#ethan winters has adhd

[zero-insignificance]

There's just something in my heart of hearts that tells me Karl Heisenberg does the flappy hands thing and bounces in place when he's excited.

He used to be really embarrassed about it and sometimes still tries to hide his stimming, but Ethan thinks it's really cute.

[heisenberg-simp257]

Heisenberg❤️ Imagines and Headcanons

Savior in a Trench Coat

He Saved Me, But Why?

Landlines

Landlines (Part 2)

Hallucinations

The Bet

Knight in Shining Armor

He’s Jealous.

Advice from The Duke

A Fragile Heart

Leader of the Pack

Dense as Hell

Flustered

Pushed Over the Edge

A New Life

Hate?

Fatherhood

Simple Enjoyment

To Love or Not Love

Night Terrors

Five Minutes?

A Good Father

A Moment of Peace

Lessons in Love

Guilty

A Nice Evening

Maternal Instincts

Braiding

Love Can be Painful

A Changed Man

The Illness

The Fear of Fatherhood

To Wait

Revenge

The Power of Protection

Loneliness

Come to Bed, Darling

A Domestic Life

A New Arrival

A Downpour

The Blessings of Lord Heisenberg

Who Knew a First Kiss Could be a Last?

Heisenberg: An Emotional Analysis

A Love Letter?

DIY Wedding Rings

The Worst Kind of Family Meetings

Love Without End

Distance

You’re Really Not Lycan That

To Raise The Spawn of Lord Heisenberg

Moments of Reflection

Boulder-Punching Asshole

Lord Fashionista

Ethan Winters?

Just a Monster

Jealous Streak

Favorites

Something Special

Junior?

Chaos in the Heisenberg Household

To Have and To Hold

A Better Life

Forgotten Memories

This Isn’t a Family

Coraline

A Heart Forged in Fire

Come Again?

Courage

Experiment Gone Wrong

The Dragon’s Keep

Village of Cruelty

Better Off Without Me

What Could Have Been

Mother Knows Best: Dimitrescu Edition

Heisendad

Words From The Duke

Uncertainty

Fatherhood At Last

Nothing is Ever Lost

Second Drawer Down

Werewolves of Romania

Not All Who Wander Are Lost

The Terror of Darkness

It’s a Small World

The Fifth Lord

A Lonesome Morning

Once Upon a Time

A Start of Something Special

A Start of Something Special (Part 2)

The Night of The Ball

The First of Many

Electrical Problems? For Real?

And Baby Makes Three

Stalker Vibes

Simpler Times

The Happiest of Birthdays!

Holidays with the Heisenberg Family 🎄

Karl Heisenberg Being an Overprotective Dad when it comes to His Daughter and Boys

Heisenberg with an S/O who’s a Lycan Headcanons

Taking Care of Karl Heisenberg Headcanons

Karl Heisenberg with a Sex-Repulsed Asexual Reader Headcanons

Heisenberg’s Reaction When Asked to Change the Baby’s Diaper Headcanons

Heisenberg Comforts You About Your Eye Color Headcanons

Heisenberg Discovering Your Talent For Metal Singing Headcanons

Heisenberg’s Reaction to a Giggly and Affectionate Drunk Reader Headcanons

Heisenberg’s Reaction to His S/O Who Makes Him Little Trinkets

Heisenberg’s Reaction to an S/O with ADHD

Heisenberg’s Reaction to a Reader with a Very High Libido

Heisenberg with an MC Who Already Has a Daughter Headcanons

Post-Village Heisenberg with his S/O Headcanons

Heisenberg as a Grandfather Headcanons

Heisenberg and a Fem!Reader Who Doesn’t Like Wearing Traditional “Feminine” Things (Dresses, Skirts, High Heels, Makeup, Perfume, Ect.)

Heisenberg with an Insecure Reader Headcanons

Being BFFs with Heisenberg Headcanons

Self-Aware Heisenberg Headcanons

Heisenberg’s Reaction to You Crocheting Him a Sweater Headcanons

Headcanons For Heisenberg Who is Madly in Love With the Reader, Who Works as a Gardener at Castle Dimitrescu

Living in Heisenberg's factory Headcanons

Heisenberg with a Lawyer S/O Headcanons

Heisenberg with a Reader Who Adores His Experiments

Heisenberg with a Fifth Lord Who has Plant Powers Headcanons

Heisenberg with a Reader Who is an Absolute Ray of Sunshine Headcanons

Heisenberg With an S/O Who's Obsessed With Themselves

Karl Heisenberg with an Elegant S/O Headcanons

Halloween with the Heisenberg Family

Cute Heisenberg Headcanons

[thisworldisablackhole]

SeeYouSpaceCowboy - - The Romance of Affliction

It was a cold, dark winter evening. My best friend and I were having one of our frequent "get faded and listen to music" sessions. Those hang outs were always the highlight of my week. Crack a cold one, have some deep conversations, and crank some tunes. Lift off, baby. The vibes were good, but when it came time for me to commandeer the Auxiliary Cord SS, I admit I was a little sheepish.

"You got any new shit?"

"Well… sort of… you might not like it though"

"Fuck it dog, put that shit on. You know I'm pretty open minded"

I laughed.

"Alright, we'll see about that"

I think I might have put on "…and My Faded Reflection in Your Eyes", first, but my memory of that night is a little hazy. It doesn't matter though, because what happened next was a complete and enthusiastic unravelling of our former selves as we bonded over a new found mutual love of melodic metalcore. We had been friends for close to 10 years, but up until this point we had reserved our musical exchanges for mostly palatable cool guy bands who hid their emotional urgency under a veil of artful stoicism. Perhaps this was done out of shame, because wearing your heart on your sleeve is generally discouraged in the culture of adulthood. It felt like a risk to open up and share the side of me that still loves an arguably juvenile mode of expression, but the reward for doing so was unbridled joy and connection.

SeeYouSpaceCowboy said fuck shame, fuck stoicism, fuck acting cool. We're gonna scream, we're gonna sing, and we're gonna feel something. The Romance of Affliction is scenecore for the modern age, and it is completely unapologetic in being so. Taking cues from bands like Drop Dead Gorgeous, The Blood Brothers, Botch, and Underoath, SYSC created a special blend of sounds that is equal parts chaotic, violent, and sweet as sweet tea on a hot southern day. Sugar, spice, everything nice, and a metric fuck tonne of Chemical X. Excuse my language.

One of the first things to really draw me into this album was the vocals. This album has a major case of split personality disorder, and I mean that in the best way possible. Vocalist Connie Sgarbossa bounces between larynx shredding highs, lows, and sasscore yelps while guitarist Ethan Sgarbossa and bassist Taylor Allen also chime in with mid ranged roars and lovesick cleans. It's enough to induce a psychotic episode, or at the very least give listeners with ADHD enough variance in frequency and delivery to keep them stimulated. The vocal patterns are impressively synchronized, and you can tell that a lot of thought goes into this aspect of their music. It's something I wish more bands would take note of, but maybe that's just my addled attention span speaking. There are some pretty cool, albeit head turning features on this album as well. Shaolin G's rap verse on "Sharpen What You Can" in particular has been polarizing, but ends up being one of the more impactful and (frankly) punk rock moments on the album as he comes in with a strong message of self affirmation and being true to yourself in the face of adversity.

The instrumentals don't hold back either, and come well equipped with their own hyper aggressive inability to sit still. Razor sharp panic chords and time signature switch ups dance their way toward atmospheric passages before plummeting back down to earth with classic single note breakdowns. Almost every song comes packaged with a hookworm chorus or dreamy melodic bit to offer respite from the teeth clenching madness and draw you back in for repeated listens. A good hook is one that makes you really appreciate everything leading up to and preceding it, and thankfully the band delivers on this every time. SYSC doesn't just rely on a catchy chorus to sell a mediocre song. They aren't afraid to show their full hand of influences either, as they ambitiously swing between three or four different niche subgenres in rapid motion. It might sound like a recipe for disaster, but it comes across as more meticulous than random, and the result is a surprisingly smooth and cohesive experience. 13 songs and 40 minutes goes by with a flash, and not once do I feel like the band is testing my patience.

The Romance of Affliction is a time machine that will unlock forgotten pieces of your heart, but it's also a vessel of progression for a subgenre that not many are brave enough to claim in today's landscape of serious mature stoicism. SeeYouSpaceCowboy have managed to breathe fresh life into old tricks in a way that only the most studious of scene disciples could pull off, and I can't wait to see them continue to flourish and expand their palette of influences in the years to come.

[transluisserra]

Newest chapter of Caged has been delayed bc the author has ADHD and has been hyperfixated on Ethan Winters. It will be out asap, but it may be a few weeks before the following chapter is released because I have none of it written.

[wrenthemoralfander]

Fanfics I wanna read:

Romantic:

Snow Mountain Beast King Thorin x Struggling Blogger Bilbo

Thief Soap x Assassin Ghost

Protector Revali x Autistic Link (because I said so?)

Runaway Cole Cassidy x Cursed Archer Hanzo

Modern Bodyguard Din x Luke

(Fantasy Au) Unaware Vex’alhia x Possessed Percival De Rolo III (yes, this does have your favorite bird demon in it.)

(Victorian Au) Rebel Without A Cause Nea X Victorian Painter Carmina

Rouge Luis x Paladin Leon (it’s really just the two of them playing D&D)

Blind Luigi x Dragon Koopa King Bowser

Pop Star Jaskier x Wraith Geralt

Modern Hacker Karl x Software Dev Ethan

Kas/Eddie x Steve but Steve has ADHD and has separation anxiety (look what you’ve done Mr. And Ms. Harrington, you’ve gone and fucked up a perfectly good boy. Don’t worry, Eddie/Kas will fix him)

Gavin x Nines except Gavin passes out randomly and no one fucking knows why

Modern Librarian Percy x Siren Vex (because I fucking said so)

Platonic/Family:

Claudette and Quentin getting adopted by killers.

Feng Min meeting Bunko Tatsumi.

Ethan Winters gets to see Rose grow up.

Arnetta Larkin and Sergei hanging out.

Jason Todd meeting Whistle and approving of her (I have wrote a fanfiction like this and I want to see more of it)

Din meeting child Rey, and befriending her. (Completely unaware that’s Luke’s kid)

Gwendolyn runs away and Tired Worried Percy or Vex or Both rushes to find her.

Kili finds Baby Frodo among a destroyed house. He brings him to Bilbo, calamity ensues.

Takato and Guilmon eating Guilmon bread together.

Tulin and Revali bond

Julia gets Shadowsan’s blessing to Marry Carmen. A.k.a., Jules becomes Shadowsan’s daughter-in-law.

Child Zelda steals from Gerudo Town and has to answer to Urbosa.

Other fics:

Whistle meeting the other versions of Riddler.

Shan Yu meeting Frollo -> calling Frollo a hypocrite

Angela getting beaten the fuck up by Steve (because I fucking said so, she was a bitch, fuck her, she insulted someone’s dead father, she deserved what she got. But I feel like she deserves more…)

Carrie meeting Pamela Voorhees, and Carrie’s mom dying.

Donna running away from The Village before the events of Village, and getting captured by either Heisenberg or Chris or she just escapes and Miranda is short one Lord. (and a baby possibly…) <- But that’s entirely up to the person writing it.

Soap and Ghost are the traitors. (I love them, I do, but one of them is the traitor and the other is helping the traitor/Lets say, one of them, Ghost is the traitor and kills mostly everyone except the other and makes them, Soap an accomplice)

Miles’s mom finds out her son is Spider-Man, because of Noir.

Malak reminding Doug that he had it coming (cell block tango, but it’s just the monsters mocking Doug in a way, and Malak reminds him that he deserves eternal suffering, not the sweet release of death)

(Modern Au) Ace is always running from debt, however, even he knows that The Deathslinger will find him. It’s only a matter of when.

Eddie and Venom adopt a kitten. That’s it.



[southparkthetwosidesofacard]

Say hello to my Oc Asher! (Asher Finnegan Carson)

This is my little goober Asher, he is a recurring character that usually helps cartman in his plans

people get both their last names wrong with him getting called “cartman” a few times

he doesn’t like the the main four and I quote “I would rather jump off a cliff than have to date one of those assholes but if I was held at gunpoint to date one it would be Kyle”

He’s one of those kids that wears shorts and a shirt even in the winter and says “guys it’s not even that cold!”

Asher’s family owns a bakery and whenever they have shit that didn’t sell he just gives it to Kenny instead of throwing it away because he doesn’t like wasting food

him and Tweek know each other at least because their families work together since Tweek’s family owns a coffee shop

his best friend is this kid named August and they become friends whenever Asher found him eating mud in the corner of the playground when they were 6

Asher is a loud yapper who is louder than rock music at full volume and yaps like there’s no tomorrow and August is also a loud yapper, this is probably because both of them are diagnosed ADHD gremlins that professionally yap.

Asher also has a ginger Maine Coon cat named Ethan

[kklockworkalien]

you know what time it is!! heisenberg [+some wintersberg] headcannons!!

-adhd karl 🛐🛐 mans either has too much energy and is bouncing off the walls or zones out at the wall for 3 hours. no in between. his executive disfunction makes him SO mad cos he wants to work SO badly but he CANT

-when he’s feeling very strong emotions he unintentionally makes scrap/metal float around, if hes having a panic attack/ breakdown metal goes flying around him like a tornado to prevent people getting close to him as he hates the idea of people seeing him as weak

-as stated in my previous hcs, hes not been outside of the village, so ethan gets the brilliant idea of taking him to a diy shop!! and omg this man. hes like a golden retriever the MOMENT he enters the shop,, running down the aisles looking at all the sheets of metal and tools, clinging to ethan going ‘PLEAAAASEE buy me some pls come on darlin pls i need !!! i need all of it pls’ and ethans forced to incline. he probably floats large expensive things out the door and collects them on the way out anyway. heisenberg says steal from the rich 🤌🤌🤌

-doesnt really have a set genre of music he listens to, but likes classic rock and southern music the best,

-to link with the previous hc, he makes a little radio on wheels so he always has music with him around the factory, he loves singing as he works as it helps him to concentrate

-when he wants to show off and look nice for ethan he asks donna to make him some new clothes, she makes wonderful satin suits and funky capes for him

-biggest softy for animals, especially puppies, always stops in the street to give a wee puppy or cat a chin scratch :}

-not great at comforting people as he doesnt really know how to cheer himself up tbh, but he will sit and listen to someone if theyre down

-he knows a spot in the village where you can see shooting stars every year at a specific time, luckily ethans not busy that night, karl takes him there and they have a little picnic and watch the stars go past all night

-walking radiator. this man is always warm. when its winter it snows very heavily in the village and karl insists on letting ethan wear his coat, wether its more of a showing off thing or a concern for ethans health is up for you to decide

-he likes to have everything up to date and working, with all the work in the factory it makes it hard for him to rest as hes always busy, leading him to be exhausted most of the time, falling asleep while operating dangerous machinery, knocking things over ect ect, ethan has to practically drag him to bed most days so he doesnt overwork himself, karl doesn’t understand why hes so worried because hes so tired he doesnt realise what hes doing

-he likes to have ethan or rose with him while hes planning or drawing up new ideas and inventions to keep him company, sometimes they help him too!

-treats rose like a princess, always protecting her, getting her all the gifts she wants, making her things, he wants to make sire she gets all the love he never got as a child

-tends to have nightmares from mother miranda experimenting on him as a child, if its not to bad he just wakes up shaking and cuddles up to ethan, but it can get really bad, and he bolts up full blown panic attack and sobbing, ethan has to hug him and play with his hair to calm him down, he always ends up really groggy and sad afterwards so ethan spends the day with him trying to cheer him up :}

-covered in scars from lycans, mirandas experiments or just being clumsy at work, he used to be quite insecure about them but now things they’re quite beautiful <33

[finn-writes-stuff]

So I’m down bad for Karl Heisenberg and Ethan Winters so

Them X a (potentially Lycan) ADHD coded S/O?

(Male or nb please)

I'm not sure if you wanted their Headcanons separate or together but I havent gotten to write any polyam stuff and I want to, so have some Ethan x Reader x Heisenberg Headcanons.

I know Lycans aren't werewolfs canonically, but I don't care, lycan reader gets to be a dog cause they deserve it

Heisenberg is very physically affectionate and Ethan is very big on showing his affection through taking care of you.

Even if they're both not naturally inclined to be very verbal about their affection, if you need to hear it, they'll make the effort for you.

Heisenberg will absolutely tease you about your lycan traits. He thinks they're adorable, but he also thinks it's funny to tell you that dogs arent allowed on the furniture.

Ethan will tell him off for it though.

They're both so wildly protective of you. No one can so much as look at you wrong.

You and Ethan have to team up to drag Karl away from his work to go to bed.

Rose likes trying to pet you, and she calls you a puppy sometimes as a little kid. You are 100% sure that Karl encouraged this, cause he laughs when she does this

You guys have a very big bed and there are multiple blankets because Ethan steals them and Karl kicks whatever blanket he has off the bed.

[rosegroveyard]

Comfort things! Part 2

Comfort books!

The Riordanverse - These books are my CHILDHOOD. Percy Jackson slapped, the twists, the heartbreak, the comedy!! Gods I still remember every single character. The demigods are written well but the gods on the other hand. These books have lots of poc, queer, and Lgbtq+, representation. Same could go for Magnus chase, Kane Chronicles, The last fallen star, heroes of Olympus, and trials of Apollo! Love the book and not the author.

T.w for the books

Lots of fighting and character death, xenophobia, bad portrayal of mentally ill characters (Octavian, Ethan, May castellan), poor writing when it comes to disorders such as dyslexia and ADHD, trauma, forceful outing, pedophilia (caleo, Anubis), abuse, abandonment, please read with caution as these topics can be very sensitive

The osemanverse - These books are some of the best comfort books I can read! These books include Heartstopper, solitaire, radio silence, I was born for this, loveless, this winter, and Nick and Charlie! Alice is a British author and her most known book is called Heartstopper. Heartstopper is about two high schoolers, Nick and Charlie who slowly start to fall in love. Nick begins to question his sexuality and Charlie is there helping and rooting for him the whole way. Heartstopper is good representation for the Lgbtq+ community as it also features a trans character by the name of Elle, and a lesbian couple, Darcy and Tara.

T.w for the books

In the books their are scenes that describe eating disorders, starving of ones self, anorexia, homophobia, biphobia, thoughts of suicide, self harm, bullying, being outed, and so many more triggers. Please if you read these remember there are all of these triggers. Read with caution.

Bloom - by Kevin panetta, and Savanna ganucheau - This book is very adorable if you ask me. It's baking and boyfriend's! The book starts with Ari at his sisters wedding. Ari wants to leave their small town and start a band with his friends but Ari's older sister tells him that he needs to stay because their family business is failing. This upsets Ari, he wants to live his dreams and not be held back so he seeks out a replacement. Hector is visiting his grandmother's old house after she passed away, wanting to be in the house for awhile he takes a break from his culinary classes. That's when he finds the flyer for the baking business. Ari gives him the job and after working together for awhile they begin to bring out the sides that they hid from others. Ari begins to realize that maybe the band isn't his calling which upsets two of the members. And then it happens (spoilers ahead) ----- as Ari and Hector are gettin frisky in the kitchen they don't see that the oven broke and has set fire. The bakery and the families house burns down. Hector is fired and Ari falls back into his shell. Ari and Hector get back together after Ari's dad said he was happy that his son was happy. Ari doesn't join the band, the bakery is rebuilt and the two end up happy together. ---- spoilers finished

T.w for the book

Harmful words being told to make someone feel bad, fire, emotional manipulation from a ex lover and friends, talk of loss. These topics can be triggering and are sensitive to some. Read with caution!

Are you listening? - by Tillie Walden - This book is absolutely beautiful looking. The art has to be my favorite thing ever! This book is about a young girl named Bea, she's running away from home, when she runs into Lou a mechanic going to her aunt's home. Lou let's Bea come with her since she doesn't want Bea alone. After driving for awhile, they find a cat. Bea insists that they find it's home. So when the pair gets to Lous aunt's house they ask about the town. Lous aunt is clueless, but her uncle only knows a little bit about the town. So they begin to drive, and they find out the town doesn't exist and that a road company is after the cat. Why? You'll have to find out if you read it!

T.w for this book

A huge trigger warning for r@pe. It made me very upset when reading. Talk of abandonment, loss of a loved one, abuse, Sciophobia (fear of shadows), Acrophobia (fear of heights), megalophobia (fear of large/long objects)

Nathan Hale hazardous tales - by Nathan Hale (not the spy lol) these can be seen as children books but these are very educational. This follows the hanging of American spy, Nathan Hale. But with a twist! Nathan gets eaten by a American history book! Nathan avoids his death by telling stories in Us history. But how long will it last?

T.w for the book

These books have so many triggering topics, please be aware these are about history.

The Tapper twins - by Geoff rodkey, these books are just 💋👌 chef's kiss. Tapper twins tear up new York is thee best in the series. I laughed way to much then I should have at a children's book. The books are about twins Reese and Claudia, who are always trying to one up each other, this usually ends up in chaos. It's a good book series and you should give them a read!

Amulet - by Kazu Kibuishi, this is a great fantasy graphic novel! The series follows Emily. After her father dies in a car crash she, her mother Karen, and little brother Navin, move to there grandparents home, Emily doesn't want change but her mother wants to embrace it. As Emily walks around the house she finds an amulet in an old workshop. And then weird things begin. In the basement she finds a whole new world, she also finds out that a former elf prince, named Trellis is after her. Her amulet also has powers! This book series has 8 books and it's splendid to read!

T.w for the books

Drunk driving, loss of a loved one, abuse, blood, gore, murder, fantasy violence, abandonment, and creatures.

The Watsons go to Birmingham, bud not buddy, and the mighty miss Malone - these books are about the racial discrimination of colored people in the 1940-1960s, absolutely great books that I read almost every week. I hope that you all will enjoy these as much as me!

T.w for the books

Racism, starvation, racial discrimination, death, use of fire, bombing, near drowning, please be aware these topics can be sensitive to some.

Spiderwick Chronicles - MAN WHERE DO I START???

I love these books and they are perfect for goblincore and gremlincore!

T.w

Lots of weird creatures, blood, death

[badgerhuan]

J, S, T!

hell yeah let’s do this

J - Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr

hmmm gravity falls probably fits here best. didn’t get into that show until i saw everyone losing their shits over the [REDACTED] reveal

S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

let’s expand upon the headcanon that Ethan is weak to cold and Benji is weak to heat! this is shamelessly lifted from Tom’s and Simon’s own temperature tolerances. i just love the idea that Ethan would be bundled up trying to keep warm in the winter whereas Benji in the summer just wants to Die bc of the heat. as someone who grew up in Russia who now lives on a subtropical island that’s robbed me of all my childhood cold tolerance, i relate to both of them.

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending, about anything at all 

answered! but since those are all mi hcs, let’s try some other tom characters now. Roy Miller is ace and autistic. Jack Reacher is aroace and autistic. Danny Kaffee is bi and has ADHD. Maverick Mitchell is pan. Jack Harper is demisexual. Jerry Maguire is aro.

[words-writ-in-starlight]

pjo for any mix of 2, 5, 8, 14, 19, 20, and/or 21?

I have a bunch of asks for this meme but I have finally seen MY BOY again in Son of Neptune and I missed him desperately, so.

2) Emotional/moral weak spots

Percy “let the world burn to save a friend” Jackson’s emotional weak spot--his Achilles heel, if you will--is always the people around him.  Not always just friends, either.  Anyone he thinks of as his responsibility will qualify, from his civilian parents to his camp rivals to outright enemies (Ethan Nakamura, anyone?).  He’s good at muscling through it, at bearing up and fighting on, but deep down he’s still a twelve-year-old kid who’s risking his life for someone who lied to him and watching his mother turn to dust.  Deep down, Percy never really left that hill, and you can tell.

This is also the single most powerful trap that Percy’s good heart can fall into, the biggest moral blindspot he has.  Once someone crosses that line, hurts someone Percy considers his to protect, they’d better hope the judges of Hades have mercy on them, because Percy sure won’t.

5) Guilty pleasures

Percy mostly embraces the attitude that if anyone has earned some junk food and trash TV, it’s him.  He and Annabeth watch cooking shows when they’re too tired or insomniac to function--stuff like Cutthroat Kitchen, where they can watch people get really intense and high-adrenaline about relatively low-stakes issues.  They find it calming.  The closest Percy really comes to a guilty pleasure--in the sense of never ever admitting to anyone how much he genuinely enjoys it--is watching Annabeth’s architectural shows.  You know those shows on Netflix and YouTube that are just a couple of people gushing over weird buildings?  Annabeth loves those.  Percy has never retained a single piece of information from the shows themselves, but he likes to sit with Annabeth’s back against his chest and his chin on her shoulder and his arms around her waist, so that she can pause it every five minutes to provide color commentary without asking him to move.  Annabeth has Some Thoughts about the pseudo-brutalist concrete-facing-and-bulky-squares aesthetic and Percy can repeat that rant word for word.  He has no idea what half the words mean but he sure does know every single one of them.  He puts up a good front of being dragged into watching her nerd shit, but Annabeth Knows The Truth.

Also, related, but Percy finds it very soothing to have Annabeth on his lap or asleep on his chest and something like a firm couch or a wall at his back.  He thinks it’s something about the pressure--it’s a little like being underwater.

8) Bad memories/experiences

What isn’t, to be honest.  But I think for a while there after Mount Saint Helens, Percy was really, truly, deeply afraid of fire.  Hard to hold onto a phobia when you’ve got a world to save, but sometimes when he’s standing too near to a fire, he still feels the heat seize up in his chest and the instinctive craving for water.

14) Ingrained habits/forces of habit

Percy’s number one top habits are clearly being enthralled with Annabeth, taking over armies, and terrifying acts of demigod, based on the 20% of Son of Neptune I’ve gotten through.  In that order.

As far as headcanons go, I’m firmly convinced that Percy is the worst fidgeter in two camps full of fidgeters.  He plays with his necklace and drums Riptide on tables and knocks his knuckles into his ribs or knees or temple and clicks his tongue and paces and plays with Annabeth’s hair and and and--  Annabeth, whose ADHD is much more inattentive type than Percy’s raging combined type, finds it charming, her personal perpetual motion machine.  She jokes that if she hooked him up to a generator, she could power all of New York.  Really, some kind of pressure stim, putting him under five blankets or putting someone on his lap or something, is the only way to get him to hold still.

19) People they’ve hurt or indirectly killed, and how it affected them

I already mentioned Michael Yew, but honestly I think Percy is...pretty haunted by the Battle of Manhattan.  He’s a leader by nature and a soldier by training and a hero by blood and none of those things make him okay with knowing how many people died on his orders.

On a slightly less morbid and more ADHD note, Percy has a mental list in excruciating detail of every single time he’s made Annabeth cry and sometimes when he’s already in a bad headspace he finds himself kind of obsessing over it.  He thinks a lot about her face while she burned his shroud.

20) What Ifs/Alternate Timelines

I described this to my girlfriend as “Big Three kids but one to the left,” soooo.

When Annabeth is twelve, she tries to go home, because her father just moved to California and all but begged her to come.  It lasts like three weeks and then she’s got her bag and her knife and a sour expression and she’s...figuring out transportation back to Long Island.  “Hitchhiking” makes it sound so dangerous.  Technically the driver of this truck doesn’t even know she’s here.  She just waits for him to stop and bails out and counts her forty-nine dollars and tries to decide what she’s going to do.  She’s already used one of her three drachma to tell Chiron she’s on her way, and really she shouldn’t use any more until she hears that they’ve sent someone to meet her, and--

And gods she’s tired.  She thinks she’s maybe in Vegas?  It’s only October, so it’s not real cold, but she’s angry with herself, for thinking it would be different with her dad, and angry with the truck driver, for stopping somewhere so glittery and confusing, and angry with the whole damn world for being like this.  She’s so angry that she doesn’t realize she’s gotten off the Strip until she practically slams into a wide gilt-glass door, which a doorman opens for her with a huge beaming smile.

“Welcome,” the doorman says warmly as Annabeth eyes him.  “We’ve been expecting you.”

Annabeth spends a few hours in the hotel’s game room, before she finds a strange boy about her own age who mentions offhand that he’s expecting his mother to come get him, after the war has settled down a bit.  They talk a little, and then the boy blinks at her, narrows his eyes, and says, “Something’s--not right here.”

Perseus--Percy, he tells her after giving her his full name, with a rueful smirk like it’s an old argument with someone else--hauls her out of the Lotus Hotel and Casino just after the winter solstice, and he has a few hours to gape around at Las Vegas before every monster in a forty mile radius descends on them.  Percy, in something of a panic, yells, and an entire graveyard bursts out of the ground.

Oh boy howdy is Olympus not amused at the sudden appearance of a son of Hades, two days after Zeus’ master bolt goes missing.

Also ft Bianca as a pine tree forming the gate to Camp Halfblood, and Thalia and her baby brother Jason, children of Poseidon, running scared from a manticore.  Thalia martyrs herself saving the quest to recover Annabeth, Bianca becomes lieutenant of the Hunters, and eventually, a kid who calls himself Nico shows up not long after Percy disappears.

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I posted 872 times in 2021

97 posts created (11%)

775 posts reblogged (89%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 8.0 posts.

I added 72 tags in 2021

#karl heisenberg - 11 posts

#art - 10 posts

#heisenberg - 8 posts

#gay - 8 posts

#digital art - 7 posts

#artist - 7 posts

#re8 karl heisenberg - 6 posts

#adhd - 6 posts

#resident evil 8 - 5 posts

#drawing - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 113 characters

#and tbh even when it is a romo relationship if you explain you didn't have romo interest but got trapped in it???

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

"Tetanus builds character."

-Karl Heisenberg

46 notes • Posted 2021-06-18 18:25:38 GMT

#4

look look look

i understand that Heisenberg is super strong and has metal powers. like i get that.

i understand that lady D is BIG and has her daughters and her claws.

i understand that Donna has her hallucinations and Angie is terrifying (sorry Donna, i hate dolls)

i understand that Sal has his enzyme walls

but i have seven siblings and countless cousins. they're not going to fucking catch me unless i want them too

51 notes • Posted 2021-06-26 03:48:16 GMT

#3

I would like to apologize for the absolute monster i will become on the 19th

52 notes • Posted 2021-03-11 00:21:31 GMT

#2

my guniea pigs: *literally sit in their and do nothing all day*

my mom and i: ah yes trouble makers

133 notes • Posted 2021-05-16 19:15:24 GMT

#1

my all time favorite thing about Heisenberg is that he's just a normal guy

like sure he has metal powers but other than that? he's just average.

a lycan? nope

vampire? nope

fish man? nope

weird doll friend? nope

tall? nope, he's 5"10 he's an inch shorter than Ethan Winters

Heisenberg is just an average man living with a not so average family. No wonder he's pissed all the time.

385 notes • Posted 2021-06-24 09:25:20 GMT

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[noxclara]

Sup sup! I was tagged by @throughmilkyway 😎 (I love us it’s so obvious that neither of us want to study for the internship)

Rules: Answer 15 questions and tag 15 followers you would like to get to know better.

Name: Fernanda

Nickname: Feña, but since most of people here dont have the ñ on their kboards just Effie is good!

Zodiac sign: Cancer or Leo depends on the horoscope you see but mostly Leo.

Height: 1,72 m or 5′7 ft

Languages spoken: Spanish and English!

Nationality: 🎉Chilean🎉

Favorite fruit: Blueberry

Favorite season: Autumn and Winter

Favorite scent: Vanilla and the rain

Favorite color: Dark blue, Dark red, Purple and Black

Favorite animal: Idk man but probably tigers? I have a lot of dreams about tigers

Coffe, tea, hot chocolate: COFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Average hrs of sleep: It depends of my adhd, if its a good day i can sleep like 8 hours straight and still feel sleepy, if its a bad day like..4 or 3 hrs.

Favorite fictional character: Nonono we talked about this its impossible to chose one. Rn i like Lance and Keith a lot (voltron) and this guy Ethan from the book Illuminae but I have like a lot more than those and HOLY SHIT I ALMOST FORGOT ZUKO!

No. of blankets you sleep with: right now? i have like 3 hehe.

Dream trip: me chanting: Ireland ireland ireland!!! Also a whole trip thought my country!

Blog created: This one has like a year but my main like 6 years or more.

Now Im gonna tag*imagine drumrolls because i couldnt find the emojie*: @shanelleo @nialllcentric @parrisshadam @strikingneil @bazptich @randomacquaintance @killing-my-demons @lilinalii @a-witches-brew @fleudelacour @ameliapoulain and everyone who wants to do this just tag me and im gonna read it!

[sirengenerator]

a masterpost

lifeguard girl: a fantasy/adventure tale with a poly-romance at the center of it. i’m most invested in lifeguard girl and attached to characters within it, so they’re the ones most commonly blogged about.

it should be noted that “lifeguard girl” is a placement title until i can get my shit together.

laila karnofsky: the main character of lifeguard girl and, shockingly, a girl and a lifeguard. laila is determined to find a cure to her siren’s curse and not really aware that other people might have objections to her risky and impulsive behavior. she is in a polyamorous relationship with troye and florence.

troye bernstein: a supporting character and love interest, troye is a good-natured romantic who accompanies laila on her journey and, in the process, begins a relationship with her and florence.

florence: [charahub link] a supporting character and love interest, florence is a siren with a lot of internal conflict regarding her feelings towards humanity and other sirens. she is in a poly relationship with laila and troye.

nerys spring-selborne: local researcher into the paranormal and part time conspiracy theorist, nerys is best characterized by her dedication to both her research and her best-friendship with andre.

andre michon: both a psychic and an unemployed millennial, andre remains the casual observer of other’s lives, rather than the startup of events in them. he would do anything for his best friend nerys, and is in a relationship with achilles.

achilles: [charahub link] a mermaid who has managed to find themselves in quite a bind, achilles lives in a koi pond in the backyard of nerys’s and andre’s home, and enjoys a romantic relationship with andre and a healthy friendship with him and nerys.

zachariah “z” zheng: a half-siren with few prospects in life and a dim sort of outlook, z lives a hedonistic lifestyle with little regard for the feelings of others. that is, when they aren’t met with their self-perpetuated misery. they begin as a minor antagonist and by the end, find themselves being more of a minor annoyance.

antigone: an old force similar to but much more powerful than today’s sirens, antigone is the last of their generation and they don’t exactly seem happy about that fact. they are the antagonist of lifeguard girl, and their character development has a ways to go, so for now i keep a lot of information about them vague.

the vanishing: a post apocalyptic dating sim concept i came up with during my summer break. like most of my projects, nothing is likely to come out of it, but i tend to think about it a lot.

beezus nakanishi: a reclusive entomologist, beezus has a not-so-mild obsession with insect life and labels people based on what bugs he thinks they most reflect. he’s kind of weird and gross. still, he has some charms. deep down. really, really deep down. he’s the only vanishing character i’ve really blogged about at considerable length.

esra redd: hooty hoo here comes weed and comic book boy, with his weed and comic books. what’s he dragging behind him? oh, it’s just his abandonment issues and inferiority complex. don’t worry about that. focus on his crush on beezus in the front there.

ceres trench: local millennial talks nostalgically about her indie band and the unofficial tour they went on while she bags your cvs items. she damns the name of minnesota, the dreaded state that keeps her captive from her true passion, which is playing guitar #2 and singing vocals. she continues advertising this band well into the weird empty apocalypse.

donatello “donnie” rickets: the local fight gay cannot go one minute without picking a fight. specifically with beezus. he really doesn’t like bug boy. still, he sort of joins esra when it comes to carrying that inferiority complex with him.

filomena blackett: filomena is a model and stylist, and could tell you at length how hard it is adjusting to a life with only the company of six other losers, but would rather sit with you and explain her insecurity as a child and her admiration for other women.

laurence dean: pretentious southern vegetarian. laurence is a philosophy degree away from being what he always dreamed of, unfortunately instead of going with his dreams and pursuing art/writing/philosophy, he went with architecture to give the illusion that he was a professional. he likes bad webcomics.

shall i compare thee: a story about adolescence, living with trauma, the closet, and crushes. shall i compare thee (working title by the way) started off as a stray thought but then i made ocs for it so i guess it’s a thing now. kind of.

dahlia parsons: dahlia is currently deeply in the closet and comfortable there, but a misunderstanding leads to her being set up with landon robinson, which wouldn’t be so bad if she wasn’t a lesbian and crushing on his sister. she likes coding and set design. she’s partially based on me and partially based on girls too cool to even be compared to me.

lana robinson: known for playing romeo in last years rendition of romeo and juliet, being the president of the school’s gsa, practicing her writing with reader insert fanfiction, and being the most open and out lesbian in school. she’s based on several different girls i’ve met and looked up to so as to create the Ultimate Crush who’s actually a Giant Nerd.

landon robinson: a fellow theater kid, landon is a bisexual boy who has yet to realize his attraction to guys, and develops an attraction to dahlia after being set up on a few dates with her. vice president of the gsa, landon claims he is a straight ally and is there in support of his sister.

hercule parsons: a gay with a ridiculous name, hercule has been in the closet since forever and is the only person who knows that dahlia is a lesbian. she goes to him for advice sometimes. hercule values his sister’s trust and sometimes consults his boyfriend for advice to become a better brother to her.

ethan parsons: dahlia and hercule’s twelve-year-old annoyance and little brother, ethan is aggressively intelligent but due to his yet-diagnosed dyslexia and adhd, is currently trying to get a handle on his difficulty in school and avoid going to summer school for the third time.

marsha tennant: dahlia’s fellow closeted friend, marsha is unaware of dahlia’s attraction to girls and dahlia is unaware of marsha’s attraction to girls. marsha does her best to be cool with limited success.

logan winters: hercule’s boyfriend and former weed-dealer, logan’s interests include his boyfriend’s wellbeing and arguing that a college education isn’t necessary whilst getting a college education.

stomach aches: a story about a close knit group of friends who just happen to all have food names, their lives, and their reaction to one of their friends―ginger―leaving to go to an overseas college. it mainly centers around nori.

nori sanders: a lesbian with social anxiety and a strong attachment to ginger, nori has a hard time letting go of people and a tendency to bottle up her feelings. she’s in a new relationship with merlot that goes through some ups and downs.

ginger isaac: nori’s best friend with big aspirations. she’s going to overseas college and is kind of sort of breaking down thinking about it. she likes putting on an air of having her shit together and enjoying nights in with her secret girlfriend.

jack newcombe: the most pansexual and polyamorous of them all, jack mainly specializes in being one of nori’s best friends and looking like a rogue in a ya novel. he does questionably successful improve comedy and is That Binch.

merlot black: a bisexual girl with limited experience with girls, merlot hits it off with nori upon meeting her and crushes needlessly. she has clinical depression and writes music and poetry, and sometimes paints. she and her mom fight a lot.

[there are many characters, and i’ll be adding them and links as i continue to get motivation/content.]

[rhiannonroot]

REVIEW: “Devil in Spring” by Lisa Kleypas

Trigger warning: Child abuse

Have you ever tried to do a favor for a friend and then wind up embarrassing yourself in front of a total stranger? Lady Pandora Ravenel has.

While attempting to help a friend recover an earring, Lady Pandora’s dress gets stuck in a settee (a kind of Victorian couch). Gabriel, Lord St. Vincent, hears her swearing and then attempts to help her.

And because the two weren’t quiet, others from the peerage heard them and well…it looks bad. Lady Pandora has been “compromised”; thus Gabriel is honor-bound to marry her – lest there be even more of a scandal. And this is just the first few chapters of Lisa Kleypas’s “Devil in Spring.”

Gabriel has been evading “marriage traps” from eligible ladies for years, so he’s understandably upset. But hilariously, Lady Pandora wants absolutely nothing to do with him or with marriage. She’s got goals and ambitions for her game board company.

Which means Gabriel quickly becomes smitten with Pandora. Obviously.

However, both families would prefer to avoid a scandal and Gabriel’s family invites Pandora’s family to stay at their awesome mansion for a week. But this is only after Gabriel’s dad (the duke Sebastian the hero in “Devil in Winter”) talks with his son. And Devon, the head of Pandora’s family, notably says Pandora could refuse his Gabriel’s offer if she wants to. (Shout out to awesome families! This never happens.)

Gabriel’s family is charming and awesome. And unlike a lot of other Victorian-era romance novels, Pandora and Gabriel talk to each other. Like actual real conversations – much of it is irreverent and fun. How refreshing that they talk to each other! For example, they talk about their least favorite vegetables and they play card games together.

Because this is a romance novel, they can’t deny their mutual passion and it GOES DOWN. All of this happens amid actual danger (sexy, sexy danger) and you know what? I’M HERE FOR IT.

Admittedly, “Devil in Spring” is a lot of my catnip. There’s the “marriage o’ convenience” trope, the wallflower plus rakish dude trope, the hot dude plus a sexy secret trope…I could go on and on.

Secondary characters from previous books in the series show up (Dr. Gibson, Lady Berwick), Kleypas introduces awesome new characters (Dragon the bodyguard, sexy detective Ethan Ransom, Gabriel’s siblings, Ida the sassy lady’s maid) and ties the Wallflower series to the Ravenels (Evie and Sebastian from “Devil in Winter” are Gabriel’s parents – and my favorite romance novel couple ever.)

I wasn’t over the moon about the previous two books in the series, but you know what? “Devil in Spring” is amazing and it’s the most fun I’ve had with a romance novel in quite some time.

Kleypas has made some bold and interesting choices. Pandora is a quirky heroine. She’s smart, imaginative and opinionated (if sheltered) and comes out of an abusive home. (The part where she talks about this isn’t too explicit, but if you’re sensitive to it, you might want to steer clear.) She also deals with tinnitus and ADHD.

And holy hell, Gabriel is a dreamy dude. He’s smart, practical and relatively easy-going. His ability to roll with Pandora’s abrupt changes in subject and questions is a thing of beauty. I adored how Gabriel admired and wooed Pandora. And wow, that guy can say some sexy stuff! Try not to melt; I dare you.

There were only two major knocks I had against this story and they are minor. The first being that it’s explicitly stated that Gabriel has a mistress that he’s been involved with for two years. This isn’t a problem, dude is allowed to have a past, but there isn’t a scene or anything where Gabriel breaks it off with her. How he did so and why matters, but we never hear about it. Why? This is puzzling and out of character for him because he’s normally so considerate.

The second is that Gabriel’s “secret” (part of the reason he hooked up with said mistress) is never something he talks about with Pandora. It just kind of goes down one time while they’re hooking up. For a man who’s fairly open about himself, this is again, wildly out of character. (His sexy secret isn’t really that shocking or mysterious – I figured it out when it was first mentioned in the book.)

Much like watching sexy Scotsmen doing yoga, I had no idea how much I would enjoy this book until I jumped into it. Also, I love Pandora’s dress on the book’s cover – it’s stunning. Where can I get one?