#delete later perhaps

[zeeposting]

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[absolutechaosss]

Just saw someone in the Nimona tag complain that they want more tragic and ambiguous media that's more mature for the queer community and honestly? Don't get it. You have the comic. You do not need a one to one adaptation of it. Meanwhile, me? I want a story where I live at the end. I've seen enough of the other version and it's good and sad real and interesting but maybe right now I want a story that says I'm something worth more alive and something that ought to be protected. Yeah, the movie is very simplistic at times but I'm okay with that because its simplistic message is trans people deserve to live as they are and I didn't think I'd see that in this political climate rn. Idk. Frustrating stuff. It sucks when good representation is so low people feel like it has to carry everything for every person. I hope we get to the world where we get the sad and ambiguous and angry trans movies AND the happy and hopeful ones.

[aesethewitch]

Anyways, since we're still on this bullshit, two things:

First thing: Shadow work is a TOOL. ONE tool. It doesn't work for everyone. It might work for you, it might not. Understanding its origins (as a Jungian therapy tool) and how it works (within a Jungian framework of the psyche) might make it work better for you.

It is not a requirement for witchcraft, spirituality, or anything else for that matter. Nothing is a requirement.

Introspection is good for everyone, not just witches/diviners/spiritual people. But not every method is going to work for everyone. Shadow work made me worse, personally, and the Jungian paradigm of the psyche just doesn't jive for me. It doesn't make sense. You know what did make me better and worked as an introspection tool? Reading and writing horror fiction. Seriously.

But you don't have to fuckin... dissect your brain and your habits to be a witch, good or otherwise. It's not required. Can it help? Sure. But it isn't dangerous or whatever to go without.

And second thing: Be nice to my friends, you asshole. If you disagree with a post, you better be reading that shit all the way through thoroughly before adding some nasty-ass, ignorant, condescending comment to it. Your way is not the only way, and acting like that is a sign that perhaps YOU haven't done YOUR introspection.

Get yourself right or get bent.

[rervraiilstew]

apparently I've talked about Sigma so much that this one kid in my (assigned) film group has started associating the word Sigma with the bsd character instead of the slang term

[damnflirtyape]

I rambled about this ages ago and then deleted it because I felt silly but... am I right in thinking Red may have saved Cornelius in War? (Or am I being sappy and reading way way too much into that, especially given Red happily says the Colonel plans to kill all the apes?)

I'm thinking of the scene where Caesar has been captured and being led past the cages for the first time. That moment when Cornelius is calling out desperately for his father and it breaks the Caesar's feigned stoicism and he can't stop himself from hesitating and staring desperately right at his son... (which is bound to garner the Colonel's attention because there's definitely got to be a reason why a specific baby ape is calling out to his mortal enemy), Red makes a show of shoving Caesar onward, providing a distraction.

I know I'm probably reading way too much into it, because Red hates Caesar's guts. But it does make me wonder.

[cloudstongue]

i need to be in a movie.

i need thrill, i need music playing while i do cool stuff

[iamthemaestro]

grief grief grief

[doukeshi-kun]

rant

i feel like quitting tumblr lmao it's been a while since i feel like this

i feel a bit self-conscious idk why. i'd like to think i write for bsd and jjk fandom but i feel like i'm centred around nikolai a little too much (even my current wip is his fics). i do want to write more for other characters especially the jjk men bcs i love gojo sm still. but i feel intimidated somehow. the fandom is something else. and bsd... idk, i just really love to write nikolai. something about his character makes it easy for me to incorporate him into any AU. he is just THAT flexible. i love that dude. but i feel like sometimes i write him too much. yet again, what's the harm of it?

i really do want to write other characters but i just don't have the motivation to do so or the confidence i used to have. of course there is an option to take requests but for the love of God, i don't think i am fit to do request.

but well... i hope i can write more... writers block is horrible. uni is killing me. and my sleep schedule is scheduling. time to sleep tho...

[jellyfishslime]

I think the upsetting reality I am facing is that there really isn't a replacement for Tumblr. Everything is either an Instagram clone or a Twitter clone (or literally Twitter), nothing is the same feel as Tumblr. Where else am I able to have multiple accounts all connected for different fandoms and hobbies and things? Tumblr has been one of the foundational fandom spaces since 2007 (I'm guessing as I didn't join until 2014), nothing else is quite like it. And I don't want to jump ship to a Twitter clone. Maybe I'll make a Dreamwidth account or even a Neocities, but losing being part of the little communities I am here (even as more of a lurker tbh) is going to suck. Tumblr is a blogging platform and that's what I want, not social media like Twitter.

I'm hoping that Tumblr, even after everything, keeps limping on for a long time like Livejournal. Even if it ends up broken as anything, I'll still be here, like a stubborn little chihuahua, gnawing on the dashboard corner.

[zeeposting]

if im annoying please tell me and ill stop

[treedisc]

whered everyone go? :(

[genuinelygrenade]

How old are u/not the mod grenade in general

hi…mod here. i dont. i dont know what age grenade is actually i suppose i js always left it up to interpretation,,,

grenades doesnt have a canon age as of now and if i do decide to give grenade an age ill do something about that and stuff i suppose

i mean i do feel like you all have interpreted them as young or something or at least younger thn the others and i cant really blame you for that. but uhh i usually avoid talking about this bcuz i dont find it really that important i mean nothing in the story about their age thats significant popped up and its not like people are using them for nsfw stuffz (which i am not okay with btw but i doubt anybody would do that)

yeah,,..,.,.?,?.?.,

[rervraiilstew]

trying a chibi artsyle(<- has not even tried to draw chibi characters in years)

[damnflirtyape]

Forgive me if this has been spoken about in interviews or other info, but it just occurred to me... the Eagle Clan seem very protected from the outside world, sort of hidden away? Do you think they've had much contact with different apes than chimps? (I know they've had Echoes stumble into their territory but because they call them echoes, I presume it's because they're seen as strange animals that 'copy' apes.) Because now I'm just imagining Noa meeting all these other apes and secretly wanting to ask "excuse me but what are you?"

[cloudstongue]

Steals your gender (for my collection)

pfffffft, good luck, i dont even know what it is anymore

[featheredghostwings]

whats a guy gotta do around here to get wrecked huh !!!!!