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cruel-summerxy · 9 months

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oooh i fucked up

#my brother in law made a gc and send a graphic vid of my sister pushing and I showed his sister bc I thought he had sent it to the gc she #was in #wtf am I going to do #imma actually delete myself #delete being the other word

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mortispoxi · 7 months

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Seeing Twitter users recommending the People Make Games documentary as a good way to get insight on the issue is so….

I know, I’m always extremely disappointed whenever I come across someone who thinks it’s the end all be all explanations regarding the Studio ZA/UM situation.

Recommending that video always comes with a heavy caveat from me that the person needs to stop around the 40 minute mark since the interviewer shows a very clear bias that’s unbecoming of a journalist.

Regardless, now that more people are finding out about these layoffs, which might take out members of the studio that have been there since the beginning, it could finally help smack some sense into those Twitter users that actually thought, FOR SOME REASON, Rostov, Kurvitz, and Hindpere were lying for shits and giggles rather than seeing what's ACTUALLY going on which is that the investors have a very obvious agenda against the real wronged party. Hopefully this'll also open their eyes to how the People Make Games video fed into this twisted narrative that Kurvitz was somehow at fault/responsible for the theft of his own IP, but that might be asking too much from their concrete brains. Here's hoping though!

#disco elysium #studio za/um #za/um #people make games #and I’m not even getting into Bratt’s response to the criticism he got #this man deleted so many YouTube comments that pointed out the inconsistencies and bias #it’s such a reddit conspiracy theory but at the time I briefly thought Kompus paid him off to push the narrative in his favor #now I’ve talked about this before in a post from almost a year ago #but i truly believe Bratt’s heart was initially in the right place but let his anger cloud his judgement #after kurvitz rightfully denied him a way to wrap up his video in a neat little bow cause he knew the studio would use his words against hi #something in Bratt must've snapped cause all the blame got pushed on Kurvitz for no reason other than he felt slighted by his response #it's kinda tainted PMG's work for me b/c moving forward I'll have doubt if the story truly is being accurately reported #my response #mp

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rambunctioustoons · 11 months

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thinking about pre-virus friendships..

dragging each other to parts&service after smacking around intruders a little too good

#my art #fnaf chica #fnaf moon #daycare attendant fnaf #fnaf glamrock chica #security breach fanart #security breach chica #do Not Come into my house and tell ME Moon wouldnt have been soft with the other animatronics too.#impish. silly. pulling pranks sure.#more than once hes probably asked Chica “bad pizza?” when her arms been ripped off and very clearly been in a fight.#she'd answer “no pinapple”. and slump directly on him.#chica has watched. all of her friends. including herself surcome to the virus.#none of them tell on each other. they sure AF gonna bury that shit down.#moon being the theater animatronic. actor by day. he loves his role. he loves loves preforming.#and one day #hes just straight up not anymore. and he *knows* they tried to delete his code. out of convenience.#chica being the first to coax him out of hiding when the guests are all long gone home. sitting with him in the dark with no words.#she'd watched at least two of her friends disappear. and she'd almost lost Moon too. what a helpless feeling.#neither of them carry each other to parts and service anymore.#srryyyy ignore any typos.#.. also shoving them both into the microwave to spin around together- adjkaka.#doombop!

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tippenfunkaport · 9 months

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something something, visited by three spirits that push you to reinvent yourself

and meanwhile, the three mother-type figures in Adora's life were all key to her to figuring out what she really wanted and who she wanted to be but literally...

Light Hope "died" trying to right a wrong from the PAST

Queen Angella died trying to preserve Adora's PRESENT

and Shadow Weaver died to give Adora a chance at a FUTURE

#I could say this more intelligenty with time but this just occurred to me and I'm making it your problem #Shadow Weaver as the terrifying faceless cloaked figure #then her last words being 'this is only the beginning for you' as she bought them time (in the long and short term)#light hope essentially ending the world because of old programming from a long dead race of colonizers #then letting herself be destroyed over memories that should have been deleted bc she regretted what happened with mara #and the way the way the crystal castle gave you a tour of moments of your past like the first spirit #meanwhile angella was just trying to close the portal to save the present aka the life they had right now #but of course her staying behind completely altered the present for everyone especially glimmer #and meanwhile each of these losses served as key moments in Adora's journey (pos change arc if ur nasty)#and she emerged on the other side realizing it was not too late to change and make a new world #spop #shera #she ra #queen angella #light hope #shadow weaver #adora #a christmas carol #meta #do you see what I'm getting at?#this all started because I was picturing the three of them as ghosts at the end watching her Star wars style

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skunkes · 8 months

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#talkys #delete later #(this is a meme redraw)#ruined my life is a strong word. and of course theres lots of self blame and obvs ive probably wronged lots of people before #and i dont deserve unending torture for it. right. like part of me doesnt even actually feel ill will toward the other party #because whatever! normal human experience!#the other part is like ohhh okay you lied to and kinda used me + treated me badly then lied again to the point where i found out the truth #from another party so you didnt even have to fess up yourself and now you're back to being happy as if nothing happened #i was just a stepping stone i was just a distraction. ok!#like for real actually ok ^_^ it literally happens to ppl all the time...#<- he keeps experiencing waves of horrific sense of self worth that already wasnt Too Great as a result #ugh. and thats nobody's fault but my own right.... but idk. i cant believe it...! i cant believe someone treated me dis way #and i let it happen... and i would have let it keep happening if an end hadnt been put to it by someone else....#but still. at the end of the day i was the only one left with these thoughts. ykwim. other party has forgotten. got happy ending.#doesnt deserve ''consequences'' but still feels horrific to see and think about. you know?#i literally got all the bad. throughout and after.

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k-atsukibakugou · 1 month

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fellow gays…. does it feel like anything to you?

#being gay doesn’t feel like anything to me; when i was younger like hearing people come out they’d be like ‘oh i always knew i was different #or i knew i had to be a certain way #i never got like that? like i used to have crushes on boys when i was in primary school but when i got older i just assumed i was bored with #men like i never assumed it was bc something was different ab me and like yeah idk #like realising i was a lesbian didn’t feel like anything to me other than oh makes sense #like idk realising i was gay didn’t change anything from how it was before even tho like idk circa 2014 all the youtubers coming out and shi #we’re like oh i knew i was different i knew it was this and this and like idk i’ve just always felt like me and it’s never felt like anythin #in particular to be gay #idk this is kinda word vomit i was just thinking ab it the other day ab how so many people are like relieved? to realise they’re queer or #like other feelings but i always just felt like that was just how i was and when i realised i was a lesbian it only really just made me go #ljke yeah adds up lmao #idk might delete this LMAO #「mercury speaks」

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charactersmashorpass · 10 months

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i know no standard i set will be uniform and not everyone will view it the same way i do. and i can't stop these sorts of submissions from coming in, but i can make my own decisions about what is and isn't acceptable to me and put in effort to do a more thorough vetting process

edit: okay one more thing, me choosing to not include characters is not some ultimate signal of morality, it's just based on me and my own beliefs. this is a dumb gimmick blog, and ultimately i'm going to prioritize my own comfort and boundaries before getting involved in discourse that i, quite frankly, don't think i have the ability to speak about in the way that i think it should be spoken about

#this is the last i'll say of this for the time being bc i have such low energy atm #i may go through and delete other polls as i feel necessary and like. if i'm honest i would rather this gimmick blog not be the center #of these sorts of complex conversations because i do not have the ability to adequately word it #i get the point these conversations are making but i am not someone who is well versed or energized enough to have them #if you want to make a blog with the same gimmick and have those conversations i say go for it. do what i can't

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7roaches · 8 months

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sorrry ppl who donr follow me for utmv dtuff & sorry canon-strict ppll but nm & killer r soo incredibly important to me can u imagine being the embodiment the literal proof that there is bad and pain in this world or being the loowest of the low & then you have a silly bestfriend who u loveclove love lovr love so mjch & ur so fucked up u dont know where u end & your reluctant life purpose begins but u have a silly bestrfriend who wraps your wounds and youure all he reallyneeds & hes all you really need do you get it. do you get it. do you get it.

#cool posts #delete later maybe #utmv #nightmare sans #killer sans #‘they hate eachither in canon’ I DONT CARE 🔥🔥🔥 ‘they only like being evil’ I DONT CARE 🔥🔥🔥🔥#actually thats not true i do care that they r evil & i do think theyre evil & like being evil #theyvhate eachother sobmuch they love eachother so much they r indifferent to the other theyvwoukd kill eachother for a greater purpose #they have to see eachothers faces every day for decades mimicing some memory of the past they get to see eachothers faces every day with the #warmth accumulated over being obligated tonsokeone for so long hed saw off his arm if he was chained to him hed take a bullet for him & he h #as before and will again and agoan and again #DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU UNDERSTAND #i have have have to draw this out words arent enough i canr explain clearly enough they r such deep in depth characters to me.#just interpret everything i say as correct #its also 1am. but i canr forget this i have to type it out even if its shittty #what daydreammjng every wakng moment for 6 years about 2 guys does to a mf #i also think this applies no mayter how u interpret their relationship #ok ok ok i’m ok im fine im normal im so normal im done

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milkbreadtoast · 7 months

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(random) ngl before i started learning korean i felt like the worst failure of a korean but now i feel like the best failure of a korean (/j) HAHA

like im struggling to speak but least im speaking..!! I feel like I've restored an essential piece of myself that was missing...

#i tweeted this but im prob gonna delete it soon so #puts it here too in case ppl can relate...? lol #since i know its a common immigrant kid experience...#being disconnected from your heritage language i mean #for various reasons...#i thought i was ok w it but its rly a horrible feeling #like i said it felt like smth was missing #and i kinda jokingly self deprecatingly worded it as the best failure of a korean #but thats kind of... accurate fmfbnf like i feel embarrassed that im not fluent and feel like im a baby flailing my arms #but i still feel like even if im imperfect im more... complete #that isnt to say i was incomplete before... or anyone in the same situation is. but its still an exuberant feeling #and helps me get over feeling embarrassed that i suck at kr so bad. like AT LEAST I CAN COMMUNICATE NOW!!!#talk tag #laughing to myself rmbring that me and prob 1000s of other asian americans prob wrote an essay abt being detached from our culture for #our college/scholarship/etc essays #well i didnt know i was lgbt then i had to write abt smth!! and it was eating me up all the time...#i rly hope i can improve my kr more in the coming yrs

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puppyeared · 4 months

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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it

#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it #idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character #someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it #and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly #its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked #because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately #like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means #it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by #a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time #i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid #so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or #smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them #become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words #but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened #especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that #need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta #once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it #circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it #actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt #i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me #that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly #mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them #have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP #IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL #yapping

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nostalgia-tblr · 10 days

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this fic is turning very bantery, i enjoy writing banter but the downside is i can easily end up with page long conversations with no speech tags until i go back and add them later, and adding them later feels more awkward and thus trickier somehow.

but! when the characters play verbal tennis in your head for a while, that's the kiss of a chef, as the young folk say.

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ping-ski · 3 months

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ok. MAYBE it's a tumblr thing i don't understand yet? idrk? but

It feels a little weird when my art gets tagged with other's work/AUs that are completely unrelated. Like just a tinge.

Feels weirder when it's also my fanart of other people's amazing DCA AUs. I haven't even posted much of my own stuff here yet! Which I DO have art/fics for my DCA AUs in the works. Most of which I'm not ready to share yet. So while my tumblr is still fairly new, I just wanna say:

PLEASE don't tag my art/fics with other works/AUs unless if I do so myself! (such as Solar Lunacy, TSAMS, etc!) Whether it's my own DCA AUs or ACTUAL FANART, it will be specifically tagged!

Thank you for understanding!

(extra yap under the cut that's not as important)

side note: i'm a fan of the Solar Lunacy universe and BamSara in general!! i have SO MUCH respect and love towards their work and art!! (also been gushing over their COTL art cause its so good) but i won't deny how its a little disheartening? especially for when i do start posting my own AU stuff here.

rn i'm rewriting an AU/fic AFTER reading SL as a recommendation + being pointed out at how similar my AU was to SL (which kind of sucked but that's really no one's fault oof). i know i'm a bit late to the DCA fandom party cause i was busy hyperfixating on Lego Monkie Kid (mid 2021 - early 2024) and i'm only now hyperfixated on DCA when my interest in FNAF cycled back.

i can't help it if my ideas or blurbs have been done before or are similar- which feels inevitable in fandom spaces, but it's completely unintentional. if something i do is inspired, i'll be sure to tag and credit! i just wanna brainrot about these sillies and have fun!!!

also on TSAMS, which I'm sorry to say but, i'm NOT a fan. from what i've gathered since joining the DCA space and briefly dabbling in that content, i don't have an interest for the lore or characters!

#pingyappathon #kinda important?#if its me being weird ab it PLEASE just tell me cause i will eat my words #i dont rlly know if its my place to say these kind of things since this tumblr acc is new #before DCA i briefly had a homestuck blog in 2015 then abandoned the site + deleted my acc so idk #no disrespect to SL or TSAMS or other aus!!#ive just had this sitting in my drafts cause i was too scared to post #fnaf daycare attendant #dca fandom #dca au

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dazzelmethat · 27 days

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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.

Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).

#my art #my ocs #ft the irises #tw suicide #tw ableism #sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her #i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster #Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky #originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that #12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body #and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away #but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises #do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u #might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely #any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf

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cheeseblind · 20 days

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any1 else who almost totallly dropped nrb fandom after the whole thing feeling very🧍 rn

#i keep trying to make a post but im struggling to word !#taking adam at his word like #yeah he cheated and was a dick and wtvr #but it seems so. normal? just drama? within a group of ppl who know each other?#and the fact that it was made public and we were made to assume he was a predator #im feeling quite #idk how to word #bad #(genuinely have been typing out more tags and deleting them repeatedly)(i cannot phrase my thoughts)#like a guy was a dickhead sure but he was accused of being predatory?#(obv. responses may be incoming just rambling thoughts)#)

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longagoitwastuesday · 2 years

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me: u Gh Agamemnon

me reading in Dictys Cretensis that Ulysses scammed Clytemnestra and the rest to get Iphigenia for the sacrifice, and that "when Agamemnon knew what had happened, he wanted to flee, either because of his love for his daughter or because he wanted no part in so criminal a sacrifice": You go, Odysseus ✨💕🥺

#Full support for Odysseus wrongs #Odysseus is an 'I guess I would rather go to war than harm my kid. Now‚ yours...' kind of man and that's why I love him so #This was very sweet of Achilles as well:#'When he [Achilles] had read the letter‚ he realized the scheme of Ulysses and‚ dropping all other concerns‚ rushed to the grove‚#shouting for Menelaus and the other officiants to keep their hands off Iphigenia‚ or else he would kill them'#Menelaus being the 'shittier' brother for a change #For now at least. I'm only in book 1 #No word on the shield thing still #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later #Dictys Cretensis #Dictys of Crete #Journal of the Trojan War #Odysseus #Odiseo #Agamemnon #Agamenón #Ulysses #Ulises

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shigussy · 2 months

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i keep getting tiktoks of these younger gen z kids referencing a time they did something relating to fandom in public and now they're embarrassed by it and everytime i see one i sit there thinking over all of middle and high school and having genuinely 0 moments that i feel embarrassed by, like i definitely did a lot of shit these kids would be embarrassed by but i think these are all just really fucking funny

also photographic evidence of the kinda kid i was. these are from 2014/15 when i was in 8th grade

-desolation row one shot(still on wattpad gerard way/reader smut)

-twerk it on (mcr crack fanfic no longer on wattpad but i have another fic in my library called twerking in taco bell which definitely ALSO used for my reading log)

-frank iero must die(a serial killer/assassin frerard fic, still on wattpad)

-hair (really vague maybe a phanfic? nowhere in my wattpad library rip)

my binder i used in 7th grade i had a blue one that looked pretty similar to this for 8th grade but idk where it went, also the parts i scribbled out are my full legal name i had written on it. i wrote it normally and then the big spot is where i wrote my name REALLY BIG in elysian code from the vladimir tod books. also the lines are from when i used an exacto knife to cut up some papers and forgot that my binder was underneath

in conclusion yall can now see why im so shameless about talking about shigaraki the way i do

#base line i started sobbing IN THE MIDDLE OF MATH CLASS and had my phone taken away bc i was watching the mv for the ghost of you by mcr #i went to school with cat whiskers #me and my bsf made a presentation about an imaginary trip to the planet uranus and we filled it with so many memes and butt puns she started #laughing so hard she couldn't breathe and i had to do the entire presentation alone and we got a standing ovation #my 8th grade science teacher hated us #another time same class we had an assignment where we had to make a bunch of words with the periodic table and we did shrek and lucifer one #after another and when we turned it in our teacher read it and immediately told us to leave💀💀#same class again different friend we saw NA on the periodic table and started singing nanana by mcr and got sent out of class bc we started #laughing so hard we couldn't breathe #high school i would eddie munson on the lunch tables #found that aspect of eddie so relatable #filmed youtube videos at my old hs that STILL EXIST ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL #id honestly have them up for anyone to see but my old bsf found them extremely embarrassing and she thinks i deleted them #i used to go to school with a whole library in my backpack like the entire pjo/hoo series of unfortunate events harry potter etc #my backpack had a bunch of doodles on it and it said battaco big asf and it was an inside joke with my friends for years bc of it #i also used to go to school dressed as frank iero/gerard way/etc #pete wentz eyeliner #larped with the anime club in this little corner outside of the library bc it had a bunch of trees and a 6 ft long stick that we took turns #holding and screaming YOU SHALL NOT PASS‼️‼️#the middle school book club had movies days on fridays and when people tried to vote to watch the lighting thief movie i stood on my chair #and spent so long bitching about how bad it was that we had to do the movie the next monday bc people needed to go home and the librarian #could not stop my righteous fury #a teacher assaulted me trying to get me to stand for the flag so i dead weight dropped on top of him and then ran around the class to stay #away(real hard to do in a small music classroom) and when i got tired of that i beat him up a little and i didnt get in trouble bc he was #really embarrassed i got the drop on him(bc i had tiddies)#that man hated me for being trans #really got mad at me when the pledge started after that and id get up and salute while singing welcome to the black parade #was also genuinely bad at soccer that my teacher sent me off to other teachers when our class did soccer bc the only time i ever got the #ball i kicked it into the wrong goal #i got more stories but i ran out of tags :(

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