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my artworks always turns out too dark to be visible lmao
#vinland saga#Fanart#askeladd#thorfinn#canute#kai messy art#its thornute week but the prompt was father so you know#free pain shot#i miss him so much
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camera, cut!
#Nie Huaisang#The Untamed#Mo Dao Zu Shi#mdzs#artists on tumblr#my art#pov: you are jin guangyao and you are fucked#this idea was trapped in my head for so long so shoo you are free now#trying to find out how this outfit works was a pain though#because there are exactly 3 shots of it in the entire show and they're all super closeups so actually you don't see much#but I also managed to find a bts pic of Ji Li in it with the actors that played the juniors#though fun fact he literally wears one of the layers (with the sleeves) in the pre-timeskip already#AND YET it's so subtle that you don't remember abt it#also I had some thinking abt which expression to go for#because at first I made him smirking#but actually like... that's also the point that he was not triumphant when jgy died. he was just Very Tired.#like I wish I could explain properly what I think abt it but it was just... a bit bitter. like the justice is done#but so what. it will never bring his brother back.#BUT ANYWAY!! I wanted to post this before midnight and I have 5 min left so yeah anyway!! art!!
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Gun Joe, Gun Kaiser, Disco Gun, King Gun
Punch-Out!!! Wii minor circuit, except guns.
#glass joe#von kaiser#disco kid#king hippo#punch out wii#punch out#minor circuit#the fart#shitpost#feel free to use these as icons/banners btw#I told y'all I'd make more#I did another Joe cause I thought the hand should better match his skin#The other 3 took an hour or so tops last night#I wanted them all to have different guns#but then just decided on circuit themes#anyways the background on disco kid was a pain in the ass#y'all won't believe how hard it is to find screen shots of these guys in title defense#if you see mistakes no you don't
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So... I just found this free papercraft.......
I don't suppose anyone in The Trigun fandom has a clean Bride logo they'd be willing to let me use to make this?
#Trigun#Trimax#Trigun Maximum#In exchange I'll uh#I've got nothing aksdjnakdsjn#I CAN WRITE YOU A TRIGUN POEM?????#IF THAT APPEALS???????????????#I'm thinking amber bottle of course of course#And the pattern is free so if anyone wants it hmu and I'll send it to you#Though we'll see if I can find a Bride logo hnnnng#Are you a true Trigun fan if you don't also want the painful merch :')#Anyway this is a long shot but mAYBE I CAN MAKE MY PAINFUL MERCH. MAYBE.#I'm currently working on a Vash and Wolfwood cat curled together#And I hat to restart the Trigun characters as foxes project#But I found a better pattern so I think I might be able to do it now...#WE'LL SEE#I'm really addicted to papercrafts#I cannot express this enough
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been trying to figure out just how i am going to explain how wildly my brain has been altered since the last time i saw my therapist && it make me realize all of this has happened in 1 month,,,,,,,,,,, it feels like . eons. eternity . in the best way possible
#normally everything feels so short#my anxiety just speeds me through it before i can even take a second to enjoy or even experience anything. everything is a dusty blur#but ive been ok#i've actually had good times ive mayb even started 2 feel close to a person for the first time in my life#feel safe w them#anxiety cant get me when im in their shield bubble#listening 2 em talk n even just Exist like woag ur the best thing in this whole world#just bbzbzbzbzbbzz#of course there r also the Horrors that do come w it just due 2 my avpd but . it still feels so different#and i like to ignore those because they make me feel like a monster i am not jealous noo i am so normal i am very normal#i am beating my jealousy side with a stick and i Will win#i have never and Will never act on it#if i ignore it they cant b real#also i do know it's illogical whihc helps#honestly though im used 2 it because ill get jealous if like . a stranger is nice to me and then is nice to some1 else. like oh. oh it was#all a rouse u want me dead u hate me#and it's like. homie. pal. that is normal. they're not abandoning u theyre not trying to set u up for humiliation#theyre just living their life#it's kinda weird tho because i will get feelings like that simultaneously with knowing i am Nothing i am a Horrid beast no one deserves to#even have to see#and knwoing i am not allowed to care about people and there is no shot in hell they will be even nice to me#so it;s just . a lot of things swirling constant;ly#painful emotions all around there is no joy#(except for rn. with them. i can b free from my brain)
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Thinking about how I started this document 2 days ago and I'm already over 70 pages god this story lives in my head rent free
#everyone say thank you nyx for requesting this one shot months ago on a whim#ive had a bit of free time recently#brace yourselves#pain is coming#coza updates
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i made my first attempt at an edit and of course it had to be of him ♡
#beyond evil#lee dongsik#just a collection of shots of him that make me feel incredible pain#to viktor: this doesnt have spoilers hsjdkdsj its just a bunch of face shots of him + scenes youve already seen#trying to figure out the app is like trying to understand an alien script so#this was just to get familiar with the basics and practice transitions#okay im a liar ive made one edit before but i made that with a free app that had exactly one function#which was making clips play one after the other lmao#anyway hes my everything rn 💖#idk how popular it is to post videos on tumblr and i obv made this for tiktok but whatever hskdkdjd#cant post this on tiktok bc they distorted the audio bc of the song 💀💀💀#learning to edit audio is a bit too much to ask of me rn lmao
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Got my next covid booster 💪
#it was like an hour ago and my arms already starting to get sore this is gonna suck again#also on the paper I had to fill out beforehand I almost wrote that I was 17. I turn 21 next month#2020 fucked me up so bad I stg my brain froze in time the second lockdown hit#anyways with each covid shot I seem to have less and less symptoms so I think I’ll be mostly symptom free#everything non arm pain related usually hits the next day so tomorrow may suck but who knows#sassy speaks#tw medical#tw needles#worst thing that happened was the fact that I had anxiety abt getting the shot and then had to go run errands which#going to a packed store also stresses me out so I’ve just been anxiety filled all day 😀#gonna take it easy today. maybe draw to keep my arm moving#warning for ppl with intrusive thoughts for the next tag it def has something that could cause a spiral#also right as she was putting the needle in my arm my brain went ‘WHAT IF THE NEEDLE BREAKS OFF IN YOUR ARM’ so that was fun
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#ice ice baby#it's dangerous and a pain in the ass#but at least it's beautiful#catching a bit of what we *didn't* get last week#though not nearly as much thank goodness#all gone within a couple hours after these shots#(and hey now I know how to format picture layouts on here! 😂)#free life#(hey I'd used that one before! 😆)#my pictures
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watching total forgiveness now that I’ve got dropout and grant is really dealing with my personal hell at the moment. the shock collar bee combo had me thinking “oh god that would really suck… I’d start crying” but I think if they explained the needle full of seemingly extremely painful liquid thing to me as something I had to do I wouldn’t just not do it I’d quit the whole show. I’d quit college humor. that’d be it for me.
#i had to skip through like 90% of the scene of him doing that#not a needle fan!!!!!!! and not a fan of pain! which seems like duh but I’m really a baby about it#needle mention#tw needle mention#hannah talks sometimes#like I know the challenges are suited to the person to be difficult#and ally literally couldn’t do the one they were tasked with when grant got the shot#but like. I’d dye my hair and get a spray tan and take my license photo for 100 bucks. I’d do the snake thing for free probably.#you could not convince me to do the needle thing for all the riches in the world
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Love lies bleeding...
#vinland saga#askeladd#fanart#kai messy art#oc#camilla#askeilla#canon x oc#askemilla#askeladd my beloved#February 3rd is a very painful day for me#i miss him so much#i have so much feelings about them#i love him#and i'm heartbroken#why is it always episode 24#i can't imagine how painful it was everytime#it was supposed to be an imbolc celebration artwork i'm a clown#free pain shot
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A wc!birdsibs doodle cause they’ve been in my head. [alt without the wet cat text under the cut]
#shep arts#i keep changing my mind on things so if you ever see me post art of them that looks different uhh that’s just part of the swag#honestly idk why i drew it this way it could go with any of them in the front lol#really just depends on the context of what's going on...#they’re all a bit pathetic (affectionate)#i love them so much its stupid#i have like ideas of things more current in the timeline but tbh i want to flesh that out more aftr i finish watching all the povs#im working thru joeys rn#been having a hard time watching things cause my focus and energy have been shot recently#like taken out back like old yeller if you catch my drift#anyway im practically paying them to live in my head theyre in there so rent free#honestly i prob wont tag any of the posts related to this au properly unless they include the witches. im just not in the mood tbh#just skfkskfk i love my lil family of cursed idiots but goddamn they are not the focus of the au im just fixated on them </3#i mean cursed in a literal way. all three of the siblings are cursed and oh boy do i use that to stab myself in the heart#im a sucker for stories abt people trying so very hard to escape their predetermined destinies#fighting tooth and claw to help and heal when you know your destiny is to hurt and be hurt…#knowing you WILL cause pain for others and still going and being like: I'm going to keep trying to be more than that just hits different
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i spent 6 hours in the vet waiting room. didn’t get rafi home yet, we’ll go pick him up in the morning. they’ll scan his lungs and take more blood tests then call me in a couple of hours with the results. my other cat oliver is crying
#my cats#i'm dead tired it's midnight rn and i just got home and ate cold kebab and soggy fries#because the food i ordered to the vet didn't have any utensils which was really the cherry on top of this shitty day#i went to the vet at 10am to give rafi his shot for joint pain#then got home and he had an episode where we honestly think he would choke#(turns out that might've been stress induced asthma attack)#then i spent the next 4 hours trying to call every vet in my city and none of them had any free appointments#it took almost 3 hours for the ER to call me back#then 6hrs waiting without being given any information and hungry and having to pee#so it has been. a very long. stressful day#SHIT DAY#💚.txt
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yowza my shot HURT today!!!!! :'( I poked myself once and immediately went "NOPE that is NOT it!!" And then tried again w the same needle but it was already dull and didn't wanna go in, so I switched needles and even that one really didn't wanna go in and now both of my thighs are sore lol
the good news is a) even tho I felt it punching thru the different layers of tissue i didn't even get nauseous, kinda sicks me out to even type that but here we are lol and b) it still gives me such an intense, immediate mood boost that idec. lmao like I can't stay mad at u testosterone ur just too good to me <3 a little sting is a small price to pay. but also I am gonna whine about it, though. tehee owie :'( <33 lol
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SEASON NINE FINALE WAS WILD. I HAVE MANY MANY THOUGHTS. WHAT JUST HAPPENED. A FUCKING ROLLER COASTER FOR SURE
#theo.txt#I DID NOT REALIZE DEMON DEAN WAS NOW#DESPITE KNOWING THAT YEAH HE LOOKS ABOUT THAT AGE OR WHATEVER IN THE SCREENCAPS IVE SEEN#WHEN I TELL YOU I CHEERED AT THE END WHEN I REALIZED WHAT WAS GOING ON!!!!! i love crowley pulling some bullshit at the last minute. classi#king of hell shit#and in the end scene where it's just mark sheppard's stellar monologue and the EYELID NOISE... chefs kiss that got me so hyped for s10#i do think this finale got me really interested to see what s10 brings generally#AND DOESNT ROWENA SHOW UP THIS SEASON?? WE LOVE TO SEE IT IM EXCITED#rip gadreel though he was an interesting character. sad he had to die just to prove a point and blow up a cell. but a fitting end ig?? :(#i also loved cas's plan at the end though with the angel radio thing. get his ass lol#but also god i felt so bad for him. can the narrative give him a fucking break. he is trying his god damn best#the curse of free will and the curse of loving. painful but you do it anyway. castiel when i get my hands on you#also if i am not mistaken... the shot parallels to sams first death with deans death... we cry#IS SAM JUST GONNA BE ALL ALONE NOW?? I ASSUME CROWLEY TAKES DEAN WITH HIM?#OH NO 😭😭😭 SAM BABY IM SO SORRY#not that he doesnt always have a rough time but he has a particularly excruciating season. someone give this man a hug#i feel for him very deeply#'i lied' 'ain't that a bitch?' got me. i hate them. SOOOO brothers.#anyway#AAAAAAAAUGH#also why was metatron the worlds number one destiel shipper at the end of the season here im DEAD. MULTIPLE pieces of dialogue hes like 'yo#did it all for HUMANITY... for your ONE HUMAN of CHOICE... the HUMAN who motivates you...' JUST CALL HIM A SLUR WHY DONT YOU#im dead#idk what the general community thoughts are on that episode but i did enjoy it. wild fucking ride from start to finish#s9 wasnt my favorite and definitely did not hook me in the second quarter for some reason. def was not as compelling as like s7 for me but#the points that i liked i really enjoyed#loved sam resorting to summoning crowley. he wants his ass dead SO bad. i think sam deserves the world after the shit he was put through#this season#anyway overall. i am gnawing on the walls and pacing around my room at incredible speeds. what is UP with this show.#man.
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not dead/burnt yet 👍
#personalice#well even with teh high uv it shouodlve been less hot than the 100s yesterday/satw eek#i mean i did spray but not too mcuh#never been out long enough to burn#but i'd rather not tan either#it'd be a pain to deal with on top of any possible breakouts lol#tho one time i did have skin peel off my back after a beach trip#and it didn't hurt#so i guess it should be fine#thena gain there are some spots on my skin that'd be good if it peeled off#tho i mean i'd rather a pro spa do it (for free /shot) than like sun exposure peeling off my skin XD;#can't rly take a nap at this point without oversleeping/just had food#so i guess i'll just listen to some random music#and hope i can chill more at hoem#wish we had a pool tho#i did have some 'after sun' gel from the dollar store#no other bottles there so idk if they'd restock it#tho burns aside i imagine preventative uv stuff would b e better than sunburn#tho idk if it' rly undoes any uv damage
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