#cause i fucking left that at home .

[lloydfrontera]

i also like to think that as children javier and og lloyd got locked in a toxic cycle where javier felt like he had to. make up. for og lloyd's bad behavior. like a part of him recognized that his presence in the household was causing og lloyd to act up even worse than he already did normally and he tried to make up for the trouble he 'caused' by being as good of a kid as he could. and this in turn made og lloyd hate him even more because he saw it as an attempt to make him look like a worse son by comparison and that made him act up even more. and then the cycle repeats.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

WHAT HAPPENED?!?!!??!!??!!!!?!!

sometimes arrows find their mark! oopsie!

[its-a-beautful-day]

Updating my donation post as it's been a few months. I'm still struggling with being homeless and I recently lost my health insurance (yayy turning 26!)

I've applied for section 8 at a local large city but that can take time. I'm also in the months long process of applying for SNAP/medicaid. I've also applied for financial assistance through my work to help me as well but I'm unsure of the turn around time or how much they can assist me.

Currently with the cost of rent in my local area the best option might be for me to renovate a free mobile home. However I need to move it to a lot/mobile home park with hookups and that can cost alot of money. The current estimate I got is around $8,000.

This doesn't include the lot rent per month or the cost of fixing the mobile home. But I do get to own the trailer after and can sell it once I have my feet under me again and ready to move.

I've been looking into so many different options but I'm struggling with finding something in my budget. Current income restricted housing is at a 1 to 2 year wait list. Others require a $48 per person application before you get to even see the apartment (for a one bedroom no less)

I've already made so many sacrifices during this year including not perusing fighting to get my cat back. Unfortunately with the way I can't find housing there wasn't a hope I could find housing and have it allow pets.

I've anyone has suggestions for finding roomates (that's not Facebook) or housing please feel free to message me

I'm also doing donation doodles for any donation over $10, give me a suggestion or prompt when you donate otherwise you get a bug art lol

[shadow--writer]

Wanna write to escape crushing loneliness but I hate every word I put down :)

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe

[emypony]

sighs

[huevobuevo]

I never undrrstoood folks who spent time and energy on annotating the books they read, but now that I’m finally sitting down and reading house of leaves again I. Kinda get it.

Like there’s so many good dissections on Navidson & Johnny himself like . shit dawg okay fuck where’s my sticky notes

[movedtodykedvonte]

I feel like Addispam angst is heavily looked over compared to current or big shot spam angst.

We don’t know much but what we do know is heartbreaking. Imagine being that friend. The friend that is always struggling. That can never find their foot or get a grasp on things. The one that has to constantly congratulate others and only get half hearted or feigned reassurances that your time will come. That keeps trying and trying and gets no where. Who can’t seem to figure out why everything works for everyone else but him. In a lot of aspects he is relatable as he can be considered even less than the underdog.

Addison Spamton has so much material for heartbreak.

[plutonicbees]

i keep suddenly bursting into tears very often can somebody help

[loveshotzz]

I’M DONE WITH CHRISTMAS. Like??? How is it not over yet?!?

[sparklehoard]

Fighting for my life trying to cook in my parents kitchen last night.

Got in a fight when I blocked my mother from putting a can of corn in the butter chicken I had been cooking for 2 hours

[aroacesigma]

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[garmaballs]

will forever resent my cousins back home for being able to live the life i will never have

[s0fter-sin]

i had an eye test done a few days ago and one of the tests gave me mad vertigo, it only lasted a few minutes but i still have a major headache and nausea and it flares up when i’m scrolling. obviously the answer is to get off my phone but it’s making me think of the march that shall not be named when i couldn’t look at fucking anything and ya girl is getting nervous

[blackvahana]

ohhhhh Sleep is definitely one of these trees isn't it.... its absolutely a waking (as in IT is waking up in me) aspect

[rustycottoncandy]

Lmao I need therapy