#filled with guilt

[the-sunshine-dims]

The fact haley is running around- probably busy, but still just around

As Icarus goes once again on their corruption arc, goes back to hurting those their supposed to care about again

Its different now

Centross is gone, Easton is- Icarus is pretty confidant they hate them, Athena knows better, knows good friends dont keep secrets

Maybe good sons do though

The group that formed- ominous bane is gone.

Replaced with coworkers of the same amount under a god, just like before

And haley, the one who had died due to ominous bane is just around

Surely that is, so good for icarus,

[puppypawprince]

I miss hajime so much it hurts

[itslilacokay]

believe it or not, normalswap?avm

(check some lorestuff in tags)

now back to main cast

[deerest-deer]

lottie + hugs

[buggachat]

this is so horrible

This isn't even new for him. Gabriel did basically this same exact thing in Collector three seasons ago, faked a breakdown in his office and made Adrien believe it was all his fault. This is so consistent with Gabriel's methods of abuse/manipulation, and I already knew Gabriel did this shit, but seeing it again like this and with the dialogue really drives home how absolutely despicable and purposeful this all is.

Gabriel isn't just talking about the friends pushing food on him. He could've chose to say "why don't children respect me!" or "this suit cost so much!" or "i was so embarrassed in front of all the other parents!", but he didn't. He chose instead to talk about Adrien's conversation with him in the kitchen that morning, the one where Adrien very reasonably mentioned that he was uncomfortable being a virtual personal assistant. Adrien didn't even push it. He just mentioned that he was uncomfortable and then kind of moved on from it.... and this is what Gabriel saw as a fitting punishment for Adrien asking a question. To fill Adrien with such intense guilt and shame while shouting things like "Maybe I wasn't meant to be a father!"

Like, this is traumatizing, right? Adrien is witnessing this, and Gabriel knows that Adrien is witnessing it, in fact, Gabriel is only doing it because Adrien is witnessing it. Literally no excuse. This is just pure 100% emotional abuse, flat out, with zero way to sugarcoat it.

[v33-art]

memories of another life

[lost-hope-but-funny]

when maglor feels the white sand shores under his bare, rough, feet and the smell of 'oh, familiar, almost home' hits his soul, he doesn't have a second to even look around

because some bundle of blue and red hits him right in the chest and cradles his head as it hits the ground, sobbing and waiting in his ears

and the familiar disheveled dark brown hair smell with coal and parchment paper and the hands that clings to him were once small

and elrond almost kisses his forehead but his chest still hurts too much to do anything besides cradling his father

---- ---- ---- ----

and then he pulls away, tear-stained and with his eyes red and looks behind maglor

and maglor does too

and the tears were spilling already, yes they were, but it all starts anew as his older brother's hands rise him gently from the awkward sitting, from the ground and hug him close, as if nelyo waited to do that all along

(maybe he did, maglor doesn't want to think about it)

(maybe they all did)

five more pairs of arms hug him and tears can't stop falling but maglor finally feels just a bit alright

(it will be okay)

[pussycat-scribbles]

b u r n o u t

[calo-wav]

fuck it *brokebacks your kl*

i also deal redblue yaoi in prose form

[trashmakerarticle]

Fanon vs canon tim and Damian

Damian: what am I doing,,, why do I wanna hurt you so bad,,,

Tim: ….

Damian: I’m supposed to be your friend,,, I just want to be your friend.

Tim: Damian I- I’m sorry.

Vs

Damian: why are you so ugly

Tim: why are you so annoying

Damian: go to hell

Tim: Alfred made pancakes

Damian: okay let’s go

[verlierer-is-lost]

Me every time Eddie Diaz opens his eyes:

[wr-n]

I want Nightmare to have dreams.

Not normal dreams of nonsensical story or memories resurfacing.

I want him to live a second life in his dreams where the shadows are filled with mechanical clicking, beasts lurk in every room, monsters disguised as loved ones.

And Nightmare has to survive them every time he goes to sleep.

Maybe Nightmare starts losing his handle over his powers and accidentally drags Cross and Horror into himself - into his dreams.

And now they have to survive and look for Nightmare to get out.

[stuckinapril]

was driving back from my orgo lab today and said fuck it and just cruised around the city at night for like a solid hour while vibing to songs. it was such a nice fucking change from doing every single thing w purpose. i go to the library to study, i work out to keep my body fit and healthy, i monitor my diet to make sure i'm nourishing myself w only the best foods. sometimes i get so carried away that i have to pencil texting people into my schedule (i literally have to set reminders for this sometimes so people don't think i'm being neglectful when i'm legitimately just all over the place w so much going on). but today i drove around for me. i admired the city lights for me. i just wanted to exist for a second. to do something for no purpose other than self-indulgence. it really was so cathartic for me

[siliconforbrains]

Okay, it's like 10pm on a work night and I haven't had any coffee today so my thoughts are a little scrambled BUT. I WAS THINKING.

(About In Stars and Time of course I'm always thinking about that game)

A couple of years ago, at the height of Steddie -my sister was big into it and recced me some fics okay- I read this fic about Steve dealing with time loops ("The one in which a time loop is fucking exhausting" by badpancake) and there was this specific detail about the epilogue that stuck with me.

It was the idea that, once the time loops were done and over with, people would slowly start to remember bits and pieces of what happened in earlier loops. After being fractured for so long across dozens of timelines and experiences and outcomes, time was finally healing, and broken shards of lost memories would find their way back into people's minds.

And that got me thinking about a post-game what-if scenario where the same happens to the gang as they travel through Vaugarde.

Like they still don't remember everything -just bits and pieces. Experiences so emotionally charged that they found a way to cross the sands of time and reach them again.

The question is, what would those memories be? The first answer that comes to mind is some of Siffrin's deaths, of course. I can't imagine watching your friend get pancake-d by a boulder would be pleasant, nor witnessing them turning their own dagger to themselves. Or offering him a slice of your favorite snack only for him to go into anaphylactic shock in front of your very eyes, for that matter!

But there would be other instances too, wouldn't they? Death is not the only thing that shook them to their core. What about their first death to the King? Or Bonnie's fate at the end of Act 3? What about basking in the blissful feeling of victory against the tormentor of your land only to turn to look at your friend and know something is very, very wrong?

What about fighting through the House with a party of 4 instead of 5, bloodied, confused, staring in the face of the King knowing you're about to die and wondering why your friend left you all when you needed them most?

I honestly have no idea where I'm going with this, but I've been rotating this concept in my head since this morning and thought I'd get it out on here so y'all can suffer with me tehee

[clownsnake]

Is there anyone out there shipping zevlor/halsin bc I feel like that could be very good

[pjs-everyday]

prototype 😬😬😬 (they all HATE each other lmao)