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thetiedyesheep · 2 days ago

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On the topic of GITM (Ghost in the Machine by @venomous-qwille)

We remember GITM starting off as a little thread in the Palooza, we didn't really notice it until it was absolutely everywhere, in Magmas, in art channels, in drabbles. Everywhere. And eventually, we got into it. Just like a lot of people, we really enjoyed it and the community and whatnot. And now that we're here, and shit's hit the fan, just like a lot of people involved, we have something to say.

What this has turned into is disgusting on all accounts. And you should be fucking ashamed.

Thank you to this post that urged us to give our side of the story. This will get a little discombobulated as a switch happened mid-writing.

First thing's first. We are a system. We are autistic, have ADHD, have trauma and anxiety. We're neurospicy, as are the majority of the people that have regrettably been thrown into this drama.

We are also ones who have been mostly lurking, sitting on the side lines, observing everything and keeping our mouth shut. We have been a part of various different servers surrounding GITM and its creator.

We'll put a pin in that for now, but what we want to address is how you and your little entitled group made us feel as a system and as an (ex) member of the discord server.

In the beginning when we started out in the server, it was relatively small, and we can't believe now that we actually looked up to Qwille and their little clique, and by definition that is the only way I can formulate it. As time passed on and shit started happening, we had announcements, and master posts, and the mods constantly commenting on how to be, what we are and allowed to do. And I'm not referring to "no sexual content, no being mean to each other" bla bla bla (which is ironic, and you can read more on in the post we've linked above). But as a fictive-heavy system, we felt increasingly uncomfortable with talking with PluralKit, and letting our alters talk in that server, cause any time we'd have a fictive from GITM fronting, it would be ill-received and looked down upon by the entitled group. It would be "misconstruing the characters" and what not, when we thought that Qwille clearly knew that fictives were not the fucking character. Now we know otherwise, that they are hypocritical, two-faced, ignorant and a coward.

Before shit really started to hit the fan, we left that server and every other small (usually emoji) server connected to that fan fiction for our own comfort and protection, and how much it would drain us, or make us paranoid that we were being watched, overseen and controlled. But despite that, we still to this day see the repercussions of the shit you and your group have done. Made fun of people, bullied people, fought over something you know nothing about and INSISTED that everyone else was in the wrong and your answer was the only correct one. And it didn't help that you have all of your yes-men to feed you into these insane and harmful delusions.

And now we come back to the people surrounding us. Our friends have been constantly feeling drained, and vent to us about the shit you pull, and the ignorance that goes with it. People are crying, getting depressed, hurting themselves and suffering because of your actions, and all we could do is give SOME sort of comfort. Other system friends of ours had to hide their alters that otherwise would've just liked to EXIST like EVERYONE ELSE, just because they were a fictive of your fucked up story, and you would rather have somebody supress their own existence so your stupid story wouldn't get spoiled, or whatever fucked up excuse you had. Oh and don't get us started on the sexual aspect of this shit. A very specific server that as of now doesn't exist, that YOU were a part of, ASKED to be a part of AND EXPLICITLY approved of. And you gradually pulled yourself away, took everything back and blocked those involved, demonized the group and didn't have the GAWL to communicate with the mods of that server who were open for communication, MORE than reasonably understanding with you, and you simply ignored them and brushed it off to the side, hoping the whole thing would just magically go away and you could continue gossiping with your little group about how pathetic and low-life everyone else is.

Well you've brushed it under the rug. A lot of shit under the rug. And now here it is in all its fucking glory, bearing its fangs at you in the most ironic fashion. You wanted to keep this shit on discord, and instead you've caused enough discord for it to blow up on Tumblr. An applause to you. You fucked up, and you deserve this.

Have a nice day and choke on a Sandblaster.