#dont talk to me im acc gonna cry

[yonphilia]

I HATE TUMBLR SO MUCH IT DELETED HALF MY FIC IN MY DRAFTS?? LITERALLY MORE THEN HALF OF IT IS GONE AND I PUT MY BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS INTO WRITING THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

[pup-pee]

this is basically my kyle playlist

california girls is rlly carrying the angst so sad((she eants me(2 b loved) is not the sadest song ots just the 1st))

[impostorsshow]

I would never have thought that playing Disney: Dreamlight Valley would make me ship Merlin and Ursula but here we are they're definitely a divorced couple you cannot change my mind

[pumpkinsy0]

tldr: @buddyaldridge is a 30 year old weirdo proshipper who talks shit about ppl behind their backs, block em and report if you can/want to

just wanna let everyone know theres a omegaverse mpreg dallyboy writer whos been an all around WEIRDOOOOO cause their brain is LITERALLY porn rotted and they cannot fathom ppl actually having fun at all, their @ is @buddyaldridge aka @pelopsides previously known as @madelynprior

in 2020-2022 the outsiders tumblr they used to be @madelynprior and theyre a hardcore dallyboy stan which is already fucking weird, but on top of that, they would make teen pregnancy omegaverse smut fics which??? and im not gonna give you the ss, nigga im givin yall the LINKKK to see it with your own eyes so you know im not crazy

how ik its them is bc on their acc RIGHT before they switched to their buddyaldridge acc, and before that acc was named “pelopides”, they used to go by “madeleinepryor”, how ik its the same person is bc on a good chunk of their post, theyd tag it as “#madeleinepryor dispatches” on top of that, they just straight up linked their ao3 acc😭😭

heres what the link goes to, they linked their ao3 acc, they just changed their username on ao3 as well from madeleinepryor to greasers

now me calling them a proshipper isnt me talking out of my ass, they say it themselves like ughhhhjjj

as for them talking about other ppl, i wont share ALL the screenshots bc idk if the ppl theyre talking bad about would rlly feel comfortable w those being posted, if they know, they can feel free to post it on their own accord, so like i said, wont share, but i HAVE seen some and i can conform that they have done it, its ABSOLUTELY NOT above them

for now ill post the ss i CAN post rn which just proves my point

now ignoring that theyre talking smack, theyre just so odd and obviously didnt rlly think this through bc 1967 is ALREADY IMPLIED in the 60s, youre just incapable of reading things that arent about teen boys getting it on w each other PLEASE get a grip on reality😭😭

theyve talked about 14 year olds and their post on their acc just to shit on them, once again, GROWN ASS PERSON TWEAKIN OVER THE IDEAS OF A 14 YEAR OLD🗣️🗣️

NOW maybe your asking “how do you know the discord user and the tumblr user are the same person” AND I WILL ADMIT, while i DO have strong feelings they are the same person, its not 100% proven, HOWEVER buddyaldridge DOES go by buddy and that discord users name is buddy, so while its not concrete, the link IS there, once again, feel free to come to whatever conclusion you wanna come to about that

but what ISNT disputable is the fact that theyre a proshitter

additionally just this??? reblog from them????

on its own, not MUCH, bit considering the fics they make this is SO weird like??????

and finally, ive heard that theyve specifically came for me about my haitian shepards and maybe even my heritage, saying that they hated race hcs??????like using me as an example, they ss my acc and talked shit, someone contacted me about it and they dont have ss of it specifically, but they can vouch for it, and im not just gonna dismiss that, bc while they dont have ss, they do have ss and proof of everything else, so i do believe them, and theyve said if they find it they would show them to me, do what you wanna with this info

ANYWAYS buddy, your brain is unironically pornrotted, ur being a lil baby who cant do anything but cry and moan online on discord of all places and ur doing all this as a 30+ year old, and its CRAZIER bc youre doing all this while having “minors dni” in your pinned post, while also writing about minors, in a fandom MOSTLY OF MIDDLE SCHOOLERS!!!! (aka minors!!! ik age is hard for you to grasp) on top of that, literally ANY and ALL race hcs is way more believable and enjoyable than any “ideas” you’ve been cooking up in that odd demented, shriveled up pea brain of urs

anyways yea, that all i have to say, and im speaking for myself here, but i mean this with every fiber of my being, i dont know how you function in life but i DO NOT want you to go any farther, and i think others would/DO feel the same, ive seen what makes you cheer and i am PROUUUDDD to make you BOOOOO, you shouldnt be near minors at all, fictional or non fictional, you should BARELY be near other adults

plus if you go onto their acc rn, notice how when anon called them out, buddy aint even say they were wrong?? JUST SAYIN🗣️🗣️

im tagging everything i can tag bc i DO NOTTTT want mfs interacting w their blog, and want as many ppl as possible to be aware, dont say anything to them, dont give them attention bc obviously they’ll think this is funny and post it on their shitty discord server or whatever and giggle like they arent a grown ass nigga w bills to pay, trying so hard to cling onto their high school days, making fics about a canon middle schooler getting banged and pregnant, pls block and report do whatever u wanna do, just plssss dont let this proshitter on this damn sight near kidssss😭😭

dont take this as me WANTING drama, i dont, i just dont want ppl coming in this fandom thinking posting this shit and doing this is ok, youre bullying ppl for doing harmless things meanwhile your just making straight porn about a weird ship left n right, thinking YOUUUUU of all ppl have the place to talk about anyone or anything like your opinion on anything is valid😭😭

you NEED stones thrown at you

if anyone has anymore ss send em to mmeeeeee, but in the mean time ill be doin my own thing wooooo‼️‼️🔥🔥

[luvhughes43]

I need to know if jack finds out about his gf deleting the dm and what he says about it!

he does find out.. but after baby is born.

jacks gf is super threatened by yn, and so she tries her hardest to do everything to stop them being together even if it ruins a family (im gonna call her vivienne)

so, vivienne is just downright nasty. she uses one of her burner insta accs to harass yn. yn is an investigative journalist, she knows how to get alll of the information. so she easily finds out who's behind the acc (she finds out a few months after she's given birth).

yn is PISSED. shes fuming that she's been treated this way. first, jack (vivienne) blocks her on insta without acknowledging her message, and that she's being harassed.

she runs into jack again at one of yns favourite desert shops and she just lays into him.

"if your girlfriend sends me one more fucking text i swear i'll-" and jack is just like ?? what texts, what are you talking about, why do you look so beautiful and-

"i get that you dont want to have a baby, but she's here, and i'm capable of doing it without you. i have been doing it without you. so get your girlfriend to stop harassing me or i'll press charges," and she storms of.

jack is so mad and confused. he confronts his gf and she immediately breaks down and confesses. she's calling yn a bunch of names but jacks just in complete shock. hes trying to do the math, figure out how old his daughter is.

he kicks vivienne out immediately. theres a lot of yelling and crying.

[atinyniki]

MY MOOTIES !!

(in no specific order i love all of you i promise)

@sona1800: literally my long lost twin 🥺 you mean everything to me bby 🫶 i love talking to you and spending time with you bc you’ve helped me so much in the past month you have no idea… so grateful for you love 💕

@skzoologist: you are actually so perfect i will cry bc it’s hard to believe someone as amazing as you actually exists 😭 (your accent actually has me in a chokehold)

@writingforstraykids: i love talking to you so much you actually make me so happy and AUGHHH I LOVE YOU NAT WEUIGFYU 💕💕💕

@yangbbokari: MUMUUUU OH MY GOD I ACTUALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOURE SO AMAZING AND SO SO TALENTED >.<

@jinnie-ret: you're literally so cute and tiny (even tho youre older than me) and youre so perfect and OMG i love you <3

@cheesemonky: OMG LEISEL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH (even tho youre old) YOURE ACTUALLY SUCH A CUTIE PIE AND UGH YOUR ACCENT IS EVERYTHNNG I LIVE FOR 😍

@cinnamostar: i still remember the first time we interacted and how i literally exploded when i read your league of legends felix fic (still not over that) thank you for showing me how to use discord youre literally an angel 🥰

@hearts4leeknow: RIN RIN RIN YOU CUTIE OH MY GOSH YOU ARE SUCH AN AMAZING AND TALENTED AND PERFECT WRITER YOU HAVE MY HEART AND YOUR ANGST OH MY GOSH 🤭

@miuracha: miu... MIU... WHEN I TELL YOU IVE BEEN LISTENING TO YOUR AUDIOS AND READING YOUR FICS FOR MONTHS IM NOT EVEN JOKING I THINK I ACTUALLY DIED WHEN YOU FOLLOWED ME BACK (i was so excited you have no idea...) 😱

@arafilez: us becoming moots was actually something i didnt expect at all bc i didnt expect you to notice me BUT YOU DID bc your acc died (still mad abt that btw) AND IM LITERALLY SO HAPPY WE INTERACT NOW 😊

@oddinarylani: we dont interact much on tumblr but you have no idea how many times ive gone back to your page to read your angst... always gives me a good cry omfg. love you bby 🥺

@xpeachesncream: your drunk texting series has me on my KNEEEES lord it was so good ily sm <3 🤭

@mnwrld: i remember seeing you first following me one day and i literally binged every single one of your fics... THEY ARE ACTUALLY SO YUM I CANT (you write single parents so accurately too?!) 🤯

@hanstarrs: ive actually yet to talk with you but you are SUCH a big inspo to me. reading your works always gets me so giggly and AUGH youre amazing 😩

@2miniverses: i... i- YOUR SUB!SEUNGMIN DRABBLE?! OH LORD HAVE MERCY PLEASE I ACTUALLY COULD NOT BREATHE AFTER THAT 🫣

@vixialuvs: OMOGMOGMOOMGOM YOUR SMUT PLEASE YOURE ACTUALLY SO AMAZNIG AT WRITING IT AND YOUR BEOMGYU FIC IS WRITTEN IN SUCH A PERFECT WAY ITS ACTUALLY ADDICTING 🫠

@slvt4felix: i recently read your little hyunjin meet-cute fic and let me tell you... its actually PHENOMENAL like i love it so much you have NO IDEA AUGHHH 🤗

@chqnverse: even tho we dont interact much on tumblr i LOVE your fics especially the angst 🤭

@wegc: DO I EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU??? I THINK ABOUT YOUR POSTS ON THE DAILY. MWWWAH YOURE DOING GODS WORK 🫶💕

@michelle4eve: as im writing this it has literally been a couple of hours since we became moots and i can see you liking all my posts youre such a sweetheart ily 🥺

@gayforfelix: im actually not sure if you write bc ive never seen your fics but ive seen you interact with my blog and you are just soooo cute ily bby <3

@hyewka: i... i- GOD I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA PASS OUT EVERY TIME I TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR BLOG BC I READ THE SUB!HYBRID PUPPY GYU THOUGHT LIKE EVERY WEEK OH LORD 😩

@bangchansgirlsblog: your ANGST i cant BREATHE its actually PERFECT in EVERY WHICH WAY and reading it gets me in such a sad mood and so motivated to write angst again (thats a compliment btw) 😊

@maximumkillshot: you are actually such a cutie pie, and though i only read your kpop fics throughout your blog, they are SO SO SO good and im so glad i stumbled upon your page that one day ilysm <3

@linos-kitten: your smut... your FLUFF... YOUR ANGST?! GOD YOU ARE SUCH A TALENTED WRITER IM ACTUALLY ON MY KNEES JESUS CHRIST 🧎‍♀️

@ivyisnotokay: idk if you write fics bc ive never seen them before (sorry) BUT I LITERALLY SEE YOUR REBLOGS ALL THE TIME AND OH GOD YOU ARE SOOOOOO SWEET ILY DARLING <3

@babybreadddd: ive only ever seen one of your fics (i dont remember seeing any more on your masterlist) and let me tell you... i am already HOOKED !!! ily so much bby keep up the amazing work 🥺

@astraysimp: YOUR FICS ARE SO CUTTTTTTTTE LIKE THEY ACTUALLY MAKE MY HEART FLUTTER I CANT EVEN DEAL WITH THE FLUFF YOU WRITE ITS TOO ADORABLE 🫠

@leaneverleaves2: i think ive only read your ditto fic but oh my god its so cute and comforting :((( youre such a talented writer my love <3

@skzstannie: your angst... YOUR ANGST?! HOLY FUCK NUTS ITS SO AMAZING AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO BAWL MY EYES OUT (thats such a big compliment btw dw) 😭

@noyurcapri: i think youre actually one of my first moots ever and i love you so much bc youre always interacting and supporting me <3 I LOVE YOUUU MWAH >//<

@laylasbunbunny: OH MY GOSHHH I LITERALLY SEE YOU REBLOGGING EVERYTHING AND I REMEMBER OUR FIRST INTERACTION WHEN YOU ASKED FOR A PT 3 OF THE FELIX FIC ILY SO MUCHHHH <3

@youfoundme-not: oh my gosh... i could literally never forget you. i remember when you just sent general feedback in my inbox and i literally started SOBBING bc it was the first thing ive ever gotten there. i love you baby <3 💕

@number1jeonginstan: idk how to explain it but your fluff is SO FLUFFY and its like in the most adorable way its so sweet like candy and OMGGGGG MWAH <3 🥺

@chansdoll: your hard thoughts... ouhhh baby let me tell you... you have SUCH an amazing mind and SUCH an amazing way of writing it out I LOVE YOUR WORKS 🫣

@jazziwritesthings: OMG YOU LITTLE CUTIE I LOVE YOU JAZZI ESPECIALLY YOUR 'missing you' FIC OH LORRDDDD 🫠

@linocvp1d: idk if youre a writer but i literally always see you interacting with peoples posts and it has me so giggly bc youre SO SUPPORTIVE AUGHHH ILY <3

@gyustarzzi: bby i love your little ateez headcannons theyre SOOOOOOO cute and your blog is so aesthetic and adorable too?! i cant w you youre so cutie pie omg... 🫶

@cutieleeknow: OH MY GOD THE ‘how they announce your pregnancy’ SERIES WAS LITERALLY SO CUTE YOURE SO AMAZING AND ILY

@viviworkshere: i know you’re like a new writer and all but i CANNOT get over the seungmin fic you wrote… cried to it this morning and probably will continue to cry over it every time i read it 🥺

@soullostinspaceandtime: don’t know much about you (hopefully we can get to know each other) but all ik is that you ATE w those tags. as you should 😌

@vanillacupcakefrosting: i think we literally only started talking recently but im soooo glad to be moots! i can wait to start talking to you more :))) you seem so sweet and AUGH 🥺💕

lmk if i missed any of you <3 love all of you so so sooooooo much :))

[pinkpicket]

What will life be like this summer?

As u can tell by the pictures, none of us are mentally stable 🥰 so yay hopefully this summer wont suck so if u wanna know choose, I guess?

Pile 1 / pile 2 / pile 3 / pile 4

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Pile 1

Ok soooo summer will start off very good with lots of strength and just motivation in general as it progresses it gets even better ( u got the lovers sooo 👀) i see a relationship or situationship blooming it's like going out and meeting new people. It's all fun and games until it's not. U see u probably have commitment issues and this won't just disappear and get resolved over summer so u kinda will fuck up this relationship. It's like u wanting or deciding to leave for some reason but also not even being committed EVEN to that ( like breaking up and making up every other week) not to scare u but i get jules and rue vibes from euphoria from this reading and I actually see u as jules. Another thing i see is not having money like being broke and shit which if u r a teen that make sense so dont worry, that doesnt seem to be the main focus here rather the main focus is partying, lots of laugh, messing around and fucking up.

Pile 2

Broke.

Lmaooooo okay wait i swear this is not it. So beside financially struggling I actually see u having lots of fun like partying( if ur an introvert maybe just hanging out with with ur close friend(s)) and shit. I don't actually see u having any plans or even if u do have plans u won't actually work on them lmaoo which is totally okay, u know it's summer it's not meant to be strict, ur just meant to do whatever u feel like. Buttt noww this is a big but bc shit kinda gets complicated u see u will be lied to ( this can even be u deceiving urself) almost like there's no clarity like something is holding u back from seeing the truth, now whatever this is ( whether it's someone else or urself that wrongs u ) u wont get justice for it. They'll get away with it. *** i have a reading on "what to do about the situation at hand" or something like that, go through my acc see if u can find it and save it up for future reference when u encounter that said situation i talked about bc that will actually have ur answer***

Pile 3

Not to be pessimistic but this is the most negative pile until now. Soo if u dont wanna read just leave it.

Ok so onto the real shit, u seem to have a choice to make, to be exact it's between two things that u will very much not be able to balance both together, and that's the exact reason why u must choose. But i must warn u, keep ur expectations as low as possible bc i can see u thinking u have the clarity to choose the right option but i dont see a right option here. It's like choosing between two things when u want both of them. There's no winner here. So go with whatever u want to but don't expect much.

Pile 4

This is the messy pile lol. A lot seems to be going on first of two people will offer u something ( i see it as relationships). Guy number 1 is young and boyish, it's like someone not exactly playful but he's very cheesy like he dont seem to be ur type whatsoever and he genuinely seems to have good intentions. Guy number 2 on the other hands i dont really good vibes like he seems sneaky and shit ( i see a toxic cancer now if u know anything about cancer guys u would know what im talking about).

Now how exactly will u respond to each of them? Well for number 1 lmaoo u aint gonna really like him like u seem very closed off toward him so nah this one is a no from u. While for the 2nd guy ya that wont work too, u know why? I see a lot of reasons for one he seems like a cheater and u can tell, he's also manipulative and u see that too, rude af, malicious so let's just say he's not the best person. So u be getting love offers and u will probably refuse them all and honestly good for u bc one is boring as hell the other is just toxic.

Ps. Im referring to the "love interests" as guys bc I literally see them as guys

So follow me so we cry together this summer 😍😍 yay 😝

[loveu001]

road trip #1

MODERN AU. peter is not being forced to work under brenner sort of so ya. Kind of like my last fic lmao.. Basically.. Triggers: use of the word slut and whore. LMK IF ANYTHING IN THIS FIC BOTHERS YOU -INSERT CRYING EMOJI- !! LOVE YALL MWAHHHHH  **NOT PROOFREAD* HAVENT WROTE A FIC IN A FEW DAYS SO ENJOY!!!  literally hate this

wc: 1732

Chapter one

You had been planning a road trip for a while now and you were gonna invite one of your best friends, casey. You two were at the bus stop. “Hey casey!! You should totally come with me for a road trip this summer!! Ive been planning it for like forever!!!” you exclaim. Casey’s eyes not leaving her phone. Her loud gum chewing filling the room. “Mhm sure..” she replies.

You roll your eyes. You could tell she wasnt listening nor did she care. You let out a loud, exaggerated, groan. “Oh my god Casey!! Come on! I have literally asked EVERYONE!!” Her gaze leaves her phone. “FINEEE! Ill go to your stupid.. Thing.” she instantly reverts her eyes back to her phone screen.

“REALLYYY? OH MY GOD THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANKYOU.” You exclaim, giving her a tight hug. You both giggle. “Okay, okay now let go please!! Im trying to text my boyfriend.” she grumbles. You rolled your eyes and pulled your phone out as well. You went to your messages app and immediately went to peters conversation and inform him the good news. After a few minutes, the bus had arrived. You were heading to work.

When the bus had arrived at the hawkins lab, you entered the lab. As soon as you walk in, you see people eyeing you like a predator does to his prey. “Hey whats wrong,” you ask one of your co-workers. She walks and stands very close to you. “Have you not seen the video?” she whispers. What the fuck was she talking about? You shake your head, meaning no. She pulls her phone out and guides you to the hallway, where no one was. She hits play on a video. The video had you chugging a half bottle of vodka and making out with random people.

You look back at your other co-workers. “Who else..has seen.. That?” you whisper to her. She looks at the twitter views. She looks at you nervously and clears her throat, “erm… 24…thousand.” Your eyes widen at her response. You did not expect that. What if you had done more than kissing? What if you actually had.. Sex with those disgusting drunks? Who even recorded it? You gulp, feeling tears starting to form in your eyes.

You HAD to leave the lab. You were about to die of embarrassment. “Hey.. come on, its not that bad.” she tried to comfort you, her hand on your shoulder. “Yes it is..” you whimper. Everybody thought you were a whore now. You hardly EVER. get drunk, and EVEN when you do it's not this bad. You gulp knowing that you couldn't escape the humiliation.

“Dont be like that y/n! ALOT of people act..like ‘that’ when drunk. Don't worry about it no one will judge you.” she grinned. You knew she was lying. People will judge you. YOU'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING LIKE THAT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN DRUNK. “Stop lying to me!!” you wheep. You felt destroyed. Tears started falling down your face like a waterfall.

You try to walk back into the rainbow room like nothing happened but someone stands in front of you, blocking your way. “Move.” you  grumble, trying to get past him. He shakes his head side to side. You look up at him and realize who it was. It was a tall, blonde haired man.  His name was Peter. He was one of your co-workers. “You cant let them get to you. Come here.” You follow him out of the secret back door to the lab. “Go on home. Youre not safe here.” he grinned. yOu look at him like he is CRAZY. You couldn't escape it. I MEAN 24 THOUSAND PEOPLE HAD ALREADY SEEN IT.

“how the fucking hell am i supposed to go home???!” you shriek, panicked. “Listen.. I dont know how the hell and why the hell you want to ‘help’ me. I don't want your help! Just leave me alone!!” Tears start falling down your face. He then pulls you into his arms and gives you a warm, tight hug. YOu can't help but to accept his hug. “Shh its okay.. I got you- I got you. I'll drive you back to your house okay?” he whispers. You nod slowly, whipping your tears and snot on your handkerchief.

You two both walk to his car, he opens the passenger seat door and you plop in the seat. He wipes your tears with his finger, “dont worry my love.. it  will be okay. You are safe with me.” he then gives you a soft kiss on the cheek. You smile a little and he shuts the door. When he gets in his car, he asks you where your house is. “I live in -insert apartment name- room 278.” you reply. He nods in confirmation and pulls out of the lab parking lot and through the gate. When you reach the entrance of your apartment complex, you whisper something under your breath. “Thank you so much.” He grinned and exclaims, “you're welcome beautiful.” You blush and immediately turn your face towards the car window. He chuckles at your reaction. “278 right?” “yes.”

He pulls into the parking lot and you two walk up the stairs, hand in hand. You get too caught up in the moment and spaced out. He waves his hand infront of your face, trying to snap you back to reality. “Hellooo – earth to y/n –” You blink repeatedly to snap you out of your imagination. “Oh yeah- i- uhm- sorry.” you mumble. aHe rugs your back and replies, “its okay!! Dont worry about it..” you nod, “now come on.” While you guys were walking up to your apartment unit, people were staring at you. Laughing and murmuring, gossiping. That made 001 furious.

Basic blonde bitches, laughing their asses off. But he had to ignore it. Although he would get back at them later, it still pissed him off more than anything. You unlock your door with your keys, your hands shaking. You could hear them shit talking about you. You almost wanted to cry, but like he said, you couldnt let them get to you. Anyways, you two had stepped into your apartment. “Nice play you got here!! Do you mind if I look around?” he asks. Of course you didn't mind him looking around.

“Thanks and yeah you can look around for a bit. Ill make us something to eat!” you exclaim.

He asks if can go to the bathroom. You nod and he steps into the bathroom and his jaw drops. He chuckles nervously, not believing what he had seen. “Erm y/n can you come.. See this?” You think to yourself, ‘what the fuckin hell does he want me to see? Does he want me to see his dick or something?’ You sigh, “peter.. I dont want to see your…” you walk into the bathroom and the walls spraypainted with horrible words, slut, whore, bitch, calling you a prostitute and all sorts of ugly words. You jaw drops, you almost burst into tears until your phone begins to ring.

You sniff, “hold on, i need to get this..” you grab your phone from the coffee table in front of your couch. You sniff, whipping your tears your eye, “hello? Who is this?” The caller did not respond for a moment, “listen, its casey. I wanted to let you know that i couldn't go to that.. Things. What was it? A road trip? Yeah something came up. M’ so sorry y/n.” You scrunch up your eyebrows, knowing she is lying you reply, “why are you lying to me?” you could hear her struggling to think of something to say.

“Listen i dont want to hear to yo-” she cuts you off, screaming and yelling at you, “BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE CAUGHT HANGING OUT WITH A GODDAMN WHORE SLUT LIKE YOU WHO HOOKS UP WITH RANDOM MEN AND SHOWS THEM HER JUNK. BITCH THATS FUCKING NASTY. I NEVER, EVER LIKED YOU. THERE I SAID IT.” you drop the phone in response, shattering and breaking it. Tears start to fall from your eyes, you fall into the couch cushions and start crying into the pillow. Peter immediately walks over to the couch and comforts you. “Awe baby.. It will be okay. You still have me. Ill never leave your side. I love you.” you raise your head up to meet his eyes. Your eyes red from the tears.

He cups your face with his hands and wipes your tears. He gives you a forehead kiss. “Promise? Please promise you wont leave me peter.” you say, your voice breaking, you slowly calming down. He puts his forehead against yours. “Promise my love.” he smiles. He then gives you a kiss. Your eyes widen. You did not expect this. Why would he be so kind to you?? Why is he doing this? You kiss back, lips touching each others, tongue in eachothers mouths. You climb on top of him.

His messy blonde locks covering his eyes. You push his hair behind his ears. He chuckles, pressing his soft, lips against yours. You put your hands in his hair, playing with it. “You're so pretty like this..” he whispers, breaking the kiss. You put your lips back on his and continue to makeout with him. You unbutton his lab uniform a bit, almost revealing his chest. You begin to leave kisses on his neck.

Him moaning and whimpering below you. You stop kissing him, “peter.. Since my ‘friend’ didn't want to come with me on this roadtrip thing vacation thing.. I was wondering if you wanted to come with me?” He didn't reply for a second, “I'M SO SORRY I SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN ASKE-” he cuts you off with a kiss right on the lips, a very messy kiss. “Of course!! And don't say that my love.. I would love to go with you. Every minute I spend with you is NO mistake.” You giggle, lips still connected to his.

[banggyu0308]

hiii kinda shy rn but i just wanted to say that your vibes are immaculate. like idek how to describe it. and ik youre an nsfw acc but the duality you show to your moots?? like how can a person so cool be so sweet at the same time 😭😭 anww i hope you take time for self care whenever you can and pls dont feel pressured to write requests!! your readers will always patiently wait for you 🤍

can i be ☀️ anon if it isnt taken yet??

THIS IS SO SWEET AVSHJBWHWBSJW

I try really hard to come off as approachable (CAUSE I AM-) because all of y'all on here are so cool and nice and fbjhrgb and i'm glad that i've made so many friends here T-T

IT WAS SO FUNNY I WAS JUST TALKING ABOUT NSFW WRITERS WITH SOMEONE RECENTLY AND HOW WE WRITE ABOUT SEX AND CUM AND DICKS AND THEN RESPOND TO THE COMMENTS LIKE 'SJBCKJ TYSM IM GONNA CRY' OR 'teehee i'm glad you like it 🥺 ❤️ '

i always forget the fact that i don't work for other people i work for myself, on my own schedule, so ive been worrying about not responding to requests but thank you for reminding me that if people really want to read my writing, they'll be patient and wait <3

AND OFC YOU CAN!!! NTMY ☀️ ANON

[kalopses-sonderes]

Just rambling but its about my day at school but its not in order

I put 10 bracelets and 3 necklaces on this morning, im about to annoy the hell out of my teachers 🏃🏽‍♀️

My belt chain broke 🥲 it was my favorite

I fixed it ✨

MY FRIEND ATE A BIG ASS SALAD IN ONE FUCKING MINUTE. WHERE IS SALAD GOING DUDE?

showed my friends some of my tik toks from main acc cause they asked

The chain broke again..

anyways, me any friend was shaking our bracelets :D

Almost tripped in the hallway🥲

These guys were throwing things at my head, like tubber bands cause i felt the sting. They were laughing but I chose to ignore them.

I worked on a project that I get draw on✨

I took an online test and I was the only one to get 100%🤭

pet the schools dog☺️

I guy asked for help with his homework a while ago, but today he acted like a total dick😒

i have to go outside and walk to another building for one of my classes, it was cold as hell😭😭

I talked to one of the color guard in the locker room and they dont have to go the practice tonight but hornline does😔

Who’s gonna tell white people its not a compliment to call me the n word….😭

saw a few fight happen, that one girl crying at lunch, 8 girls smoking in the bathroom during lunch

another girl lied about dating another girl blah blah

my friends called me “no memory (my real name)” per usual💀😂

I keep forgetting to clean my shoes🤷🏽‍♀️

One of my close friends said “I dont like y ou r new hairstyle” i jokingly said “Is that racially motivated?” He said “yes it was”😀

A different close friend always waits for me after 6th period so we could walk together to 7th period💗

Im no band kid, im just a kid in band

I accidentally hit a trombone with my bass clarinet, i apologized and he was ok with it. That was one of the first chill brass players ive ever met <3

Some guy spit on me😐

I talked to some people, and got my friend to play her dream instrument! Im still trying to get to play mine. But im not aloud :(

[hellomeowme]

First day of penning my thoughts down

i am caught between wantingto express myself as honestly as pssible and being as eloqueny as pssoble - maybe those two cannot coexist on any plane of paper or platform i put my words down on.

ive been oscillating between wanying read more and trying tonwrite again. Here i am rambling on about the process instead of actually pouring my heart out rn. Im at R’s place rn, after i had a cry sesh about hiw lonely i am (you could fashion a calender out of how rhythmically i suffer from these spells of melancholia- funny because her casually (and causally) mentioning that she rode in some guys convertible in the morning was what caused me to spiral in the first. I want to say im not jealous, that i jus want what she has would be a lie because i distinctively remember thinking why does she have everything and i cant have this one thing that i writhe around filled with longing so often that ive discovered talking about it is futile - only breeds the particular brand of pathetiqué i feel like ive perfected over the last 3 years that have caused me to conclude my love life (or the dearth of the same) is hopeless. Maybe it would be true to say i am not envious of her though; now im thinking of I and whether i should send this to her because i want her to judge my writing (though i think i write better anyway) but i feel it will cause dishonesty to creep into this attempt to bare my soul to starngers on the internet. Also because me and R just talked about she is so wishy washy about studies and how it can be so frustating to talk to her. Also thought about K while writing this because we made this acc together, and maybe also due to the fact i talked about her with A recently. Im meeting C tomm and i dont want my frnds to see him cuz hes ugly and they know i dated him and i feel like a terrible person beacuse i told him to wear a mask for his safety wo revealing the real reason - my vanity. Im putting my hope into bumble for the umpteenth time and was constantly checking it as if thats gonna make anything change (j did say that im paralysed bw wanting a partner and not doin anything about it maybe that’s why im planning to use it more often). Ill check it tomm; i really need to write my journal- babye!

[hsgdjshs]

@k1r0sl1mb0 just read this entire thing.

This is pre typed message

Please, read the entirety.

since you have me blocked everywhere i think the most logical and.. really the only way to do this is on a empty acc where only you'd see it. im going to be brutal here, so sincerely, i want you to read it.

Notes.

8/30/23

Recently the cards seem don't really make much sense. Everything seems fine, i don't understand what it's trying to tell me.

its like, a bunch of happy cards like the 10 of cups keep coming out but after all of those suddenly theres the 3 of swords. i dont get it.

maybe im not good at these right now"

9/11/23

I have this weird ass looming feeling like somethings gonna go wrong but nothing seems off

Im scared i dont understand why i feel like this, everything seems okay"

9/24/23

"i cant shake this feeling tonight.

i hate this feeling.

i wish it'd stop.

i hate this

i cant take this right now

ive been this way for hours and i never fucking asked for this."

9/29/23

"i feel so sick fuck theres something wrong but i dont know what and im scared

something feels so off. somethings about to happen again im scared its the same times as last year and shes been so distant its like she isnt telling me something im so confused

am i doing something wrong?"

That was prior to everything. I knew for longer than I want to admit I did. I knew it was coming.

I wanna show you one more note though. Im going to edit it a bit ofc, but you see my point.

10/10/23

"i really hope one day you'll fall in love with me and just me alone, im tired of being the boy who's like him.

i wanna be the one you love

i want you to fall in love with me, all of me, all the fucked up bits of me just me not the pieces of him you can find in me.

i just want your love.

i wanna be loved how i love you

i want you to want to gently hold me and care for me and tell me that you love me and to just do what i do for you.

i wanna be able to cry to you and be comforted be told its okay have my cries responded to when i need you

i want to be cared for so badly

i want you to care when im not okay i want you to be there to calm me to even me out please

i want you to still care when things go wrong i wanna feel like you care but even if i was about to try to commit suicide you wouldnt be there because i cant die.

i really wish you'd care for me the way you probably cared about him."

It felt like that for ages. I mean like, actual fucking ages.

This is me being vulnerable with you, properly.

Anyways, moving on. I figured using some notes would help me talk about this. I really hope you're reading this, because I typed this on 10/25/23, but I plan on scheduling this to send in.. several months actually. I just need to let it out yk? To be honest, you said you're self aware but you aren't.

A relationship means caring for the other person involved too, and to be absolutely brutal? You never gave a shit about me. If you did you sure didn't show it. I was never once a top priority to you, hell I suspected you must be cheating a few times and I WAS HALFASS RIGHT. You did like someone else, intuition never lies. I feel like I deserved better to be honest. I always gave you everything, I bought you things and sent you paragraphs, I have a box full of love letters and I've done countless amounts of spellwork in the name of protecting you, but I never got anything in return for it. Nothing at all. Im calling you selfish, Robyn. You're genuinely so selfish that I don't know how you haven't noticed it yourself. Oh i'm dying?? No matter! I'll be fine!! Its like that is what goes through your head. Its like, no matter what was happening it never mattered. You never seemed to give a shit unless my life was on the line and even then? Rare that you'd even respond. When i'm doing bad its a hassle to even get a hug. I was always there for you every second, if something was the matter with you I prioritized trying to stay with you until everything was okay. I loved you. I made sure you always knew I loved you, I told you all about it constantly. I did so much for you, I even saved $300 in hopes I would get to travel to see you once I hit 18.

I did everything for you. I was dedicated, I was genuinely ready to give you my life.

But i'm speaking in past tense.

Sometimes, I think you never even actually were in love with me, but just the shadow of Shiloh that I had. I know I'm similar, I know thats what you saw in me originally. Whenever I asked you what you loved about me you couldn't even tell me, yet I had a 50 bullet point long list of all these small things I adored about you. It was insane how unreciprocated it was, yet I desperately tried to get the validation of being loved by you. I tried and I tried, constantly, I thought "If I keep trying, she'll give me something! She says she loves me so maybe if I do this or this she'll give me a little bit of affection." I thought like that, every day. Like some fucking neglected dog waiting for their owner to feed them for the first time in weeks. You wanna know what I find even funnier though? The fact that the little bit of affection I got was a "💖" reaction to my essay about loving you. That, was what I was so fucking excited for. You warped me that bad mentally. I actually hit a point where I thought, that a fucking heart reaction was proper reciprocation of my feelings.

Another point I would like to make is that in this last run, You literally could care less about my emotional wellbeing. "Ask Apollo" what if I wanted my LITERAL GIRLFRIEND who's supposed to be there for me to comfort me? What if, maybe, just maybe, I wanted you to just simply say the words "It'll be okay, don't worry" to me? That's all I have ever wanted from you. I was never seeking advice, or validation, or anything else. I was literally just seeking comfort and to be listened to.

Out of the relationship, I still sought for comfort in you. I didn't know better. I had nobody else. So I would spend my nights crying to you, not in hopes for you to fix it but in hopes that you would listen, that you'd hug me and tell me that I was going to be okay. That you'd prove you cared about me and still loved me in any way at all.

You never responded so I kept doing it because I wanted that comfort.

This is where the emotional numbness wears down a bit. The 23rd, you know when you left. Don't take this as guilt tripping but I am gonna give a quick rundown of why the way you executed that makes you a fucking asshole. One of my best friends? Left me. Another one of my best friends? Contemplating suicide!! (They did attempt, ended up in a ward.) And then on top of all of that? THAT is when you choose to drop the bomb on me!! Yes, call me out, but NO don't do it when i'm under that kind of stress. I don't know if the mental basic skills weren't working or if you're that fucking selfish, but that is not a good time to just yk, leave!! It really isn't. Like seriously. "Oh you're at peak mental worst? Yeah sorry bro let me just leave you alone to your own demise and do the one thing that I know will drive you insane, gotta help you out here."

And look I get it, I hate myself too I know, but that was just foul. It was genuinely such a shitty thing to do and I don't care if you were being told by deities to cut communication you could've waited a day or hell, had a real conversation with me!! Gone "Hey August, we need to talk" YOU COULD'VE TALKED TO ME. But no. No that isn't right to you now is it? You ran away again basically. I can guarantee this would've hurt x10 LESS bad if you just simply went and asked me to talk and then explained all of that. In a conversation, like a actual fucking interaction. You could've said you needed some time away, told me we need to cut communication, and let me have a proper goodbye to you.

You're one of the most selfish, cruel people I have ever known and if that doesn't make you self aware I really don't know what does. I knew that you were selfish and cold and still found so much to love anyways, yet you never had enough decency to be kind to me. You never were able to just, return the favor of treating me nicely and letting me speak the final words I wanted to.

I hate you. I really wanna say it. I fucking hate you.

But its not true. I'm mentally wired not to hate you almost as if static covers up those words, I wish I hated you. I really fucking wish I did.

I think you successfully did it, you know how you became emotionally so closed off? I think that a new yet timeless cycle happened, and its that I am unable to trust anyone ever again. Everyone is a liar, especially you. I won't show emotions because it will always always ALWAYS result in me being alone.

You must be happy with making me just like you were, i'm sure its why we're bonded the way we are. Must've been inevitable. I wonder if you're feeling what I feel as I am typing this.

I wish that the next words i'm about to say were a lie, but they aren't.

I love you.

[axelsscrapbook]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers <3

my first ask on this acc 😭😭🫶 tysmm and btw this post is gonna be long cause im mostly just infodumping on things i love.

1. brooklyn 99. whenever im sad or bored i play a b99 compilation or just some random episodes and i ALWAYS end up smiling. plus its story is really good!! i kinda wish i could watch it for the 1st time again.

2. absurdism or just the way i see life. it brings me sm joy to talk about how my way of living and seeing people take it seriously!!

3. tloz. i LOVE tloz. its so damn pretty. i dont wanna get into it cause id be writing for a while.

4. my fav music, obviously. some good music always brightens my mood. seeing the effort put into it is so satisfying, and the melody and the lyrics always hit different.

5. some random spanish summercamp i used to go to. (its somewhat like the scouts) in fact i think i have some reposts that remind me of it!! its always in rural galicia, which is a lovely part of spain, mostly because its FILLED w nature. the catch is: u cannot bring ur phone(u can bring cameras tho) and its amazing. it is 2 weeks long and the only way to communicate w ur fam is by sending letters, which ive grown to love. plus the people there are so damn fun and lovely and just amazing people overall, so u always have friends to make and memories to tell when ur older.(at the end of the summercamp everyone is crying bc its over and hugging eachother, we're like a huge friendgroup dude) I COULD TALK ALLLLLL DAY LONG ABT IT!!! plus i have some friends that i only see at this summercamp so that is an extra bonus. and not seeing ur phone for two weeks and just having fun w ur friends, playing games and going to the beach n things like that is so relaxing.

[flwrz4maxx]

my parents: "why dont u tell us anything anymore"

vent !!

uhh maybe cuz u literally say that im lazy, threaten u beat me if i dont do what u say a literal SECOND after u say it, u yell at me which js makes me more scared of u, u say that my mental health isnt real and that im js faking it, u compared me 2 my DOG when u FORCED ME 2 COME OUT, u blame me 4 everything, when i actually do something when u dont ask me to do u say that im tryna get something outta u and that i want something that ur gonna say no 2, my own MOTHER called me a fucking liar when i said that my dad sa's me and stuff when tho he literally does it in fucking front of her, u trash my room looking 4 things that i 'stole" when i didnt fucking steal shit, u blame me everytime something in the house goes missing, u compare me 2 my sisters even tho they are all in there fucking 30s-40s and im literally a fucking teenager, u said that its my fault when my bird died OF FUCKING OLD AGE, u go through my netflix & youtube acc 2 see what i watch, u invade my space, u made me clean out my whole fucking closet bc u thought that i was hiding something from u when i js fucking cleaned it, u say that i cry when u yell at me bc i dont wanna talk abt the thing ur yelling at me abt, and many other fucking stuff? idk js a guess tho

[whomself]

Rant with lots of swear words

my ex and i were happy once. we loved each other, but he broke up with me. he blocked me from his tweets, but not his acc. i blocked him to distance myself. he asked if we could still talk, and i felt my guard go up. and it didnt fucking stay up. it should have. i started regressing again, and he wanted to be my cg. he was my cg for a few hours. he wasnt ok with it. thats fine. im ok with that. and he also told me that, he wasnt comfortable with us talking at all anymore. i told him, dont worry, its fine. but its not. its not fucking fine. i cant take him doing this every two seconds. i cant. and hes sorry, he says hes sorry, but i cant fucking tell. i dont care. i just want to be left alone. i cant take it anymore, it hurts too much. i should have kept my guard up. i shouldn’t have dated him to begin with. i shouldn’t have spoken to him at all. someone tell me, how i can do such a fucking stupid thing? we will probably go back to the way it was, but i cant fucking do it anymore. it’s just gonna be a cycle, and im gonna get more and more hurt each time. im not taking my guard down anymore. 

and he fucking. he KNOWS this fucks with me. he knows. and he knows that he is the ONLY person that i’ve been STUPID ENOUGH to let in. he knows. and this is what he does. he lets himself be unsure. 

so i took a small break bc i was balling my eyes out from frustration and hurt. and i let him know how i was feeling. here is that message: 

me:  so.. im sorry. im sorry for having to say this but im hurting so please just hear me out. i dont want this to be a repeat thing. i dont want to get trapped in a cycle of "lets talk" to "we shouldn't talk" im tired, im hormonal rn, and im balling my eyes out over Mister Rogers' Neighborhood. i really like you, you're one of my favorite people, but i just.. i cant keep it up anymore. im tired, im sick, and im tired of putting my guard up and then taking it down. so please, if this is it, let me know, or maybe, just give it more time than last time, bc i need you to be sure.. i dont mean to sound desperate or harsh, but im almost at my limit :(

him: Thats ok! i understand your point, and i respect your limits. i dont think i can be the person youre looking for and im sorry. i think we should go our separate ways [Whomself]

me: thanks for letting me know (name) i really appreciate it. thank you for being there for me. i wish you the best. 

and there it was. we wished each other well, and that the other stayed safe, and here we are. im crying a lot. mostly bc im hurt. but also bc i liked him a lot. im still frustrated with him, but i will get over it. im thinking of taking some time away from tumblr and twitter (where this whole convo took place) to just use tomorrow, and the rest of today as a mental health day. i need a good cry, that isnt about him, so ill watch a Bob Ross documentary or something, but ill be fine. have a good day, thank you so much for reading!

[honey-sweet-hiraeth]

Turmoil (Reader x Wanda Maximoff)

Y'all this is pretty damn angsty not gonna lie- You do get some fluff with Wanda at the end though :)

Also this is my first time posting a Wanda fic or anything like that (other than my old Sarah Paulson wattpad acc) so uhhh please be nice to me?

(Constructive criticism is appreciated)

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ DEPRESSO STUFF AND MENTIONS OF SELF HARM

Reader has a breakdown in front of the Avengers

(side note R has Self-Healing and Empathy powers)

You sighed softly as you eyed the scars running along your wrists. Your past was no secret. After Hydra you hated yourself, you thought you deserved the pain, the mutilation, the self inflicted scars. It was harder due to your powers, Empathy. You could literally feel the deep seated anger, fear, self hatred and mourning everyone else around you was feeling. Everyone in the compound tended to keep an eye on you. They knew you had a complicated past with hurting yourself. You thought about how they reacted when they found out you'd started again.

Natasha was hurt that you hadn't reached out. Bruce, Clint and Bucky silently worried about you, not wanting to push too hard. They'd been there, they knew how addicting it can be to take what little control you could over your pain.

You never officially talked about it though, not even with Wanda Who you trusted most out of the Avengers. She was your best friend after all.

You never expressed your emotions, ever. Not even at your most overwhelmed. At least not in front of the others.

That was until Steve and Tony tried to stage an intervention.

You were sure they had good intentions, they all did. They wouldn't be there if they didn't care, that's what they kept saying.

But that didn't stop the anger bubbling inside you as they all sat there in the living room, staring at you with worried, pitiful expressions.

Maybe it was because you were caught off guard, or maybe it was because you never allowed yourself to believe anyone cared about you. No one ever took the time to prove it to you.

Maybe that was why, in front of everyone, you finally snapped.

"Y/n you know what we're here to talk about right?" Tony was the first in the room to officially speak, not even flinching at the deadly glare you fixed him with.

"Im assuming it's about my choice of coping mechanisms?" You set your jaw. "I dont see why its such a big deal- I literally heal almost instantly."

"That's not the point" Steve spoke up, his voice even softer than normal. "You're hurting yourself and you're spiraling. We just want to make sure you know that you're not-"

" Dont you dare tell me im not alone." You're tone sharpened dangerously

"y/n i-" Natasha started to speak but you cut her off raising your voice, shocking the rest of the room into silence

"NO!" Nat's eyes widened, Steve shrunk under your heated gaze and Tony avoided eye contact, " because at 3AM on a Friday when all my lights are on and i have whatever music i can get playing in some desperate attempt to kill my thoughts- im still smothered in darkness, choking on the silence and Overwhelmed I AM ALONE"

You didn't notice as Clint, Pepper, and Sam stopped what they were doing to listen to you yelling. Nor did you notice as Bucky, Thor and all the others began filing into the room at the commotion. You didn't even notice Wanda in the corner, twisting her rings on her fingers nervously- She knew this was a bad idea.

"When Heavy thoughts of self hate and what if's swarm and i clutch my tear stained pillow. I look around my room and there is no one." You continued, more anger fueling the projection of your voice. Never wavering. "When i cry out for help desperately but i still find myself watching the sunrise from the bathroom tiles soaked in my own blood the only one there is ME"

Tears filled your eyes but didn't spill over quite yet as you looked around at the shocked, guilty and worried faces around you.

"I'M the only one that hears my plea's for freedom, I am the only one who see's the increase in scars. The only one who has heard my cries is me."

The tears slid down your cheeks as your voice cracked, your true sorrow and emotion showing through.

"Dont tell me im not alone because that is false" You stopped yelling now but you're tone still had an edge sharp enough to cut.

"You're not the ones engulfed in fear and negative emotion that you're not even sure are your own-" Your lip began trembling, your walls crumbling and your resolve fading further with every word you spoke "its me."

"and i-" You broke off with an uncontrolled fit of sobs and practically Whispered as you finished your speech"I am SO alone."

The room was totally silent. You watched through teary eyes and broken sobs as a few of them searched for words but found none as they stared at you, frozen. You wrapped your arms around yourself, digging your fingernails into your sides hard as you cried, feeling helpless.

Your tears only flowed faster as you realized that was how everyone felt.

The whole room, every person in it, all of them felt helpless watching you breaking down.

You dug your fingernails deeper into your skin as the room stayed motionless save for one body approaching you from the safety of her corner.

Wanda gently moved your arms to your sides and wrapped her arms around your waist, tucking her head into your neck as you reciprocated the hug and broke further in her arms.

A few moments after your breathing had steadied, Wanda pulled away, her own tears spilling down her cheeks. She took you by the hand and lead you out of the room, leaving the other stunned Avengers behind.

Without a single word, Wanda lead you to her room and pulled you inside. You quietly complied as she tucked you into her bed and slid in next to you beneath her sheets, pulling you into her arms.

You both sat in total silence, your head resting on her chest as she played with your hair and you listened to her heartbeat.

After what felt like hours, Wanda placed a gentle kiss, firmly to your head and sighed.

"I love you" Her voice shook ever-so-slightly and you felt butterflies erupt in your stomach. "You know that right"

"If i were to believe anyone could love me... it would be you that could make me see jt" You mumbled against her collarbone and Wanda let out a breath.

"I guess ill have to keep telling you until you believe it then." She was upset, and you couldnt stand it. Anyone anyone could be upset with you and you wouldn't bat an eye, but not Wanda. Wanda actually mattered.

"You're mad at me" You mumbled again and Wanda shifted suddenly beneath you.

"What?" She sounded shocked, her accent becoming slightly more prominent and her heartbeat sped up at the statement. "Why do you say that?"

"I can feel you're upset" you deadpanned, lifting your head to look her in the eyes. "I- i just assumed It was my fault"

Wanda's eyes softened and her hand instinctively reached up to carress your cheek. You couldnt help but lean into her touch.

"I could never be mad at you Lyubov (love)" Wanda offered a small, sad smile. "Im just upset that you feel so terrible and I can't fix it, or even help"

"You help" You stated simply, wiping a tear from her cheek "You help more than you know"

"I want to do more" Wanda sighed bringing up her other hand so she had both sides of your face cradled gently in her palms.

"You dont need to Wands" You smiled what you hoped looked like a genuine smile. "It's easier during the day, when you're around... It's the night that.. gets to me"

Wanda stared at you thoughtfully as her eyes searched your own. She bit her lip and you found your eyes drawn to the action, unable to tear your gaze from her mouth as her tongue darted out across her lips as she prepared to speak again.

"Then you're sleeping over here, or i'm sleeping in your room until you feel better" She stated firmly and your eyes widened.

"Wanda, no" You shook your head "I co- i couldnt ask you to do that"

"You didn't ask- i decided." Wanda pressed further "You're severely depressed and quite frankly I'm afraid to leave you alone so please, just let me keep you company"

Your eyes widened as you stared at her in shock. A smirk taking over your features after a few moments.

"How could i say no to spending more time with my favorite person?" You grinned and Wanda let out a releived sigh, you both tried to ignore your respective anxieties at the idea of spending a full night together, sleeping together and waking up with one another.

"Do you want to watch something?" Wanda gestured to the TV on her wall. "You can choose the movie"

"Not really" you sighed contently, your voice barely above a whisper "I just kinda wanna enjoy... you. You bring me peace"

A surprised look crossed Wanda's face as a red hot blush crept up her cheeks.

"Oh-Okay then. Im okay with that" Wanda blushed as she leaned back into her pillows and you tucked your head beneath her chin, taking in her scent. "You bring me peace too Y/n"

Should I add a part two? Idk if I should or not tbh. Anywho I hope someone likes this. 😅 If you're actually reading this then uh- hi. Have a nice day/night :P