Jealousy-Jealousy: A New Banner version A1 (Albedo, Childe, Venti, Zhongli)
The Wanderer's banner is just around the corner and the excited you couldn't help but rave about how cool he is. Naturally, you pre-farmed his materials and even spent moolah for a five-star weapon, claiming Scaramouche - now The Wanderer - deserves only the best of best (Meaning: four star weapons and artifacts are not allowed!! And let's not get started on the artifact stats! 😡).
Inside the world of Genshin, your bond ten boys couldn't help but feel jealous. The flames of jealousy fueled further when you used them to grind for Scaramouche's items. How sickening was it to think that they have become stepping stones of your new favourite character?
The boys decided. When they materialize in your world, they will make sure to mark you and to indulge in their sinful fantasies of you. You are theirs and only theirs, after all. But they need to be oh-so-careful not to wake you up...because when you do, they will be pulled back into Teyvat immediately. 🥲
Contents include [a brief scene introduction], [the actual chilis], and [after you wake up].
Starring : Albedo, Childe, Venti, Zhongli (Separate)
Tags / Warnings : 🌶️🌶️ [Chilis] Seggs; Scattered cuss words; Implied rape; Petnames (if it bothers you); Somnophilia; Creampie; Desire to impregnate; The boys being possessive; Oral sex (receiver: Venti, you); Fingering; Masturbating (Venti, you, Albedo); The old men making you masturbate about them, lol!; Childe is hesitant at first 😅; Childe almost got pulled back into Teyvat from being too rough on you; Zhongli losing his composure and fucking you in your dreams 👀⁉️; I might have given Zhongli a non-canonical ability; Zhongli's scene is the only one where you are actively responsive so there are many lines; Exhibitionism...sort of (Zhongli); Uncharacteristic Zhongli; Zhongli asking to be called Morax; A bit rushed on the last two scenes; Albedo's first orgasm; Albedo feeding you a potion and cum; Uncharacteristic Albedo; Kisses!; Schediaphilia, of course; etc.; 👑/🖥️ [SAGAU/(Reverse) Isekai]; Based on the SAGAU/Reverse Isekai concept linked below but with chilis...in this case, you are not aware the boys can materialize in your room when you are asleep;
In addition to above, I don't have anyone to beta this so there might be some minor typos and/or grammatical errors..... Minor, hopefully.
Future Plan : Version A2 Albedo, Childe, Venti, Zhongli (GangB.)
Links : Pinned Post, SAGAU/Reverse Isekai concept, Venti requesting to make a smut fic about him
Target audience is female (bodied) reader.
To whoever is reading, please enjoy.
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!! Venti
Venti smiled at you gently as he strummed the strings of his lyre. His demeanour may look calm on the outside but malicious ideas stormed on the inside. As he watched you sleeping soundly, all he could think about was this moment might be his last. After all, he knew you would immediately use The Wanderer the moment you pull him.
Venti regretted all the times he spent merely watching you. Had he not been meek, in fear of waking you up, he could have felt your body more. Tonight, he was determined things would be different. He would take advantage of your vulnerable form and ravish you to his heart's content. And if you ever start to wake up, he would lull you to back sleep.
Your lips had always captivated Venti. Whenever you played Genshin Impact and smiled at him, claiming his was contagious, he was secretly filled with gladness. And your voice. No bard or songstress could ever compare to your angelic voice. No, not even himself. A simple hum from you could soothe even the most broken of souls.
A broken soul such as himself.
Venti made his way towards you, sitting on your pillow to inspect you closer. A cheeky smile flashed his lips. He had always loved your scent but now, it drove him to lust over you.
"Ehe~ [your name], you are so fragrant. Did you prepare yourself just for me?"
He lovingly caressed your hair as he made his way to remove his lower garments using his vacant hand. Finally, he freed his erected cock from its restraints and slowly, he pumped his shaft up and down to coat his erection with pre-cum.
"Ah, look, my angel! I'm so hard for you right now," Venti chortled in a hushed volume. He slid his hand from your hair to your cheeks while pleasuring himself. "Do you want to have a taste?"
Venti carefully parted your lips and inched himself closer to your entrance. Soon as the tip of his erection touched your lips, excitement coursed through his body, making him chuckle and shudder. He then pushed his way past your delicate lips, relishing the way your teeth grazed his eager cock.
His manhood started to violate your mouth in a leisurely pace, as if following a rhythm in swaying his hips back and forth. But such a laggard pace couldn't satisfy him forever. Soon, his sluggish speed gained haste until he was biting his lips in pleasure.
"My muse, your mouth looks so pretty stuffed with my cock~!" Venti, enjoying your small wet cavern to please himself, stuggled to choke out.
Venti lost himself and used your mouth like a rabbit in heat, moaning your name loudly as if performing a song of praise dedicated to you.
"C - close...! My muse, I am so close...!" was all Venti could grunt before sheathing himself fully and releasing deep down your throat.
Cumming inside felt out of this world. And the thought of doing such an immoral act to you in secret added to the euphoric sensation Venti felt.
But then he realized he might have done something he shouldn't have. He immediately unobstructed your mouth and hurriedly glanced at you to check if he disturbed your slumber. To his delightful surprise, you remained sound asleep. And to add to his satisfaction, with his trained ears, he started to hear you moan.
You liked it.
In light touches, he trailed his fingers on your lips, down to your neck; your chest; your tummy; until finally he reached the delicate flower between your legs.
"How naughty! You're so wet for me, my pretty flower," Venti commented while pressing two fingers against the moist fabric covering your crotch. "It's unfair if I'm the only one who gets to enjoy this, right?"
Moving the offending cloth aside, Venti gave your sensitive clit a hard press of his thumb before placing two fingers inside your weeping hole. He then motioned his fingers in and out of your warmth. Love juice sloshed out of your defenseless pussy as he continued his profane violation. The more Venti moved his fingers, the more he was blessed with your sweet honey and erotic sound. Sadly, he could only hear so much as hushed sighs and whimpers.
"My muse, if only I could hear more of your angelic voice," in a wishful tone, hoping to have you screaming his name, Venti sighed as he removed himself inside of you and licked the cream off his fingers. "Ah! You taste better than wine!"
With a devilish smile, Venti positioned himself between your legs. He gave your womanhood a whiff and took the chance to lick the love juice glistening your slit before peering at your sleeping face.
"I'd like to have more, please!" Venti excitedly exclaimed before slurping your honey like a man parched for days.
Dazed. You knew you were awake but all your mind thought of was the almost realistic dream you had. Your lonely womanhood ached and yearned for Venti to fuck you.
Venti, the Anemo Archon of Mondstadt in the game called Genshin Impact.
Venti, your bond ten crowd control cutie.
Venti, a fictional character.
You sighed, glancing at the bard doing his idle animation behind the screen. After strumming his lyre, he returned your gaze with beautiful doe eyes and a charming smile.
"Why am I so horny today...?" with a click of your tongue you complained yet your body instinctively removed your lower garments. "This is your fault, Venti," you accused playfully.
Without much care, you began to touch yourself, unintentionally moaning Venti's name, as you stared at his innocent smile - not knowing he, too, could see you behind the screen.
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!! Childe
A challenge. Fucking you rough without waking you up was a challenge Childe eagerly wanted to accomplish. Will his kiss wake you? How hard can he bite your neck and nipples? What will happen if he cums deep inside your pussy? While his mind raced with lascivious thoughts, he suddenly found himself beside you in bed. Watching how serene you looked made him think twice.
"You know, this isn't how I wanted to make love with you," tracing the features of your face, Childe whispered laced with guilt.
Yes, he felt ashamed as he knew this was immoral. In his mind, sex was supposed to be consensual. It was an act of expressing your passion towards your partner. It was something lovers should do together - meaning both of you should be awake.
"But I don't really have a choice, do I? Because we can't touch each other when you're awake. That's why I needed to do this," Childe justified before giving your lips a modest peck.
He scooted towards you and engulfed you in a warm embrace. Like a loving husband, holding you in his arms was something he had done multiple times. Tonight, he would do more than a mere hug.
But should he really do this?
Yes.
Childe gently placed his hand on your cheek and steered your head towards his. He gave you a sweet kiss before biting your lower lip to test the waters. Seeing you still in dreamland encouraged him to indulge in a wet passionate kiss. He licked your lips and pushed his way inside your mouth to explore your small cavern, lustfully moaning as he felt blood rushing down his crotch.
After thoroughly exploring your mouth, he went lower and suckled the flesh of your exposed neck, eliciting a soft whimper from you. Childe's eyes dilated in surprise. Knowing your body felt pleasure despite in slumber made his cock harder. Thus, he littered your neck and shoulder with nips, licks, and open mouth kisses while his hands roamed to caress your sides and touch your breasts.
Going lower, he squeezed your lady lumps and kneaded them in his hands. Your nipples were already erected. With his fingers he began to pinch and pull your sensitive nub, earning him another lewd sound from you.
Childe couldn't take it anymore. His pants were getting too tight around him. He decided to discard his and your clothing and went between your legs to coat his now free cock with your slick. Another whimper escaped your lips, prompting Childe to insert the tip of his manhood inside of you.
Archons, just the tip gave him much ecstasy! What more if he pushed himself all the way inside your wet and tight little pussy? The excitement urged Childe to ram himself in a swift push until he was bottomed out, making your velvet walls squeeze around his cock. The feeling of you choking him drove him wild and with you still asleep, he assumed he could continue.
He motioned his hips at a moderate pace. Your accommodating womanhood just felt too good that he wanted to last longer. As he kept violating your exposed pussy, he noticed you getting tighter around him. It challenged him to make you cum first before he does so he rocked his hips faster, rubbing his cock in and out of you to massage your lewd warmth. He then bottomed out and while his erection was deep inside, he motioned himself to loosen your gummy walls.
Childe's continuous assault on your poor body finally made you cum. But he couldn't care about winning his one-sided challenge as he was focused on reaching his own high. His cock went in and out of you at an animalistic pace that he could feel Teyvat pulling him back from your world, a sign that you were about to wake up.
"Ah...! Fuck, not yet, sweetie! I want to finish inside you!" Childe gritted as he continued to fuck you rough.
"Nnh...Childe...," you groggily responded along with soft moans.
"Yeah, you want this, yeah? You want my cum? Do you want me to cum inside you and have my baby?" Childe, lost in pleasure, incoherently babbled yet all he received in return were sleepy moans.
You were half asleep and he was going to dematerialize. He felt it. The only thing keeping him in your world was his determination to fill your womb with his seeds.
Just a little more. Just a little bit more.
"FUCK!! [Your name], take it!" Childe exclaimed as he spilled his cum deep inside your hole, making your wanton pussy reciprocate and cum as well.
The first thing you felt the moment you woke up was soreness all over. When you tried to feel yourself, you realized something was amiss. Was the dream you had about Childe pistoning your pussy real? Of course it wasn't. How would your bond ten Genshin hubby fuck you in real life? Nevertheless, you quickly sprang up from bed and dashed to inspect yourself in the mirror. Horror washed over your face as you found yourself littered with hickeys and love marks.
Did someone break into your room? But the door was locked and surely the perpetrator couldn't use the windows.
Was this because of the wet dream you had? That would explain why your pussy leaked but it couldn't explain why you had marks all over.
Did a supernatural being fuck you? No. Just no.
So what...happened to you?
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!! Zhongli
Eyes closed and arms folded, Zhongli couldn't decide how to make you his. He wanted to ravish you until you were marked with his love. But after you wake up, what will happen to the both of you?
And that was the biggest obstacle at hand - he couldn't risk waking you up.
Zhongli had many tricks up his sleeve, one of which was to enter your consciousness so he could frolic and take control as he pleases. Another one was to shift into his Draconian form - something he should save for later. For now, Zhongli thus entered your consciousness to find you dreaming about having an afternoon break in your favourite diner / cafe. Walking past the faceless people, the ex Archon approached you as you began to take bites of your favourite dish.
"Good day to you, my dear [your name]. It is truly pleasant to see you here," Zhongli politely greeted.
"Hello, Mister Zhongli!" you responded, albeit in a dream. "Do you want to join me eat?"
"Of course, that would be lovely," Zhongli smiled as he took the seat in front of you.
Zhongli was a strategic man, allowing you to indulge in your meal while he learned more of your preferences, and enjoying each other's company to ensure your bond with him was strong. He was strategic yet his draconic instincts made him impatient. He itched to pin you on the table then and there to fuck you from behind.
Not now, thus he restrained himself.
"My dear, are you content with your meal?"
"Hm? Yes, I am!" you replied and proceeded to gush how the food and the place became your favourite.
Zhongli only smiled at you with eyes clouded in mischief and darkness. After you have finished your speech, he stood up, earning him a question look from you. The handsome man then hoisted you up and wordlessly tore your clothes, exposing your body for everyone in the shop to see.
"W - what...?! Zhongli?!!" you exclaimed in embarrassment, shielding your delicate parts with your hands from watchful eyes.
"Apologies, my dear. It is mandatory for me to let everyone know to whom you belong to," Zhongli declared, gripping your hands away to observe your gorgeous body. His eyes glowed golden as your beauty made the blood rushed in his cock.
With ease, Zhongli flipped you so your back was leaning on his toned chest, your hands still in his strong grasp. Everyone in the store can surely see your naked body and try as you might, you could not protect yourself. Your captor then took a whiff on your neck, sensing lust from you.
"My dear, you must be honest with your body. Do you truly wish me to stop?" Zhongli questioned before nibbling on your neck and shoulders.
"Not here, please...! Zhongli, everyone is watching," you begged, whimpering from being exposed.
"Of course. The people of Liyue should know who their Archon chooses to mate, no?" Zhongli reasoned as he bent your body forward, making you believe you were indeed in the Land of Contracts.
"Wait, wait! Zhongli - !"
"Morax," was all Zhongli said before pushing his draconic penis inside your unprepared pussy.
"Oh - oh my gosh!"
Your eyes rolled back as Zhongli filled your hole halfway his erected cock. You then felt his rather calloused hands grip your hips only to realize it wasn't callous but rather scales.
Zhongli pressed himself deeper until his cock kissed the entrance of your cervix, making you hiss in pain and pleasure. He then began to thrust his hips back and forth to loosen your tight gummy walls.
"A - ah...! Big...! Too big! Lord Morax, please, have mercy...!"
"Oh? But you are taking me in so well."
The people began to crowd to watch your live show, praising how their Archon's chosen wife looked glorious. They even cheered as the Archon began to speed up his pistoning while you began to drool in ecstasy.
"My dear, even your subjects could see how much you love this."
And it was true. Zhongli's monster cock surprisingly felt good splitting you apart.
With Zhongli's incredible strength, he changed your position and lifted your body up to clip your legs so it hanged beside your head. Your stretched leaking cunt abused by Zhongli's gigantic cock was displayed so everyone could see the beauty of their Archon's lovemaking.
"Now, my love," Zhongli calmly said eventhough he was pumping you so much. "Let everyone in Liyue witness as I fill you with my seeds."
With that, Zhongli pulled your body down to push his cock deeper into you. He gritted his teeth as the knot of his cock entered your sloppy cunt, making you feel fuller than ever. He then spurted generous amount of cum inside you, making your eyes roll back and your tongue loll out. Zhongli made sure no seeds of his would be wasted.
After a few minutes of ensuring his seeds stayed inside, Zhongli lifted you up to unplug his knot. Your heaving ceased as finally, you could relax.
"My dear, surely you don't think we're already finished?"
"Morax...more, please...," you cried weakly.
It slowly dawned on you that the delicious sex you had with the Geo Archon was just a dream. Albeit refusing to wake, you forced yourself to open your eyes and turned your head to look at Genshin Impact where Zhongli reminisced about Osmanthus wine. You chuckled and shook your head.
What the fuck were you thinking?
"Mister Zhongli, you're a sexy man, aren't you?" you remarked, watching Zhongli slowly face the screen after his idle animation. "I wonder how it feels to have your draconic cock inside of me...?" you fantasized as your hands made its way to rub your wet pussy, forcing Zhongli to watch but unable to react.
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!! Albedo
Albedo was curious. Of course, initially, he was devastated to think he would one day be replaced with someone else. It was inevitable as new characters were continuously added in the roster. But the selfish idea of keeping you as his own led his thoughts to wander deeper into depravity. What would happen if he acted on his libido? How would kissing you feel like? Were you sensitive? Which areas should he mark? If given the chance, would you like to touch him too? These were some of the questions he wished to know.
Albedo got lost in his thoughts that he soon realized time was of the essence. Instead of fantasizing, he should be acting on his desires. So he took out a small vial containing pink liquid from his pocket and carefully fed you the formula.
How will your slumbering body react?
Albedo then began his experiment on your helpless form. First, he grazed his fingers on your inner thighs. He noticed your body shiver ever so slightly to which he smiled. His touch then traveled to your hips, and finally found their way to caress your serene face.
"You truly are lovely, my princess," Albedo remarked.
He inched his face closer to inspect your features. Unknowingly, captivated by you, he pressed his lips against yours, staying still to bask in the peculiar tingly sensation he felt.
Perhaps this was the true meaning of love?
He then made his way to caress your body to which you reacted by shifting towards his touch.
"Fascinating. Do you want me to touch you here, my love?" Albedo asked as he rested his hand on your waist and drew small circles using his thumb.
Of course you wouldn't respond, yet he did not mind and instead smiled at you lovingly.
"My love, do you long for me as much as I long for you?"
He slid his hand down your warmth to gauge how wet you've become. Indeed you were wet despite Albedo's mild foreplay.
All thanks to the aphrodisiac he fed you.
He was glad the potion had no negative effects. He continued to explore your body while imagining all lascivious things he would do to you in the future.
In the future because he would not penetrate you today. Today was intended only for testing the effects of his mixture. Whatever fantasies he had should be put in the backlog as he should focus on his experiment. However, his hard genital trapped in tight garments had other plans. It had been hard for a while now, and it wanted to squeeze itself inside your warm velvet walls.
"My love, forgive me," Albedo apologetically said as he freed his eager cock leaking pre-cum. "You are truly hard to resist."
He the began to coat himself with his own lubricant before pumping his shaft eagerly. Who knew touching one's self was pleasurable?
The smell of sex wafted in the air as his hands tightened his hold. He envisioned your legs clipped on his shoulders while he thusted his manhood in and out of your sopping hole; your beautiful eyes teary from overstimulation; your voice hoarse from moaning and screaming.
Your voice.
His hands slowled down in speed to focus his ears on you. He might be wrong but he swore he heard you moaning softly in your sleep. What triggered this reaction? Whatever it was, he knew it wasn't his touch as he was busy pleasuring himself.
"Oh, princess. Do you take pleasure in knowing I long for you?" Albedo rhetorically asked. "Ah...! [Your name]...! My dear princess, I want to cum...!"
Close. Albedo eagerly squeezed his cock and felt his orgasm fast approaching, fueled by the vivid visuals of your body along with your lustful hums.
"A - ah...!" in one final pump, Albedo stiffled, unable to control himself and accidentally shooting his load on your face.
Albedo heaved as he tried to recover from his high. It was his first orgasm. Now seeing your beautiful face painted with his cum might make him ejaculate a second time. How he wanted to freeze time so he could cum on your face again and again.
But he was performing an experiment and this behaviour of his, distracted and unperceptive, was unfitting for a researcher. His failure to notice you squeezing your thighs and breathing heavily costed him to lose valuable data.
So what?
For a humonculus, Albedo found he was capable of cumming. He also found it was enough stimulation for him to watch you sleeping. It was even today that he learned the pleasure of touching one's self. In a way, this experiment bore fruit.
Despite the debate going on inside Albedo's mind, as if sentient on its own, his body moved to lick the white substance on your face. So this was what his cum tasted like?And instead of swallowing, he opened your mouth and shared his flavour with you in a sloppy kiss.
"Good girl," Albedo cooed.
Perhaps feeding you cum was another one of his newfound fetish.
Choosing depravity upon waking up was not new to you. However, choosing Albedo as the target of your early morning horny thoughts was a first. You took a peek at your game to see Albedo peering back at you with his lovely teal eyes.
"Good morning, Albedo," you said to which Albedo took his clipboard and began to doodle.
You chuckled to yourself. Were you seriously going to lewd the stoic Chief Alchemist?
No.
Is what you said but when you looked at Albedo, all you could think about was how you wanted him inside your pussy.
It couldn't be helped.
With Albedo in mind, you closed your eyes, spread your legs and began to tease your clit. The moment you peered at him, jolts of pleasure coursed through your body making you cum immediately.
"Ah - Albedo, shit...!" you squealed as your orgasm crashed down on you.
Well, that was quick. How horny were you exactly?
You sighed, coming down from your high. Who would have thought using Albedo as shlick material was effective? Meanwhile, behind the screen, Albedo wished you put on a longer show.
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Hello, it has been a while, hasn't it? I don't have my own PC with me so I'm writing via mobile. I must say it's quite difficult. 😅
And this thing right here was supposed to be BEFORE The Wanderer's banner. But... Poof!
I believe this is my first time writing smut for the balladeer (Not Scaramouche. Venti - because he claims he sings ballads thus he should be the rightful owner of the title "Balladeer"). Congratulations, Venti, you now have your own smut from me! 🤩
So why did I write for these four men? It's because they are my usual line-up! Although sometimes I use Kazuha instead of Venti.
Anyway.
To whoever read this, thank you for your time. Here, have some ripe apple. 🍎
Links : Pinned Post, SAGAU/Reverse Isekai concept, Venti requesting to make a smut fic about him
** Correction on Venti's header. I accidentally removed "!! V" from "!! Venti".
So... I tried to update this using Tumblr app but the spacing were removed!? 👀😡! So here I am, updating it via Android Google Chrome. 🥲 Sorry for the inconvenience.
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Hii Fox !!🥺This message may not be as bright as the usual since I am totally feeling unwell 😔;; i have just chosen to read your recent messages + reply to you :D I do hope you are sleeping well too?? It was afternoon in here when I was typing this. Around 5pm to be exact ✨ i think it's 5 or 6 am there so hopefully you're resting nicely.
I honestly don't mind the time spent in writing these messages because they are well spent at least~ 😂 About my meds, hm there's 3 new prescribed meds to me and the 2 are probably the cause of my dizziness yesterday(?) So i just took the 1 that is similar from what i was taking before. To answer your question, antidepressants and such meds will make you feel the side effects first around the week of your first intake to probably make your body get used to it!! (Maybe this stuff have been discussed in your classes too, i wonder 🤭🤔) I'm lowkey afraid to take the first 2 i mentioned since i really experienced dizziness that makes me unable to stand up and such 😰
I'll be sure to keep in mind about sending a request 🤭 i'm just pretty, pretty clueless about what kind of plot i should put in there ;;
Was also cracking up with your emoji demonstration of you holding your laughter,,, The intense inhale and exhale 😭😭 and let me tell you something: one time when our class attended mass at a local cathedral, i have this classmates that sit at my left side around 2-3 seats apart and they are tryna make each other laugh- and ofc since they're laughing i'm holding it IN so hard, especially at that part of the consecration at the Holy Eucharist where you all gotta kneel on both knees at the kneelers and position your hands at a praying/receiving position— i was totally doing the "😮💨😮💨😮💨" LIKE HEAVENS MY REPUTATION WOULD BE CRUMBLING TO DUST IMMEDIATELY IF I BURST OUT LAUGHING IN THE MIDST OF THE MASS. Totally one of the days i prayed so intensely like dear God don't let the demon inside me get out pls. 😭😰 My friend, which is closest to me by the left, was like 👁️👁️⁉️⁉️"U ok bro?" "Are u hyperventilating???" "Do you have asthma??" "Why are you breathing so loudly???????”..... I was holding on for my dear life inside the cathedral..... 😭😭😭
Also the "high praise omg omg 🙈🙈" i find it really?? Very cute??!?🥺 xD (in an adoration way rather than creepy way)— another one of the moments of just Fox being shy 👀 🤭
I'm actually feeling nice that you- 🥺 you😤 are v happy that im proud of u 🥰 🥳🎉 also so true about how weird the tags are in my previous message 🤭 the content is actually missing bc i haven't said much in that message so you don't also have smth to put @ tags! Since we're talking about tags, i actually very much appreciate your side comments???🥺 It was very nice and it invokes smth in me 😚 soo keep going with it im having fun reading those 🤭💞
Being an adult means lots of responsibilities, expectations and liabilities too— 💀 it kinda,, kinda be scarin me lowkey. Especially when befriending or being friends with minors too,,, I'm actually all fine with the asks for the story-length asks and casual stuff lmao 🥰 tho i'd prefer it to be @ dms if you have to talk abt something more personal or private w/ me- such as me helping you to reach out/ encouraging you 😂 or maybe you would like to ask for my thoughts about some fic drafts/ideas... Maybe brainrots are okay too if there are some,, 🤔✨ another one for the DMs is, let's say you'd like to surprise Dan with a gift 👀 and then you're comfy with talking about it with me 👌 since it have to be secret info in the first place. Asks are generally displayed for the public audience so i'm alright with dms if some info couldn't be disclosed publicly😚 basically more on planning stuff and info yet or should not be disclosed to the public!!
Also talking about stepping into adulthood or whatever it is called when you become 18— i basically have this friend who will be an adult this year and it's making me reflect a lot like i would have an adult friend close to me 🤔 i def can't take the information in like i'm still a minor til this year and they're gonna be an ADULT?? Like they are gonna be liable for crimes too,,, 😰 this is such a weird feeling ngl 😂😂
Ahaha,,, about me being a dry texter- this usually happens when me and the other party i'm chatting w/ isn't in the same vibes as i do?? Or it's simply just awkward... It's hard when the vibes of both parties clashes with each other or simply isn't just right. That's a sign that this certain person ain't someone meant for you (usually; this is taken in a generalized point of view). But maybe it'll be fun between us?? 😂 Idk,, i feel shy ngl (ฅωฅ♥)// how should i even talk to you 🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️
Didn't realized I- made this ask quite long 💀 the reason why i put the "im feeling unwell 2day" @ the beginning is because i might ?? Just rant 😂 since yeah, apparently today's the deadline for the computation of the midterm grades and i'm totally f cked bc i have this... 10+ more... and i kinda sat down and apologized to the air + I'm feeling really bad from the side effects of the meds— 😔😔😔 so adieu my beloved grades </3 my parents love me too much even if i'm literally failing this semester bc i have to recover and i am struggling @ finals season too 😌 i havent done any thing yet. Just that one assignment i'm so happy that i completed 😤 and ahh, i saw your question asking abt my diagnosis- to put it simply the first meeting i was diagnosed w slight depression and the second meeting (this one i have mentioned!!) I've been diagnosed w inattentive adhd ( ・ิω・ิ ) i might as well just answer that question in here and so i did xD tho u could go check Ely's blog too since i have said a few things abt my condition there ?? :D i will take my time in replying to your previous (long) message ✨ i actually can't wait tbh?? But it will definitely be too long so— i gotta prepare for it.
Hope your day will go well!! 💞💞💞
— 🍰.
helloooo 🍰!!!!
addressing the request suggestion first: yep! i'm gonna do that later today when i get home from classes. thank you 💕💕 also if u could please check it to see if the link works when i do–
i actually got very little sleep 😮💨 if i didn't have class at 8am today i would've slept in. i was very tempted........ also, what are you feeling? is it the meds? 🥺🥺 i hope you feel better soon, but rest up ok???
ok, so... i'm not very good at pharmacology? but i've taken antidepressants before. and tried another med for my (correct) condition, so i know by experience those side effects. i hope they're temporary for you 🙏🙏
dude LFNDKSNAKNSKSNSKSNSKNSKSNSKSNS omg what IS it about churches and cathedrals?? i bet that if you couldn't hold it in there'd be an old lady (or more) to scold you right then and there 💀💀 good thing you managed tho dkdndksn also, is this the position??
i think me being shy is funny bc i'm a lot more open here than i am irl, so like– if it comes through this prominently i wonder what i look like to the people i interact with on the daily 👀🥲 also!! the tags are not stopping anytime soon, i'm glad you enjoy them 😂😂
dude, it does. but it also comes with a lot of freedoms!! so it balances out, i think. it all comes down to the head you have on your shoulders 😌 i'm more aware of this stuff now because of my past, too, so. feel free to just hmu man!! i'm pretty sure my dms are open 😂 idk if it makes you feel better about your friend, but from my friend group from high school i was the first to turn 18, so... i got teased a lot. istg on my birthday they told me "LOOK YOU CAN BE ARRESTED NOW" and i was like "please don't remind me i'm also now required to vOTE–". all in all it feels very weird 😂😂😂 please tease your friend a lot too 🤪
and omg that's so true. i guess it can make me a dry texter too? 🧐🧐 i don't force the whole ~vibing with another person~ thing, it's not worth it- but i guess ours is gonna be fun!! we have a nice conversation flow. and just say whatever is on your mind!! seriously don't think too much about it. just let me know you're you 😅
thank you for telling me!! i can't imagine what it's like to live with both depression and adhd, so good luck!! and please let me know if there's anything i can do to help you. i'm really grateful you have good parents who support you! 🥰 focus on recovering - school is literally always going to be there, and even if you don't pass now, you've focused on yourself and your health and there's nothing that compares to it!! 💕
i hope you're feeling better by the time you read this - take your time ok?? 💖💖
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