journey towards humanity has not been the easiest transition: it’s come with self-doubt, mental and physical pain, and of course, as he learned about love: heartbreak.
TL;DR: LIFE COMES AT YOU FAST AND THESE GUYS ARE TIRED.
i didn't know if you'd care if i came back; i have a lot of regrets about that
‘kay, this next part is definitely cas. cas who, as i mentioned in the previous post, just keeps leaving, whether that’s because he’s sacrificing himself or taking off on his own. and because that typically goes over like a lead balloon with dean, either because it leaves him grieving and traumatised or it plays right into his abandonment issues (or both - hello purgatory arc!), cas would be tentative about coming back. it’s also very apparent that castiel feels like the winchesters only value him for his abilities and powers (and after all, he’s been created to be a soldier), so if he feels like he’s not being helpful enough, he also tends not to feel wanted (again: dean wants him to stay, but cas wants to be asked to stay). plus, we know every time they’ve had a falling out it takes dean a bit to get over his anger (“dean, i thought i was doing the right thing”; “yeah, you always do”) so i don’t think cas takes his forgiveness for granted, especially if he has lied to him in the process (yes i’m thinking about the mixtape episode). “a lot of regrets”, indeed.
pulled the car off the road to the lookout, could've followed my fears all the way down; and maybe i don't quite know what to say, but i'm here in your doorway.
here, again, the car can easily work as a metaphor for someone’s emotional state. pulling over to take a breather, to try to assess things from a distance; and with lookout points so often being perched on steep hills, it’s easy to imagine the sense of vertigo, your own fear and self-doubt almost pushing you towards dangerous, self-destructive ideas. and we know cas doesn’t do things by halves - when he’s committed to something he believes is right, he goes all out. and yes, that has led to more than one falling out. 
but despite that - despite his worst fears telling him he should not come back to dean unless he’s “coming back with a win”, or able to protect him from harm (yes i’m thinking about the mixtape episode AGAIN), he does always come back to him. it’s the one thing that dean can always depend on, castiel finding his way back to him like dean is his true north. i’m here in your doorway; the please take me back once more is implied.
i just wanted you to know that this is me trying i just wanted you to know that this is me trying
(and dean does take him back, because however many times castiel feels that he has failed in his mission, he always comes back and tries again, tries harder, tries to make it right or do it better. and that’s something dean relates to - fucking up in the worst ways and getting beaten down but always getting back up, always starting over, always trying again. in fact, he’s kind of the one who taught cas that. and with that-- we move over to the dean portion of this.)
they told me all of my cages were mental so I got wasted like all my potential
ah, it wouldn’t be a dean pov without some good old fashioned self deprecation. “all of my cages were mental” isn’t 100% accurate in dean’s case because he has been dealt a pretty shit hand by life, but he also excels at self-sabotage. “I got wasted” is of course an allusion to his alcoholism, but then we have the clever play on words with “wasted potential”, which... hits close to home. all dean’s ever done is tried to live up to what he thought he should be, always feeling like he was falling short. never quite the favourite son, never the man his father thought he should be, not strong enough to resist hell, not the righteous sword of michael the angels expected, not good enough for the people he loves not to leave him, just not enough.
and my words shoot to kill when I'm mad i have a lot of regrets about that
...as i said above: though dean does always forgive the people he loves, it still takes him quite a bit to get over his anger at them. and when he’s angry, he lashes out, often saying things that come off cruel, things he absolutely does not mean. and this part reminds me, yet again, of dean’s painful confession in 15x09, about how he gets so angry and doesn’t know why (of course, the answer is trauma and childhood abuse; but he has no way to process that); and he tries to stop it but he can’t, and he always, always regrets it in the end.
i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here
oh, dean. dean winchester with his ged and his give ‘em hell attitude. he breaks my heart. i touched on this in my previous post, but there’s something to be said for the fact that dean had to grow up so fast, he really didn’t grow at all in some ways ( “so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere”). from a young age he was shoved in a parental role, having to be both a father and mother to sam, which meant never getting to exist just for himself. which of course, in turn, means he never got to develop a healthy degree of emotional maturity. in “bad boys”, we find out that the only time dean even got close to being a normal teenager, receiving positive reinforcement by sonny and bonding with his peers, john ripped him right out of that safe haven; and by the time “after school special” is set in, he’s given up on ever getting a shot at a healthy environment, using denial as a coping mechanism by trying to pass off his and sam’s shitty, depressing lives as super edgy and cool.
pourin' out my heart to a stranger but i didn't pour the whiskey i just wanted you to know that this is me trying i just wanted you to know that this is me trying at least i'm trying
i don’t really need to explain this bit i guess, but it’s about the implications of how it can somehow be easier to open up to a complete stranger rather than someone you care about; and how for dean, who is used to frequenting seedy bars and dives, one-night stands are as much about comfort than they are about pleasure. that’s the only way he knows how to let himself be touched, seen, held -- because of course, “no chick flick moments”, and besides, we know that when he falls in love he falls hard, so it’s safer to just roll in and out of town. 
the interesting part in this context though, is that “but i didn’t pour the whiskey”, especially since we know dean, like every other winchester, tends to drown out his problems with alcohol; so him choosing to not do that, and instead just look for comfort from a stranger (whether it’s through sex or just chatting away at a bar) is, in itself, a sign of trying to do better. because if there’s one thing dean knows how to do, is trying, and trying, and trying again. in fact, as i mentioned above, it’s kinda where cas learned it too. and we know dean is a stand-in for human nature, so of course, this is also a larger discourse of how humans are flawed and imperfect but can always improve, always do better, always try harder or be more. and maybe that’s what makes a righteous man, really.
and it's hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound it's hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you you're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town
this next part... listen. i don’t know how it fits into the narrative of trying, but what i do know is i can’t stop thinking about grieving dean. about how every time he loses cas, a little piece of him dies too, but it’s a piece that gets bigger and bigger every time, carving a hollow inside him. it’s unsightly, it’s unforgiving, it’s raw - it’s like an open wound. and as much as dean has always taken on the role of the person who puts on a brave face, makes a joke, and pushes all his feelings down, well -- it’s hard to that; it’s hard to focus on anything else when he’s missing cas like a phantom limb. “all i want is you” which is to say i’d rather have you, cursed or not; which is to say, i need you. need you badly enough to see your face everywhere after escaping purgatory, just like “a flashback in a film reel”. 
and i just wanted you to know that this is me trying  (maybe i don't quite know what to say) i just wanted you to know that this is me trying; at least i'm trying.
so, yes. dean is trying. he’s always trying, even though healing and progress are not linear or easy. and he knows he’s got anger issues, he knows he’s bad with his words, but damn it, he always shows up for the people he loves, and he tries to do better, every. damn. time. partly because he’s us, he’s all of us, he’s human perfectibility incarnate; and partly because he loves cas so damn much and maybe if he gets it right this time he’ll get to keep him -- and i don’t know which of the two options makes my heart hurt the most.
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fanvid rec link here! it’s only for the second half of the song, so the more dean-centric one :)
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Dean Winchester’s first home was a large farmhouse in Lawrence, Kansas. It was the place his parents brought him to when they left the hospital a few days after he was born. It was where he slowly grew from a crying baby to a wobbling toddler to a bouncing preschooler. During his time at the farmhouse, he became a big brother. From an early age, Dean was protective of his brother, Sam. He would help his mother, Mary, care for Sam as if he was his own child rather than just his brother. 
It was at the farmhouse that Dean started to learn about his father’s true personality. At first, Dean thought his parents were perfect angels and the world revolved around them. He soon lost that image of his father. Many times Dean would come running down the stairs to find Mary crying, just having hung up the phone with John. Even at a young age of three and four, Dean comforted his mom rather than the other way around. It was no wonder that when Dean’s first home burned down, he was devastated by the loss of his mother.
Dean’s second home turned out to be a car rather than an actual place: a 1967 Chevy Impala, lovingly called Baby. After Mary died, John left the farmhouse and took the boys on the road to track down the demon that had destroyed their happy family. Over the years, Dean and Sam stayed in hotel after hotel and attended school after school, never staying in any one place for very long. In fact, they probably spent more time in Baby than they ever did in a hotel. Throughout their childhood and teenage years Baby was the only constant.
She became Dean’s most prized possession after John died, finally enacting revenge against the demon who killed Mary. Even though Baby had been crashed multiple times, Dean never even thought of getting a new car, instead fixing her up time after time. Every time he rebuilt her, he made sure to include the things that made her special. He crammed that old army man back in the ashtray that Sam had put there originally. He shoved the Legos back in the vents and recarved their initials on the rear package tray. Baby was home and he was going to make sure to fix her up properly. 
Dean’s third home became the Men of Letters Bunker. It was never meant for him and Sam, but that didn’t stop them from making it theirs. As soon as they unlocked the door and walked down the steps for the first time, Dean started nesting. He chose a room for himself and started decorating. He got a memory foam mattress, hung his weapons on the wall, stowed his pictures in the bedside table, and set up his record player for all his vinyl albums. He completely unpacked his duffel bag for the first time since he was a child.
He stocked the kitchen with food and beer, finally able to cook a meal instead of having to eat greasy takeout food all the time. He found an old gray robe and bought pajamas to lounge around in when he and Sam weren’t working a case. He stored Baby in the garage, ensuring that she would be safe. He even turned one room into his own personal entertainment room. The Dean Cave had everything Dean had ever dreamed of: a giant flat screen TV, a foosball table, a jukebox, a bar, and two of the comfiest recliners he could find.
Dean’s fourth home was an angel named Castiel. From the moment Cas rescued Dean from Hell, he belonged to the angel and the angel belonged to him. From the very beginning they shared a profound bond. Cas would only come when Dean called and no matter Dean’s feelings towards the angel, he came when Cas called as well. Dean showed Cas what it meant to have free will and Cas in return showed Dean how to trust and believe in others. Against all odds, Cas and Dean became the best of friends and besides Sam, there was no other person Dean trusted like he trusted Cas.
Cas was there for Dean to see his greatest achievements and to help him through his lowest moments. He fought by Dean’s side to defeat Lucifer and throw him into the cage. He worked with the demon, Crowley, and betrayed Dean in the process to ensure that the archangel, Raphael, couldn’t harm Dean or the rest of the world. He took on Sam’ madness just so Dean could have his brother back. He went to Purgatory for Dean and stayed behind because of his guilt for betraying the hunter.
Dean was the one to break Cas of Naomi’s brainwashing and Cas was there when Dean took on the Mark of Cain. Cas was by Dean’s side when they had to fight Amara and was there when Mary returned to the realm of the living. He broke the deal with Billie to ensure that no Winchester lost their life. He went against Dean’s wishes to bring Jack into the world but together, along with Sam, they’ve raised Jack into a wonderful young man. When Michael possessed Dean, Cas worked tirelessly with Sam to find a way to rescue him. When God threatened to destroy the world, Cas was there by Dean’s side to help stop him.
Dean had learned years ago that of all his homes, Cas was the one he couldn’t live without. When Cas betrayed him to work with Crowley, Dean had been furious and his trust in the angel had been broken. That didn’t stop him from carrying the angel’s trench coat in Baby’s trunk for months when he thought Cas had been killed by the leviathans. When Cas was lost in Purgatory, Dean blamed himself for leaving the angel behind. After Gadreel forced Dean to kick Cas out of the bunker, his heart had nearly shattered. When Cas had been stabbed by Michael’s lance, he was so afraid of losing the angel, he had been speechless. 
None of those times compared to when Lucifer stabbed Cas and the angel had been lost to the Empty. Dean’s heart had truly broken and he had barely been able to survive. That was when he learned how much he truly loved the angel. Once Cas returned to him, Dean had been overwhelmed with joy but he still kept his feelings to himself, afraid to destroy the friendship they had between them. When Dean eventually learned of Cas’ deal with the Shadow, he refused to let it follow through. Even though they argued and hurt one another time and time again, there was no way Dean would lose his angel permanently.
Now, months after Chuck had been defeated and Cas’ deal settled, Dean could finally admit his feelings to the angel. He made sure the first words he spoke in the morning and the last words he whispered at night were those of love and adoration for his angel. Dean had found his final home and he wasn’t going to give it up ever again.
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elioetoliver · 6 years
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This Life, destiel fic, 1.6k words
a little something inspired by the 14x03 trailer
It’s Dean who demands it, the first time.
He stumbles into the bunker, supported by Sam’s colossal frame, feeble and fresh off the tail end of months sitting shotgun in his own body. When he spots Castiel, dumbfounded and disbelieving in the library, he releases his hold on his brother and staggers the final few steps into the angel’s arms. “Hey, Cas,” he says into his shoulder, voice just shy of breaking. Relief seeps into every crevice of his aching body, settling into his tired bones as they hug. The warmth of Cas, the feeling of him, real and tangible under Dean’s reclaimed hands, envelops him, salves the lingering traces of Michael’s putrid presence he still feels.
But it’s inconceivable that Dean is really here. He knows this, and Sam and Cas, with their cautious-teetering-on-hopeful expressions, know it too. In this life nothing is handed to them, and Dean returning so soon, seemingly unscathed save for a scar on his arm, fully in control of himself, is simply too good to be true. They’re right to be worried. God, Dean is terrified of the thought of Michael still kicking around in him somewhere, but more terrifying than that would be going on pretending that all is well, knowing the people he loves are fearful of him, all their well-intentioned interactions undoubtedly underlined by trepidation. Even now, clinging to Dean to keep him upright, Cas seems tense. “Hello, Dean,” he says, nonetheless. “I missed you.” That, at least, is wholly genuine.
Dean has to know for sure that Michael isn’t there. He needs to spare his family false hope, and himself the disappointment of moments like this, of Cas not fully accepting a touch that, months ago, he would have chased.
“Cas, get in my head,” Dean begs. It’s the only way for them to be sure. It’s frightening, letting someone access his thoughts when he only just got them back himself, but when Cas’s hands press gingerly against his head, Dean finds he’s not afraid.
Cas rebuilt Dean, once. Atom by atom he reconstructed his soul, breathed life back into his body. He can read Dean without a touch: he needs not direct access to his mind to glean the nature of his thoughts. Dean is always warm. When Cas senses bubbling magma, he knows it’s because Dean is riled up, passionate, fiercely protective of his loved ones. Sometimes he’ll sense a hot iron poker, a cruel jab of fear striking him. Sometimes Dean is on fire, consumed by grief or indignant of injustice, furious at himself for a life he couldn’t save. Even when he’s calm, happy, Cas can feel smoldering ash: regret for indulging in time for himself, when others have no time left at all.
He knows Dean intimately already.
But truly seeing inside Dean’s mind, seeing the thoughts and visions that catalyze his warmth: that’s something else entirely. Dean’s mind is beautiful. Though worn threadbare and fragile from decades of battles lost, it persists in its brilliance. Cas has seen the birth of stars, and even they did not burn so brightly. There is nothing in Dean’s mind that suggests he is anything short of righteous, despite all he has suffered. Cas’s exploration reveals no trace of Michael. Dean seems, for all intents and purposes, to be fully himself.
But they’ve been fooled more than once. They have no explanation for Michael’s swift departure from Dean’s body, and no leads as to where he has gone with which to confirm it. Considering their track record, it would not be surprising for him to be squatting inside Dean’s mind. Their working theory is that he may have receded so deeply into Dean’s subconscious that he’s virtually undetectable, and will only rear his ugly head when the moment is right, will reclaim Dean’s faculties when he’s deep in sleep, or finally lets his guard down.
Consequently, Dean is afraid to do either of those things. That night, when the occupants of the bunker have succumbed to sleep, Dean sits in the stillness of his room, willing himself to stay awake. It’s a challenge, exhausted as he is from the horrors of the past few months. Such is how Castiel finds him, jaw set and staring blankly at the wall, dark bags under his eyes. There’s an empty pot of coffee on his bedside table.
It’s Cas that demands it, the second time.
He doesn’t have to sleep, anyway, he argues. And sleep is something Dean needs in excess. He can check into Dean’s dreams every so often for traces of Michael while Dean sleeps off his exhaustion. “I won’t let harm befall you, Dean,” he assures. “Trust me.”
Dean’s reply is immediate: “I always trust you.”
If Cas thought Dean’s mind was beautiful, his dreams are transcendent. They are Dean, unrestrained and unfiltered. They reflect a man whose essence has been touched by the tribulations of his turbulent life, not plagued by it the way his thoughts are. It’s all optimism, all love and passion. Cas lays beside Dean, watching him in slumber, occasionally ghosting his fingers across his jaw, catching a moment of his dreams to vet his subconscious for any trace of Michael. He never finds any.
What he sees instead are snippets of a life that could have been.
Sammy graduating from Stanford. Celebrating at the Roadhouse. His whole family alive. Dean working days at Bobby’s garage and coming home to a fridge fully stocked with his favorite beers. No apocalypses, No monsters. Weekends away LARPing with Charlie. Cas, somehow, still there, in this world without the supernatural. The two of them, in bed together much like this, only Cas, too, is under the covers. A house out in the country. Dogs running in a yard. Baby on the open road, headed towards the coast, Cas riding shotgun and children bickering in the back. Their toes in the sand at the beach, matching bands on their ring fingers.
He sees a life that could have been, in a universe where God didn’t deal the Winchesters such a dismal hand.
Seeing these dreams feels too intrusive to Cas, even though he has Dean’s consent, and even though he himself is the subject of so many of them. Seeing flashes of this other life, being privy to Dean’s base desires without Dean having any modicum of control over what he does or doesn’t wish to reveal, feels like a violation. Cas restrains himself from dipping into Dean’s mind the rest of the night, figures there’s some things they should talk through, if he is to continue with this practice.
Dean sleeps through the rest of the night unaffected and undisturbed.
In the morning though, the moment Dean wakes, Cas brings his hand up to his face, swipes his thumb against his cheekbone before he can lose his nerve. The contact offers him a vision of exactly this scene, no deviation. Dean does not flinch, does not pull away from the touch. He leans into it, eyes wide and curious. “Your past cannot be rewritten, Dean,” Cas begins, “And many of your dreams are for a life you deserve but can never have. But you must know that you have always had me.”
A host of emotions, all exuding warmth, flit across Dean’s face before he captures Cas’s lips with his own, desperate. He does not test the waters - they’ve spent the past ten years doing just that, after all. His hands pull Cas flush to him, and the angel whimpers into the fervent kiss. They’re touching everywhere, and Cas sees Dean’s thoughts and desires, uninterrupted. Through Dean he seems himself, flustered and blubbering, hands clutching desperately at sweat-soaked bed sheets with Dean’s head between his thighs.
Later, Dean outsources that vision.
From then on, Cas always has an excuse to get inside Dean’s mind. He gives himself over to Cas so easily that the slightest touch grants him access to his thoughts. And they’re always touching. In the mornings, tangled around each other in bed. At the breakfast table, Cas’s hand resting on Dean’s thigh, thumb teasing the hem of his boxer leg. Their hands brushing against one another on the job, at hospitals and coroners’ offices. Dean’s fingers dragging across Cas’s shoulders, lingering at the the faint hairs at the nape of a neck as he passes through the bunker library, where Cas is sat reading. Dean straddling Cas’s lap to kiss him when Sam goes to the kitchen for more coffee, because for an hour now they’ve been reduced to sock-clad footsie under the table and that’s far too long without touching properly. Dean’s calloused hands untucking Cas’s shirt from his trousers, coming up his back, palms pressed against the heated flesh. Cas leaning over to kiss Dean’s cheek before sliding out of the impala before every hunt. Dean’s fingers pushing grime and blood and Cas’s sweat-soaked hair out of his eyes and staring at him in relief because it was such a close call, before pulling the angel to his chest. Teeth nipping at jaws and collarbones in the throes of passion between i love yous and don’t you ever scare me like that agains. At night, asleep, holding each other close.
Never does any touch suggest Michael’s presence.
No, each touch is wholly Dean, and bears the promise of now or a dream for the future. It’s visions of lazy sunday mornings, washing dishes together after dinner, and salt and burns where nobody gets hurt. It’s vows and an exchange of rings, a weekend with toes in the sand. Sometimes it’s a house in the country. But mostly, it’s just this, precisely what they’ve been awarded: days beginning and ending with them side-by-side. It’s love and companionship and trust. 
The dreams are no longer of a life reimagined. They are of this life - his life - shared with the one person who understands it.
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youmightbeanidiotif · 7 years
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Canon Wincest quotes in SPN:
(Dean, Sam, S1-S15) “Sammy” “Dee” (11.04, 11.12, 14.03)
(Dean & Sam, S1-S15) “Bitch” “Jerk”
(Larry & Lynda, 1.08) “Let me just say, we accept homeowners of any race, religion, color, or... sexual orientation.” “Let me just say, that we accept homeowners of any race, religion, color, or... sexual orientation.”
(Dean, 1.11) “You’ve always known what you want. And you go after it. You stand up to Dad. And you always have. Hell, I wish I—anyway… I admire that about you. I’m proud of you, Sammy.”
(John & Sam, 1.22) “Killing this demon comes first, before me, before everything.” “No, sir. Not before everything.”
(Dean & Sam, 2.07) “What do you think, Scully?” “I'm not Scully, you're Scully.” “No, I'm Mulder. You're a red-headed woman.”
(Dean, 2.09) “You make a move on him, you’ll be dead before you hit the ground.”
(Sam & Dean, 2.09) “It’s over for me. It doesn’t have to be over for you. You can keep going!” “What if I don’t want to?!“
(Henrikson & Dean, 2.12) “Yeah, I know about Sammy. The Bonnie to your Clyde.” “Yeah, well, that part's true”
(Bobby & Dean, 2.15) “You're bickering like an old married couple.” “No, see married couples can get divorced. Me and him, we're like, uh, Siamese twins.”
(Molly & Sam, 2.16) “Right before, we were having the dumbest fight. It was the only time we ever really argued, when we were stuck in the car.” “Yeah, I know how that goes.” “You know the last thing I said to him? I called him a jerk.”
(Dean & Sam, 2.20) “It was just a wish. I wished for Mom to live. That Mom never died, we never went hunting and you and me just never uh... you know.” “Yeah. Well, I'm glad we do.”
(Bobby & Dean, 2.22) “Something big is going down, end of the world big.” “Well, then let it end!“
(Dean, 2.22) “I’m gonna take care of you, I’m gonna take care of you, I gotcha. That’s my job, right? Watch out for my pain in the ass little brother?”
(Sam, 2.22) “I mean, you sacrifice everything for me.  Don't you think I'd do the same for you? You're my big brother. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you.”
(Sam & Tamara & Isaac, 3.01) “So, how long you two been married?” “Eight years this past June.” “The family that slays together...” “Right. I'm with you there.”
(Dean, 3.01) “Because I couldn't live with you dead. Couldn't do it.”
(Kyle & Sam, 3.05) “This guy, he... he killed my brothers. How would you feel?” “Can’t imagine anything worse.”
(Dean & Sam, 3.06) “Look at you, sticking up for your girlfriend. You cougar hound.” “Bite me.” “Hey, not if she bites you first.”
(Sam, 3.07) “I just wish you would drop the show and be my brother again. Cause…just cause.”
(Dean, 3.11) “Sammy, I get all tingly when you take control like that.”
(Trickster, 3.11) “This obsession to save Dean? The way you two keep sacrificing yourselves for each other? [...] Dean’s your weakness. And the bad guys know it, too.” 
(Sam & Dean, 3.15) “Then, whatever the magic pill is, I'll take it too!” “Oh, what is this? Sid and Nancy?”
(Dean, 3.16) “Sammy, all I’m saying, is that you’re my weak spot. You are, and I’m yours.”
(Dean, 3.16) “SAM! SAAAAM!!”
(Sam & a crossroads demon, 4.09) “I don't want ten years. I don't want one year. I don't want candy! I want to trade places with Dean.” “No.” “Just take me! It's a fair trade!”
(Cara & Sam, 4.14) “Haven't you ever been in a relationship where you really love somebody and still kinda wanted to bash their head in?” “Sounds like you're speaking from experience.” [...] “His name was Karl. We were married. [...] I mean I loved him. Still do I guess but... I don't know. It's like one day I looked up and I was living with a stranger and... you know what I mean, right?” “I guess. Or, I don't know, maybe.”
(Nick, 4.14) “I gave him what he needed. And it wasn’t some bitch in a G-string. It was you. A little brother that looked up to him”
(Dean, 5.04) “Because whatever we have between us... love, family, whatever it is...”
(Dean, 5.04) “The point is…maybe we are each others Achilles heel. Maybe they’ll find a way to use us against each other, I don’t know. I just know we’re all we’ve got. More than that. We keep each other human.”
(Hotel manager, 5.09) “And at 4.30 there's the 'Homoerotic Subtext of Supernatural.'”
(Dean & Castiel & Sam, 5.13) “Really? Anna? I don't believe it.” “It’s true.” “So she's gone all Glenn Close, huh? That's awesome.” “Who's Glenn Close?” “No one, just this psycho bitch who likes to boil rabbits.” “So the plan to kill me, would it actually stop Satan?”
(Ash, 5.16) “A few people share. Special cases. Whatnot. […] Aw you know, like, uh, soulmates.“
(Zachariah, 5.18) “You know Sam and Dean Winchester are psychotically, irrationality, erotically codependent on each other right?”
(Dean & AU!Sam/Dean & Sam, 2.20 & 5.18) “Why are you doing this?” “Because you’re still my (big) brother.”
(Castiel, 5.18) “I don't have the same faith in you that Sam does.“
(Crowley, 5.20) “My valet hid a tracking device in your car, a magical coin that easily trumps your little bags o' bones. It allows me to hear things, too and, my, the things I've heard.”
(Chuck, 5.22) “This is the stuff that's important. The army man that Sam crammed in the ashtray – it's still stuck there. The Legos that Dean shoved into the vents – to this day, heat comes on and they can hear 'em rattle. These are the things that make the car theirs - really theirs. Even when Dean rebuilt her from the ground up, he made sure all these little things stayed.”
Chuck, 5.22) “In between jobs, Sam and Dean would sometimes get a day – sometimes a week, if they were lucky. [...] They could go anywhere and do anything. They drove 1,000 miles for an Ozzy show, two days for a Jayhawks game. And when it was clear, they'd park her in the middle of nowhere, sit on the hood, and watch the stars... for hours... without saying a word.”
(Dean, 5.22) “Sam, it’s okay. It’s okay, I’m here, I’m here. I’m not gonna leave you.”
(Sam, 5.22) “It’s okay, Dean, it’s gonna be okay. I got him.”
(Chuck, 5.22) “Dean didn't want Cas to save him. Every part of him, every fiber he's got, wants to die, or find a way to bring Sam back. But he isn't gonna do either. Because he made a promise.”
(Chuck, 5.22) “I'd say this was a test... for Sam and Dean. And I think they did all right. Up against good, evil, angels, devils, destiny, and God himself, they made their own choice. They chose family. And, well... isn't that kinda the whole point?”
(Dean, 6.01) “So I'm dead? This is Heaven?”
(Sam & Dean, 6.01) “You finally had what you wanted, Dean.” “I wanted my brother. Alive.”
(Lisa, 6.06) “You two have the most unhealthy, tangled-up, crazy thing I’ve ever seen.“
(Veritas, 6.06) “Mallory to your Mickey.”
(Dean & Sam, 6.15) “Yeah, but here, you got a pretty good life. I mean, back home, the hits have been coming since you were 6 months old. You got to admit, being a bazillionare, married to Ruby, the whole package. It's no contest.” “No, you know, you were right. We just don't mean the same thing here. I mean, we're not even brothers here, man.” “All right, then. Let's get our crazy show back home.”
(Sam & Dean, 6.15) [Sam knocks on the wall.] “Solid. It's real. Nice.” “Yeah. Yeah, real, moldy, termite-eaten home sweet home. Chock full of crap that wants to skin you. Oh, and, uh, we're broke again.” “Yeah. But, hey... at least we're talking.“
(Sam, 6.22) “I was with two guys. One was like a male model type, and the other was an older guy named Bobby.”
(Balthazar, 6.22) “How's Sleeping Beauty? You didn't steal any kisses, I trust?”
(Tortured!Sam & Sam, 6.22) “Why is this so important to you?” “You know me. You know why. I'm not leaving my brother alone out there.”
(Sam & Don & Maggie, Sam & Dean, 7.05) “See? Guys, guys... You're talking. All these years, you... you buried your anger and your disappointment till it tore you apart. All you needed to do was talk.” “He's right. I couldn't kill you. All I ever wanted is you, Mags. I've been crushing on you since forever. You're the woman that I want to never grow old with.” “I could never murder you either, Don. It's crazy... But true.” [...] “Hey, were you, um, were you listening to the Starks tonight?” “Uh, a little, when I wasn't getting slammed into a wall or stung by bees.” “You notice how they, uh, you know, how they... how they opened up, got everything off their chest?” “Yeah. Kudos on selling them that crap.” “It wasn't crap, Dean. It worked.”
(Dean, 7.06) “Sammy. Not Sammy.”
(Leviathan!Sam, 7.06) “You could be anything. You're strong, uninhibited, smart enough, believe it or not, but you're so caught up in being good and taking care of each other.”
(Dean, 8.03) “I know where I'm at my best, and that is right here, driving down crazy street next to you.”
(Mrs. Holmes, 8.03) “I don't think he could bear the thought of life without me. That's why he drove off that bridge.”
(Michael, 8.04) “Is it just me or are you getting a workplace romance vibe from those two?”
(Kate & Michael & Brian, Dean, 8.04) “I'm pretty sure that FBI agents don't say "awesome" that much. You know? And they definitely don't hunt and kill college kids.” “Did... did they say anything else?” “Dude, they just sat and talked about how they have been apart for a year. You were probably right about that whole office-romance thing.” [...] “Do I really say "awesome" a lot?”
(Sam & Amelia, 8.05) “You have no idea where you're going, either, do you?” “No. Not really.” “And that's because you have no one. I mean, at all, right? I mean, that's why you're... here, in this place.” “I used to... have someone, I mean. But that's over now. It's gone. You know what that's like, don't you?”
(Dean & Sam, 8.10) “What do you want to hear, Sam? That I was wrong? Fine. I was wrong. Okay? But if you’d have just heard me out, if you’d have trusted me, all of this could have been avoided.” “You didn’t want me to trust you. You wanted me to trust Benny, and I can’t do that.” “Right. Okay, well, then, what the hell do we do now?” “That depends. It depends on you. On whether or not you’re done with him.”
(Dean, 8.14) “I want you to get out. I want you to have a life, become a Man of Letters, whatever. You, with a wife and kids, and grandkids, living till you're fat and bald and chugging Viagra... that is my perfect ending.”
(Dean & Sam, 8.14) “Sam, be smart.” “I am smart, and so are you. You’re not a grunt, Dean. You’re a genius. When it comes to lore you’re the best damn hunter I have ever seen, better than me, better than dad. I believe in you, Dean. So, please, please believe in me, too.”
(Dean, 8.23) “There is nothing, past or present, that I would put in front of you.”
(Ezekial/Gadreel as Dean, 9.01) “I made you a promise, in that church. You and me. Come whatever.”
(Ezekial/Gadreel as Dean, 9.01) “There ain’t no me, if there ain’t no you.“
(Jody, 9.08) “Come on. You and Dean? That's something special, don't you think?”
(Castiel & Sam, 9.11) “Sam, the trials. You chose not to go through with them for a reason, didn't you? You chose to live rather than to sacrifice yourself. You and Dean, you chose each other.” “Yeah, I did. We did.”
(Alonso, 9.13) “Hey, new guy. Quit flirtin’ with the trainer and keep scoopin’, huh?”
(Dean, 9.23) “I’m proud of us.”
(Sam, 10.02) “I don’t care. Because you’re my brother and I’m here to take you home.”
(Sam, 10.03) “Come back. [...] Come back to me.”
(Dean, 10.03) “What did Sam say? Does he want a divorce?”
(Castiel, 10.03) “It’d take a lot more than trying to kill Sam with a hammer to make him want to walk away.”
(Dean & Sam, 10.04) “I never even said thank you, so...” “You don't ever have to say that, not to me.”
(Dean & Marie, 10.05) “Why are they standing so close together?” “Reasons.” “You know they're brothers, right?” “Well, duh but, subtext.” 
(Dean, 10.05) “I don't need a symbol to remind me how I feel about my brother.”
(Marie as Sam & Sam, 10.05) “The two of us against the world!” “What she said.”
(Heddy & Beverly, 10.06) “I knew those boys were trailer trash the moment they rolled up in that American-made.” “Not to mention homosexuals.” “Homosexual murderers.  Like Leopold and Loeb.”
(Sam, 10.12) “Look, man… do I wish the mark was gone? Yes, of course. Absolutely, I do, but… I wanted you back.”
(Sam, 10.18) “This is my life. I love it. But I can't do it without my brother. I don't want to do it without my brother. And if he's gone, then I don't...”
(Sam, 10.18) “If there’s a cure, we’ll do it and deal with the consequences later. I can’t lose you.”
(Sam, 10.23) “You will never, ever hear me say that you—the real you—is anything but good.”
(Dean, 10.23) “Close your eyes. [A tear runs down Sam’s face as he continues to look up at Dean.] Sammy, close your eyes.”
(Sam, 10.23) “Take these. And one day, when you find your way back. Let these be your guide. And they can help you remember what it was to be good. What it was to love.”
(Sam & Dean, 11.01) “I unleashed a force on this world that could destroy it, to save you.” “And I told you not to.” “And I'd do it again.  In a second, I would do it again.”
(Sam, 11.04) “Dee, it’s late, I’m exhausted.”
(Sam, 11.04) “We are home.“
(Lucifer & Sam, 11.10) “No wait, here’s my personal favorite, is you doing every stupid thing you could to cure the Mark, even after you knew it would go bad.” “My brother was dying!” “Yes! And you’d do anything to save him. And he’d do anything to save you. And that is the problem. [...] you’re so overcome by guilt that you can’t stand to lose Dean again and he could never lose you, and so instead of choosing the world you choose each other, no matter how many innocent people die.”
(Dean, 11.11) “All that matters now, all that’s ever mattered, is that we’re together.“
(Sam, 11.12)
“Dee, listen...”
(Sam, 11.16) “The nest messes with their victim's head, shows them things they love, parts of their soul in distress.”
(Sam & Dean, 11.16) “You said the soul eater made you see things, plural. So, what else did you see?” “I saw you, dead on the floor.” “How messed up are our lives, that you seeing a vision of dead-me is actually kind of comforting?”
(Dean, 11.17) “Bring him back. Bring him back and take me instead.”
(Michelle, 11.17) “I watched the man I love die. There's no normal after that.”
(Dean & Cesar, 11.19) “You guys fight just like brothers. Almost as bad as us.” “Well, it's more like an old married couple.”
(Dean, 11.20) “I’m not leaving you, ever!”
(Dean & Sam, 11.23) “C’mon, you know the drill. No chick flick moments, c’mon.” “Yeah, you love chick flicks.” “Yeah, you’re right I do, come here.”
(Dean, 11.23) “I need him, he needs me.“
(Dean, 12.01) “Listen, bitch. I don't care who you are, I don't care what you want. You have my brother. [...] Now, I'm gonna give you one chance, just one, to hand Sam back. [...] You think you can run from me? Try it. Because when I find you, and I will find you, if he is not in one piece, I will take you apart. You understand me? [Lady Toni hangs up, Dean snaps Gregory’s cellphone in half.]”
(Mary & Dean, 12.02) “Sam had a chance to get out, and he came back?” “When Dad disappeared, Sam and I looked around and something became very clear. The only thing we had in this world, the only thing aside from this car, was each other.”
(Dean & Sam, 12.06) “He’s more of a, uh… animated Japanese erotica chick.” “Don’t tell her that!” “Tell her what?” “It’s Jody, man.” “Dude, be proud of your hobbies. It makes you who you are.”
(Dean & Billie, 12.06) [Dean is pounding on the door, trying to get in.] “Sam. Sammy! Hey!” “You can huff and puff, but that house is on supernatural lockdown. They can’t even hear you.” “Hunters are dying in there.” “Everyone dies.” “You got in there. You got in there to reap that soul. You can get me in.” “But it’s a one-way ticket. And you’re gonna owe me one.” [The door glows and Dean tumbles through it and rolls into the room.] “Where’s my brother?!”
(Dean, 12.07) “We're the brothers that rock together.”
(Dean, 12.09) “Being locked in that cell, with nothing? I’ve been to hell, this was worse.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.11) ”Dean, do you remember HBO?” ”Uh...” ”Cinemax?” ”Skinemax?” ”Great, alright, come here. We’re just gonna sit you right here.” “Is this like, live Skinemax?”
(Dean, 12.11) [Sam screams in pain.] “S-Sam?”
(Sam & Dean, 12.11) “I can’t believe you rode Larry.” “Hey, I was awesome on that bull. I was like a God.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.11) “Just, you know, some of the things we've done, we've had this weight for- forever. And seeing it gone, you looked happy.“ “Look, was it nice to drop our baggage? Yeah, maybe. Hell, probably. But it wasn't just the crap that got lost, I mean it was everything. It was us. It was what we do, you know? All of it. So... that's what being happy looks like? I think I'll pass.“
(Dean, 12.14) “Sammy? Lucy?!”
(Sam & Dean, 12.15) “Dude, why don’t you take a shower and change your clothes, you’ve been wearing the same pair of boxers for four days.” “Okay, one, weird that you know how much underwear I’ve packed...” “That’s what’s weird about this?”
(Dean & Sam, 12.15) “Alright, let’s get to it then.” “Yeah, that’s fine, um... after you get cleaned up.” “I got baby wipes in the car.” “Dude! Dean, I’m serious man. You smell like roadkill.” “That’s ‘cause I do all the heavy lifting. ... Alright, but I’m using that fancy shampoo you keep hidden from me.”
(Gwen, Sam & Dean, 12.15) “Why couldn’t I just tell him the truth? I didn’t, I lied. I lied to make things easier.” [...] “Either way, I shouldn’t have lied to you and I’m sorry, man, I” “Well, okay.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.15) “Every job we’ve worked in the last two weeks, they’ve all come from the British Men of Letters.” “Really.” “Yeah, I didn’t tell you because I know how much you hate them.” “No, we hate them. Us. Together.”
(Mick & Sam & Dean, 12.16) “Kendrick’s is the largest collection of occult lore in the world.” “Cool.” [Dean gives ultimate bitchface.]
(Mick & Sam, 12.16) “Booked us all suites.” “Wait, you... we’re in separate rooms?”
(Dean, 12.16) “Yeah. Sam’s best friend. They’re like nerd soulmates.”
(Sam & Dean, 12.22) “Is this how you pictured it? The end?” “You know it's not. I always thought we'd go out like Butch and Sundance style. Blaze of glory.”
(Dean & Sam, 12.22) “You come back.” “Promise.” “Bitch.” “Jerk.”
(Sandy & Dean, 13.17) “What are you doing?” “They took my brother. I’m gonna get him back.” [Dean continues to make chemical bombs.]
(Dean & Sam, 13.19) “WHERE THE HELL IS MY BROTHER?!” [Dean enters the room where Sam is being held.] “SAM!” “DEAN!”
(Dean & Sam, 13.20) “I don’t care what happens to me, I never really have, but I do care what happens to my brother.” “Dean, we're going to that place, and we're gonna save Jack and Mom. Together. And if something happens, we will deal with it together. And if we die? We'll do that together, too.”
(Dean to Sam, 13.22) “I thought I’d lost you, man.”
(Dean to Sam, 13.22) “We’ve lost friends, we’ve lost family, we’ve lost each other.“
(Dean, 13.23) “Sammy!” [Lucifer disappears with Sam and Jack.] “SAMMY!”
(Castiel & Dean, 13.23) “Dean, you can’t.” “Lucifer has Sam!”
(Anael & Michael!Dean, 14.01) “Why would he say yes to you?” “Love.”
(Sam, 14.01) “If it meant finding Dean, I’d... I’d do anything.” 
(Dean, 14.02) “Sammy... It’s me...”
(Dean & Sam, Jody, 14.03) “It’s just every time I think about it, it’s like a nightmare. I mean, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, it’s just always there... watching.” “Dee, it’s just a beard. I’ve been a little busy lately.” “Well, that’s not an excuse ‘cause Duck Dynasty called and they want it all back.” “Some people say I look good.“ “No. No Sam. No people say that.“ [...] “Hey, I like it!” [Sam is smug, Dean is exasperated.]
(Dean & Spencer & Sam, 14.03) “Yeah, not Michael anymore.” “Right, Chief told us. Welcome back.” “Chief?” “Yeah, I asked them not to call me that.” [Dean is exasperated.]
(Jody to Sam, 14.03) “First love strikes quick, and to lose it like that… Wow, you two are having a time of it.“
(Sam to Dean, 14.03) “For me, you were gone, for weeks. I didn’t know if you were alive… I just need you to talk to me, slow down so I can catch up.”
(Dean & Sam, 14.04) “Oh wow.” “What?” [Dean gestures to his jaw.] “Oh. Yes, I shaved.” “I mean, it’s so smooth. It’s like a... dolphin’s belly.”
(Dean & Sam, Samantha, 14.04) “Soft, delicate features, luxurious hair, she’s like your wonder twin.” “What? What are you talking about?” [Sam and Samantha simultaneously push their hair behind their ears.]
(Stuart & Dean & Sam, 14.04) “I broke it off before we could MIRL.” “Merle?” “M.I.R.L Meet in real life.” “Why do you know what that means?”
(Dean to Sam, 14.04) “Thanks, man. You, uh... You got me out here 'cause you needed to get me out my funk and get me a win, and you did. So... thanks.”
(Sam & Dean, 14.04) “Hey Dean, when we get back to the bunker, man, you gotta stop hiding out in your room.” “I’m not hiding out.” “And I get why you’re doing it, I do. What happened with Michael... you said yes for me. For Jack, for your family. You did the right thing. And what happened after [...] I don’t blame you, no one blames you, but you gotta try to stop blaming yourself. Please.” “I’m never going to get over it, okay? I’m just not. But you’re right. [...] Whatever you need, I’m there.”
(Dean to Sam, 14.04) “Alright, Chief?”
(Dean & Sam, 14.04) “Next year we're doing Halloween right, okay? I'm thinking matching outfits. Batman and Robin.” “No.” “Bert and Ernie.” “No.” “Yeah, that’s weird.” “Yes.” “Uh, Rocky and Bullwinkle.” “Dean.” “Shaggy and Scooby!” “Why would we...” “Turner and Hooch.” “Ugh.” “Ren and Stimpy.” “Come on now...” “Thelma and Louise!” “Thelma and...” “ We just put it in drive and go.”
(Dean to AU!Bobby, Dean to Sam, 14.05) “He’s doing his best. He’s doing better than his best.” “Well, she learned from the best.”
(Jack to Dean, Charlie to Sam, 14.06) “Sam wanted someone around when you came back. He’s worried about you.” “He’ll be fine. Your brother, I mean.”
(Dean to Jack, 14.06) “Sam won’t like it.” [aka mom] “Remind me to give you the talk later.” [aka dad]
(Dean to Kaia, 14.09) “I need that spear to save Sam so, if you’re not going to give it to me, kill me.”
(Michael!Dean to Sam, 14.09) “Dean was... resisting me. He was too attached to you.”
(Sam & Dean, 14.11) “You were gonna leave, and you weren’t even gonna tell me. Me!” “You're the last person I could tell, the last person I could be around, cause you're the only one who coulda talked me out of it!”
(Sam & Dean, 14.11) “But there has to be another way...” “There’s not, okay? Sam, you’ve tried [...] and I love you for trying.”
(Chuck to Sam & Dean, 15.19) “Hey, guys. Enjoying a little alone time?“
(Sam & Dean to Chuck, 15.19) “We'll give you what you want.” “The whole Cain and Abel thing, us dead, whatever. I'll kill Sam, Sam will kill me, we'll kill each other. Okay? You pick. But, first, you got to put everything back the way it was. The people, the birds. Cass.”
(Sam & Dean, 15.19) “You know, with Chuck not writing our story anymore, we get to write our own. You know, just you and me going wherever the story takes us. Just us.” “Finally free.” [Sam and Dean drive off into the sunset together on a road trip.]
(Sam & Dean, 15.20) [Ordinary Life by Van Morrison plays over domestic montage in the bunker.]
(Sam & Dean, 15.20) “You got anything?” “I got something.” [Dean takes Sam to a pie festival.]
(Sam to Dean, 15.20) [Sam smashes a slice of cream pie in Dean’s face.] “I have wanted to do that for a very long time.” [Dean scrapes the cream off his face with his fork and eats it.] “You’re right, I do feel better.”
(QOTD board, 15.20, Barn Scene, The Night We Met by Lord Huron)
(Sam & Dean, 15.20) “I'll call for help. I'll get the first aid kit.“ “Sam, Sam! Sam... stay with me. Can you stay with me, please?” “Okay. Yeah.” “Okay. Alright. Listen to me, you get those boys and you get them someplace safe, alright?” “We [motioning to both of them] are gonna get them somewhere safe.” “No. You knew it was always gonna end like this for me, it was supposed to end like this, right? I mean, look at us, saving people, hunting things... it's what we do.” “No, no. Stop, okay? Just... just stop.” “It’s okay, it’s good. We had one hell of a ride, man.” “I will find a way, okay? I... I will find another way.” “No, man. No. No, no, no, no. No bringing me back, okay? You know... you know that always ends bad.” “Dean...” “Okay.” “Please...” “I'm fading pretty quick, so... there's a few things that I need you to hear. Come here.” [Sam moves close and Dean puts his hand on the side of his neck.] “Let me look at you. Yeah, there he is. I'm so proud of you, Sam.” [Dean’s hand on Sam’s shoulder, Sam holding onto Dean’s wrist.] “You know that? I've always looked up to you. Man, when we were kids, you were so damn smar... smart. You never... you never took any of dad's crap. I never knew how you did that. And you're stronger than me. You always have been. Hey, did I ever tell you... did I ever tell you that night that, uh... that I ca... that I came for you when you were at school? You know, when dad hadn't come back from his hunting trip?” “Yeah, um.. uh, the woman in white.” “The woman in white, that’s right. I must have stood outside your dorm for hours... because I didn't... I didn't know what... what you would say. I thought you'd tell me to... to get lost or get dead. And I don't know what I would've done... if I didn't have you. 'Cause I was so scared. I was scared, 'cause when it all came down to it, it was always you and me. It's always been you... and me.” [Sam is crying.] “Then don't leave me. Don't leave me. I can't do this alone.” “Yes, you can.” “Well, I don’t want to.” “Hey, I'm not leaving you. I'm gonna be with you... right here.” [Dean is crying, he places his fist over Sam’s heart.] “Right here... every day. Every day you're out there and you’re li... and you're living and you're fighting, 'cause you...you always keep fighting. You hear me? I'll be there every step. I love you so much, my baby brother. Oh, man. Well, I did not think this would be the day. But it is. It is, and that's... that's okay. I need you to... I need you to promise me. I need you to... to tell me... that it's okay. I need you to tell me that it's okay.” [Sam looks away, shaking his head.] “No.” “Look at me. Look at me. I need... I need you to tell me that it's okay. I need you to tell me... tell me it's okay.” [Sam places his hand over Dean’s on Dean’s chest.] “Dean… it's okay. You can go now.” “Goodbye, Sam. Goodbye.” [Dean closes his eyes, a single tear falling down his face, his head falls onto Sam’s shoulder, Sam holds onto Dean and starts crying hard and brokenly.]
(Sam & Miracle, 15.20) [Brothers in Arms by Dire Straits plays over montage of Dean’s funeral and Sam grieving in the bunker.]
(Sam, 15.20) [Sam wears Dean’s hoodie and watch and takes Dean’s duffle when he leaves the bunker.]
(Dean & Bobby, 15.20) [Dean arrives outside the Roadhouse, Bobby sitting on the porch.] ”What memory is this?” ”It ain’t, ya idgit. [...] That kid of yours, before he went wherever, made some changes here, [...] he set some things right. Tore down all the walls up here. Heaven ain't just reliving your golden oldies anymore, it's what it always should have been, everyone happy, everyone together. [...] Your mom and dad, they got a place over yonder. It ain't just Heaven, Dean, it's the Heaven you deserve, and we've been waiting for you.”
(Dean & Bobby, 15.20) [Dean looks a little pensive, a little sad.] “It’s almost perfect.” “He’ll be along.”
(Bobby & Dean, 15.20) “You got everything you could ever want or need or dream, so, I guess the question is, what are you gonna do now, Dean?” [Dean looks over and Baby is there,  wearing her original license plates.] “I think I’ll go for a drive. [Dean walks over to Baby.] “Hey, Baby.”
(Dean, Sam, 15.20) [Carry on Wayward Son by Kansas plays over montage of Dean driving in Heaven and Sam raising Dean Jr. on Earth.] [Sam, old and gray, removes a dustcover from Baby and sits in the drivers seat as though he can feel or imagine Dean there.]
(Dean Jr. & Sam, Dean & Sam, 15.20) [Carry on Wayward Son by Neoni plays.] [Sam, very old now, lies in a hospital bed in his living room, surrounded by photos of Dean, John, Mary, Bobby, and Dean Jr.] “Dad, it's okay, you can go now.” [Sam nods, places his hand on Dean Jr’s. He closes his eyes, his head falls to the side and a single tear falls down his face.] [Dean stops on a bridge and enjoys the view, he gets a look of awareness on his face that turns into a happy grin.] “Hey Sammy.” [Dean turns to see Sam, he’s the same age he was the night Dean died.] “Dean.” [The boys look each other over and note they’re both wearing the same clothes they had on the night Dean came and got Sam from Stanford. They smile at each other, relieved and happy and joyous and emotional, and hug. They walk over to the railing, Dean’s arm around Sam, and enjoy the view.]
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