#deerdiaries

[funfettified]

life is so good rn i love my bf and my cats and my friends and my room is clean and i get to tattoo my friend next week and i think im getting a promotion soon :D

[littleprincessfawn]

I bought 2 sex toys today 🤭

It's been quite awhile since I've spoiled myself and bought myself anything for sexytimes, like over 2 years I think, and I've lost the charger to my Womanizer Liberty (which I highly recommend as a toy, omg) (I will buy a replacement charger soon).

In a blackout right now but when power is back I might share some photos of my newest toys!

Wait will that go against Tumblr guidelines though? 🤔 *scurries off to research*

[eepyvictim]

It’s been a cold winter.

[itsdina1]

Deer. Diary.🤎 :the birthday blews 11/23/23

A golden birthday forsure. Is that sarcasm? Maybe. Oh where do we start?? So I turned 23, on the 23rd, in '23. I started my bday off at work….I currently, sadly, work at zon of the Am. And well, my coworkers helped start it off nicely. I talked to the newest line up in my crushery bullshit. His name? We’re going to call him lakeside. Full name? Lakeside espanol. (more info on him later.) We talked...For three hours as we worked....Didn’t even realize the time went that fast I swear. crazy part is, I was supposed to leave work the time he started talking to me, but that conversation made me stay. It was magical. Really. Shout out to that hunk of a man.🥰

Fast forward a few hours, my mom and sisters bust in my room singing happy birthday, they got me nails, and some money. $228 to be exact. We up babyeeee!📈 That is honestly where it gets sour okay. so after working an 11 hour shift, then turning around to sleep for three hours just to be woken up?? Ew. but no biggie...its my fucking bday ofc!

So I wake up and boom….no birthday posts? Well….two. Tay my so called best friend of 14years, and Jukie my oldest blood sister….but this is where it gets interesting. I got texts, but no bday posts? No money? No video? I made Tay a whole ass cinematic video video for her bday man. And what she do? Post three pictures. Three. line sisters aint post shit...well nise posted sum at nine o'clock...PM. nii didn't post a damn thing, but always getting whatever she asks for with me. Rih? didn't post a damn thing. gave me a dry ass happy birthday message, and yea. mind you I literally sent her money, gave her a whole paragraph text message, and a whole ass flood on the socials. I don't get the energy I give. ever. so I am about to start giving... ✨NOTHING✨

Which brings me to my next topic.

Its time to let female friendships go and just pop out with a man. ngl, let me get an apartment, and my life together, IMMA GET ME A MAN!! like I visibly see why women get a man, and just cut all their friends off. its crazy, but I get it now. I do. that's that frontal lobe development happening. Anyway next year. all that will happen for me...next year. Speaking it into exsistence.

Anyway I’m finna go on a dry blocking spree. Here’s to standing on bidness! 

until next time y'all.

[yeonshy]

८. ･ ͙．j͟o͟u͟r͟n͟a͟l͟ b͟l͟o͟g͟ u͟s͟e͟r͟n͟a͟m͟e͟s͟ ᰍ ｡ ͘ ᳞ ✽

jourquet -> from "journal" and "bouquet"

fleurnal -> from "journal" and french "fleur" (flower)

wrt-i -> "I write"

deardays -> from "dear diary" and "days"

deerdiary -> from "deer" and "dear diary"

dias-rios -> wordplay from spanish "diario" (diary), días (days) and ríos (rivers)

jounearl -> from "journal" and "pearl"

j-urnal -> ykく⁠コ⁠:⁠彡🪄📓

jo-rnal -> ykく⁠コ⁠:⁠彡🪄📓x2

journ-l -> ykく⁠コ⁠:⁠彡🪄📓x3

i-esc -> from "I" and spanish "escribo" (I write)

librette -> from spanish "libreta" (notebook) and suffix "-ette" (little)

chaeries -> from korean "책/chaek" (book) and "cherries"

luvterature -> from "love" and "literature"

dailymee -> ykく⁠コ⁠:⁠彡🪄📓x4

napoet -> from korean "나/na" (me) and "poet"

jouceras -> from "journal" and spanish "lapiceras" (pens)

i-jnal -> from "I" and "journal"

bibliour -> from latin "biblio" (book) and "journal"

biblieur -> from latin "biblio" (book) and french "fleur" (flower)

midyari -> "my diary"

dia-lgi -> from "diary" and korean "일기/ilgi" (diary)

ilqies -> from korean "일기/ilgi" (diary)

chaeil-j -> from korean "책/chaek" (book), "일기/ilgi" (diary) and "journal"

poemilqitas -> from spanish "poemitas" (little poems) and "milk"

milgies -> from "milk" and korean "일기/ilgi" (diary)

blournal -> from "blossom" and "journal"

mybo-k -> "my book"

meowiary -> from "meow" and "diary"

ro0urnql -> from spanish "ronronear" (to purr) and "journal"

joyueus -> from "journal", "joyous" and korean "우유/uyu" (milk)

g-ajiour -> from korean "강아지/gangaji" (puppy) and "journal"

diarivie -> from "diary" and french "vie" (life)

[awfulrabbit]

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[soliac-snecc]

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[funfettified]

recently have gotten the notion that i need to be best friends with a bear

[littleprincessfawn]

Talked with a very cute Dommy boy on twitch last night and now it's like okay do I:

Stay in love with this dumbass okay he's not a dumbass this emotionally unavailable guy who is one of the most ethical men I've ever encountered but who is probably vanilla in bed (though I'd wager he's very thoughtful) and who definitely doesn't like me back?

Or do I go for a guy who lives overseas but is a) a Dom b) slightly flirty c) very kind and emotionally open/reassuring d) has long hair like a vampire lord?

Yeah you're right I should stay loyal to and in love with the unavailable guy who doesn't want me 🤣

Fuck I'm an idiot. A loyal idiot. I'm the worst.

[eepyvictim]

Going to a uni open day for nursing where they have screaming mannequins then coming home and watching the Doctor Who season 10 finale double episode with Mondasian Cybermen in a hospital wishing for death for the first time is a surreal way to spend a day

[funfettified]

wwhy am i not covered in bitemarks. AGONY

[funfettified]

life is so perfect rn i got off work early bc holiday and ive had the house to myself fer like a week so im just hotboxin my room watchin aqua teen hunger force rearranging all my cute lil things to my hearts content ^_− ♪ and i had a rlly good açaí bowl to eat 2day AND a customer at work gave me $10 bc she felt bad my coworker spilled my coffee and she herself was stressing me out :’>

[littleprincessfawn]

Okay I'm fine now 😅

My moods are strong, but fleeting.

Not diagnosed with BPD though, just ADHD.