#gingermattsmith

[princess-of-positivity]

*hugs* ^^ 💖

ily!!!!!!

[randomfandomsciencethings]

92 Things About Me

I was tagged by @dont-blink--craft to do this! I tag @ulsr, @gingermattsmith, @eyrmia, @daddy-erwin, @nightfox104, @flamingpretzels, and @the-youngest-menace.

THE LAST…

1. Drink: Milk

2. Phone call: Someone asking for my cousin

3. Text message: I’m grounded

4. Song you listened to: Wash It All Away by FFDP

5. Time you cried: Crying rn tbh

HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated someone twice: No. I’ve only dated once in my entire life anyways lol

7. Been cheated on: No.

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah

9. Lost someone special: No

10. Been depressed: Yes.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue

13. Purple

14. Any and all pastels

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends: Definitely

16. Fallen out of love: Yes

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes (but it wasn’t a good thing.)

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.

19. Met someone who changed you: Yeah, I don’t trust people as easily.

20. Found out who your true friends are: Yes.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t have FB

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t have FB

23. Do you have any pets: Two cats named Flower and Tigger!

24. Do you want to change your name: yes

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I stayed the night at the Elms Hotel and Spa, which is a haunted hotel, and we were in one of the rooms with the most activity!

26. What time did you wake up: 3 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Pacing (I do this weird thing where I’ll just walk in a straight line back and forth for hours at a time. I can’ focus if I don’t. Idk why lol)

28. Name something you cannot wait for: I might get to see someone outside of my family in two weeks!

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: five minutes ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I had more freedom

31. What are you listening to right now: My parents screaming at my baby brother

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No, for some odd reason

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: The screaming. He’s hurt from his surgery so he’s crying and screaming and they’re screaming back.

34. Most visited website: Tumblr and Pinterest.

35. Elementary: Lots of bullying.

36. High School: I have all of my classes planned out for the next 4 years!

37. College/university: Idk

38. Hair color: Brown

39. Long or short hair: short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes

41. What do you like about yourself: um...N/A? Idk I don’t like anything. I suppose I’m good at playing piano

42. Piercings: Double piercings in my ears and I want to get a nose and lip piercing, and probably more in my ears.

43. Blood type: idk

44. Nickname: None?? (idk someone give me a nickname lololol)

45. Relationship status: Single

46. Zodiac sign: Leo

47. Pronouns: He/him

48. Favorite tv show: Oh my god, I can’t decide whether you should live or die. Probably Hetalia or Mushi-Shi

49. Tattoos: None

50. Right or left hand: Right

FIRST…

51. Surgery: Never

52. Piercing: Ears when I was 7 months old

54. Sport: Soccer when I was 5

55. Vacation: Canada, just after I was born. I think that counts??

56. Pair of trainers: idk

57. Eating: idk

58. Drinking: idk

59. I’m about to: sleep probably

60. Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch

61. Waiting for: School to start!

62. Want: To leave the house

63. Get married: Probably not

64. Career: I want to be an astrobiologist!

YOUR TYPE…

65. Hugs or kisses: Both!

66. Lips or eyes: both

67. Shorter or taller: Don’t really care.

68. Older or younger: I don’t care as long as they’re no more than three years older or 1 year younger than me.

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I don’t really care

71. Sensitive or loud: I don’t know

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idk

HAVE YOU EVER…

74. Kissed a stranger?: No

75. Drank hard liquor?: No

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: No, I don’t have glasses/contact lenses.

77. Turned someone down: No, no one’s ever put me in that situation because nobody wants to date me lol

78. Sex on first date: No. No sex please.

79. Broken someone’s heart: No, as far as I know.

80. Had your heart broken: Kind of?

81. Been arrested: No.

82. Cried when someone died: No. For some odd reason, I didn’t cry.

83. Fallen for a friend: Yes, my ex boyfriend was my friend for about a year and a half before we started dating

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84. Yourself: No lol

85. Miracles: No.

86. Love at first sight: Not really, that would mean that love is based off

of appearance rather than the personality, because you don’t know the person then.

87. Santa Claus: Nope.

88. Kiss on the first date: I personally wouldn’t feel comfortable with that.

89. Angels: No

OTHER…

90. Current best friend’s name: Renee

91. Eye color: Blue/Grey

92. Favorite movie: I don’t watch very many movies, but my favorite is probably Big Hero 6

[stariousfalls]

su hype

my hype has cOME BACK

[punlich]

can you prove that you aren't bender from futurama?

Yes easily. Not only am I covered in flesh but I also can’t bend things. I can however cry a lot and lay on stuff.

[reaganrizzley]

Kriss for the playlist thingy

Kids In Love - Mayday Parade

Ride - Twenty One Pilots

I’m Not Okay - My Chemical Romance

Sugar We’re Goin Down - Fall Out Boy

Stella - All Time Low

[pearlicopter]

⭐️

fact 9: i am the “gay friend” and have been for some time - everyone around me, though i appreciate their friendship, is cis & straight and sometimes my humor doesn’t quite land with them. but i’m trying to get my anxious, introverted butt out there to meet new people to connect with!

for every '⭐️' i get, i will post a fact about myself!

[books--and--shit]

chocolate? neapolitan?

chocolate: when was your first kiss?

I think it was like when I was 13/14 with a boy I grew up with 

neapolitan: things that stress you out?

Rn everything stresses me out. I’m a stressed uni gal and I can’t wait for this term to be over so I can enjoy myself! 

[cannabisbutch]

Do you listen to music mashups? (Songs edited together)

sometimes, but not much recently 

[randomfandomsciencethings]

Songs

I was tagged by @theshootingstaryoosung to do this! 

Rules: We’re snooping on your playlist. Set your entire music library to shuffle and report the first 10 tracks that pop up. Then choose 4 additional friends.

I tag @dont-blink--craft, @flamingpretzels, @gingermattsmith, and @the-youngest-menace!

1. Haunted Maze-Derek Fiechter

2. My Demons (Synchronice Remix)-Starset

3. Go Big or Go Home-American Authors

4. The Silver String-Saosia

5. Young God-Halsey

6. The Sharpest Lives-My Chemical Romance

7. To Hell and Back-Sabaton

8. Water-The Jelly Jam

9. You-Five Finger Death Punch

10. Little Game-Benny

[stariousfalls]

isn't it annoying when you can't message someone that you've followed for ages?

yeah i can find it saddening. though i rarely ever send messages out to people because im normally intimidated ;v;

though are you referring to the PM or a person’s inbox (with anonymous and so forth)? because if you mean by the PM (the tumblr private messaging thing)…ive turned mine off to everyone beside those i follow because before i used to have it open to everyone until i got a bunch of spam and virus/weird bots sending me a bunch of unusual links ;-;

[cannabisbutch]

@gingermattsmith do some research, google the dsm, you might but this post is definitely not enough to tell you that

[weirdmageddon]

I CANT MESSAGE PEOLPE ANYMORE PLZ HALP!!!!

whAT the F UCK

[stariousfalls]

⭐️

so my parents never allowed me to bring any of my electronics to school (until 5th grade i was allowed to bring my ipod to listen to on the bus)

and in the 3rd grade everyone brought their ds to school and got them out at recess, so i actually used to sneak mine to school without my parents ever knowing (until i eventually told them in the past year xD), and i would trade pokemon, and play nintendogs with my class mates

i didn’t get my first cell phone until i was…13/14? and it was a slider phone (or whatever you call those things that have that sliding keyboard ajsnsj) ;u;

{for every ‘⭐️’ i get, i will post a fact about myself!}

[mabelvsthefuture]

mabel beat the crap out of the future yesterday, too bad she wasnt an option in the polls

i’d vote for mabel for sure omg

[owlpajamas-archived-blog]

Wake me Up! Wake me Up InSIIIDe!

aaaaaggghhgghhgghghghhgggh

(cant wake up) (wake me up inside)

[tyrannoshirt-moved]

how is your mental state atm and how have you been lately?

eh, ive be en.. okay.. i finally have a therapist now that doesnt deny whenever i tell him i have symptoms worse than anxiety and depression and theyre working o n getting me an evaluation to see if meds would help me and im finally getting the help i need so… thats good.. it sucks i needed to tr y and take my life for anyone to help me b ut… im o kay and getting the h elp i need, my bo yfriend is being the b est support he can and im  re ally gl ad hes here…