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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.
Bye.
#ask me#anon#once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything#the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again#But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year#In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related#I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped#And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it#I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop#Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas#But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now#But I didn't because I'm TIRED#I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired#what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen#drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter#it can really make you freak out#And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will#I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my#followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm#disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing#you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere#I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.
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im new here- is dean abusive?
imo yeah. smarter people than me have written dissections of the way he treats sam & others (he’s also Awful to his psuedo-son jack, but i haven’t gotten to that season yet), i’ve probably reblogged a bunch of them.
he certainly doesn’t mean to be & i don’t say it to condemn him as a person or as a character & i’m still very attached to him & he loves sam very much (not that that makes a difference in whether u abuse someone or not) - but the way he treats sam a lot/some of the time is emotionally abusive and sam is clearly badly impacted. s4 and s8 come to mind as his worst moments also ofc moc era - after that there’s less interpersonal conflict (up to where i am at least) but that’s because sam mostly stops disagreeing with dean not because dean actually gets much better <3 spn is cycles of abuse show after all. family is hell. dean’s learnt pretty much everything about how to behave from his abusive father and as a result. well. cycle continues
#anon i wonder which way ur approaching this from - having not considered that dean treats sam badly or having never thought of it as Abusiv#mutuals pls feel free to chime in with ur opinions#wrote a bunch of more detailed responses to this but none of them felt right so i was just like. eh#narrative portrays dean as right like All Of The Time bc the shows morality is deans morality its fucked up so that makes it harder for#fandom to see how awful he is sometimes#but i think a lot of people see his awful behaviour but just wouldn’t call it abusive and rather toxic etc because abusive#is such a ‘strong word’ and people have a lot of personal connotations with it#i don’t often even actually use the word abusive to describe him. but he is! and i’ve been watching s4 and he’s just So awful and it’s been#reminding me hugely#dean crit#<- i guess#spn#oliver talks#asks#it’s more than just like. being awful sometimes. bc it’s this systemic pattern of eradicating sam’s sense of identity outside of him#and punishing sam for ‘disobeying’ him (like s4/8)#dean winchester#supernatural#Also when you start recognising dean as abusive the show becomes a legitimate horror story because fucking hell!!!!#narrative just. sides with him most of the time!!!!#if u wanna think abt it for urself id say make sure u know what abuse actually Is and how it can present & then look at a lot of sam and#dean conflicts. do they seem equal? r both parties being as awful to each other? whats the context?#look away from the view the show is trying to get you to take via like. ending shots and closeups. and look at what theyre actually saying#to each other and what has actually happened#<- i feel like this sounds patronising i dont mean to be😭#if u already think sam&dean r fucked up and had just never defined it as abusive before then feel free to ignore me#there r probably posts in my dean winchester tag much better than this#<- okay apparently i had a lot to say actually. sorry for doing it in the tags
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Heyo! What's the most harrowing helicopter rescue that Sky ever done for the hospital he flies for? Also, does he go to schools to show kids what his job's like?
This sent me on a dive into close calls in a helicopter and I ended up on a website written by flight crews who survived crashes and now I have a new level of anxiety about flying in a helicopter 😂🙃 I’m choosing to be nice to Sky, his most harrowing thing in his civilian job was an engine failure that made him turn the bird around and cancel the call they were going on, they all arrived safely back at the helipad thank you very much. Oof.
His military days, though… 👀
I think his agency does some PR stuff where he’ll fly to a school and let them see the helicopter every once in a while. Let me tell you, though, when he does training with the local agencies it might as well be the same thing because everyone loves to see his fancy loftwing.
#you ask skye answers#lovely anon#lu in healthcare#lu sky#I have now resolved that if/when I become a flight nurse I’ll just go to confession weekly#So if I die in a crash I’m ready LOL#Still wanna fly#everyone in EMS loves to see the helicopter#Every time we’ve flown someone out SOMEBODY has their phone out to record the takeoff lol#Pretty sure I do too 🤣
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#rant in the tags bc i fibally have time to like. process my thoughts and stuff#but#a lot of tumblr anons on here Love to play the devils advocate and idk its getting kinda annoying#Especially because most of them only play devils advocate to insinuate that a female cast member is more or less Being A Bitch#also a notable amount of people on here keep saying that twitter’s the worst part of the fandom but then#you have just a barrage of posts talking about how courtney is unprofessional or cold or a bitch#or that its jackies fault why damien and courtney or shayne and damien have drifted apart like. please listen to urselves#the tumblr tag is slowly becoming the thing smoshblr is criticizing twitter for and idk.#if you wanna speculate please just leave the smosh tag alone OR do it in the dms/private posts/discord#we do not need a barrage of posts about how smosh twitter is awful or how courtney’s unprofessional
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idk about anyone else but I would love to see any and all anaroceit content you are okay with posting <3
signed,
the roceit anon from a little while ago
:0 roceit anon, my beloved.
Anyways permission from one is permission to post!
#anaroceit#anxceit#roceit#tss janus#tss Roman#tss Virgil#every time an anon becomes reoccurring I imagine the guest star cheering happens#like woah!!!!! You come back to the show!!!!!#Holy fuck!!!!#🥳🎊🎉🎊🎉#also also also quick explanations!#actually I tried to explain and got embarrassed#BTW THE NOTES GET EMBARRASSING I FORGOT I ACTUALLY LOVE THEM WHEN I STARTED WRITING AND WROTE TOO MUCH deleted more for my dignity#I love my partners and I think they’re cute and I love them and they do these cute little things they make wanna die#Dear beloved Roman kinnie hyperfixates and he’s gone never to be seen again but he goes at it with such passion that he tricks you into#two days straight of only ninja turtles but it’s okay because he’s super into it and living for it#the way that man can love one thing so hard for so long#it’s impressive#so that’s what that last one is#the middle one is less emotional but like you know how in cartoons a character kisses another in passing and the one#who got kissed turns bright red with a dopey smile and hearts leak out of them as they just passively start to follow the other#looney tunes type shit#kinda that except I’m not very keen on PDA so it caught me off guard and this bitch really just let me melt in front of our friends#anyways I’m absolutely enamored by them but apple pie I got an image#I’d like to get used to that if possible but don’t read into that#I’m a little more hesitant to discus that one since I know they read my tags#can’t show weakness to their face they’ll know how to take me down </3#first one is just we lose custody on weekends and forget until we miss him (very quickly embarrassingly fast)
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im still kinda new to tennisblr and kind of intimidated by you but I think you're cool as fuck. your username slaps and everything you post is always on point. anyway, have a good night!
aw anon you're so kind! i understand being intimidated at first, it's the same for me usually, but just letting you know if you ever want to shoot me an ask, a dm, reply to my posts, tag me, anything, i really am totally chill with it. i am so not cool, like have you seen me have 1.5 breakdowns a day gjfvj that's nice of you to say tho but yeah, i'm chiller than i seem i guess and i'd like you to feel welcome here and not intimidated <3 have a good day or night!
#does this make sense i am struggling with everything this morning 🥲#but yes! truly! anyone can talk to me. i truly don't care if we're not mutuals you can be my friend regardless??#i have great friends i'm not mutuals with simply bc i don't vibe with something about their /blog/ which has nothing to do with them as ppl#you know?#this is maybe a tangent but#it's just something i always get the urge to say but then don't bc i'm like no one even cares about you nico no need for all that#but since you said you're intimidated by me i just? i'm putting it out there that i love talking w ppl and i do *not*#care in the slightest if i've never even heard of you if we're not mutuals or any of that it all comes second to me to human interactions#idk if that grammar makes sense but anyway#if i haven't followed you back it doesn't mean i don't wanna talk to you basically.#the fair warning here is that sometimes i take a while to answer bc my mental health isn't great atm so messages can become overwhelming#for me in general no matter who they're from#but i will be happy you're talking to me and reply when i feel okay enough to#......... wow that was a lot now i'm again like who will even care gidvjbn#uh if anon or anyone does. here you go i'm chill i'm not cool i'm a scared cat trembling in a corner who will let u pet me if u approach me#asks
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cannibalism anon again… imagine Miguel starting with just little bites during sex and then when he realizes you like it he keeps going but the bites slowly turn to him basically tearing chunks from you/eating you but not enough to kill you just a little snack :D! and god the aftercare?! I’m normal. I can’t even make a coherent thought
ik its jusy barely on the border of DD but. the normies are cunts.
BRO PLS OKAY he just does little bites not hard at all maybe just like teeth prints snd maybe a bit of skin breakage bcs yknow non retractable fsngs right and at some point you notice him trying not to bitr you so hard but ur like nah babe bite harder hes like holy shit and at some point hes so far gone from getting railed he doesnt realize that hes bit clean through some of your bicep. he prob only notices when he doesnt feel himself biting anymore and his mouth starts to get covered in blood and hes just like ah shock shit and he tries to get you to stop cus hes still worried abt you yk snf ur like nah mf i may not be able to hold up one arm but im gonna fuck you harder snf guess what while hee chewing on that chunk of arm thats prob the hardest hes cum bcs ???? i said so. after that first time my guy bites off so much skin that ur still lucky to have any in the first place. its the spider healing thats keeping you alive i swear and okay listen. the aftercare. while ur cleaning him (out) up hes patching up the bites :(
#do you wanna become an anon ???#i cant twll#listen. a bit of gore is NOT. dead dove#also i keep fucking hallucinating but.#and current cofronter is holding#a gun up to my head bcs.#i am writing cannibalism#you hsvent even eaten anyone he says#i dont have to eat someone like you have to be imto it#mf 😒#im abt to pass out.#atlas speaks#here are the askers <3#cw cannibalism#miguel x reader#miguel x male reader#miguel o'hara x male reader#miguel o'hara x male reader smut#miguel ohara x male reader#miguel x reader smut#miguel ohara smut#miguel ohara x male reader smut#miguel ohara x reader#miguel o'hara smut#miguel o'hara x reader
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Toya and Mizuki fans get saving! Especially Mizuki fans because there's a good chance their event will be the end of April limited banner!!
Also April 24th is next bonus fact day (if anything interesting happens)
#this is a fact because i'm telling you what banners are next.#also yes it definitely is Toya bc of 3DMV:2DMV balance it is not An (also prsk has a thing about dropping plot arcs for several banners)#if im wrong you can send me anon hate#this is not a leak! do not put leaks in the tags or comments!#this might become a regular thing because i wanna help you get those 4*s. and i predicted a year's worth of events.#mod talks#someone send me anon hate reminding me to stop breaking character#speculation
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post-book arcs you say!
THE SLOW CREEP OF VAMPIRISM!!!!!! CATHOLIC GUILT!!!!!!! NON-CATHOLIC GUILT!!!!!!!! VIVISECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i mean what else is there really.#vampirism as manifestation of guilt????#this sounds like a joke but i am seriously plotting and i am determined for vivisection to feature#because‚ say‚ if you want to understand the vampire as a species you'd wanna dissect it‚ right?#but as soon as a vampire 'dies' the corpse becomes whatever it would have been in its human state. so how do we circumvent this. well#apologies for the caps answer anon. but ive been derangedly writing notes for weeks and you caught me at a Moment#ask#ask to tag
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i feel like everybody hates me, but especially those who i look up to...i feel like a little kid again...looking up to those who only look down upon me, instead of picking me up and embracing me.
#i just feel like nobody fucking likes me...like everybody secretly hates me and are actively trying to make me feel bad about myself#like i know that probably isnt true...but its the only thing that make sense#like no matter what i do everybody seems to leave me alone in my own little bubble...#everybody has their little groups with their little friends...but i dont...im the one who is a small member of multiple groups...#and that gets me left in the fucking dust#i just want to belong somewhere...i change and adapt to hopefully become a part of some group but it never works#i just want someone to hold me and tell me itll be ok...and that people dont actually hate me...#ykw if you fucking hate me you can tell me anons are on...i just wanna know im not the crazy one here...#im just trying to fit it so much that ive lost myself...who am i and who is what ive become?#i try and be friendly...and hope that i get accepted somewhere but they never really care...#im like the last kitten left in the cardboard box...all the others were cuter and healthier and now nobody wants me#nobody wanted me from the start...and now im all alone#idfk#i would do anything for a hug rn#since january shit has been going downhill...died...moved...gone...and then i had some people who cared and then it all fell apart again...#i just want to belong somewhere ffs...i want to be able to have friends...not just people who tolerate me...#i would rather have one friend that 10 people who tolerate me#idfk...im going to go eat ice cream until i cant feel any emotions anymore...#if i wasnt a pussy i would be stealing my parents alcohol...they already dont like when i eat...#or maybe i shouldnt eat...then maybe someone would love me...idfk...i just want to feel loved and secure and like i fucking belong
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tumblr user xxswagcorexx why do you insist on hiding away half your analyses/ramblings in the tags of your posts speak ur truth!!! anyway talk mythology andor symbolism to me whats the significance behind red's cult eating honey? do either of them get any items of power mixed up sometimes but just go whoops and move on like its no big deal? what would an outsider pov on this mess look like "ah that pair of lunatic gods again" bc this is sooo funny to me to imagine
i am . scared of everyone (and plus i don't wanna make the post too long and tags let me ramble without worrying abt length/mention small things without feeling like i need to format it properly ^_^
and uh abt the honey thing. this is where u can see this is Really inspired by greek mythology but basically in greek mythology, honey was seen as food of the gods and would provide gods immortality and whatnot ^_^ anyways i was like "hmmmmmm reddoons core" but also it just really works well. aesthetically for him
(AND GET READY FOR A LONG RAMBLE UNDER THE CUT)
anyways on the topic of the honey thing, i tend to associate red with gold because 1) money and 2) red and gold are a really classic color combo that i love, so honey (sorta) resembling molten gold is just. really aesthetically pleasing to me
and also iirc red wanted to make the byzantine empire in earthbound season 2? and when i came across a video on how to make byzantine honey fritters by tasting history with max miller i was like "omg reddoons core"--and from the video it seems like honey was a bit of a special dessert? in 6:33 of the video, there's a poem about a monk complaining about how the abbots have it a lot better than the monks and they mention that the abbots had 2nd helping of honey fritters so yeah i think its safe to assume honey was a semi-special thing, even if it was common. so uh. yeah. money and reddoons. thumbs up
and for the longest time i have associated bees and honey by rina sawayama with. swagdoons in general and the entire song is about how much the singer loves money and partying even if they're broke as shit LMAO its such a good bop if you like pop i recommend it . anyways ya that just added to the aesthetic in general
(as u can tell most of it was based off of vibes and plus in biased because i like how. warm milk and honey taste and plus i really like the idea of milk being something nurturing and honey being something sweet that is representative of love bc ur being sweet and easing someone into something so. Yeah. just vibes but how i figure out vibes are so specific that its worth explaining i think <- loves romanticizing the mundane) (and there's a sick ass line from the end poem like that) (like "And the player was a new human, never alive before, made from nothing but milk and love. You are the player. The story. The program. The human. Made from nothing but milk and love." come ON that line fucks so hard how couldn't i love it)
anyways i think with all of that in mind, red's cult would eat honey as a sign of wealth and comfort/nurturing 4 those reasons ^_^ (i am so sorry for all of that for explaining that i just have lots of Reasons to why i feel something sometimes)
WILDLY OFF TOPIC but u also asked abt items of power getting mixed up, i think it would happen most during worship </3 i think they'd just go to each other and be like "REDDOONS one of your cult members sacrificed blood as a loyalty pact to their partner instead of WAR again. u want it" and red would either let ash keep it or take it so uh. insert them sharing their power with each other here even though their values are usually on increasing ur ego and being on top of the world (CONSIDERING THIS FANDOM LOVES THEMES OF LOYALTY IN A GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL WAY) (SEE WHY I DDNT WANT THEM COMING FROM ANOTHER GOD OR MERGING INTO 1 GOD) (THE IMPLICATIONS ARENT GOOD)
anyways i think ash and red (as gods) and their cults are pretty well known (like how swagdoons r the 2nd most popular ls ship) but LORD if their myths got lost to time they'd be a nightmare to study via texts and scripts in the future. like i can imagine for the LONGEST time historians argue if they were gods that changed during the dark ages because red's name predates ash until they Finally find a myth involving them as 2 different characters and its settled that they're 2 separate gods even though they represent similar-ish things LOL anyways yeah i can imagine more myths of them being found and historians going ??? wtd were these gods <3 hope that answers ur questions anon! :D
#swagdoons#ashswag#reddoons#tw swearing#media.warning.swearing#tw caps#media.warning.caps#mcytshipping#lsshipping#<- not really?? tbh i dont ship them myself but it Is mentioned a bit so#but also i am letting this out to the world for a reason . become a true mythology and make up whatever u wanna do with them ^_^#death of that author or whatever . evolve them and make them ur own!!!!!#anyways ya i think red's cult would Really value material goods and focus on living ur best life in a lots of money and party kinda way#and i mentioned his would be more of an ideology so i think his practices would involve stuff involving shooting the shit and Capitalism#while with ash he gives u like. Things if you sacrifice and worship him (like winning a battle)#so ya#also iirc some religions Do talk abt money in their holy texts so perhaps some of reds myths r abt that#i should really make a tag for this huh. i cant think of any so uhhhhh#into the pantheon#<- yeah lets go with that 4 now#anyways ^_^ ty for the ask anon!#and i am So Sorry to the maintag for spamming i am just Ill about this concept#ask.core
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do you have any yuri recs?
jdhwjdbeidnwod now im embarrassed i have more manga in my to-read list than ones ive already read but i shall try my best 👍
tamen de gushi i feel everyone knows but i love it sm its one of my faves
yamada to kase-san is the same kind of slice of life... i thought it was cute but a little annoying at parts so if thats not your thing then dubwicnsocnd
idk if webtoons are on the table but mage and demon queen is so funny and silly. and not so shoujo love story is one of my ultimate faves its so funny i need to catch up on it. its about this girl rei (no one really likes her cuz standoffish personality and also think shes too boyish) who really likes this guy ochinchin but its a comphet thing going on i think. theres another girl hana who everyone likes and she REALLY likes rei shes so gay for her but rei just doesnt get it and the whole thing is just really funny
and on my list to read is sukeban to tenkousei, black & white, and probably more that i cant find cuz my tagging is so inconsistent wkdbeicbekndkd but if anyone else has more recs that would be great !!! it would also help me too
#the thing is i keep making lists and then dont read them#the manga i read also tends to be really bad djdnciekdjeoekf. like its an enjoyable bad but still bad#and none of them are romance.. but i do wanna read more !!#OH BUT IF YOU WANNA TALK MUSIC VIDEOS ref-rain mv by aimer is so <3333#AND KORORON BY EVE I LOVE IT SO MUCH THE MV IS SOOOOOO <33333 cant believe eve made lesbians real#i kid i kid. but yeah thats all i have sjebkfnrodnwod sorry if its disappointing 😭#with more time and less procrastination i surely can become the yuri warrior. alas here we are#anon#aricouldyounot
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To that anon that just sent in an ask about Lyney, the first two questions about Lyney's insecurity and relationship weaknesses are gone over in the last ask I just posted. I can definitely answer #21 though! If you'd like to switch up your questions, please feel free to send in a new ask!
#anon#character analysis#admittedly i am being lazy here bc i dont wanna look it up but essentially...#lyney'a greatest insecurity is that he isnt good enough#that's why he doesnt rely on others and cares greatly about the way other people view him#the previous post i made granted only goes over the symptoms of his insecurity and not the cause so yeah here it is#classic ennea 3 behavior#as for relationship weaknesses i already mentioned it but he wouldnt trust his partner enough to rely on them#he'd try distracting them with things so they are blind to the wreck that he is#one big issue is that he'd have this habit of trying to emulate the person he *thinks* you fell in love with#granted as i am saying this take into account i am not mentioning how his partner would treat and reassure him#the scenario i am giving is base lyney if the reader had no drive or will haha#and his avoidance and self-reliance is dependent upon his stress levels#the less stressed he is the less this will be a problem but the more stressed he becomes the more he'll rely on these things#but yeah these tags are just me elaborating on my previous post#send in two other questions other than 21 that i can answer#preferably ones that dont have much to do with the way i answered the previous ask#o3ob
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Ayy Lati, kinda more of a lurker here, but anywayyy
Happy belated Birthday ✨✨ (didn't register ur 19 legit thought u were older cuz u seemed more mature idk?? like I turned 19 myself less than 3 weeks ago so I guess that set my bar pretty low lol)
Idk if I've ever appeared on here on anon (don't think I did) so if it isn't taken can I be 🥥 anon?
not me crying bc i'm just barely responding to this asjhvac
hawgsvchavc mi amor i can promise you that i'm not very mature, i'm a big sucky baby that literally hates going outside bc i'm a lazy bum. my mom tells me how immature i am all the time and shit and asjcsjbc,, but thank you for the belated birthday wish cariño <33
#lati speaks#🥥 anon#eww i don't wanna do adulting i just wanna become a blob#i literally had a crisis bc you think i'm mature like asjcnshbc
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I'm a simple man
#thats a lot of hours#its a big discography man#like nervous young man alone keeps me occupied like raw meat in my enclosure#monomania is a specific soundtrack for me and my back is killing me baby is still a little new to me#I fell in love with making a door less open after seeing it live#to be honest teens of denial probably got the least play since its slightly saturated for me but also#the ending medly songs and also state park and killer whales got fond play from me#twin fantasy is in the disney vault for a continuous relisten in the future im not tired of it at all i just dont wanna become tired of it#bodys still favorite song i bop bop bop sorry trait you gotta do the fun dance song thank you for your service#loving revisits of 3 and living while starving#man im high#anyways#all the other info was boring but look at my emotional support array of artists#all absolute lords of writing songs to wail along to#okay bye#csh#if you read any of these tags at all send me an anon because wow you have a high tolerance for word salad#cal speaks
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walks into your inbox, prepares floral tea while awaiting your arrival Hello fine friend, I am here to inquire as to your series One Foot in Front of the Other, and its possible future updates? 👀 Thank you kindly! 🎩
Well hello there! What a dashing entrance you have made.
I'm sure several of you who read my works have noticed a drastic decrease in content, and I am sorry for that. I'm in my senior year of college, and everything has sort of gone to hell in a handbasket, leaving me with minimal time to myself that isn't schooling or work involved.
Because of this, my writing has been placed on the backburner. I will finish OFiFotO eventually, but it might not be updated until Christmastime again this year. The same goes for my other chaptered works and/or series. Writing for joy and my own happiness has been placed aside for academic writing.
I hope you understand, dashing anon, and that you are alright with a longer wait than I wanted any of you to deal with. Unfortunately, life happens, and I am unable to control the uncontrollable.
Thank you for reading <3.
#asks#ofifoto#anon asks#anon ask#answered asks#dashing anon#thats just what i wanna call you if thats alright#again i am sorry for the lack of content but it is what it is#my education must come first followed by my family#writing is a hobby i do with my free time which has become very minimal due to my life rn#thank you for being understanding and kind#ninjnerd speaks
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