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#cries in 2 prettiest people on the planet
chanrizard · 4 months
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ASEA 2024 | MinLix
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jolapeno · 1 year
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Tagged by the lovely @wildemaven
1 - Are you named after anyone? no, but my mum had my name picked out before i was born and it's somewhat unisex. i cannot tell you more.
2 - When is the last time you cried? four hours ago at a wholesome compilation on youtube, i am the biggest crier on the planet. and the easiest. something good happens, i cry. something bad, i cry. i get stressed or angry, you got it - i get teary hahaha. i also cried this morning because my dog gave me his paw when i was sad and i cried into his neck because he's my best friend hahaha.
3 - Do you have kids? nope.
4 - Do you use sarcasm a lot? i am british, so yes.
5 - What is the first thing you notice about people? eyes. always eyes. and then, their smile if y'know, it's a positive exchange.
6 - What's your eye colour? a very light blue, sometimes a touch icy, sometimes a bit grey-ish. they're the prettiest post-cry hahaha.
7 - Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings, i legit write hea and am terrified of scary movies (i have to look them up before i go)
8 - Any special talents? i don't think so...
9 - Where were you born? uk, i cannot tell you where - i'd have to maim you.
10 - What are your hobbies? writing, reading. podcasting.
11 - Do you have any pets? i have one corgi doggo.
12 - What sports do you play/have you played? haha, none in a really long time. I've had knee surgery and i cannot do impact sports now because of a lack of cartilage in my bones. but i used to play badminton.
13 - How tall are you? I'm 5'6”
14 - Favourite subject in school? media studies, i feel i should say english, but i hated it at school so much. i just never got what was happening and i still don't but, here we are.
15 - Dream job? write in some capacity for a living, which i now do so, wahoo.
tagging: (anyone who wants but i'm gonna pick a few so, here ya go) @guyfieriii @yeyinde @halfmoth-halfman @eowynstwin @frenzycrazy
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somehavegonemissing · 8 months
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I have been reflecting on an experience I had over a decade ago. I believe it was high school, my school participated in this multi-school trip to D.C. called Close Up.
I roomed with my friend and 2 lovely African-American girls (I think from Georgia?), one had the prettiest green eyes I had ever seen. The only thing bad about them was they slept with the TV (specifically MTV) on, while I need total darkness and wordless noise at best. Still, they were kind and clever and even though I don't recall their names I am happy to have met them.
I don't know how we got on this topic, but I was so upset that they disagreed with me that my desire to die young was not a good thing. They were so kind about it, yet so firm in their certainty I cried.
I honestly do not remember what my friend said or thought of it. But she is the best of people, and I should probably ask her when the time is right.
How did I not realize that something was terribly wrong with me then? I was in therapy just because my parents offered it to me and I went for it just because. Clearly it was not working.
Am I doing better? Well, I do not know. I fear disability too much, and with the way broke our planet I do despair. Intellectually I know life in all forms is worth living and I feel joy more often than not. Yet I still would rather chose death over diminishment and discomfort. That is not good.
I hope the two of them are doing well. I hope I did not cause them much pain.
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najatheangel · 3 years
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a/n: apart of the Stray Kids Summer Collab hosted by @bangchan-fairy. My 2nd story for this collab so please show love and tell me what you think. This collab was so fun to participate in have a great summer everyone. genre: fluff, drama and angst. (Warning: Mentions of car accident and death.) pairing: bangchan x reader (ft. Felix, Changbin, and Lee Know.) word count: 2.2k summary: After years of making music at a young age, stray kids were facing their last night on the tour which ended in tragedy. They were involved in a horrible bus accident leading them to pass away, but only four survived. Months after the incident Bangchan, Felix, Lee Know, and Changbin lost their passion for music and performing as a band. The boys want to reunite and make music again, but they can’t accomplish that without another lead singer which is you.
taglist: @soleilsuhh @melonmochimoon @purplepsycho03 @kpopsnowball @neptunehobi @dundun-baby (Send me a message if you want to be added or removed from the tag list.)
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Bangchan’s Pov: 05/23/21.
The day of the audition and the day I’ve found myself loving music again. I hate that we have to start all over again. Ever since that night after our world tour with the boys, we lost everything including our four friends Jeongin, Hyunjin, Seungmin, and Han. I have nightmares every day about that night thinking if I could’ve done anything different or prevented any of my friends from getting hurt, but the devil cursed us with this tragic fate.
I remember we were going to celebrate years of hard work by going to our favorite ramen shop. We played over 30 states and 20 countries all across the globe. We even collaborated with big-name artists like The Weekend, Machine Gun Kelly, Drake, etc…
Our journey was just beginning but quickly came to an end when our tour bus crashed and rolled down the hill away from the expressway. We all almost died together that night, but only me, Changbin, Felix, and Lee Know survived. Lee Know suffered the most injuries out of the four of us when he couldn’t play the guitar for a whole year.
Felix had to be on crutches for a few months, Changbin wasn’t as happy as he normally was; he went completely dark and would never show his soft side to any. As for me, I suffered from severe PTSD after the accident.
We all had to go to therapy, but with me being the leader and having to handle the funeral arrangements with my manager, my depression and stress became much worse.
Our company wanted to force us to continue to perform with just the four of us, but we decided to take a hiatus before thinking about performing again.
That’s how we ended up here after 3 years of pain, grieving the death of my friends and reuniting with my old bandmates to search for a new lead singer.
Reader’s POV: 05/23/21
I was Stray Kids biggest fan ever since their debut. Every year, I’ve attended their concerts on my birthday and meet backstage with them thanking them for making music that changed my life. When I heard what happened the night after the tour just like everyone else in the world I cried about it and more than ever I want to take away their pain to turn it into something positive.
I’ve decided to do the unthinkable and audition for stray kid’s next lead singer.
They’ll only pick one out of 5,000 people and the winner gets to make a summer album with Stray Kids. This is my last chance to achieve my dream and give back to the boys for what their music has done for me.
“Number 201! You're up, please get ready to perform on stage.” As the crew backstage called out my number I was shaking in my boots, but I knew that I had to rock that stage. As I grabbed my guitar and walked on stage, I saw four of the amazingly talented men in front of me. After hours of hearing people perform all day, their faces still looked very bored and over this whole audition, but little did they know I had a surprise up their sleeve.
“Hello, I’m number 201. My name is y/n, I’m 22 years old. I’m born and raised in California and the song that I will be singing tonight is an original piece. This one’s for you guys.” As I spoke my last bit of words before performing the boys finally looked up and their eyes glow as I started to play my guitar.
Bangchan’s Pov: I was completely thrown off guard when I saw number 201 perform. I couldn’t describe what I was feeling at that exact moment, but her voice was pulling me into another planet. Her song almost moved me to tears it was like she was speaking to all four of us and was understanding how we felt at that exact moment. The lyrics that stood out to me the most were “No matter how tough life may get, it’s best to keep your head high otherwise it’s all downhill.” She’s very confident I can tell that she was born to be a performer so I don’t see why not, but she would be even stronger as a solo artist.
The boys were cheering and screaming immediately wanting to take her in, but I was still not down for this idea for a new lead singer in the first place.
Stray Kids was supposed to be irreplaceable, but then I remembered the reason why we needed someone like her in the first place which is to make music again and do it for our angels Seungmin, Han, Jeongin, and Hyunjin.
So I stood up on stage next to her clapping my hands and slapped my hand on her shoulder. I gave the boys a nod and smiled at her by saying “Congratulations number 201. From this day forward, you will be our new lead singer of Stray Kids. Are you in?” She flashed the prettiest smile and hugged me so tight and the rest of the members joined the big group hug.
“On three you guys, Stray Kids for Life!” Changbin expressed as I’ve finally heard his cute voice come out. “1...2..3...Stray Kids for Life!” Maybe this girl would change us for the better.
Our manager gave us until the end of August to perform at the summer bash festival in her hometown Orange County California which was one of the accomplishments of our life since we’ve debuted as a group. Practicing together all summer made me realize how much I enjoyed the process of making songs for our group and became ten times better when she came into the picture.
At first, I’ve felt bad for being cold around the first few weeks of practice. I would always ignore her presence and turn down eating lunch with her on breaks because I was still not used to having her around. She would cry after practice calling her older sister saying that “Bangchan doesn’t seem to like me and I don’t understand why when all I’m trying to do is help him make music again.”
I remember fighting one of my best friends Felix about pushing her away the night and she almost quit the band.
He just kept screaming at me and telling me that I’ve become worse than before after therapy which stung, but I also felt bad for letting him storm off and telling him that our friendship was over. We were fist fighting which never happened and it led us to sleep in separate rooms for a whole week since we were roommates. One night I couldn’t forget was when she came back after Felix left home to visit his family for the weekend. Changbin and Lee Know were out with their girlfriends which led me to be alone or so I thought.
Reader’s Pov: 06/04/21.
Bangchan I never understood him out of all the boys. Lee Know he was easy to talk to because we have the same personality and have a love for the same video games. Felix was like an older brother to me always making sure I was alright, well feed, and getting good sleep at night. Changbin was like my personal therapist I would talk to him about all my problems and concerns about anything that’s going on in my life. All three of them were you can say my new besties, but Bangchan on the other hand... was a tough cookie to crack. I would try to check on him if he’s messing up in practice or if he’s stayed up overnight to practice.
I can tell he blamed himself for every little thing ever since the bus accident and he’s hard on himself which makes sense, but I hate that he has to take it out on others especially his best friend. That week in July I’ve decided to come back and give Bangchan a piece of mind because I was fed up with the lack of improvement and bad energy as a group, but then I started to hear him sob from his room. The boys left him all alone and I was the only one that could save him out of his misery.
With no hesitation, I slammed the door open and ran to Bangchan gently embracing him. This man was putting up a fight to forget about the past, but with his PTSD it’s hard for him to get through the pain. So I calmed him down and simply asked him. “Have you ever thought about making a song for them?” I can tell he was hesitating to answer the question, but he responded by saying. “Honestly no. I’m still not in my right mind to do so. You’ve seen me in practice so I can’t do it alone.”
It all started to make sense he was planning the whole time to make this song on his own and not have anyone bother him. “You’re not alone. At least for tonight, since we have one month left, let’s try writing together you and me. Whadya say?” “Y/n...You would do that for me?”
“Of course your my role model and special friend after all.” The unexpected happened he suddenly pulled me next to him on his bed and softly kissed me on the lips. It was my first ever sweet interaction with him and I didn’t understand it, but I was happy at that moment that he finally opened up to me. He caressed my head and dragged me into the studio with him excited to get straight to work.
When the boys came back, we’ve shared the news about our new song they were very happy with our process and agreed to share the song with the world. Of course, Felix and Bangchan talked for hours when he came in the room last and made up instantly. It was a fight that they never wanted to affect their friendship and dynamic negatively, but it made us all happy when they finally became best friends again.
I remember our group becoming a lot closer we would play game night every Thursday, have chicken and beer on the weekends, threw the biggest for Changbin dressing up in wolf costumes, and Bangchan taking me on our first date at the amusement park which was the adventure of a lifetime.
I felt bad for leaving early because I have a weak stomach when it comes to roller coasters. These memories with the boys are something that I’ve always dreamed of being a part of ever since I’ve seen their debut. If I can simply describe everything the five of us have been through it would be...
Bangchan’s Pov: 07/26/21.
“Hello everyone. This is Stray Kids we’re back better than ever. This summer has been one crazy ride, but I’m glad I’ve got to share it alongside my bandmates. My forever brothers Felix, Lee Know, Changbin and my angel y/n will share the stage with me as we perform our new song Perfect Melody. This song not only represents our journey with our new lead singer but also our journey with our family Seungmin, Jeongin, Han, and Hyunjin. I hope stays enjoy.” I was very confident presenting this song to the world and didn’t want to bring shame to my angel’s hometown so I had to put a performance of a lifetime.
I’ve slowly started to panic when Lee Know started playing the drums and it took me back once again to the accident in my mind. Good thing I forgot about it completely once I’ve heard her voice starting off the song. With Changbin playing the keyboard and Felix bass blending in with her singing in the background it meshes perfectly which is when I come in singing with her in harmony.
The crowd seemed to go crazy over it and all I can see with her shining so brightly as she does carrying the whole song. Felix deep vocals come in and we scream the lyrics as stays sing together with us feeling what’s in our hearts. We performed like it was our last with no regrets, no hesitation just simply because we loved what we were bringing to the table. If it wasn’t for her I don’t think this ever would’ve happened.
She helped us reunite as a band, got me through my trauma, and best of all we’ve found love in the end. When the song finally cut off we all heard stays cheering and crying screaming “Stray Kids we love you!” Our manager and stage crew was jumping and smiling at us celebrating our successful performance.
Lee Know was shocked saying “We did it, you guys. We performed on this stage and we did it!” Changbin started tearing up but tried to play it off by acting tough. “Duh of course we did. I knew could do it.” Felix laughed motioning for us to group hug.
“Bring it in you guys, If it wasn’t for our wonder woman we wouldn’t have made it this far.” We all hugged each other chanting and spinning around in the confetti. “Bangchan see I told you, we’ve finally done it.” Gosh, she’s just the cutest flashing her sparkling eyes at me as she says that.
“Yeah, I guess we did. I’m sorry for ever doubting and treating you like a jerk. Thank you for everything. For now, on it’s five of us or nothing.” She gives me one last smile and links our pinkies together giving them a tiny kiss. “Of course! Five or nothing.”
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animeyanderelover · 4 years
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Hie. Can you pleaaaaaaas write promp 2 from Dagger. I love U work <3
Dagger! I love this ‘innocent’ delusional boy here!
Warnings: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsessiveness, delusions, kidnapping, blood, killing
Prompt 2: “I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I’m going crazy. It’s because I love you.”
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If there would be a word that described an emotion that was way stronger than fear then you would use this word right now because the feeling that pumped through your veins now went even beyond the greatest fear in the world. It might sounded ridiculous, but if other people would have a madman after them you would be sure that they would understand you. You should have noticed all the red flags he had been showing you, you should have noticed the way he was acting, but you had been blinded by his charm and your adoration you had back then for him. You had met him back then when you had visited with your little sister the circus, always being fascinated with how incredible talented the people were in there. That’s where you had first met him and that’s how your misery had started. You still remembered the first time he had locked eyes with you, his eyes had widened as if he had seen the most prettiest thing on this planet. Back then you had thought that it had been cute and after the show he had immediately searched for you and had started to talk to you. And a quick friendship had blossomed between the two of you. The person you were talking about was Dagger. The person you had once considered as a good friend, but who had turned out to be your worst nightmare. He was a true lunatic, you had found that out only after he had kidnapped you one night, rambling about how you were meant to be together and how you would be able to live a happy life once he would take you far away before knocking you out. And he had kept his word. He had taken you to a city far away from London where he had somehow managed to buy a small house that was standing somewhere isolated in the forest. And this small cottage had been your prison for the last few months.
“(y/n)!! Where are you?!?! If you wanted to play hide and seek that desperately you could have just told me!!” Chills ran down your spin when you heard his excited voice. Was he seriously thinking that you wanted to play hide and seek?! You were running for your goddamn life here and he was thinking of it as a game?! He sounded pretty close to you, but you didn’t know if he really was or if it was just the echo from the walls. It had taken you at least an hour to find your way out through the forest, having escaped when Dagger had fallen asleep with you in his arms and it had already taken at least 15 minutes to get out of his grip without waking him up and replacing your body with a pillow. You were sure that you would have managed to escape, but your sense of direction was horrible and you had wasted precious time in which Dagger had woken up and had noticed that you weren’t with him anymore. And he knew where you would run and since he already knew the way in there it had been rather easy for him to catch up with you. “Come on!! Stop playing and let’s go home again!! We can play another time!!” Your heart nearly stopped beating when you saw his shadow moving towards your direction. He was catching up! But you still had a chance! If you could manage to hide somewhere without him noticing and would wait until he would be far away from you then you could escape without too much problems. That was at least what you hoped. So you quickly started searching whilst running away from him. And you luckily found a good hideout. You passed an old looking building which looked pretty destroyed, but what caught your attention was the small broken window. It looked like you would barely fit in, but that just meant that there was no way Dagger would fit in. You quickly climbed up to it and squeezed your body through it, ignoring the small pieces of glass that scratched your skin and you also ignored the blood that was starting to flow out of the scratches. The adrenaline pumping through your body made you forget the pain. You felt relieved when you managed to get inside without making too much noises. But the moment was short lived when you suddenly heard footsteps coming closer. You pressed your hands over your mouth, trying to calm your heavy breathing down.
“Please stop hiding from me!! You’ve won alright?!?!” You started shacking like a leaf. Just how could he sound so happy in a situation like this?! “Where are you?!?! My love!! Princess!! Sweetheart!! Darling!!” With each nickname he called you you felt closer to start crying. “I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!” Just what exactly was this man?!?! Every second felt like an hour to you and you felt like you were sitting on fire, but slowly you heard his footsteps fading away. You waited for a few more minutes before taking a short glance out of the window. You couldn’t see him anywhere. Now or never! You squeezed your body once again through the window, this time even faster than before. After you had jumped outside you quickly ran into the opposite direction, wanting to get as far as possible away from this guy. Now you only had to find someone, explain your situation and get back to London, get away from Dagger! But would you even find someone that late at night outside? Especially in these dark alleys? You had to try at least! So you stormed through the alleys, hoping to find someone who could help you, but you didn’t dare to call for help, scared that Dagger might hear you.
You didn’t know how long you ran through the streets and alleys of the town, but you only knew that it was too long for your nerves to take. Was there really no one out there at this time? Just as you were about to start panicking you suddenly discovered two persons walking in front of you. Your breath hitched in your throat, feeling a wave of relief washing over you upon having found someone. You immediately started sprinting towards them. “Wait! Please wait!” The two people, a young couple, turned surprised around. Their eyes widened when they saw you and you couldn’t blame them. You must have looked horrible, completely covered in blood and sweat. “What happened to you Miss?” The woman answered you worriedly. “I’ll explain it later! But please take me with you home! Or-or else he’ll find me!”, you begged them and gave them a terrified look. Both of them shortly glanced at each other, having an unsure look on their face before the man asked:”Are you being chased by someone?” You nodded quickly, feeling the anxiety growing with each second. What if they didn’t want to help you? “You can come with us. It looks like you went through quite a lot.”, the woman told you with an empathetic look in her eyes. “Thank you! Thank you so much!”, you cried out. You did it! Now you would be safe again. But your happiness only lasted for a few seconds.
“What are you doing anywhere near my angel?!?!” You froze when you recognized that voice and the next second you felt something flying past you which was followed by a terrified scream. You slowly let your eyes wander into the direction of where the scream came from and instantly tears started to flow from your eyes. A knife was stabbed deeply into the throat of the man who was laying on the ground and blood was gushing out of it, forming a red pool under him. The woman was kneeling next to him, shaking her fiancé whilst calling desperately his name. Before you could even think about doing something you saw from the corner of your eyes another knife flying past you, piercing the skull of the woman. She collapsed on top of the man and you didn’t even need to check for a pulse, knowing that she was already dead. The next moment you heard a panicked voice behind you and felt arms wrapping around you. “(y/n)!!! What happened to you?!?! You’re bleeding everywhere?!?!” You didn’t answer nor moved, feeling too shocked to do anything. “Let’s get you home!! I need to bandage these wounds!!” The last thing that you remembered was a quick hit on the back of your head before everything started turning black. To be honest, you were sure that Dagger didn’t have to knock you out. You would have most likely lost consciousness on your own.
As soon as you opened your eyes you felt grief washing all over you. Not because you were back into this goddamn house, but more because you knew that two people were dead and that it was to some part your fault as well. You wanted to stand up, but suddenly you felt something restraining your right ankle. You quickly pulled the blanket away and your eyes widened. Your ankle was cuffed to the bed! “You’re awake!!” Dagger was standing in the door with a loving smile on his face. “D-Dagger... Wh-what is that?”, you stuttered out and pointed at your ankle. Dagger happily replied:”Oh! You mean that?! This is just a little security measure to ensure that you won’t do something like this again. I had of course my fun at first, but you got yourself hurt! And these two people also tried to take you away from me! So I came to the conclusion that I can’t let you out ever again, not even if you want to play. If you want to play hide and seek again we’ll just do it in the house.” You stared at him with wide eyes. “You-you’ve went crazy.”, you stuttered out shocked. Dagger didn’t seem offended in the least bit. Instead he happily jumped next to you in bed. You shrieked and immediately tried to run out of the door, but the painful pull you felt on your ankle reminded you that you couldn’t. “You’re right about that.”, he told you, making it sound like that this was a normal thing to hear from other people. “I’m going crazy. It’s because I love you.” The audible passion in his voice gave you goosebumps.
During the whole rest of the night you weren’t able to sleep for even the shortest minute. How could you with your ankle cuffed to the bed and with the pictures of the dead young couple haunting you. But the main reason why you couldn’t sleep was because Dagger was right next to you. He had already fallen asleep and his grip around you seemed to tighten as soon as you moved the slightest bit as if he was even in his sleep afraid that you would try to run away once more.
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okayoonoh · 4 years
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HENDERY’S FAMILY
a/n: i honestly can’t believe that i’m almost done with the first part of the series! thank you for sticking with me and i hope you continue to as i still have a ton of ideas for more scenarios and all that good jazz!
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WONG KUNHENG
he has 3 kids, 2 girls and 1 boy. his son is the middle child. wong xiuying is his oldest daughter, 3 years later, his son wong mochou was born and 3 years after that, his youngest daughter wong zhangjing was born. 
WONG XIUYING: >> as a baby <<
i know i have probably said this about ever baby girl
but she’s a princess
i definitely feel like hendery would be an amazing girl dad
like he has a lot of sisters
so i feel like he really understands girls well
and he would show that with his daughter
i def feel like no matter how prepared he thinks he is as dad, he manages to mess up but make everything so funny
like the first time he changed her diaper?
he made you laugh so hard, post labor you had to change your pants (that seems like a tmi pero giRLS CHILD LABOR IS NOT PRETTY AND IT’S DEF NOT OVER AFTER THE BABY. YOU DEAL WITH STUFF FOR MONTHS AFTER)
and that was gross talk with amy time™ lol
anyway
out of all of the babies, xiuying is the giggliest
like i feel like even when she cries, she’ll giggle
for some reason, when she just looks at her dad, she just starts laughing lol
and like even when she cries, if she sees hendery, she’ll just laugh
i feel like hendery is one of the best uncles
like all of the kids love him
and its the same especially when it came to his daughter
there honestly would not be a day without laughter
like xiuying would manage to make you laugh
hendery would manage to make you laugh
your household is just full of giggles even before xiuying could properly talk
pero, back to the princess thing
like she was such a gorgeous baby
she inherited hendery’s HUGE eyes
and whenever she giggled and smiled
oh man
like she was just so beautiful
like she’s just naturally so pretty
she has the prettiest smile too
like there was just so much happy and joy in your life because she was there
hendery would just be so happy around her
like he could be super duper tired from tour or from practice
like really exhausted
but the second he sees xiuying
oh man
his energy is instantly restored
just knowing his happy daughter is there, all of his energy is back
hendery is there for everything tho
like he’ll stay by her even when she’s crying like there’s no tomorrow
regardless of how exhausted he is, he’ll do everything for his little girl
>> as a child <<
she’s still so pretty
like she’s in so many dramas and commercials and ads and everything lmao
she’s so iconic tho
like she’s so funny
she inherited hendery’s funny bone
tbh all of the kids did
pero yeah
everyone always think she’s like a docile little thing
buT LMAO SHE’LL SHOW THEM REAL QUICK
WHAT AN AMAZING SENSE OF HUMOR THAT SHE HAS
SHE’S REALLY SO FUNNY THO 
like she really is
she’s so witty 
and her reactions are the best
even tho she’s in dramas and such, she laughs really easily
they really do get frustrated with her doe
but she makes it up bc the end product is really really good
she’s straight up a crackhead tho lbr
she can out hendery the man himself
like maybe a younger hendery could keep up with her
but as hendery gets older and he has more than just xiuying
poor thing is starting to get pooped lol
she’s best friends with xiaojun’s oldest son, xiao zhangwei
like zhangwei loves to sing and won’t stop singing
and she can just keep up with him
like he’ll just be singing ever song he knows
and she’ll be in the back with a tambourine lol
she just vibes so well with zhangwei
but whenever they’re together, it’s so chaotic
it takes at least 4 people to watch just the two of them bc they’re just so chaotic lmao
her biggest flaw really is the fact that she can’t really control her energy
like she doesn’t know when to calm it down
it’s all okay tho
she’ll eventually learn dw
but yeah
tbh she’s such a funny older sister
she wouldn’t do anything super dangerous with her little siblings
but like she’ll just say the weirdest and funniest things
like she’ll scream at the top of her lungs
“MOCHOU POOPED HIMSELF MOM!!! IT STINKS!!!” 
like she’ll scream scream that lol
she takes compliments well
whenever she gets complimented she just says “THANK YOU!! YOU’RE ALSO PRETTY!”
she’s a charming little ball of craziness
>> as a teen/adult <<
honestly
she kept her crackhead personality
but she can get really serious when needed
like when it comes to her career and her family and such
she’s super serious
but in other situations
she’s honestly the funniest
xiuying becomes a really good older sister
like if her younger siblings are getting out of check
she’s really good at keeping them in line
xiuying is def not scary
but like her siblings just naturally listen to her
she becomes a model/comedian/tv personality
like jaehyun’s son, jung leon, she’s just so beautiful and so funny lol
she honestly could care less abt like being super “feminine” and stuff to maintain her model image yknow?
like tbh
she probably tried to reserved and calm and such
but her personality just is too powerful lmao
she would slip a lot
her manager would scold her and stuff whenever she did slip up
and it got to the point where her manager just gave up lmao
they just let her do as she pleased and she skyrocketed in personality after that
but yeah, tbh, she really does take her career seriously
like super duper seriously
xiuying wants to live an honest life tbh
like she takes her career seriously, but when her manager told her to maintain a pristine image, she didn’t sit well with it
bc the image they wanted her to maintain is simply not her
she talked to her manager abt it and they understood and let her do as she pleases
and it really did help everyone in the end
she’s still zhangwei’s best friend
zhangwei joins a band and he’s the lead singer
xiuying knows zhangwei better than anyone tbh
they def don’t get together tho
like they’re the best example of platonic, heterosexual, best friends
to be 100% honest
xiuying has a huge thing for the drummer of his band lmao
ofc she goes to zhangwei’s concerts to support him
but her true reason to go is to see the drummer lol
everyone gets along so well with her
like literally no one seems to have anything bad abt her
if they do and they talk abt it, she’ll just agree lmao
like someone will say “your nose is too big.”
and she’s like “yeah, my nose is pretty big. it’s okay, it allows me to smell yummy food easier and better then.”
or like
“your eyes resemble the eyes of donkey from shrek”
and she’ll be like “omG REALLY? HE’S MY FAVORITE CHARACTER THANK YOU SM”
she takes hate the best out of all of the kids
like if someone is struggling bc they get some hate comments, she swoops in and pats them on the back and is like “dw. xiuying is here. let me teach you how to deal with the haters.”
but yeah, she’s really goofy and so gorgeous and just a well loved person :,)
WONG MOCHOU: >> as a baby <<
he’s also so pretty as a baby
he also inherited hendery’s big eyes
pero
his eyes are lowkey kinda creepy
like it was endearing with xiuying bc she smiled a lot
but mochou is super duper serious lmao
like he loves to stare
and it was lowkey kinda creepy
but overtime, when he smiled more, it became endearing lol
for sure, hendery and xiuying’s reactions were the best lol
like hendery and xiuying would be playing with mochou, trying to get him to smile
and mochou is just :|
he’s not mad
he’s actually quite happy
it’s just he wasn’t really the smiliest baby
xiuying and hendery would just have the funnies reaction
mochou is quite a looker tho
even tho his eyes creeped all of you out
from an early age it was very clear that mochou would be a talker
he was babbing from the second he knew he could makes noises
and hendery would hold out entire conversations with him
for example
mochou: aaaabbaaaa taaa maaaa
hendery: you know, that’s an interesting point, i’ve never thought about it like that before
mochou: daaaaaa aahhhpoooo
hendery: no, it’s definitely crazy, i totally agree. so tell me, what are your opinions on the current state of our economy?
mouchou: baaa
hendery: good insight, my son.
mochou loved to imitate you guys while you talked
like if you said “i love you!”
he would babble a reply that is really similar
even tho xiuying would play with mochou a lot
mochou was really good at playing on his own
xiuying loves to just explain everything to him
like every little detail about everything
she’ll bring him the most random things and just explain everything she knows about it
mochou was most definitely cared for by xiuying
he was just a sweetheart who creeped you out from time to time
>> as a child <<
omg 
he had the biggest imagination
and he let the world know it
like he was such a creative kid
mochou would make a new world whenever he played
like if mochou and xiuying were playing together
mochou would create an entire new world and xiuying would just be so excited the entire time
like
xiuying: “sO YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT THE HOUSE IS A SPACE SHIP???”
mochou: “YES!!! CMON, IF YOU GO TO THE WINDOW YOU’LL SEE A TON OF DIFFERENT PLANETS!!!
xiuying: “OHHH MY GOSH THIS IS SO EXCITING!!”
all of the kids love to play with him because his imagination is just so crazy
he’s still a huge talker
mochou is amazing at carrying conversations
like he’s is a pretty social bee and loves to talk to everyone
he loves to tell everyone everything
mochou belongs to the 127 squad
meaning he’s best friends with jaehyun’s son, jung leon, jungwoo’s second daughter, kim jieun, and haechan’s second daughter, lee haeun
when the 4 of them are together
you need at least 10 people watching them
by themselves? they have a ton of energy
all together? oh no
when he does get tired, he loves to draw
mochou is naturally talented at drawing
in all forms that require creativity, mochou is naturally talented in all of it 
he was naturally really good at singing
he was naturally really good at learning instruments
he was naturally really good at painting, sketching, drawing, doodling
he was naturally really good at writing
mochou has a lot in his brain and the best way he could get it out was through drawing and painting
even tho as a baby, he was kinda stoic and such, he made of for it as a child
he became just a smilie as xiuying
xiuying and mochou have the sweetest relationship
xiuying likes to scold mochou even if he’s not doing anything wrong
mochou just smiles and listens to his sister.
even his younger sister liked to torment him a bit
but tbh, he would just take it
he loves his sisters to death
he would let them play with him as they’d like, he was honestly just chill  about it
hendery would sometimes take mochou on “man” dates
but tbh
it’d just be the two of them getting ice cream or something like that lol
hendery grew up with a ton of sisters so like I def feel like he would be a little confused with how to raise his son
but I mean, if his mochou was more on the feminine side? so what?
hendery loved mochou for who he is
omg, both boys would be so whipped for the girls tho
like if hendery was watching all of the kids, he would for sure end up dressed up as a princess
mochou too
when you came home, hendery would have a princess dress on him that def doesn’t fit bc it’s xiuying’s dress
mochou would be covered in head to toe with makeup
and hendery would be talking in his girl voice about being the beautiful queen of the land
it’s the best thing ever tbh
>> as a teen/adult <<
he becomes a creator/director for movies and such
like his creativity is so amazing and it remains the same way until he’s an adult
and the world needs to know his stories and such
he vibes well with yuta’s daughter, nakamoto akari
they both have such an amazing imagination and they both just want to share it into the world
he honestly follows in akari’s footsteps bc like she has a bit more experience in this field than he does
mochou for sure works in the same animation studio she works at
and together, they just build the coolest worlds ever
they def have their own ideas and stuff
but like if they work on a project together
they lowkey can just sync up and like they barely need words
everyone else who works in the animation studio is like???
bc like akari would talk to mochou for like 2 min
and then he just nods and starts drawing
then she starts drawing too
and like the characters from the drawings look virtually identical
it’s crazyy
they’re on the same wavelength
he for sure still parties hard with his 127 squad
like during work, he’s serious and straightforward
but like leon, jieun, and haeun would pick him up at the studio and he’s screaming for some reason lol
not out of fear,
out of excitement bc he’s ready to PARTY HARD WITH HIS FRIENDS
i feel like mochou would have the same exact sense of humor hendery has
like
as an adult, if hendery and mochou were just spending some time together
it sounds like there’s two hendery’s in the room
and oh no
tbh
mochou? he’s getting all of the ladies
i feel like he would be the type to have a different girl fall for him each week
i also feel like he’s too clueless to reject or accept their feelings
omg one time
while he was at a work seminar
one of the people he met would write her number on a tissue or something
and she would hand it to him
and he would be like “thanks! my nose was a little stuffy”
thEN PROCEED TO BLOW HIS NOSE IN THE NAPKIN
he would be so clueless and just throw it away
and like he def didn’t do it on purpose
he would just flash her a smile and act like nothing happened
bc to him, nothing happened other than a nice person gave him a tissue bc his nose was stuffy
mochou is a funny one, that’s for sure. 
WONG ZHANGJING >> as a baby <<
she’s really nice and sweet and such
zhangjing is the maknae of all of the kids (for now)
she’s the baby baby
anD EVERYONE TREATS HER AS SUCH
like all of her siblings, she was just such a pretty baby
zhangjing was most def the most delicate out of all of her siblings
she was just the smallest
zhangjing looked like a little doll
compared to all of her siblings
she was the calmest and the most docile
zhangjing wasn’t excessively giggly like xiuying
zhangjing wasn’t creepy like mochou
she was just sweet and kind
everyone in the entire group is so whipped for her just bc she’s the baby
like whenever the entire group is hanging out, there is for sure someone holding her at all times
the boys just switch off who gets to hold little zhangjing
omg jisung would hold her for a sec and like want to place her on the ground
and instantly EVERYONE excluding hendery would jump and and be like “jiSUNG NOOOOOO”
poor jisung would be too shocked and just stay frozen with zhangjing in his arms
hendery would step up and be like “guys... it’s okay. zhangjing can go on the ground, she’s not made of paper.”
the boys just thought little zhangjing was too good for the ground lol
omg hendery for sure lives for the compliments whenever someone calls zhangjing pretty
like if she’s on a baby carrier and one of the boys would gush over zhangjing, he’d say the funniest things
like “oh thank you, made her myself! this beauty was made on a fun night around 9 months ago.”
feel free to smack him on the arm for saying that
zhangjing’s natural cuteness just made everyone around her melt
tbh, if you look at his kids all together
all of them are so pretty
like it’s crazy
zhangjing also got hendery’s eyes lol (all of your kids have them lol)
but her stares aren’t as creepy as mochou’s were
tbh, zhangjing’s eyes were always busy
she loved to take in the entire world through her eyes
bc of this, she was a rather quiet baby, simply bc she was spending most of her time observing the world
>> as a child <<
lmao tbh
she’s sunshine
she’s the cutest 
zhangjing honestly looks so innocent
the entire group still maintains the “doN’T LET ZHANGJING TOUCH THE GROUND” sorta mentality
even tho they all know that she’s fine and can do whatever she wants
for some reason, she just gives off the vibe
maybe it’s bc she was the youngest at one point
she’s best friends with lucas’s youngest daughter, wong lina
lina’s personality is actually closer to hendery’s personality
while zhangjing’s personality is closer to lucas’s
like lina can be upfront about her crackheadedness and just does whatever she wants lol
zhangjing is just purely happy practically all of the time
when something makes her sad, oh no
everYONE IS LIKE “NOOO WHO MADE YOU SAD WE’LL FIX IT DON’T CRY”
if you see zhangjing cry, you are 100% going to cry too, guaranteed. 
omg like one time
you would come home from visiting your parents or something like that
and for some reason, your entire family is in the living room and their all crying
your heart drops bc you think something bad happened
so you instinctively hug all of your babies close and ask
hendery walks over and envelops everyone into a group hug, dramatically sobbing
you try to get him to explain and through a ton of sobs and hiccups he manages to get out something like “zhangjing started crying because she figured out lina is going to be gone visiting thailand for the next two weeks.”
you take a look at your youngest and immediately start crying too
why? you don’t really know. but seeing zhangjing’s crying face just triggered it for you
tbh, at this point, zhangjing has superpowers lol
anyway
she remained as a super curious girl
like if she’s every put into a new place, she’ll spend the first 10 minutes just observing
most kids would just run and play without thinking too much
but zhangjing would slowly and carefully take a look around, taking in all of the details of the entire place
she loves all of her siblings
they all baby her lol
zhangjing is just so observant and curious and for some reason, is really good at making people feel emotions they didn’t think they were feeling at the moment lol
>> as a teen/adult <<
she becomes an actress
her roles are usually the innocent girl and such
like if you’ve seen my first first love story
she would play roles like oh garin (from my first first love story)
zhangjing is the sweetest honestly it’s so cute
like she plays that role really well
sometimes when i see that role, i can get annoyed a bit
but zhangjing does it in a way that it doesn’t really annoy people
she keeps her energy levels
and she keeps her puppy like personality
the group still babies her a bit, but it’s not too bad anymore
she still maintains her natural cuteness lol
like she’s for sure really tiny
so it’s just natural for her to be on the cuter side
she adores her siblings so much
zhangjing would cancel her schedules just to see all of xiuying’s shows
during her breaks, she would be catching up on all of the news pertaining to mochou
zhangjing still remains curious
everytime she’s on a new set, she’ll roam around everywhere just bc
she hasn’t played a lead role yet so she doesn’t need to be dressed up and ready right away
omg tbh, sometimes they would have to edit her out of the window in a background
just bc she was wandering and she didn’t know they were filming lol
they all forgive her tho, dw
it’s not a big deal for the company
now is it her natural cuteness that is making everyone okay with it? idk.
she’s the quietest out of all of her siblings
and she has a hard time making good jokes like they do
zhangjing doesn’t cringe at the jokes
she actually likes them a lot!
she just has a hard time making them herself lol
which is fine bc her siblings definitely make enough for her share lol
whenever zhangjing is around lina
they both talk each other’s ears off
out of all of the friendships of kids, lina and zhangjing are the most talkative
they just have so much to tell each other all of the time!
they maintained their friendship even tho they took two different career paths
zhangjing was the baby of the group for a couple years, all before the next wave came (this “wave” refers to the on the way families!)
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here’s hendery’s gang of mini-hendery’s!!! i hope you guys liked it!
the fact that all three of them look like hendery does resonate with me and i wouldn’t have written it any other way lol
anyway, my request box is open! give me some inspiration plz!!
- amy <3
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I fucking NEED to write a Homestuck reincarnation AU with the ancestors. So I'll do it.
Tbh it'll be mostly our favorites hemoanarchist (gods do I love this word) ; The Signless, the Dolorosa, the Psiioniic and the Disciple. Because I love them, that's why. (let's say the Psiioniic died with the others bc if he's not dead he can't be reborn. He was still the helsman but for a shorter time)
So at first I was thinking "they could be reincarnated as Karkat, Sollux, Nepeta and Kanaya" but then I realized that there would be no Karkat, Nepeta, etc... And I love them. So nope nope nope. So I decided that they would be reborn six or seven sweeps before the beta trolls, with the same sign, same blood color and pre-scratch names. They're raised by the same lusus as their descendants. Now there's three ways to do it. 1) everyone remembers. 2) nobody remembers but they have feelings and dreams. 3) only one of them remember. The 3 would be interesting and sad ! Lots of angst. But as much as I love angst, I couldn't write it to save my life. I'm just overwhelmed by the "I want them to be happy". The 2 would be very interesting to write ! Slow burn and pining and also angst bc "why the fuck am I dreaming about my wrists burning ???". Also "I feel I loved you for so long but we literally just met ???". Nice. But sadly, I'll write the 1 ! Because I want to.
So. They're hatched like seven sweeps before their descendants. At first, they live their life quietly. Since Alternia is... Well, a whole planet, they never met when they were young (that would be too easy. They'll meet way later). They think they are alone :( cue angst. But their life isn't so bad. Kinda. Signless (and holy shit he has a lusus ! With his blood color ! He misses his mother but he's happy to have a lusus : he never had one before so) learns to shout loudly with Crabdad (lol) and doesn't go out much (bc you know mutant) but when he does everyone he mets is baffled bc he's super nice ?? He's like those people who smile at you on the streets and even if you know you'll never see him again you fell a little pale something. Half of his neighborhood got a little pale crush on him (he's totally oblivious because guess what ! He's still in love with Psii and Disciple). He studies psychology and other alien civilisations online bc he thinks it's interesting. That's all. He gives advices to people (he got a blog. He's pretty famous for his advice ! Both because he's wise and because his advices is always pacifist). He thinks he's in a other universe (again !) and then he discovers the story of the Signless (by sheer luck, since the story has been erased everywhere by the Condesce) and he's just baffled because wow, he's thousands of sweeps in the future ! Wow ! And also because "does that means that the Condesce is the same fucking Condesce that killed me/us ? WHEN WILL SHE DIE". The Psiioniic lives with his bipolar lusus (nothing new, he' s bipolar himself) and is the best hacker of all Alternia (come ON, of course he is !). Every goldblood knows him, there's a rumor (that nobody takes seriously) that he's the reincarnation of the Psiioniic ! (every time Psii hears this rumors he laughs so hard he cries. It's just so... So funny) he uses his skills for hacking more or less everything, subtly attacking the Condesce (nothing major he knows he can't win), fucking with highbloods (and if he specifically targets those cerulean that act like pirates, those indigo with bows, those violets orphaners, that's nobody's business) and search for the others three, because despite thinking he is alone, there's still a spark of hope (honestly, if we're being realist, he probably would have found them in one or two sweeps since he's really good. But that would be too easy ! So no). The Dolorosa is not in the caverns (and is thankful for that, because after a lifetime outside, she isn't ready to go back to this claustrophobic darkness where she would search and never find a hint of candy red). She does clothes. She's very good ans even does clothes for highbloods. She's both respected and feared. There are rumors about her, rumors of white light and stains of cobalt and violet blood on her lipstick. But those are only rumors, right ? It's strange for her to be this young, but it's also good. The Disciple lives in the forest, with her lusus. She's the best huntress ! Tbh she's a bit of a cryptid. People talking about the beast in the woods. Most olive bloods knows it's her ; she's not the first olive to live in the woods after all. She tries to find the remaining signlessists (is that how it's written ?) to 1) check if what they teach is really what Signless taught, because she knows how cults can be and 2) if they still have the right idea, maybe join them. Maybe not. She's not exactly a signlessist, after all.
Let's say it's a no game AU because I don't want them to die. Also, to be clear, I ship Psii/Signless/Disciple as in Psii/Signless + Disciple/Signless. I don't really ship Psii/Disciple, I see them as... Very good chaotic friends with blackflirting, could be pale or black or red but have this sort of "ewww" reaction about dating each other so no.
When they're seven sweeps, their lusus brings home a wiggler that looks exactly like them (everyone reacts differently : Disciple squeals because Nepeta is so cute ! Psiioniic look at Sollux like... What ? Is ? This ? Another Captor disaster ? In this house ? We're doomed. Dolorosa is surprised but well. She already raised a child, and this time her lusus will help. Signless is shocked. Really. He stays silent for hours and maybe cries a little. After a while they all figure out that they're their descendants - that leads to a "wait but if this is my descendant... Am I biologically my own descendant ??" confusion but eh). They're all very fucking surprised but well.
Nepeta grows up with her big Sister Meulin and their shared lusus. She never really understood that having a big sister was weird until she met Equius. After all, three of her friends also had siblings ! She loves her big sister ; Meulin is clever and nice and pretty and strong and she wants to be like her when she grows up ! But sometimes her big sister looks at the red blood of the beasts they kill with sad eyes, sometimes she draws a symbol Nepeta doesn't knows, she never kills bees, she has a lot of respect for the jades, and she hates being alone. Her sister hates loneliness more than anything. Sometimes, even with sopor her sister wakes up crying about people she doesn't knows. But her sister is the best of all. And when she tells Nepeta stories of love and equality, Nepeta listens, and understands.
Sollux grows up with his annoying big brother Mituna. They have this sibling rivalry (some trolls think it's blackflirting - ewww). His brother is the best hacker of Alternia and Sollux thinks he's very cool (even if he will never admit it). Sometimes his brother shakes his hands and legs for hours mumbling strange things (still moving still moving still alive not trapped not a helsman she's not here I'm not here) and touches the back of his neck, as if he expected something to be here. Some days his brother flinches just seeing pink. He spends days searching people online - Sollux thinks it's kinda stupid ; nobody has blood that red. His brother wears a necklace with a symbol that isn't his. He has three sharpies with three colors - Sollux expected yellow and blue and red but those are bright red and olive and jade. Sometimes he draws on his hands with those sharpies - always the same symbols. Sometimes he wakes up screaming and he talks in his sleep - about ships, about pink, about blue arrows and bright red blood and someone that was everything. Sollux doesn't really understands. His brother is sad half of the time, but it's okay, because Sollux isn't better. But he wouldn't have it any other way (he sure would like to do without the voices and the bipolarity and his brother's depression but we can't have everything)
Kanaya thinks her big sister Porrim is very wise. Maybe a bit too much for her age. Sometimes her sister seems very old. Porrim is beautiful ; the prettiest troll Kanaya has ever seen really, but there's a old sadness deep in her bones that's always here. Her big sister always hated the ocean. Most trolls feared it (because of the seadwellers) but her big sister hated it. She had an odd look on her face every time she saw a spider and never wore anything with blue or violet or pink. Her sister had a sad smile when she helped her to do her red skirt. Her sister is wonderful. Almost more like a mother to Kanaya than their actual mother. When Kanaya was little, she told Porrim so. Porrim laughed very hard and maybe cried a little, and Kanaya doesn't remember her answer (I have only one child, little sister, and it isn't you).
Karkat thinks his big brother Kankri was someone else, before he was his big brother. He sees many things on him that shouldn't be here. He sees his big brother rubbing his wrists sometimes, and flinches every time Karkat grabs them (Karkat does it because of that ; he wants his brother to know that he doesn't have to be afraid). His brother can't cook meat, because the scent of burned meat makes him gag and cry and rub his wrists harder. His brother never does anything to the little beehive on their house - he says he likes bees. His brother loves meowbeasts, like Karkat's olive friend. His brother believes in rainbow drinkers - it's strange. Rainbow drinkers doesn't exist after all ! When he was very little, Karkat thought that Kankri was a coward - he never fought anyone and was always talking about peace and equality and love ! Lame. But then when he was four sweeps he told his brother that he wanted to be a threshecutioner and Kankri suddenly looked very afraid. He explained him things ; about their blood, about the empress, about the culling, about equality. After that, Karkat decided that Kankri was cool in a very strange manner, and that peace and equality andd love wasn't that bad after all. Karkat thinks that his brother is one of those heroes we never talk about, and nobody remembers them because they did heroics things without hurting anyone or killing monsters. He thinks that being like his big brother would be nice. He knows he has anger problems, he tries to deal with it (it helps that he isn't the only one, with Sollux being bipolar and Nepeta being autistic). His brother helps him with his quadrant confusion, when he says he has a pale crush on Kanaya but he also has a crush on Nepeta and Sollux but it's like on all quadrants ! (yup I ship them all) his brothers laughs and tells him about his own history with his lovers and how they were everything to him without really being in a quadrant. It... Slightly help (Karkat still thinks his crushes are unrequited. Fool).
Those four little trolls grows up with their lusus and someone else, and it changes little things. Nepeta begins to write books of romance and adventure and she tells stories to those who wants to hear them. Sollux knows he can count on his friends and his brother ; he doesn't have to bear everything alone. Kanaya knows that if she doesn't wants to go to the caverns, her big sister will help her. She doesn't have to be an adult before really being one. Karkat is a pacifist and thinks his shouting skills are actually very useful to scold people (he isn't wrong). He wants to deal with conflicts without violence or blood spilled (especially not his !!!). He's working on his anger. It's hard, but he isn't alone. He told his closest friends about his blood color : Sollux Nepeta and Kanaya (he wanted to tell Gamzee as well but Gamzee can't keep a secret).
Honestly the reunion between the ancestors would be very emotional of course. Like at this point Karkat and Kanaya would totally be moirails and Sollux, Karkat and Nepeta would be dating (after a long chat about the quadrant thing they decided to say fuck the quadrant system). So they would like meet in person and their big brothers/sisters would go with them but like... Just to make sure they're alright you know (alternia is dangerous after all :/). And HERE'S the emotional reunion I guess. I won't write it, I don't know how to. But you see.
My main idea was a Reincarnation AU, then it became "Karkat, Sollux, Nepeta and Kanaya growing up with their ancestors but not as their ancestors and noticing strange things about their siblings". Hope you like it, because I sure do !
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Larry as college students headcanons (part one)
Disclaimer: This is just for fun and completely based on my biased opinions on how the boys behave, pls don’t take anything too seriously. My only intention is to create something we can all enjoy and in no way, I’m trying to sexualize neither Louis nor Harry, as I understand whatever I write on here is purely fantasy and has nothing to do with them as actual living and breathing humans!
1. THE FRATBOY HARRY, or how this is the only thing keeping me alive.
Harry is basically the opposite to any of his fraternity brothers, he has other worries and has nothing to do with their business major and the cheap beer they always seem to be drinking. He is majoring in gender studies and is probably a bit too much into drugs. This last part is completely his boyfriend’s fault, who has never paid for weed in his entire life but always seems to carry some with him. 
Now, even with how different he is from the rest of his brothers, they all have learned to love him (and he has grown attached to them, not gonna lie). They all make sure he feels accepted and Harry still remembers the first time he presented Louis as his boyfriend and not just his friend who seems to spend way too much time than accepted alone with him in his room. He sometimes cries when with relive that none of them doubted for a second  to keep treating him the same and jumped to the opportunity of going to pride with him every single year since then.
The only thing they all seem to have in common is how scared they are of Louis, he isn’t even part of the fraternity but spends just as much time as anyone else in the house, he claims that he hates anyone who is part of a fraternity and has made sure that absolutely everyone knows how he would never date a fratboy (Harry has stopped trying to make the boy understand how that’s absolute bullshit). 
The problem is, Louis has this thing where he knows everyone’s weak spots and gets under their skin like its easier than breathing. It probably is for him. So all his brothers, even with how much they love Harry, run out of the room the moment Louis steps on it. Probably that’s for the better considering the type of things Harry wants to do to his boy every time he sees him.
That’s another issue, everyone in the house is still a horny teenager, or even worse, they are fairly attractive horny teenagers, which means that the only thing you can always count on finding in the house is used condoms and pizza coupons. And this is common knowledge, no exceptions on this, Harry is the only one who tries to keep his sexual life as private as possible. He has had way too many encounters with half-naked girls and has heard way too many things to do the same thing to his brothers.
But.
Louis, as previously established, knows how to get his way around people, and Harry is no exception. He is usually a really chill and relaxed guy, but there’s nothing like having the prettiest boy in the world moaning your name to get someone excited. So yeah, his brothers probably know more than what they want to know about the type of stuff that he does to his boyfriend.
2. LOUIS AS A THEATRE MAJOR, no, this one isn’t a discussion.
He is a drama queen, and I mean this in the most respectful way possible, but he is so freaking proud of it. He enjoys attention like he would die if he isn’t the center of every conversation he has.
This leads to two things. One, he decided he wanted to be an actor the moment he was explained he couldn’t really be a superhero and he wasn’t good enough to actually be a professional. Two, he needs to feel as if he was the most beautiful and interesting thing that has ever landed on planet earth. This is where Harry enters.
He met Harry in his second year of university and has spent every second since then trying to make the boy crazy. It usually only happens if he is naked, otherwise, Harry is the perfect boyfriend (he is probably still the best boyfriend even when he is crazy and naked, actually he is even better in that state).
Harry is so perfect it sometimes drives him mad. He always knows what to say and is supportive and loving and the best of it all is that he is not afraid to show it. He tells absolutely everyone how in love he is and how Louis is the love of his life and even when he acts like he is completely annoyed by it, it makes him feel like there’s no one else for Harry.
And that’s a scary thing because they are still kids, but there’s no one else for Louis as well.
He realized that the first time Harry went to see one of his plays, it was Oedipus and Louis wasn’t one of the main characters but Harry still bought him flowers and wined and dined his spoiled ass like he was the only actor in the whole play.
They weren’t even dating but Harry still told him that he was the best thing he had ever seen when he fucked him to sleep that same night.
So yeah, Louis is pretty much in love with himself and if anyone asks he will deny it until death, but Harry is the real love of his life.
After all, they are just kids in love.
Don’t forget to share and comment! Really looking forward to knowing if you want me to do more or if you have any ideas!
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thechaoscryptid · 5 years
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Writer’s Tag Game, Bouncy’s Edition
Many thanks to @tipsyraconteur for tagging me ❤❤ I know I said this was going to be my strictly Naruto blog but there’s definitely some of my other fandoms that are going to worm their way in heh.
Rules: brag to your heart’s content, you’re awesome, and then tag 5-10 people to do the same.
I’m tagging (if you’d like to play, no obligation): @magnustesla, @scarecrowinthewoods, @dunloth, @caped-ace, @alexianite, @benicemurphy, and @ocean-in-my-rebel-soul (you Voltron peeps, it’s Ary 😉)
1) What’s a paragraph you’ve written that you’re really proud of?
From Order and Obedience (KakaIru): 
“Think Konoha’s dog is going to be an easy fuck, ranger?” Kakashi asked, eyeing every possible exit. Just in case. “That my allegiance is so easily swayed?”
“I think if you were still wearing your boots you’d be trembling in them,” Iruka said without missing a beat. “Your desire to serve the light may not make sense to me, but even I can see that the way your skin drinks in the moon would be pleasing to any god. I’m not demanding darkness, only obedience.”
2) Pick a favorite scene from your longest fic!
The scene in Wake the White Wolf (KakaIru) where Sera and Kakashi part ways. I still get chills at the lines “You are no longer my problem. I am no longer your whore.” There’s plenty of fantastic scenes from that fic, but that still remains one of my favorites. That whole arc, really, from when she finds out the news to when it’s finally 100% over. 
3) Give us a snippet of your most recent WIP:
Voltron! This is a part of one of my stories for the Sheith Big Bang coming up:
A galaxy will never be enough to contain my love for you. 
Mechanically, Keith’s hands go through the motions of powering up Black as Krolia’s voice comes through the comm link. It’s another diplomacy mission--another he’d rather skip in favor of liberating some far off colony from oppressors or just staying in bed, unmoving. The lion doesn’t speak to him the way she used to, and neither does anything else. The universe, for all its glory, has become simple.
Dull.
Grey, even with color sprays from passing planets and nebulas.
He chews on the side of his lip as he lets his head tip to the side, checking to make sure things are in order. His mother’s still rattling off information about the mission and he just wants to tell her to be quiet, he’ll figure it out on his own later. He wants to hear the ghost of Shiro’s voice whispering it loves him again.
Keith…
Ghosts are never enough, but Shiro’s I’ll love you until forever ends echoing in his head assuages the pre-mission blues. “Not that it’s ever anything else these days,” he says under his breath. Krolia asks what he said, and he blames it on a squeaky chair. “Gotta get in here and tune up the cockpit when I’m back. Project for Shiro and I.”
“Well, just as long as it doesn’t interfere with things now. You ready to give ‘em hell?”
Keith pastes a smile on his face, though he knows she’s not on the video link. “Would you expect anything different?”
4) If all of your published fics sparred, who would win and why?
Ohh, tough one...based off of stats, Wake the White Wolf, no question. Off of personal preference? Probably Crescendo (SakuOro) right now. 
5) What’s a fic/author you’ve taken inspiration from and in which one of your works did you incorporate that inspiration?
I won’t lie, Tipsy, a lot of my recent style choices came from Scar Tissue 😅 I found I really enjoy storytelling in present tense, with longer flowing lines punctuated by short lil ones for emphasis. It’s appeared in...most of my recent stuff? I switched within the last year or so.
(putting the rest under a cut because there’s some longer answers)
6) Which fanfiction character do you enjoy writing the most? In which one of your fics do you think you wrote them best?
This is another tough one xD I think I actually have to go with a three part answer here, though really, I enjoy writing so many more.
Kakashi Hatake: Shatter Me (KakaIru), best fic
Dazai Osamu: Marionette (Dazushi), best fic
Keith Kogane: since I can’t tell which one of my bang fics yet, I’ll go with my favorite published, which is Unsteady (Sheith). Truly, it’s going to be the fic from the above snippet hehe
7) Smut or fluff? Give us a sneak peek of your favorite fluffy/smutty scene you’ve written.
Mmm, smut. I’ve really got to be in the right mood for fluff, and my not-so-guilty pleasure reading is angsty smut.
My favorite fluffy/smutty scene...I think it’s probably from Reciprocity (KakaSaku)!
He wishes he still had the Sharingan to capture these moments. Sakura’s still got her thin undershirt on, but the delicate hollows of her collarbones call to him as she reaches over to light their lantern. There will be no fire tonight save for the one burning low and heavy in his stomach, as if he’s swallowed molten rock.
“Do I need to do the rest?” she says, dragging her hands up her legs as she stands. “Should I strip for you, Kakashi?”
He stands along with her and tugs off his mask first, then his shirt. Sakura gasps as the angry red of fresh scars is revealed, fingers twitching toward him before he shakes his head. “Let me,” he murmurs.
Inch by inch, the pale curve of her stomach is revealed. Shadows flicker and dance over it along with the flames, and when Kakashi pulls Sakura’s shirt the entire way off he thinks not even the prettiest sunset could compare. There’s several scars--no shinobi makes it out without them--and no shortage of muscle packed into her small frame, but somehow she makes a battleborn body beautiful.
Sakura makes life beautiful.
Her breath hitches when he tells her this, something shifting in her at the tender touch of his lips against her forehead. “You’re sure you don’t want me to just jump you right now?” she says breathlessly.
“No jumping,” he says. “Only falling.”
8) What’s a scene in one of your fics you wish you would receive fanart for?
Uh, literally any one 😅 My top choice, though, I think would be of my favorite OT3 in Desperately:
“I’ll be a lot cuter when the day comes.” Sakura shoved the bandana up and crunched her nose as she looked back with Ibiki. “You might have to leave me at the altar to catch everyone fainting at the sight of me.”
Ibiki’s laugh rumbled through the living room as he gathered her back to his chest. “We’re never leaving you there, baby, you know we couldn’t,” he said. “Or maybe we could take turns catching them. How d’you think your clothes will hold up, Rai?”
“They’ll be fine. I volunteer for catching duty as long as it’s you two falling for me at the end,” he said, spreading his arms over the back of the couch as he watched them sway. “And of course, falling into bed with me later.” Ibiki cocked an eyebrow as Sakura giggled into his scarred chest. “What, you think I”m joking?”
“Never considered it,” Ibiki said. He pulled away from Sakura to trail his hand up her arm, urging her to spin. His uniform lifted from her creamy skin and Raidou sucked in a breath as the purple lace on the bottom of her underwear was revealed. She knew he couldn’t resist those, and Ibiki certainly didn’t mind them either.
“Come here,” he said. Ibiki let her go and gave her a gentle push toward Raidou’s outstretched arms before flopping next to them as the song began to repeat. “I saw those. You can’t hide them from me.” Her hair tickled his face as he kissed over her cheek down to her ear. “Wearing my husband’s shirt and my wife-to-be’s favorite underwear, how scandalous, Sakura,” he purred.
“I’m sure your wife-to-be will be so very displeased I stole them,” she said, pulling back with a mock pout before turning to beg a kiss from Ibiki. “I hear she picked them specifically for tonight because she wanted to get laid.”
9) Would you ever consider turning one of your fics into a podfic? If no, why not?
Not on my own? I have hearing problems, so it’s just really never occurred to me. If anyone else wanted to, though, I wouldn’t say no!
10) The best (or your favourite) 5 reviews you’ve ever gotten! Don’t forget to tell us which one of your fics received them!
There’s so many 😭😭 My commenters are all fucking awesome, but I’ll trawl my saved comments for some highlights!
P5eud0Nym on Wake the White Wolf (KakaIru omegaverse): So, I just wanted to say you’ve been doing a fantastic job. I appreciate that this isn’t, and hasn’t at any point been, a dumb tropey kink fic. That you’ve taken the time to put so much heart into all of this. The fact that you’re exploring the politics, the social issues, and writing all of the characters as being more than just their A/B/O designations, so good. The multifaceted way you write is just really and truly refreshing. It’s obvious how much work and thought you put into this. You’re tackling a lot of really important stuff, from consent to civil rights, and it’s some grade A USDA certified Good Shit. Thanks for the fic and keep up the good work <3
Lilmeliz on Monster (ShigaDabi): AAAAAAA GUARANTEED I CAN BLOW YOUR MIND mwa. Please excuse the lame dua lipa reference I’m so sorry I’m so sorry I couldn’t-- Delicious. Finally some fucking good food. I want to congratulate you. This is such a beautiful, touching, heartwarming masterpiece. I even cried a little. I usually read shiggy with his dark past and his (soul) scars and all that jazz, and venturing into the thought of him having a mere fiber of good will in himself, in his actual self, is risky and prone to be ooc. But here it sounds right. It feels personal, private and even possible, my boi :( Dabi is an angel, I’m dying. I like the reminder “they lie, they kill...” Yes he’s an angel but he’s still evil. I don’t know what else to add but really, this is stunning! IM GONNA TATTOO THISSS amazing work 
Prism0467 on Forbidden (KakaIru): You have written their mutual dependency with such nurturing attention to detail I feel as if I know them. I’m not sure I’ve ever felt...embraced by a work of fanfiction before now...this may well be a first. Your enthusiasm for this pairing comes through loud and clear, I’ll tell you that :)
PearlBear on Crescendo (SakuOro): Wow. Just wow. This is brilliant, heart-wrenching, creative and extremely, extremely well-written. You have such a way with words, I was actually crying. And you adapt their lives as shinobi so seamlessly to situations that happen in real life (how many partners give up on possibilities for their significant one and get nothing in return?). This story managed to move me deeply and all the while, they all were in-character (it hurt when Tsunade looked at Orochimaru in the same way they all do, also loved how Tobirama and Madara are his parents). The omegaverse wasn’t heavy at all, instead it’s well integrated enough that I, who don’t particularly like it, barely noticed and completely accepted it. It’s just the way things are. You manage to convey so, so much in a few words. I’m amazed. So, thank you for sharing this! I am very, very excited for what’s next, whether Orochimaru experiments to save himself, whether Sakumo commits suicide (or worse, dies on this mission), whether... So many possibilities. Your story is outstanding. Thank you for writing this gem!
(insert special shoutout to Tipsy’s review of Testing the Waters...)
and no comment appreciation section would be complete without at least one from @magnustesla! 
This one from Of Scale and Steel (Sheith naga AU): Ary, sometimes I am left speechless and I don’t quite know how to articulate my thoughts after reading one of your fics. Like, everything is just so...so brilliant that it’s like my brain fucks off when I try to get my thoughts down onto a page. Turning well known and beloved characters into something else entirely isn’t easy and often they miss the mark leaving the reader not really connecting with it. But you, you are brilliant and clever in all that you write because damn, I love Naga Keith. It feels like it IS part of canon. And your oc? Super adorable and she just belongs. I really loved her interactions with Shiro and the chewing on his finger had me rollling because it reminded me of when J would test everything by chomping it. Not relevant but it sparked a good laugh from me, especially because it is totally something kids do. I’m so fucking proud of you and I’m excited to see you get your mojo back with this fandom. Love you ❤
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garethito · 5 years
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Today is the 26th of May, 2019. This is one of the most important dates in my life, because I am celebrating the 1st anniversary of the best moment in my entire football fan life, which happened one year ago, today.
26th May, 2018. Oh, how much this day means to me. The day in which I saw history being written by my idol, Gareth Frank Bale, the day I saw him be the player who had the best performance in an UCL Final, by scoring what is, for me personally, the best goal in the history of football, and an incredible long shot goal.
I would like to start by saying that there is nothing that could ever come close to that night. Absolutely nothing. I have never witnessed something like that before, and I don't think I will again, I don't think anything will ever come close to this, unless Gareth scores a hattrick in the World Cup Final or something, lol. This is something I intend to tell my grandchildren about, this is something that nobody could ever understand how much I cherish, this is something that will be in my memory for eternity.  I think about that night every single day of my life, and I have seen those goals billions of times. Never in my entire life have I been so surprised, shocked, happy, proud, astonished. Never in my life have I cried like in that night. Never. Absolutely never. I have looked at my life as a person, at my hardest times, when I cried a lot, but not even that can even slightly compare to the amount of crying that I have done on that glorious day of May 1 year ago. But in the best way possible, the happiest tears that I have ever shedded.
For me, it wasn't an ordinary Saturday. I wasn't getting prepared to do my homework, or to have a normal day. I was preparing for the Champions League Final. ”Real Madrid vs Liverpool”, ”UCL final is today!” were the subjects in everyone's conversations. We were on the way to write very important history that day, we were to be crowned Champions of Europe for the 13th time, for the 4th time in 5 years and for the 3rd time in a row. And boy, did we write history that night. La Decimotercera. Even the mere name sounds like the prettiest trophy name to me, a symbol of our history and of the fact that we are the best team in the whole world. This remains my favorite Champions League Final, La Decima being the close second.
I was so scared, of course, it's a freaking Champions League Final! And I feel like as years go by, I get more and more scared of the Champions League. But, I was also very excited because duuuh, it's a Champions League Final, lol! My whole emotional state was ruined, however, by Gareth not starting. I don't need to explain the whole February-May Gaz-Zidane 2018 situation, because I think everyone knows it too well by now and my opinion on it. I had never been so enraged in my entire life (up until then at least, wait for another year @me lmao). After all he has done, still no place in the starting XI. This whole situation really, really angered me, and I was so freaking disappointed. He SO deserved to play until the start, I thought. But, coming to think about it, maybe he wouldn't have done what he did if he had played from the start? He himself admitted that what he did was hugely based on his anger. So, in a way, I am grateful he was a substitute. That was even more amazing for him, because he did THAT while being a substitute, which is way more impressive!
The match started. Both Real Madrid and Liverpool were going at it. The first half was eventful, because there was that whole Sergio – Mo Salah drama, and poor Carva also got injured, but thank God he managed to play in the World Cup!
Halftime at 0-0, my optimism honestly grew. I felt like we will have more urgency in the second half and that we would win.
The second half came, with me just desperately hoping for a goal. Because we were playing so well, we deserved a reward!! And it did come, with Benzema's goal, God I felt so relieved and happy. I have seen people saying that his goal was not good but? You literally take everything that is being offered to you in a Champions League final! He scored, he gave us a goal, we were 1-0 up, and I was I was the happiest person alive. God, I love my team. Then, Liverpool's equalizer came. I didn't think anything of it. I wouldn't get rid of my optimism. I was looking at my boys and I knew we would win.
And Oh My God, here we fucking go. 
Minute 61. Gareth comes on. I was so grateful that he at least got to play 30 minutes, I literally only wanted to see him. At that time, considering everything that was happening, I was already emotionally starting to prepare for his departure to another team. I was watching him in those moments, flashbacks through my mind of all the glorious times I got to see him, all of his goals, everything.
But I could only think for 2 minutes. Because, 63:01 came. That moment. The one that takes it all. The creme de la creme of moments. The moment in which my soul definitely left my body. The most beautiful moment I have ever lived as a football fan. The moment in which I was the proudest person alive. A moment I will never, ever, ever forget, for as long as I get to live. The moment I have literally seen history being made, right before my eyes. The moment in which I literally evaporated, left the Earth, idk how to explain this but I hope you understand me. My idol, that had suffered so much because of unfair decisions that season, scored a fucking bicycle kick in a FUCKING UCL FINAL. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. The happiest, most full of joy, best, most emotional moment. Ever. In My Life. No exaggeration. Surely, for everyone that moment was a shock, because literally no one, not even me, expected him to score such a goal, considering the situation. But what I felt in those moments cannot be explained with words. In this 1 year, since this moment has happened, I have been trying to find suitable words to describe how I felt during those moments, but still, to this day, I cannot find words to describe my feelings. My idol had the best moment of his career, so even to say that I was the happiest, proudest person on the entire planet is an understatement. I literally felt like I reached Heaven. I had never started crying so fast in my entire life, and I had never cried that much in my entire life. And, as if that wasn't enough, 82:43 came. And he scored ANOTHER goal, this time a long shot. And in that moment, I literally died lmao. I was definitely the proudest person alive, the happiest and the most full of love. Like, can you imagine this? Your idol has arguably the best season at Real Madrid, but gets disrespected in the UCL by the coach. He then comes and gets his revenge in the final, and puts in the best performance ever in an UCL final. It's something that these simple words can't describe, your mind goes crazy and that's the only thing you think about forever basically lol. AND, he almost got a hattrick! But he was dispossesed at the last second, unfortunately.
And then?
We fucking won it. We DID IT. THE DECIMOTERCERA WAS OURS.
In the moment in which Sergio lifted it I... I don't have words, did I go into another Universe, did I ascend, did my soul leave my body I don't even know but what I do know is that I spent the rest of the night, up until like 6AM, crying my heart out. And this is what I mean by ”I have never cried so much in my entire life”. Like I have never spent a whole night crying.
And then, of course, the celebrations, Cibeles, Bernabeu... of course your sensitive girl bawled her eyes out again lol!
Thank you, Gareth Bale, for being the incredible person that you are and for blessing the world with such a performance.
Thank you, Real Madrid, for being the best club in the world and for blessing the world with such a performance.
26th of May, 2018. Forever in my heart.
Hala Gareth y Madrid Y Nada Mas! ♥
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What were your favorite moments of the trip?
Oh my goshhhhh, so many!!!
Starting with Day 1, the landing. We arrived in the evening and flew over the water for like 10-15 minutes and it was literally ??? The PRETTIEST landing I had ever experienced!! Like the sun was hitting the water and everything was just sparkly and beautiful and I adored it SO much :((
We arrived Thursday night and got to the hotel around 11PM and full disclosure, I booked during the Winter Sale so I got some heavy discounts lol and because of that, I wasn’t expecting more than just like a tiny place to sleep and stuff BUT. We were in the middle of Times Square, less than a minute from the Broadhurst, and on the 37th floor??? And I just had the PRETTIEST sight of the Empire State building all lit up from afar, a ton of other buildings lit up, theatre row below me, and the Gershwin! Definitely one of the top moments of my trip was getting to fall asleep next to the sight of all of the pretty lights and Empire State building every night!!
Same night, we did our first walk through Times Square at around 12AM and my heart. STOPPED as soon as I saw theatre row from like the streets and everything all lit up and above me and beautiful! It was so, SO pretty and all of the lights were so bright it legitimately felt like daylight and just!! We walked around until like 1-3AM every night and I loved it so much.
Day 2, I met up with the actual love of my life, @stardustschild​!! The whole day with her was one of my favourite parts of the whole trip
Same day, my family and I went to the shops at Columbus Circle amongst other places and I immediately scoped out the spot for Broadway Under the Stars and scared my mother with said knowledge LMAO. That night we walked around again and I impulsively went to the Anastasia stage door. I wanted to just show my mom Christy from afar, but we ended up behind the barricade and the girl next to me was the sweetest and gave me her extra Playbill so I could stage door an extra night ???? AN ANGEL, LITERALLY (seriously, if anybody knows a Gabby who saw Anastasia on Friday night, PLEASE thank her for me!!
Gail gets her own bullet point because she was the SWEETEST okay so on the stage door on Friday, she had TONS of guests and then she came out with her husband and them and like I recognized her right away because she was the “new” face at the Broadhurst and I was honestly so taken aback by how beautiful she was I had trouble. not staring gfndskal and she saw me and so we waved at each other, she grinned, and asked me if I had liked the show and I just grinned like a kid and nodded and she smiled back and went “yay!” 
Delilah and Cody signed my Playbill and they were both so sweet! (Cody asked me how I was and we took a picture! He was trying to have a conversation with everybody at the stage door that night, which was honestly adorable, and even made his way down to the non-barricaded portion!)
Christy finally got to me and Oh god. I froze. We said hi and then I started having a panic attack from how overwhelmed I was because I hadn’t expected to meet her that night and then she was there and beautiful and soooo kind! And I just started tearing up, security gave me confused looks, and so my mom started talking to her and telling her how we came from Canada just for her and that I worked all summer to save up enough to see the show/her and then SHE started crying and hugged me! And so much of it is a blur LMAO but we hugged and cried a lot nfmd,sl I nervously told her I had been following the show since Hartford, she gave me the Christy look and was like “3 years!!!” and then she took my mom’s phone, took so many selfies of us!! and started to record a video without saying anything about how glad she was I made it to the show at last, how she hoped it was everything I had been saving up for, and how grateful she was for me :_____; and we hugged again ;_____;
Day 3 was Anastasia day and the whole show + stage door were my favourite parts!!!
And then next day, at the airport, I was about to board when @chrhorowitz​ sent me a snippet of Christy’s live that evening where she showed Hubert!!!! I cried ???? in JFK it was FINEEEE
It was honestly. such a dream come true and I am so grateful. NYC is officially my most favourite place on the planet and I just??? Can’t believe I made this happen!!! I wanted this for so long and it was just so surreal and 100% lived up to ALL of the hype! I genuinely can’t wait to go back. Like I didn’t sleep the whole last night because I just stared out my hotel room’s window at all of the lights and the buildings and ya. Guess who’s applying to NY for grad schools officially!!
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dtissagirl · 5 years
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I fought the war but the war won
Warning: all the spoilers for Avengers: Endgame.
OF COURSE I have no doubt Natasha would sacrifice herself for the world in a heartbeat.
And between her and Clint, it's obvious her thinking is he can have a future with his ~family~, and she's obviously been insanely isolated these last five years, and filled with regret, and sacrificing herself for her found family [and saving the universe in the process] is worth it for her.
But my problem is I don't acknowledge the existence of Clint's family because that's a dumbass story idea from the worst movie ever GO AWAY LINDA CARDELLINI.
And watching Nat and Clint back together made my heart ache because those two belong together -- romantically if you prefer it so, but mainly together as in partners that work insanely well together in a fictional narrative. They have had this lived-in chemistry from the first Avengers, and I didn't realize how much I had missed it until this movie.
[Fuck Joss Whedon with a cactus forever.]
[Someone make me that Black Widow movie and show me Budapest. I DESERVE IT.]
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And then the scene with all the dudes in the lake angry-mourning Nat looks REALLY REALLY BAD because the only thing that emotionally rings out of that scene is HOLY SHIT THEY FUCKING KILLED THE ONLY WOMAN OH MY GOD PLEASE END ALL MEN WRITING SUPERHERO STORIES BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW HORRIBLE THE OPTICS ARE WHEN THEY FUCKING KILL THE ONLY ORIGINAL WOMAN AVENGER IN THE FIRST HALF OF THE MOVIE THAT'S SUPPOSED TO CELEBRATE THEIR LEGACY. HOLY FUCK.
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Holy motherfucking shitballs what they did to Thor was a supreme case of extreme fatphobia. So fucking embarrassing. And they could have done the exact same depression/PTSD shit without a fat suit. Fatness is NOT a character flaw, and for this movie to think it's okay to portray it as such, and for most people in the audience to not even realize how horrible this is... well, that's the fatphobic world we live in everyday wherein thin people don't realize how fucking horrible they are about fatness ALL THE TIME. Ugh.
And hey, I think Hemsworth is a comedic genius at this point, and I'm super glad Hollywood at large has realized he can run circles of funny and comic timing around everybody else [THANKS, GHOSTBUSTERS!], but the fat suit soured it forever in this movie.
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Look, I know at this point Goop is a hazardous danger to women's health at large, and call me a hypocrite for separating actor and character this particular time when I usually don't, but I love and adore and cherish Pepper Potts with all my heart.
SHE is the reason I'm so connected to the MCU. My hook wasn't any of the superheroes, it was Pepper in the first Iron Man movie. She's the glue that has made me engage with this universe so deeply for the last ten years. All the fanart, all the fic, all the fanworks ever I've created or consumed in the last decade, it has been all about how much I adore Pepper.
And to see her in the Rescue armor in the final battle, I just. I wasn't expecting it. I hadn't even thought it was ever gonna happen, but THIS was the true culmination of the past ten years for me. From now on, I can say it without a doubt every single time someone asks me who's my favorite Avenger. It's Pepper Potts.
[I also kept thinking about my friend S. She would have been so fucking ecstatic about this. It hit me right in the face when Pepper showed up in battle -- I so dearly wish S were here to see this.]
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Okay, so, disclaimer: I don't have a horse in the Steve Rogers 'shipping infinity wars. I crack 'ship Steve with Maria Hill forever and ever because they would make the prettiest babies on the planet and I don't even like babies. The only part of Ultron that I acknowledge is Maria wearing Steve's jacket at the party. It's the ONLY thing that happened in that movie, NOTHING ELSE DID.
And I don't even blame Steve in any of this mess, to be honest.
The problem here is structural. The narrative went OUT OF THIS WAY to establish HOW time-travel works in this universe. They even got all gloat-y about how every movie ever made was wrong about the ~quantum physics~ of it. They even had bald Tilda Swinton MAKE A POWER POINT PRESENTATION about the rules of time travel.
They set up ONE very specific rule -- changing the past doesn't alter one's own future, it creates a separate timeline of events. O-kay. Pretty simple rule.
...And then Old!Cap who looks scarily like Joe Biden broke that one rule.
Because he did. He went back in time and put all the stones in their proper place in the timeline[1]... and *after that* he went back to the 40s to live happily ever after with Peggy[2], THUS ***CHANGING THE PAST*** and *****CREATING AN ALTERNATE TIMELINE*****.
So there's no. fucking. possible. way. he could have grown old in the original timeline.
And like. They could have fixed that by having Joe Biden Old!Cap legit come back IN THE TIME TRAVEL SUIT IN THE QUANTUM PLATFORM. THAT WOULD HAVE FIXED THIS PROBLEM. But they didn't, so they broke their own story.
And the consequence of this fuck up is... Steve a horrible person. [And even writing that makes me sad because he isn't? He wouldn't ever?] But by breaking their story and their own time-travel rules, it fucks up Steve so badly I wanna cry. So what, he lived a whole life in this same timeline, and did nothing to change anything? Did he marry the future DIRECTOR OF SHIELD and never told her about Hydra? About Bucky? Did he open a newspaper one day and read that Howard and Maria Stark died in a car accident and went, oops? Did he pretend he was sick when his wife told him she was going to the funeral of her lifelong friend?
Do you see how badly it looks? It's bad. The Steve I know and love doesn't deserve this. Please go punch the Russos in the face, Cap.
Notes:
[1] HOW did Steve even put the stones in jewel form back in their proper places in the timeline when they stole the Tesseract in cube form, the mind stone with the scepter, the whatever stone that was they got from Star Lord that was inside an orb... HOW do you even put the soul stone back, like, does Cap go to Vormir and goes, oh hey, RED SKULL MY OLD BUDDY, MY OLE TIME FELLA, here's your soul stone back? Does he get Natasha back for the stone? Isn't it a soul for a soul? Does it work in reverse too?
[2] Hey, so if Steve lived happily ever after with Peggy in this timeline did he erase her future kids? This is Barry Allen levels of fuckupdness, Steve. Gah. And also -- I would pay actual monies to watch time-traveler Steve explain to Peggy that after he went to her funeral he kissed her niece. This is why I 'ship Steve with Maria Hill, man. No complications. Only pretty.
Also: STEVE ROGERS ERASED THE ENTIRETY OF THE AGENT CARTER TV SHOW. That's pretty unforgivable, man. They even had TV show Jarvis right there in this movie driving Tony's dad around in the 70s to make THIS BETRAYAL hurt more.
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Four hours after I watched the movie I remembered Tony died and started ugly crying again. I'm glad he had those five years of a good life, I'm so glad he had a kid -- that kid, so obviously HIS kid it hurt, I'm so glad Pepper and Rhodey and Peter were there with him in his last moments. I'm glad he got the proper hero death. It still hurts like a son of a bitch.
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Professor Hulk is a forever delight and he and I need to become besties so we can talk about quantum physics and eat hulkish amounts of breakfast foods every day.
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I find Thanos to be a complete bore, so every time he sat and started monologuing I stopped paying attention because I DESERVE TO NOT have to listen to giant purple incels pretending they ~know best~ about anything.
But I did appreciate that there was a difference in tone. This was 2014 Thanos, before he went full on cray cray with the monologuing, so he spoke less [bless], and he went full nihilist I AM GOING TO DESTROY THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE instead of only half of it ~for balance~ or whatever. Because Infinity Wars tried to make it like Thanos wanting to kill 50% of the universe had some sort of ~logic~ behind it, and that was way too close to ~both sides~ shit, and, no, son. Him wanting to destroy EVERYTHING put him in the right proper category of batshit crazy bananapants deranged, and that's where he should have been ALL ALONG, no ~he has a point~ arguments ever valid, he doesn't, he never did, shut the fuck up.
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I actually really really enjoyed the pacing of this movie. Granted, I'm not stupid and I took a muscle relaxant beforehand so that I could sit still for one hundred and eighty two fucking minutes, but I honestly didn't feel it drag at all at any time [and I felt all the other Avengers movies drag at some point or another].
I appreciated it so much that the set up for the final battle took waaaaay longer than the final battle. [I know people go ga-ga for battle scenes, but eh. I prefer my superheroes as pretty people who talk really fast, and battles make them stop talking.]
My favorite sequence was the revisiting of the previous movies. I loved every single piece of it, and I know in my heart that I'm gonna rewatch those sequences over and over and over again for the rest of forever. THE CAP 2 ELEVATOR SCENE REENACTMENT BUT NOT REALLY OH MY GOD THAT WAS GLORIOUS.
Also Loki stealing the Tesseract [again!] was aces. Sure it was to set up extra time-travel shenanigans, but still. Loki and the Tesseract belong together. Please let this be the premise of the Disney+ series.
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Even though battle sequences aren't really my thing, I would like to express my DEEP ABIDING LOVE for the part when all the women got together to help Peter move the Big Glove of Kitsch towards the van. My packed theater clapped so hard. I cried.
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HOW DOES PETER PARKER GO BACK TO SCHOOL FIVE YEARS LATER AND HIS BUDDY IS STILL THERE DID HIS BUDDY FLUNK HIGH SCHOOL FIVE YEARS IN A ROW? WHAT?
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Also Cap and the Hammer, the actual true love story of this movie. Thor's little "I knew it". I knew it too, buddy.
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I'm gonna need Marvel to release the behind the scenes footage of the filming of Tony's funeral. I hope the cast had an actual party right there, all somberly dressed in black and everything.
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After a full season of 22 episodes of television in a movie screen, this was a pretty great finale. Congrats on making the most expensive tv show of all time, Marvel. Excelsior!
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petitelepus · 6 years
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Halloween, 2. Lost
What is lost is lost, what about when you’re lost also? Thanks to @imababblekat!
She keeps me company sometimes and we bond over Transformers! Enjoy people, these are starting to be shorter from this day onwards! Oh yeah, and nobody character dies in this chapter.
You were visiting an alien planet with Drift on tow with you while Lost Light was resting in docking area. The streets were bustling with alien lifeforms and everything was so exotic. There was a festival going on, but you didn’t really know much about it. Drift said it was some kind of a planet’s tradition, but neither of you had no idea what the tradition was. You just shrugged and went with the flow and that flow took you to this small mysterious shop.
The shop was actually so small that it was perfect with for you, but Drift had to take his haloform to fit inside. The shop was old, made of old brown painted cracking wood, crystals of all sorts were hanging from the ceilings and walls were filled with all sorts of space hippy voodoo stuff.
The owner, a humanoid with four arms greeted you. He was a sad looking little thing, like a old grandpa holding a cane with two of his lower arms while he read a book with his upper arms through his slit eyes.
”Hello there mister.” You went to greet him, only for him to put his book down and put a hand to his ear and asked you to repeat. You did. Five times and in the end he thought you were admiring his collection. Well, you were, but you were also trying to be polite so you just smiled and waved.
Drift and you looked around, Drift staying behind you to ask the old man about the crystal tree he was selling, only to old man to ask him if he wanted tea with tentacle dip?
You giggled by yourself as you made your way to deeper parts of the store looking through all sorts of weird objects that were at some point of the time in some part of the universe used in some kind of rituals and traditions. That’s when you venture to the hall of mirrors.
There must have been hundreds of mirrors all sizes. Big, small, round, square, everything! Your reflection greeted you wherever you looked and you had to admit it, you looked good today. A little make up never hurt, especially around aliens who could be pretty finicky.
That’s when you saw it. A mirror bigger than you had ever seen before, covered with big dusty cloth. The cloth looked old and moth eaten by the edges and you think it might have been black at one point, but it had dulled into dirty grey. Time had really been rough on this one.
You were about to walk past it and continue if you would happen to find a mirror you would like… When you heard a tap?
Confused, you looked behind yourself thinking that Drift was following you, but there was no one. The tap was heard again and you walked backwards until you could identify the source of the tapping. They were coming from behind the cloth.
You looked around yourself and carefully pulled the fabric away off. The sight behind it was breathtaking. It was the prettiest mirror you had ever seen and by far the largest. The frame must have some kind of an alien metal because it glowed in different shades of rainbow which ever angle you looked at it from.
Then the image of you. It was you, looking back you yourself. You smiled to the mirror, but something was wrong. Somehow your smile game off as a smirk and before you knew it, arms stuck out from your mirror image, forcefully grabbed you and you shrieked Drift out as the arms pulled you in.
You landed on the ground with a thud, confused and dazzled beyond belief. You pushed yourself up on your feet and turned to look back at the mirror, but it was dark for some reason. Weird. Maybe you had a weird seizure or hallucination from the incenses in the shop.
Creeped out by the whole situation, you turned and left the hall of mirrors, returning back to Drift and the old shop keeper. ”Drift, the weirdest thing just happened to me and I have no clue how to explain it.”
The mech in holoform turned to look at you from the case of voodoo dolls. ”What the frag are you talking about?” He snarled, snarled at you and you jolted in shock. Drift never even raised his voice at you, let alone glared you like he was doing now.
”Drift, what’s wrong? You’re acting weird…” You asked from your friend and his glare at you turned harsher. ”If there is someone acting weird it’s you bitch. Did you hit your numbskull or something?”
Now you were officially shocked. You quickly glanced at the shopkeeper, but you were taken a back by the sight of him. Instead of smiling nice looking old man you were greeted by a fossil of one. Wrinkles more than anyone could count, eyes closed shut and weakly just sitting on the chair and gripping the table. He was not the same old man you had seen when you had entered the store.
You were jolted from your shock when Drift grabbed your arm and dragged you out of the store. ”We’re leaving, this place is a dumb…”
You were shocked to see that the planet where you were at wasn’t as happy looking and filled with life as it was earlier. Everything was gloomier, people and aliens were sulking instead of talking happily— Did that guy just get stabbed!?
You had no time to worry about a complete stranger’s health when Drift was dragging you through the crowd a way too forcefully, his claws almost piercing your skin and hurting you.
”Ouch, Drift—!”
”I told you, I’m not Drift! I’m Deadlock!” He shouted at you and you flinched in shock. Suddenly everything made more sense. Drift would never raise his voice at you let alone call you with horrible names. As you looked closer you could even see that his sky blue eyes weren’t what they used to be, but they were crimson!
”Y- You’re not Drift…!” You stuttered and in rush of adrenaline you yanked your arm back from him and run to the crowd. You could hear the Deadlock shouting and cursing after you, but you didn’t care, you had to get back to that store! Luckily you didn’t make it far.
You threw the store’s door open and without even a glance to elder man you run to hall of the mirrors where the giant mirror rested.
”Hey! Anybody! Is there someone there!?” You shouted and banged your fist against the mirror. Suddenly the darkness was lifted and you were greeted by a sight of you on the mirror, but she wasn’t you. She was something far more malicious and evil with the wicked look in her eyes that compared to your kind ones really struck the difference out.
”So, how’s the life in there?” The other you asked. ”Though you have been there exactly 5 minutes.”
”Let me out! Let me return! Please, I don’t belong here!” You cried as you placed your hands against the mirror and tried to push through it but it wouldn’t let you back in your own world no matter how much you pushed!
The other you raised an eyebrow at you. ”Why should I? I don’t want to return there and I like it here. Sunny and calm, the whole planet is totally different from there.” She grinned and leaned in closer as if to tease you. ”I wonder how Lost Light back in here is…!”
”Leave them alone! Leave my friends alone!” You shouted and banged your fists against the glass, really now just wanting to beat your evil side up. She snickered. ”You mean my friends? I’m you now and you are me and let me tell you, at the Lost Light there, you have no friends what-so-ever~”
You stopped hitting the glass and just glared at the sight of you. ”You’re evil…!”
”So I’ve told~”
”Let me back at once!”
”Not a chance! This is the moment I’ve been waiting for ages!” The other you shouted right back at you and you recoiled at the harsh and cruel tone of her voice. If the bark could hurt you would be good as dead.
”So… You came from the other side as well.” Came a voice behind other you. You looked over other yours shoulder and saw the shop keeper standing behind the other you. Other you turned around and placed her hands over her hips, striking a sassy pose.
”Yeah, so? What’s it up to you old man?” The other you asked without a hint of care in her voice. You hit your fists against the glass and shouted with all your might. ”Please mister! Let me out!”
The old man didn’t move and inch. He just kept staring at the other you… Until a wicked grin grew to his face. You gasped in shock and shop keeper laughed. ”Finally! I’ve been waiting years for someone else to come over and the other side!”
You heart froze in horror of realisation. The old man on this side of the mirror, the meek and half dead old man was originally from your world…! What had happened to him in this world that could have turned him from the used to be him to this weak shell of a person he was now…?
Your blood turned cold at the idea of you spending any more second in this world and you banged your fists harder against the glass. ”Please, let me out, please!”
The other you and the other shopkeeper completely ignored you in favour of discussing between each other.
”So you old fart are also from the other side?” The other you asked and grinned. ”You changed places with original owner and locked him up in our world. That’s wicked.”
The hold man chuckled. ”Oh, it has been years since I came over. Life has been good ever since I changed places with my wimpy counterpart. Like my wife here wasn’t a bitch like in there…!”
The other you chuckled. ”I hear you old man. Life was one big shit fest in there. Hey old man.” The other you glanced at you over her shoulder and smiled. ”Do you mind if I break this mirror of yours?”
Your heart froze and you hit the mirror harder until your hands started to bruise. The old man stopped smiling, cracking an eye open to look at other you like he was testing her. ”I don’t mind, but are you sure girlie? You won’t be able to go back to our world after that. You think you’re ready to live here in a world unknown to you where nothing you knew is real?”
The other you grinned madly and with a few steps walked up to old man, snatching his walking cane from his hands and raising it above her head. ”I’ve never been sure of anything in my life…!”
”No, please no!” You cried, but no avail. The other you swung the cane down and shattered the mirror, the image of you and your chance of returning back home with one cruel swing.
The mirror shattered and you cried out as shards flew straight at you from the mirror and you fell back on your ass. You carefully opened your eyes and saw to your greatest loss that the mirror was no more. Only shards of glass in your feet and over you.
”There you are!” Came a angry growl from behind you and before you knew what hit you, Deadlock yanked you forcefully up by your upper arm and started to drag you away. ”Always doing what you want…! If Captain wasn’t so keen to you I would have taken you by force ages ago…!”
”W- wait!” You cried, pleading him to stop just at the door of the shop. You reached towards the elder shop keeper. ”Please explain that this is a huge mistake! We don’t belong to this world, we’re from the other world!”
The old man shakily lifted his head and tried to talk, but to your shock you saw that his tongue had been cut off and by the sign of it it had been ages ago. All he could do was mumble and grumble incoherently, still trying to talk.
Deadlock groaned and pulled out a gun. ”What a drag…!” And he shot the shopkeeper right where he stood! You cried our in horror, your hands flying over your mouth in shock and Deadlock blew the still smoking pipe of his gun before putting it back.
”Now…” He started and he sounded more ominous and darker than before as he looked at you with his dark crhinsom eyes gleaming. ”What was this I’m not from this world whining?” There was a dark and wicked smirk on his face and you felt your blood truly freeze as he dragged you away.
On the other side of the mirror, in your world the other you chuckled with a pleased grin and threw the cane to somewhere, effectively breaking another mirror.
”(Y/n)!” At the sound of your name, the other you turned and saw Deadlock, no, someone else standing on his place. He looked like her Deadlock, but his eyes weren’t blood red but light blue like sky back in Earth. If her Deadlock used to be Drift he must have been formerly known as Deadlock.
The other you gave him the most awkward look she could manage and rubbed the back of her head. ”He he… I’m sorry Drift, I accidentally broke this mirror… You aren’t mad are you…?” She was testing the waters. Her Deadlock would have been furious, but this Drift just smiled kindly and nodded, reaching for his pocket.
For a second your evil twin thought he was pulling out his gun and was going to shoot you and she was ready to bounce on him, but she flinched when he instead pulled out a wallet.
”It’s okay, I can cover it. Sir, how much would the mirror be?” Drift asked smiling to the old man. The man grumbled a little under his breath and finally announced the price. ”100 000 tieras. It was a old thing.”
That was robbery! You were so proud of the old man. Your Deadlock would have killed the man on the spot and dragged you off, but this Drift just dug out a fortune without batting an eye and handed out the money. ”Here, this should cover the expenses. Once again, I’m horribly sorry for this.”
The old man said nothing, nodded and smiled pleasely as he accepted money with two of his hands. ”Thank you young man. You’re such a nice customer.”
Drift smiled, but then he noticed that the other you was still standing in middle of the broken glass and quickly swept her in his arms, much to her surprise. She let out a small yelp, quickly wrapping her arms around his neck.
”Careful! There’s glass everywhere!” The mech in human suit warned and the other you grinned.
”Yes. Shattered glass indeed.”
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rationalisms · 6 years
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mass effect for the ask meme (1/2/3 instead of seaons) ✨
ty tasha
the first character i ever fell in love with:i legit cannot remember, it honestly has been way too long since i first played me1!! i think it might have been tali? at least i’m pretty sure she was the one character i didn’t swap out once for someone else in the team config during my first playthru even when it was combat inconvenient lql
a character i used to love/like, but now do not:i honestly can’t think of anyone? i used to really desperately try to make myself like ashley but lately i’ve just accepted that i have always disliked her and never ever will find anything about her redeeming enough to make up for all the things i hate lol.
a ship i used to love/like, but now do not:when i first played mass effect 2 i actually thought joker and EDI were adorable and really loved the development of their relationship over the game. i was very excited for what me3 might hold for them and uh…. the actual content left me VERY cold lol. i think it’s a shame that their relationship was reduced to “lol hot robot bod” and all the actual development of EDI as a person and sentient being was completely concentrated on shepard alone. that was such a huge missed opportunity.
my ultimate favourite character:m o r d i n!! i love him so much and i have cried so many tears over just how much i love him so many times. he has the hands down BEST arc over the course of the games to me– i adore so much how he changes from someone who’s so remote and concerned with only the macro level of things to someone who learns to actually connect to people as more than just numbers or data. his self sacrifice is the most meaningful to me and i’m the proudest of his development.
prettiest character:samara, boob armor not withstanding lol. jack’s me3 design is gorgeous as well.
my most hated character:it’d be easy to give a p expected answer to this (kai leng or another easily hateable villain) but i think if i had to concentrate solely on characters on the normandy it’d probably honestly be james vega lol. i h a t e d that he was mandatory in me3 and usually avoid interacting with him. he’s the exact stereotype of male gamer self insert character i loathe and he was so discongruent compared to the rest of the team. also his interactions with f!shep made my skin crawl. h8 how you were forced into the dichotomy of ~ooOOOoo flirty~ or “i’m gonna be a huge dick to you for no reason”. just. delete him.
my OTP:f!shep/tali is REAL and i will DIE mad about bioware cutting it from the game!!! ESPECIALLY because they left the lead-up to the romance in and just cut the actual consummation!! i’m still just always crying overa) “you deserve better.” - “i got better shepard. i got you.”b) tali looking out over rannoch and saying “it’s beautiful” and f!shep NEVER EVER LOOKING AWAY FROM HER THE ENTIRE TIME and saying “yes it is” a HATECRIME tbqh fuck you bioware
the other is aria/nyreen they’re… so much….. lawful good and neutral evil exes who are still in love is the BEST set-up and i am still FIRMLY in denial about how they ended. as far as i’m concerned they’re running omega together.
my NOTP:literally any m!shep/female character ship. also f!shep/garrus. he’s SO my little bro to me and the one time i played their romance the content made me suuuper uncomfortable in how awkward it was lol i just can’t get with it.
favourite game and mission: (doing this instead of fav season or ep)me3. ik, ik, people dump on it all the time, but i honestly think it’s a masterpiece and i adore it to pieces. there’s been no other video game since that has affected me emotionally to the same level and there’s so many outstanding moments in it compared to the other two installments (even tho i love those as well). i have my issues with it (who doesn’t lol) but it’s still the best mass effect game for me.
as for fav mission, gotta be citadel dlc. ik, cliche answer BUT it’s such a perfect 3 hours of content i honestly wouldn’t change in any way.
least favourite game and mission:uuuuh i love me1 a lot but it’s my least fav out of the 3 mainly for gameplay reasons (i’m a huge completionist and i HATE having to do all the planet missions in the mako). 
least fav mission is the fucking derelict reaper in me2 it’s the WORST and scares me so bad! i’m bad at survival horror type video games!!! as much as i love how much ME can swerve into a different genre so quickly i am a big baby and i can’t shoot straight
saddest death:man idk how to choose! mordin was saddest to me personally obviously because he’s my favourite character, but his death is also such a satisfying conclusion to his character arc so idk! shepard’s death is gutwrenching as well, but again, it really makes sense to me as a culmination of her story. maybe legion. partly because “does this unit have a soul?” will haunt me forever and partly because that’s the death i felt served the least narrative purpose.
character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate:i don’t HATE him but i never warmed to grunt as much as everyone else seemed to. he’s fine but i don’t really emotionally connect with him as much as with the other squaddies.
my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave:aria and the illusive man lmao. they’re both terrible people and i love them so very much for it. the illusive man is for sure my fav non-reaper antagonist and such an interesting character. and aria should hmu next time i’m free B)
my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave:kaidan……… he has never done a single thing wrong in his life and it, like, actively pains me to have to put him through All That or have to hear about what he’s already been put through throughout the course of the games. let him retire to his parent’s canadian beach house in peace
my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship:the way this question is worded is really annoying me lol. i also don’t think i have any ships i actually feel are like “omg bad dirty wrong” for ME. i want everyone to be happy.
my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship:f!shep/liara and f!shep/kaidan. i like both their romances, especially liara’s, and esp later game content with them is rly good, but i will never care about the actual romances with them as much as i care about the potential of f!shep/tali lol.
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justniggatrynahelp · 7 years
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The Gang As Girls (Headcanons)
Ponyboy:
-she’s so adorable omg
-has freckles
-her hair goes to the level of her shoulders
-Soda always makes the most adorable braids of her hair
-likes to craft all sort of stuff
-has flowercrowns she made herself
-she just loves adding stuff to anything
-got plain jeans? give it to her and she’ll make a miracle out of it!
-doesn’t like to show off
-wants to grow longer hair like her sister’s
-small bit jealous of Soda’s hair
-pretty tall for her age
-doesn’t like loud music
-kinda insecure about her freckles
-but everyone loves them and finds them so ultra super couper extra cute
-gets nervous while talking about her crushes
-johnny’s bff
-just the cutest girl you’ll ever meet
-won’t admit but loves The Beatles
-would marry all 4 of them
-no question
-they’re the reason she has bangs
-Two-Bit has all their albums and she’s so jealous
-she has a diary
-her favourite actor is Marlon Brando
-favourite actress is Audrey Hemburn
-there isn’t a movie on this planet that moves her world as “Breakfast at Tiffany’s”
Sodapop:
-has long soft & shiny hair
-big baby eyes
-how does she do it???
-wears a lot of different hair clips
-uses hair spray
-takes good care of her nails
-everyone just loves her
-has a very weird fashion sense
-she can go from pink girly dress to guerrilla pants, denim jackets and big boots
-has a tini tiny crush on Steve
-no one knows it
-besides Ponyboy
-and he’s teasing her about it when they’re alone
-likes taking ponyboy’s stuff
-she still didn’t return that flowercrown she took last month
-Pony’s reminding her 24/7 that she has to give it back
-she acts like she’s keep forgetting to give it back
-she actually gave it to Steve
-so, Pony better say goodbye to your beloved flowercrown
-tried cooking
-failed
-Darry’s been on edge of nerves to learn her to cook
-nope
-still failure
-has a huge poster of Elvis in her room
-would sell her soul for it
-acts like she can wear heels
-no she cannot
Darrel:
-100% wonderwoman.
-she has hair which goes to the middle of her back but most of the time she keeps it in a tall ponytail
-usually wears baggy jeans and wide shirts
-COOKING LEVEL OVER 99999999
-makes the bEST brownies in whole Tulsa
-it’s like a social gathering whenever she makes brownies
-very protective of her sisters
-secretely knows about Pony’s “beatlemania” but won’t tell
-always there to save her sisters from any kind of trouble
-wishes they could do more stuff on their own
-cracks puns on a good day
-cracks pans against somebody’s head on a bad day (jk jk jk 😂)
-loves to get dressed real nice when going somewhere important
-her mother left her pearls and she wears them only on special occasions
-loves wearing bracelets
-for her last birthday Soda & Pony bought her a small box full of different bracelets
-each one for each day
-she was extremely happy with the present
-she wears them everyday, making sure they know how happy they made her with it
-Two-Bit is her bestie
-they didn’t hang out that much in since Darry started working
-she misses those days
-but they still get to hang out sometimes
-also listen to records
-she loves listening to The Who
-has 2 albums under her bed
-would wear bell bottoms 24/7
-makes her legs look longer
-plus comfortable & fashionable
Dallas:
-has boy-short hair
-has a blade in her backpocket
-cheekbones as high as her ego
-porcelain pretty clean face
-if you don’t count few bruises from last week’s fight
-not into girly style of dressing
-rocks leather jacket
-owns a collection of chokers
-has wild hair
-Johnny tried putting hair clips to make it look decent
-nope
-the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree
-sometimes she goes out in a skirt
-rarely but it happens
-the girl got all the whisles
-and she punched every guy who even dared to say something about her look
-her favourite actor is James Dean
-she rewatched “Rebel Without A Cause” too many times
-feels kinda insecure about her teeth
-she tried not to smile too often
-Johnny noticed this and told her she has the prettiest & brightest teeth she ever saw
-since then Dally’s been laughing like crazy
-a huge fan of The Doors
-would kill if it meant she can go to one of their concerts
-has posters of Jim Morrison in her room
-and if you look a bit closer you can also see a few photos of Marilyn Monroe
-she absolutely adores her
-she and Johnny sometimes recreate scenes from “Some Like it Hot”
-of course, Dallas is going as Marilyn Monroe
- “I swear to god, if you tell anyone what we just did, not only I will beat you up, I’ll beat you up for good!”
- “You’ve got my word!“
-professional at doing makeup
-not many people know this since she only wears makeup during night’s out
-Soda is jealous of her skills
-has a small plant which is placed on her room’s window
-loves the plant
-she even caught herself singing to the plant so it’ll grow faster
Steve:
-a bit shorter than Soda
-has curly hair that goes a little above her shoulders
-loVES sweets
-specially anything with chocolate
-she looks tough & masculine
-but still adorable and effortless
-when she was younger she didn’t like her nose
-no one would even think about it but she she stood in front of a mirror, stared at her face and cried
-one time Soda came in and saw her crying in front of a mirror
-Soda walked closer to her and pulled her into a hug
-they sat in Steve’s room for few hours
-Soda didn’t wish to leave until Steve was completely satisfied with her look
-“Why would you even think your nose is ugly? It’s beautiful the way it is, just look at it! Look how beautiful is your whole pretty face!”
-since then, Steve hasn’t let even a tear
-her favourite movie is “Gilda”
-she’s a pro at fixing cars
-and she looks super cute in her working suit
-specially when she wraps a ribbon around her hair
-you wouldn’t even believe what kind of beauties work at DX
-there are times she walks out in a dress
-her favourite dress is dark blue with white dots all over it
-her favourite thing to wear on her head beside her ribbon is a flowercrown soda gave her a month ago
-simply loves wearing everything
-from all makeup, she only uses lipstick
-her car is the coolest car in whole Tulsa
-has her name written on back of it
-she dreams about being Rita Hayworth
Two-Bit:
-goofiest of all the gang
-has straight hair which comes to level of her shoulders
-her hair is most of the time tied in piggytails
-her dream is to go to Disneyland
-she’d take all her friends with her
-has a big jewerlly box she made herself
-she filled it with all kinds of badges
-she has her own collection of badges
-gang only knows about it
-she has all albums by The Beatles
-has no idea Pony is head over heels crazy about them
-she likes to wear denim jackets
-some of them has a mickey mouse drawn on them
-she likes to draw
-she made her own little comic series just like mickey mouse
-she called the comic: “Two & The Bit”
-she had nothing else on her mind so it was more than okay
-used to be very close with Darry
-hopes those days will be back again
-a big fan of color blue
-Paul McCartney is her idol
-John Lennon is her saviour
-the movie she enjoys watching is “Sabrina” with Audrey Hemburn
-she and Pony watched it together
-both fell in love with it
-Steve gave her a lolipop with Mickey Mouse’s face on it
-she stared at it so long
-she didn’t want to eat such a masterpiece
-but still ate it since Dally said he’ll eat it if she won’t
Johnny:
-her hair is little longer than Dally’s
-she has beautiful dark skin
-such a cutie beautie
-big dark eyes
-small nose with few smaller moles on her face
-she wears whatever she finds in her closet
-she and Pony are like the cutest duo in history
-she reads a lot
-her favourite book is “Sherlock Holmes”
-she watched every movie based on the book
-Pony lets her take some of her jewelly
-and Johnny lets Pony some of hers
-SLEEPOVERS
-she’s amazed by Pony’s designs, like the flowercrows she made
-Johnny even tried writing poetry
-she really likes Jimi Hendrix
-she knows the lyrics to all his songs
-she even got Dallas to listen to them with her
-she really admires Dally
-but thinks she should try to not get in so much trouble
-really quiet
-doesn’t like attention
-wishes she could get to go to London
-she loves doing impressions of Sherlock Holmes
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My heat is broken and it’s really fucking cold outside, so I’m bundled under blankets with my laptop, answering some questions while I wait for my landlord to do something about it.
I was tagged a long time ago by @neveronceintoit and @itmakesyoulooklikealoser. Thank you! I’m going to include answers to both sets of questions below.
Rules!
1. Post these rules 2. Answer the questions given by the tagger 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people!
From @itmakesyoulooklikealoser:
1. What is your favorite guilty pleasure book? Summer Sisters by Judy Blume - though I try really hard not to feel guilty about anything I read.
2. What did you want to be when you grew up when you were a kid? I think I used to tell people that I wanted to be a doctor when I was a kid but never, ever seriously considered it.
3. What is your top OTP? Pynch
4. Physical book, ebook, or audiobooks? All three. I have an elaborate reading system where I have all three in progress at the same time depending on where I am and what I am doing.
5. What accomplishment are you most proud of? Getting promoted to a senior analyst within a year of starting a new position in a new department (after a personal failure in my previous job)
6. Is there a common thread with your favorite fictional characters? My most recent favorite characters all have a strong desire to leave the place they came from, generally feel unknown and were all created by Maggie Stiefvater. Hmm.
7. How do you organize your books? On my main bookshelf: Most favorite on the top shelves to least favorite on the bottom shelves, then all my comics and graphic novels are on a different shelf and my TBR shelf is in my bedroom.
8. Do you have any pets? Yes, two cats: Koda and Kobe
9. If you could meet any one person, who would it be? Barack Obama
10. What book/series does everyone seem to love, but you didn’t? His Dark Materials
11. What is your favorite tv show? Brooklyn Nine Nine
From @neveronceintoit:
1. What are your current top 3 favorite fics? (The Time It Takes) To Believe In Fate, Things You Know By Heart, Came in Like a Thunderstorm
2. What’s your biggest fear? Regretting my life choices - you know, the usual
3. if you had to pick one fictional character to be your best friend in real life, who would it be? why? All of the women from Brooklyn Nine Nine - don’t make me choose -  simply because they are all fabulous.
4. Who was your favorite musician/band growing up? - *NSYNC
5. If you had to choose your last meal, what would it be? Tacos
6. What are your top 3 hobbies/favorite pastimes? Reading, writing, going to the movies
7. Would you rather live in the city or country? Country- can’t deny my roots, as hard as I try
8. Do you feel like people in real life know the real you? Not at all, and this is something I struggle with all the time.
9. Is there a common thread with your favorite fictional characters? Answered this question above.
10. What’s one thing you wish you were good at? Drawing!!! Oh how I wish I could draw. Y’all create such beautiful art.
11. When’s the last time you cried? last time you laughed? Oh god you’re gonna laugh but I was driving home from work the other day and for some reason, I thought of that line that Gansey says in The Dream Thieves about Adam: “Who has he ever had to love him?” and cried. The last time I laughed was at the cats because they were running around like crazy after I gave them one of their Christmas treats.
Ok, your turn!!
I’m tagging the following people to answer the questions below, you know, if you want: @arbores--loqui--latine, @strategist-scientia, @musicanddancingthroughlife, @moreraventhanothers, @adamparrishes, @french-cake, @ravensandthings118, @brightbeautifulthings, @raleighrambles, @rarity-kasket, @seethestarsalittlecloser
1. What’s the book you own with the prettiest cover? 2. What’s the last song you listened to? 3. What book are you currently reading? 4. Do you have a vacation planned? If so, where are you going? 5. What’s your favorite beverage? 6. Do you think there is life on other planets? 7. What is your favorite movie? 8. What is the last awkward situation you found yourself in? 9. What is the meaning behind your URL? 10. What language do you want to learn? 11. What was your favorite part of 2017?
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