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ramon - verde's first real relationship and love, they met at her gym while she was training and after being iced out for weeks, she agreed to hang out with him and things blossomed from there. he was good to her, a welcome distraction from the grief of losing her mother, and they only broke up after their relationship soured when she started to get involved with Militech and he slid deeper into unsavory Valentino activities.
landon - a fairly brief relationship built on ambition and manipulation, landon saw how much she enjoyed his accent and sense of humor and exploited it for as long as he could. they clashed over many things but there was a chemistry they had a difficult time ignoring. it ended when verde finally realized he was only using her for her connections and didn't actually love her.
goro - a relationship that started the night he plucked her from the landfill, they realized after some initial clashing that they share a lot of the same ideals and quirks. they quickly became close, only pulled apart when it finally came time to take care of the biochip. they reunited a little over a year later and have rarely been seen without the other since.
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Buy me a coffee
THIS HAS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR LIKE TWO HOURS ASKING FOR THINGS IS LITERALLY MY WORST FEAR BUT FUCK IT WE BALL
my mum could really use ÂŁ30-40 for groceries. We've spent a lot of money fixing stuff this month like replacement pipes and central heating (that really should be our landlord's responsibility..). She only has ÂŁ150 left but we've still got bills to pay later this month so not much to spend on food and other necessities. Universal credit + her wage doesn't get paid until the end of the month (something is coming next week too but idr) đ„Č
Usually we ask family and close friends for borrowing money but no one has been able to lend any aaa
No pressure to donate whatsoever â but if you have some extra money, any support would be greatly appreciated mwah <3
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Idk man I just need to hold hands with Kai Satou and Iâll be good
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hate how scared modern liberal movies are of making characters of color into antagonists of any sort? like i know it depends on what kind of story you want to tell, but if it's a "colorblind" story that's just like, "regency era, but diverse" or whatever and all of the people of color are the kind supporting cast, just go fuck yourself I'm sorry
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the day people stop analyzing the shit out of anything britney spears does and calling her crazy for goddamn anything will be so wonderful i will not be forgiving people for treating her like a different goddamn species tho âïž
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"The Black Queen" is just. such a good episode. my heart is so full. đ„ș
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writing about hot man doing not-that-hot things :) so so sorry
honestlyâŠyâall are lucky cuz Iâm the one that has to âseeâ them..but I mean..they are there lmfao
Iâve done a bit of reflection tho (cuzâŠim me and i am the over-thinkerâŠalso it happened again )⊠I think Iâm unconsciously focusing on his OOC/ out of place moments. but since these are basically routineâŠitâs like this:
SI + HF + super-sonic observation especially for obscure/âout of placeâ things + ACTUAL pattern detected WITH SI/HF = brain going 100 mph into a wall whenever the pattern expands or is validated
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okay also my brain is actually tracking this info like ????
soooo because she being like this and keeping useless information storedâŠ
let me ruin some things for ya real quick đ
long vacation is the earliest instanceâŠbut thatâs probably known considering you can hear this one (and because of that im assuming that this one is legitamately obvious but if its notâŠsorry)
change has the most..again, so far (but I canât imagine anything else beating it⊠sometimes I forget what Iâm talking about and then re-remember and go đ« )âŠdonât ask me for a number please, she will actually run to the back and check, please donât make her work sheâs v tired
he has during variety showsâŠganbarimasu (yes, I have only seen 2009 so far and yes he doesâŠsorry)âŠdramasâŠkimura-saaan (even that promo thing he did for Masquerade Hotel..Night..Night?âŠ) âŠbasically no discrimination when it comes to him lmao
oh also his radio show? like the filmed segmentsâŠ.only like a handful of you know what Iâm talking about⊠(yes, Iâm talking about that garter belts clip and he absolutely does a few times, I am so so sorry for ruining that but heâs a dick what can ya do?)
lmaoâŠi donât want to delete that ^^^âŠshe stays, thatâs the real me lmao omg that was so meanâŠsorry broâŠ
surprisingly not smasma thoâŠyet
as mentioned i have no concept of if anyone else watching these things sees them but i have a hunch that some of the cameramen doâŠbeen at least two or three instances where the camera cuts to him or zooms in (omfg actually hysterical ffs whyyyy do they do that leave him aloneee đ) right when he
omfg I could actually keep goingâŠ
wtfâŠ
idk for sure if Iâll make more of theseâŠbut I probably willâŠsorry
is this considered infodumping?
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random percy headcanons:
wants to be the photographer friend SO bad and he technically is but like 70% of the pics come out blurry or weird bc there was a monster attack in the middle of them. his instagram is truly so chaotic looking.
literally always has seashells on him someone will ask him for a pencil or spare change and he has to empty all his pockets of shells to find it. drops his backpack and a bunch of shells fall out. kicks his shoes off and sand and shells fly out and his mortal friends are like percy What the Fuck
his eyes glow underwater!! bioluminescent king. no one told him though and he didn't find out until he joined his school's swim team and terrified everyone (he managed to convince them his contacts were having a weird reaction to chlorine lmao)
he really likes art!! he doesn't just pretend to for rachel's sake he genuinely enjoys painting with her. he likes splatter paint, collages and pop art styles the best. one day after splitting some edibles they realized percy could manipulate water colors and went CRAZY with it
will ask to be excused during class and comes back like an hour later with scorch marks all over his face bleeding from one of his ears covered in dust missing three fingernails rips in his jeans and a fat lip and the teacher is like percy what the actual hell were you doing in the bathroom all this time and he's just like uhhhhhh I have ibs
the brand from camp jupiter did unfortunately (for sally) Unlock something in him lmfao he keeps getting shitty little tattoos. usually stick-n-poke but someone's friends cousin's girlfriend's brother has a gun that gets brought to parties every now and then. most of them are sloppy but you can tell what they are HOWEVER he has one that was supposed to be a seal that came out looking like one of those shitty ms paint crying memes. annabeth laughed at him for ten minutes straight when she saw it.
he wanted to dye his hair blue but he was too chicken to bleach his entire head so he just did the tips. his hair is curly though so it looks absolutely ridiculous but he loves it
percy and annabeth get a crusty little yappy white dog in college and he carries it around like a baby lmao
back to his chaotic instagram, he's got so many pics of him like, relaxing at the bottom of the mariana trench or hugging a giant squid or riding on a whale shark and his mortal friends all think he's just really good at photoshop and this is a very specific bit he decided to commit to. they're always like lol percy where do you even FIND these pictures are you subscribed to like scientific journals for the laughs? but no he just took them all on his shell phone
has an ongoing prank war with annabeth's little brothers bobby and matthew but like it's Unhinged. they're playing 5D chess and she has no idea whats going on
weird tshirts!!! he loves them! like
shit like this or those 'women want me fish fear me' shirts, anything with a funny or incomprehensible slogan is going in his closet right along with his band tees lmfao
bought estelle a panda pillow pet when she was born đ„ș
can NOT bring himself to eat seafood no matter how many times poseidon has told him its fine. he's like NO these are my FRIENDS JONATHAN WAS TELLING ME ABOUT HIS GRANDDAUGHTERS WEDDING LITERALLY YESTERDAY WHY IS HE ON A PLATTER DAD. they had to give up and just start eating normal land food at the palace every time he comes to visit lmfao
gets into horsegirl antics with hazel she NEEDS to know everything the horses have to say. they spend hours gossiping in the stables.
movie nights in the poseidon cabin were 10000% a thing and when he was missing annabeth and thalia and grover (and a few others) would still sleep in there every now and then and talk about how much they miss him :(
percy and beckendorf had the worlds most elaborate handshake
he DOES impulse buy stuff just because they're ocean-themed. stuffed animals, home decor, school supplies, clothes, you name it he bought it if theres like a fish on it
has more scars from crashing off his skateboard than he does from monster attacks
grover is somehow the only person who's ever noticed percy is severely claustrophobic
has a deep passion for adele. I can't explain this one I just feel and know it to be true.
he and annabeth both proposed to each other at the same time and they were SO mad about it they kept yelling over each other's speeches lmao
he can SING but he doesn't know it. sally keeps trying to record him singing to himself but something always happens to the camera and she loses the evidence
called chiron a brony one time and mr d thought it was so funny he was nice to percy for an entire week
the camp keeps trying to convince him to teach sword fighting lessons to the younger kids but he can NOT bring himself to swing a sword at a 9 year old so he keeps getting injured
has the most complicated iced coffee order in the world his go-to local coffee shop finally just put the damn drink on the menu and named it after him
he IS the quiet kid in the back of your math class that always has his hood up to try and hide his headphones and eats increasingly elaborate meals out of his backpack when the teacher isn't looking. one time someone caught him with a rotisserie chicken in the middle of a geometry final.
he argued that he DID have enough to share with the class
currently obsessed with the image of him knocking back a container of sea salt as if it was a shot and his mortal friends being like hey! what the actual fuck! and he's just like uhhhhh anemia kills!
its his birthday<3
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â°â†â desire âą l.n c.l â xi
part ten - part twelve
âȘ Charles hasn't paid much attention to you after your daughter was born but a certain Brit does.
âȘ charles finally realizes things between you and lando are in fact serious.
âȘ mom!reader x dad!Charles x lando
âȘ sorry this took so long :') charles needs professional help <3
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norrizz NAH MISS ZOE LECLERC SIT DOWN IM NOT READY FOR YOU TO STAND
âł yukisan HONESTLY WHATS NEXT WALKING?!
bott_ass HAVE Y'ALL NOT SEEN MILS LATEST VLOG SHE DOES WALK ALREADY
norrizz NAH SEDATE ME IM NOT READY FOR THIS
norry4 Y'ALL FORGOT ITS HER 1ST BIRTHDAY IN LIKE 2 WEEKS?!
landoscar look at mom and dad :(
julieeeexo refuse to believe that's zoë, why is she growing so fast?!
carlandooo carlos and zoĂ«?! đ„ș
âł sharl16 charles punching air rn đ
charliecharlie aw I'm becoming the biggest y/nlando shipper đ©
logansargeant love the new haircut. đ„
âł hamilt44n asjklmsks arianna what are you doing here?!
grussell63 @.y/nusername help your kid out đ
landonorizzzz pls @.y/nusername adopt logan as well đ
landofourr wait is this considered a y/nlando hard launch?
âł chilisainz girl they don't need a hard launch, it's so obvious with everything they do đ
versainz155 carlos casually hanging out with lando and his little family is what I'm living for <3
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Where's zoë?
y/nusername
with millie
charles_leclerc
What hotel are you staying in?
y/nusername
we rented a place, zoë is not stuck in a hotel room if that's what you're hinting at, she's able to crawl and walk around all she want.
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You go on a lot of dates with lando and leave zoë with someone else
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you're joking, right?
you're becoming a real asshole, Charles
get a grip
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y/nusername quando in Italia đ§ đ (when in italy)
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norry4 not the bucket hat, my girl has been hanging around with lando to much đ©
milliexoxo I told y'all my mom speaks Italian
âł charlesgirlies your 'mom' speaks Italian because her baby daddy is half italian
oscarpastry charles is not half Italian đ
charlesgirlies girl, he is in spirit lmao
bobnorriz lando and zoĂ« content y'all đ„°
norstappen not really sure if I like the fact zoë is walking but okay..rude :(
el645 when are you going to admit you cheated on charles?
âł hamilt44n oh god the stalker made its way to insta đ
yukisan when is charles going to admit he cheated on y/n?
el645 aren't yall curious why they broke up?
charlescharles dude we don't need to know why they broke up? đ€Ą
landonorris been cooking with my best friend đ
âł hamiltonh SHUT UP đđ đ
milliexoxo close to turning a year and still a better cook than you
bott_ass girl you're never going to get along with your stepdad if you keep bullying him like this
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y/nusername a year ago the tiniest little girl changed my life for the better, happy 1st birthday to our silly little bear â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
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bott_ass happy birthday zoë!
maxfewtrell happy 1st birthday to my best friend â€ïž
riabish happy birthday pretty girl! đđ
logansargeant happy 1st birthday zoë!
âł hamilt44n I love this, I hope y/n adopted Logan đ„ș
milliexoxo my silly little girlfriend, hope you have the happiest of birthdays! <3
carlossainz55 happy birthday to the funniest girl â€ïž
norrizz this girlie is so loved đ happy b-day little princess! đ
el645 funny for someone who didn't want a kid in the first place
âł chilisainz Noelle get your ass out of here
norry4 man's must be blind, this woman LOVES her daughter
lando happy birthday to our little bear đ»
âł y/nusername â€ïžâ€ïž
landonorris â€ïžâ€ïž
yukisan everyday I come on this app and cry :(
charles16 Monaco gp week? Nah, it's been ZoĂ« her week â€ïž
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y/nusername the bestest company. <3
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yukisan Logan had been officially adopted đ
âł grussell63 and Liam & his girlfriend?! đ
lewisham Liam and y/n gave little brother big sister vibes back when Liam took dr3 his seat for a while, I'm not surprised!
norrizz I don't think y'all realize y/n started socialising way more after she left charles, I wonder with who she's hanging out with đ
landoscar lando and oscar content thank you queen!!!!
norry4 mom and dad with their kids <3
chilisainz wonder where the die hard y/ncharles shippers are right now..
âł yukisan probably still skipping around in delululand
mcnorris lads, she's still dating charles, lando and y/n are just friends...duh đ€Ș
yukisan if that's what it's like to have lando as just a friend, can I have him as a friend as well đ
lawsonbaby LIAM?! CANT WAIT TO SEE THE VLOG
carlando they're insta official đ„ș
maxfewtrell cute but where am I?
âł milliexoxo this post is meant for the cute people..
landonorris and yet you're in it..
milliexoxo đČ
y/nusername contrary to popular beliefs, I'm actually nice and didn't want to turn you into another meme
maxfewtrell I appreciate that, thanks mate â€ïž
nortrell MATE?! Best buds these two đ
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I just finished watching Abbott Elementary (or all thatâs come out so far aaa) and the way that every single one of these teachers are people my gay ass would wish were my parents as a kid
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graves running for the hills the second isidora is freed from her cell and can now fulfill her promises in eleven different languages all the elaborate ways sheâs gonna k*ll him sjsjzhzhz
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Can i request something bit angsty? đ„ș its totally fine if you dont wanna write it tho!
I was thinking, wolfstar x reader got into an argument and reader started to occlude and the boys got scared they might be out of line bcs she only occlude when shes really hurting?
this is my SHIT - love me some hurt/comfort. thanks for requesting, lovie đ«¶
poly!wolfstar x fem!readerCW: hurt/comfort, arguing, mention of past family discourse, toxic family memories
âIâm sorry. You did what?â Sirius beseeched, walking into the living room from the kitchen and interrupting the points (arguments) you and Remus were each in the process of making. You gave him an unimpressed look, knowing he wasnât actually asking you to repeat yourself, he just couldnât believe what he had heard.
âShe gave Mary-Ella over a grand.â Remus muttered bitterly.
âI did not give Mary-Ella money, I loaned her money.â You were quick to correct.
Sirius just scoffed. âSure you did, dollface.â He sneered, making his usual pet-name burn to the touch. âYou are never going to see that money again.â
âWhat were you thinking?â Remus implored.
âI was thinking that my friend was in a bind and needed help. I hardly think thatâs a crime.âÂ
âYou didnât just loan a little bit of money, though. You loaned a lot of money to a friend who is not reliable in the slightest.â Remus asserted.
âWe have been working so hard trying to save up to move. To move closer to Diagon Alley so that Remus can be closer to work, and we can finally get out of my uncles flat.â Sirius added.
âI know weâve been working hard, Sirius. I know this because I too have been working hard. But Iâm not going to watch my friend struggle when thereâs something I could do to help!â
âThis choice impacted all of us. You had no right to make this decision on your own.â
It was your turn to scoff as you turned to glare at Remus incredulously. You had been trying to stay patient, knowing that this close to the moon, Remus was feeling extra sensitive. But him ganging-up on you with Sirius quickly found what little patience you had running thin. âI 'had no right' to make a decision about money that I made on my own?â
âYou have no ground to stand on, buttercup. Youâre now out more than a grand because of this choice; weâre all out more than a grand because of your choice.â Sirius growled, tone full of derision.
âIf the roles were reversed, Mary-Ella would help me out!â You tried to reason, only for Remus to bark a laugh.
âThat doesnât even matter, dove. Because youâd never be in her position and likewise, sheâd never be in yours. Sheâs irresponsible, unreliable, and a mooch.â
You tried to ignore the burning sensation in your sinuses as you spoke to the back of Remusâ head; he apparently had grown so disgusted with you that he couldnât even look at you anymore.Â
âI donât like you talking about my friends like that. I donât understand why weâre making such a big deal about this, I jus-â but you were cut off as Remus stood abruptly and turned on you.Â
âWeâre making this a big deal because it is a big deal!â he bellowed. âYou leave this apartment in the morning and itâs like Sirius and I donât exist anymore. You conduct yourself like some single woman with no responsibility to anyone else but herself.â
âYouâre being selfish. You canât possibly expect to drop a bomb on us like this and, what, expect us to just reply with âyes dearâ? You fucked up, Y/N.â Sirius added, arms crossed defensively over his chest and cold silver eyes glared daggers that permeated your entire being. Remus carried on, unperturbed by the effects this conversation was having on you.
You felt like you were seventeen again, like you were eleven, nine, six. You felt like a babe whose hand had been slapped for reasons beyond your comprehension.
Do you ever stop and think about the consequences, Y/N?
You were sitting at the dining room table as your father lashed you with his words, each sentence punctuated with the slamming of his fists on the table. You were standing on the platform having just reunited with your parents after the school year as your motherâs claws dug into your arms, warning you that punishment was to come later if you didnât smarten up. You were cowering in the backyard as your father screamed at you in front of the entire neighbourhood â a free show for all to enjoy.Â
You think crying will earn you any sympathy here? Youâre a manipulative little witch if you think that will work on me.
Keep crying and Iâll give you something to cry about.Â
You felt naked â like your figurative clothes had been violently ripped from your body â and there you stood, stripped bare for all to leer at. Standing before two people...who were meant to love you unconditionally...as they laced their words with venom and spat vitriol at you.
You couldnât even hear the point Remus was trying to make anymore. It didnât matter anyway.
He hated you. You were hated. You were a disappointment, a burden, unwanted.
But you couldnât cry â could never cry. Youâd just be manipulating them. You were deceitful. Emotions were deceitful. The way you felt was wrong. And they were right.
Always right.Â
So, you did what you always did; you made it quiet.Â
You began layering rows of stones around your being. Protection. Space. Distance. Safety.
They couldnât hurt you from all the way in here, not from the other side of your wall. Youâd be safe here. Here in the quiet.
It was safe in the quiet.Â
Sirius felt disgraceful at how long it took him to notice the signs of you pulling away from the conversation. Away from them. Away from him.
Remus â always more sensitive than the two of you when it came to the likes of money, combined with feeling extra flustered with the upcoming full moon â had no reason to expect nor recognize signs of occlusion.Â
Suddenly, Sirius was fourteen again. Walburga was standing over him with her wand aimed at his chest, but all he could see was Regulus. He had prayed at the time that his brother could hear him begging in his mind:
Turn it off, Reg. Just turn it off. It canât hurt you if you turn it off.Â
Sirius himself sat in an almost constant state of occlusion during his fifth year, knowing somewhere deep in his gut that the beginning of the end of his life as the heir of the Ancient and Most Noble House of Black (or the end of his life in general) was near.Â
Growing up wasnât a whole lot easier for you, it seemed. And he knew that when things got to be too much, you did what you needed to do to protect yourself.
He suddenly hated himself. You werenât supposed to need to protect yourself from him and Remus. It was their job to protect you; just like you always protected them.Â
How you protected Remus from wasting away on the days leading up to and recovering from the full moon. You never let him go hungry or thirsty, you always made sure the space was clean and tidy, and you never let him fall into his typical pre- and post-moon self-loathing.
And you protected Sirius from himself; from saying things that he wouldnât be able to take back, from being the worst version of himself, from losing you and Remus completely.Â
He didnât deserve you.
You didnât deserve this.
For fuckâs sake all you had been doing was being kind.
Being a good friend, someone that others could rely on, protecting people who meant so much to you.Â
All you were doing was being your kind, courteous, protective, generous self that Remus and Sirius had fallen in love with from the very start.
âMoony!â Sirius pleaded, causing the lycanthrope to pause in his tangent. You didnât even flinch at the sudden change in the atmosphere as Remus looked at Sirius bewilderedly.Â
âWeâve lost her.â Sirius murmured quietly, causing Remus to spin to observe you.Â
âWell...â Remus began, still struggling to shake off his anger and the need to argue. âBut I-â
âItâs enough, Remus.â Sirius hissed quietly, staring at Remus with a look he hoped conveyed no nonsense.
He apparently succeeded as Remus let out whatever breath heâd been holding as he turned again to face you.
âDove, Iâm sorry.â Remus whispered as he tried to move towards you, but you instinctively took a step back to maintain the distance between you; your arms wrapped around your middle protectively as if that was all that was holding you together.Â
Siriusâ heart felt like it split in two â and based off of the look on Remusâ face, he wasnât fairing any better.
âY/N?â Sirius tried. You didnât turn to look at him, but you hummed in quasi-acknowledgement.
âCan you look at me?â He tried quietly, but you shook your head no.Â
Remus made a pained sound as he tried to move towards you again, ducking his head down in an attempt to make eye contact with you. You didnât back away from him this time, but your arms tightened in their hold around your middle.
âSweetheart, Iâm sorry I...I shouldnât have spoken to you like that. Iâm...I was out of line.â
âCome back?â Sirius pleaded. âPlease.â
You took a deep breath and turned your face towards your boyfriends, but Sirius could tell your eyes were still foggy â you were still hiding.
âWe wonât talk about it anymore. That conversation is done.â Sirius said.
âBut-â you started, voice grating from the tightness in your throat, but he cut you off.
âThe conversation is done. You did what you thought was right, you were being your kind lovely self, helping your friend when they needed you. We shouldnât have yelled at you, sweets. Iâm sorry.â
Remus made another pained sound and moved closer to you again.
âDovey, Iâm so sorry. Please, can I- would you like a hug?â
Sirius watched as you looked at Remus, seeming to weigh your options before you nodded once at him. Remus neednât any more invitation and quickly (though gently) made for you, enveloping you in his arms.Â
The three of you stayed like that â Remus with his arms around you, you with your arms around yourself and your face pushed into his chest, and Sirius standing helplessly at the side â before Sirius started to notice some tension leaving your shoulders.
âWhyâd you go?â He asked you quietly, gently placing a hand in the middle of your shoulder blades and rubbing in a way he hoped was soothing.
âI didnât want to cry.â You admitted into Remusâ chest, neither boy missing how tight your voice seemed to be, even as your voice barely raised above a whisper.Â
âOh, dolly. Just cry. Cry, okay? Make us feel like tossers, but donât leave.â Sirius said.
âI didnât want you to feel bad.â You muttered wetly, finally turning so Sirius could see your red and wet face.Â
âBut we deserved it. Oh, my love.â Remus cooed as he all but picked you up and locked your legs around his hips, forcing you to move your grip from around yourself to around him.
âIâm not sâposed to make you cry. Iâm sâposed to make you smile.â He muttered pitifully, pressing his lips into your hair.
âAnd cum.â Sirius spoke in the same pitiful tone, brushing a strand of hair from your forehead.
You laughed wetly and the last of your occlusion appeared to slip away which was what Sirius had been aiming for. It didnât make him feel all that much better though.
âOh, my girl. Iâm so sorry, Pads is right. You were just being your lovely self, and Iâm a bastard.â
Sirius watched as your brows furrowed. âYouâre not a bastard.â
âNo,â Sirius agreed readily, âhe was just being a bastard. Both of us were. Do you think you can forgive us?â
You nodded quickly but Remus tsked in response.
âDonât let us off so easily, dovey. Make us pay for it. What do you need? Do you need a foot rub? You want cake? Ice cream? What about a kitten? Youâve always wanted a kitten.â
You had been shaking your head at everything Remus said until the last one, your curiosity obviously piqued.
Fuckinâ hells, Sirius thought, if she gets a kitten everytime one of us acts like an arse, weâre going to be overrun with cats by next month.Â
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someone decided to fly a drone around our neighborhood at 1 AM and hovered it above our yard as i was attempting to bring the dog inside and honestly? ominous and creepy as fuck because i know they were hovering above our yard bc i had turned the floodlights on/there was activity in the yard. like. i get that this is the only thing we got going on in our neighborhood at 1 AM but do drone flyers not realize we people on the ground can see and hear them. i wanted to flip it off lol but paranoid brain said "what if its a police drone and they'll shoot you down if you do that"
i posted a somewhat passive aggressive thing on nextdoor about it (making an account specifically to do so) but then like immediately deleted it because all the other posts for my neighborhood were about a local fireman that died recently and i was like uh. how. how about i dont post this rn
so anyway y'all are getting my passive aggression/paranoia instead
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hi im back! okey so def can see spencer still wanting to hug and snuggle with you even when fighting or mad at each other. he even gets genuinely ??? confused ??? when you try to sleep on the couch instead of in bed at night. he holds you and either reader or him is like "i know we are snuggling right now but i am still super pissed off at you." lol i can just see it. he may be petty when mad but he wont stop trying to touch you bc its a biological need of his and no argument is more important than needing you đ„ș
enjoy this I did it very fast!!!! ily
He knows heâs not easy to be with sometimes. She would never say it, but itâs true. He doesnât always get the jokes, sometimes pushes things too far and without even knowing it the ground gets pulled out from under him.Â
And sleep- Sleep is so complicated. The memory of the first time she slept in his bed is etched into a place he could never erase. Spencer had always had trouble sleeping, either fear or alertness plaguing him into the late hours of the night. He used to lie awake, the kind of exhausted that feels like itâs seeping out of your bones, while constantly facts heâd unwittingly memorized about how sleep deprivation can cause brain damage.Â
But then sheâd come into his life. All soft words and gentle disposition, and there really is something magic about the way that everything just dissipates when her warm, soft body curves into his own. Heâs slept well almost every night since.Â
Except today, she isnât coming to bed.Â
Itâs his fault, and he knows it. He wasnât being fair. She hadnât seen him for two weeks (and he hadnât slept nearly enough without the weight of her form beside him since the last time he saw her) and sheâd said that she wanted to be prioritized more.Â
âI havenât seen you in weeks, Spence!â
His head was killing him. Was it actually possible, for a headache to kill you? Her voice is audibly upset, and itâs alarming how he could be the cause of it.Â
âPlease,â he had said through labored effort, âCan we talk about this later?âÂ
âWhen would you like to talk about it? Because I donât ever know if youâre leaving-â
âDo you even know what it is that I do? That itâs not a choice for me to go? I have to do this. I canât pick and choose and honestly, I donât want to. If you donât get that, weâre not doing what I thought we were doing.â
It sounds foreign, his own voice. And itâs after heâs said it that the sick taste reaches his throat because oh, that means the end. Her lovely face is unreadable for a brief moment, before something like grief splays over her expression.
Itâs silent for a beat, and Spencer wishes he could swallow the words back up, rewind his life like a battered VHS tape where heâs not so stupid to mess up the one thing thatâs ever brought him peace.
âYouâre not yourself, Spencer. Iâm gonna give you a minute.â
A minute, it turns out, is hours in the living room. She hadnât left, thank fucking god, but she hadnât come back. Of course she hadnât. She wasnât the one who needed to apologize.Â
Heâs just so tired.Â
He thinks of her so-sweet voice, the curve of cheek- the junction of her neck and shoulder, and how much he would like to have her pressed against him. He pads out into the living room like a nervous puppy, and sees her sleeping on the olive green couch she had picked out. Her hair was splayed across the arm of the sofa, and her head laid on a throw pillow, their fuzziest blanket draped across her form.Â
His first thought is how low heâs dropped, that heâs jealous of a blanket.Â
His second his that she is not coming to bed. He sits beside her gingerly, and the scent of her body wash lingers in the air.Â
âAre you planning on coming to bed?â
âI didnât think youâd want me to.â He can tell she wants to sound cold, but the truth is much worse; she sounds guarded.Â
âI always want you to.â Itâs the most honest thing heâs said today, and itâs just not fair, how much he revolves around her. How he has waited 14 days, 13 hours and 34 minutes to hold her again and managed to ruin it within the first 20 minutes of having seen her again. He grabs her hand, soft and pliant against his in a way that almost makes his heart leap. âPlease? Come to bed?â
Her gaze softens, the warmth and light that guides him back in her eyes, and he hopes his relief isnât too visible. Itâs then that she drinks him in. It feels too revealing like she can see right through him. His clothes are old. Heâd rushed off the jet to see her, and the half moon circles under his eyes only lend to the unimpressive picture of himself.Â
âOh, sweetheart,â she breathes, touching the side of his face. He instantly leans into it, the contact more than heâd be willing to give up to save his dignity. âCome here.â
She wraps her arms around him, and he pulls her into his lap, squeezing her tight to his chest, like she might disappear.Â
âIâm still mad at you,â she says, looking at him with such affection it betrays her words.
âThatâs okay,â he says into her collarbone, âAs long as I still have you.â
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can you pleeeeease post your dm sexuality/gender hcs on here.... đ„ș i don't have a twitter but i wanna know. it's like a pandora's box to me now i'm like scratching at the door. let me in
heres the link 2 the thread (mild spoilers btw) ill post a transcript under the cut for ppl who dont have twitter
first off i think laios relationship to sex is super removed for like 50 reasons without even getting into his actual sexuality
he grew up in a place with very repressed ideas about sex and has a lot of fear about asserting his presence in situations
his special interest takes precedent over any social interactions he has and the level of closeness he feels towards people
he has a hard time figuring out his feelings towards other people both bc hes autistic and bc he has freaky deviantart fetishes that make sex in his mind a very abstract concept <- this one is me projecting mostly
that aside, i feel like gender-wise hes attracted to ppl so infrequently it may as well be entirely case-by-case
the idea of him being gay appeals to me from the 'raised with traditional values he Does Not fit into/hasnt begun to question it yet' perspective, i lauve characters who put a lot of stock into performing a role thats expected of them and fail miserably for unknown (gay) reasons
from his perspective tho i dont think he would ever really label himself anything. hes going to pride parades in the shirt+shorts Ally Fit to clap for his friends
hes also 'cis by indifference' imo... i love tmasc laios hcs it just doesnt mesh w his personal history to me. i do think hes got some kind of therian gender thing going on (not trans or nb but a secret third thing) but i cant see him changing anything abt his appearance/pronouns to accommodate that post-canon. hes just doin his thang
falin is in a similar boat for gender. i LOOVE tfem falin but the village repression thing has been bugging at me so i dont think i subscribe to it anymore (canon purist sorry) BUT if u hold that hc i am clapping and cheering regardless
instead i was propagandised to a while back and i LOVEEE the idea that being fused w a male dragon and the residual traits she has after being revived have given her a type of gender euphoria she didnt realise she was missing. a little boygirl swagger if u will
sexuality-wise i also dont think she would care to label herself, shes a lesbian by virtue of only being interested in One woman and zero other people. without marcille i do think shes still exclusively attracted to women, and i like to imagine she might experiment around a bit during her travels post-canon (pre-relationship). hearing abt it might put marcille on the news though
marcille is very simple That is a transfem lesbian. she cant get pregnant, shes obsessed w being femme and all that combined w her half-tallman struggles to be seen as 'properly feminine' by elf standards reads very transfeminine to Me. also her bookboy crush REEKS of comphet its not subtle
i think a more comfortable marcy might have the space to experiment w being elf butch like her manga boys but thats mainly self indulgence for me. utena could have saved her
senshi is gay his whole thing is abt not being able to perform dwarven masculinity to a proper standard (soft hearted, not as strong or rugged as his peers) which is like gaycoding 101. also hes a bear. homosexuality be damned by boy can work a grill
adding onto this i rly think senshi got some type of euphoria from being an elf in the changeling chapters. he was feeling himself so much i think he was using it as an outlet to have fun being a little fem and fruity without needing to justify it. do u understand
i dont have any particular opinions abt him gender-wise beyond that. his bulge is an essential part of his character design but i also saw a transmasc senshi a couple days ago that made me nod my head thoughtfully so i could go either way
chilchuck is cis and bisexual this is just canon. not even just his old man crush on senshi altho i do think thats very funny but they put his ass on a cover themed like hes in a dating sim with all the men and women in the cast and then slapped it in front of a chapter called "bicorn". i simply cant pass up that kind of overt signaling. its so fucking funny what else is there to say truly
izu to ME is a transmasc aroace lesbian (this one has the least basis in canon i just know it to be true) shes a little genderfluid with it nd uses he/she i think. i like to imagine she consistently uses masculine personal pronouns to refer to herself either way tho (boku, ore)
i think izutsumis gender/sexuality is entirely secondary in priorities to her body dysphoria. she has a lot of learning and acceptance 2 do before that kind of self discovery is on the docket and in my mind eschewing gender on some level is part of that. get sillay
shuro is cishet but at least he feels bad about it. next
kabru is a transmasc bisexual this is also practically text. his whole thing of being treated like a doll by milsiril to put in pretty dresses, plus i think it would be pretty easy for him to stealth in the west since tallmen are seen as inherently more masculine than elves
(i also think changing genders is just more common for elves. theyre androgynous enough that it wouldnt be hard and like who in their right miiiiind would be the same gender for 500 years. dwarves too)
i think he started presenting as male socially in the west but didnt need to consider medical transition until he moved to a more mixed culture where other races might see him as a woman
i dont have to explain the bisexual part. have u seen him
namari is a butch bisexual this is just canon straight up. shes not transmasc but i think the default settings for dwarven women is like 4 years of T regardless. shes a hit at all the local cruising spots despite her renfaire nerdisms i know this
and just bc im thinking abt em kiki and kaka are identical and kiki is tfem :} theyre both attracted to women but kaka is a sub so i forgive him
THATS ALL 4 NOW theres a lot of characters so i cant have thoughts abt all of them at once but i hope this was good. im right about everything forever as per usual
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in you, i trust | mick schumacher social media au
pairing: mick schumacher x reader
after the it couple of formula 1 go months without any interactions, the fans start to speculate what's going on. there's no way mick and you are over...right?
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wagupdatesf1 (ex?)Girlfriend of Mercedes Reserve Driver, Mick Schumacher seen with a man during her Cabo trip - pictures taken 14 hours apart
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orangelando "with a man" YOU MEAN DEVIN BOOKER
44hamilton how does she go from f1 driver and certified lover boy mick to a phoenix suns basketball player HOW DO THEY EVEN KNOW EACH OTHER
mickisbabyboy so does this mean her and mick are over...? đ„ș
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yourusername i'm doing better than i ever was
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schumyys only here to see if mick commented
boxboxpls remember when mick used to comment 500 heart eye emojis i miss those days
sebbymick am i reading into the caption too much or is this her fr announcing she's single
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f1 Mick Schumacher is going to drive father Michael's @mercedesamgf1 W02 from the 2011 season at the Goodwood Festival of Speed! âš
Now this, is special đ„č
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mercedesamgf1 can't wait to see it!!
formulafanclub sooo exciting!!! complimentary tissues better be given with each ticket purchase
wtf1jemma so if yn doesn't show up to the goodwood festival of speed then we know something's up
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mercedesamgf1 Blimey! Itâs British GP Race Week at Silverstone. â€ïžđ€đ
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freepracticespls Y/N LIKED THE PHOTO THIS IS GOOD RIGHT
lewishamilton â€ïž
lightsoutmick if y/n isn't there this weekend i will actually throw myself onto the track at lights out she HAS to be there
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yourusername good vibes good friends good city
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whoislewis it has officially been 5 months since we got any mick content from y/n
formulanever no i think it's been 6
samgoesracing BESTIE ARE YOU STILL WITH MICK OR NOT
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yourusername As many of you know, I spent majority of 2021 and 2022 traveling the world with Mick for formula 1. Because of that, my life was put on hold. While I cherish those days, I lost sight of who I was.Â
Six months ago, Mick and I amicably decided to take a break. While the decision wasnât easy, it was what was best for both of us as we both were in transitional points in our lives. During this time, I have traveled the world, for myself, and started to journal what I learned from locals, friends and strangers. Early on into this journey, I realized that my experiences were something that should be shared as I know we all go through times times when we feel lost and unsure of who we are.Â
âIn Me, I Trustâ is available now and is a collection of my stories, thoughts and advice. I hope you take what you need from it âĄÂ
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dbook 10/10 stars
yourusername dev you're only saying that because there's a whole page dedicated to you
dbook only a page??? i thought i had a whole chapter
slowdowninthepits SHE WAS WRITING A BOOK THIS WHOLE TIME!! sneaky sneaky
kissformick wait so does this mean her and mick are officially over đ„șđ„șđ„ș we really are children of divorce
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paddockbabes THE BOOK WAS WORTH THE WAIT OR SHE WAS
hamilgrussell IS THAT AN OLD PICTURE OR A NEW ONE I CAN'T TELL
0304mclarenss stop did y/n really send him a personalized copy im sobbing
ricciardoscafe "much like this book has found its way to you, i know my love will too" THAT MEANS THEY'RE GETTING BACK TOGETHER RIGHT?? RIGHT???/ SAY YES RIGHT NOW
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mickschumacher did you re-name your book?
yourusername no that's the sequel, limited copies though, probably just for your eyes only
mcnorris all is right in the world!! mom and dad are reunited!!!
lovelylewis only y/n would write a book on being single and how to grow while being alone and then go right back to mick
formulanever i don't blame her
haven't done a smau in a while, hope ya'll liked it âĄ
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