The gardens, p.3
825 words | Royal arms (some time after that, which was between this and The gardens, p.2)
Content | Emotional whump, manipulation, conditioning
Notes | Cassio no.
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Cassio had grown fond of the poor weapon, and he already felt bad.
He hadn’t told Idalis what he was about to do. Firstly, the king would doubtlessly forbid it - but secondly, this way, when he inevitably went to comfort Ainsel after the fact, he could honestly say he hadn’t know and hadn’t wanted this. He had never been a good liar, much worse than someone in his position ought to be.
But regardless of his sensitivities, it had to be done. Ainsel was so obviously just trying to please it was impossible to determine what they actually thought and felt. He had to make sure they had their priorities straight.
He didn’t knock before he entered their chamber.
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Cassio led the weapon out of the castle, into the gardens. They vaguely wondered where the king was, but of course, it was not their job to think. Surely he was busy with important matters a simple weapon couldn’t fathom.
Or maybe, they hoped, he was waiting for them outside. They quickly shoved the feeling down. They shouldn’t hope, either.
Being outside still made them nervous, made them feel their powers prickle under their skin that much more keenly, but it was a beautiful day, and even though the weapon shouldn’t think, or feel, it noticed. The gardens were still full of flowers and birds. Cassio, though, led the way into an area they hadn’t been before, a little wilder, the buzz filling the air getting louder, until they saw a row of beehives neatly lined up under tall, flowering bushes.
The hives were buzzing with activity, bees crawling around the entrances, eagerly flying out or returning after a successful run with yolk-yellow legs.
Cassio stopped a few steps away, far enough to not raise the small warriors’ wrath. The weapon stopped as well, a little relieved, little enough they didn’t think the king would mind; he had been so generous. Cassio looked over to them. The weapon couldn’t read his expression at all, but there was something odd in his eyes that put them on edge.
»Burn them.«
The weapon’s breath caught. The shape of the horribly familiar words carved into its brain as sharply as a knife, drawing a choked whimper from it. It had been only a matter of time, of course it had been- but-
Trembling, it shook its head. Only the king was allowed to use its powers- but-
»You heard me. Burn them.«
»S-sir.« It barely commanded its voice. »Only the king - only-« It silently begged for Cassio to acknowledge what it was trying to say, but he just stared at it, narrow-eyed, now distinctly displeased. »Only the king m-may use my powers.« It wondered whether it would be punished; wondered if the king would approve of the punishment.
»I’m the king’s second in command, am I not? It’s alright. Burn them.«
It couldn’t. It couldn’t do that. Icy cold panic washed through its veins. »N… no sir,« it whispered, and it couldn’t think, it shouldn’t say these words in this sense, but the king wasn’t here to command its powers-
»Do as you’re told. Burn. Them.« Cassio’s eyes were fixed on it, and its heart was racing with terror - he’d be so angry, and who knew whether the king would stop him from punishing it, but that didn’t matter - it couldn’t, only the king-
It fell to its knees, tears streaking down its face, and shook its head.
»This is an order.«
An order only the king could give. It knew that. But words failed it. It couldn’t explain again, and maybe it was wrong, maybe the new king wanted to hand off its powers to someone else and wash his hands clean of it, but it didn’t know-
And it didn’t want to-
»What’s wrong with you?« Cassio stepped forward, closing what little space there was between them.
The weapon could do nothing to avoid the strike that was surely to come, it wasn’t its right, but it couldn’t-
»Burn them, or you’ll regret it.«
It knew. Of course it knew what failing to follow an order meant. It could only shake its head once more, trying to cling on to the notion that betraying the king was the worst it could do, the worst it would suffer, it knew that, too, but it didn’t want to be punished for this, either, it-
It shouldn’t want-
»Alright.« Cassio stepped back. Suddenly his voice was soft, and the next moment, he had crouched down before the weapon.
The weapon curled in on itself. It didn’t understand, but it didn’t have to understand, it was only a dumb weapon. The tears were still falling, wouldn’t stop.
»Ainsel. It’s alright. Well done.«
It heard the words, but they didn’t make any sense. It wasn’t ever told any of this, much less when it failed to obey - what was happening?
»It’s alright. It was a test. I’m sorry.«
The weapon didn’t understand.
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it’s also, i think, kind of important after 12′s nightmare record with companions and the trauma that led from all that that the show chose to portray the Doctor having actual positive effects on those around her. From the doctor’s pov, they sowed nothing but destruction to the people they loved, it’s why she didn’t ask the fam to stick around and tried to leave fast so she’d not get attached.
And while 13′s life has gone horribly wrong and her own trauma is messing with her interpersonal relationships, those said relationships Aren’t having catastrophically negative effects on her loved ones. Yaz may be mad at her, but Yaz is alive and well, is only lacking in contentment because she accidentally caught feelings, and Dan is healthy and alive as well, even despite his fight me complex and that he’s clearly not the favourite tardis lodger and knows it.
Graham and Ryan survived and Thrived because of their time with 13.
I’ve always thought that ascension of the cybermen was a direct book end to the ghost monument, aotc even openly references tgm in an effort to point at it and say ‘look over there’, which is why I’ve always thought that 13′s promise in tgp means a lot in context to the fam in the last 3 episodes of s12.
She Promises to get them home safe. The S12 finale may be her losing in pretty much every other way she had to lose, but she kept them alive and got them home safe. She kept that promise. And 13′s companion trauma is Such a huge part of her as a person that I honestly class that one as a win for her, and i genuinely think she’d agree with me. She did not want to get them killed, we always forget that 13 lost a companion in her first episode, her first night of life and somebody is already dead because she appeared in her life.
‘i will get you home safe’ is honestly what i think matters to 13 the most in life, and no matter how bad it gets for her or how awful what happens to her is I think the absolute linchpin of her as a character and her motivations will always call back to her not wanting to stand over the body of one of them like she did Grace.
In which case, it’s genuinely important that 13′s companions have done well and haven’t been ruined by association to her. Have even grown into happier and healthier people. Yaz is happier and more self assured and confident in herself by using wwtdd as a creed, and that’s important not just for her but for 13 as well. I know many saw that only as a bad omen, but i don’t actually think so, I think Yaz growing into a more happy and self confident person directly Because of the doctor being in her life is exactly the positive effect the doctor needs to see them have on another person.
Yaz is happier. The doctor positively influences somebody. win win.
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hey. do y'all think the chantry keeps records of children born to circle mages? at first i thought they wouldn't so there would be no opportunity for children to locate their mage parents. but then i thought, well. it was known that wynne's child was rhys so /someone/ had to be keeping track of that
and also,, children taken from mages are raised in chantry orphanages (and probably told their parents are dead or abandoned them) and are often given to either the chantry or templar order, so it would be to the chantry's benefit to know about them to keep its eye on them, so to speak. either to look for early signs of magic or just to control them better. and if they do end up in a circle, the chantry needs to make sure they don't end up in the same circle as their parent(s)
there isn't a group more fit for indoctrination than children raised within the chantry who have no family ties. knowing which children are children of mages would be an advantage i think the chantry would want
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