Ok here’s a wip of a Sydney focused chapter for my DOL fanfic it’s technically out of context/spoilery but I’ll definitely change this when I post the final version down the line I just needed to get my Sydney Horny thoughts out I can’t look at this anymore ok byyyyyyye
You’re hunched over in your small, wooden desk. With scattered papers and a textbook grounding it all, it looks especially messy. Highlighters, pens, and pencils lay beside you. Essential tools for your note taking.
You turn to look at the clock on your nightstand. 11:27pm.
Your body turns back, focusing on the notes. A tired sigh comes out, as you brush the hair out your face. For once, it’s out of your usual ponytail. It cascades down and tickles your shoulders.
You didn’t mean to get behind in History (“behind” meaning “not ahead,” of course). If your study date with Lene went as planned, you’d be in bed already. Or you’d still stay up to get more work done.
But it didn’t. You were too distracted, too busy leering at her lips to-
You grasp your pen tighter, writing along.
After the incident in the library today, you knew you were done for. How were you supposed to guess she’d turn, right as you were aiming for her cheek?
It was only for a second.
A second of your lips on hers. Of softness and warmth you’ve never experienced before. A sudden spark, a burning arousal within you.
Your first kiss.
You knew what that feeling was. You knew it was dangerous.
So you pulled away.
You thought if you starved the feeling, it would die out. It’s what you always did, and it normally worked before…
But you couldn’t stop looking at her. Stealing glances of her lips, so soft and full. You thought it wasn’t too obvious, until she called you out.
“You keep staring at me…is this about what happened earlier…?”
You’d been sitting with her on your bed, and awfully close too. You stuttered and denied, looking away and praying she wouldn’t press further. But…
“If you want to kiss me…you can. I’d…really like that…”
Your grip tightens again, your breath growing heavy.
You should’ve said no.
Kisses on the cheek, or chaste kisses on the lips were fine. They were quick, barely letting anything deepen. Even hand holding was prefered. These were all pure.
But anything further was trouble. Kissing led to many things. All equally sinful in nature. You needed to say no-
“Do you…want to kiss me…?”
You remember the warmth in your face. Flushed and heavy. It traveled down your stomach, into your thighs-
“I-I…I do. Please-”
You were shocked at how slowly she climbed onto you. The way your bed creaked at her movement. Your heart thumping out your chest the moment she cupped your face.
“Just…tell me if you want to stop…ok…?”
Your eyes drifted from her lips to her own eyes. Deep swirls of brown, focused on you. Only you.
Your head bobbed listlessly. Achingly slow, her thumb grazed below your bottom lip.
You felt the warmth of her face, her lips, the moment she crashed into you. You widened your eyes, stiffening a gasp against her mouth.
But as that feeling sunk its claws in, your eyes drooped heavily. A hunger grew deep within you, stirring steadily. You started to move your arms, moving closer to her-
Almost too quickly, Lene pulled back. You stared at her, your face redder than before. “W-why did you-”
“Um…” She observed you quietly, hovering inches above your face. Her eyes faintly squinted. Like most of her expressions, it could’ve been easily missed if someone wasn’t looking close enough.
“I’m gonna…kiss you deeper…ok? I just didn’t want to catch you off guard…”
“Oh… ” You nodded, abit more encouragingly than before. You didn’t want her to stop. You needed more.
More of her lips pressed onto yours. Holding your bodies closer, intertwined and-
Your mind stopped again once Lene returned. You hummed appreciatively on her lips, until you felt something.
Lene’s lips widening slightly as her tongue slipped in, achingly slow as her thumb on your lip. For a second, you held your breath at the intrusion.
That feeling clung harder, pulling you deeper. It wrapped around your whole being, warming your skin. You couldn’t break out of it, even if you wanted to.
An overwhelming feeling of pleasure sunk in, as Lene’s tongue moved against yours. It was still slow, teasing every bit of it along the way.
Your breath deepened. A small moan broke out your lips, giving more life to the crackling fire within you.
Burning arousal overcame your body, soon settling on your crotch. You finally shut your eyes, letting it all sink in-
Suddenly, Lene’s lips lifted off yours again. Your heart thumped faster, lidded eyes gazing back at her.
She started to speak, murmuring softly. “Are…do you want me to-”
Fuck.
That burning, lustful feeling erupted inside. It poured out of you, gripping your hands onto Lene's shoulders.
You slammed her back into you. Her teeth caught on your bottom lip, digging in. You shuddered as a trembling moan burst out of you. So desperate and needy.
Lene finally took the hint, realigning her mouth on yours. You soon slip your tongue against hers, closing your eyes and letting yourself sink deeper.
Looking back, you’re shocked at how quickly you lost yourself. How your mind divulged into uncontrollable, shameful desire-
But then you remember Lene’s boobs pressing on you. The way her lips traveled down your neck, teeth biting and sucking in deep long strokes.
Her hands unbuttoning your dress shirt, peppering kisses and bites along the way. Those same hands moving further down, brushing and rubbing your d-
The pen slips from your hands, clattering on your desk.
Your eyes immediately pop open. You look down at your notebook. Progressively, the words trailed off and slid down the page, before eventually becoming scribbles.
You feel the warmth radiating off your face, as your hand covers your mouth. You notice how close your thighs press in together, a dreadfully familiar throbbing saddled between your crotch.
You only glance down for a moment, before flinching in despair.
Both your hands cover your face, head pointing down to your desk. What was going on?
These feelings, this desire, used to be so easy to control. You’d barely think about it, content on burying it and moving on with your day.
Now? It was practically insatiable. Every thought lingered, helplessly clinging to your mind. No matter what, they’d creep back.
You take in a few deep breaths.
But you were stronger than this. You could fix this, if you set your mind to it.
And you didn’t want to think of Lene in this way. You were dating. You loved her.
She deserves better than…
You sigh, grabbing your pen again. Your other hand holds your chin, supporting your head. You return to your note taking, determined to finish.
You start off strong, getting a chapter or two in. You ignore your eyes slowly growing heavy, trying to fight back sleep. You blink a few times and hope it’s enough to wake you.
Instead, you’re met with darkness.
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