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Month 9, day 7
I'M NOT EVEN DONE YET, BITCHEEEEEEESSSSSS
Gonna add grass and trees and I think a chair to the balcony before we're done :D
#the great artscapade of 2024#art#my art#blender#blender render#blender 3d#cycles render#I have a procedural brick texture I could have made/used#this could have been so much easier#why didn't I just do that#oh yeah because I'm following the tutorial that's why#ugh man I'm sleepy tired#I blame a certain squeaky kitty who woke me up at 4am#actually I blame his dad who SHUT THE CAT OUT OF HIS ROOM WHERE KITTY'S FOOD AND WATER IS#AND THEN PASSED OUT WITH THE DOOR STILL SHUT#kitty was SO HUNGY and VER THIRST and kept pestering me to fix it#but seeing as it was 4am I was (naturally) trying to sleep#so I kept ignoring him#because it was 4am#anyway we had a talk and my roommate told me if that happens again just open his door lol#and now kitty is being obnoxiously squeaky for an unrelated reason but I think it's bc it's way past my bedtime and that's Not Allowed™#so I GUESS I'll give in to the sleep tireds and go beddy bye#nighty night 💜
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A man needs a hobby while he's waiting for his beloved disciple to return from the dead and torture him!!!
(SQQ is a complete fucking freak and I love him so much)
#svsss#shen qingqiu#shang qinghua#cumplane#ming fan#ning yingying#listen. i know that the probable CORRECT way of reading this is that ''man i hate hearing about this stupid harem drama so much that#even hearing about something as gross as THIS would somehow be better!!''#but i choose not to read it that way#because sqq and his monster obsession is absolutely hilarious to me#he's already kept the short haired beast why not build onto the menagerie?#also i like to headcanon that sqh has a PARTICULAR dislike for these things after sqq kept fucking throwing them at him during#the immortal alliance conference#my art#EDIT: why must one always notice the typos while in bed two hours after posting??#peace and love for everyone that politely ignored that and reblogged it anyway
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prewar prowl has zero friends for a million reasons, this being one of them
#his altmode is one of those meter maid scooters#its very slow too so he'll try to catch up to people speeding and he just eats their dust#and gets so angry about it#hes not as much of an asshole as idw he just foolishly put his faith in the system#this art doesnt do him justice but hes short as hell#transformers#transformers fanart#maccadam#maccadams#tf fanart#prowl#tf prowl#transformers prowl#tf jazz#orion pax#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#artwork#ignore the typo this is the fourth version of this image bc i kept having to fix typos and i did not have it in me to fix it a fifth time
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VRChat doodles! Moon hiding under a bench and in the slide, Eclipse definitely not falling, and Sun casually breaking the rules.
#normal beetle art#sun fnaf#moon fnaf#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#drawing in 3d is fun#making sure the illusion works from multiple angles while keeping it 2d#vrchat#also met someone from tumblr! was fun!#some kid kept trying to erase these while i was drawing but i got them done anyway!! he got so mad i was ignoring him hehe
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"And it just happened to be empty?" "Something like that."
Suits 4x8 "Exposure" Mike returns to Pearson Specter and gets Harvey's old office.
#marvey#mike ross#harvey specter#suits#suits usa#suits tv#just! going a bit mad about this specific point in time. because. there's a window here where they actually could have become something.#the investment banking era (my beloved) put them as equals. and had such open flirtatiousness. and love and respect.#and then rachel completely fucked up and mike! was done with the relationship! and rightly so!#and then here mike is. playful flirty starry heart eyes to harvey. and harvey's besotted /of course/. can't help but say something genuine.#and mike's basking in it! not a word to say. just smiling up at him. eyes flick over him.#they feel the same!!! boys you have butterflies for each other.#god what could have developed from this perfect moment in time if mike hadn't taken rachel back#(no donna that was not ''FoR MiKe'')#... gonna make these tags messier now bc I kept watching with this sat in drafts lmao BUT#especially feeling this now since on 4x10. thee Iconic ''he's twice the man that I am'' AND it's not even JUST that in this ep. like.#harvey is full-on No.1 mike ross cheerleader. defender. lover. he's chest-burstingly in love with this man. and mike is seeing it!#and he doesn't even see the half of it! but he's already taken back rachel and they're missing their perfect window in time </3#still going on DATES though. where they flirt and play and disguise their compliments and admiration of each other through teasing. ok!#mike baby the love between you will only get stronger. till you can't ignore it. and run from it. and run back to it.#coulda had him!!!! coulda had him in season 4!
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i can't stress enough how this is probably like top five interactions between scott and charles for me its so silly
[X-Men Unlimited #1: "Follow The Leader"]
#snap chats#ive been meaning to post about this for months since i initially read this issue but i kept forgetting#then i got reminded cause i was emailing my professor and i was having a stroke cause like#My Professor Is Very Chill so it's so weird referring to him as 'professor' esp when everyone else just calls him his first name#but at the same time Internally im like..... No Thats My Professor I Gotta Go With The Title....#anyway thats why i remembered to post this veajLKEJALKJ ITS SO SILLY i love them when theyre silly#'i cant call you your first name rn i have to uhhhhh move.. boulder...' KING OF BULLSHITTING???? ily scott#this issue's a treat in general both for The Drama but also theres a moment where scotts like#'i thought the weather didnt affect storm' like Scott. charles' reaction is my favorite shit too he's literally going to lose his mind 😭#you raised the boy the hell you gettin mad at him for !!!!! ridiculous. i love them. //sobs uncontrollably//#we will be ignoring this adding context to the beginning of 309 ok i like this issue more than that I SWEAARRR EAJVKLJA moving on..#anyway. i think my spring break's started? i think??? i asked The Aforementioned Professor if we have class thursday#cause besides that all my other profs said 'yeah we're not having class that day have a good one'#and as a result i think im misremembering him Also wishing us a good break so im being annoying and asking !!!!#SOOOO if i hear back like Tomorrow that we don't have class then Yay... if not... then i mean thats ok i like the class....#anyway bye im gonna catch up on some work now that i have time !!!
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There's something so poetic about how El is the centre of all the chaos, wanted by the government and military and Mike is her strong calm that doesn't hesitate to get sucked into her storm and stand by her side in the face of any conflict. Like guys. This little boy did not hesitate to protect her and stand off in the face of the government to defend her, going against all the typical patriotic rule-following norms of an American Suburbanite Middle class nuclear family. He comes from pure safe normalcy but doesn't hesitate to run in the other direction heading towards chaos and danger if it means she's there... because he feels safest with her and is driven by the instinct to protect her. 😭🩷 There's something so beautiful and inspiring about someone as hurt and troubled and chaotic as El being loved in such a simple, unconditional way. Mike doesn't see her for the chaos she represents which surrounds her, he sees her for the innocent goodness that she actually is— her calm, gentle demeanour and the warmth it makes him feel. He understands that all the danger that comes with being with her is through no fault of her own, and actively works to help combat all the forces against her. He knows that despite being the centre of the chaos she's not the cause of it, she's the remedy for the effect of it and that is an undeserved, exhausting punishment yet a burden she bears regardless without complaint— a sign of her innate goodness which Mike recognises and loves her for all the more. Even moreso, he works to share that burden with her and criticise it because he sees how innocent and undeserving she is of the responsibility infringed upon her. His willingness to take all of this on is so wholesome and exactly the kind of sweet effort-full love that a character like El deserves, which is so gratifying for the audience to see.
#mileven#something intense about how the one girl he wants#the only one he has and will ever loved#is also the only one that is supposed to be off limits and unconventional for him#they come from two completely different backgrounds#him a middle class nuclear American family#her born and bred as a weapon to use in the Cold War#forever wanted by the government for her uses as a spy and such rather than a normal girl who wants a future with love and a family#yet despite all of these expectations mike doesnt gaf and only sees her as the love of his life#and he'll never stop fighting for their chance to live happily together as a normal couple even if shes treated otherwise 🩷#When he tells the gov he'd never tell them where she is#when he surrenders himself to them as long as it holds them off from getting to her a little longer#when he throws himself into direct danger in s2 in the tunnels#when he proves once again his ability to make logical rational plans in s3 that protect everyone and lessen the burden on el#s4 - he immediately devotes himself to getting her back from the clutches of the government#theyre so excellent man. Mike Wheeler is the perfect boyfriend#he doesnt care about the fact that he shouldn't love her#all he cares about is that he does love her#The lab kept trying to stamp out her individuality and stamp her objectification on her wrist so that everyone else could see her#as the weapon she was raised to be#but Mike immediately ignored that and gave her a real name#from the beginning he only ever saw her as the courageous brilliant hopeful pretty girl that he loved#even when everyone else knew her as eleven the lab girl with mind powers first#mike always saw her as el the unique girl locked deep within her who he wanted to get to know and love#this wasnt supposed to be the lengthy monster that it is but what can i say. im insane about these two#Who's up in the big 2025 appreciating Mileven as the fictional paragon of true love 🗣️🗣️🗣️#the romeo and julietism of mileven#but better#when she keeps up the strong front until shes with him then she can collapse in his arms and be needy and vulnerable#e.g. s3 billy fight scene... s4 desert reunion
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struggling to finish things so i look to my muse... serizawu..........
#ive been so tired and cold... only he can warm my soul and body..... v_v#ignore the unfinished reigen i just kept him there to fill space#my art#mp100#mob psycho 100#serizawa katsuya
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#detroit become human#simon pl600#sweatshirts are comfycozy and so are hoodies so i think#as a treat simon should get a comfycozy hoodie since his start attire is a sweatshirt#well under his jacket is a sweatshirt so like yeah just give him a hoodie its fine and normal#and because i usually wear hoodies and jackets with the sleeves pushed up but also wearing underarmor#to still cover my arms guess what i did for simon since ignoring the android aspect he lives in cold detroit#i kept him covered and cozy there we go ! all is well
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"Maybe if I work real hard, I could be a Tornado Wrangler too."
-Twisters (2024)
Bonus:
#twisters 2024#twisters#tornado wranglers#tyler owens#kate carter#glenn powell#daisy edgar jones#my edit#my gifset#my gifs#tyler owens x kate carter#mine#hello friends I have decided to make my love for this movie everyone elses problem#I just unexpectedly loved this movie so so much so expect more gifs from me ty lol#it's the way that she was the og tornado wrangler and how he offered her the support she needed to stop being swept away by the storm#it's about how she saved his life and tamed a tornado and overcame her trauma#god I love them so much#I fear that 4th gif will seem out of place if you haven't seen the movie but it's when she faces her fears#it's when she becomes - quite literally - a tornado wrangler#also pls do me a favor and just ignore the random capitalization I was doing this late at night okay? thx#it's also about how she kept flirting/lying and throwing his little symbols back at him and how much he loved that aaaaaaaaaaa
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saiki k is a golden anime.
i finished season 1 just now and. i have feelings. copy pasted from discord as a ranting to @peapodsinspace but i have to recommend the anime now.
i feel like the genre is comedy anime but. there are a lot of dark undertones to it. this is a teenage boy and he has to suffer every single day for powers he doesnt want. it impacts his everyday life and all he wants is to be normal but he doesnt know what normal is despite it being right in his face.
he pushes these people away but they continue coming after him. like real friends. normal friends.
they think of him and like him no matter what he does or acts or anything and. he loves them right back. he does things for them and they try to do things despite the fact that it typically goes wrong or he knows what theyre doing. he doesnt even care that he doesnt get acknowledgement because he doesnt want it.
so like.. i have to mention his friends. kusuo gives them grief constantly. always dissing them, always using their thoughts against them (such as teruhashi and her dislike for kids and bowling). because he can hear them. saiki kusuo not only gets his ideas about them from how they act and what they say, but also by what they think and that is a huge teller because they dont think anyone is listening. this is a private space that kusuo cannot even escape from whether he wants it or not and he is forced to hear and see whatever they think. ive joked about how he is always in gossip but. he literally cannot get out of it because he is such a kind person, that he wants to help.
and he gets to see all sides of them whether they show it or think it. kaidos letter. kaido defending yumeharu. hairos determination. yumeharus dedication. teruhashi and her utility of her own abilities. nendo with his mom and job and how he threw away millions of yen to save a drowning kid. kusuo is always there to see any part of that, and he gets a more in depth experience while choosing friends. should i mention that all those examples are things that kusuo didnt use his powers to observe? they were all things that he used his normal senses to find out or watch or overhear. it is very important to both kusuo himself along with the audience that he didnt use his powers to watch them be themselves and nice in all those situations as a normal teenager.
and i find it important that over time, and these experiences cumulate, that he slowly figures out that these are good, genuine people. sure they can be weird or perverted or cunning, but at the end of the day, they care about him and it only comes out so blatantly when they plan a surprise party specifically for him.
because many of us (hopefully) have wondered. what is inside our friends minds? and saiki has the answer. and he can see that they mean well. he may not understand most people and their emotions, but he knows some basics. and perhaps that could be enough to get him to live normally.
not to mention kuniharu and his convo with kusuo... despite some of the grief i give the man for constantly demanding his son do things for him, he knows his kid well. that convo is totally the pinnacle of their entire relationship, kusuos feelings, his friends.
kusuo mentioned that he doesnt tell his parents about new powers in fear they will demand more things and become lazy but. they care about him and know him. they understand his aversion to friends and know when to help him out or to push him to be around them.
he aided in that surprise birthday party but he also encouraged kusuo to go to his party that his friends threw for him. and he overhears that conversation without his telekinesis. because they actually know him and they all agree upon it. its not as in he is looking into their minds. he hears them through the door.
so he cant come to the conclusion that it was just a private thought that nobody wanted to voice aloud. no, they all agreed upon it. and they all verbally agreed to be nicer. just as his dad had said they would
it was weird seeing saiki kusuo smiling like that because he isnt one to do that and his friends know him well enough to know that (despite the fact kusuo avoids them!!) and they can all agree. they were all very happy to see kusuo smiling but they knew it jsut wasnt right
every time that kuniharu sneaks off to meet with the real saiki k they want, he is always trying to get kusuo to join them as himself
he is always encouraging his son to go hang out with his friends and he is still ready to go along with what kusuo wants. he was probably ready to go back to them after that last convo if kusuo still declined. but his words definitely got to kusuo because there arent that many people in the world who can understand kusuo so well
i know ive made fun of this but everyone around him sees him all wrong in their minds. they see the damsel in distress eyes or the idiot circle eyes. they hear a high pitch and weak voice. but not his parents. kusuos dad actually knows who he is and accepts him and loves him and encourages him to live out his dream of being normal by telling kusuo about what being normal is really like. to have friends who love you and go out of their way to try and make your day. kuniharu has to 'lecture' kusuo in order to get him to understand that the reason he was staying away was not because the classmates were 'bullying' or 'being annoying' from the kindness and love of their own decisions. it was because kusuo was scared of hurting them or disappointing them or even for them to abandon him.
and of course, that is a very common teenage feeling!! the fear of disappointing your friends- of course its normal!! saiki kusuo is a normal kid with not so normal powers attached to him.
#the disastrous life of saiki k#kusuo saiki#saiki no psi nan#saiki#saiki k#saiki kusuo#saiki k season 1#rant post#anime recommendation#this is seriously all about the last episode.#and ofc references to ones before but. mostly about that last episode.#what a ride. its meant to be comedy but its actually just really sad if you look closely#i know ive said i want his powers but. not ALL of them right#all i imagine is saiki +gang posing with the caption: me and the autistics i pulled by ignoring them all#im so glad i kept a log of my personal feelings in a discord server not at all about saiki k am i right#may come back tomorrow but.#season 2 tomorrow too#i need to write more essays about anime#i have so much to say because i only like OP animes#he. i. HNFGGGGG I WANNA HUG HIM SO BAD (treat him to coffee jelly)#he deserves all the love for the sass he puts people through in his mind#tdlosk
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new hyperfixation dropped (sylus)
#many thoughts head full#i have like at least 5 hyperfixations at the moment#marvel#arcane#jayce talis#mickey 17#sinners#superman 2025#sylvanian families#my new hyperfixation is sylus from love and deepspace#i’ve been seeing ads for so many months but i kept ignoring them#and then i saw the car chase scene#as someone who loves action movies#sylus was so john wick coded#i just fell in love#the art and animation are so beautiful as well#honestly i like caleb too#i think he’s so silly charming#i adore him#sylus#caleb#i adore them both#verdandi’s hyperfixations#lads sylus#lads caleb#love and deepspace sylus#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace caleb#caleb love and deepspace#verdandi’s lads musings
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made that template for three :3 venchiya rundown!!! more in tags if u care
#i have lots of aus for us but this is the og venchiya au#where i have a studio and work downtown and they live downtown so i actually see them all the time#i would watch them from 3 stories up bc they intrigued me#always thought they were a cute couple but the red guy looked like he was being followed against his will even tho they did everything tgtr#heard a commotion one late night in the studio and saw the red guy beating the fuck out of someone in the alley across the street#locked eyes with black haired guy and he waved and smiled like a freak and i just kept drawing#started doing sketches of them when i was supposed to be working on bigger projects#passed by them one day on my way to work and black haired one said hello. i ignored him#one day i'm asked to give a private tour at the gallery and i come downstairs and it's them#red hair guy does not gaf#black haired guy asks thoughtful questions and seems to care about art but is a bit unsettling to me#i dont think much of it until he starts showing up more frequently and alone#the interactions are pleasant but i cant shake what i saw that one time so i tell security to be wary of him from then on#and i stop staying late in the studio for a few weeks#fast forward 8 months and we're not friends not dating but some secret third thing where i'm always at their apartment#we kiss cuddle and have sex but theres no labels but i refuse to see anyone else and i know neither of them are either#also to touch on takiishis sexuality he did not know that and doesnt gaf that is my conclusion after spending lots of time with him#his closet is in no way gendered he wears whatever he wants and if he gave af to label it he'd be nb#i think hes very cool and he intrigues me and i like going shopping with him and getting our nails done together#i stay at theirs a lot despite having my own place bc i like spending mornings with takiishi#and i assume if he didnt like to then he wouldnt sit at the table with me...or maybe hes just food motivated#i like his mystery#we are alone together in the mornings because endo goes to the gym in the morning and then he comes back all sweaty and sexy#ok ive exhausted everything i wanted to talk about thank u for ur time and for reading if u made it this far#mwah love u all#venchiya <3#wait also to be clear endo is still using random women's cards in this au i'm def not giving that man my money#LOL
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there’s something i really adore about curly being revealed to being this beautiful blond man after we see him post crash like what happens to him is so awful and dehumanizing like he really loses everything but especially as a viewer/player watching this game i love the commentary it’s silently making and this uncomfortable feeling in my chest that i have to wrestle with. love it when stuff makes me feel
I think it’s so poignant that Jimmy never hallucinates or sees Curly as his pre-crash self. He only speaks to Curly about and in terms of his own thoughts and projections and rarely lets him have his own inner personal thoughts. Even before the crash it is like this. He is the perfect captain to him and to an extent the rest of the crew even if he is more actualized around the others.
So much of how Curly is dehumanized by Jimmy and the rest is representative of how the Pony Express and capitalism strips workers of their identity, into objects of service. Once he can’t do anything who or what he was is no longer important, worthless, a burden. He is both the dandy dish in HFIM, the idea of going up being before the crash, while the ball is after the crash, his forced decent downwards.
There is an argument he is dehumanized to less than an even object with how his ID card lacks a name and face in Jimmy’s hallucination. Even Anya gets her name, and identify. He is just an empty spot, a role to fill to a lot of them, which is think is why so many fans have a hard time pin pointing who Curly was before the crash and what he stood for.
So much of what we saw of Curly was a man on duty, a man serving under his job and starting to find conflict with that. We don’t really get to see Curly acting for himself and it think it tells about the way he has been molded along with the way he was trying to reshape himself outside of P.E before it was too late.
I always finding intriguing how people almost prefer to draw post crash Curly, to draw his suffering and continue, to an extent, him being the scapegoat, faceless and facing repercussions other characters and entities should. Being a figure to vent frustration to because he can’t fight back, we don’t know what he would say or how he would feel or what he would’ve done. We don’t really know that when he had skin either…
#it’s easy to assume and project a lot of aspects on to curly because he’s purposely kept as blank as possible while still being relatable so#we can be tricked like the crew into thinking he could’ve crashed the ship but we learn as the game goes on even with so little#he is not that type of guy and I hate takes that ignore or use Jimmy’s unreliable narration#and warping of scenes he is in to try to characterize Curly accurately as it shows a double standard when people believe someone deserves#punishment like none of their conversations are mutually beneficial or naturally they are stiff#one sided as Jimmy gets way more out of it or steers it in a way his projection takes forefront#we don’t get Curly’s true insights outside of the dissociative episode and him running around trying to placate Anya and Jimmy#literally the split between his personal and professional life but way more muddled as it is indistinguishable atp#I hate when people use Jimmy’s words to create accurate depictions for him as he projections and warps the perceptions of Curly just as much#if not equally as he does Anya but whatever we can apprently only talk about one theme for a complex story and never play with ideas that#are seen in real life so fuck me ig#mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#ask#anon#mouthwashing game
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finally solved my gawain redblonde dilemma thank you to @mordred-galahad 4 your wisdom
#arthuriana#sir gawain#my art#scribbles#red pops more but blonde was more thematic. but no longer must they be separate. anyway ty everyone for your assistance#gawain is alsways a dude whose design i kept flip flopping on so i just want him nailed down lol#mainly bc i just wanna draw him + mordie beating the shit out of eachother (as god intended)#kamd#character design#ignore the haunted look in his eyes youd look the same if you went from being oldest sister to orphan + only child in like 48 hrs
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i’m yeah yeah yeah ok yeah yeah OK YEAH SO HELLO IM FREAKING OUT AND IM GONNA GO PASS OUT AND SCREAM SOME MORE OK BYE
#MY SISTER SAW HIM AND KEPT SAYING ‘THATS SPENCER REID!’ AND SHE NEEVR RECOGNIZES CELEBRITIES BUT SHE RECOGNIZED HIM!!!#AND I LOWKEY CHASED HIM DOWN THE PARK 😭#BUT HE WAS SO SO NICE AND SWEET AND HE COMPLIMENTED MY SCARF!!!#IM DEAD IM GONE ILL NEVER BE THE SAME!!#matthew gray gubler#spencer reid#AHHHH#oh yeah also ignore face reveal if you’re on goosecoven you’ve probably seen my face already so#yeah#:)
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