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#had an interesting conversation with my sister the other day. odd i guess bc my sister is pretty smart#on paper shes smarter than me. or at least less dyslexic than me#but she didnt seem to kno what cancer is. i mean like how it works. i mean. cancer is a mistake. a confluence of unfortunate accidents#leading to unrestrained cellular growth. when it metastasizes. when it moves to other parts of the body. those same cells continue growing#if u have smooth muscle cancer and it moves to your kidney. you body is trying to grow more smooth muscle on your kidney#at least as i understand it. and she asked why it wants to kill you. it doesnt want anything. it just is. its not a thing of malicious#intent. its neutral. it grows. it takes up resources. it takes up space. and it grows and grows until the organ it grows on stops#functioning properly. like a parasite she said. but no. not like a parasite. it grows like an empty space. a mass of flesh. a constant#obstructive pressure. it grows like only a tumor can. i dunno. it didnt seem to connect with her that this thing didnt want to kill our mom#but it did anyway. and she felt weird about how long she lived after they took her off any support. but thats how cancer kills#it stops an organ from functioning and most of those r important so it only takes one. so her heart kept beating for 12 more hrs bc it was#meant to beat for 40 more years. but not much it could do without working kidneys and without working blood#but that's life. that's death. that's nature. its all nutral even if it feels horrible to the individual.#i dunno. i thought it was interesting. shes 25 and her mother had cancer for 10 years so id think shed kno more#we're at a weird phase now bc its been a week since she died and everything feels normal. we'll see what happens at the wake this week#its been interesting for sure bc she was sick for 10 years but my parents didnt prepare at all for her to die#so my dad is scrambling to put together the pieces shr left behind to make sure that all the bills r paid and whatnot. he had to guess her#computer password. she didnt tell us what she wanted us to have. she didnt tell us the importance of her jewelry and who it belonged to#before her. i dunno. we're seeing the outline of my mothers Pathology in what she left behind. both in the physical objects and in the#feelings she imparted. i dunno. its been weird#unrelated
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As much as I love writing Gwen in her twenties ( and teens on occasion ), I yearn for the opportunity to let the girl who died far too young experience aging.
Let me write a forty-two-year-old Gwen Stacy.
Give me the chance to show you who she'd be if her life wasn't snuffed out before it had the chance to be a brighter flame. ALTERNATIVELY. Give me the chance to show you what Ghost-Spider would create when her mid-youth angst has faded.
Gwen Stacy deserves to live outside of her pre-determined fate. As a treat.
as a little treat for me, please consider a gwen stacy who gets to grow old.
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if ur worried about coming out to ur family just know that i came out to my parents on mothers day like a couple weeks after my brother's wedding so. its harder to do worse!!
#HA i thought i had smth like this in the drafts#confluence of unfortunate timing and bad decision making lol
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i just got instagram again and i forgot how easy it is to piss me off politically. i didn't think i could miss tumblr discourse but they're still supporting donald trump over there??
#i have been on tumblr for so long that i thought we were past that???#like what are you doing posting in support of israel? why are you pushing for church/state confluence?#and the inspirational quotes are so bad oh my god#it is well and truly hell over there#can you come pick me up mom the girls are talking about voting for donald trump#asspinkie philosophizes
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Manang, Nepal (11500 ft elevation) to Yak Karkha, Nepal (13200 ft elevation)
Day 4 of hiking Annapurna Circuit Trek
#personal#Nepal#Himalayas#Manang#Yak Karkha#this is when altitude sickness hit me like a brick đ¤˘đ¤˘#I have asthma too so it was a super fun confluence of events#but being with your thoughts and going through it was just really amazing#I donât have pics of day three but we did a small acclimatization hike and meditated and it was amazing
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oh no! i'm thinking about a new game i want to make
#that marathon teaser's visual style has infected my brain#but ive got more fitd thoughts now#this one is going in line after dark confluence and furry crime game tho
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here's some more unsolicited adult advice as someone in her 30s who knows there are a lot of twenty somethings and teens that follow her: if you're trying to build a new habit you really want, and are struggling, you have to break it down to the smallest building block possible. If you're failing, you haven't thought small enough. I know it's possible to hear stories of people who just snapped into new life mode one day by "just deciding", but truly what's happening there is a confluence of events and experiences that force the brain into some sort of epiphany. You cannot will an epiphany. It'll never work. For most times of your life, you will need to build habits intentionally, and that means not working against yourself and to set micro goals. like laughably tiny goals. because once that easy tiny goal is met, you can build off it, tiny goal after tiny goal until you reach your big goal.
so for example, if you want to be a morning person that gets up at ass crack dawn so that you can work out, eat brekkie, shower, and get to work at a leisurely pace, and you're not that person because you will hit your snooze button 800 times, you have to get the big picture goal out of your head. think smaller. "I want to get up 15 minutes earlier than I normally do." If you can't do that, make it 5 minutes. "I want to cook breakfast every day" hell no too big. "I want to eat something, anything, before I leave the house" hell yeah, fantastic. When you go to the grocery store to make sure there are things in the house for breakfast, if you keep buying bagels and microwave sandwiches that you ignore, you gotta think smaller. SMALLER. What's something so easy to eat that you'll never say no to. Is it a yogurt? Is it a handful of grapes? Is it a hostess ho ho? is it hot cheetos? FORGET the big picture of the fantasy put-together woman preparing a full nutritious meal that you'd be proud to admit to. Think only of the smallest goal you can achieve. If you know you can't say no to an ice cream sandwich, put a ton of ice cream sandwiches in your freezer and have one for breakfast every day until it's so instilled in you that you gotta get up to eat something you can start diversifying.
It sounds like, from the lack of habit place, that must take forever. But really it doesn't take too long to form the habit once the discipline kicks in. the trick is that you have to give your brain something easy to become disciplined to. If it's too hard, think easier and smaller. No one has to know. Literally no one in the gd world has to know that for 4 weeks when you were 22 you had an ice cream sandwich for breakfast every day. who cares. If it gets you eating oatmeal with fresh fruit in a few months who cares. you did it, yay. smaller, easier. if you can't do it, think smaller and easier. smaller!! EASIER!!! You are not thinking smaller and easier enough. break your brain thinking how small and easy you can go. SMALLER. EVEN SMALLER, SIS.
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AI being utterly useless as always. you literally could not guess what this location is by this description at all lol
#my post#i didnt intentionally use ai mind you#i was looking up a place online and this was part of the google popup about it#this was about the lewis and clark confluence tower btw#we passed by it and i just thought it looked a bit interesting so i looked it up
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The future whispers in the language of neural interfaces. Can you decipher the secrets of telepathic connections? Learn how today!
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you would think having an empty front and a crowded front would be total opposites, but we can never tell which one it is when we're experiencing it
#thought we had an empty front but now we are pretty sure theres like at least 5 people in the front#its like when so many people are talking you cant pick out any one voice#there are at least 5 people here. scream#confluence.txt#confluence posting
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Confluence is a TTRPG like nothing youâve experienced before: A genre-blending game of fantasy, sci-fi, and horror, built to tell collaborative character and place-driven stories. Ajurea is world of meeting, where strange phenomena called Confluxes Pull people, objects, and even entire cities together across 700,000 years of time and over 40 worlds. In this first release, players experience the region of Motley Coast exploring the kaleidoscopic coast, to the underwater labyrinths, to the floating forest-cities, where everything here is constantly changing. Prepare to change with it.â¨
Thought I'd make something silly, cause can't believe it's finally here, next WEEK!! This project has taken up much of my artistic life these last three years, as Art lead. Illustrations, Ephemera, doodles and covers, you name it, I've been making it (alongside our amazing Layout artist Cris Viana), to make the rich and dragonology-style book all TTRPG's deserve! ⨠I'm so excited for everyone to finally get a chance to get their hands on the books we've been making, see all the art and creatures I've made! Confluence drops on Backerkit on the 15th of October at 8am PDT (we even have a little prelaunch party here!) and you can signup for our prebacker list here! Hope to see you there! And any boosts, reblogs and sending out these links to folks you think would love this unique game (or even just a book of my art lol), it's so appreciated!! Thank you all!â¨â¨
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Gwen as the opposite of an achor being. Gwen as a catalyst. Gwen being told she's meant to die in every universe. That something either prevented her death: - 616, maybe something happens where she doesn't die for some reason, which leads her to have to find another way to cause Peter's journey to gain momentum otherwise, she'll be killed to bring the timeline back to normal? Or a cosmic accident allowed her to live: - 65, being told her timeline is a fluke, but because she and peter essentially swapped roles, she's allowed to live... but now she has wicked survivor's guilt because she has to live with the fact that she was supposed to die and peter was supposed to be bit????
Anyways, lots of thoughts.
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You ever think about how difficult it must be to use a phone when your fingers are like flesh-knives? No? Spare a thought for Michael Shelley.
Thanks @confluence-tma-rp for the experience
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Hannibal x male reader who is seemingly not that bright been getting away with murder for a LONG time (primary targets r pedos) and 1 night when Hannibal is disposing a body he sees reader doing the same by making it seem like the most recent victim simply died in a cave system?
Thanks for the ask! I changed your request slightly since I thought of ideas for a 'himbo' reader. In this fic, the reader is smart but acts dumb to stray people from looking into his murders. Kinda like Hannibal, but the reader knows if he acts clueless, people would overlook him. It isn't what you asked for, but I think it came out alright. Hope you enjoy!
The Unlikely Confluence
pairing: hannibal lecter x male reader tags: you're a murderer, duh, dinner invitations, I changed your ask to have the reader be bright but act like a dummy in the presence of others, I want to write for himbo readers separately, I actually have a lot of ideas and would like to flesh them out in another post :)
You hum softly to yourself, the quiet of the night pressing around you like a heavy blanket. The noises that do manage to break into your concentrationâa cricketâs chirp, the low hoot of an owlâseem distant, as though youâve chosen to exist in a dimension occupied solely by you and your current task. The flashlight between your teeth flickers, illuminating the dripping limestone walls. You pause and delicately shift it in your mouth to bite down on a less chewed groove. Itâs easy to lose track of the right angle when youâre elbow-deep in mud and rock, but you canât afford to drop your only source of light down here.
Youâve never been one to study complicated subjects or chase lofty degrees. People say youâre not that bright, and, in some ways, you agree. Patience has never been your strong suit either; you prefer the direct route in life. You donât need fancy words to let you know how the world works. If anything, your unassuming nature has become a perfect cloak, allowing you to slip under the radar. And that small oversight on peopleâs part has kept you aliveâand, more importantly, uncaughtâfor years.
Tonight, youâre making it look like yet another unseemly accident. Thereâs a labyrinthine network of caves beyond city limitsâpoorly marked and rarely frequented except by adventurous spelunkers who think they can handle natureâs darkest corners. Itâs the ideal place to ensure a body wonât be found, at least not until time and moisture have had their way with it. The person youâre disposing of isnât exactly a pillar of the communityâlike most of your targets, he wouldnât have garnered pity if the world discovered his predilections. Youâve done the world a favor, or at least thatâs how you justify it.
You straighten, wiping your brow, and set the flashlight on a jagged rock shelf so you can wrestle the limp body deeper into the shadows. The entire place smells like damp earth and stale air, with the faint metallic bite of blood that youâve tried hard to rinse away. Suddenly, the small hairs on the back of your neck prickle.
You still.
Itâs that primal warning that tells you something is thereâsomeone is thereâwatching. Standing absolutely still, you pull in a breath, then slowly edge one hand into your jacket pocket. The blade there is a last resort; youâre not used to being caught off-guard. So you wait, quietly, mentally cursing yourself for letting your guard down.
A voice curls through the darkness like a silky cat: âI do hope Iâm not interrupting.â
You would know that cultured lilt anywhereâon the news, from that one time you met him in person and swore youâd never get close again. Hannibal Lecter steps forward with the elegance of a well-groomed feline, eyes bright with a curiosity that you canât fully parse. He carries a bundle wrapped in dark clothâabout the size of a human torso.
His eyes roam the scene, taking in the soaked cuffs of your pants, the wet stains on your jacket, the fresh scuff marks in the mud. You feel suddenly self-conscious, though you canât quite place why. Youâre covered in dirt, blood spatter, and your hair is plastered flat on your forehead. He, by contrast, remains immaculate even in this dank space, as though filth simply doesnât dare cling to him.
âAnd who, might I ask, is your unfortunate friend?â
You let out a laugh that comes out more as a short bark. âSomebody who deserved it. IâŚI only go after certain sorts.â Youâre not sure why you choose to disclose that, but something about him invites honesty. Maybe itâs the way he stares like he can peel your mind open on a cutting board.
âDo you?â he prompts, voice curiously gentle.
You nod, a tension flooding out of your shoulders. âPedophiles,â you say, near-spitting the word. âWorld wonât miss him.â
There's a flicker in his gaze, surprise and something elseâapproval, maybe. âI see.â
It strikes you that you might not be the only one in the world who carefully selects their victims. And you canât help but wonder what draws his lines, what cause Hannibal Lecter finds worthy of a final punishment.
âSo, what now?â you ask, looking him in the eye, though you canât hold that intense gaze for long. âWe pretend we didn't see each other and go our merry way or...?"
He seems slightly amused by your directness. âIt would be prudent for us both to complete our business and leave no trace.â His gaze shifts to the body behind you, then to the corpse-shaped object wrapped at his feet. âI wonât stand in your way, and I ask for the same courtesy. Mutual benefit.â
You look him over. His posture is relaxed, but you sense the tension in the lines of his shouldersâheâs coiled, ready to spring if he has to. Youâre not naive enough to think you have any upper hand. Although some might say youâre a bit slow on the uptake, youâve got an instinct for trouble. And Hannibal Lecter practically vibrates with it. Yet, he hasn't pounced. There's something else: curiosity in his eyes, a calm, amused interest that doesn't read as immediate hostility. For a man with his intellect, maybe you spark some sense of fascination, an aberration from the norm.
âGuess there's enough space for the two of us.â
An understanding passes between you in the stale, humid air. Neither of you voices the obvious: if one betrays the other, you risk your own exposure. Returning to your tasks, you awkwardly step aside to let him pass. He does so, a soft swirl of expensive fabric brushing past your jacket. Togetherâbut not quite side by sideâyou maneuver deeper into the winding tunnels. The hush of dripping water and your own carefully measured footsteps become a strange rhythm, punctuated only by Hannibalâs occasional murmur of observation:
âMind the uneven rock there.â âYou seem well-practiced in this.â âLetâs ensure we depart long before dawn.â
He never says your name; you never give it. For the next hour, youâre simply two men working in tandemâclearing away mud, setting remains in places that will be submerged by the rising water, carefully packing out anything that could link either of you to the scene. âThanks,â you said quietly, hardly believing your own luck. âNever worked with someone before.â
âNor I. Typically I work in solitude.â He stepped aside, letting you get your footing. The both of you stared at the bodiesâyours tucked cleverly against a rocky pool, his still in the tarpaulin. With the ground mostly rid of footprints, Hannibal jerked his chin toward the caveâs deeper passages. âIâll finish up in another chamber,â he said. âAnd youâŚ?â
You stuffed your hands in your pockets, trying to feign a clueless shrug, but you felt a twitch of excitement. This manâthis gentleman in fine suits, who carried bodies around like an art pieceâwas oddly magnetic. âThink Iâll head home,â you said. âProbably break up the night with a snack.â
Hannibal stepped closer, just enough that you caught the scent of his cologneâsomething subtle, refined. âA snack,â he echoed. âThat reminds me: might I invite you to my home for dinner sometime?â
You blinked, processing the abrupt invitation. âDinner?â
His lips curved. âYes. Given that we share such distinctive interests, Iâd like to hear your stories. You have an unexpectedly clever mind, and I have quite the appetite for intriguing conversation.â
You considered it, but were uncertain. âIâm not exactly the fancy type.â
His voice went low, confident. âI can assure you, I welcome many sorts at my table. Even those who might appear less worldly than they truly are.â
Before your mind could protest, you found yourself giving him a slow nod. The quiet quake of adrenaline that had thrummed through your body for the past half hour melted away into a cautious, enthralled acceptance. âSure,â you muttered at last. âIâŚThatâd be nice.â
Hannibalâs smile deepened by a fraction, as though youâd passed some unspoken test. âIâll find a way to contact you,â he said, sounding reassuringly certain. Then he inclined his head. âBest not to dally. We both have details to complete before the sunâs up.â
With that, he turned, footsteps echoing into the far recesses of the cavern, dragging the tarpaulin-wrapped body behind him with a grace that belonged nowhere near such a macabre chore. You stood motionless, watching until the darkness swallowed him whole. A shaky exhale left your lungs. You felt like youâd just survived a near-death encounter, yet emerged with an odd sense of possibility. You didnât know whether Hannibal Lecter was a man to be feared or reveredâmaybe both. Whatever lay ahead, dinner with Dr. Hannibal Lecter would be anything but ordinary.
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A love story told through voicelines (III)
C/W: slow-burn, Diluc x gn!reader, reader works at the flower shop in Mondstadt, more Wicked and Epic: the musical references, fluff, angst, Crepus mentioned, rumors, no-no word: twat
Note: Pls pretend Donna doesnât work at the flower shop yet- (hereâs part 1 and part 4)
(You) About Diluc: Smiling
He never smilesâI know that for a fact. But when he came to the flower shop today, I swear the corners of his mouth were pointing slightly upward. Hah, I guess you could say the flowers worked! Thatâs good. Flora took the cost of those flowers out of my paycheck.
(Diluc) About you: Smiling
The way they smiled at me when I came in today⌠It was different. It wasnât just a polite smile, but something deeper, something unspoken. Iâve never been good at reading people, but I think⌠I think they know more than I realize. I just wonder if Iâm ready for whatever this is.
(You) About Diluc: Reputation
There are times I feel whispers on the street that have to do with me and Diluc. Itâs not like weâve been particularly discreet in our lunch meetings, so itâs only natural. I just hope nothing bad will happen because of it. No, Iâm not so worried that it eats me aliveâIâm tougher than that, you know! Iâm prepared to take whatâs thrown at me.
(Diluc) About you: Reputation
When it comes to âreputationsâ, eyes automatically lock on me, being the Master of Dawn Winery, andâto the Knights of Favonius and the Abyssâthe Darknight Hero. But Iâm already used to dealing with rumors and disapproving gazesâitâs them Iâm worried about. Do they feel the pressure of being seen with me? Or do they understand that itâs not just the weight of my family name that comes with me, but all the expectations and rumors, too? I want to protect them from all of it. I donât want them to feel like theyâre being judged for something that has nothing to do with them.
(Kaeya) About Diluc: Recent behavior
Master Diluc. I see him gracing the flower shop more often. Haha, tell me, is he buying blooms for the winery⌠or for someone special?
(Flora) About you and Diluc
Theyâve been getting distracted since Master Diluc started to pass by more; always rushing out the door the moment lunch time comes. Ooh, is something going on between them?
(Fischl) About you and Diluc
Ah, the tale of thy heart entwined with the ever-guarded Crimson Knight of Flames has reached my ears! Truly, a most beguiling confluence of fates!
Oz: Mein Fräulein, it seems that their bond appears to be progressing at a steady pace. Perhaps the Crimson Knight has begun to lower his defenses.
Indeed, Oz! I, Fischl, Prinzessin der Verurteilung, have observed the signs! The subtle glances, the fleeting moments shared between themâthese are no mere happenstance. Yet, let it be known, they must tread carefully, for to enter the heart of a man such as he is to walk through a storm. But fear not! For they art no ordinary soul, and the stars favor their cause.
Verily, shouldst they require guidance, I, Fischl, shall lend my wisdom! Together with the ever-watchful Oz, I shall ensure that their journey to the heart of the Crimson Knight is as glorious as it is fateful!
Oz: Or perhaps simply buying him another bouquet might suffice, mein Fräulein.
Hush, Oz! A saga of this magnitude deserves nothing less than grandeur!
(Venti) About you and Diluc
Ah, the stoic knight and his admiring floristâitâs practically begging to be sung, no?
(Amber) About you and Diluc
Iâve been keeping an eye on those two lately, and honestly? I think thereâs something special there. I hope it all works out between them.
(Klee) About you and Diluc
That florist is the best! You know⌠Master Diluc used to be sooo grumpy all the time, thatâs why I thought he was weird. But now, whenever theyâre around, heâs a lot less grumpy, and thatâs pretty cool! No oneâs ever made him smile before. Itâs like they have a superpower⌠with flowers!
(Lisa) About you and Diluc
So someone has finally brought down his walls, huh? Hm, well done.
(Jean) About you and Diluc
I donât know all the details, but⌠whatever bond the two of them share, it seems to have brought him a sense of ease that I havenât seen in a long time.
(You) About Diluc: Constellations
I found him sitting alone near Windrise one night, looking more tense than ever. Without thinking, I sat next to him in silence, just watching the stars with my head near his shoulder. He didnât say a word neither, but I felt his eyes on me for a brief moment before returning to the costellations above us. Iâm not one for silent moments, but there was something comforting with how quiet it was. Like the night spoke for us. It felt⌠nice.
(Diluc) About you: Constellations
The quiet of Windrise was unlike anything else. I had hoped for solitude that night, but when they sat beside me, I didnât feel the need to chase them away. They were calm, simply being there, with their presence more than enough. The stars above seemed so distant, but in that moment, with them there, everything felt strangely within reach. I didnât have to speak. We just⌠existed together. It was a feeling I wasnât used to, yet something about it felt right.
(Adelinde) About Diluc: Recent behavior
Iâve seen Master Diluc return to the manor with a lighter step recently. I dare say, itâs been a while since he seemed this⌠at ease. Reminds me of when he was still a child; always causing trouble, that one.
(You) About Diluc: Could it be?
Itâs hard to put into words, but lately, every time he stops by the flower shop or shares a quiet moment with me, I feel this⌠pull. Like the world is shifting, and heâs at the center of it.
Could it be some kind of sign? That my life, my world, is all about to change?
But then thereâs that doubtâthat nagging little voice in the back of my head. Maybe Iâm just imagining things. What if Iâm wrong about him? About us?
Still⌠I canât help but wonder.
(Diluc) About you: Could it be?
I canât stop thinking about them. Every conversation, every glanceâit stays with me long after theyâre gone.
But then, one question keeps haunting me: do they feel the same?
Iâve always thought myself strong, unshaken by the opinions or approval of others, yet this⌠this is different. What if Iâve misread everything? What if the way I look at them, the way my heart quickens when theyâre nearâitâs all just me?
Was I really seeking something good with them, or was I just seeking attention? Am I holding onto this feeling because I donât know how to let it go?
(Donna) About âyou and Dilucâ
Oh, you wonât believe what Iâve heard! You know that florist thatâs been hanging around Master Diluc all the time? Yeah, turns outâthey have a little arrangement, if you catch my drift. And itâs not just the flowers. Hahaha! Seems like a desperate move, but who knows? Maybe theyâve been waiting for more than a paycheck.
(You) About Diluc: Rumors
I thought it wouldnât matter to him, you know. He seemed like the type not to care about gossip. Maybe I was wrong there. Archonsâmaybe I was even wrong about us! Iâm so confused⌠how could he throw our friendship away like it was nothing?! All because of that Donnaâpsh, who even is Donna?! Who is she to mind Diluc and myâs business? If she has something to say, then come on! Iâm all ears! In a moment, Iâll be all fists too. Sheâs just jealous! Twat.
Itâs no use being angry, Dilucâs gone. Heâs gone⌠and I donât know what I can do to get him back. ⌠I need to see him. NoâI donât care if he doesnât want to talk! He canât just throw away what we have! Whatever that is. Iâm going to the manor!
(Diluc) About you: Rumors
I heard about it⌠from one of my staff. Some girl, Donna, spreading terrible lies about them. I had the situation dealt with, of course. âŚThey donât deserve thisâthese watchful eyes and loathsome minds that seem to misinterpret every step they take. I thought by letting them go, I would be freeing them from all of this. That was the right thing to do, isnât it? Protect the people I care about, even if it hurts me? Thatâs what my father wouldâve done.
(Diluc) About Crepus: Protecting loved ones
Truth is⌠I donât think Iâm anything like him. He would have handled this better. He wouldnât have been so cowardlyâso afraid of ruining something good that he let it slip through his fingers entirely. I wanted to keep them safe, to protect them the way I couldnât protect him. But instead, Iâve only driven them away.
If my father were here, what would he think of me? Would he see me as strong, or as a coward hiding behind excuses? I donât know anymore. All I know is that Iâve hurt them⌠and I canât stop thinking about how much Iâve failed them. I promised to protect them, but Iâve only hurt them. And now⌠I donât know if Iâll ever have the chance to make it right.
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Note: now how tf do I write part 4-
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