#dolly.txt

[jealousdoll]

hhhhhhfuck. want to be in a group lobby with a bunch of boys playing all sorts of different co-op and they're all happily bantering over mic. when one of the more 'polite' boys asks why you're only typing and use so many cutesy emojis/emoticons as they're casually discussing the next game, you suddenly get shy. oh. it finally came up. all's been lighthearted, maybe even playfully flirty at most sometimes. they start to notice other nuances, such as the way you get "flustered" and are way more expressive than typical dudes who are chronically online. unless you're a total fruitcake, who unironically in chat says "petite and breedable? no- petite, breedable and kidnappable! ~ ଘ꒰⑅ ´ ˘ ` ⑅ ꒱♡" ... least to say it caught some of the boy's attention. just being put on the spot is almost enough to elicit a confession or reveal, but you kept your wits even if your brain is so damn fuzzy.

until they suddenly put two and two together with all the damning clues to realize: ...... you're a girl. a female.

not just a random from a public group's link getting found through some obscure tag online, but a girl that was from a group chat and had been concealing this info, and other now-desired details, for at least a few months. the tension over the collective call would be intoxicating. the emotional charge, the lowkey intimidation, the bated hesitation in replies, the private groups created just to have disgusting side chats, all occurring without her even knowing that every message has nothing but raunchy barely legal claims from each member after hearing the "news". no shame. boundaries? never heard of them. dick's hard, don't care.

something shifts and it gets... weird. one or two of the boys suddenly "have to go", but are just too embarrassed to admit they're so excited just as the concept there's been a girl in the group the entire time (what does she look and sound like? what is she into besides games? what does she look like when you pull her cute stupid hair and act like she's your little si-), while some suddenly got quiet or had a supposed 'mood shift'. just a simple piece of somehow-crucial knowledge caused a fat fucking stir and its apparently such a spectacle she suddenly worries they're talking separately without her.

she's late, but she's right.

eventually the one boy who ever introduced her to this hormonal gaggle of imps caves into his supposed "friend's" requests to see this mystery girls face. and he may or may not have gotten a a photo of her adorable tits months ago when she was drunk and lonely. god forbid you have a moment of weakness, huh? well, that weakness and vulnerability is what gets your no-longer friends (try fuckbuddies and new stalkers, honey) off. not that you'll ever know, dumbass.

he betrays your false sense of trust and security and before you know it, multiple dudes are posting cum tributes to the newly-created smutty general chat, sharing increasingly fucked up fantasies as time goes on. all while you flounder, almost alone with barely any context. but don't worry, your scumbag discord bestie is dick in sweaty hand as he halfassedly 'reassures' you how you're still safe, anonymous, good with him. yeah... good with him. for him. all of them would agree. he kind of likes how desperate and so damn stupid you are. makes you out to be like some ditzy little sister. fuck. he could get used to that. not like you have a choice. him and his friends own your pathetic clueless ass. they want nothing more than to see you drooling on their dicks like a thoughtless puppy, mind broken and muddled only for sex- only for them. don't hurt yourself thinking so hard, you won't have time to with them beating a path to your shithole apartment's door to violate you day after day anyways. some are already trying to find your other socials, any hint to where your sweet brainless fuckholes might live.

aren't you so lucky? what cool friends you have, sweetheart.

[bloodydollies]

I want him to manipulate me. <3

[orange-orchard-system]

Might be edging close to syscourse with this post, but I find it rather unfortunate that feeling positive or just not feeling much of anything at all when it comes to gaining new headmates is seen as "unhealthy" at best and "fetishizing DID" at worst. Like, my dude, this is just my way of making my new system members feel welcome; I wouldn't say it's "unhealthy" of me to take steps and hold viewpoints that help me achieve functional multiplicity. And I think it's rather rude to say the way I accept my polyfragmented DID – and the fact that it comes with having/gaining lots of system members – is "fetishizing DID." What's next? You gonna tell me that because I've accepted my ADHD and the way I'm easily distracted/forgetful, I'm "fetishizing ADHD"? Must I publicly languish and declare my hatred for myself and my life every time I lose track of time for you to not see me as a faker?

It's just ridiculous, in my opinion. "Unhealthy" my ass – refusing to hate myself for parts of my life that aren't going away any time soon is the healthiest thing I've ever done.

[pervertedpixi]

you know what. I need to be pissed in. for science.

[the-loveliest-corpse]

Desperately want cow tag earrings

[t0tok0]

People are buy those tj max hello kitty blankets for 3x retail are insane

[moirasdolly]

need someone other than me to write sugar mommy moira PLS PLS PLS

[backboneofthevees]

woahhh real life sneak peak into tammy edwards bedroom

[jealousdoll]

✮*•̩̩͙✧•̩̩͙*˚✧*˚my collar!!˚*✧˚*•̩̩͙✧•̩̩͙*˚✮

[bloodydollies]

Need someone to worship. Someone to know everything about. Someone to obey.

[dabisbratz]

not enough “good boys” bein said in fanfiction i think!!

[orange-orchard-system]

Lots of systems have already talked about how it can be funny to have protectors, caregivers, etc. who don't fit the expected "look" of those roles. But what is also funny... is when someone gets adopted into a family dynamic within your system that doesn't look like it would go together. Some guy turned up and started acting like a dad to one of us so we've officially decided he's also the dad of the rest of this group of siblings. Four for one special. And that special includes a non-human fascinated with being in a human body, two random teenagers (of very different flavors), and a subsystem who have decided to be counted as one headmate whenever it comes to their in-sys family/familial relationships. None of these folks look like they would naturally be family except in the wildest of fantasy TV shows.

[pervertedpixi]

I need to be held. at knifepoint.

[the-loveliest-corpse]

My girlfriend just told me a fantasy she has about me sometimes and I’m going to be thinking about it forever

[t0tok0]

How do people make digital planning look easy and user friendly this shit is frustrating

[moirasdolly]

i’m so happy you posted, i was missing you and your fics likeee 😿😿

HI ANON !! 🩷 i’m sorry i left you hanging like that TT i got sososo busy with school n work i didn’t have the motivation to write anything 😞 but i’ll be trying to write much more from now on :3 n literally shoot me a dm anytime when u miss me c;