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lilsimsie after slipping up and mentioning harry potter one time; ''not that i want to even mention that womans name or talk about her at all. jk rowling is such a bad person---''
#went from obsessively watching her this week to full on having her blocked on youtube#get gone byeeeee#oh nooooo a woman who cares about other women? what a crime!#a billionaire who has donated so much to charity she is not longer a billionaire? how heinous!#a woman who doesnt want kids groomed and taken advantage of by money hungry doctors? hang the witch!#seriously anyone who acts like this about jk rowling is boycotted from my life.#it's so pathetic.#even when i was a tra i didnt care about her and i certainly didnt hate her.#i hated and still hate harry potter but it had noting to do with jk rowling#again. even as an AGGRESSIVE tra i never spoke ill of jk rowling or acted like her name was forbidden#like unus annus? cant even name how many times they censored any and all references to her and harry potter#it's lame. it's pathetic. it's beyond childish. it's misogynistic.#grow the fuck up#honestly lilsimsie has been getting on my nerves lately anyway bc shes annoying as fuck and honestly overrated in the sims community#her builds arent that great. in fact i find most of them are actually BAD.#and have you ever watched her play? it's migraine inducing. she'll set a sim up to die while saying ''omg wouldn't it be so funny if tey#died'' while doing a challenge#and then she'll start screaming and acting like an idiot when the sim inevitably dies.#'oh my god i cant believe this!!! nooo no no no no no!!'' I've seen actual children behave less annoying and that's crazy to say bc i#unironically hate children.#and work with them.#so i have LOTS of experience#but no#this is why i stan caryn and connie#at least if one of their builds is ugly they arent being annoying while they do it#and theyve never even once brought up gender bullshit in their videos#bc theyre builders and dont even look at cas at all.
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i love og soap too much. my stomach hurts. i don't feel good.
#artists on tumblr#call of duty#modern warfare#cod modern warfare#john soap mactavish#09 modern warfare#i am a soap and ghost girlie first and a human second. wahoo.#no thoughts only kevin mckidd's performance in cliffhanger uggghhh. “took the scenic route eh?" shut your MOUTH you beautiful man#“break's over roach. let's go.” what if i suffered cardiac arrest and died right now#you have the GALL to save me while i'm slipping off the iceberg. you have the GALL to grab my hand and throw me to the top so i won't fall#how dare you actually?? do you know what that did to me at age thirteen?? i bout flipped my lid and my dad looked at me like i was crazy#i need me a rugged scotsman and i need one now. i am no longer asking#sorry for exposing myself like this but you would understand if you played the dadgum game#lea shut up about fictional people challenge go#i hope i did him justice :(#i know he doesn't have the face paint for more than like two missions in mw2 but it's so iconic i can't leave it out#the oil rig + gulag getup remains one of his best i don't make the rules#that and the sierra leone one with the sleeves rolled up. real ones know#next time he will be awarded a shirt ^^)b need more anatomy practice for now though
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Okay so I have been obsessed with EPIC for a while now, and I was scrolling recently and found this little snippet floating around. Looking at the person made me think of Vex'ahlia from Critical Role, which immediately made me think of a Critical Role/Epic AU.
But instead of the normal dynamic of Odysseus and Penelope my brain immediately defaulted to Percy being the one waiting at home and making this challenge to the suitors to string Vex's old bow. And like... I don't argue with my brain when it comes to creativity. Then it started to snowball. I do not need to write an AU right now, but it won't leave my head.
Oooooh I have so many thoughts.
#critical role#epic the musical#vex'ahlia#percival de rolo#percahlia#critical role au#What does Percy make and unmake during the night? He creates and melts down parts for an intricately carved pocket watch#why is Percy being passive? Well he married Vex and moved to Syngorn of course#Where has Vex been for twenty years? Trying to get back from putting down an ancient dragon and every other monster that got in her way#What is the Bow? Feanthras obviously#Why did Vex not take it with her? Same reasoning that Odysseus didn't take his bow to Troy#Why is Vex in a position of power? Because Syldor died (of mysterious circumstances) and Velora was too young#The Dawnfather is Athena#Vesper is Telemachus#in my head Percy is draped in a mourning veil and tasteful symbols of both the Archheart and Dawnfather while making the challenge#because he is mourning both his autonomy and hopefully the suitors#while making a plea to both the god of his new home and the god of his childhood to protect his daughter#yes Vesper still gets into a Little Wolf like fight#yes she would have eventually strung Fenthras like Telemachus almost strung Odysseus' bow#I need to stop or else I am going to start writing this and I do NOT have time right now
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Hey man good for you
#trainer cheren#trainer hilda#pignite#servine#pokemon doodles#original art#the audacity#Fire type having bitch#I’ve complained about this before but I will again#I love the snivy line too much to pick anything else#But these gyms are not kind#the singular reason it’s not been hell is bc he’s level 30 while all the opponents are all still ~22#and I think the mod doesn’t have the exp share?#idk I haven’t got one yet#which means really fighting for my life to balance the battles between all the pokemon#Anyway if I did try to follow through with the nuzlocke I would’ve died several deaths by now#I do like that it’s more challenging tho :3#Like some of the trainers in the routes are genuinely a bit difficult#So instead of going through them with ur eyes glazed over actually do need to pay attention to things like types/moves/etc
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I finally watched the return and uh… well unfortunately it was worse than I was expecting
#I REALLY WANTED TO LIKE THIS MOVIE!!!!! I REALLY DID!!!!!!!!#but honestly it was kind of a nothing burger 😭#they padded out half an hour of useless bullshit just to hit the two hour mark#telemachus was an ASSHOLE not a brat like he is in the book but an ASSHOLE like ACTIVELY#penelope was fine until she CRIED WHEN THE SUITORS DIED???? HELLO????? MY PENELOPE WOULD NEVER DO THAT#odysseus was fine I guess#antinous was a PUSHOVER and a REDDIT NICE GUY and he was so ANNOYING but I hated him LESS than I hated telemachus which is a BIG NO NO#laertes fucking DIES for NO REASON they fucking KILLED my goddamn PEEPAW#the clothes were just abysmal. why were the men wearing loincloths. give them chitons and himations please#literally half the movie was odysseus half-naked and wrapped in a blanket. fuck you#the women’s clothes were fine I guess#we have ZERO athena but I knew that already#the palace looked like a medieval castle inside and out like if you told me this took place in ancient greece I wouldn’t believe you#pisander had the WORST HAIR IMAGINABLE what did they do to that guy#the music was so unmemorable I forgot there was even a soundtrack#like when the suitors were getting killed it was playing sad violins live give me some percussion#they tried so hard to be emotional about everything but I just felt rage tbh#the challenge and suitor’s deaths weren’t even that cathartic. like yeah they were annoying and I’m glad they’re dead but I didn’t feel-#-as much relief as I did while reading the odyssey#also the olive bed looked like shit#like it was so underwhelming and so awful what did they do to my girl#and at the end telemachus leaves to go… somewhere???? for some reason?????#they never told us where or why he just had to ‘find himself’ and then he’d come back so… whatever#in my heart he went back to pylos to kiss peisistratus with tongue#good god that’s a lot of tags#whoops lol#the odyssey#tagamemnon
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Modern au:
When Dorian started dating Manon, he was able to see a few things in her that made him suspect something was off. At that point, he was able to see the pressure her grandmother put her under and he felt helpless in the face of that kind of thing.
Manon was really going out of her way to make sure everything is perfect and yet her grandmother kept scrutinizing her.
At formal events, he got to see that first hand. Manon would be super stressed, it would get worse about 2-3 days prior where her anxiety is at it’s peak; she won’t be able to sleep, and can’t keep anything down.
Dorian can see all of her effort and yet her grandmother’s responses are a variety of
“Don’t embarrass me,”
“What a disgrace,”
“This is worthless,”
And it really angers him.
But that was nothing compared to what he saw when they moved in together.
Prior to that, Manon was able to maintain her mask of aloofness and perfection. It was only when they lived together than Dorian saw how she struggles with insecurity and abandonment issues.
He learned of the long months she’d spend at boarding school, her grandmother wouldn’t allow her to return home if her grades are anything below a 100%. She’d call her an embarrassment and let her spend the holidays studying and making up for those grades.
He also saw how she struggles with boundaries sometimes. Moreover, he noticed that she instantly panics whenever she thinks that she made a mistake. Like forgetting her jacket on the counter, or leaving some of her work behind on the coffee table.
Dorian hates hates hates how her grandmother turned her into this person. She honestly believes that as soon as she commits the tiniest mistake, Dorian is going to leave and find someone better. He told her time and again that he doesn’t want anyone else, better or worse. He wants only her and nothing will ever change that.
But of course, his reassurance does nothing to elevate those issues that have been there for two decades. All he can is promise to always be there, that no matter what happens he isn’t going to leave or find someone else.
Now another issue is their families. They attend the same social circles and their families no each other. Chaol is against their relationship because he wants someone other than a Blackbeak to be with his friend. Aelin doesn’t care much, she tries to get along with Manon but the two of them don’t spend any time together to have any sort of relationship.
Then there are his parents; Georgina wants to pick her son’s lifelong partner. The fact that he’s with the Blackbeak heir infuriates her to no end.
Now normally he would ignore everyone and does as he pleases. However, now that he lives with Manon and knows exactly how vulnerable she is, he had a meeting with his parents and Chaol.
He sat them all down, and told them in no certain terms that if he brings Manon over for a visit, if any one of them make her feel unwanted, he’d get her out of there immediately and never return back there.
Dorian is serious, she’s been though enough and he sees how she struggles. That the perfectly put up woman is hiding a lot of things underneath and he hates how he can’t shoulder some of those things. All he can do is love her through it all and hope that one day it will be enough.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#aelin fireheart#aelin galathynius#chaol westfall#he was feeling helpless most of the time#and Manon doesn’t say anything really she just keeps going and going and going burning herself out only to be chewed out by her grandmother#but Dorian noticed it and he was mad#Manon is still trying to get her grandmother to notice her but it doesn’t work#she’s under a lot of pressure and he decided to be her safe space just to try and balance things out#and even back when she was young her grandmother didn’t send her to just any boarding school#it was an elite private school where academics were challenging and where many royals and other filthy rich families went#so it was very competitive and she told Manon that she has to be in the number 1 spot at everything#if she isn’t the first at everything she does then she’s a stupid worthless child who will only bring shame to their name#might as well bring the downfall of the Blackbeak clan#perhaps her grandmother needs to find someone else to be her heir instead because she would want nothing to do with her. just disown her#and move on. Manon spent A LOT of time alone when she was young and it certainly wasn’t safe. she’d still stay in Switzerland tho but not#on school grounds. starting at the age of 12 she felt brave enough to travel to nearby towns and spend some time there. just that she’s#actually a child and literally anything could have happened to her#when she was 14/15 she’s travel to other countries and just spend time exploring new places#that put her in danger because she nearly got kidnapped a couple of times#she got lost and snowed in while deep in the forest. and she knew that if she died or anything happened to her no one would know or even#miss her so she didn’t really care at some point. in the instances her scores were all miraculously perfect she was allowed home and spend#a whole month being subjected to her grandmother’s abuse
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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The actor Junius Brutus Booth in costume as Edmund Mortimer in Shakespeare’s Henry IV, Part 1 (1823), painted by John B. Neagle
#shakespeare#the henriad#art#this was john wilkes booth's father.................. so for that reason i will not be tagging the actor by name lol#idk WHAT kind of weirdos i would invite to my blog by doing that but for historical transparency i did cite the actor#listen. i. he died in 1852 i bet he sucked as a person but he didn't assassinate anybody okay#the portrait is bitchin and i found it while looking up#henry iv part 1#i henry iv#william shakespeare#edmund mortimer#john b. neagle#i wish there were more resources to learn about the lady mortimer#i also wish she had more actual dialogue in the play i find her so interesting#i wonder what elizabethan performances were like of her!!! bc all of her dialogue is just [speaks in welsh] or [sings in welsh]#it makes it so hard to imagine her as a reader. normally i like the abstract exercise of envisioning plays in my head but#wo her own words it's so much less of an approachable challenge#i don't even speak welsh too#and i wonder what the history of her being represented on stage is like#did they normally have an actual welsh actor/actress play her? i sort of DOUBT it was originally like that in the 1590s#but im sure if it's a high-budget production done today it's only natural to seek out a welsh-speaking actress and have her collaborate#w her own dialogue? right?#it's so surreal too bc shakespeare's works almost never acknowledge differences in language#it rarely has much to do w the plot#the only other passing reference i can think of off the top of my head is 'twas greek to me' and that was offstage someone spoke greek#in julius caesar#idk!!!! man!!!!! i just find it interesting#most of shakespeare's characters wouldn't have even natively spoken english so it's just never mentioned#but in the history plays. well of course they spoke english they were englishmen! except those celtic ppls#who always come up as just. iconic charismatic bastards and rebels. it's a very prejudicial interpretation but i have fun w it
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sometimes i feel like extending the kindness you can, when you can, is the only thing there is
#two days ago on the train home from work there was a woman next to me with three very young kids.#she was trying to keep them in the seats#exasperated and tired and yelling.#trying to make a phone call as the kids swung on the handrails and did cartwheels in the train car#i wasn't trying to listen to the call but caught that somebody had died in a station.#I tried to mind my business for a few minutes;#the kids bounced around as their mom tried to wrestle them down and took a swig from a bottle of vodka in their wagon.#when there was a break in her phone call i said “this is none of my business but if you want me to keep the kids busy I can try to help.”#and she said “you're not gonna be able to. they're being real bad. but you can try.”#so I took some post-its out of my backpack and folded them tiny paper cranes#(I tried showing them how to fold cranes but they were far too young for fine motor skills.)#I stuck post-its to the seats and gave them my pens so they could scribble and draw.#I told them I'd draw them anything they wanted if they sat in the seats while I drew.#I challenged them to a breath-holding contest.#When one started showing me that he could do cartwheels in the car aisle I asked him to come sit down and I could draw him doing a flip.#All in all I think they ended up more or less in the vicinity of the seats almost all of the time and having some kind of fun -#I almost missed my stop. I gathered my pens and pencils back from the kids and picked up the post-it confetti from the floor#and when I was putting my helmet on and grabbing my bike the kids waved goodbyeand the mom looked grateful#and told the kids to all say goodbyelike clearly they were in rough times#like clearly they were in rough times#money. health. holding on#there is so much I can't give#but I can give twenty-five minutes
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My brother and I decided to play some couch co-op but the only games that supported it were our respective Level 99 Autism games. So we split it into me getting my ass kicked in Tony Hawk 1+2 and then dragging him along half-dead through Borderlands 1
#bro ran in to fight Nine Toes without even buying a shield 😭 and while I was still miles back at the vending machine#I saw his side of the screen and I was like WHAT ARE YOU DOING 😭😭#he Died Badly in a blaze of glory and I finished the fight for us. and because he got like 1 hit in after respawning and running back-#-he was like ‘Man this game is Easy.’#mind you in 2012 he attempted it and gave up at Sledge’s Safehouse bc he fucking ran out of ammo and money to buy more#and he was very much playing it the same way tonight lmfao#he wanted to challenge Bonehead at Level 4 😭#I did enjoy getting to play Protective Big Sister tho lol - he ran into a horde of skags-#-and I was keeping him safe picking them off at a distance as Mordecai
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How it feels watching 911 Lonestar Season 2 Episode 13




#challenge idea#try and watch the episode without sobbing#911 lonestar#911 lone star#LIKE WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DO THAT TO TOMMY#SHE WAS ONLY BACK IN THE JOB FOR PROBABLY A FEW MONTHS#AND THEN HER HUSBAND DIES WHILE SHE'S TECHNICALLY AT WORK?!#screaming crying etc#sobbing even
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Forgot to screencap it but uh... 7-3 P-ranked. It was surprisingly easy compared to the previous levels, and especially considering the amount on enemies they throw at you (not that I'm complaining of course 😅).
#I actually came close to getting the P-rank while doing the 'marked for death challenge' as well#but i choked at the end and died two times#maybe i'll attempt it again at some point (just for gloating rights)#ultrakill
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19 and 20 on soulsborne asks!!!
Thanks for the ask! Sorry it took a while to get around to I've had a lot on ehe
19. Do you play PVP?
So the short answer is no I don't! For both Elden Ring and DS3 my first experience with both games was on my brother's PlayStation and he doesn't have PS+ so I wasn't able to play online for a while.
However I also have a copy of both games on Steam so I've since been able to experience a kind of PVP on Elden Ring. Basically I was playing co-op with my friend and we got invaded a couple of times. It was kind of annoying (I'll explain a bit more in the next question) but I did have some fun experiences.
I honestly would like to try PVP but I'm not that confident with the game yet and I'm a little nervous about trying it 😅
20. What are your thoughts on PVP?
Honestly PVP looks really fun! I would like to try invasions and the arena in Elden Ring and I could see myself maybe trying it in DS3 as well. I would like to try it at some point in the future when I'm more confident in my abilities! I've seen mixed opinions about the PVP community in general but because I don't have much experience I don't really have much to say there.
This is specific to Elden Ring (as this is where I've experienced it), I will say it is kind of annoying when I'm just trying to do some casual co-op with a friend and then suddenly we get invaded. And its not the invaders fault either cause I know you can't choose where or who you invade (sorry to the poor dude who invaded us in Lake of Rot 💀) so this is definitely more of a complaint towards the game than actual invaders or anything. It would be nice to have like a co-op mode where you can choose not to be invaded? Idk maybe that's just me thinking as a casual Souls player haha
#asks#soulsborne#huggingtentacles#love your profile pic btw#but thanks for the ask!#i am very much a casual player with all games i play i tend to just avoid pvp (bar like. mario kart. or pokemon for a while if that counts)#but pvp does look fun! i am just nervous ahha#one day maybe because i think it would be fun#and the little time i did do pvp it was kinda fun#i remember this one guy challenged me and i was doing ok but then the dude just parried me beautifully and reposted me and i died#honestly couldn't even be mad the dude politely bowed and everything
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[Start ID. The ending screen of the ULTRAKILL level P-2: Wait of the World. It was completed on Standard with a D rank, with 43 minutes and 47.094 seconds in time, 3020 style, and 59 restarts and kills both. The ranking board is blacked out so OP's steam username isn't shown, and on the other side of the screen the stats are unusually absent, indicating this is OP's first time beating the level. End ID]
sorry for showing up to liveblog ultrakill and then abandoning tumblr for five days in a row. It will happen again
#GRAH. ok. iirc this is the only ultkill level I've ever NOT beat in one sitting. usually i'm too stubborn to leave until it's done (see how#i spent 3 hours beating minos). like this is my third go at it. i finally p-ranked 5-2 three days ago (much to my complete and utter#astonishment) and ended up dying 76 times to sisyphus (plus one to the panopticon and maybe 15-40 to the rest of the level) before#restarting the entire level by accident. the day after that i died 20 times in the city + got frustrated and left#i get so desensitized to the difficulty of ultrakill though p-2 was WILD. literally at first it was identical to those mods hk players make#like fireborn's ''path of pain while 50 unkillable primal aspids are chasing me'' and literally anyone who's ever attempted anyrad 3.0#like there was just an overwhelming sense of WHY WOULD ANYONE EVER MAKE THIS. THIS SHOULD BE ILLEGAL and it was the only time i ever backed#down from an ultrakill challenge. and then today it's just ''oh hi room with blessed stalker + h. mass and 4 sentries how are you today''#anyway ough. i cant believe that with the exception of violent difficulty i'm so close to perfecting everything the game has to offer (yet)#i do have a uk character bookmarked on art fight that i said i could only draw after beating sisypus though so :3#AND I CAN FINALLY GET THE P-2 SHIRT I CAN PUT IN MY SONA'S PERMISSIONS THAT YOU'RE ALLOWED TO DRAW THEM IN IT#ok anyway#peridots-nonsense
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Rose and Dave both gain their godhood rejecting their roles on a suicide mission to blow up the sun and that's fabulous, I love it. But Rose gets the short end of the stick attention-wise both before on her planet and after on the meteor.
When Rose goes grimdark, I wish she did more with her planet than trash it & leave. When Dave rejects his role he gets an important broken sword and figures out stable time loops, and then they scratch their session on his planet. Rose goes Grimdark from unlocking her seer powers and immediately rejecting them, but then her planet doesn't really get addressed at all after she goes Grimdark. She could have ridden that thing like a cue ball into the green sun. She could have killed her planet and resurrected an undead army of later-relevant consorts. She could have no-clipped to Cetus, had an argument, and banished her to the Furthest Ring leaving LOLAR inky and lightless and invisible to Lord English for use fighting him later. Rose was supposed to be a beautiful tool but she wanted to be a weapon, and she never narratively gets to be without utterly destroying herself.
On the meteor, I wish we got more of her being catty as her sense of purpose falls apart post suicide mission - I wish we'd seen her struggle instead of just being told oops Rose is an alcoholic now. I wish we'd gotten more of her falling in love with Kanaya, this person who uses her needles and teeth to clothe and protect. Of them understanding themselves better because of each other. Of them transitioning (maybe through addiction) from the violent necessities of the game to plans for their future, for what the Mother Grub would need and how to combine their cultures, deciding who they want to be. But Rose kind of just gets sidelined into the background of Dave and Karkat and Terezi, and that's a fucking shame.
Rose is a character with so much depth and we got cheated out of seeing her make the final decisions of what her arc is and who she wants to be, which imo is the whole point of her character arc.
[dave rejects his assigned role] woww this says so much and is so interesting and awesome i am suddenly a master of analysis [rose rejects her assigned role] omg i cant belive hussie made this unintentional oversight thats really stupid rose is sooo boring
#rose lalonde#dave strider#on a separate note it pisses me off#that vriska dies and gets a bunch of character development and attention that just gets lolnoped by the story#learning to care and be humble was a lesson she desperately needed and she fucking steals her own narrative conclusion from herself#and while it makes sense for the character to do that it really fucking sucked#I wish they'd fought and messed with each other so much that by the end no one was 100% sure who was who#and at the end they do rock paper scizzors to see which one goes to fight LE. A challenge of luck#but one of them cheats so the other can go on. & as she flies away we see her eyes fill with tears & determination & go white#or smthn idk. some of the characters don't get to grow up because of their own actions but we watch Vriska throw away her arc and argh#growth takes time and for readers that means actual time reading about that person = sense of character growth#so for example Jade's ascension and breakdown is important character growth but because it's less pages it feels smaller than Karkat's stuff#hs analysis
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Got made redundant champs

#freakova speaks#God is challenging me this year#he is whispering in my ear hoping I will lose my sense of moral and empathy and snap#And oh my god I wish I would#it was going so well after everything that happened#But alas it happened#I guess this is the best way to go out#and I always said I would go down with the ship#last year someone wanted me to leave it for a dead end job at a factory#and holy fuck am I glad I listened to my gut#I would NEVER have forgiven myself if I left before my boss and his business died#But now the job I had has ended….its sad#Despite everything. I will miss it#not the shit hours mind you but still#So what’s next?#aside getting my car fixed and retainer replaced (thank you god much needed)?#I guess focus on my business while I wait for the next job opportunity#I’ve been offered a job but I am debating on it tbh#I might do seasonal but eh I’ll think about it
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