scrappy lil ref sheet of my take on kunsel (as an excuse to post some random headcanons)
the scar is from a fire materia accident
he's a short sleeper
he's faceblind. it's not that he literally can't perceive people's facial features or that all he sees is a blur— it's just that he can't remember faces. he recognizes people by their hair, voice, fidgets, etc. (if he doesn't have a picture of zack, he won't remember what he looks like either............)
the good thing about Hello is that since she's a pure manifestation of will (or an APParition if you will) without any sort of physical body 90% of time, she can swallow files whole but she can't actually do anything with them. if you click her repeatedly/drag her around enough she'll just begin spitting up anything she's eaten, though likewise if you right click on her you can empty her like a trash can too. also she will not eat important system files for obvious reasons
also, things she will eat (with varying degrees of success): files, application icons, desktop pets, your mouse if you leave it idle (in her defense it's prey animal coded), and maybe the odd word or two
Rodger isn't actually an alcoholic, he's really intolerant to hard drinks but he likes to jab at false accusations about him online for fun since he's chronically offline.
one day i'll sit down and bother with drawing tiger's cybernetics properly
but i am thinking about his sandevistan, it doesnt fully imbed into the back for a stylistic choice more than anything, strengthening the spine and all that, but it also isnt fully external as to not be in the way when lying down or anything of the sort
its got vents along each little section, able to open up and allow for cooling as needed, creating spines as it does
I can’t imagine beating some people up to protect my brother, getting forced to take mania inducing medication that makes me feel extremely insane and violent constantly, all the while having to protect some guy from the MAFIA and then having not a single person treat you kindly or like understanding it at least. I know Renee does but I’m not far enough to know their dynamic yet. Andrew can’t even kill himself bc he has too many people to worry about rn and none of them even- I’m going insane actually. He lives in this shitty state where everything sucks but he literally can’t leave or back out bc too much rests on him but he’s also not even in full control of himself most of the time and when he is it’s illegal and he’s usually in withdrawals like. I’ve been under less stress than this and couldn’t do it like Jesus Christ. I am still not over the Colombia scene but he did think Neil was a threat to Kevin so I’m like. I don’t forgive you for that but I get it. But meds like that it’s genuinely horrible esp coming off of them and knowing what you did but no one cares about you so you might as well not apologize bc they won’t hear it and you know you’ll do it again tomorrow anyway. Idk his shit but literally how is he protecting multiple people from the mafia and said mafia is act scared of him what is happening there? I have several lines highlighted just about Andrew, every type of highlight has a color and he is solely one of the colors bc of this. I’m very susceptible to liking characters if I get enough propaganda about them as well which helps. But like. I get him idk. This book is also making me deeply consider making my own character groups worse like to each other bc I’ve wanted to but this was the last push. I will not be putting most of what she puts in though I don’t need them to be Nicky yk?
Oh also??? Did Neil’s mother beat the gay into him? He gets flirted with “his skin stung with the memory of his mothers blows” okay so he’s gay and emo great. “His hands remembered the weight of a racquet as well as the weight of a gun” EMO - 🫐
blueberry anon i cannot BELIEVE you're doing this to yourself but also ive collected another andrew truther so im happy. like literally his situation is so uniquely terrible and he has to just. deal with it. and he DOES and he still wants people in his life in spite of it all! tearing my hair out
On one hand I wanna put the lil snippets of whumptober in my blog as well instead of it being just in discord, on the other hand I'm mmmmgrrhshsdxfcgcb bout it yk??? Cuz I'm... Why am I so embarrassed bout this actually like I'm out here already showing yall how insane I can be. I went into a near messy ramble bout Mel yesterday like, I oughta be shameless at this point but apparently not completely shameless yet to bombard yall of random snippets.
been seeing some Revival l8ly of the disney fairies franchise and its so strange to me that its mostly focused on the movies but only because i was hardcore obsessed as a kid with EXCLUSIVELY the book series for the years where it was just the books (and the mini figures&playsets which i have such Vivid tactile memories abt) and then seeing the movie when it came out and hating it so badly specifically bc they replaced rani (my favorite) with an abled fairy hfbdghb