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What are your thoughts of CrossDust? What dynamic you think they have?
Permission to yap about CrossDust??
Short answer: funny i like both of them they should kiss
...Long yapping ahead (there's yapping about my Murder Sans interpretation, then there's also CrossDust. It's long.)
I'd like to first clarify that my interpretation of Dust may be different compared to many (I think, at least). Since I base his character on the canon information from Ask-Dusttale and fangames— particularly Evan Streblow's Dusttale (if you don't know, it's the one with the psychotic HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and "We're gonna have a MAD time!")
I also slot in some headcanons (and self-projections, can't help it) and some character adjustments because I think canon Murder is extremely difficult to work with, especially in the context of shipping and anything else this fandom does with him in general.
But just the gist of it so you all don't have to read that much (I can go on for ten more paragraphs. I'm obsessed with this guy):
I'll use the names Murder and Dust interchangeably and within different contexts. I like to think Murder is a front that Dust puts on— an apathetic murderer who finds emotions difficult to feel, someone who always lies to get his way, a sociopath. While Dust is quiet, honest, and more contemplative. It's mostly Murder who interacts with others.
Murder and Dust aren't necessarily two different people. Ultimately, Dust directly influences Murder's choices, and Murder may disappear one day once Dust feels content.
His hallucinations aren't only Papyrus, he also hallucinates about others although Papyrus is the most often. And these hallucinations speak different things according to the state he's in. Murder's hallucinations would encourage him to hurt more. While Dust's would induce guilt.
Murder is a very focused person, not afraid to take the lead, and he hates it when nothing happens. Dust on the other hand is content just doing nothing.
Murder finds love absurd. Dust too, but he entertains the thought of it.
Murder and Dust both think words are silly, insincere, and can change meanings, so they are more action-oriented.
He's demisexual. That's a headcanon.
And if anyone has any different interpretation of Murder/Dust Sans, that is absolutely okay and amazing. Dusttale is a very hard AU to actually get into (all the informations are scattered). Plus, there is nothing wrong with fanon. I think it's great, I like fanon. I sometimes like fanon more than canon.
Now CrossDust.
For their general dynamic, I think it's very difficult for them to get together. They just go back and forth between something and nothing. They have like... The slowest of slow burns.
I'd like to implement the entire Underverse thing. Remember how Cross stole Classic's soul? Apparently, Sanses across different alternate timelines can share a memory. So Geno knows Cross stole 'his' soul. Killer also acknowledges this and says to XChara that they stole 'his' soul.
So technically to Murder/Dust— Cross also had stolen 'his' soul (And Murder would've had felt all Cross's pain while at it, too). I think Murder would find it hilarious that Cross brought literally every single innocent AU into his problem. Dust would feel like Cross's plans are ridiculous, but since it's XChara's plan, and XChara is the human, Dust wouldn't even question it.
In a way, they share SOULs once, even if indirectly. Murder/Dust knows probably a lot about Cross. But Cross didn't know who the hell this guy is. Either way, with that in mind. Murder probably didn't have a good first impression of Cross. Dust might empathize with him, since Cross also committed a genocide in order to 'make things better' which is also Dust's reasoning. Cross might learn about Murder's actions later— but cannot judge Murder/Dust for it.
They are very similar. Kindred souls in a way. They went through similar struggles but they turned out to be completely different people. Because Cross in his entire life is under control, while Murder acts on choice. Because Cross knows what he did is horrible and he'll carry that sin to the grave, while Murder justifies his actions.
Cross is too trusting (he doesn't trust easily now), too seeking for approval, he doesn't know what to do if no one orders him. Murder thinks he himself is enough, Murder thinks he is the hero, he doesn't need anyone else.
Cross thinks Murder is a bad person, an absolute jerk. Murder likes to toy with him, probably also uses Cross to his advantage. Murder can either try to hurt Cross, or will try to win his favour. But can Cross judge him? Not really, hell, I don't think Cross even noticed if Murder did manipulate him. Low-key toxic these two.
But then there's the private moments, the intimate moments where Dust shed the front that is Murder. Where Dust is sincere; he doesn't talk, but the way he gazes and acts towards Cross is honest. And although reluctant, maybe Cross desires to bring that side out of him more.
It's both difficult for them to trust. But eventually Dust will learn that Cross cannot lie— Dust will trust words again. Eventually Cross realizes that he's not the only one hurt, and he can find a home in others, he can choose to find a home.
Cross will find it frustrating how Dust shuts himself down. Dust would find it frustrating how hard Cross tries for him. But eventually, Dust would learn to no longer front himself up with Murder. Cross would need a signal from Dust that what he's doing is okay and perfect before they can advance further.
They'll care about one another.
Eventually, they'll trust each other.
In a relationship sense where they're both happy and recovered, though. I think both of them like cuddling. Dust still had a hard time with words, but he knows how much it means for Cross to have words of affirmations, so he would praise Cross a lot. Cross knows Dust is as restless as he is, so he makes sure they both have a full schedule with a lot of things to do.
All in all, they're comfortable with each other. And that's enough, really.

(i almost yapped for ten more paragraphs but I think this is enough for now sksksksk)
Dust Sans by Ask-Dusttale
Cross Sans, Underverse, & XTale by Jakei
Mentioned characters: Killer Sans (by Rahafwabas), Geno (by loverofpiggies/CrayonQueen)
#dsevalanswers#cross sans#dust sans#crossdust#everything is as if i remember correctly#im bad at keeping characters canon#i hope this answer is satisfying lmao#y'all can have different interpretations of CrossDust and that's great#please have fun <3
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Isn’t it fucked up how many people in hens life hearts stopped in front of her? Like she didnt hear about it after from the team, or get told by a doctor, she was there. With Denny and Chimney, they were within arms reach and she could do nothing but hope they would come back. With Karen, she was the one doing compressions. With Buck, correct me if im wrong, but wasn't she the one who realized he wasn't breathing? What a fucked up thing for her to witness four times.
#blue thinks things#my weewoo show#911 abc#911 on abc#911onabc#911#hen wilson#henrietta wilson#original posts#sorry this has been in my drafts since Nov 2024 and I don't think I remembered everything correctly#but still thats crazy right? obviously there's patients who have died or been resuscitated but as for personal stuff#ITS NEVER ACKNOWLEDGED??#LIKE HELLO???#WOULD THAT NOT BE TRAUMATIC??
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kicking my legs and giggling over the fact that the turtles so obviously symbolize benitez. ofc we all know the fable of the tortoise and the hare (i know tortoises aren't turtles, but they're closely related enough for it to still work), with its motto of "slow and steady wins the race"- which is exactly how benitez won the papacy, in a way. but also, lawrence mentions that sometimes the turtles stray too far from the pond and get struck by cars in the busy street. near the end of the film, we have a scene of lawrence picking up a turtle and bringing it safely back to the pond; before this was the scene of benitez's confession to lawrence that he's intersex. in turn, the turtle rescue scene so obviously symbolizes lawrence keeping benitez's secret safe and protecting him.
#mine#conclave#vincent benitez#thomas lawrence#they are soooooo darling to me your honor#hopefully i'm remembering the chronological sequence correctly#n that the turtle rescue DID take place after benitez's confession#i know i only watched the movie a few days ago but my memory is so incredibly foggy and everything blurs together for me all the time
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An old drawing of the Amrod and Amras. I stopped working on it because I didn't like how the horses were looking but I think it still is an interesting concept and maybe someday I'll revisit it.
#amras#amrod#the man the myth the legends#three shinies#my trash#past tarva speaks#/end classification tags#man those horses look so bad though#amras' horse especially looks insanely awkward and off balance#and amras' face too like what is that#it would be better if i cleaned it up but i just didn't really want to put in the effort for something that might turn out weird anyway#i wish i had at least brightened the sparks and added color variation to make them look more dynamic#but if it remember correctly this drawing was one of the ones that i was trying to limit the number of layers#so the sparks are on the same color layer as everything else
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I can't remember if I ever sent this ask, but does croissant enjoy gale's cooking? I know it's talked about in game that he does most of the cooking but I don't recall it ever being said that it was necessarily good. do you think it's more like "boy this guy can really cook!" or "...well its better than nothing!"
I live for these comics and stories btw! its such a delight seeing people really embrace the rp part of rpgs! ❤️
Croissant was never a great cook so Gale's food has been a welcome adjustment, but Gale apparently has an aversion to vegetables, a thing Croissant is used to eating much more often.
Thank you so much!! I'm not used to playing RPG video games and being able to explore Croissant and the cast outside of the game has been so much fun!
[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]
[[ All Croissant Adventures (app) ]]
#me writing this comic: boy howdy I sure hope I remembered everything about Gale's lore correctly ngjkfldnskh#bg3 croissant#croissant lore#asks#gale dekarios#breadweave#gale x tav#AH REMINDER - NO NEW STORY COMICS UNTIL MONDAY but I'm still trying to make sure there's something new for u 2 read
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i can see it so clearly that Q!Fit doesn't actually want to get a confirmation of how Q!Pac feels about him because then he'd be forced to think about the real possibility of pac reciprocating his feelings and waiting for him to confess.
i can recall two instances confirming this, first when ramón and bad had a conversation about fit and pac's feelings and fit had purposefully moved out of their volume radius. the second one was yesterday when fit was trying to distract sunny so neither of them could spy on the conversation between ramón and pac.
and this leads me to another thought.
i'm wondering here if maybe pac realises that fit does reciprocate his feelings, but doesn't want to confess first because he knows that fit is still not ready for a relationship. and of course, pac might not be fully ready either, but it currently seems like fit is further behind. he's still in that phase when he's worried that pac might become put off by fit seeing him in a romantic way, confirming this by telling ramón that "he doesn't want ramón to scare pac off" after ramón's confrontations.
listen, i know the most common explanation is that they're both scared of confessing because of their insecurities about whether the other will reciprocate their feelings. but there's just something about pac's interactions with ramón which is making me believe he may know more than we're giving him credit for.
when he was answering ramón's pushes at how they should start dating and get married, his answers seemed to be of someone who's perfectly aware that there are mutual feelings which are most likely eventually going to turn into something more than friendship. he was saying things like "maybe in the future i'll really become your dad" and "it is going slow, hopefully we can start progressing faster". and the biggest surprise was that he'd even insinuated he isn't actually sure what their relationship status is, but they're probably just good friends for now (because they haven't talked about it yet).
so pac kind of considers them to already be more than friends in the way they interact with each other. which means, he has to know about how fit feels because otherwise he wouldn't confess all of these things to ramón. also he obviously knew that fit was inviting him on a date even if fit was so worried about admitting said fact to pac. he was fully aware that their entire day together was meant to be romantic.
tldr: seeing that pac seems perfectly aware of fit's feelings, i find it more likely that he's waiting for fit to process them too instead of simply worrying that fit doesn't like him like that.
#does this make sense?#i hope it makes sense#this is what i've come up with after processing yesterday's interactions#but i actually haven't rewatched the streams yet so i hope i've remembered everything correctly#but of course feel free to disagree with me#hideduo#qsmp hideduo#fitpac#qsmp pac#qsmp fit#dino.thoughts
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the comedic pacing of this scene is pretty hilarious
#one piece#queen one piece#monkey d. luffy#wano#i dont know what chapter it was... cleaning my drafts and i didnt note it here ://#if i remember correctly it didnt hit as genius in the anime bc they always prolong everything#but when you read it like this in one page on the manga. its just so stupidly funny#mine#one piece manga#one piece wano
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#miqomarch day 20 :: Memory
A memory from a long, long time ago... So far back it only feels like a faint deja-vu. And yet, she can't shake that feeling...
"I've been here before..."
#ffxiv#my art#oc#miqomarch#noa#ffxivart#7.0 spoilers#dawntrail spoilers#LISTEN LOOK...#I DONT KNOW#if that's even accurate or what#bc im not sure if i remember and or understood everything correctly#but i had the strong feeling/memory of this area and azem being involved in the milala saving#i re read some quests and i coudlnt find exactly what i thought it was#but eh#this is.. my free interpretation#if anything..it looks really cool i think agdfgs
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i'm gonna be the one insufferable bastard on this earth that liked everhood 2, huh
#my posts#everhood 2#everhood 2 spoilers#if i get right down to it. what did i want from this game?#well i wanted more BANGER music. i wanted to be overwhelmed and surprised and lost and to feel shrimp emotions on existential scale#did i get these things? well... yeah! i did actually! were they worth anything less in that moment for how it ended?#it was real to me in that moment. i remember these feelings. i remember them warmly. those little aliens destroyed me i tried so hard#and the world where i got the green weapon had me making the crying cat meme face#i burst out fucking laughing many times#they happened and they were real then so why not now?#and honestly what COULD you do with the narrative at that point? anything less than fundamentally radical would ring hollow#like you could do a traditional plot that functions correctly and moves characters along arcs. but is that REALLY what you wanted?#in EVERHOOD? In everhood. you wanted a normal plot structure. in everhood?#and what else could you have even done that wasnt in essence rehashing everhood 1? i think i liked it better than where it was ALMOST going#it felt like a fever dream to play. like watching alice in wonderland. shit just happens man. these stories are rare#we've made the euthanasia rollercoaster into a fractal. spiral tighter run faster reach higher yearn forever.#fall into the kaleidoscope and grab your popcorn to watch the infinite combinations of static on the screen#you were there. you felt things. you can draw anything out of nothing. you can send everything back to nothing. for the love of god make ar#any art. any quality. just something that was real to you in that moment and in so doing forever. if someone tells you youre doing it wrong#then you should explode with your mind and in your art and LAUGH#apathy's a tragedy and boredom is a crime anything and everything all of the time#(its fine to dislike it i just found it fascinating in a way which is often more interesting than ''good''.)#(i live for the intersection of absurdity and meaning)#also i felt closer to the companions in this game than EH 1 since you spent more time in them#also cmon we got time with the sexiest character in the foreign gnome universe. the pandering one for a CERTAIN demographic. w big assets.#THATS RIGHT IM TALKIN ABOUT IRVINE BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!#you thought i was gonna say someone else? well tough shit. youre wrong.#anyway my main quibble with this game really was the english translation needed more time to cook for real
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A note to my fellow MCRP/SMP obsessed folks, particularly concerning characters who are mostly or partially animal:
Every relationship or action a character has/does doesn't have to be an animal thing.
While I love the little cute terms like "packs" or "flocks" that people give a group of friends that a character have, its important to note that the character's animal side isn't really fully them. Dragonfolk aren't just dragons but more humans, kemonimimi/humans with animal attributes like tails and ears aren't just the animals they are in human form, and avian's arent just human shaped birds.
I think it's cute for some things, but others it just kind of gets old. People aren't a dragon's "hoard", and not every friend of an avian is their "flock". A lot of times certain avians actually aren't flock birds. These characters are usually mostly human- with some exceptions, of course- but their base is human. Sometimes, using all these words like flocks and hoards and packs can actually take more out of the story, as these relationships become less relatable to the audience.
Now of course you can do what you want, I don't care, but I do think a careful balance needs to be found between the humanity of a character and their animalistic sides/animal instincts. Instead of flock-bird based avians needing a specific "flock", they may feel more comfortable in an area with many other avians, satisfying the safety-in-numbers and other instinctual worries. Dragons in generally usually don't hoard people- but some dragons have flocks, so dragonfolk can mimic this by having a small group of people they're close with- as humans generally do with their friend groups. but they don't have to be called "flocks" or "flock-members". They can just be friends (or more, who knows).
#Sorry I just see a lot of people especially with Bound and Siege going on saying “we don't have enough people in our flock”#And if I remember correctly- flocks aren't really a highlighted concept in siege due to the hierarchical nature of their society#In Bound certain flocks exist of course but not everything needs to be about flocks or bird behavior#anyways there's my ramble#sparkrambles#MCRP#boundsmp#wwsmp#siegesmp
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SAXWELL
#guys i actually finished a piece holy shit#also i love them so much#wrote a whole fanfic and everything#need to finish editting it but AFTER THAT#NEW FANFIC BAYBEE YEAH#number 5 to be posted on AO3#not even kidding#if im remembering correctly anyway#but who’s counting#anyways time for real tags#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 saxton hale#saxton hale#tf2 bidwell#saxwell#tf2 fan art#tf2 fanart
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this is a gentle reminder that you can write whatever you want btw
#v speaks#not everyone is going to like it you're right#but your work will reach the right people who do enjoy them#just literally write whatever you want lol I love you <3#and remember to tag it correctly!!! everything will be fine then#kiss kiss kiss
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Day 192: His First Soulmark
@ninja-knox-ur-sox-off
So, I won't be formatting every comic like this. Every one afterwards will just have important sentences over the drawn scenes.
#lego ninjago#frogs 365 day challenge#ninjago headcanon#ninjago kai#okay i took some creative liberty#like leaving most of it in the form of a sheet of notebook paper#and only using color to really highlight things#BUT ALSO I HAVE LOGIC FOR THAT LAST LONG PANEL#Kai is obviously “his”#I had Cole as “first” because I always read this as Cole was the first Kai showed romantic interest in over the 4#Jay is “soul” because to me he was the one Kai found hardest to believe#amd Zane is “mark” because if i remember things correctly he was the first to put everything together fully#also headcanon that Zane was still under construction until roughly a month before his first addition to all the marks#(yes Doctor Julian did have to repeatedly scrub paint marker and other things off of him in the production process)#anyways have this#especially cause idk when the next one will be
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regardless of how you feel about modern paper mario leaning hard into the 'THE WORLD IS PAPER' thing for their gimmicks you do gotta admit its kind of impressive how much wild cartoon body horror the origami king devs managed to stuff into an e rated game simply because all of the characters are made of paper
#skye's ramblings#like genuinely some of that stuff was so creatively horrifying i remember several moments that like genuinely shocked me#remember the fuckin toads in the yellow streamer with gaping holes where their faces had been? because i do#or the hall of cut-up minions in bowsers castle that leads to a paper mache monster made of faces that are still conscious and talking#or everything about scissors. and whatever the hell was up with the cutout soldiers. really just the whole green streamer in general tbh#n ofcourse i cant forget the fortune tellers in origami castle that rip enemies into confetti and eat literally half your hp w one misstep#was stunned at the damage when i fell off the path bro origami castle fucking hates you. also it has one of the best tracks in the series#tbh i think pmtok is a perfect example of how to do the 'horror with a bright and colorful exterior' thing correctly. ilove you origamiking
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girl help i’m going insane thinking about iwtv and black sails parallels. everything is a story you can’t trust anyone’s words. memory is a monster it remembers you don’t. a story is true a story is untrue as time extends it matters less and less. there is no corroboration of louis and armand’s stories about claudia in season 2, the same way there is no corroboration of silver’s story of what happened to flint. can we trust armand’s story of how she died? can we trust silver’s story of how flint didn’t die? will we ever know the truth? is there such a thing as the truth? was it raining louis?
#black sails#interview with the vampire#i was rambling about this to my roommate last night (trying not to spoil black sails bc we are 3 eps in) ITS HAUNTING ME#i loveeee an unreliable narrator i love when there is no way of telling what the truth is. can we trust a word out of anyone’s mouth?#the odyssey of recollection…..#ALSO THE FULL CONFORMATION THAT LOUIS DID NOT REMEMBER EVERYTHING CORRECTLY#him admitting he was wrong about claudia’s turning??? but then also of course how much do we believe him either time. what does he want out#of this truly. but also the transparency that they are playing with the truth here UGHHHH
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Had to start walking in circles around my house thinking about sg spinkrok
Just mainly the thought that they're the dollar tree version of tf p kobdd in regards of what we know about them. Muscle and medic dynamic, just switch the heights
Like, I wish to know moreeeeeeeeeee
#rambles#i want to know about them before the incident™️#the incident being whatever the hell ended with krok strung up in the autobot base as a trophy#like#are those guys there even actually dead?#i know that they're trophies and that the wiki says that they're dead#but those display tubes kinda look like cr chambers so im just wondering now#its like part of the reward is hauling them back alive but dismembered so they can still see everything going on in the base#but being unable to actually do anything about it#poor kork#meanwhile if im remembering correctly spin got whisked off into the timelines multiverse#so now he's a medic but also he's like stylish detailer(?) and helps ppl into new alts#both for missions but also i think at one point to save someone#living their best life while krok dies lmao#i still really love that one fic where the kroks got switched and while our krok was suffering#the sg krok was making the scavs run a course bdjsjsjz
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