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iangallagherisadeadman · 7 months

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this velvet glove by red hot chili peppers (californication, 1999)

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ thank you @fionnagallagher and @shamelesscreencaps for the screencaps ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

#THE gallavich song to me #“long to be with someone to tell 'i love your smell'” oh fuck off!#too long to make an edit (not that i know how to do it) had to be this way #also there's parallels and i loved them very much #anyway stan gallavich stan rhcp stream californication #shameless #shameless us #shamelessedit #gallavich #gallavichedit #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #red hot chili peppers #og.#fav #cause I'm really proud of it actually #s7

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emkini · 9 days

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Got on my horse today for the first time since the accident. Overall was a pretty good experience and a friend and I worked hard to make it safe, but my horse has a really high canter transition and christ if the sudden up-down lurch didn't make my heart drop out of my chest

#I'm actually really proud of myself for today #but even that slight jolt caused me *visceral* terror. Like it wasn't even an emotion #it was every single survival instinct in my body firing off all at once #we'll get there though #baby steps and all that #nevermind em

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superiorkenshi · 6 months

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FANTASTIC !

#kenshi's art #my art #fanart #illustration #artist on tumblr #art #nine #ninth doctor #doctor who #9th doctor #9th defender till my death #HE'S JUST A SILLY SHARK GUY #actually really proud of this drawing #wait for more fanart of him cause he's my mew mew #ninejackrose shipper i'm coming with content soon #dw #dw fanart #Spotify

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rolandkaros · 7 months

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WTA 9 - 12 AS LYRICS FROM SONGS I HAVE SAVED [1 - 4] [5 - 8] [INSP]

MARIA SAKKARI [GRE] -> GAVE YOU EVERYTHING [THE INTERRUPTERS] JEĻENA OSTAPENKO [LAT] -> SO WHAT [P!NK] KAROLÍNA MUCHOVÁ [CZE] -> A BEGINNING SONG [THE DECEMBERISTS] DARIA KASATKINA [RUS] -> LIGHT MY LOVE [GRETA VAN FLEET]

#maria sakkari #jelena ostapenko #karolina muchova #daria kasatkina #wta tennis #penko's is a bit on the nose i will admit but i wanted to include the part of the chorus too #literally so what! she is a rock star! who gives a shit #also yes i did give karo my favorite song ever but in my defense it really does fit ok it does #i'm actually pretty pleased with all of these #i wanted maria's to include another verse line that i thought fit her really well but there wasn't space :(#and dasha's i was really proud of. i feel like verse chorus and hook all fit for different reasons #anyways. yeah #this is probably the last one i'm gonna do like this #i realize i sort of shot myself in the foot trying to do it with the rankings because it obviously is gonna change almost every week #and i can't keep up #and also i don't know all the players well enough outside of the top 12 or so to be able to do it accurately #that being said if you have a request for a player (with or without a song in mind) i could still give that a go!#cause thinking of these is really fun and i like the way most of them have come out #i will do atp players but fair warning i know way less about most of them lmfao #ALSO. yes i know these rankings are not official until monday. i don't care let me have this

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imjustavenuxwithaboomerang · 3 months

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made the gaang with this picrew cause i have too much time on my hands, enjoy

#almost didn't make suki #so disappointed in myself fr #it's like if they were normal teenagers but i gave zuko and aang their scar and tattoo because they looked wrong without them #dimpled aang and suki supremacy #i gave zuko a hearing aid in his scarred ear because he canonically can't hear well out of it #(i'm aware that hearing aid probably can't help with damaged eardrums maybe they cam i don't actually know so sorry)#gave sokka glasses cause i'm projecting and i feel like he's strained his eyes so much over the years #freckled aang sokka (on his neck down so you can't really see it) and suki supremacy #gave sokka a bunch of face moles cause i can #gave toph acne cause she's the youngest in my heart (yes i know her and aang are the same age)#i gave the gaang as whole many piercings and i'm not ashamed (aang's the only one without one idk why don't ask)#atla #avatar the last airbender #the gaang #aang #katara #sokka #zuko #toph #suki #picrew #also this is how i had to learn that suki is the only one out of the gaang that has like actual lips at all times #(as in her character design)#OH i also gave aang and toph scars (aang = arms toph = face) because it spoke to me and felt right idk #also if you squint you can see blemishes on zuko's neck cause again it just felt right #i'm actually so proud of these AHHHH #zuko's hair could probably be better but i'm proud REGARDLESS #team avatar #didn't even mean to make a pattern with the backgrounds just worked out that way heheh #EDIT: remade the boys cause i used the wrong sized clothes and it was bothering me SO MUCH (zuko's hair is longer now let's all cheer)

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piko-power · 1 year

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There's not enough Werehog!Sonic Wachowski fics in the world...

I'M GONNA FIX THAT.

#piko rambles #sonic wachowski #sonic the werehog #sonic movie 2020 #Still working on that Halloween fic since the beginning of August.#It is a BIG story but will be in parts and I REALLY hope you guys will love it once it comes out cause I'm actually proud of it so far.

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arkacarian · 4 months

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Little reference sheet of Jake for @magicandcuriosity! Specifically for Kirby because this guy comes in many different flavors of fandom

First two are casual clothes, with the third one being his whole Star Warrior getup! (Also, sword/magic wand included)

#renu art #the third one was entirely colored by me #i was just like “what if i colored it like how i would” and that ended up being so good it's what he looks like #and the stars on his clothes were my idea cause i had been drawing him with them already #also this is the only guy to know most of my ocs isn't that crazy #really hoping the mention works cause its a sideblog and the blog didn't pop up when it typed it in #i'm like actually proud of this damn. i did good

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kingspuppet · 10 months

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Um...hi I posted a fic for the first time in awhile. It's Shuake with Goro's first snowball fight if you wanna check it out maybe??? ;3; It's here if you wanna read. 🩵

#; OOC || Bri ♟️#//I haven't completed a fic in a long time so I'm actually really proud of myself. ;3;#//It's short and silly and maybe not the best piece I've ever written but I'm happy with it regardless. 🩵#//Also it feels awkward to promote my fic on here BUT IT'S MY WRITING AND IT'S GORO SO IT STILL COUNTS #Shuake #; Promo || Bri ♟️#//Tagging cause it counts I guess??

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dogearedheart · 3 days

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#the thing is I'm not proud of many things I've done. It's actually the exact opposite.#I kinda suck most of the time if I'm honest. but getting sober and doing it all on my own...#it's one of the only things I'm proud of when it comes to myself. sure.it's my third attempt but 1 year and 3 months...#it's the longest time I've ever managed to not try and deal with myself in a way that slowly but surely fucked me up in a very different way #I still struggle. some days are easier than others #but I'm still doing it.#being sober doesn't magically solve all my other issues but I don't spiral as much as I used to.#i don't think I'll ever be someone people can be around. which is like i don't blame people. i know how i am and how fucking difficult it is #to deal with that. the fear of abandonment that makes me push people away until they leave. the self-fulfilling prophesy of it all #the way i push and when i get the result i was expecting the immediate pull the fear and irrationality #the emotional disreggulation the self-pity #it's gotten better since i stopped drinking. less frequently and all that... but it's never gone not really #sometimes i think about the what could've beens.#what if my childhood went a little differently. what if my dad was there for me when i needed him. what if i wasn't me.#my ex best friend once told me that I'm to desperate to be saved. that nobody can do that anyway.#I'm not sure if I'd deserve it anyway. i have dreams in which I'm still me still dark and ugly and selfish and cruel at times #but i am trying i like to believe that i am already trying. i am. I'm just scared that it'll never be enough.#I'm not proud of many things but I'm 1 year and 3 months sober #only a few days and it's gonna be 1 year and 4 months #i didn't achieve much in my life but I'm here and i am trying every day i am trying and i hope on day it'll be enough #i hope one day i won't cause pain but build something good #sorry... I've just been thinking about it lately #because it is an achievement and i didn’t let myself be proud of how far I've come #alex talks #I'm still scared that people will look at me differently when they know... sometimes i feel like they can see the my rotten core anyway #to delete

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snazum · 26 days

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me trying to stroll thru the ted nivison tag on tumblr for some sick art X READER, IMAGINE, OTHER THINGS I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF EVEN THO IT'S QUITE LITERATLY RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME XDD

#No shade btw I get it #look. I was on mcyt wattpad as a small small SMALL child and I mean FUCKING TINY #and I get it!#Where are the fanartist tho I want art grrrrr #do I have to do everything myself #anyways guys can u tell that maybe i've found myself in a new yt fixation.... erm #like 4 chuckle sandwich podcasts and a barbie movie review and i'm in the trenches #seriously though i do think that most of it is stemming from my video creation fixation #i blame school coming up #SCHLATTS MONKEY VIDEOW???? Beautiful editing i want to edit like that #don't know the editor off the top of my head sorry #i'm going crazy over video creation honestly and they're my vessels (This is very hyperbole)#snazum talks #I have an idea cooking btw.... maybe I'll share it here when i'm done but otherwise i'm gonna be tight lipped about it :)#if ur a mootie/friend tho feel free to ask me in dms :D I can't help but want to ramble bout it #I may be a little shy though since it's not embarrasing per say but i also don't like talking bout it that much #It's nothing serious it's actually the most not serious thing ever but i feel like a bragging bitch when i talk about it so i don't #but also i want to talk about it. cause the subject matter isn't even what i'm proud about it's the idea of how to present it that is #this is so vague i'm so sorry i started fucking rambling in these tags jesus christ #why am i like this ANYWAYS YEAH BYE #EDIT: okay but tbf back to the original point i didn't think this shit would be main tagged?#I find it usually isn't when it comes to rpf stuff but what do i know #all i know is 2012/2014....#the trenches dude.#u don't want to see my old art it contains so many terrible terrible youtubers #I sure know how to pick em #i think the amount i ramble in tags really really represents my adhdness #i got fucking diagnosed and i'm scared to say that i'm just gonna say my quirkyness

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curiosity-killed · 1 year

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my sister’s new Pride tradition is apparently pressuring me to come out to our parents which is frustrating not only because it’s shitty behavior but

a) I did come out to our mom. Years ago. She told me I was going to die miserable and alone and no one would ever love me.

b) I came out to my sister the same night and she responded in the exact same way

and she both has completely overwritten this in her memory and continued to be sort of a shitty ✨ally✨ about it by being like “oh well asexuality is really hard to understand” and “if you told mom you were dating girls I think she’d be fine with it”

and like. I’m not a lesbian, I’m not bisexual, I’m not dating girls, I’m not dating guys, I am just, still, fucking ace.

#i'm tired of stewing about this but i'm also just really fucking sick of this rhetoric #like she tried to be like ''isn't part of pride being proud and out??''#and i was like ''well being told you're going to die alone and she hopes you have major depression sucks a lot''#and she tries to spin it as like ''it's really coming from a place of love''#and i'm like then y'all should have responded with love instead of being giant shitty assholes #personal #aphobia #also my sister just has this delusion that i'm a poor closeted little kid #and like #i am and have been out to all the people who care about me EXCEPT our family for years #because again #i was very clearly told that my family would not accept this about me #so no m** you're not being a doting caring supportive big sister #you're pretending away the hurt that you actively participated in causing #which doesn't actually make it not have happened #UGH #i am grumpy tonight

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idubildino · 2 months

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dino is actually such an objectively solid vocalist and honestly in the like. upper ranks within the group overall

#I'm not just saying this cause i wanna jump his bones #I'm watching whatever actually live performances i can find and like #his support is so solid #and while i LOVE svt #besides their two main vocals #a lot of the group falls into the 'decent but not great' category #which i think is fine honestly most groups don't achieve that lmao #and idk maybe that makes dino being in the upper ranks less impressive #but man he really worked hard on his vocals and it paid tf off #I'm so proud of him #and i love that i truly love his voice #no bias required #shhh cassia #fr tho what can't he do...........#already one of the best main dancers #pleasant rap abilities #and GOOD singing?#king shit

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blushblushbear · 2 months

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now that Copa America has ended, i like to think ace and kelby watched most of the matches together

I---

I'm assuming this is a sports thing??? I'm so sorry, I don't know anything about sports!! <:c

PLEASE FORGIVE THIS NERD I DON'T KNOW WHAT A SPORT IS <X'C

but yeah honestly any sports stuff they'd be ON

bet they're on a team together and also do fantasy leagues like sport nerds

#blush blush game #blush blush #kelby #logan #I am but a pale nerdy bear #I don't see the sun nor do I know how to sport #okay that's actually quite a bit of a lie #I'm actually down with nature and animals and I more or less know sportish stuff #but not like--- really....#ah it's soccer #football #also good thing I don't know or care about sports stuff cause google shot fireworks in my face declaring the winner #spoilers google #good for them though!#proud of 'em!#but yeah no they SUPER watched the fuck outta that #they're the dress up for the match day and paint their faces kind of excited

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inniave · 4 months

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posting music is scary but i'm going to keep at it because otherwise i don't think i'll ever release anything at all and at some point i *do* want to actually put together a project For Realsies so i gotta get over my fear but damn this fears got hands 😭

#it's so intimidating but i have to teach myself to not care!#the shame i feel is not actually *my* shame it's just what i've been conditioned into #because it's EVRRYTHING #not just my music #but about every part of muself #and posting my music is one way i think i can start to take myself for muself #and put the light on the shame so maybe it shrinks a little #turn the shame ive been conditioned to feel knto radical love for myself & all of our parts #cause i don't care what people think i will feel this shame even if everyone LOVES me & what i do #it's not about that #it's about idek what or why or how but ik it's there and i know this is a scary but safe way to work on that #also i really only started on singing/writing in february #and piano / guitar i started a few months before that #so i also have this like... my skills aren't where i'd like to end up eventually #which i am SUPER PROUD of how far i've come in less than a year!!!!!!!!!! i am wicked excited!#but i do wanna keep learning and working and reaching before i try to write something for Release release yk #anyway #i'm really looking forward to 50/90 cause at least for fawm it was such a safe place to share & explore l #and it's pretty much all smaller artists who are really supportive of each other & i am so so grateful for fawm #so i'm really hoping 50/90 goes as well!!!!!#i don't think any of my music would be anywhere but a hard drive without fawm #will always be grateful for that experience <3

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no-one-hears-me · 1 year

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really thinking about how my only options are to continue starving and stay skinny or eat but gain weight. I can never be normal

#ed tw #today I saw a video of someone showing what her friend eats #and it was a whole pizza and then pasta and whatever #how are some people capable of doing that #realistically some of it is my fault bc I've slowed my metabolism by restricting too hard #and the only way to fix it is to eat more BUT that will cause weight gain #and yeah I can lose it but I'd rather not gain any in the first place #also I'm genuinely not able to eat that much anymore #today I ate a fairly small amount of food and my stomach starting getting uncomfortable halfway through #even though that was the only thing I had in awhile. idk #I'm kinda proud that I can't eat anymore but that's kinda cringe idk #anyways. I really just wish I could eat normal amounts of food but still have a really low weight #I don't want a healthy weight tbh so yeah it makes sense that I can't eat healthy portions #still sucks tho #ALSO it sucks that alcohol has calories but tbf I don't need to drink much if I haven't eaten anyways #and my tolerance has never been high actually bc I don't drink that much #Sera

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jackredfieldwasmyjacob · 1 year

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wait. i just realized. i might have been asked on a date or something similar a few months ago. and i refused. oh no.

#i don't know if i've told you about this girl i went to school with (well kinda. she's 2 year youngers but we were aware of our existance)#(she was in the school band for starters. and she's in a band still!)#anyways. i don't know if i told you about how she was one of the candidates for the local psoe party for the municipal elections #and how she actually is now a concejala (councellor? what are town hall members called in english?)#well i was interacting with her a lot during the campaign and we talked and stuff #cause i was really proud of her and also. psoe is as left as my town is capable of going so i voted for them and was interested in their #proposals and stuff #anyways she asked me to come to a meeting or to have some drinks a couple of times #i said no to all of them. like a fool #and she sometimes likes my stories (i also like hers but cause i genuinelly like her stuff!!)#i thought she had a partner but. yesterday she showed up on bumbl #e #i panicked a lot and i swiped left (so a 'no')#and now i'm realising what might had happened #i wouldn't be against dating her she's super pretty but i just. never imagined i was like in her league lol #tbh this could all be me conflating things and she never had any romantic intention #we'll never know i guess <3

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