#felix isn't doing any better this time either lol

[episims]

"-well, um. We studied all the same subjects, math, biology, and language... but also magic theory, runic writing, and alchemy. Basics like that."

"Basics, sure, cool... do all witches go to a school like that?"

"Erm... no. It's more common to have, uh... someone to teach you. For the magical stuff."

"So why didn't you-"

*growls*

"Geez, Sadie. Be nice to Atticus! He's our guest."

"It might be Atty's fault, really. He's, um, a bit wary of new things."

[skzcollision]

take the breath that's true | lee felix (1/2)

pairing: non-idol!lee felix x fem!reader

content info + tw: time travel, angst, fluff, felix is called yongbok in this, wrote this when i was sleep deprived lol, violence + bullying

. ⋅ ˚̣- : ✧ : – ⭒ ⊹ ⭒ – : ✧ : -˚̣⋅ .

It had begun as a small lie, really. A lie so good, you believed it yourself.

"I'm taking a semester off."

You would be doing a paid internship to fill that time, so it's not like you're not doing anything because god forbid you take a break from your studies to backpack through Europe or something so useless. Your parents would have a stroke.

And then, you did the unthinkable.

You dropped out of university.

Got a full-time job at a bookstore. Began living life peacefully, all the while deceiving your parents who lived a few hours away.

The liberation you felt by doing this was nothing you had ever experienced before.

Of course, it had its drawbacks. You were practically living a lie. Because you dropped out of school, you no longer saw your friends every day. They often hung out without you, and over the years, you eventually turned into something of a social recluse.

You had one good friend from work who invited you to go out every once in a while. Each time you declined because blowing out your eardrums whilst standing in a room packed with strangers either drunk or high on something never really appealed to you.

Soon enough, you reached a place of discontentment.

Would your life have turned out any better if you pushed through with school?

That was something you wondered about every single day.

"Are you eating well?"

The line fell silent, save for the distant sounds of your mother chopping up something on her cutting board. You could hear something boiling on the stove.

You stared blankly at the bowl of instant noodles by your sink.

"Yes."

Another small lie amongst all other lies.

"You sure?" She pressed, disbelief evident in her voice. "Why don't I come over there sometime, fix you up a proper meal-"

"No. Mom, you don't have to do that. It'll just be a waste of gas, I'll be really busy these upcoming weeks."

"Well, when is your break? It's been a while since you've last visited us, you know. Your poor father has been wanting to see you, he misses you."

Your mother knew just how to pull at your heartstrings.

"I know, I miss you guys too. I'll visit on my birthday, okay? In a couple of months, I promise."

Seven years ago;

They were at it again. The three biggest pompous assholes of your grade.

This time, it was this short, lanky kid. You recognized him from homeroom.

Your eyes flitted to his so-called friends, turning away sheepishly when he looked to them for help. Just one moment ago, they were all at their table, talking and laughing.

Why was no one doing anything?

Just as you were lifting yourself from your seat to inform a teacher - someone, anyone - another boy stepped in front of the smaller one.

The bullies were blocking him from your line of sight, but you could see that he wasn't much taller than the former. They were still towering over him.

"Isn't that Yongbok?" The girl behind you whispered to her friend. "He does taekwondo, right?

"Yeah... but there are three of them. And they're double his size."

You promptly slid out of your seat, gripping onto your metal lunch tray. Your friends glanced at you in a snap, all visibly concerned. "What are you doing?"

"I'm just..." You didn't get to finish your sentence as you neared the guys. Not that you knew the answer to that anyway. You were acting on pure impulse.

Now you could fully hear what they were saying.

"Rich guy, huh?"

They were apparently laughing at the boy's choice of accessories. He wore a gold watch on his wrist. It did look quite funny on him - only because it seemed a bit too big and grown up for the boy.

Something did surprise you, though.

If he was intimidated, he was great at hiding it. It was as if they were all having a normal and friendly conversation. On the other hand, the kid behind him was close to wetting his pants.

"So, if you're done talking to my friend, we would like to have our lunch now."

This did nothing to defuse the situation.

"What did you just say?"

Sweat pooled between the palms of your hands, the utensils clattering as they shook in your tray.

Your mind flashed to the first week of school. That kid, who got beaten up so badly he was coughing up blood.

Was this just going to keep on happening?

Without much thought behind it, you drew your arms back and flung your tray at them as hard as you could.

It made an audible plunk as it collided with the back of their leader's head.

There was momentary silence before the cafeteria exploded with stunned gasps and sputters of laughter. You remained frozen at your spot, arms still above your head. Your lunch was now on his white shirt, staining it orange.

"Who the hell-"

Everyone in the room was staring at you. Your gaze fell to the boy with the gold watch. He looked afraid now.

But not for himself.

You were so, damn lucky.

One second, you were receiving the deadliest stare from the scariest guy at school, and the next, a teacher had come to break them up.

For the next few days, you went everywhere with your friends. Needed to use the restroom? Needed to grab something from your locker? The whole group was coming with you.

You had never once been so scared for your life.

One afternoon, one of your friends had overheard the bullies talking. They were teasing their leader for letting you off the hook so easily. He apparently refused to bully a girl - a cute one at that.

"Oh my god, ew. Unbelievable." You shook your head with an expression of disgust. "There's no way. You made that last part up."

"He really said that!"

Your friend next to you released a wistful sigh, pursing her lips. "I wish someone would fall in love with me right after I'd just chucked a full tray of food at them, too..."

Things weren't so easy for gold watch boy, though.

He became their target. And he made it so easy for them, too. Every time any of them had a problem with anyone, he would be there, at their rescue. Taking their place. He didn't fight back either.

You just didn't get it.

How could someone possibly endure that much? That had to have taken a physical and mental toll on him. Yet you would see him in the hallways every single day, with that same bright smile. Despite the cut on his lip.

They kept getting interrupted on school grounds, so the bullies had made it routine to take him somewhere after school. You decided to follow them one day, and you were led to an alleyway just a couple blocks away from school.

Why didn't he just run away? You had seen him on the track. He was one of the fastest in your grade.

"... just not on my face, guys."

You ran and snuck up behind some stairs, peeking over the railing.

Whatever he had said earned him some scoffs.

"Pretty boy doesn't want his face ruined."

"What a vain little shit."

Yongbok blinked widely, almost innocently - as if it was all just one little misunderstanding.

"Oh, it's not like that at all. It's just my mom... I don't want her to know about any of this."

"Alright," the biggest of them all chuckled, lip curling smugly.

Your heart twisted in anger.

"We can have that arranged for you," he ambled towards the boy.

"Sike!"

His body turned, and his foot suddenly shot up out of nowhere.

You winced with your entire self as the boy stumbled back, holding himself up against the brick wall.

"Shit..."

From your angle, you couldn't tell what exactly happened. But you knew you had to do something before the situation escalated.

You could swear your whole life flashed before your eyes as you sped towards them, yelling. "Stop!"

"The hell?"

"It's that bitch that threw the tray!"

You stopped just a few feet from them, your thoughts racing a mile a minute. A deep sense of regret - then anger, at these stupid bullies, and at yourself for not knowing what to do next and just charging at them like an idiot.

Someone then yanked on your wrist, ending your train of thought. You were forced to move on your feet again as Yongbok dragged you with him through the alleyways. Several voices followed, hollering at you - but you couldn't register anything they were saying as you were focused solely on getting away.

It felt like it had gone on forever. Fortunately, you had run into some policemen, and that managed to scare the guys away.

You now sat at a convenience store, icing Yongbok's jaw where a bruise was starting to form.

"Man, what am I going to do about this?" He clicked his tongue as he stared at his reflection. "This isn't gonna go unnoticed - and I'm running out of excuses."

You were brimming with anger once again.

"Why do you let them do that to you?"

He stared at you, dumbfounded.

"If they don't pick on me, they'll just pick on someone else."

He had said it so plainly and simply. It was mind-boggling. You genuinely could not tell if he was the bravest and most selfless person you had ever met or just an idiot. Somehow, you felt he was both.

You walked away momentarily to pick up something from the cosmetics aisle, paid for it and went to sit back down again.

"So..." You began as you gently dabbed some coverup on the bruise. "You think this makes you like some sort of hero then?"

"Hadn't thought about it that way," his eyes darted across your face absentmindedly. "I'm sorry I didn't get to thank you, for the other day. In the cafeteria."

You waved him off, cleaning your finger on a piece of napkin. "You take their hits on purpose, don't you. I can tell."

He bobbed his head, looking down at his shoes.

"And you dodge some so you don't end up seriously injured."

You sighed through your nose in exasperation. "Why haven't you reported them?"

"You don't know, do you?" He gazed out the window. "Nothing will be done about it. One of them - his father donates large sums of money to the school."

"Doesn't make him untouchable."

"It kind of does."

You hated it. That deep down, you knew he was right.

Yongbok slid a packet of ice cream towards you. "Here," he grinned. "For saving me from the bullies, twice."

Present;

On the ride home, the car passed by your old high school. It did - every time you came back.

And you were always left wondering what ever happened to that freckled boy since you last saw him.

If he was happy, and if he was doing better than you now. You hoped so.

It was comforting how much had remained the same, as if you had never left - a time machine in a way.

You longed to go back.

To the summer before you began your first year in university. The last time you were ever truly happy.

Despite it being the night before your actual birthday, your parents had thrown an event for you. So many people had shown up - neighbors, old friends from high school that stayed back.

It felt very reminiscent of the past when everyone would get together, and you slept that night content for the first time in a very long time. You dreamt of your life before, how those warm memories felt closer than ever now that you were here.

Such happiness...

"Wake up, my precious girl~"

A grin was spreading across your face before you could even fully open your eyes. You ignored the ache behind them as the sun greeted you first thing.

Your mother smiled kindly back at you, her fingers gently combing through your bedhead.

"Mom..."

"Hm?"

"Can't I stay here..." You mumbled. "Stay here forever?"

She laughed softly, and your smile grew at the sound. "Don't you want to see your friends today? They must have something planned for you."

"My friends?" You rubbed at your eyes, still disoriented from sleep.

"C'mon," she stood, patting your leg. "Let's get up. I've prepared breakfast."

With your eyes half-shut, you felt your way out of the room and sat yourself on a wooden chair.

Your mother settled a bowl of soup in front of you on the table. "Happy birthday, sweetie..."

"I have something for you." Excitement shone in your father's eyes as he pushed a dark blue box towards you.

He didn't... again?

"Dad, you don't need to get such expensive gifts."

He chuckled heartily. "Can't I get something nice for my only daughter just this once?"

You flipped the lid open and grew puzzled at what was inside. It was a simple, silver necklace with a round diamond pendant. The one you wore every single day.

The one your father gifted you a few years back. It was the first time he had spent so much on a present.

"Do you like it?"

"Yes, but dad - isn't it..."

Everything felt eerily familiar.

You shot up from your chair, and headed back to your room.

"What's wrong?"

You searched for the necklace on your nightstand where you had placed it last night, then on the floor, if it had fallen by any chance.

It wasn't there.

As you rose to your feet, your eyes caught the screen of your phone.

What? It couldn't be right. Yesterday was Friday... so shouldn't it be Saturday?

"You guys aren't... playing some sort of prank on me, are you?"

Your parents glanced at each other with momentary confusion, then back to where you stood in the hall.

"Are you that surprised with my gift?" Your father laughed, then beckoned you over. "Come on, you can put it on now. Then we can eat."

It was happening again - all of it.

The things your parents said at breakfast, you wouldn't have been able to recall it but now that it was in front of you all over again, there was no doubt about it.

Everything was the exact same.

You looked in the mirror and had bangs again.

Your phone was blowing up with the same messages from your friends in that old group chat.

This only meant one thing.

He was still here.

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[scandalouslamb]

Any hcs/potential scenarios where Felix and Livia marry? (Only thing I know for sure is that it's going to be a fail!marriage lol)

hmmm, the failmarriage (lite) (as in not with Coriolanus), let us see what thoughts can I shake loose!

I actually have a hard time imagining how these two get to the point of marrying each other as in my hcs, their families aren't going to push for it... I could see them both gaslighting themselves into thinking that they should marry though!

(Warning: I imagine that they become a dysfunctional household!)

They Get Married

Going off that, imagine everyone within an acceptable age range to marry has married except these two. They're both from influential families. Felix reluctantly brings these facts to Livia's attention. She rejects his marriage-business proposal.

Livia, after thinking about it and realizing that Felix is right, everyone else is married, decides that fine, she'll marry him and tells him publicly by yelling at him across a social gathering/party.

The media have a field day saying that they're secret lovers or secret lovers reconciling with a declaration of love. (some people hit the nail on the head and write that the two are getting married as the last single people of their generation <- oof... even the marriage of convenience people didn't want them... let's be nice and maybe they aren't looking "beneath their station" for a potential partner... "let's be nice" -> they get married because of classism 😔)

The wedding is a fucking nightmare from the planning side. Livia is... a terror of a bride. She may not like her groom, but as consolation, she is getting everything just the way she wants it, exactly the way she wants it.

Felix doesn't really have cold feet, but he does break down crying at one point, wondering why he's doing this. He tries to play it off as tears of joy. A lot of people can tell that isn't the case.

They argue in whispers that everyone can hear during the document signing ceremony (Capitol marriages in my mind focus on the signing)

It only goes down hill from there.

Also they're probably pretending to be in love to their families. (the weird cognitive dissonance that Felix has of doing this for his family in his mind but also knowing he has to pretend to love Livia to get them to go through with it... uh that's just my trademark Ravinstills are bad at communicating -isms)

They start a food fight during the cake cutting when they both smush cake into the other's face. (Felix purposefully gets some on Livia's white dress).

Any and all speeches from friends are just thinly veiled questions asking why the two are doing this.

The Marriage

After their marriage, there's a honeymoon period of a few years, and for them, that means they hate each other so bad. They're constantly insulting each other/finding ways to one up each other! It's a terrible time, but you know what's there? Passion!

They are trading insults! They are screaming at each other! A nightmare for their neighbors! A dream come true for the tabloids!

Honestly, they both probably get into actual physical fights... which isn't a great look for both of them

After a few years of that, their marriage loses any and all interest to each other. Livia's obviously the stronger personality in my mind. She's trying to keep that hate alive! She's trying to make this marriage work (keep this marriage interesting)!

Unfortunately, I think Felix takes a page out of his great-uncle's book and just starts mentally checking out.

Livia and Felix are both romantics in my head. They both didn't want a marriage of convenience (they both could have had love matches in my headcanons lol), but Felix is used to being sad and feeling unwanted in a big house so he's just carrying on. Livia is better at staying mad at the situation, but with nothing to play off of, her heart can't fully be in it... She can only insult him halfheartedly

Very important to note, that their families either think this is a normal marriage (Max/President Ravinstill, given his whole Dr. Gaul situation), are concerned but everyone else is just saying it's normal? (Ravinstill cousins), and "that's just Livia's strong personality! :)" (the Cardews) <- they don't want to dim her sparkle

The Kid(s)

Since Livia can't take joy out of tormenting Felix anymore, obviously, they have kids or a kid. I imagine they take what they get from the first (and only) pregnancy. (You know how couples try to fix their relationship with a kid. This is that, but with a hateful relationship.)

I'll say kid for the rest of the post but you can imagine them with Ravinstill-Cardew twins, triplets, quadruplets? whatever you want

They're the Ravinstill-Cardews because with a Ravinstill president, I imagine Livia's parents convince her that any kids should have a hyphenated name with Ravinstill taking precedence, but Felix and Livia keep their respective surnames without hyphenation.

I think Ravinstill-Cardew baby does ignite that passion for a bit as they argue about raising their child, but it's short-lived

As the child grows up, Livia probably tries to jab at Felix with it. Any perceived negative traits are because Felix is the father. Felix probably starts getting mad at this once the child is old enough to remember, but it's actually 50/50 if the insult reaches him. Half the time, he's just like "yes, dear..."

(even if he hates her (formerly hates her and has now given up), Livia is unknowingly benefiting from Ravinstill Enabler-ism. Many such cases of Ravinstills just being enablers in my mind)

I think, because of this, the kid actively strives for Livia's approval and affection which she is better at giving openly and also because it is clearly something to be won (Felix is more distant... very President Ravinstill/Max-esque)

On the other hand, I do think if the kid has a problem/is in trouble, they'll go to Felix. I just think he'd be better at problem-solving things for them.

Felix is looking at his own child like "ah, of course they only want me for my name/what I can do for them." Resentment would manifest in being distant, but he's already doing that so...

I do think that if push came to shove, these two would move mountains for their kid, but their parenting is far from ideal

tl;dr is that the Ravinstill-Cardew child does not have the best upbringing. Maybe they prefer going over to one of their parents' friends places, or Livia's brother (who exists in my hc). Maybe someone can suggest divorce. Please.

...

Thanks for the ask, anon! This got kind of long!

[stargazer-sims]

The whole Ultimate Relationship Tag for Felix and Davien please and thank you!

@dandylion240 hahaha... how did I know you'd ask for the whole list? But it's awesome, because I'm more than happy to do it. I may even take it upon myself to do the complete list for some of my other OC couples eventually.

Meanwhile, here's everything anyone ever wanted to know about Félix and Davian (and some things people probably didn't want to know lol).

I'm putting it under a cut, because as you might well imagine, it's enormous.

Davian St-Jean & Félix Blanchet

Disagreements:

Who is more likely to raise their voice? Davian, although he doesn't do it as much as he used to. He's mindful of the fact that Félix shuts down when people yell at him. Who threatens to leave but never actually does? Neither of them ever threatens to leave the relationship. They typically don't threaten to just leave the house (or the general area) without actually intending to do it, either. Who actually keeps their word and leaves? Again, neither leaves the relationship. Davian is usually the one to leave the house after an argument, though. He always comes back after he blows off some steam, and Félix gets a chance to calm down in the meantime. Who trashes the house? Neither of them Do either of them get physical? No. Félix is emphatically non-violent, and although Davian takes a less strict view on physical confrontation, he'd rather lose a hand than use it on Félix in anger. Félix is a survivor of domestic partner violence from a previous relationship, but even if he wasn't or if Davian wasn't aware of it, Davian would still be mindful and would never even think of hurting him. How often do they argue/disagree? They disagree a lot, but they don't argue nearly as much as they used to. They've learned more constructive ways to settle their differences, or to "agree to disagree". Who is the first to apologize? These days, they're pretty good at taking responsibility for their own mistakes, so the one who's first to apologize is typically the one who realizes he was in the wrong. At the beginning of their relationship, however, Félix spent a lot of time apologizing for things that weren't his fault, and Davian struggled to apologize for anything whether it was his fault or not.

Sex: (Dav & Félix's favourite topic!)

Who is on top? Davian most often, but they like to switch sometimes. Who is on the bottom? Félix most often (he's kind of a power bottom tbh) but he enjoys taking his turn giving instead of receiving sometimes Who has the strangest desires? Oh definitely Félix, but that's not to say Davian is a plain vanilla kind of guy. He's got an imagination too, and he'll try anything once. Any kinks? Yes. They like lingerie (a.k.a. Félix likes wearing lingerie and Davian likes seeing him in it), roleplay & costumes, and food play Who’s dominant in bed? Félix Is head ever in the equation? Yes If so, who is better at performing it? Félix is exceptional at it according to Davian. He isn't particularly vocal, but when Félix is working his magic on him, he is. Ever had sex in public? Yes, on more than one occasion, and if having sex on the roof of their building also counts as public, then they've lost count of how many times. Who moans the most? Félix. He's very vocal, and he also knows it's a huge turn-on for Davian so that just encourages him to be louder. Who leaves the most marks? They're about equal here. It's rare for either of them to leave lasting marks on each other, and if they do it's almost always by accident Who screams the loudest? Félix. his screaming is legendary (ask the neighbours) Who is the more experienced of the two? They're both experienced, but Félix has a slight edge in the number of partners he's had. Dav has been his only partner since they met, though. Do they ‘fuck’ or ‘make love’? They "play" but if they had to pick between those two choices, they'd choose "make love". Félix would find "fucking" far too crass a term (which might be ironic, considering his tastes), and Dav would be like, "You fuck a one-night stand. You make love to the person you can't imagine living your life without." Rough or soft? It varies. Neither of them likes it really rough, but they're both energetic and it'd be a stretch to call their typical playtime soft or gentle. They are capable of slowing it down and being gentle, though. Sometimes they prefer that, but it depends on their moods. How long do they usually last? Let's just say they both have good stamina. Is protection used? Not usually. They used to use it in the beginning, but they haven't since they became exclusive partners. Does it ever get boring? With these two and their wild imaginations? It'll probably never get boring for them. Where is the strangest place they’d have sex? Does the rainforest count? These two have done sexual acts in some pretty unusual places, such as in the back of a limo, in a janitor's closet at the university, in a rowboat, on the hood of Félix's car, and in an elevator (Félix didn't know the elevator in his building didn't work, and they got bored while they were trapped in there waiting for help).

Family:

Do your muses plan on having children/or have children? Yes If so, how many children do your muses want/have? They have one child. Her name is Belle. Who is the favorite parent? Belle would say she doesn't have a favourite. She loves both her parents and has things in common with each of them. They both like to think they're the favourite, but neither of them truly is. Who is the authoritative parent? Neither, honestly. Félix and Davian don't really have rules for Belle, and neither one of them would consider themselves to be an authoritarian. Who is more likely to allow the children to have a day off school? Belle doesn't go to school. She's what her parents like to call a free-range child. Davian teaches her math, science and computer/media studies, and Félix teaches her literature, writing, history and civics. That's in addition to everything else she learns incidentally by being with her parents while they do their work. The family travels so often for both Davian's and Félix's jobs that they decided it wasn't practical for her to be in traditional school. She's evaluated by their local school district each year to make sure she's meeting all her academic milestones (she exceeds them), but otherwise she is "un-schooled" as Félix likes to call it. Félix's parents didn't put him and his sister and brother in school either, and he thinks he had an excellent education. As for days off from lessons, both Davian and Félix are flexible when it comes to letting Belle have breaks. They think learning should be holistic, natural and fun, not regimented and forced. Who lets the children indulge in sweets and junk food when the other isn’t around? Neither. Belle eats what she wants, just like her parents do. They're of the opinion that if they don't restrict treats and junk food or limit them to certain times of day, their child won't go crazy and want to binge when one parent or the other isn't looking. If Belle wants a cookie with her scrambled eggs at breakfast, they let her have one. The strategy works, and Belle has learned to eat a reasonably balanced diet on her own just by following her parents' example. They don't worry too much about her eating habits. Who turns up to extra curricular activities to support their children? They both do. They take turns bringing Belle to her dance and art lessons, but they'll both show up for dance performances and art exhibits. The only time they wouldn't is if one of them was away for work. Who goes to parent teacher interviews? Neither of them, as Belle doesn't go to school. They both go to her annual academic evaluation with the school district, though. Who changes the diapers? Félix changed more diapers than Davian did when Belle was a baby Who gets up in the middle of the night to feed the baby? Davian did more nighttime feedings, to make up for not changing as many diapers. Who spends the most time with the children? Probably Félix, but they both spend a lot of time with her Who packs their lunch boxes? Davian packs Belle's (and Félix's) lunches. No one wants Félix to pack a lunch box. It'd just be a granola bar, a bag of vegetables and a juice box, or something equally random. Who gives their children ‘the talk’? In this family, "the talk" isn't so much a formal sit-down event as it is holistically gained knowledge. Davian and Félix are both very open about sex and biology, and Belle has no problem talking to them whenever she has a question. They've also encouraged her to talk to her grandma Charmian (Davian's mother, who is a nurse) about specifically female things. Who cleans up after the kids? Félix does. He's obsessed with housecleaning. Who worries the most? They're both highly-skilled worriers when it comes to Belle, but Félix probably has a slight edge in the worry department Who are the children more likely to learn their first swear word from? Davian, because Félix rarely swears.

Affection:

Who likes to cuddle? They both like to cuddle Who is the little spoon? Félix Who gets naughty in the most inappropriate of places? Félix Who struggles to keep their hands to themselves?  Both of them How long can they cuddle until one becomes uncomfortable? Quite a long time. They're capable of watching an entire film while cuddling on the sofa or on their floor pillows Who gives the most kisses? Davian What is their favourite non-sexual activity? Their favourite non-sexual activity to do together is dancing Where is their favourite place to cuddle? On the sofa or on their floor pillows Who is more likely to playfully grope the other?  They're equally likely to do this. They have a problem keeping their hands off each other. How often do they get time to themselves? Fairly often, as they've built it into the routine of their lives. The best advice Félix received from his parents was to put his marriage above every other relationship. Félix's father told him that protecting the marriage relationship is like putting on your oxygen mask on the plane before helping other people put on theirs; "take care of yourselves and each other, and then taking care of everyone else will be much easier for you." So far, this has worked amazingly well for them.

Sleeping:

Who snores? Neither of them snores regularly, but sometimes Davian does when his allergies are acting up. If both do, who snores the loudest? Only Davian snores, so he's the loudest by default. Do they share a bed or sleep separately? When they're together, they always share a bed. The only time they don't is when they're travelling separately and physically can't share. If they sleep together, do they cozy up together or lay far apart? This can vary, depending on the temperature and on their moods. They usually like to curl up together, but if it's really hot and humid, they tend not to. Who talks in their sleep? Félix does. Davian can have entire nonsensical conversations with him while he's asleep. What do they wear to bed? Félix likes to sleep naked. Davian sometimes sleeps naked too, particularly in summer, but mostly he'll wear just a comfy pair of boxers. Are either of your muses insomniacs? No Can sleeping pills be found by the bedside? No Do they wrap their limbs around each other or just lay side by side? These two are definitely the limb-wrapping type, but once they fall asleep they'll drift apart as they each prefer different sleeping positions Who wakes up with bed hair? Félix. Davian usually wears his sleep bonnet to protect his hair. Who wakes up first? Félix Who prepares breakfast in bed for the other? Davian What is their favourite sleeping position? Félix prefers to sleep on his stomach, and Davian likes to sleep on his back. Who hogs the sheets? Davian Do they set an alarm each night? Yes, but Félix usually wakes up ahead of it Can a television be found in their bedroom? No Who has nightmares? Félix occasionally does. Who has ridiculous dreams? Félix Who sprawls out and takes up most of the bed? Davian Who makes the bed? Félix What time is bed time?  Bedtime is whenever they're tired. They don't really have a set bedtime, and they don't always go to bed together at the same time. Any routines/rituals before bed? Not really. They'll just do normal hygiene things like brushing their teeth and washing their faces. Who’s the grumpiest when they wake up? Davian

Work:

Who is the busiest? Davian, mostly because he's his own boss and has employees to manage and a lot of individual contracts to juggle. Who rakes in the highest income? Davian does. Félix's income certainly isn't shabby, but Davian earns far more. Are any of your muses unemployed? No Who takes the most sick days? Overall, Félix has taken the most in his career because he was the one who carried their science baby. They're both really healthy in general though, and neither of them takes sick days very often. Who is more likely to turn up late to work? Neither. They're both very punctual. Who sucks up to their boss? Neither. Davian is his own boss, and Félix has an excellent professional relationship with the head of his department so he doesn't feel the need to suck up. What are their jobs? Davian is a media producer and has his own production company. Félix is a university professor (archaeology) and a working archaeologist. Who stresses the most? Davian, because the nature of his work is less stable than Félix's. Do your muses enjoy or despise their careers/occupations? They both absolutely love their jobs Are your muses financially stable? Yes

Home:

Who does the washing? Félix Who takes out the trash? They take turns, and now that Belle is old enough, sometimes she does it as well. Who does the ironing? Félix Who does the cooking? Davian Who is more likely to burn the house down just trying? Neither of them. Félix isn't a great cook, but he knows how to use all the appliances safely. Who is messier?  Davian Who leaves the toilet roll empty? Neither of them usually, but if anyone does, it's likely to be Davian Who leaves their dirty clothes on the floor? Davian Who forgets to flush the toilet? Neither Who is the prankster around the house? Both! Who loses the car keys when it comes time to go somewhere? Neither Who mows the lawn? This used to be exclusively Félix's job, but now they take turns. Who answers the telephone? They each have their own phone Who does the vacuuming? Félix Who does the groceries? Davian Who takes the longest to shower? They typically shower together, but when they shower seperately, Davian takes longer Who spends the most time in the bathroom? Davian

Miscellaneous:

Is money a problem? No. They both have good incomes How many cars do they own? Two Do they own their home or do they rent? They currently own the building they live in. It's a flower shop with a flat above it and another small bachelor flat in the basement. When Félix first moved in, he was renting the upstairs flat from the shop owner, Mrs. Picard, but when she retired and was thinking about selling her business and the building itself, she asked Félix and Davian if they'd like to purchase it. By that point, they were in a financial position to do that, so now they own the building. They still live upstairs, and they rent the retail space to the flower shop's new owner. They also have a tenant in the little flat downstairs. Do they live near the coast or deep in the countryside? Neither, really. They live in Willow Creek, and my headcanon for Willow Creek is that it's a large town/small city built along a river (the "creek" in Willow Creek) Do they live in the city or in the country?  They live in a small city Do they enjoy their surroundings? Yes What’s their song? Can You Feel The Love Tonight? - Matteo Bocelli What do they do when they’re away from each other? They absolutely hate being away from each other, but it's often necessary because of their jobs. When they're apart, they call and text each other every day, and they sometimes like to send naughty emails (with photos). Where did they first meet? They first met at Félix's front door How did they first meet? They met when Davian delivered a pizza to Félix's flat. Back then, Davian's major source of income was as a "pizza courier" as he liked to call it. Félix was in a very bad place psychologically when Davian came into his life. He was still trying to process all his emotions following the suicide of his abusive ex-partner the previous summer, and he was extra stressed because he was about a month away from presenting his doctoral dissertation. When he came to the door to get his pizza, he looked like he'd been crying, and after one look at him, Davian kind of forgot he was only supposed to be there to drop off food. They talked for a few minutes, and then Davian asked Félix if he'd like to come and drive around with him while he made deliveries for the rest of his shift. On impulse, Félix agreed. When Davian's shift was over, they went back to Félix's place and had cold pizza and beer. One thing led to another, and they ended up making love on the roof (even though it was March and not exactly warm out). Later, they watched infomercials into the wee hours until Félix fell asleep in Davian's arms, curled up with him on the sofa. It was the most restful sleep Félix had experienced in months, and he was shocked at how much better he felt in the morning. He and Davian continued to see each other after that, both convinced it was fate for them to be together. Who spends the most money when out shopping? Félix Who’s more likely to flash their assets? Félix Who finds it amusing when the other trips over? Neither. They both hate it when the other one is even slightly hurt, and will fuss over each other to a degree that can give others major secondhand embarrassment. Any mental issues? No Who’s terrified of bugs? Davian Who kills the spiders around the house? They don't kill them. Félix tries to catch them and take them outside. Their favourite place? The beach Who pays the bills? Félix Do they have any fears for their future? Their common fear is that something will happen to one of them while they're travelling and that the other will be left alone. Who’s more likely to surprise the other with a fancy dinner? Davian Who uses up all of the hot water?  Probably Davian Who’s the tallest? Davian. He's 180cm and Félix is 172cm Who’s more likely to just randomly hop into the shower with the other? Neither of them, because they almost always shower together anyway. If they're showering individually, it means they're not physically together in the same place.

Who wanders around in their underwear? Both of them. Who sings the loudest when singing along to the radio? Félix What do they tease each other about? Whenever Davian makes pizza or they decide to order pizza, Félix likes to tease him about "going back to his roots". Davian teases Félix about his impressive number of hats and pairs of shoes. Who is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times? Neither of them, really. They both think fashion is subjective and tend to wear what they want without worrying about being judged by the other one. Do they have mutual friends? Yes. They're friends with Artie and Emma Greene, Sunny and Tae Lee, Zahir Omar and his new spouse Zainah Hassan and his ex-spouse Dylan Middleton. They all met in their first-time parents peer support group (with the exception of Zainah). They're also both friends with Victor & Yuri Okamoto-Nelson. Victor and Davian grew up together and they reconnected after Victor came home from Japan with Yuri. Félix really likes Victor, but he's not as close with Yuri, mostly because Félix isn't very good at understanding introverts. Who crushed first?  Neither, really. These two more or less fell head-first into a relationship without the "crush" phase. Any alcohol or substance related problems? No. Félix was drinking more than usual around the time he and Davian met, but it was never a substance abuse problem. Who is more likely to stumble home drunk at 3am? Both of them. If they're drunk and it's 3:00 a.m., it's highly likely they're together. Who swears the most? Neither of them swears a lot, but Davian swears more than Félix does.

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OKAY! This thing was a MARATHON! But I really loved doing it, and I'm looking forward to tackling the next one (Nikolai & Mishka). I love that answering everything was so easy, mostly because I sometimes forget how well I know my favourite OCs. I kind of want to do more of these, honestly.

[therhythmafterthesummer]

Bonjour!

Would our werewolves ever suffer from ailments which could affect their shifting? Perhaps being unable to shift into the wolf or not being able to change back? No longer hearing the wolf inside or losing their strength? Stress related or some AU sickness or magic?

How would you think each would handle it?

Sorry for the angst!

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hallo!!

what an interesting question. my short answer would be that: yes, yes this could potentially exist in this universe. it kinda makes sense to me for wolves to have specific illnesses that a human wouldn't have... things that could affect them not only physically, but also mentally as well!

as for how each would handle being sick... i'll leave some Thoughts under the cut.

Chris: regardless of the ailment, whenever Chris gets sick, he's GONE. he doesn't get sick often, but when he does he just becomes completely useless. can barely take care of himself. if he ever went through periods of not being able to shift it'll take him LONG time to recover. which, if it happens to be that he can't shift from wolf to human, would be very inconvenient. not only because he's got to work to maintain his flat, his house, and his life overall, but also because he wouldn't be able to be with his pretty girl, and that would be what would hurt him the most. on the other hand, if he weren't capable of shifting into his wolf form from his human form, he'd probably feel incredibly frustrated and inadequate bc at the end of the day he's an alpha and his wolf side is part of his pride as a werewolf, if that makes sense.

Minho: manages well enough on his own because he just... grew up taking care of himself. he'll be extra pouty if kitten is close just because he wants attention (she knows he's doing it on purpose, and he knows she knows, you know? lee know). anyway, minho already has trouble figuring out his instincts, so you could kinda say he's pretty much chronically ill on this aspect. unfortunately, this is a thing he carried over from his human self before being turned. he already had a condition, so it makes sense it affects his inner wolf, too.

Changbin: also becomes a bit useless when sick, but to a lesser degree than chris. will still be capable of going through with her day as long as his ailment isn't too serious, and will also heal fairly quickly if he follows doctor's orders religiously, but he'll be super whiny about it the entire time. cranky mood to the max. will snap at people often. not being able to hear his inner wolf or shift from either form would frustrate him, but it wouldn't be crippling.

Hyunjin: this boy is fuelled by spite, and something like being sick won't stop him. fuck everything and everyone, he's gonna keep doing his thing for as long as he can. he's passed out in inconvenient places before because of this mentality lol. heals quickly overall.

Jisung: hardly ever gets sick at all. he's been blessed with amazing health and antibodies. he does, however, tend to suffer from mental related stuff... will try his best not to burden anyone with his problems but will eventually open up to kitten or minho or chris about it.

Felix: hardly ever gets sick as well. his time living in the forest has prepared him for almost anything and made him immune to a lot of things because of it. will be able to push through just fine if he does get sick, though.

Seungmin: will keep any problems to himself. doesn't like it when people worry about him so if he's feeling bad he'll isolate himself until pretty mum figures it out and goes into his flat to pull on his ear. will suffer in silence.... i don't want to add much here because i don't wanna spoil anything i've got planned for seungmin hfdsljkfds

Jeongin: also doesn't like to burden people with his problems, but is definitely more open than seungmin. will also become a little useless when sick, and he'll need a lot of help from his pack mates to get better.

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

Really doesn't help with my motivation to play Engage either when so many people are saying it's just leagues and leagues better than... my second favorite entry in the series (right under Sacred Stones). And to be clear I've been playing FE since I was a kid, and 3H is still easily top three, even with all of its flaws. The people who try to hype up Engage as better than 3H kinda give it... a pretty high bar to try to leap over for a lot of people? And I get a lot of that is coming from exhaustion from 3H's fandom (mostly edelstans lol) but it still doesn't do the new entry any good imo.

Yeah, I get that. When people put down my favorite entries to boost another entry, it just feels like a jab more than an actual breakdown of the titles. I can see good and bad in both Engage and Houses, but I don't think it's necessary to tear one down for the other. Honestly, there was no way Engage would be similar to Houses' gameplay mechanics because the main mechanic of Engage relies on something closer to the Pair Up system but with Emblems, which is a very limited (turn wise, because you get so many turns with the Emblems at a time versus Awakening's introduced Pair Up) gameplay mechanic.

I've also been playing FE since I was a kid and I definitely agree Houses is one I prefer, and yes, also, story wise. I do understand the story has some issues and it's definitely annoying that you have to go through the hub world system for the first half of the game in every single playthrough if you want your units to perform at their best for the chapter maps, but that's only because the story is broken up between four routes (five if you count CS giving us even more information while still using the general hub world system, just much more limited). I get it, it can be irritating for lore lovers and some people don't want to play the same game four times (or at least not so quickly, and it's hard to avoid spoilers sometimes if you don't hurry through all four routes which can suck). The story itself though, as a connected whole, isn't bad.

Personally I find what Houses lacked in they did try to work on in Hopes with the characters, like how Felix and Sylvain were pretty shallow characters in Houses in some aspects (mainly in the main story. They had great supports sometimes, but their main story lines were often very shallow). Hopes gave them characterizations that felt genuine and real, and it's something I like to keep in mind for my next Houses playthroughs.

All the FE games have flaws in some areas so it's not Houses in particular. Like you said, it's probably fandom exhaustion, but that isn't the same as treating it like the worst entry in the franchise or like it's objectively inferior to Engage. To me, Engage is inferior both in story and gameplay, but I mainly focus on what I enjoyed. I do like the Emblem system, I just wished some of the older characters weren't ooc or that they got a bit more than generic lines for most of their bond conversations.

Engage doesn't really feel like a step up to me, but just another take on modern gaming. A step up would be like FE8 to FE9 (which is a little ironic, since FE9 was actually supposed to be FE8 because it was presumably in development before FE8 (it's called FE8 internally) but got released after SS and thus became the ninth entry). A different platform can do wonders for a franchise's new entries, but these two games don't have that.

And of course, I have no issue with people loving Engage. It's just getting pretty regular that I see (especially on YouTube in particular) people acting like Houses is suddenly a really bad entry, as if it wasn't what the whole fandom was obsessed with for three straight years.

In some way I think it's good that they're bringing FE7 back via the GBA emulator on Switch, because I'm hoping it reminds people that you don't need these complex new mechanics for a game to be that good. You don't need to dunk on the other entries for not having what you liked in it when you can play a game that has good story and characters but has an older way of playing/a not as new way of playing.

I enjoy Engage, but it just starts making me feel bitter when I see people comparing it to Houses and tearing Houses down to do so. It's fine to enjoy both and treat them as separate things even if they're within the same franchise. Every new game is going to "get better" in the sense of modern gaming, but it doesn't make the older ones worse.

[wackus-bonkus-maximus]

I keep on wondering how much feeling Adrien's emotions these several years has affected Felix. Outwardly, it doesn't appeared to have done much to him, and it's not super obvious from his internal narration either how it's affected him. But I'm getting the sense that Felix isn't the most reliable narrator, even for his own feelings, and I can't see how he can have felt the sheer horror of the amount of control and suffering Adrien's been through, and not gotten nightmares from it himself - especially knowing that the same thing could happen to him, and it is his own fault that Adrien's in this situation, even if he didn't think that giving the ring to Gabriel would endanger the two of them. And I keep coming back to him giving all the Miraculous to Gabriel, instead of say, trying to use the Miraculous he now has access to, to steal the Peacock Miraculous (transform using the Fox and Bee Miraculous, using the Fox's illusion powers to make it look like he's just civilian Adrien, and then when he gets close enough to Gabriel, jabbing him with Venom and stealing both the Peacock and the Butterfly Miraculous). Or hell, just letting Ladybug and Chat Noir in on Shadowmoth's secret identity, and letting them do the rest. Though I can see why he wouldn't do that second one, given how much he wants the Peacock in particular, and how little he trusts the two of them. Still would've been safer than the situation he ended up in though.

And the kwamis! He told himself that a lot of this was justified in order to stop sentis from being created, used, then destroyed, but then he took advantage of the kwamis in the same sort of way that sentis are taken advantage of. Hell, they're even both bound to objects, forced to do the bidding of the person who holds that object. And yet, even knowing that there were magical creatures tied to the objects, he still knowingly gave them over to someone who'd been using and abusing them. After spending so much time with Duusu, did he come to regret that as well?

I especially feel sorry for poor Trixx in your story, he's been constantly forced to do things he'd never want to by Lila, and he's got to be missing Alya like crazy. I hope he gets to go to Alya at the end of the story, he's very attached to her in canon, and I'm betting he'd just be incredibly relieved to be with someone who cares for him and isn't gonna use him for evil.

you could say being able to feel adrien's emotions has weighed on felix lol.

you're right, felix is not a reliable narrator. if he has gotten nightmares from what adrien's been through, and he doesn't tell us, it's because of that silly peacock pride of his. felix would never grovel in apology; that simply isn't in his character. he would do more to get adrien free if he could, in recompense (i think we all see this by now) but since he is stuck, he's had to make do with smaller acts (checking up on adrien, switching places, standing up for adrien agains the baddies).

that alternative to giving gabriel the miraculous would have been better, yup. but like i said earlier, i think he wanted to stick it to ladybug and chat noir for killing sentis. i also think he didn't intend to let adrien in on any of the family secrets, and would have let him go on thinking gabe was innocent and adrien was human. it's a weird form of protectiveness, but one i think suits felix's character. obviously it blew up in his face.

ah, i have a felix & duusu scene that addresses felix's treatment of the kwamis. you might see it in odnlb, or as an extra, if you're not too sick of him by then 😂

omg uh YEAH poor trixx. it's bad to be gabe's kwami but being lila's is even WORSE LOLLOOLLOLOOLL. he does miss alya, but you'll see what happens to him soon enough. i actually have a very exciting scene planned that i think all the alya stans will appreciate very much 😊😊😊

[btsxmalereaders]

☆ Even in zero gravity, I would still fall for you!

♡ pairing — bang chan x male reader

> genre — fluff | f2l

> word count — 4.3k I don't know how this happened

> summary — chan realises he likes you by not being able to use pickup lines on you

> a/n — i saw a tiktok where chan says he's gonna use a pickup line on felix and my love-deprived self ended up writing this lol i hope you all like it

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"Hey, how you doin'?" Chan casually says as he enters the kitchen, trying not to grin and start giggling right away. He even places his hands over the table and tilts his head a little in an attempt to look confident. Felix takes his attention away from the food he is cooking and turns on his feet to look at him with an eyebrow raised.

"Good?" He answers with an air of suspicion. "Why?"

Chan finally lets out a small giggle, "Oh nothing, I was just thinking that... I am not a photographer, but I can picture me and you together."

And Felix thinks it's a creative pickup line, funny even, but what ends up making him laugh is the way his best friend bends over to start laughing louder and the way his cheeks turn reddish at the embarrassment he's probably feeling.

"That was a good one, I must say," He chuckles. "Not as great as the Optimus Fine one, though. Even if it made you laugh for ten minutes after you said it."

And Chan can only laugh harder at the remembrance, placing his hands over his slightly aching abdomen and gasp for air when he can't handle it anymore. Felix giggles as well and denies with his head, going back to stir what's on the pot.

"Stays keep getting creative when it comes to flirting with you," He speaks again as the laughter finally dies down. "They probably think you might use it on someone you like, and you're here almost crying because you use them on us."

Chan hums, "Well, I don't really like anyone right now."

Felix turns off the stove and makes a -dramatic- pause, turning again to face Chan as he gets closer and squints his eyes. "I don't believe it."

"What?" Chan laughs. "Why would I lie?"

"I don't know, but I don't buy it. Maybe it's the love songs you have as drafts in your laptop."

"Ah, that doesn't mean I'm in love," He explains and takes a seat in front of him, nervously scratching the back of his neck. "That's why they're still drafts, though. They don't convey the feeling of being in love because I am not in love, you know?"

"Good point, but it still doesn't convince me."

"Why?" He asks again with a chuckle, a little embarrassed by the sudden interest in his - nonexistent - love life. "You know our activities barely give us time for ourselves, so it's almost impossible to have a relationship with someone. At least a formal one."

"You can still like someone and not be with them." Felix shrugs. "So spill it. Who is it?"

And Chan knows he's just messing around with him, but he can't help but feel flustered. "No one! I think so." He almost says it in a whisper; however, Felix doesn't comment on it.

"I still want to listen to those drafts," He stands up and smiles. "Why don't you show me?"

This was not the way Chan expected the conversation to go, so he hesitates a bit about his friend's request. Well, it wasn't unusual anyway, at least Changbin had heard a couple and also helped in the composition of the songs, so having someone else hear them wouldn't hurt. He might even listen to ideas on his part to improve them.

"Okay, I can do that. Next week Y/N will come to the studio and work on something, why don't you pop-up at some point and I can show you?"

Felix nods, "Sounds good! Y/N asked for help for his new album?"

"Yeah, he wants me to listen to some tracks he has been working on." He casually comments, taking his phone from his pocket and leading his attention to the device, so now Felix can't see the slight blush on his cheeks.

"Hm, I haven't seen him in a while. Why hasn't he come to the dorm lately? We should invite him."

"He has been busy with his album, that's why. If you think I leave late from the studio, that's nothing compared to him, he truly spends an ungodly amount of time there."

"So you see him often?" Felix asks with sudden interest, now being aware of how Chan's ears are tinted pink.

"You could say that, yeah. He also spends time on my studio whenever he has the chance. And vice-versa." He shrugs, not finding it odd. You two were really good friends, so it was a normal thing for you to do. "Why?"

"Nothing, I was just curious." He mischievously laughs. "So, next week, you said?"

After a quick glance at the time on your phone, you decide to stand up and stretch your body. It's been a long time since you started working, and you still have a lot to do; and on top of it all, the progress you've made tonight doesn't totally convince you, and that just meant you'd be spending more time in the studio.

As you take your phone again to read your notes, a notification pops up on the top. You weren't supposed to meet up with Chan until later, but in the new message you just received, he tells you that he's free from working on his stuff and you could go earlier if you wanted.

You decide to go; after all, it was nearly impossible for you to concentrate again, and you truly needed to know what does he think about the tracks you sent him a few days ago to finally make an advance. So you grab your laptop after making sure you've saved the changes and the cup of half-drunk coffee, walking out to the long hall and taking the elevator to an upper floor.

The soles of your shoes are dragged across the floor all the way to the studio's door, where you softly knock a couple of times before remembering you already know the password to enter. Your fingers press the buttons, entering code you know by heart at this point, and the door quickly unlocks, making Chan to look your way and greet you with a smile.

"Hey, how have you been?" He sweetly says, seeing you entering the room and placing your belongings on top of the big desk in front of you and taking a seat on the couch behind him.

"Busy. And tired." You murmur and let out a sigh. Chan immediately plays a song at a low volume and takes seat next to you.

"You're still struggling with the track you told me about?"

You nod as an answer and pout, "I am desperate. It's like, no matter how many times I rewrite the lyrics or change the beats, it still doesn't convince me at all and I hate it."

"I get it," He sighs. "But don't worry about it, I'm here to help you out."

And Chan isn't someone who breaks his promises, so the following hours are spent listening to your music, carefully reading everything you've written so far, listening to your ideas and giving you advice.

In between work, he tells you every other joke to make you laugh and feel at least a bit less stressed; and it works wonderfully since he has a long list of dad jokes that take you off guard, plus his laughter is contagious, so not laughing with him is impossible.

It's no surprise that his advice and opinions are so accurate to the point of clearing your mind and helping you out of your creative block. Chan has always been hard-working and so good with words that every time you engage him in conversations, you feel more relaxed and less burdened. No matter what situation you had a problem with, Chan would always help you find the best solution for it. Maybe that's why you admire him so much, maybe it was one of the many reasons why you didn't hesitate for a second to go to him and find security in his presence and words... Maybe it was one of the thousands of reasons why you had romantic feelings towards him...

"Is it better now?" His voice takes you out of your thoughts. He's sweetly smiling at you; he probably realized you got lost on the way his lips were moving as he told you his thoughts on the recent draft of your song.

"Yeah, yes, honestly, you've helped me so much. I don't know what I'd do without you." You smile and go for a quick hug, taking the opportunity to ruffle his hair. Your fingers sliding between his soft and messy curls and making him fondly smile in the process. "You're my hero. I mean it."

Chan chuckles and can't keep his eyes off you as you type something on your laptop and hum. He recalls the conversation he had last week with Felix, and that ambiguous feeling settling on his chest makes him wonder if, after all, his friend was right. He doesn't remember when was the last time he felt the urge to hold someone in between his arms and dearly appreciate, and he wants to know why he smiles and feels his stomach tickling when he sees you.

Maybe it's because you spend a lot of time with him, a voice inside his head says. But he doesn't feel this way with any other friend.

Maybe it's because you have known him for a long time and you just appreciate him a lot, the voice tries again. Maybe. He finally gives in at the last thought. He'd have to figure it out.

His phone buzzes inside the pocket of his jeans and he takes it, knowing for sure it's a message from Felix.

"Felix is arriving in a few minutes." He murmurs, making you take your eyes off the screen. "He wants to listen to some songs I have, is that okay?"

"Of course, it's your studio, silly." You giggle. "I am almost done with this, so if you're gonna be busy I can go back to m-"

"You can stay, if you want to." He quickly adds. "Plus, he says he wants to see you, you know... He misses you." Chan laughs. He wasn't lying, but that wasn't the only reason he wanted you to stay.

"Okay! Sure, I haven't heard from him in a while, either." You nod and keep making changes on the file you have open.

Just as he said, Felix enters the room just a few minutes later, smiling brightly and immediately running to give you a big hug once he sees you.

Soon, the room was filled with laughter and long conversations to catch up on everything around your lives. Felix tells you about the new pastries he baked last week and that he was waiting for you to come around and bake with him, the new video game Jeongin bought and has been playing with Hyunjin, the new songs Changbin and Jisung have been working on and how Seungmin was learning to play piano, playing songs at night for everyone at the dorm.

"And you know? Chan hyung has gotten better at flirting." He laughs as the latter gives him a threatening glare. "He can't stop saying pickup lines whenever he has the chance."

"Ah, really?" You chortle. "You haven't said one in all the time we've been here."

"Well, we've been working, and I've told you many other jokes... Besides, it's not like I come up with them out of nowhere."

"Yes, you do!" Felix says. "You do that all the time, what are you talking about?"

You glance at Chan, who's currently blushing and at the loss of words. Felix, on the other hand, seems to be happy to see what he just provoked. And he'd definitely enjoy every part of it.

"I want to hear one! C'mooon!" You laugh. "Please?"

Chan rolls his eyes and tries to look confident as he would normally do. He clears his throat and thinks of a good pickup line he hasn't used yet.

"Alright," He says and smiles, he even thinks it's gonna start laughing before even opening his mouth, but the very moment he looks into your eyes, it's like he forgot every single word on his vocabulary. "Uhm, are you, no. Did you-? Wait! I forgot what I was gonna say-"

Felix can't help but burst into laughter, and you only look at him, as if you couldn't believe it. Was he nervous or was it because of the fact that Felix was in the same room? Would it have been any different if he weren't there?

You end up laughing at Felix's loud laughter, as well as seeing Chan blushing up to his ears and hiding his face behind his hands, probably also in an attempt to cover the huge grin he now has.

"Wow, that was an epic failure. And I thought you were the biggest flirt on earth." Felix teases him, to which Chan ends up groaning.

He continues talking about other stuff while Chan stops feeling embarrassed, even though he's not able to look in your eyes for the entire time until you have to go back to work.

You close your laptop and stand up, throwing the now empty cup of coffee on the trash bin. After thanking Chan for his help and promising Felix you'd drop by their dorm soon, you walk out of the studio with a smile and feeling your heart beating fast. There was no way you didn't have feelings for him.

"Oh my god, so I was right!" Felix says a few seconds after you left. Chan's first instinct is to cover his face again. "Look who got nervous so suddenly."

"Stop, I- I don't even want to talk about it." He murmurs, feeling flustered and avoiding Felix's gaze. He types something on his laptop and presses the play button, hoping that this way, his friend would forget about what just happened and could focus solely on the music.

And Felix doesn't talk about it anymore. The next few minutes are set by the music coming out of the speakers; the room filling with Chan's voice, singing the love songs that probably no one else would listen to. Felix seems to be concentrating on the lyrics, but Chan's thoughts are solely about you. As he listens to the songs, he is aware of how his skin bristles every time his hands accidentally touch you, the times when your eyes connect with his and you give him smiles every time it happens, all those times when his heart would race when he hugged you.... It's as if all those songs that professed a love he said he didn't feel, started to make sense.

He feels overwhelmed. Maybe if he was aware of it before, maybe if he listened to his heart instead of his head, this wouldn't be a big revelation to him.

Chan pauses the music, and before Felix can ask what's going on, he speaks up: "Why- why did I do that?"

"Did... what, exactly?" Felix asks, confused.

"The pickup line thing!" He blurts out. "I mean, I do that all the time, right? Why did I just forget how to even talk?"

Felix giggles, "Well, have you considered it's because when you use those pickup lines on us you just do it for laughing? To joke around with us, and with Y/N it's because... I don't know, you have feelings for him and it gets real? Like you're flirting with him."

Makes sense, he thinks. He remains in silence for a moment, processing everything that just happened and finally connecting the dots.

"Wait, you just had your epiphany?" Felix jokes. "It took you too, too long."

"I can barely fall asleep, how was I supposed to know I was falling in love?"

"Fair enough." He says, comprehensive. "Are you telling him?"

"Should I?" Chan's eyes sparkle, but he still feels confused. Should he even try? It's been so long since he last felt this way about someone, and given the circumstances of his life as an idol, he felt more reluctant to take the next step. Even more, considering he had just taken the first one by accepting his feelings a few minutes ago.

"I was right all this time by you being in love," He says. "And I am also sure that it's mutual. I've seen you two for a while, you know? I am surprised you didn't come the realization way earlier than this."

Chan giggles. "Alright, I get it."

"But it's up to you now, I guess. All I know is that you deserve to be happy, and you deserve good things... And Y/N is a great person. You should give yourself an opportunity on love."

Chan feels chills as he hears those words. Tonight's even have been too much for him to process, so he'll think deeply about it later.

"Okay," He nods. "Thanks, Lix. You've been really helpful."

"I know, what would you do without me?" Felix laughs. "Now let's keep listening to the songs, I am loving all of them."

Fortunately, the help Chan gave you really made it possible for you to finish the songs in no time. You are just now walking out of a meeting with your managers and the people in charge of the release of the album to set the final details, and you quickly send a message to Chan to let him know the news.

In the meantime, you drop by your studio to clean up a little and maybe write down some ideas for new songs that have been in your mind for a while. After a few minutes, you hear a knock on the door, snapping you out of your thoughts and then feeling confused. You weren't expecting anyone to come. So you slowly open the door, and a smile spreads across your face the moment you realize it's Chan.

"Oh, hi!" You greet him with a hug, immediately letting him in afterwards. He shyly gets inside, taking a seat on a chair and placing a bag on the small table behind him. "What brings you here? I thought you were still busy with you guys upcoming album."

"It's okay, Changbin is working on his stuff now at the studio, so I took the chance to come here and celebrate with you!" He grins. "Congratulations on making your first self-produced album!"

He starts clapping, making you smile; he truly was the sweetest person you've ever met.

As soon as he read your message he went to the nearby cafeteria and bought your favorite drink and pastries, claiming that it was a special occasion and should be celebrated.

"For all your hard work and the success of this album!" He makes a toast as he raises his cup of tea.

Soon you find yourselves immersed in a long conversation about everything that went into creating this album; from when you had the first idea for the concept, to those sleepless nights when he helped you without hesitation. Chan was definitely an essential part of this whole process, so to be celebrating with him right now felt right. It was how it should be.

"You know," Chan clears his throat as another song starts playing. "These past days I've had this thought in my head, and after talking it out with Felix... I am certain about it. And I want to tell you about it. I know I have to."

You frown, feeling curiosity, especially since his semblance has changed to be a bit more serious. He still has a small smile that gives you some kind of tranquility, but another part of you can't help but feel nervous as he gets a little bit closer.

"Of course, what is it?"

"So, uhm" He starts. "Some weeks ago, when Felix came to the studio and we were talking with you... Well, the reason he came was because he wanted to listen to some love songs I've worked on. And, after listening to all of them I figured out why I didn’t like them. I was sure I wasn't in love. That's why, to me, they all sounded plain and didn’t convey the feeling of love... But then..."

He makes a pause, catching his breath as he feels more and more nervous. He knows for sure his ears and cheeks are red right now, and it's impossible that you haven't noticed it. His hands slightly shake behind the table, anxiously looking for yours, but refraining from doing it because he doesn't know how this was going to end. You don't want to interrupt him, so you give him his time to clear his head and talk again.

"While listening to those songs, the only thought I had in mind was you." He finally confesses, with his gaze now fixed on his lap. "I guess that for a while I didn’t realise that I started to, uhm, catch feelings for you. And, it's okay if you don't feel the same way about me. I just really wanted to let you know because the thought has been on my mind for so long and I needed to let it out."

For a moment, the only thing that can be heard in the room is your voice coming from the speakers along with a sigh from Chan, who still didn’t dare to look up and face you.

"So... what you're saying is..." You speak up, feeling incredibly shy, trying to process the words addressed to you.

"What I am trying to say is that I am in love with you."

And you swear you could start screaming to the top of your lungs right now, but you try your very best to stay calm and finally grab Chan's hands. With that, he looks at you again.

"Channie," You softly say, looking at him in his precious eyes and dearly smiling. You don't even know where to begin, but a voice inside you begs for you to give him a hug. So you open your arms and embrace him tightly, feeling instant comfort and love. "I am so glad you feel this way too. I love you too."

Chan sighs in relief, placing his hands on your waist and pulling you closer; his nose pressed against the crook of your neck and closes his eyes, melting between your arms and enjoying every single second of that gesture.

"Wait a minute," You say out of nowhere, so he separates a bit from you and tilts his head. "That's why you couldn't even say a sentence when you tried to say a pickup line?"

You laugh when his expression changes to look ashamed, his lips frowned in a pout and his gaze avoiding your eyes again.

"Try again, I'm sure you're good at this." And Chan's head only comes up with the dozens of lines he has read, but seeing you smiling right in front of him and your arms over his shoulders, he can only think how lucky he is. He can't possibly say anything to you. "Alright, let me try instead."

You hum and recall all the pickup lines you've read and have been told before, "Hm, can I borrow a kiss? I promise I'll return it."

And you expected Chan to start laughing out loud, instead he starts blushing again and giggling, covering his face as he feels nervous.

"C'mon! Seriously?" You laugh and wait for him to stop being shy.

"You make me nervous, give me time." He excuses himself and laughs some more. "That was a good one, and you know what? You can borrow all the kisses you want, as long as you keep your word and return them."

"See? That's what I'm talking about!"

Chan fondly smiles at you, placing his hand on your head to pet your hair for a moment. You close your eyes as he does it, feeling his soft touch traveling all the way down to your chin. He rests his thumb on your cheek and after a few seconds you decide to open your eyes.

"Can I?" He murmurs as his gaze shifts from your eyes to your lips.

"You don't even have to ask."

And just as you give him permission, he breaks the distance between you two. He starts carefully, placing his lips against yours in a tender, chaste way, barely there pressure that makes you exhale through your nose as if you had been holding your breath all along. One of his hands still holds you by the waist, so he takes the opportunity to slide it to your lower back, carefully holding you and sending you shivers to your entire body.

You lean forward barely a few millimeters, but it's enough to feel more pressure over your lips. Chan angles his head and traps your bottom lip, tongue trying to dart out of his mouth to taste more of the sweetness of yours. He, however, contains himself and smiles in between the kiss, instead. He was probably gonna be the death of you.

The deep kiss loses intensity as a minute passes by, so you two end up giving smaller kisses and share smiles, your noses constantly touching in skimo kisses. And you think it's perfect; it's way better than what you one day imagined.

Chan can't miss the chance to make you sit on his lap, so now your head rests over his chest. Your fingers fidgeting the hem of his hoodie and shyly longing to intertwine your hands.

"Hey, Y/N?" He grabs your attention and smiles. "Are you a parking ticket?"

You raise an eyebrow, "Why?"

"Because you've got fine written all over you." He ends up with a muffled laughter.

"Oh no, what did I just get myself into?" You joke around, this time finally making him burst into a louder laughter. "You just declared war on me about pickup lines, you know?"

"Oh, so you got some lines, too? Can't wait to hear all of them, then."

And for the rest of the day you let yourself be held in between the arms of the person you loved the most. Later you'd find the way to flirt with him and make him feel flustered when he least expects it.

[6okuto]

Felix thinks his hair has become too long so he decides to cut it just a little bit, but things go wrong and he cuts it too short, really really short. I want his reaction, Rime's reaction (he is back with the group idc we changed him lol) and mc's👀 Maybe at the end mc fixes his hairstyle (felix with an undercut >>>)

— felix accidentally cutting his hair too short

i dont think/know if felix could pull off jay's undercut from windbreaker but i just want to say i haven't even read windbreaker and i would risk it all for him. if jay asked me to play in traffic i'd do it just for a chance with him

tfw you cut a little too short and you say you'll fix it by cutting everything else and it just keeps getting worse

felix stares at himself and tries to plan how he's going to hide this from everyone, especially mc and rime, not realizing mc had already walked in looking for him

"felix, are you in—oh." "mc! wh-what are you doing here i—please stop looking at me like that"

y'know that look on your face when you're trying not to smile or laugh and failing miserably. "trying out a new look?" "spare me."

when mc tries to reassure him that it isn't that bad, whether they're being honest or not, felix just keeps pouting and covers his face with his hands

"i look the same as i did years ago. dreadful."

the fact that this is literally what every man does on purpose. i couldn't even help him here like

"does it look as terrible as i think?" "you definitely...did something guys from earth would do?" "well, that tone of voice isn't exactly comforting."

mc telling him they think he's cute and pretty either way and felix hiding even more because now he's flustered

he refuses to come out of his room.

extremely quick to panic because he knows he's going to get relentlessly bullied for this. the only person who's seen him is mc and he makes them promise not to snitch </3

but without knowing what, exactly, he's done,, anisa makes mc drag him out because he really can't miss this group meeting

there seems to be a new permanent pout/scowl on felix's face

and i think rime is very witty. i think he can think of multiple ways to joke about this scenario. but the first time he sees felix,, completely unexpected ??

rime just starts laughing. straight up cackling. "i didn't think you missed being a teenager this much"

he isn't in here but rime :handshake: sage > making fun of felix

"on the bright side, you look younger. maybe by 10 years but i'm sure that was the goal?"

it's okay guys i can see rime wringing the fun out of it before teasing him and saying he doesn't look horrible. something something i'm sure our beloved mc will adore you either way

Someone Get Felix Out Of There 😔

he looks down a lot and if you watch you can spot him reaching for hair longer than what he has, feeling the shortness and noticing how awkward it is

going back to his room, faceplanting into the bed, and groaning, "do you think i could wear a hat of some sort for the next few months, or maybe find a spell to make hair grow faster? surely there's something to make me invisible at will."

when mc realizes that felix is genuinely upset about it they offer to help try to fix it

"i really can't handle the thought of this getting any worse" "you can trust me, i promise" he sighs but sits in front of the mirror anyway

tangent i would have offered to cut my own hair to make him feel better but that's just me

i think it would be fun if felix had a sensitive neck. y'know when the hair falls on your neck and you brush it away. sorry. moving on

every cutting noise in his ears makes him tense up until he's accepted whatever his fate is. something something the 5 stages of grief

are we rocking with felix with an undercut?! i need someone to draw this

he definitely. isn't used to it. but he's still very grateful that mc was able to help. probably stares at the mirror for a solid 10 seconds in silence before mc gets antsy and says "i know it isn't great but it'll grow out eventually. i'm sorry if you don't love it...i guess it's pretty different from what you had before, huh?" and he gets panicky again before reassuring and thanking them

he could probably kiss them rn to be honest (he kisses them rn.)

[butwhatifidothis]

I think I kinda feel bad for Sylvain, only a little tiny bit, in this. Like, he's still a piece of shit that Cap'n used as a sock puppet to voice his stupid "if they retaliate in the holy tomb that means they declared war and not Woobiegard" headcanon, plus whatever crap he said during the parley. But otherwise? He only exists to be shit upon in favor of his abusive rat of an elder brother, or to be a devastated simp for Ficgrid while she openly pines for Woobiegard, who not only openly pines back but would run away with her to a cottage in the woods were it not for the fact that she has to wrangle the continent first; oh, and Byleth called first dibs too, I guess. Like he's clearly only there for one (1) person and said person values him as much as the dirt on her boots lol. At this point I'm hoping that he'll die killing Felix, at least to stop dragging out this sad affair of his.

Alright, alright, Sylvain, hoo boy Sylvain. Where do I even start.

M'kay, so like, think back to how Sylvain started off in this fic, back in his first major appearance in Chapter 11 (where Miklan starts). He's self-destructive, generally indifferent to the feelings of women, and he's angry. Sometime later, he gains the trait of "Worrying over Ficgrid."

Now, over the course of the fic, Sylvain is described as being scary, chilling, angry, looking like he'll jump to violence at a drop of a hat sometimes (and since he's not a pretty girl assaulting men that's No Good). Do you want to know when Sylvain starts - and I emphasize, starts - to grow past those negative character traits? When either he looks inside himself or others help him look inside himself and find that he can do better, and when he starts to actually try to become better?

Chapter 57.

I'm not kidding. Sylvain stays the exact same, with absolutely no difference in his character, for 46 chapters. There is no attempt from anyone, either Sylvain or any of his friends, to help Sylvain grow better as a person until that point, even though he is continuously described as someone who is very clearly going through issues. And of all of the recruits, he is by far the one that is the most tacked on. In the SS visions, he's scawy!! and mean!! and angwy!! As opposed to when he's with Woobiegard... where he literally acts just like that, as described by Woobiegard herself.

And with or without Woobiegard, the entirety of Sylvain's character development - and I mean every single drop of it - relies solely on whether Ficgrid is havin' a good time or not. Is she happy? Sylvain will be happy eventually! Is she miserable? Sylvain will be miserable! And if she's dead? Welp, that means that Sylvain has absolutely no means of bettering himself as a character and he will rapidly decay with no hope of ever being good, because Ficigrid is his one hope of becoming a better person. Because, once again, romantic love is the only way anyone can ever grow as characters in this fic, and without it everyone will become morally bankrupt monsters/empty husks of humans!

So yeah, no, Ficgrid isn't going to give a shit about Sylvain. Why would she? She's the only important one in their relationship, going by the fic's narrative: Sylvain only follows her around like a lost duckling. He never once contributes to anyone's character, because he himself is only meant to be with Ficgrid and "grow" (lol) because of his love for Ficgrid - oh, and act as the occasional meat shield for the fair maidens. I'll say this later on in the notes, but I'm pretty convinced that you could remove Sylvain from the lore of the fic entirely and have nothing of import be lost at all

[skellybonesandtrees]

B - A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will.

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t.

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom?

I - Has Tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why?

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

Q - A fandom you’ve abandoned and why.

W - A trope which you are virtually certain to hate in any fandom.

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go! (Prompts optional but encouraged.)

B - A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.

I can't think of any particular relationship an individual changed my mind about. But if we go with tumblr. Tumblr definitely made me get into the Eric/Sookie camp, at the time I didn't know about the books and didn't know all of the canon involved. At the end of the day I didn't exactly like their canon in either media form. But they had chemistry. I like me a tol and smol pair. I'm easy.

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will.

Brienne+Jamie. While I understood the appeal and the ship didn't bother me and the fandom excitement for it was cute, personally I just never liked Jamie and I wasn't shocked when he turned around to be incesty with his sister in the end tbh. I thought that, as far as Game of Thrones went, it made complete sense for a redemption arc to fail. Because Game of Thrones is too real.

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t.

Steve and Nancy from Stranger Things. I say I wish I liked it because it sounds like they're going there again. Nancy seems too grown up for either boy she's been with to be honest. Not saying Jonathan is immature but his priorities are very particular right now. Steve has grown up but I still don't see him as a good pair for Nancy. I feel like Nancy is a one woman show, she just doesn't know it yet. Career journalist moving to the big city and going through dudes in her spare time but not settling down coz she has stuff to do. That's her in my head. Romance isn't everything. But who am I kidding, this is TV, of course there's going to be romance.

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom?

Probably Harry Potter. I was there from book 1 through 7 and then the 7th movie part 2. Then the excitement fizzled out and JKR turned out fo be a TERF and there's nothing there I want anymore. Shrug.

I - Has Tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why?

Tumblr made me drop Bates Motel like a hot potato because the Norma+Norman shipping going on really weirded me out and turned me off from the entire show. Shame too, Vera Farmiga was amazing in it.

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

Presently Yennefer of Vengerberg in The Witcher, although they are already watering her down in writing. She's still my favorite unapologetic woman who I wish was more the norm in fiction than the exception.

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

Felix Dawkins from Orphan Black.

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

More women putting themselves first, in any fandom. Better wigs for everyone - srsly what the hell is happening? More consistent writing.

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

Alanis Morisette's Uninvited...for Nancy, lol. My headcanon Nancy anyway. ;)

Q - A fandom you’ve abandoned and why.

I mean...all of them? I leave all of them enventually. Whether because the show/trilogy/book series ends or because my enthusiasm for it died. I talk about it obsessively until I'm done. I might reblog something randomly from something I used to be obssessed about but it's never the same.

W - A trope which you are virtually certain to hate in any fandom.

Love triangles.

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go!

Modern fandoms are too full of entitlement these days. Too full of problematizing completely normal things as a way to reject plotlines you want gone. In the early internet we had to walk 500 miles in the snow to...I kid. Look...it was just better in the early 2000s.

[jaehyunsuh]

nct 127 reaction to: idol!reader having a sexy performance with another male idol

REQUESTS ARE: OPEN

please feel free to send requests and ask if you want to! also you can interact with me as much as you want ♡

taeil

you were doing a special collab with Moonbin from Astro on the Gayo Daejun. When you saw the choreography you knee it was little sexy but it was cool and Moonbin is a really nice dancer and a really respectful and kind boy, so even tho you were a little bit out of your comfort zone, you felt good.

Taeil would he kinda jealous when he knew you were spending so much time together but then he didn't mind that much. When he was watching the performance instead of feeling jealous he was really startled from your performance, when it started being kinds touchy he would be a little annoyed but nothing so deep. In the end, he would be proud because you did a good job.      

johnny

you were doing an special stage for MAMA awards and it was a performance with Wooyoung from Ateez. He is a really nice and kind boy so he made you feel really comfortable even though the dance was really sexy, more than what you have done before. You were really confident about this dance and you had an amazing partner to perform with.

Johnny is really confident about himself and your relationship but he can't deny he was impressed by the level of sexiness of the performance. He watched his steps carefully and started to feel jealous so he tried to hide his expression, he felt a little annoyed but he knew you were excited about it so it would be unnecessary if he made a jealous scene on something you liked so much. 

taeyong

this is your first duo perfomance, you have done some group collabs before and this was different and you were really excited about it. This collab was with Kihyun from Monsta X, he was really nice to you and it made the connection between you two become better so you felt good even tho this was a sexy performance. Since it was your first duo performance and it was a sexy one you were really nervous but you were really hyped anyways. 

he is a really supportive boyfriend so he wouldn't overthink if you were with another boy, he might became a little nervous because he would like to be spending all of that time with you, but he didn't really mind. As soon as you came out he was really smiley and felt proud, the performance started getting hotter but instead of being jealous he was startled and impressed so he would compliment you after.     

yuta

on the coming Gayo Daejun you were told that you were doing a duo performance with Mingyu from Seventeen, he was really fun and had a great personality so you were joyful during all practices. Since the performance was sexy you were kinda nervous but Mingyu would joke around a lot and it made you feel comfortable.

Yuta was jealous since he knew you were performing with him but didn't wanted to make you feel bad but he was a little annoyed. At the second the performance started he notice how hot it was and he wished he was by your side, he tried to hide his jealous face. He would feel proud of you and let you know you did well.      

doyoung

since you are the main dancer from your group you entered a new dance show and this week you were choose to perform with Felix from Stray Kids, the concept was a sexy one and you were excited since you were curious to try those new type of dances. He was kinda shy but excited as well so you could relate to his emotions and make your perfomance better.

Doyoung felt a little bit upset because he wished he did that type of activities with you but he wasn't as confident about his dance. Either way he felt proud of you since you entered the show because he knew hoe much you loved dancing so he wanted to show all of his support to you.   

jaehyun

You were happy because you were having a solo performance and a duo at MAMA awards. The duo was with Jungkook from Bts, you were really excited because he is a really great performer and you are a fan his. When you start learning the choreography you realize how sexy is it, to be honest you enjoy those types of performances but you never did it with someone else.

Even tho Jaehyun is friends with Jungkook he started feeling jealous that you were spending so much time together, just the two of you. He wouldn't say it since he doesn't want you to be upset, because he knows you are enjoying it and aren't doing anything wrong, but he can't help it to feel like that. When the performance started, at the firsts seconds he was surprised because it was sexier that he thought, he would put on a serious face and try to focus on you, but he really wished he was the one dancing with you.   

winwin

the MELON awards are coming up and you were performing a really sexy dance with Jay from Ikon, he was really friendly to you and it made you feel comfortable, he would play around a lot to make you distress. You enjoyed the whole process of learning and doing this whole choreography.

Winwin was excited and had his palm sweating just for how excited he was to see you perform, since dancing is his biggest passion he felt jealous that he wasn't able to perform with you but really didn't care about the type of dance you are doing, so when you start giving that sexy performance with Jay he would just admire your moves and compliment you a lot later (and maybe tease you a bit).        

jungwoo

one of the performances on Gayo Daejun was going to be interpreted by Yeonjun from Txt and you, this was one of the biggest events of the year so you wanted it to be memorable, and it was going to be, since the dance you were doing was a sexy one. You are shy with those styles but you enjoy the anyway, Yeonjun is a great dancer and he is always there to help you and make you feel free.

he would be kinda shy and nervous about seeing you do this type of performance but proud of you. As soon as he sees you he would become flustered and might smile a lot, he wouldn't mind about Yeonjun too much jut lowkey he would like to collab with you too, even if it isn't that type of performance.      

mark

it's been a long time since you did a special performance, and now you were dancing with Seunghun from Cix at Gaon Awards. This was a sexy perfomance but you were completely into it, he was really nice and always set a good mood for the practices so it made you be even more excited about the while thing.

Mark would be a little annoyed because he got to do a stage but it wasn't with you and he would have liked to share the stage with you and that's the only thing that had him thinking. He looks at you and you look so good and confident that it took away any thought and he just smiled feeling glad about this experience he would become a little serious when you two come too close but nothing to serious lol.   

haechan

you were part of a new dance show were you performed with different idols weekly, on this occasion you were dancing with Park Jihoon. You felt really comfortable since he was a little shy just like you and it was the first time for the two of you to do this type of dance with a partner. You practiced a lot and the final product was probably gonna be so good since you really connected with each other.

when he knew you were performing a sexy dance with another idol he was kinda jealous about it since he really wanted to do that with you, he felt a little envious and even let you knew about it. As soon as you show up on the tv screen he felt really proud because you are so talented he would be a little annoyed by some parts but he would just tell the members about it.   

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What aspects of your muse do you most want to explore?

for Felix, I simultaneously want him to try to help people as much as possible, but also want someone to mess with him, lol. whether it's out of hate or love. But also, fluff of course.

Robin is also a muse I want to see challenged, though he will not handle it as gracefully lmao.

Sans has some inner older brother/dad stuff going on imo, so the fact that he's been interacting w/ kids is pretty good!

Do you wish you had a better grasp on a certain aspect of your muse?

sort of; Kamui's rather confident so I kinda wish i was in a better mood to write him? my shy ass lol

As for Boyfriend and Cerise, I wanna get comfortable with whatever their limits are; they can be kinda mean or inappropriate at times, so getting used to that is a thing. I don't necessarily want them to be bad people either, but they're more rude than me, lmao.

also i just kinda wanna catch Chrom's vibe again in general, haha.

If you could start your blog again with a clean slate, what would you do differently with your muse? Would you change any of their base principles?

if anything, the opposite for Felix, I want him to stick to the sassy lil gremlin attitude he started with, even if I know him to also be mature when it's needed; it's just easy to interact when he's being a hyper little shit. He's someone who acts immature, but isn't deep down.

I'll probably be experimenting with more faceclaims who're either chibi or very expressive.

as for the rest nah, I love my muses the way they are; if I were to change super specific headcanons about them....I'd probably just make a new muse, tbh.