never feel the heat of competition... the universe is allowing you to evolve at the pace of life.. there is no time but now.. you are where you're at.. when you're supposed to be there.. during every second of the day. Your universe is creative, organic, and unique.. every second is an improvement of the previous second. Your only competition is the YOU before now. There is no race just pace.. time is a myth
I've been in pain... But the question I always ask myself when down is
" are you able to move forward?"
Detaching how I feel from what I'm actually capable of. I may not FEEL like I can get up again. But am I able to? Yes.
My biggest mistake in life involved lack
of accountability. I blamed the world for my behaviors and actions, preventing me from moving forward. With being accountable, I became aware… being aware gave me the ability to change. And this life is all about evolution.
& no matter how bad things were, I still had your back. I loved you. The world knew it. But, I knew for as long as I'd put myself last…you'd never put me first.
Realizing that nothing on earth is forever… and for as long as we’re here we have all the time in the world for everything. So, take your time. allow that sip to last longer, and if you can… break day and see how wonderful the sun is when it rises. Smile a lot, and be kind. The world can rotate at your pace with great spirits and patience.
I wanted to post something before I fell asleep... I write here because I know no one watches me here. And I don’t have to immediately explain my thoughts and emotions. They can sit here and marinate with you, and you can interpret it in the manner you wish.