#giving cycles a try again
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ophernelia · 3 months ago
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@KAILABRICE: ...ANYWAY! the silk press is silking using sevyn's new "gloss up" line 🙂‍↕️ coming real soon!
𝜗𝜚 recent episode | watch from the start!
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hinamie · 10 months ago
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spiraling
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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bittersweetresilience · 2 years ago
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the great gatsby / kentucky route zero / koe no katachi / disco elysium / omori / night in the woods / homestuck / koe no katachi / l'étranger / disco elysium / firewatch / john dies at the end / everything everywhere all at once / the subtle art of not giving a f*ck
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fishluring · 9 months ago
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making an astronomy/meteoritics iterator oc when i know fuckall or at least just very basic things about those things was maybe a mistake. Looking up stuff for reference/inspo like haha i like your funny words magic man
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martyrbat · 2 years ago
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grimm – batman: legends of the dark knight #149
[ID: a panel sequence of young Dick Grayson just two months after his parents' murders. He's sulking at the dining table in the grandiose Wayne Manor. The dinner is taking place in front of a lit fireplace that causes the entire room to have a soft, bronze glow to it. The table itself is long and decorated and Bruce Wayne is sitting on the opposite end of it. Alfred Pennyworth prompts, “More mashed potatoes, Master Dick—?” But Dick is too busy thinking about a young criminal he ran into when he snuck out earlier. He quietly mutters the taunt she told him, “‘Spoiled brat in a circus suit’—?” Alfred asks, “Was that a yes or a no?” The pouting child brusquely tells him, ”no,” which causes the butler to clear his throat. Dick begrudgingly corrects himself, “No thank you, Alfred.” Alfred responds, “As you wish, Master Dick.”
But Dick is already uttering another taunt under his breath, “‘Lap of luxury’!” Bruce leans forward slightly and asks if everything is okay but Dick dismisses his concern. He excuses, “I'm... I'm not very hungry, Bruce. Is it okay if I go to my room?” Despite his obvious qualms, Bruce awkwardly smiles and replies, “Uh... Of course. Certainly.” Dick gets up as Alfred tells him the food will be in the refrigerator if he gets hungry later but Dick just ‘uh-huh’s him as he walks away. With the child upstairs, Bruce immediately stands up and paces. He stops in front of the fireplace and stares into the blaze as he monologues his worries, “Maybe this was a mistake. What in the world made me think I could raise a boy? I don't know the first thing about it! I've always been a loner! I don't have the knowledge... or the disposition... to make this work.” Alfred wryly asks, “Are you addressing the fireplace, Sir—or me?” But Bruce stresses his demur without looking at him, “His parents are dead, Alfred! What gives me the temerity to believe I can replace them in his life?”
Alfred solemnly reassures, “I asked myself the same questions once. What in the world did a butler know about raising a young man who'd just lost the two people he loved most in the world? But strangely enough, Sir—I adapted. I learned. I learned because I wanted to... Because I cared. And... despite some difficulties along the way—I think the young man in question turned out splendidly. And I think Master Dick will too.” Bruce doesn't say anything but he his eyes closed in thought as Alfred talks before looking at him with a soft smile. He straightens his posture when Alfred finishes and puts his hand on his shoulder, silently grateful for the man's fatherly reassurance and support once again. END ID]
#losing my mind at this....#bruce worrying and doubting himself and if he can give dick the life he deserves#he loves him. he cares. but he knows love alone wont save someone and his own worries about what if he fails#alfred who started this cycle of caring about someone elses son and trying to raise orphaned children while fearing you arent good enough#you see your own heartbreak in their face and you try so hard to save them because its saving yourself in a sense.#bruce doom spiraling because dick didnt want his mash potatoes....#dicks chubby little face....#alfreds love and support but always with that barrier. he loves & raised bruce like hes his own child but hes always going to be the butler#every ‘son’ being replaced with ‘sir’...#and bruce internalizing that barrier and that layer of separation and distance so he duplicates it because its all he knows#he doesn't want to but its all he knows and hes still terrified of what if he fails them? what if he loses them#by disappointing them and them seeing hes not qualified and good enough to be their father?#but also if he isnt good enough he'll fail them by getting them killed. he'll lose his loved one yet again#just this cycle of fear and doubt and love and trying your best despite it not always being good enough and GAH#also cannot stress enough bruce monologuing and doubting himself because dick is upset and didn't want dinner is so funny#c: batman: legends of the dark knight | i: 149#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#dick grayson#bruce & dick#alfred & bruce#happy sad boy sunday !!!#<- it counts enough only because im posting this on a sunday >:3
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merioux · 7 months ago
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i like garthful it reminds me of sans undertale aus
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byanyan · 5 months ago
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i think... i'm gonna take a little break for the weekend. i'm struggling with energy and focus and, like. autistic inertia. which is making writing (or even opening up my laptop with the intent of writing) difficult. and then i'm putting pressure on myself bc i feel bad about not keeping up with things which makes it that much harder. so i think!! i need to just take a step back for a few days!! remind myself that it's not the end of the world and it's okay to not write if i'm having a hard time!! let myself indulge in the hyperfixation i have for a couple of games rn without feeling guilty for it!!!
could i do this without announcing it to everyone bc who cares if someone you only know online is away for a couple days? yes. but it takes a weight off my chest to explain myself, so!!!! shhh!!!
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defiledtomb · 1 year ago
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something I (with a uncomfortable past like a cyst on my current behavior) didn't understand when embarking on a huge writing project is that. If you get even a little bit chalant it won't work. You can't even get a little bit chalant. Not even a little bit! The non is in there for a reason. To taunt you. You just have to have fun. But you can't force it. You have to pspspsps it out by being genuinely forgiving and. and being a bit dorky.
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reneesbooks · 3 days ago
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heads up seven up
thank you @space-writes for the tag <3 more dragon wars au because it's been living rent free in my head
Birdie wakes slowly, stretching out languidly on the furs. It takes her mind a moment to catch up with her, and when it does, she freezes, her eyes snapping open to search in the dark for the general. To her surprise, the lantern is still lit--he must have forgotten to put it out before he fell asleep. She can see him splayed out next to her. His face is relaxed in sleep, all the anger and tension drained out of him. He looks younger like this. He's laid out on his back, one arm draped over his stomach. His scarred chest rises and falls slowly, steadily.
For the first time, she's not tied up. And he's asleep.
Her eyes dart to the tent entrance. Then they fall on the sword laying on the ground next to the bed. Her gaze slides back to the general, eyes closed as he slumbers away.
She's never killed anyone before. This is a foolish plan. She doesn't have to reach far to close her hand around the hilt of the sword. She's shaking as she rises to her knees, gripping the sword in both hands. He's killed thousands. He burned cities, villages, towns. She might not end the war, but how many would she save? She lifts the sword over him, her arms trembling. For Raedora, she thinks, but her arms don't move. She stares down at his sleeping face, his voice murmuring in the back of her mind, my name is Fabin.
"I knew it," the general snarls, and Birdie nearly screams, but before she can move to cut off his head, he is sitting up, one hand wrapped around the sword and the other around her throat. He wrenches the sword easily from her grasp, tossing it to the side, and yanks her close. "I knew you didn't have it in you." She glares at him and his grip tightens around her throat. "If you're going to kill me, witch," he says in her ear, "you're going to have to commit to it."
"I'll keep that in mind," she manages to gasp, and he releases her neck, chuckling. He winds his arms around her waist, pressing his nose into her shoulder.
"You are something else," he says softly, and she shivers.
leaving an open tag on this one for anybody who would like to hop on <3
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crimescrimson · 1 year ago
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The Scorned Hacktivist Wrench in Watch_Dogs Legion: Bloodline (2021)
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shippingmyworld · 1 month ago
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how long does burnout last? asking for a friend
#look not to create another post where i rant in the tags but my guys am i feeling it right now#i'm so highkey stressed at work now im fucking exhausted when i get home#i spend 9 hours a day in a state of constant anxiety and then i WANT to crash the second i get home but there's a list of things to do#like my bf's parents moved back in with us and they've taken over the place#can't find my cat or dogs food cus the kitchen gets rearranged on a daily basis + they rearranging the furniture because theyre bored#im just so exhausted and i no longer get my usual alone time to chill out and reset#can't even find myself enjoying my usual hobies for some reason like i'm trying to switch it up but nothing has been sparking joy#except for my doom scrolling on insatgram funny enough#idk if its just me or something but my focus has been complete shit lately#cant find enjoyment in my games or books or writing or music or working out or literally anything at all#like i'm still writing every day because i don't wanna fall into a slump again but most of the time im just staring at the page like =/#cus im at least getting the first draft out of my brain and written but I still feel like im standing on the edge of that slump#been trying to mix it up a little and get into new things but my stupid brain keeps making me feel bad about it#like 'oh you're giving up on this thing now? wonder how long it will be before you come back to actually finish it'#and i just want to tell it to stfu and let me enjoy things#like i bought that expedition 33 game that everyone is talking about cus it was something that was on my radar for a long time#and a gay romantasy book i found on bookstagram since its been a minute since i read anything that wasn't fanfic or a comic#but again my brain is an asshole and reminds me that i've got Trails Through Daybreak to finish before i start Expedition 33#and that i've been carrying around another fantasy book in my backpack for months and have only read the first 50 pages of that#so i need to finish my old stuff first but that stuff has become a chore I need to do before i can actually get to do the stuff i want to#and then i end up not doing it because it drains my energy and i just start the whole vicious cycle over again#might just say fuck it and rewatch apthocary diaries#because honestly that show is the only reason i'm able to make it to every weekend and idk what i'm going to do when the season is over
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chronologically-challenged · 2 months ago
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Overkill AU is gonna wreck me god
#luna rambles#loop times ten wet cat#themes of self destruction#and LITERALLY breaking cycles#everyone around siffrin wanting them to take care of himself and the time loop is just... making that concept WORSE#ALSO LUPUS LITTLE LUPUS#THE DIRECTOR???? the director is gonna destroy me loop is gonna destroy me siffrin is gonna destroy me#just everything about this au is setting up dominoes to leave me a wreck#just;;;; the themes ultimately being about self care;;;; about letting others go so you can have another day;;;#to trust that they wont leave you behind;;;; you need more time but you cant have it unless you take care of yourself first;;;#you are rotting to the core and the world is collapsing around you but nothing will be solved throwing yourself into meat grinder;;;#if isat/sasasaap are stories made from the isolation of covid overkill is post-covid and trying to live in a world that keeps going despite#the horrors evolving around you#even loop telling siffrin to give up: its fucked up but they also want to save siffrin the pain of going through the death loop again#theres no POINT in suffering SACRIFICE means nothing suffering in silence doesnt help#the director wants this show to go on forever. Keep literally killing herself again and again encore encore encore meat for the meat grinder#and siffrin just needs to choose not to go in without giving up entirely..... and they wont#(unless lupus and dusk can help change things... they already have. Hopefully they can again)#anyway Im Having Feelings good au good au go read the overkill au
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dirt-goth · 6 months ago
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Just started crying in the gym parking lot and I'm trying to turn it into gains motivation
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phoenixiancrystallist · 10 months ago
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Month 9, day 7
I'M NOT EVEN DONE YET, BITCHEEEEEEESSSSSS
Gonna add grass and trees and I think a chair to the balcony before we're done :D
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hauntingblue · 1 year ago
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AGEON DOESN'T SPEAK VALYRIAN L!!! L!!! MASSIVE L!!! NOT THE KING!!!
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boyobjectifier · 6 months ago
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a relationship so terrible you end up questioning your entire sexuality and everything about yourself
#i think i’m genuinely still upset about our ex (i say our because he was dating five separate people)#not even ‘i think’ — i KNOW i’m still upset.#and it’s making me wonder why i keep turning to emotionally unavailable masc people who VERY#clearly are trying to take advantage of me and very clearly demonstrate the fact that they will not be there in the way they should be#because in the moment of those Times i find myself giving people the benefit of the doubt in the way i wish people would give me the benefit#of the doubt. and i find myself forgiving them because that’s how love should be.#but i’m forgiving them for things that are so unforgivable that when i look back on it…. i get upset and angry and want to defend myself and#tell them that what they did is wrong. and they should apologize for it and own up to their shit.#but i know they never will and then i feel like i’m standing in front of my parents begging them to see me and hear me out and treat me -#like they should. i find myself repeating cycles that shouldn’t even exist all because i love. i love and i forgive and i trust and i give#and i confide in people who make themselves seem trustworthy#just so they can get their fresh hit of dopamine from someone new. and i feel like they mean it.#until i look back again and see that it’s all the same. every time. it’s the same thing when i read between the lines of their messages.#i’m not even just talking about one person. it kept happening and i’m always left feeling like i did something wrong because#i just wanted them to love me. and i loved them. or i could’ve loved them in a very real way.#i never know if they leave because they’re not interested or if i’m too much or if they were TOO interested.#i don’t know. but i’m still mad. i’m upset.#perpetually pouting.#if you care.#still gay as fuck obviously. just routinely questioning if i even like men. idk idk idk.#h.txt
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