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ss-bullseye · 4 months ago

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Working main job + side gig on contract. Locked in and ready to crash and burn baby. But the pay is good.

#sometimes i debate whether i am living life properly #however this does mean i can buy a pizza with less guilt and thats a win to me #also i have migrated away from social media and made/am making my own site #im all for the old web revival #but tumblr i will keep #everything else tho im not using

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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blue light overexposure dot png

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jjk satoru #satoru gojo #fushiguro megumi #takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo #i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart #to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose #and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively #i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character #been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks #tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one #whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is #i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao #but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well #said begrudgingly #break his kneecaps megumi

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nootnootles · 2 months ago

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I like thinking about them interacting :')) My fav green haired lad and lady,,,

#fire emblem #fe9 #oscar fire emblem #elincia fire emblem #itd be sooo cute tho if they bonded about the crimean knights a bit... knowing some of the same people...#i think elincia would like having something in common with someone else in the greil mercenaries too... :')))#this is just super self indulgent bc theyre my favs but everything i draw is self indulgent so <3 #also not related to the drawing but im playing PoR AGAIN but on maniac and im having a great time. wanted to cry when oscar showed up :D #im also trying to use units i didnt use before! so im very excited about that :D

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bacchuschucklefuck · 2 months ago

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#not art (yet)#is it possible to draw yuugi and yami and not have it be the gayest shit you've ever drawn #that aside tho the ink is doing a lot for me. im really feelin it im Inkin ova here #the mala was a part of the mishmash curse-containment thing yuugi has going on at first but the moment I thought it could be #yuugi's counterpart to yami's millenium puzzle I went. hogwild. (takes a swig from a flask) its cute i think its cute #everything else is like cleansing and evil-banishing or whatever but the mala is like. you use it to time verses in reciting sutra #yuugi is fully doing this shit in a tourist ass way lmao so he wouldn't like. do that. but fidgeting with it would help him calm down #so it's like. much less about the puzzle's influence on him and more about himself #<- trying to justify my choices so the physical affection with artifact thing can Really go both ways

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cyberscratch · 4 months ago

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some pokémon inspired cat designs!!

these designs are for sale, 15 usd a pop - dm here or on toyhouse to claim :]

#i cooked tbh #character design #designs #adoptable #adoptable design #adoptables #for sale #furry #furry art #pokémon #pokemon #im REALLY attached to the toxtricity one because of the colors only.. may use similar ones sometime on something else #i would SO love to sell these for more but the moment i sell anything for more nobody gives a singular fuck (saying this bc i know some #back to my feral adoptables era after like 6 ish years . i need moneys + this was fun practice i wanna draw my life gen cats later hehe #friends will say im undervaluing myself) (NOT MEANT TO BE A GUILT TRIP I PROMISE YOU YOUR CASH IS YOUR CASH!!!! I NOW HOW IT FEELS)#15 is hopefully fair nuf.... if these do well i may increase the price but im not Famous Recognized Artist so Uhmmmm </3 #me doing everything but what people followed me for and wondering why nobody gaf on the we hate advertising unless we already love u websit #no more ranting tho im verrryy proud of these ive just had a lot of weight on my shoulders i had to yap here . its Stressful #guz art #[2025]#[february_2025]

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 8 months ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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nerves-nebula · 1 day ago

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I think another reason philosophy and psychology in general annoy me a lot as fields is that a lot of the time you read about something called like “the x effect” or “the x syndrome” and it’s just a basic facet of socializing en masse or like. The logical endpoint of a specific situation. Something that we’re all broadly aware of but didn’t have the time or credentials to put into academic terms and it’s like oh my godddd shut upppp

Like ok cool you got to name a general truth we’re all aware of after yourself. AND it has very little practical purpose? That’s awesome man I kind of think you’re the worst

#nnstuff #rambling #I am only anti intellectual about these specific fields idk why #everything else I’m like ok whatever #these 2 piss me off. impossible to tell why #anyway ignore this. I know why it’s useful to have terms for things that happen #i just hate how these groups tend to talk about them #these are like the only two fields of study im unreasonably reactionary about #tho i guess psychology im generally more lenient towards... not always tho..

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wagyuenjoyer · 2 months ago

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EVIL shout out to parents who yell at their child when they start crying 🤑🤑

#oh is there something else youd rather do #instead?“ and then 10 minutes later my mom came down and was like ”why are you crying stop crying youre overreacting its not that deep im #tired of you crying over everything #if ur gonna live with us on the family compound when ur older u cant be acting like #this #yapping #i dont like my mom vro.... i was crying abt something and my dad came downstairs and was like and then my dad decided to completely switch #crying which makes me cry even MORE and then shes like I DONT WANNA LIVE ON THE FUCKING FAMILY COMPOUND I DONT LIKE ANY OF YOU AT ALL. ONE #GET MAD AT ME FOR CRYING AND ALL OF YALL THINK IM A FAILURE. THERE IS NO WINNING. IM NOT LIVING WITH YALL WHEN IM OLDER. but like i cant sa #that to their face because then theyll start crying and blame me even tho its like.. their fault or whatever #vent

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gomzdrawfr · 5 months ago

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Oh Gomz, you should sooooooooooooo watch transformers, even if it's just the latest movie and none of the rest of it. It's really good, and i think you'll enjoy the characters a lot!

Also!! You're awesome and amazing!!

Hello Kiwi <3 yes I actually had watch transformers movies before and was a small fan of it back when i was like a wee 12 year old

#to no one’s surprise i love optimus prime #used to ship em with megatron #i think ive only watched up to the last knight #everything else i havent been caught up #i do read and follow and see my mutuals’ transformers arts and rambles tho #very interesting dynamic and lore going on over there im just clapping on the side cheering them on #is this a sign to pick up the movie again #what if i started drawing mecha (impossible im too shit at it)#ask response #thanks for the ask <3

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witchqueen · 11 months ago

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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?

I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice

#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont #but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms #i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying #i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole #i wish it would be quiet #i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media #on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon #idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply #i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same #*bugging #and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much #but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen #but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired #im sure this is a depression thing too #hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho #and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop #it means so much to me and others im positive it does #i see you and i appreciate you so so much #thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas

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puhpandas · 7 months ago

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I want the fnaf dbd chapter to be good so bad

#like theres literally no evidence that it wont be good yet at all #but its FNAF.#like dbd is so creative and has majorly been cooking with recent chapters stepping out of their comfort zone #fnaf chapter has so much potential #but im just afraid itll just be springtrap and a nightguard thats it #no cosmetics of other characters besides like og Freddy fazbear or vanessa survivor #even tho dbd usually has 1 female and 1 male survivor and vanessa is a female security guard important to story and she has a FACE #like it just feels like exactly the kind of L we would take #that somehow she wouldnt make it in #like please behavior cook 😭#give us a vanessa survivor and vanny cosmetic on the springtrap killer and my life is yours #especially because killers have recently been allowed to interact directly with the survivors from their chapter???#like imagine a vanny killer having special lines with a vanessa survivor #fucking peak #the potential is there but you know. its fnaf and im talking about SW era characters here #i have hope but man i hope we get trailers/teasers soon bc im so hesitant to expect all this cool stuff #even tho it genuinely is on track with what dbd does with everything else they do and not wishful thinking #thoughts #pre dbd x fnaf

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xxplastic-cubexx · 6 months ago

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DID YOU SEE THAT TARGET IS GONNA START SELLING COMBAT SUIT CHARLES FIGURES SOMETIME NEXT YEAR?????? HE LOOKS SO GOOD

https://marvelousnews.com/252-36312

a little birdy DID tell me and i cannot wait to stare at it for half an hour in the aisle when i should be getting cereal.......

#snap chats #im still miffed he isnt automatically sold with his chair idc if there are rumors they WILL sell A FIGURE with his chair #his chair should be a default accessory dont piss me off #speaking of being pissed off chat this birthday is a fucking NIGHTMARE I HAVE TO HOST #i just met my moms childhood friend. for the first time ever. the fuck #and she was like 'oh you look exactly like your mom 😊 even when you smile you look just like her 😊' like just tell me to die #thatd be kinder i think that womans hiding in her room rn cause she hates her family jAEKRJERAKLJ #whatever theres enough people here they can just start talking to each other ill be fine #idfk wher my brother dipped off to .... dawg help me ....#i want one of these cookies so bad ... i aint sharin tho.. not with these bozos ...#but it gotta be rigth yk what i mean. my sister and i have this terrible habit of hoarding and never using thigns #until 'the right moment' and this goes for literally everything no matter how big/small in/expensive its so bad #BUT YOURE SUPPOSED TO EAT FOOD YOU CANT HOARD THAT plus ... caramel coconut sounds delicious ...#i need these people out of mY WHO IS TAT THE FUCKING DOOR WHO ELSE IS HERE #anyway. i need people out of my house.

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tauforged · 9 months ago

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Just 10 hours later I have finished the new war. Dawg what the fuck is going on. Holy shit. What the fuck.

YEAH. YEAH. i am so sorry it took so long but also YEAH THATS BASICALLY IT. welcome to warframe under the new creative lead!!!

#deepspaceboytoy #i know steve was still technically at the helm when tnw dropped but rebb took over like immediately after i think?#so pretty much everything else after was under her. and it shows LMAO i really like the current direction #one of wf's best quests story content-wise but oh my GOD they were not kidding when they warned us ahead of release that it would be #a very long quest #genuinely though i was just about to quit the game for good out of boredom before tnw dropped and it sucked me right back in hard #literal game changer #all the content after it has been banger after banger too #EXCEPT JADE SHADOWS. js bombed and im still very disappointed . what the fuck was that DE #lotus eaters and the tennocon preview of wf99 gave me a lot of hope tho

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marciavalance · 4 months ago

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I actually hate computer tumblr how are yall using this

#maybe i need to get used to it #idk im just on it bc my phone is almost dead #i like tagging better on here tho but everything else is ass

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arcadequeerz · 27 days ago

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Think I'm getting the hang of it.

#cade.txts #still overwhelming at times but im getting somewhere.#lowest my sugar has been is 161. its 205 rn. was 204 at breakfast. just had lunch.#chrcked it before lunch fyi. still not rly sure if i should check before or after but weve been doing before #feeling rly sad that i cant rly indulge in my favorite sweets.#like overall its not a actual big deal but still makes me feel bad...#tried convincing myself diet pop is good bit 😭its rly not....they all have this Yucky aftertaste.#coke zero is much closer to regular #tho.#so at least i got that. also gonna try some zero sugar juice.#my eyes keep blurring. not constantly but enough its freaking me out.#mom says its probably just me needing a new prescription for my lenses #or its just stress- bit w everything else going on its making me anxious.#im really scared of going blind.#friends n family have tried reassuring me its not that but its hard to believe it.#called to get a eye check up n new glasses tho.#also called n set up a sleep study for myself. while at the hospital l #my oxygen went down to 74 while i was sleeping. s o im probably gonna get #a cpap machine to use at night like my mom. gonna be hard to get used to it..#anyways. shits still a lot and im still acared.

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chibi-scone · 2 years ago

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Still can’t wrap my head around how Izzy shooting Ed was supposed to symbolize him “breaking up with Blackbeard” and have them go through that whole thing at the beginning of the season, to have Izzy be the one who tells Ed to follow what makes him happy, and have Izzy’s whole arc be about who he is without Blackbeard just for the finale to turn around and say that Izzy had to die because he was half of Blackbeard and that Ed couldn’t fully let go of Blackbeard otherwise.

#by all accounts it doesn't make sense #Izzy stopped caring about Blackbeard when he stopped following Ed’s orders and started going with the crew #when he told Ed he wouldn’t kill him #he had his figurative death when he tried to shoot himself and Blackbeard had his literal death when the crew killed him #when he’s fucking doing his whole speech saying that piracy isn’t about glory or fame it’s about the community it’s about the crew #the fact that they said that they just didn’t know what else to do with Izzy’s arc so dying was the best conclusion is INSANE to me #like im so hung up on this #blackbeard WAS us #YEAH WAS #dont get me started on how izzy used his fk dying breath to take the blame for everything just protecting others til the very end uh #izzy hands #him telling ed that the crew loves him and then he just....leaves #bitch the crew LOVED YOU #the whole “blackbeard was us i needed him” does gut me a little bit tho ngl like oof can yall stop being tragic for 2secs 😔#anywayyyyy sorry if im being rly negative i dont want to be truly im just upset #it’s like I understand what they were going for but when you put it next to everything that’s happened it’s like ….idk #“izzy keeps the story of Blackbeard alive by being alive!!” and ed doesnt ???#hes literally the face of Blackbeard #so he gets to change and grow and become something else and live as that but izzy cant?#you cannot kill a whole by just getting rid of half #izzy was moving past Blackbeard i just what the fuck is UP #“its cause ed is the mc and izzy is just the side character there to be a device for his growth”#ok well then dont have that characters whole motivation be about actualizing himself as his own person for a whole season #ofmd critical #ofmd

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