#crying-in-vain
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the young royals finale was released two months ago today
#young royals#youngroyalsedit#wilmon#mygifs#doing this made me cry several times lmao#NOTHING WAS IN VAIN
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satulinna is for cuddling and hugging and holding hands <3
#käärijä#johannes brotherus#kännes#jere and johannes on vain elämää is the best thing that has happened to me all year and we haven't even SEEN ITTTTTT yet#can't wait for johannes to make jere cry#and then hug him after <3#it'll be great#my stuff
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every so often it sinks in with me like emotionally all over again that we're never getting a world of thedas volume 3 and all the wounds are ripped open and fresh once more I'm bleeding freely from the soul
#the state of the gaming industry!! is a nightmare!!! my grief is unending!!!!!#honestly if there aren't going to be any more actual games they could at least have the decency to do another better ttrpg system about it#because thedas is such a brilliant setting and I mourn it possibly falling into obscurity and the forgetfulness of the ages so much#looking at people playing other more popular rpgs like '...they do not even know about the free marches ;____;'#(they did very much fire all the lore people so this will not happen especially not in the way I want. but allow me my vain dreams#they're all I have now)#dragon age#sad. im sad. *raymond holt voice* Never Love Anything!!!#do you Understand the unspeakable things I would do to get my hands on the theoretical mourn watch section of wot3.#and I'll never get that. there are many more important things fucked up in this our day and age but this is the indignity#on top of many injuries that gaulls me all the more for it#anyway. pulling myself together. being so brave about it. getting back up and walking on even though I'm shot through#with the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune boromir style and visibly crying
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Wild card: Johannes doing SEX=MONEY cover 💶
imagine.
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Kaz Brekker telling Pekka Rollins that he burried his son alive and his only hope is for Rollins to speak Jordie’s name:
“How does it feel to be helpless
How does it feel to know pain”
#i watched my brother die in horror crying as we were both slain#i heard his final moments calling our father in vain#look what you’ve turned me into#look what we’ve become#(monster motif plays)#six of crows#kaz brekker#crooked kingdom#grishaverse#shadow and bone#epic the musical#leigh bardugo#epic the vengeance saga#jordie rietveld#pekka rollins#netflix shadow and bone
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CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP ABOUT THE END OF SIX HUNDRED STIRKES OHHHH MYY GOODDDDD WHY MUST JORGE DO THIS TO ME IM ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY
ODY SHOWING POSEIDON RUTHLESSNESS AS THE GOD WHO SHOWED IT TO HIM SCREAMS IN AGONY AND CALLS HIM A MONSTER, THE AMOUNT OF ANGUISH AND GRIEF AND JUST PAIN IN ODY’S VOICE AS HE REMINDS POSEIDON THIS WAS WHAT POSEIDON TURNED HIM INTO
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ACT NORMAL NOW?????
#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#odysseus#poseidon#“HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE HELPLESS? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO FEEL PAIN?”#“I WATCHED MY FRIENDS DIE IN HONOUR”#“CRYING AS THEY WERE ALL SLAIN”#“I HEARD THEIR FINAL MOMENTS”#“CALLING THEIR CAPTAIN IN VAIN”#“LOOK WHAT YOU TURNED ME INTO!”#IM GOING CLINICALLY INSANE
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I think each teenaged girl should be able to kill at least 1 person with no legal ramifications actually
#because you remember how suddenly everyone felt like they had the right to start commenting on your appearance#including (youd be pretty IF you wore make-up)#and then (at least for me)#when you start wearing makeup because you hate your fucking face so much it makes you wanna hurl#you get told you look trashy and slutty and are acting vain and bitchy and make up and cating about your looks makes you Bad#some people never got the “why are you crying. ill gice you something to cry about” speech from various#authority figures until you just stopped emoting in public and then also got rhe “why are you such a cokd and callous child” speech#because the truth is that you will never be able to act the way they want to to act as a proper Female Child#and it shows#to be clear i am not one of those “makeup is secretly feminist” people. like. ive worked hard to do that shit for fun#and not just hate my face
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Sunny season 17 Trailer ☀️🍻
#iasip#i’m crying screaming throwing up#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#i should’ve probably checked if someone had already posted the trailer before finally screen recording it… but oh well here it is#just so my efforts aren’t in vain
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going to post a bunch of modeling (mermaid & otherwise) work over here i think. I usually do more of that on my dedicated instagram/fb side accounts for it, but i'm just sick of those platforms. but essentially, my photographer friend I work with a ton is going to be entering end-of-life hospice probably in the next month, and I hate how little of our work together I actually have posted/shared online at all considering we have SO MUCH of it. and i think if i wait too long to share it it'll just make me even more sad.
i think part of how emotionally i'm taking this is that during our last big photoshoot weekend a couple years ago he first got diagnosed with cancer. He went off to have a "routine" doctor's appointment while I did makeup for a photoshoot, ended up coming back an hour later than expected with an emergency melanoma removal, and we had to redo our underwater shoot plans around it since he couldn't submerge the wound in water for a week. that didn't end up being the exact aggressive cancer he's been fighting over the past year, but it was the first step/harbinger, though at the time i think all of us assumed it was a "close call" scenario and would be over/dealt with in a few months. and not that it'd be our last big adventure photos--we would hike, technical climb, scramble up shady cliff edges, mountain bike a couple miles into the backcountry, and more to get to some locations for our shots--i was excited to have a photographer willing to go to remote areas, he was happy to have a model willing to stand at cliff edges and bike 3 miles in full face makeup to get the shots he had in mind. i'm going to miss him a lot.
#idk man. model-photographer relationships are like. a very specific sort of connection that sounds vain to even try to describe#but making art together/understanding the vision of the other person/communicating/dropping or accessing whatever vulnerability#is called for in the moment is just. a whole thing#and theres so many creepy photogs or guys-with-cameras(& ulterior motives) and etc#and so to have such a good working relationship with someone who WAS so much An Artist & great at what he did & always comfortable around#is so rare and its not fair that one of the best ones gets dealt this hand#meanwhile at least 2 photographers who crossed boundaries with me during shoots are just out there doing fine still#anyway#ramblings#wharglbargle#what a loss#oops started thinking about the time i told him if i ever get married i wanted him to do our wedding/elopement pics. which was his main indu#industry (vs artistic) focus. oops im gonna cry again
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If Johannes covers Matkustaja, I will not be immune from saying I told you so.
#Some things are still unknown#I'll also maybe cry a lot#johannes brotherus#kuumaa#vain elämää#egotrippi
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That is it, be fed and enjoy. You will not be seeing things like this from me again. I like having my sanity.
My heart goes out to anyone who can draw a fluid animation from multiple angles longer than 5 seconds.
#hoping my hard work will not be in vain#at least 20 notes#or i will cry#i may never draw again#(dramatics)#and its not even 20 seconds long#i had to fight my ipad crashing every two minutes#this animation took my soul#artists on tumblr#digital artist#art#digital art#anime art#artwork#bungou stray dogs atsushi#bungou stray dogs chuuya#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungou stray dogs dazai#bungou stray dogs animatic#harpy hare#harpy hare bsd#bsd odasaku#oda sakunosuke#bsd atsushi#atsushi nakajima#bsd akutagawa#bungo stray dogs akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke
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first two season 12 ep descriptions are here and ... KEMBLESTON players???? kembleford and hambleston joining up FOR WHY EXACTLY?

#barking and growling#forgot its one a week these days too .. im cry#genuinely if they dont explain how its kembleston players instead of kembleford i'll cry GIVE ME THE LORE#also still hoping in vain for a surprise sid return that wont happen#father brown#father brown spoilers#father brown series 12
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"This is not your— your fault..."
"I told you, I'm Robin. The Robin that murdered you and became the fell dragon, Grima."
"Promise me you'll escape from this place..."
"Please, return to the Table! It's too dangerous!"
Not only did Chrom's dying wishes not come true, the exact opposite did. Robin blames themself for everything to the point of embracing it, and the site where their heart was shattered becomes their only shelter.
#it's weeping over grima hours again#it's just... the way this is exactly what chrom DIDN'T want for them...#and i'm thinking about some of brave chrom's lines in feh...#“in truth i know that prayer alone cannot prevail against power. but my heart tells me something else.”#"people's wishes. their pleas for help... they are never in vain. i will believe that for as long as i live.”#and the fe universe does appear to suggest a connection between like... magic. wishes. the soul. strength of will. quintessence.#SO SURELY CHROM'S DYING WORDS HAVE TO HAVE SOME POWER#it's not enough for another world's fate to change... i need grima to know peace#i want to believe that the grimas who die get summoned to askr. they have to. they have to know freedom because chrom wants that for them#ughhhh i'm actually literally crying all over my laptop because of this#grima studies#fe13
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wrt the previous post's tags: here's 2 clips i got of red redemption, my favorite challenge :D and some pictures of the esau mob
i need to play this challenge again i miss it
#RECORDED BROADCAST#tboi#the binding of isaac#tjacob may be the torture labyrinth for some but Not For Me#i love tjacob i cry when my evil brother isn't there to destroy every enemy in my path in a vain attempt for my life
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he's just SO annoying
#my art#my comic#described in alt text#wrath of the jo#reading my old tags and seeing 'i hope [daedran]'s kind of vain an annoying i do like that in a man' and crying because i need him died#i need to keep him around to keep me insane ive only had daedran for 15min and i hate him so much i going to maul him to death.#visceral ass reaction to this prick. i hope he's into men.
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dare I say the Adam pov Adansey bop of all time
#your vain your games your insecure you love me you like her you made me laugh#you made me cry I don’t know which side to buy—#s speaks#prev.morocorra#(Literally who else would make this post on your dash)#adansey#adam parrish#richard gansey#trc#Spotify
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