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The past and the presentā¦
#Iām not crying youāre crying š#fucking hell kafka#love that wonderful dummy#got hit in the feels yet again⦠this manga is going to end me#kn8 manga spoilers#kaiju no. 8 spoilers#kn8 spoilers#kafka hibino
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#heaven#mieko kawakami#franz kafka#2000s grunge#girlhood#girl blogger#divine feminine#indie sleaze#makeup#dior#pale grunge#grunge#2000s#2014 tumblr#girl interrupted#just girly things#lana del rey#manic pixie dream girl#female hysteria#this is what makes us girls#just girly thoughts#girly tumblr#mentally fucked#female manipulator#2013 tumblr#cassie skins#the bell jar#me asf#70s#hell is a teenage girl
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#alejandra pizarnik#poetry#pizarnik#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#unhinged#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#sylvia plath#franz kafka#girlblogging#mentally fucked#girly things#girlcore#femcore#female insanity#female hysteria#femcel
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???????? IS THIS REAL .

#i am so fucking cooked what the hell ššš#ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ looks like im skipping jiaoqiu and sparkle#LOOK I CANT NOT GET KAFKA#BLACK SWAN?????????????????????????????#šššššš I FEEL SO OVERWHELMEDDDD#kinda hoping this is fake bc i Canāt#ā¦. i wanted feixiao tooā¦ā¦#ari noises ā©
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ā¦a labyrinthine series of lines, criss-crossing each other in all sort of ways. These covered the paper so thickly that only with difficulty could one make out the white spaces in between. "Read it," said the Officer. [...] Then the Officer began to spell out the inscription and then read out once again the joined up letters. "Be just!' it states," he said. "Now you can read it." [ā¦] "'Be just!' it says," the Officer remarked once again.
In The Penal Colony, Franz Kafka; transl. Ian Johnston [x]
pawn / tool /puppet / cog BE JUST another gear / in the / Harrowing machine
This was originally intended to be (bc I am very normal about all the very normal things I like) a piece of Kafka-referential fanart of Amanda Young, from Saw, with my rendition of the Officerās design from the execution machine carved into her corpse⦠didnāt go that far with it, obviously, because I canāt draw for shit. If youāve never gotten a chance to read it or not read it in a long time, this is your call to arms to read In The Penal Colony. Itās VERY short, albeit somewhat disturbingā the pdf I linked to with the quote is the whole thing, which is 19 pages long as formatted thereā but itās one of those things that lives in your brain afterwards.
It centers around a large, incredibly elaborate and complex machine used for tortuous executions, and the legacy of the now-dead man who designed, built, and used it. Iāve sort of always been fascinated by the idea of trying to create the illegibly elaborate designs itās described as usingā this one contains more than the central, aforementioned words, of courseā highlighted under the cut.

#weird tangential items being made out here#fucked up sentence of the day Iāve always sort of wanted to make a design for the sentences bc it uhhhhh reminds me of uh my dad#hadnāt really thought about how disturbing that sounds until now but itās fine#kafka#Iād love to be able to tag this so as to find it later bc I have another concept for this design Iād also like to try to make but#PLEASE talk to me about Kafka and also Saw. I have messaging back finally and Iām screaming into the void#also I have not said this but I adore adam obvs Iām just. velvetgoldminecristianbalepointingdotgif mandyā¦ā¦.#I put this in my drafts two weeks ago and now Iām posting it at 1am. I have to be up for work in THREE AND A HALF HOURS. hell world.#BUT the group PTSD therapist they comped at the office told me to AVOID AVOIDANCE and I consider this therapeutic š
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Just saw a TikTok complaining about fanfics that didn't have "enough dialogue" because "reading more than three sentences" was hard.
I'm not against heavy dialogue-oriented fics; they are fun, but... that's a script. You want to read a fucking script, hope you know that. A writer isn't "bad" because they are... you know, writing. Just say it isn't your thing and move on, but categorize something as "bad" because you lack the ability to fucking read... ain't the author's problem; it seems like a "you" one.
#im training myself into a descriptive writing style and reading that was a slap in the face... it's not that i dont like dialogue but#i need to convey feelings showing them as I want to I can't have that just with dialogue I WISH I was good enough to do that tho#because there's people who can but im not so-#the other day i saw a girl complaining about a book having WORDS what the fuck is WRONG WITH YOU#SHOW ME FEELINGS SHOW ME METAPHORS SHOW ME YOUR SOUL IN WRITTEN WORDS#I JUST THINK people aren't reading as much as they used to... just a thought after seeing people on booktok#like... you have books.... for what exactly? pretty colors? covers? just to say you have them for the aesthetics and go home#???? god ... the art of the written word is beautiful and unique to humans it lets out your soul and your spirit in paper bringing your min#into the physical word and you are just gonna call it BORING what the HELL IS WRONG WITH THAT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#KAFKA WE REALLY ARE IT NOW#in a world where everything has to be fast and immediate we should look into art as something worth waiting for... idk man my thoughts#maybe im just too dense with my feelings with creation and ain't that deep but to me it is actually...#ive wanted to be a writer since I learned how to read not because I liked to write but because my soul gets a little lighter when I do it
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not a bad haul for only using 30 tickets- š
#;forever yelling into the abyss (ooc)#( kafka was guaranteed and at fairly high pity )#( got her and e1 moze in two 10 pulls )#( but the lightcone was on 5 pity and on a 50/50 so i was not expecting that )#( i wasn't even going to seriously pull for the lightcone bc i need to save for blade )#( me: fuck it. let's do one 10 pull for the hell of it )#( the banner: here u go! a treat! )
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I don't see anything anymore.
#femcel#pastel gore#hell is a teenage girl#shut up shut the fuck up#franz kafka#angelcore#angel number 777#girlblogging#kawaii gore
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Why are people sharing a fake Kafka daddy issue quote when there are about a million real things heās written about or even just influenced by his relationship with his abusive father
#he would not fucking say that heād say something about a million times more heartbreaking#hell for Jews just for my father and Kafkaās . Iām always saying this
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still so devastated i don't have any of the useful standard units in star rail</3 there's literally 3 of them (4 if you count the ugly ice dude) and then there's himeko who isn't useful per se but it's HIMEKO. come on. i literally have the most garbage luck getting anything but them nfsdhzbfvdhgf
#e1 clara you're going to hell.#LOOK. i grew to like her but not enough to have 2 fucking copies.#depending on how jobless i'll be this summer i might try creating a reroll account and try to do moc on it.#also pull for units that don't fit my main acc .. .#idkkk . .. blade dps acc?.................. kafka dot team?............ jingliu?!#funny how this IS already a reroll acc but my only win so far has been seele fhdgvfd
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oooh when i catch you hermann kafka when i catch you
i would scream at you on the behalf of your son and also say all the things i cant say to my own father through the several drafts of my own unsent letters to him
#first sentence in the style of that meme of when i catch you ricky of course#im having a /time/ reading letter to his father#fucking hell#kafka#franz kafka#i could read it all within an hour probably but ive been taking breaks throughout the week#because i just want to scream#and bite the fucking book#my brain is always like āsaaame!!! same!!!! same! omg same!ā#kafka his sisters me and my sibling need to have a night just for drinking and talking about our trauma and shitty fathers and family stuff#too bad they all died decades ago#but wtf its so weird seeing a portrayal of a real life of a family that went so fucking similar to mine#since the first sentence of the first book of his i read i knew it#i knew we had had similar childhoods with similar effects on our psyches#but fucking hell#eerie to see us seperated by so long and such a distance and culture but united in shitty fathers and damaged brain#damn#when people say kafkaeske do they mean traumatized? cause like ive read several of his stories now and thats the main similarity in what he#writes that jumps out to me not much else
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dear god... this whole talking to people thing is just not for me!! im sick of it!!
#wanting to kms after every human interaction is too much#there has gotta be a way to circumvent this#and everyone says its fine bc im actually really good at socializing! im witty! charismatic!#so why does it feel like a personal hell and i want to shrivel up and die like a worm on a sidewalk hm??#why do i still feel like im standing outside a room in the middle of a crowd huh??#IS FEELING ALIENATED JUST A TRAIT OF BEING HUMAN#IDK LETS ASK FUCKING KAFKA
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fantasizing abt meeting a hot cowboy butch out west to cope w the horrors (being forced to shave my legs bc weāre going out west)
#irinachernenko.txt#missing the pride parade and being forced to shave this is inhumane#who tf still celebrates Canada day anyway!!!!!#my stupid ass white family i guess#my mom: things are different out there u have to shave#I TRULY DONT GAF IF MY LEG HAIR RUINS SOME CISHET MANS DAY IN REGINA SK.#but sheās gonna make my weekend hell if I donāt so#fuck my stupid baka life or wtv Kafka said
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thanks!!! glad you like it, I really enjoyed writing this because writing jay as an asshole its just so fun. He's just a lonely sad bastard in this one and Pixal has to put up with it and try to reason with him.
One shot of Pixal meeting Jay in the Admnistration
Enjoy
#btw the way the administration is written here is based on the fact that Doc said they were heavily inspired by kafka#like. basically the place is a fucking hell where everyone is on the verge of going crazy#where no one gives a shit about Jay's situation and he has to force himself to act the same#aarf- administration. the agents. I could write a whole rant about it
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Hi. So, long time no see hahaha! :)
A lot of things have happened since I last wrote on this lovely tumbr page. First of all, the guy i liked left. He just said he felt like he would get hurt and that what I wanted waa different from what he wanted and was he wrong? Towards the end I was losing feelings and realising all I had for him was infatuation and not real love. In fact, I don't know if I'll ever truly love someone to the bone. Also, I tried out a dating app a friend said was great for talking to desperate loser and she was right. Many ugly, and older, men told me they wanted to fuck me and thought I was cute and all that, which was fun for a bit.
Depression's not been so kind to me. I got a diagnosis from a doctor that I had an eating disorder and I have a form of depression which explains some things. I cut. A lot. Everyday almost a new cut is one my arm or inner thigh, deeper and deeper. I used to use a penknife but I suspect my parensts have hid it somewhere I can't find.
Hopefully I'll have the brains to write more and vent more, like a blog or journal almost. Bye~ ā”
#femcel#coquette#fallen angel#hell is a teenage girl#honey cinnamon#shut up shut the fuck up#tw sui vent#franz kafka#angel number 222#drain gang#actually mentally ill#serial experiments lain#lets all love lain#breakcore#angel number 777#personal vent#i hate calories#i hate my body#fuck men
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