#disoriented ramblings

[camil0ncha]

fr I’m two seconds away from drawing and printing a whole ass personalized sun&moon sticker sheet just to plaster them on any surface i come into contact with

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Lights out! Barnaby: [wakes up]

Lights out! Howdy:

Incredibly Accurate!

[fleshdyke]

i just realized most of you didn’t have the experience of growing up with ytv and priyanka as the host and then thinking years later “i wonder what he’s doing these days” and hes a fucking world famous drag queen

[karda]

suddenly i miss it all so much i start to wonder when i ever forgot it

[kindledrose]

auhhh i was so excited to come to this museum and i walked inside and Immediately got overwhelmed hfndjgjf whyyyy

[cloudcountry]

I JUST PASSSED OUT FOR LIKE 30 MINUTES WHERE AM I

[yonemurishiroku]

Jason and Luke share a reflection in fanfic and that is they can be extremely nice, interesting, charismatic, beautiful in every way the world has to offer and I’d fall in love with them all over again

—-and the other times people just hate them so much they decide to make the best of the antagonist mark they had inflicted upon them. Which is to say: a complete douchebag with no regard to personality.

[daz4i]

i think what makes dazai's background in the mafia so tragic - and so, his recovery from it more impactful - is how young he was

like. odasaku describing him like he's a cat or a kid and such. it reminds you that during the dark era he was only 18, practically a kid, if he lived a normal life he likely wouldn't even be out of high school yet, but here he is as a mafia executive

no one is bsd's universe had a normal childhood so ik it's not fair to judge by real life standards but still, being considered a ruthless demon, a torture expert, and having to lead people twice or more of your age when you've barely gone through puberty is... well it's A Lot.

I've seen posts on my dash abt how 15's anime adaptation hits less hard bc dazai just looks like his adult self there and tbh yeah i agree, i think that's another big part it ruins and makes it feel like an almost different story. it's hard to think of him as a kid when... he doesn't look like that (and he doesn't really act like that most of the time either, but that's the point, esp during the dark era)

and yeah i do think that in a sense it extends to his present self too - not that he's supposed to look younger (tho. everyone in bsd looks older than their age imo lol but that's a topic for another time, point is he's an adult and looks like an adult, albeit younger than he seems), but that viewing his past as something a KID went through makes his choice for recovery and becoming a better person stronger, imo

bsd is a story for people who aren't good at living, as asagiri said. ultimately, it is a story about hope, and wanting to live. everyone in the cast had a tough backstory, and they're all growing from it, but with dazai we see him having to actively make the choice to grow. to be good on purpose. and i think, for readers who also came from a tough background, it is an important thing to see; a story of someone having this childhood that made them bitter, and violent, and cruel - the same way a lot of us may feel at times - and choose to be good regardless. and hope for a better life. and make life better for those around them, too, as well as let these people make their own life better in return.

so, imo, really hammering in that point about his past simply makes it stick out more, hit harder. makes it harder to brush off and ignore as just another sad story that happened to a sad character, yknow? idk if that makes sense, but yeah these are my thoughts for you today.

[maryyyy8]

I wish I had a tail c]:^(

[scrawnytreedemon]

WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYTHING ROUND NOW. the notification icons. the. everything.

also i got an adblocker banner, fhjkgkhjdkjf. that's a first. easily crossed-off.

I hope it stays like that.

[goldensunset]

what did they DO to tumblr

[camil0ncha]

Guys I'm going on a trip for a few days, mind watching over him while I'm gone?

[memeswithdrms]

did not expect to fond out tommy innit is bi curious when i woke up today

[fleshdyke]

very sick and stayed home in bed all day reading a 90k word fic that i just finished. where am i

[awooterasu]

I’m realizing I get attached too easily to acts of kindness and understanding from other people… which can easily spiral off before I can realize “oh no. It’s happened again”

often ends with pushing away or going away because I recognize it and want to dial myself back down(but that request comes out all wrong)

[koqabear]

IM ABOUT TO COMBUST AN APOCALYPSE AU WRITTEN BY THE BEST TXT WRITER ON THIS APP???? THIS MADE MY WHOLE YEAR IDC ILY <3333

AAHHHHH STOP ITTTT ILYYY 🤭🤭 hoping to get this next chapter done soon, maybe i'll seize the opportunity since i've been doing nothing but rotting and dying in my bed...!